Chapter 928 opens heart ( 22 ) 第928章敞开心扉 „Are you my old man?” “你是我老汉吗？” Outside the room the wind blows the tree sound, appearing the night is more peaceful. 屋外风吹树响,显得夜更加安静。 stretch/open Tan looks down to little white, little white eyes are sparkling, although is at night, but in the eye obviously has up. 张叹低头看向小白,小白眼睛亮晶晶的,虽然是夜晚,但眼里明显有光。 She raised the head, looks at stretch/open Tan, did not move aside like before. 她抬头,看着张叹,不像以前那样躲闪。 Her vision is complex, as if hopes, feeling that as if the fear, could not say. 她的目光复杂,仿佛希冀,仿佛害怕,说不出来的感觉。 stretch/open Tan thinks once in the snow township took vacation, that was he and little white first recognizing each other scene, they lived in the ice room, lay looks at everywhere on the bed the star, spoke many innermost thoughts. 张叹想到曾经在雪乡度假时的一幕,那是他和小白第一次相认的情景,他们住在冰屋里,躺在床上看着漫天的星星,说了许多心里话。 That night, he told little white, he was her old man. 那个夜晚,他告诉小白,他是她的老汉。 But little white has not called his old man, has not shouted the father. 但小白至今从没叫过他老汉,也没喊过爸爸。 Are you my old man? This is the first time that little white said the old man two characters to him. 你是我的老汉吗？这是小白第一次对他说出老汉两个字。 The light two characters, pressing on a child are serious that is unbearable. 轻飘飘的两个字,压在一个小孩子身上是难以承受的沉重。 stretch/open Tan knows, little white is hard to accept all of a sudden, is at heart irritable, a stranger, turned into the old man overnight. 张叹知道,小白一下子难以接受,心里别扭,一个陌生人,一夜之间变成了老汉。 At that time little white after he fell asleep, quietly punched his, he knows at that time, she had certainly a lot of grievance. 当时小白趁他睡着后,悄悄地揍了他一顿,他当时就知道,她心里一定有很多的委屈。 At this moment, stretch/open Tanying little white vision, was saying firmly: „I, I am your old man.” 此刻,张叹迎着小白的目光,坚定地说:“我是啊,我就是你老汉。” little white eyelash was very long, flashed, like the butterfly fan a wing, the eye is the window of mind, she thinks that was not very tranquil. 小白的睫毛很长,扑闪了一下,像蝴蝶扇了一下翅膀,眼睛是心灵的窗户,她心里想必很不平静吧。 Under she lowers the head slightly, looks at the moonlight to shine the floor, raised the head quickly, asks: „Your lang, no matter I and mother?” 她微微低头,看着月光照耀下的地板,很快又抬起头,问道:“那你啷个不管我和妈妈呢？” Likely her young Sir, rather than the 6-year-old child, she understands were too many. 她像个小大人,而不是6岁的小孩子,她懂的太多了。 She is pursing the lips, the look is firm, is completely different from her mother delicate personality. 她抿着嘴,神色坚定,和她妈妈柔弱的性格完全不同。 stretch/open Tan rather chooses facing the mighty force, does not want facing asking this issue little white. 张叹宁愿选择面对千军万马,也不想面对问出这个问题的小白。 He acknowledged that he flustered, he is hard to resist. 他承认他慌了,他难以招架。 He seemed grasped by a big hand, the difficult whole body hurts, sad and loves dearly. 他心里仿佛被一只大手攒住了,拧巴的全身疼,难过和心疼。 But he knows that at this time cannot avoid absolutely, little white opens the heart to talk openly with him. 但他知道这时候绝对不能躲避,小白敞开心扉在和他谈心。 If he now avoids, little white may not accept him for a lifetime again. 他现在要是躲避,小白可能一辈子都不会再接受他。 His voice is somewhat hoarse dry, said: „Sorry, little white, I do not know that at that time this world had you.” 他声音有些沙哑干涩,说道:“对不起,小白,那个时候我不知道这个世界上有了你。” little white looks straight ahead his face, first yes, then also asked: „Don't you like me?” 小白直视他的脸,先是哦了一声,接着又问:“你是不是不喜欢我吖？” The leg that stretch/open Tansong the loose plate got up, is been more comfortable by the posture that oneself sit well, then looks slightly speaks in vain: „To be honest with you, I may like you. I still remember that our first meeting, that is two years ago summers, after is takes summer vacation first day, I come back from very far place, arrives at the small red horse for the first time, saw Xiaomi picked up by the police, was you flushed bravely, said loudly must protect the millet, did not permit others to take away her, even if were policeman is not good. I think at that time , this is the child of which family/home, so to be how brave? Policeman's child also dares to snatch. I remember that at that time other little friend does not dare to speak, only then you not only spoke for Xiaomi, but also pursued from little red horse, snatches millet.” 张叹松了松盘起来的腿,让自己端坐的姿势更加舒服一点,然后看着小白说:“不瞒你说,我可喜欢你了。我还记得我们第一次见面,那是两年前的夏天,是放暑假后的第一天,我从很远的地方回来,第一次来到小红马,看到了小米被警察抱走,是你勇敢地冲了出来,大声说要保护小米,不准别人带走她,哪怕是警察叔叔也不行。我当时就想,啊,这是谁家的小孩子啊,怎么这么勇敢？警察叔叔的小孩子也敢抢。我记得当时别的小朋友都不敢说话,只有你不仅为小米说话,而且从小红马追出来,去抢小米。” little white slightly cannot observe honk the small mouth, mentioned this matter, she was very proud. 小白微不可察地嘟了嘟小嘴,说起这件事,她骄傲得很。 „Millet really pitied at that time extravagantly.” “小米那时候真阔怜吖。” She remembered then millet , thin, mother sent the small red horse her, several days have not appeared again, came to policeman, said her mother to disappear, must take away her. 她想起当时的小米,小小的,瘦瘦的,妈妈把她送来了小红马,几天都没再出现,一直到警察叔叔来了,说她的妈妈不见了,要把她带走。 At that time in the little red horse academy, Xier, the pomegranate pomegranate, toot toot, journey journey had not come, little white and millet are the good friends who were better. Mother's missing several days of millet, was little white accompanies in the side comfort millet. 那时候小红马学园里,喜儿、榴榴、嘟嘟、程程都还没来呢,小白和小米是要好的好朋友。小米的妈妈失踪的那几天,是小白陪在身边安慰小米。 stretch/open Tan thought that yourself at that time were also small thin, but also black, wasn't small pitiful?! 张叹心想,你自己那时候也是小小的瘦瘦的,还黑黑的,不也是个小可怜吗？！ stretch/open Tan said: „At that time I remembered you, thought that this child is really brave, but also has the affection very much, afterward discovered you are very helpful, specially strong, cherishes the little friend, who has the difficulty you to be willing to help......” 张叹说:“那时候我就记住你了,觉得这个小孩子真勇敢,还很有爱心,后来又发现你很乐于助人,特别的坚强,爱护小朋友,谁有困难你都愿意帮忙……” Listens to stretch/open Tan to mention so many boasts own words, little white is a little happy, the toe keeps moving secretly. 听着张叹说起这么多夸自己的话,小白心里有点开心,脚趾头偷偷地动个不停。 „I think at that time, my future daughter must like little white, optimistic strong have the affection bravely.” “我那时候就想,我将来的女儿一定要像小白一样,乐观坚强勇敢有爱心。” little white smiles embarrassed, said her well at that time ominous. 小白不好意思地笑了笑,说她那时候好凶的嗷。 stretch/open Tan said: „Ominous does not represent you to be bad, ominous is you to others looked that but we know, you have the affection child very much, you help everyone frequently, you looked, everyone not, because you ominous and repugnant you, to pay no attention to you, on the contrary, everyone likes you very much, because of as we all know, little white is a good child, she is ominous to the unprincipled person, is good to the person on one's own side.” 张叹说道:“凶不代表你坏,凶是你给别人看的,但我们都知道,你是很有爱心的小孩子,你经常帮忙大家,你看,大家并没有因为你凶而讨厌你、不理你,相反,大家都很喜欢你,因为大家都知道,小白是个好孩子,她对坏人凶,对自己人好。” Slightly spoke in vain: „I am not a bad child, I am a good child, I cannot make the unprincipled person bully me.” 小白说:“我不是个坏孩子,我是个好孩子,我不能让坏人欺负我。” She pinched the small fist, stretch/open Tan is remembering the scene that she and Luo Zikang fought, clear(ly) knows that could not win actually must hit, the build and strength did not occupy superiorly, that spelled to go all-out, protected itself with the courage and scar and own good friend. 她捏着小拳头,张叹又想起她和罗子康打架的场景,明知道打不赢却还是要打,体型和力气不占优,那就拼尽全力,用勇气和伤痕保护自己和自己的好朋友。 Therefore she fires off the frame each time, the appearance is miserable, but the spirit is stimulated, the imposing manner is fuller, because she retreated in fear the person who she is more powerful, making the opposite party not dare to bully her again with ease! 所以她每次打完架,模样惨兮兮的,但是精神亢奋,气势更足,因为她吓退了比她强大的人,让对方不敢再轻松地欺负她！ In stretch/open Tanxin grieved, wants to ask, many people have bullied you. 张叹心中酸楚,很想问,是不是有很多人欺负过你。 However he may I ask, he feared that slightly spoke in vain, but oneself were helpless. 但是他不敢问,他怕小白说是的,而自己却无能为力。 He can only comfort little white: „Was all right, later has me, who bullies you, I hit flatly him, you do not use again ominous.” 他只能安慰小白:“没事了,以后都有我呢,谁欺负你,我就把他打扁,你不用再凶凶的。” little white: „Aunt said that we do not fear the unprincipled person, she will hit the flat unprincipled person.” 小白:“舅妈说我们不要怕坏人,她会打扁坏人的。” stretch/open Tan nods: „Aunt is also a good person.” 张叹点点头:“舅妈也是个好人。” little white: „Aunt said that my old man is a good person.” 小白:“舅妈说我老汉是个好人。” stretch/open Tan is surprised, slightly spoke in vain the aunt to tell that her her old man was a good person, he can look sooner or later her. 张叹惊讶,小白说舅妈跟她说她老汉是个好人,他早晚会来找她的。 stretch/open Tan to the horse orchid gratitude of shen city extremely , she can also protect a pure happiness for little white in that case unexpectedly, rather than instilled into „your father not to want you” and „your father to abandon you and your mother” in this case. 张叹不禁对远在堔城的马兰花感激万分,在那种情况下,她竟然还能为小白守护一份纯真的美好,而不是灌输“你爸爸不要你了”、“你爸爸抛弃了你和你妈妈”这样的话。 But in fact, she, even if said like this, still without speaking incorrectly, because that time „sighed” is such a playboy. 而事实上,她即便这样说,也没有说错,因为那时候的“张叹”就是这样一个花花公子。 Suddenly a pretty boy color board, asked seriously: „Your lang doesn't look for mother? Didn't you want her?” 忽然小白脸色一板,严肃地问:“那你啷个不找妈妈呢？你不要她了吗？” She still remembers that some childhood matter, she and mother lives in the simple rented room, is good to be difficult to see the sunlight, mother often cries. 她还记得一些更小时候的事情,她和妈妈住在简易的出租屋里,好难见到阳光,妈妈常哭。 All of a sudden how stretch/open Tan does not know replied, only felt the predecessor dug the big pit to oneself, the opening is quite difficult. 张叹一下子不知道怎么回答,只感觉前身给自己挖了好大一个坑,开局好难。 He considers carefully, explained to little white cautiously. little white made him come, then his head, said ominously this was hits for mother! 他仔细斟酌,小心翼翼地给小白解释。小白让他过来一点,然后在他脑袋上来了一下,凶巴巴地说这是替妈妈打的！ stretch/open Tanleng gawked, then nods, oneself to oneself the fan two palms of the hand, said: „This also hits for your mother.” 张叹愣了愣,接着点点头,自己给自己扇了两巴掌,说:“这也是替你妈妈打的。” little white ignorant, looks up to out of the window, before moon transfers to the window, as if hangs there, at arm's length. 小白懵了懵,抬头看向窗外,月亮移到窗前了,仿佛就挂在那里,伸手可及。 little white sighed sadly, said: „If mother because of being good to discuss , two, three.” 小白忧愁地叹了口气,说:“要是妈妈在就好唠,一个,两个,三个。” stretch/open Tan understood, she was said that the family of three reunited. 张叹听懂了,她是说一家三口团圆了。 „I will look after well your, did not make you suffer hardships, let you daily hiahiahia ~” “我会好好照顾你的,再也不让你受苦了,让你天天hiahiahia~” „...... I am not hiahiahia, that is the happy baby, I yes, snort/hum ~” “……我才不是hiahiahia,那是喜娃娃,我是哈哈哈哈,哼~” „Good, daily ha.” “好,天天哈哈哈。” ...... …… Two people suffer gradually in the same place, opens the heart to speak gently, little white mood gradually turns for the better, the moonlight reflects their forms on the floor. 两人渐渐挨在一起,敞开心扉轻轻说着话,小白心情逐渐转好,月光把他们的身影倒映在地板上。 The moonlight like the water, is gentle and clear, extends the bedside, on the bed was still a blackness of night, Xier stands up from failure on the bed, covers fell in small blanket, she shrank small one group, like did not only have the small beast of security sense, the mouth to mumble anything extremely, the bosom closely is hugging a rag doll baby, then made an effort...... 月光如水,温柔且清亮,漫延到床边,床上依然是一片夜的漆黑,小喜儿在床上翻了个身,盖在身上的小毯子滑落了,她缩成小小的一团,像只极度没有安全感的小兽,嘴里嘟囔了一句什么,怀里紧紧地抱着一只布偶娃娃,那么的用力……