Chapter 793 we could not go back ( 12 ) again 第793章我们再也回不去了 This time goes home to celebrate the new year, making Tan Jiner be greatly disappointed. 这次回家过年,让谭锦儿大失所望。 Originally, once happy can only exist in the memory, the person is unable to return. 原来,曾经的美好只能存在于记忆中,人无法回到过去。 Once, the hometown kept the memory in her mind is the good and bad in life is sweet, varied multi- tastes. Drifts outside for many years, often recalls, thought many are these happy. Even if these bitter and astringent recollections, had the different kind taste because of the precipitation of time, making her always want to return. 曾经,家乡留在她脑海中的记忆是酸甜苦辣甜的,多姿多味。在外漂泊多年,每每回想起来,想的多是那些美好的。哪怕是那些苦涩的回忆,也因为时间的沉淀而有了别样的滋味,令她总想回到过去。 Furthermore, this going home, wants to make Xier have a deeper concept and impression to the hometown. 再者,她这次回家,想让喜儿对家乡有更深的概念和印象。 The Xier two years old are forced to leave native place with her, drift outside for many years, in the small memory has no concept to the hometown, the rented room is she imagines the family/home. 喜儿两岁就跟着她背井离乡,在外漂泊多年,小小的记忆里对家乡没有什么概念,出租屋是她想象中的家。 The Xier only opposite party has the impression, was the father harnesses her to ride the experience of Malaysia. 喜儿唯一对家有印象的,是爸爸生前驾她骑大马的经历。 In addition, the memory of her irrelevant Yu, the mothers do not have the impression again, cannot remember any. 除此之外,她再无关于家的记忆,就连妈妈都没有印象,想不起任何。 They go home hopefully, to understanding does not know prepared the gift. The gift is not expensive, wins in the friendship and intention, but, this Spring Festival made her be greatly disappointed. 她们满怀希望回家,给认识的不认识的都准备了礼物。礼物不贵重,胜在情谊和心意,但没想到,这个春节令她大失所望。 Was once poor, but the warm family/home not nice child, once the friendly uncle died of illness, liking smiling and liking is mother 's married sister of red headdress flower is attacked by the years, is dragging the heavy sick body...... these, in Tan Jiner remembers in remaining small happy as if not, remained was she is strange. 曾经贫穷但温馨的家不像个样子,曾经友善的伯父病逝,爱笑和喜欢系红色头花的姨娘被岁月打击,拖着沉重的病体……那些在谭锦儿记忆里尚存的小美好似乎都不在了,留下来的都是她陌生的。 Handled the matter of old dwelling, Tan Jiner decided to lead Xier to return to Pujiang. 处理完了老宅的事情,谭锦儿决定带着喜儿回到浦江。 Before, she on the heart deep place has always pinned, to feel to strive for success outside, cannot mix also to go home. However this departure, she knows that she did not have the escape route, she can only forward, cannot withdraw, because did not have the escape route. 以前,她在心底深处总有所寄托,觉得在外拼搏,混不下去了还能回家。但是这次离开,她知道自己没有退路了,她只能向前,不能退后,因为没有退路。 Tan Jiner declined stretch/open Tan to ask them to return to the proposition of Sichuan Bai Village together, the fifth day of the lunar New Year early morning, then has Xier and sighs leaves from the small town together, one line the airport, flew to entirely succeed, two flew to Pujiang. 谭锦儿拒绝了张叹请她们一同回四川白家村的提议,在大年初五的一大早,便带着喜儿和张叹一同从小镇离开,一行到了机场,一个飞往成都,两个飞往浦江。 stretch/open Tan the airplane advances, Tan Jiner pulls Xier to see off for him, Xier cried with a smile with a smile, wipes tears while wished his Happy New Year. 张叹的飞机先行,谭锦儿牵着喜儿为他送行,喜儿笑着笑着就哭了,一边抹眼泪一边祝他新年快乐。 „How to cry? We will meet quickly again, I first look for little white, found little white I to lead little white to come back.” “怎么哭了呀？我们很快就会再见面的,我先去找小白,找到了小白我就带小白回来。” Xier wipes tears while the hope asked: „Will return to the small red horse?” 喜儿一边抹眼泪一边希冀地问:“会回小红马吗？” stretch/open Tan: „Naturally returned to the small red horse, did you put 100 hearts to be good?” 张叹:“当然回小红马了,你放一百个心好不好？” Xier is bursting into tears the nod, the little darling reaches an agreement. 喜儿流着泪点头,乖乖说好。 Before returning to one's old home, the elder sister told her, family/home compared with a small red horse better place, but after she came back, discovery was not good, was small red horse good, was she and elder sister's small family/home is good. 回老家之前,姐姐告诉她,家是比小红马更好的地方,但是她回来后发现家一点也不好,还是小红马好,还是她和姐姐的小家好。 stretch/open Tandun the lower part of the body, hugs Xier of sob at the bosom gentle voice coaxes. 张叹蹲下身,把哭泣的喜儿抱在怀里柔声哄。 In the airport, the left scene is everywhere, the side has the lover to hug for a very long time, has the old person to gaze after the children to be far away, has mother and daughter to see off the husband to take a long journey...... 机场里,离别的场面比比皆是,身边有情侣久久拥抱,有老人目送子女远离,有母女送别丈夫远行…… Xier sees that asked stretch/open Tan nervous, little white will also return to the small red horse. 喜儿见状,紧张兮兮地问张叹,小白还会回小红马吗。 stretch/open Tan comforts saying: „Just did not say, little white will certainly return to the small red horse.” 张叹安慰道:“刚刚不是说了吗,小白一定会回小红马的。” Xier also asked that little Zheng Zheng. 喜儿又问那小郑郑呢。 stretch/open Tan said that will also return, Xier also asked that pomegranate pomegranate, toot toot, journey journey and millet and the others, she is swayed by personal gains and losses now, specially frail, needs to hug. 张叹说也会回,喜儿又问榴榴、嘟嘟、程程和小米等人,她现在患得患失,特别的脆弱,需要抱抱。 „My small turtle? It does not see, can it lose?” “我的小乌龟呢？它不见啦,它会不会丢了？” „It is also going through the formalities of taking plane, when the time comes can take plane with you, you go to the small red horse together, you arrived at it also to arrive, when the time comes can see.” “它也在办理坐飞机的手续,到时候会和你一起坐飞机的,你们一起去小红马,你到了它也就到了,到时候就能见到。” Xier keeps thinking about that in old house only to be small the turtle, entangles Tan Zhongxiang to ask seven to ask eight naively, Tan Zhongxiang who asked agitated. He does not think many and stretch/open Tan has to do, finally this tiny tot always runs to come to see the small turtle, then asks him to ask that lets he unanswerable issue. As soon as possible why so long as can send off this 100,000, he delivered the small turtle in courtyard naturally to her. 喜儿惦记老宅子里的那只小乌龟,缠着谭忠翔天真地问七问八,问的谭忠翔烦躁不已。他本来就不想多和张叹打交道,结果这个小不点总是跑来看小乌龟,然后找他问许多让他无法回答的问题。只要能尽快送走这个十万个为什么,他大方地把天井里的小乌龟送了给她。 Therefore Xier took the small turtle overjoyed, must take away Pujiang raising. Just they had gone through the shipping procedure to the small turtle, this little while should arrive in the airplane cargo hold. 于是喜儿欢天喜地地把小乌龟带上了,要带去浦江饲养。刚刚他们已经给小乌龟办理了托运手续,这会儿应该已经到了飞机货舱里。 „Good, Xier is quick, Boss stretch/open must walk.” Tan Jiner said. Xier has depended is opening sighs the bosom, delays him to use the computer. “好啦,喜儿快下来,张老板要走了。”谭锦儿说道。喜儿一直赖在张叹怀里,耽误他上机。 The Xier not Shirdi gets down, saw off stretch/open Tan to board craft with Tan Jiner, then told Tan Jiner, Boss stretch/open did not like her. 喜儿不舍地下来,和谭锦儿送别张叹登机了,回头告诉谭锦儿,张老板不喜欢她。 „You spoke irresponsibly anything.” Tan Jiner looked that to opening sighed the direction that went far away, has been missing. “你乱说什么。”谭锦儿看向张叹远去的方向,已经不见了踪影。 „Boss stretch/open hugged Xier, has not hugged the elder sister, he definitely does not like the elder sister.” “张老板抱了喜儿,没有抱姐姐,他肯定不喜欢姐姐。” „Being disinclined manages you.” Tan Jiner turns around to leave, goes to their departure gates. “懒得理你。”谭锦儿转身离开,去她们的登机口。 Xier follows after behind Balla Balla, said that Boss stretch/open definitely did not like the elder sister, because the elder sister was quite ominous, making her have so many food food, she almost exploded like the balloon. 喜儿跟在身后巴拉巴拉,说张老板肯定不喜欢姐姐了,因为姐姐好凶,让她吃那么多饭饭,她都差点像气球一样爆炸了。 Tan Jiner walks before, stops the footsteps, beckoned saying: „Comes quickly.” 谭锦儿走在前,停下脚步,招手说:“快过来。” Pulls Xier's small hand to walk together, „later cannot eat up did not eat, the elder sister did not compel you to eat meal.” 牵着喜儿的小手一起走,“以后吃不下了就不吃了,姐姐不逼你吃饭了。” Xier hiahia smiles, exploringly asked 3 bowls of food food that also owes can also? 喜儿hiahia笑,试探性地问那还欠的三碗饭饭还要还吗？ Tan Jiner said that naturally must, Xier is dejected immediately, depressed. 谭锦儿说当然要还,喜儿顿时垂头丧气,闷闷不乐。 Quick two people also boarded craft, Tan Jiner makes Xier sit in the position by the window, they look around toward out of the window, saw that the airplane starts on the airport slowly, soars, Xinzhou goes far away in the under foot gradually, Tan Jiner has the huge sadness suddenly, her hometown left her to go far away, she can also come back every year, but she knows, in her heart that happy hometown could not have gone back again. 很快两人也登机了,谭锦儿让喜儿坐在靠窗的位置,她们往窗外张望,看到飞机在机场上慢慢起步,腾空而起,信州在脚下渐渐远去,谭锦儿忽然心生巨大的悲伤,她的家乡离她远去了,她每年还能回来,但是她知道,她心中那个美好的家乡已经再也回不去了。 Her sad just wants to tell Xier, we could not go back again. 她难过的刚想跟喜儿说,我们再也回不去了。 At this time Xier does not know that thought of anything, suddenly whispered in a family/home 1 points is not unamusing, then continued to hold the tablet PC to watch the animated cartoon. 这时喜儿不知道想到了什么,忽然嘀咕一声家里一点也不好玩,然后继续抱着平板电脑看动画片。 Tan Jiner looked at Xier for a long time, yes, Tan Village is only her family/home, rather than Xier. 谭锦儿看了喜儿许久,是啊,谭家村只是她的家,而不是喜儿的。 Possibly, Xier's concept to the home, is only in the hotel that snow white wall, that mildewy smell, that does not have the television of animated cartoon...... 可能,喜儿对这个家的概念,只是旅馆里那雪白的墙壁,那发霉的气味,那没有动画片的电视机…… Must to Xier a family/home, Tan Jiner think. 要给喜儿一个家,谭锦儿心想。 Where although the person walks, where is the family/home, but that is only the free and easy view, the culture of Chinese setting a high value family/home, drifts everywhere, the heart will then not have the family/home, will then not have the home to return to feeling. 虽说人走哪里,哪里就是家,但那只是洒脱的说法,中国人尤重家的文化,到处漂泊,心底便不会有家,便不会有归宿感。 Her spiritual home in Xinzhou, in Tan Village, that is because she passed the childhoods and young people there. 她的精神家园在信州,在谭家村,那是因为她在那里度过了童年和青少年。 However Xier is too forced to leave native place early, she does not have the spiritual home, as elder sister's Tan Jiner, has the responsibility to give this tiny tot homeland. 但是喜儿太早背井离乡,她没有精神家园,作为姐姐的谭锦儿,有责任给这个小不点一个家园。 But how to do? Tan Jiner does not know. 但怎么做呢？谭锦儿也不知道。 stretch/open Tan returns to Bai Village in around 3 : 00 pm again, Sun according to the courtyard, he happen to catches little white and block puts the firecracker in the courtyard. 张叹在下午 3 点多再次回到白家村,太阳照在院子里,他正好抓到小白和墩子在院子里放炮仗。 Block both hands covering the ears stands in the one side watches, little white squats in the ground thief the place lead wire. 墩子双手捂着耳朵站在一旁观看,小白蹲在地上贼兮兮地点引线。 „Good, you play the firecracker secretly, does not fear you!” “好啊,你们又偷偷玩炮仗,不怕吗你们！” „Block, run ~ ~” “墩子,快跑~~” little white greeted one, whiz one slid toward the courtyard outside, was quicker than the rabbit. 小白招呼一声,嗖的一下往院子外溜了,比兔子还快。 It seems like he not in these days, little white is very satisfied. 看来他不在的这几天,小白过的很惬意。 Teacher Jiang hears the sound, comes out from the room, relies on the gate to stand, visits him to say with a smile: „Is stretch/open Tan comes back ~ ~” 姜老师听到声音,从屋里出来,倚门而立,看着他笑道:“是张叹回来啦~~” In stretch/open Tanxin one warm, asked: „Did the air conditioning in room install? I passed by the county a moment ago, looked to that shop, said 3 rd afternoon......” 张叹心中一暖,问道:“屋里的空调装了吗？我刚才路过县城,到那家店去看了,说初三下午来过了……” The countless words, are inferior to 1-2 family trivial matters warm hearts. 千言万语,不如1-2家庭琐事更令人暖心。