Chen Tiankai a little said right, Ding Jiamin is very rational, after she discovered Chen Tiankai could not accept the millet, no matter he said anything again, immediately turns around to walk, the past understanding and contact under the mist like Sun, will dissipate shortly. 陈天凯有一点说的没错,丁佳敏很理性,当她发现陈天凯接受不了小米后,不管他再说些什么,立刻转身就走,往日的了解和接触就像太阳底下的雾气,顷刻间消散。 But she possibly is how aloof, she is also actually sad, this type sad, on the one hand for oneself, on the one hand for millet. 但她怎么可能无动于衷呢,她内心其实也是难过的,这种难过一方面是为自己,一方面是为小米。 She thinks, if she really has is so good, why he who Chen Tiankai said is unable to accept millet that annoys the person to love tenderly. 她想,如果她真的有陈天凯说的那么好,为什么他还是无法接受一个惹人怜爱的小米。 She leaves decisively, on the one hand does not want to put in oneself by the person pitiful position, she does not need, she never thinks oneself need to be felt sorry, let alone bestowment love. 她果断离开,一方面是不想把自己置于被人可怜的地位,她不需要,她从不认为自己需要被人可怜,更别说施舍爱。 She does not need love like this, she when deciding to adopt the millet, has said with mother, in the future she will not need the other half to admit her, only needs to understand her. 她不需要这样的爱情,她在决定收养小米时,就和妈妈说过,将来她不需要另一半接纳她,只需要理解她。 On the other hand, she did not like listening to a man to say so many womanishly fussily. He said that so many do do, was saying every single word or phrase is saying likes her, is still actually hard to accept a child, this likes her? She thinks, likes a person truly, is likes her person and her emotion. She is giving a millet complete family as far as possible, if he really likes her, that should help her complement the home, rather than looked at walking is farther, then shouted that she passes. 另一方面,她不爱听一个男人婆婆妈妈的说那么多。他说那么多干嘛呢,一字一句都在说在说喜欢她,却依然难以接受一个孩子,这是喜欢她吗？她想,真正喜欢一个人,是喜欢她的人和她的情感。她在尽量给小米一个完整的家庭,如果他真的喜欢她,那就应该帮她把这个家补全,而不是看了一眼走的更远,然后喊她过去。 She does not want to make the millet know. The millet is a sensitive child, if she knew, secretly will be certainly sad. 她不想让小米知道。小米是个敏感的孩子,她要是知道了,一定会暗自伤心。 However a time long time, the millet detected. When once she and Elder Sister Xiaomin rests together, sleeps to wake up, discovered that Elder Sister Xiaomin has not rested, losing sleep. 但是时间一久,小米还是察觉到了。有一次她和小敏姐姐睡一起时,睡了一觉醒来,发现小敏姐姐还没有睡,失眠了。 On this day very early in the morning, had the thick fog, in the broadcast reminded the resident to pay attention to the traffic safety unceasingly. 这一天一大早,起了大雾,广播里不断提醒市民要注意交通安全。 Ding Jiamin got out of bed to make the breakfast very much early, sat with the millet before the table, she thinks, said to Xiaomi: „Millet, the elder sister must tell you a matter.” 丁佳敏很早起床做了早餐,和小米坐在餐桌前,她想了想,对小米说道:“小米,姐姐要告诉你一件事。” The millet looks up her, small head. 小米抬头看着她,点点小脑袋。 Ding Jiamin said: „You had possibly known, the elder sister and little triumphant Elder Brother are not suitable, we separated.” 丁佳敏说:“你可能已经知道了,姐姐和小凯哥哥不适合,我们分开了。” The small body of millet shakes, shock. 小米的小身子一震,震惊不已。 She had detected, but this and Ding Jiamin told her directly is two matters. 她有所察觉,但是这和丁佳敏直接告诉她是两码事。 In her heart emerges a huge sadness, what she first thinks is oneself, thought that surely was Elder Sister Xiaomin who harmed did not have the male fat friend. 她心中涌现一股巨大的悲伤,她第一时间想到的是自己,觉得肯定是自己害的小敏姐姐没有了男胖友。 Little darling who she has displayed very much diligently very much diligently, but...... 她已经很努力很努力表现的乖乖的,但…… „Sorry ~ ~ ~” she lowers the head, said low voice. “对不起~~~”她低着头,小声说道。 Ding Jiamin sets out to arrive at side her hastily, is hugging her small body, said: „Silly child you said that anything sorry, this and you have not related, is I and little triumphant Elder Brother is inappropriate, I do not like him being older than me. Has not related with you , should not be really sad.” 丁佳敏连忙起身来到她身边,搂着她的小身子,说:“傻孩子你说什么对不起呢,这和你没有关系啊,是我和小凯哥哥不合适,我不喜欢他比我大。和你没关系,真的,别难过了。” The millet lowers the head is weeping low voice, is not good, hugs her who Ding Jiamin loves dearly to comfort unceasingly, but lacks the security sense to one, the live cautious child, many comforts cannot play the role suddenly, her that keen and frail inferiority complex, making her sum up all not good matter of side in subconsciously. 小米低头在小声啜泣,把丁佳敏心疼的不行,抱着她不断安慰,但是对一个缺乏安全感,活的小心翼翼的小孩子,再多的安慰一时间也起不到作用,她那敏锐又脆弱的自卑心理,让她会下意识地把身边发生的一切不好的事情都归结于自己。 Some little time, the millet stops the tears finally, had the breakfast, goes to the kindergarten. 好一会儿,小米终于止住眼泪,吃了早餐,去上幼儿园。 Ding Jiamin delivered to the kindergarten entrance her, urged her two as usual, gazed after her to enter the front door, went to work. 丁佳敏把她送到了幼儿园门口,照常叮嘱她两句,目送她进了大门,才上班去了。 Thinks that the millet goes to school worried, Ding Jiamin regretted very, should not her tell in the morning this matter, the matter naturally must say, but cannot in the morning, be able in the evening, this sad matter, after sleeping , will also be better. 想到小米心事重重地去上学,丁佳敏十分后悔,不该早上跟她说这事的,事当然要说,但不能在早上,可以在晚上,这样再难过的事情,睡一觉后也会好很多。 The millet comes to the classroom, discovered that little white has arrived, was speaking with other children, in high spirits appearance. 小米来到教室,发现小白已经到了,正在和其他小朋友说话呢,兴高采烈的样子。 She looked at two, sits is in a daze on own seat. 她看了两眼,坐在自己的座位上发呆。 „Melon baby, your lang?” “瓜娃子,你啷个了？” little white came. 小白来了。 The millet visits her, shouted that weakly little white, then does not know should say anything. 小米看着她,弱弱地喊来一声小白,便不知道该说什么了。 „lang?” little white discovered that the millet as if must cry, „which melon baby is bullies you to discuss, you instigate, you instigate sai.” “啷个了？”小白发现小米似乎要哭了,“是哪个瓜娃子欺负你唠,你唆,你唆噻。” Like her for the pomegranate pomegranate over, always fights one with Luo Zikang, whom so long as Xiaomi said to bully her, she is also willing to fight for her. Although she had been warned one time by the young teacher. 就像她为榴榴出头,总是和罗子康打一架一样,只要小米说出谁欺负她了,她也愿意为她打架。虽然她已经被小老师警告过一次。 How the millet did not know said, without whom bullied her, but she was uncomfortable. 小米不知道怎么说,没谁欺负她,但她就是难受。 little white sees that wants to remember, thinks of Xier that melon baby. 小白见状,想来想起,想到喜儿那个瓜娃子。 That melon baby hiahiahia, reveals a small mouth that all day does not have the front tooth, being pregnant feeling, plays with her very much, sad will also be happy, therefore leads Xier who the millet is looking for another class. 那个瓜娃子整天hiahiahia,露出一个没门牙的小嘴巴,很有喜感,和她一起玩,再难过的心情也会好起来,于是带着小米去找另一个班的喜儿。 Xier their class is having to do the morning exercise by the young teacher, as the music jumps, Xier is one of them, specially positively specially earnest that is. 喜儿她们班正由小老师带着在做早操呢,随着音乐蹦蹦跳跳,喜儿就在其中,特别积极特别认真的那个就是。 When she completes the morning exercise, little white beckons toward her, shouted her. 等她做完早操,小白朝她招手,把她喊了出来。 The first few words that this adzuki bean Dean spoke make little white not happy. 这个小豆丁说的第一句话就让小白不高兴。 „Hiahiahia ~ ~ is my younger sisters comes.” “hiahiahia~~是我的妹妹们来啦。” „In your lang treasure treasure qi.” little white said discontentedly. “你啷个宝里宝气。”小白不满地说。 „Hiahia, little white you do not want the monk air/Qi, the elder sister to look after your.” “hiahia,小白你不要僧气,姐姐会照顾你的。” Xier holds up the small hand, wants to pinch little white cheek bold, wiped out by little white pia one, „lives in anything, is occupied by any your melon baby ~”, pursues her to punch the fart fart. Xier the turning circle circle escapes while hiahia laughs, the millet sees that can not help provoke laughter. 喜儿举起小手,胆大包天地想捏一捏小白的脸蛋,被小白pia的一下打掉,“住啥子,住啥子你个瓜娃子~”,追着她揍屁屁。喜儿一边转圈圈逃跑一边hiahia大笑,小米见状,情不自禁被逗笑。 But happy is only temporary, without a while, the millet falls into „wants is too many”, her urgently needed emotion big V river bank counselling psychology, as for present two adzuki bean Ding, is not good, falls far short, only meets hiahiahia, will only quarrel and fight, can the military unable the article. 但开心只是暂时的,没一会儿,小米又陷入“想太多”中,她急需情感大V江滨辅导心理,至于眼前的两个小豆丁,都不行,差得远,一个只会hiahiahia,一个只会吵架和打架,能武不能文。 „I think that mother ~” Xiaomi said an own aspiration finally. “我想妈妈啦~”小米终于说出了一句自己的心声。 Yes, she thought mother, was long, more than half a year, she had not said that she does think mother, she has not even mentioned mother's matter, she only hid in the heart, no matter what the concern fermented, small age actually having mind filled with worry. 是啊,她想妈妈了,那么久了,大半年了,她从没对人说过她想不想妈妈,她甚至没有跟人提过妈妈的事,她只藏在心底,任心事发酵,以至于小小的年纪却满腹忧思。 At this moment, when extremely rebukes oneself and lacks the security sense, she finally cannot bear, is in front of two little friends, saying this suppressed in the heart is very very long the long words. 此刻,在极度自责和缺乏安全感之际,她终于忍不住,当着两个小伙伴的面,说出了这句憋在心底很久很久的话。 Mom, although abandoned her, does not know the trace, but her heart is still loving her, is reading her, is hoping she one day comes back. 妈妈啊,尽管抛弃了她,不知所踪,但是她心底依然爱着她,念着她,盼着她有一天回来。 Mom? 妈妈？ little white and Xier stayed, Xier's big eyes looked at the millet at a loss, looked at little white, seems hard to understand that mother is anything. 小白和喜儿都呆了呆,喜儿的大眼睛茫然地看了看小米,又看了看小白,似乎难以理解妈妈是什么。 „Wait I.” little white leaves behind one, dá dá dá runs back the classroom fast. “等等我嗷。”小白留下一句,哒哒哒快速跑回教室。 Xier gazed after her back, hiahia said to Xiaomi with a smile: „Slightly goes in vain asks mother to come, millet you wait/etc.” 喜儿目送她的背影,hiahia笑着对小米说:“小白去找妈妈来啦,小米你等等嗷。” Slightly goes in vain quickly comes back also quick, her treasure shows a yellowing picture from the stomacher, grinningly looks to the millet and Xier: „This is my mother, good clever, Boss stretch/open instigates seems like me, humph humph humph ~~~~” 小白去的快回来的也快,她宝贝似的从兜兜里拿出一张泛黄的照片,笑嘻嘻地给小米和喜儿看:“这是我妈妈,好乖嗷,张老板唆好像我呢,嚯嚯嚯~~~~” Xier stands on tiptoes the small feet, the elongated neck, digs up to draw little white arm to gather up to come to see. The millet also takes a look at picture mother in little white curiously. 喜儿踮起小脚,伸长脖子,扒拉小白的胳膊凑上来看。小米也好奇地打量照片中的小白的妈妈。 Two adzuki bean Ding gathered round the picture to praise in little elder sister, beaming with joy that little white praised, but she discovered that the millet look was low-spirited, very sad appearance, asked: „lang millet.” 两个小豆丁围着照片夸了一番里面的小姐姐,把小白夸的眉开眼笑,但是她发现小米神色黯然,很难过的样子,问道:“啷个了嘛小米。” „I do not have mother's picture, I soon forget mother's appearance.” The millet said sadly, she has soon recorded the unclear mother's appearance. “我没有妈妈的照片,我快要忘记妈妈的样子啦。”小米难过地说,她已经快要记不清妈妈的样子了。 Xier did not say a word to turn around to run, little white shouted: „Xier you lives in anything to go, wants near the shuttle not side sai.” 喜儿一言不发转身跑了,小白喊道:“喜儿你住啥子去嘛,莫要梭边边噻。” Xier has not said a word, but quick came back, in the hand holds a picture book loudly, hiahia was saying: „Sees mother.” 喜儿没做声,但很快又回来了,手里捧着一本绘本,hiahia大笑着说:“看妈妈。” She opens the picture book, inside presents various mothers, some mothers are the teachers, some mothers are the police, some mothers are the white-collars, some mothers are the scientist...... also some mothers are the tigers, some mothers are the magpie...... 她翻开绘本,里面出现各种妈妈,有的妈妈是老师,有的妈妈是警察,有的妈妈是白领,有的妈妈是科学家……还有的妈妈是老虎,有的妈妈是喜鹊…… This picture book called «Our Mother». 这本绘本就叫《我们的妈妈》。 Xier naturally the picture book stopper to the millet, making her look for one, her mother definitely has in inside. 喜儿大方地把绘本塞给小米,让她从中找一个,她的妈妈肯定有在里面。