PS: Asked the monthly ticket, ranking fell down. PS:求月票,排名掉下去了。 Outside is raining, gets bigger and bigger. 外面在下雨,越下越大。 An autumn rain cold, the temperature starts to accelerate to fall. 一场秋雨一场寒,气温开始加速滑落。 stretch/open Tan also arrives in the corridor, asked the young father: „How do you come?” 张叹也来到走廊里,问小茜的爸爸:“你们是怎么来的？” „Takes taxi.” The young father said. “打车来的。”小茜的爸爸说。 „Here must go to the crossroad . Moreover the wet weather is not good to take taxi, you and other, I drive to deliver you to go back.” “这里要到路口去,而且下雨天不好打车,你们等一下,我开车送你们回去吧。” After several minutes, the automobile advanced in the stream of vehicles, speaking voice that the back row transmits the little friend. 几分钟后,汽车开进了车流中,后排传来小朋友的说话声。 stretch/open Tan drives to deliver them to go home, the river bank with, talked in whispers in the back row with the small alizarin red at this moment, spoke intimate conversation. 张叹开车送他们回家,江滨跟来了,此刻和小茜在后排窃窃私语,说悄悄话。 The young mother also sits in the back row, what in the copilot station sits is the young father. 小茜的妈妈也坐在后排,副驾驶位置上坐的是小茜的爸爸。 Their family/home leaves the small red horse is not far, drove not to take ten minutes to arrive, is house that rented, an obsolete community. 他们家离小红马不远,开车没要十分钟就到了,是租来的房子,一处老旧小区。 The present is 9 : 00 pm, the young father invited stretch/open Tan to sit to the family/home, stretch/open Tan has not spoken, the river bank hopes for that looked up him, making him not have the means to reject. 现在是晚上9点,小茜的爸爸邀请张叹到家里坐坐,张叹还没说话,江滨希冀地抬头看着他,让他没办法拒绝。 „Hē a water, in the family/home is somewhat chaotic.” “喝点水,家里有些乱。” The young mother sails upstream to stretch/open Tandi, the river bank already and small alizarin red drills to the room, two children whispered, the small alizarin red must share various small secrets in bedroom with him. 小茜的妈妈给张叹递上水,江滨已经和小茜钻到房间里,两个小朋友嘀嘀咕咕,小茜要和他分享卧室里的各种小秘密。 stretch/open Tan sizes up the home, the two-bedroom one living-room, general 60 draws, the furniture is obsolete, but clean neat, warmth of very arrangement, most striking, is various pictures on wall, is the family of three, little couple regarding a little darling. 张叹打量这个家,两室一厅,大概60平,家具陈旧,但是干净整洁,布置的很温馨,最醒目的,是墙壁上的各种照片,都是一家三口的,小夫妻围绕一个小宝宝。 Has the little darling to wail, has the little darling to crawl on the ground randomly, has the little darling to hold mother's hand to gnaw, some little darlings see the giraffe to be startled, has to sit after on the bed smiles bends down supine, has to hold the cloth doll to fall asleep, has to hold father's leg not to let go to work...... 有小宝宝嚎啕大哭的,有小宝宝在地上乱爬的,有小宝宝抱着妈妈的手啃的,有小宝宝看到长颈鹿大吃一惊的,有坐在床上笑的前俯后仰的,有抱着布娃娃睡着的,有抱着爸爸的腿不让去上班的…… Then the little darling grows up day-by-day, can walk, can use the chopsticks, can dash in the park, can carry the small book bag to go to school, can paint pictures, can perform to sing to dance in the presence of everyone...... 然后小宝宝一天天长大,可以走路了,可以用筷子了,可以在公园里飞奔了,可以背小书包上学了,可以自己画画了,可以当众表演唱歌跳舞了…… stretch/open Tan also saw one in the small red horse late at night the picture of academy, in the little darling eyes with tears, stood in the little red horse academy entrance pitiful, the breath stood at attention slightly, then made this picture. 张叹还看到了一张在小红马深夜学园的照片,小宝宝眼中含泪,可怜兮兮地站在小红马学园门口,稍息立正,然后拍下了这张照片。 This little darling is the small alizarin red. 这个小宝宝就是小茜。 These pictures on wall recorded the small alizarin red from the swaddling clothes to the present important nodes completely. 墙上的这些照片完整地记录了小茜从襁褓到现在的一个个重要节点。 The young father said: „I like photographing, happy must record, but is the technology is very rotten, haha.” 小茜的爸爸说:“我喜欢拍照,身边的美好都要记录下来,但就是技术很烂,哈哈。” stretch/open Tan said with a smile: „This technology is not rotten, picture that is distracted truly, often is the optional racket in life, you look at these to have the honor to receive the award photographic work, how many also there are the special construction? Holds some moment in life. But your, to a family, are in the life happiest some instantaneous, thousand are not exchanged for gold, I envy specially.” 张叹笑道:“这技术可不烂,真正走心的照片,往往是生活中的随意一拍,你看那些荣获大奖的摄影作品,又有几幅是专门架构的？都是抓住生命中的某一刻。而你的这些,对一个家庭来说,都是生命中最美好的一些瞬间,千金不换,我特别羡慕。” The young father gawked staring, happy: „You overpraised, but, the most important thing is likes, I like these pictures very much, usually works again tired, goes home to see them, exhausted sweeps away.” 小茜的爸爸愣了愣,高兴不已:“您过奖了,不过,最重要的是自己喜欢,我很喜欢这些照片,平时工作再累,回家看到它们,疲惫就一扫而空。” Opens sighs watches these pictures carefully, while said: „Therefore , I envy you specially. Although the house is rents, but the wife and kid, that is a family/home. This is...... the ultrasound picture? Really has a mind, this is retaining.” 张叹一边细细观看这些照片,一边说:“所以说,我特别羡慕你。虽然房子是租的,但老婆孩子在,那就是一个家。这张是……B超照片吗？真有心啊,这都保留着。” This is a black-and-white photo, looks at the graph, should be the ultrasound scanning photo. 这是一张黑白照片,看图形,应该是B超的扫描照。 In this picture, but also clamped a red small drum, that the child likes shaking. 这张照片上,还夹了一只红色小鼓,小孩子喜欢晃的那种。 Dá, on the young father's turns on wall spotlight, immediately these picture photos clear incomparable. 哒的一声,小茜的爸爸把墙壁上的射灯打开,顿时把这些照片照的清晰无比。 He approaches, watches this ultrasound picture, said: „Yes, this is an ultrasound picture, our first child, is not the small alizarin red.” 他凑近,看着这张B超照片,说:“是啊,这是一张B超照片,我们的第一个孩子,不是小茜。” stretch/open Tanleng, said scruple: „Isn't the small alizarin red? Is that?” 张叹愣了下,迟疑道:“不是小茜？那是？” The young father smiles bitterly and astringently, said: „In particular, was the young Elder Brother.” 小茜的爸爸苦涩地笑了笑,说:“确切地说,是小茜的哥哥。” stretch/open Tan knows oneself asked a silly question. 张叹知道自己问了个傻问题。 The young father sees that said: „All right, crossed for many years, we have walked. That is the 7 years ago matters, I and my wife just arrived in Pujiang, the accident/surprise had this child, at that time young innocent, my wife works is too tired, the body excess load, the embryo stopped finally, our first child stays in the June 28 days forever.” 小茜的爸爸见状,笑着说:“没事,过了好多年了,我们已经走出来了。那是七年前的事,我和我老婆刚到浦江,意外有了这个孩子,那时候年轻不懂事,我老婆工作太累,身体超负荷,结果胎停了,我们的第一个孩子就永远停留在6月零28天。” stretch/open Tan: „It is definitely sad, conceivable.” 张叹:“肯定很难过,可以想象。” „My wife has almost not walked.” “我老婆差点没走出来。” He takes that red small drum on picture, scratched the drum surface, rocks gently two, thump thump thump ~ ~ a clear drumbeat resounds. 他把照片上的那只红色小鼓拿下来,擦了擦鼓面,轻轻晃动两下,咚咚咚~~一阵清脆的鼓声响起。 He said with a smile: „This child , in the belly is not law-abiding, frequently kicks the belly, my wife said that certainly is a boy, the name gave, but also prepared this small drum, he did not like kicking the belly, later made an effort to play the small drum.” 他笑道:“这孩子在肚子里的时候不安分,经常踢肚子,我老婆说一定是个男孩,名字都给起好了,还准备了这只小鼓,他不是喜欢踢肚子吗,以后就使劲敲小鼓吧。” He clamps the small drum, said: „This child feels sorry, but also without arriving in this world walked. Afterward my wife cherished the small alizarin red, we are extremely careful, an a little sound on anxious was not good. 4 months of big time, my wife reaction is getting bigger and bigger, I did not feel relieved, returned to the native place recreation her, even if this, at that time was also surrounded by perils, one step without walking to possibly , there would be no.” 他把小鼓又夹回去,说:“这个孩子可怜,还没到这个世上就走了。后来我老婆怀了小茜,我们是万分小心,一有点动静就紧张的不行。四个月大的时候,我老婆身体反应越来越大,我不放心,把她送回了老家休养,哪怕是这样,当时也是险象环生,一步没走对可能就没了。” He said to stretch/open Tan with a smile: „But the good and evil was born safely, we thought that certainly is her Elder Brother is blessing her, therefore gave her her elder brother's name. Yao Yuexi is her elder brother's name, we believe that her Elder Brother will protect forever her.” 他笑着对张叹说:“但好歹平安出生了,我们都觉得一定是她的哥哥在保佑她,所以把她哥哥的名字给了她。姚岳西是她哥哥的名字,我们相信她的哥哥会永远保护她的。” Opens sighs suddenly: „Never expected that behind has such story, is very moved, but is also very warm.” 张叹恍然:“没想到背后有这样的故事,很伤感,但又很温暖。” „Although therefore the small alizarin red does not hate to leave the small red horse very much, but without means that her mother is unhealthy, I worried very much her body and embryo, in order to the insurance, go home to convalesce well, but I alone stay in Pujiang, has no way to consider the small alizarin red, follows to return to one's old home together, her grandparents at home, in the family/home will have many little friends, the child pass the time period to forget these is not unhappy.” “所以虽然小茜很不舍得离开小红马,但是没有办法,她妈妈的身体不好,我很担心她的身体和胎儿,保险起见,回家静养最好,而我一个人留在浦江,没法照顾小茜,还是跟着一起回老家吧,她爷爷奶奶都在家,家里也有很多小伙伴,小孩子过阵子就会忘了这些不开心的。” stretch/open Tan asked: „Pujiang matter, can't you put down temporarily?” 张叹问:“浦江这边的事,你暂时放不下吗？” „Is your meaning I also returns?” The young father shakes the head: „Being able to put down , because can put down, does not dare to go back. Pujiang this metropolis had to seduce, every day countless people passed in and out, so long as I walked, the position that emptied will be made up immediately. Naturally, in the family/home can also find the work, but I want to give the wife and kid good life, is young while the present, the arduous struggles, several years later, the space of imagination may not have.” “你的意思是我也回吗？”小茜的爸爸摇摇头:“放得下,就是因为放得下,才不敢回去。浦江这座大都市太有诱惑了,每天无数人进进出出,我只要一走,空出来的位置立刻就会被人补上。当然,家里也能找到工作,但是我想给老婆孩子更好的生活,趁着现在还年轻,奋力拼搏,再过几年,可能想象的空间都没有了。” ...... …… Just before leaving time, stretch/open Tan gave him a name card, exhorts him if from now on will have what difficult matter, can make his phone call, certain help/gang that he can help. 临走的时候,张叹给了他一张名片,嘱咐他今后如果有什么难事,可以打他电话,他能帮的一定帮。 Returns to the road in academy, the river bank sits in the back seat does not say a word, stretch/open Tan asked that his words he did not reply. 回学园的路上,江滨坐在后座一言不发,张叹问他话他也不回答。 Although this boy is only 8 years old, but has own concern. 这个男孩虽然才八岁,但是已经有了自己的心事。 Although the garden children do not abandon the small alizarin red, but has cried one on the past. 园里的小朋友们虽然不舍小茜,但是哭过一场就过去了。 However he is different. 但是他不一样。 Late at night, the river bank father meets the river bank to go home. 深夜,江滨的爸爸来接江滨回家。 „Did today's work complete?” “今天的作业做好了吗？” The river bank tidies up the book bag silent, said in a low voice: „Completed.” 江滨沉默地收拾好书包,低声说:“做好了。” The river bank father happily said: „Your teacher in charge also praises you today, she said you......” 江滨的爸爸欣慰道:“你班主任今天又夸你了,她说你……” One pile of praises words, but river bank has not perceived. 一堆夸赞的话,但是江滨一句没听进去。 When he goes out of the little red horse academy, then looked at one, the peaceful small red horse was like the former innumerable night, but probably was also different. 他走出小红马学园时,回头看了一眼,安安静静的小红马和以前数不清的夜晚一样,但又好像不一样了。