„hah ...............” “哈啊……………” Sits on the chair, is looking at the neon light of out of the window twinkle, Duanmu Huai is also sighing. 坐在椅子上,望着窗外闪烁的霓虹灯,端木槐也是不由的叹了口气。 „Love ah .........” “恋爱啊………” Muttered is saying, Duanmu Huai took up in one can of beer but actually entrances. 一面喃喃自语的说着,端木槐一面拿起一罐啤酒倒入口中。 Does not know is reason that today and that strange maiden chat, Duanmu Huai rare reconsidered had this issue. Must say that he does think the love, Duanmu Huai has not really thought that after oneself went to school initially that first love is defeated, Duanmu Huai again has not thought and other women have any intimate relation. Moreover by his appearance, is very difficult to attract the female. 不知道是不是今天和那个奇怪的少女聊天的缘故,端木槐难得的重新思考起了这个问题。要说他想不想恋爱,端木槐还真没想过,自从自己当初上学时的那次初恋失败之后,端木槐就再也没有想过和其他女人有什么亲密关系。而且以他的样貌,也很难吸引到女性。 Before Duanmu Huai, has looked at that harem animation, what pitifully is, no matter what he has no substitution feeling. The reason is very simple, even in harem animation these waste male lead, man who even if has no merit to speak of besides the gentleness, even is the fat dwelling, will have the woman to adore him on own initiative. 端木槐以前也看过那种后宫动画,不过可惜的是,不管怎么样他都没有任何代入感。原因很简单,即便是后宫动画里那些废物男主,哪怕是除了温柔之外一无是处的男人,甚至是肥宅,都会有女人主动倾心于他。 But this matter ......... Duanmu Huai thought that will not happen on oneself. 而这种事情………端木槐觉得是不会发生在自己身上的。 Why this is he will also choose one of the play woman reasons, after all oneself do not play the role of the transvestite to deceive the man, is disinclined to do what net love, simply on such hobby. 这也是他为什么会选择玩女号的原因之一,毕竟自己又不是要扮人妖去骗男人,也懒得去搞什么网恋,干脆就这样玩好了。 Duanmu Huai had not thought that this also has anything is not good, he to love also deficient interest, moreover marries not in his program. To be honest, even if for various reasons and Anne also had Grea to set the engagement, Duanmu Huai does not know how should treat them, how for example can display itself side as fiance? This matter, has not thought regarding Duanmu Huai completely. 端木槐也没觉得这也有什么不好,他本身对恋爱也缺乏兴趣,而且结婚更不在他的日程上。说实话,即便因为种种原因和安还有古蕾雅定下了婚约,端木槐也不知道该怎么对待她们,比如要如何表现自己身为未婚夫的一面？这种事情,对于端木槐来说完全没有想过。 Probably was the same in the real life initially, Duanmu Huai concentrates on the present life purely, how to order, how to brush the gold/metal, how to make money. However after this he must make anything, will make anything, Duanmu Huai will never ponder these issues. He will not ponder can oneself spend one's last years lonely, will not consider to in the future with others marriage and having child, or whether will also continue to depend on this line to get by after age 40~50. 就好像当初在现实生活中一样,端木槐只是单纯专注于眼前的生活,如何接单,如何刷金,如何赚钱。但是至于这之后他要做什么,会做什么,端木槐从来不会去思考这些问题。他不会去思考自己会不会孤独终老,也不会去考虑未来要不要与别人结婚生子,又或者四五十是否还会继续靠这一行度日。 He is gazing at the present purely, looks like registers same mechanical in the hand roaming, repeated is repeating day-by-day life. I registered, obtained reward, this was enough. Is useful as for these things, will have anything to affect to the future, Duanmu Huai will not ponder these issues. 他只是单纯的注视着现在,就像是在手游里签到一样机械,反复的重复着一天又一天的生活的。我签到了,获得了奖励,这就足够了。至于这些东西到底有什么用,对未来有什么影响,端木槐是不会去思考这些问题的。 Now is also so, the Duanmu Huai present goal is been powerful by oneself, resists Chaos Evil God sufficiently, all that he makes for this goal. 现在也是如此,端木槐眼下的目标就是让自己强大起来,足以对抗混沌邪神,他所做的一切都是为了这个目标。 Trades source app, simultaneously reads in the latest chapters of many sites. 】 换源app,同时查看本书在多个站点的最新章节。】 However thing in addition, he will not basically care. 但是除此之外的东西,他基本上都不会去关心。 This looks like plays fps game, player, so long as cared how to seek for the weakness, defeating boss was enough, the middle does not need the 1~2 section happy fresh love small interlude to enliven the atmosphere. 这就像是玩fps游戏,玩家只要关心如何寻找弱点,击败boss就足够了,中间并不需要一两段甜蜜清新的恋爱小插曲来活跃气氛。 Doesn't need is not? 也没有必要不是？ „Really is troublesome.” “真是麻烦。” Drinks up the beer, Duanmu Huai shakes the head, today does not know oneself had what mental illness, by that kimono maiden words to the attraction, will be started like the literary arts youth suddenly sentimental. To be honest, Duanmu Huai thought that this does not suit itself. 喝完啤酒,端木槐摇了摇头,今天也不知道自己是犯了什么神经病,被那个和服少女的话给吸引,才会忽然开始像个文艺青年一样多愁善感。说实话,端木槐觉得这一点儿都不适合自己。 Ok, sleeps. 算了,睡觉吧。 Thinks of here, Duanmu Huai had a yawn, then goes to bed rest ——— he to close the eye like this, then enter dreamland. 想到这里,端木槐打了个哈欠,然后上床休息———他就这样闭上眼睛,然后进入了梦乡。 When Duanmu Huai opens the eye again, he discovered that oneself in a classroom, before him, is a girl. 当端木槐再次睁开眼睛时,他发现自己正在一间教室里,在他面前的,是一个女孩子。 Although she has not turned around, but Duanmu Huai remembers her actually. 虽然她并没有转过身,但是端木槐倒是记得她。 That is own first love ——— or, said that the first love is not quite right. 那是自己的初恋———或者,说初恋也不太对。 Duanmu Huai is indefinite, whether oneself has love emotion to her, reason that to her confession, the reason is also very simple. At that time she is in the class the stature highest female student, although was shorter than Duanmu Huai, but was higher than others. Also because of this, she is always called for „female Giant”. But her personality also some boy air/Qi, when others called her each time, she can fight with the opposite party ignition, gradually, she also with Duanmu Huai same was the kept at a respectful distance person. 端木槐并不确定,自己是否对她有恋爱的感情,之所以向她告白,原因也很简单。当时她是班里个子最高的女生,虽然还是比端木槐要矮,但是比其他人都要高。也正因为如此,她总是被人称呼为“女巨人”。而她本身的性格也有些男孩子气,在每次别人这么叫她的时候,她都会和对方发火打架,久而久之,她也和端木槐一样算是被敬而远之的人。 At that time Duanmu Huai felt oneself and she has same problem, therefore to her confession. 当时端木槐觉得自己和她算是同病相怜,因此才会向她告白。 Now thinks that girl's expression was very at that time complex, she lowers the head not to say a word, finally slightly nodded. Duanmu Huai was very at that time happy, feeling the opposite party should have the same feeling with. 现在想起来,当时那个女孩子的表情很复杂,她低着头一言不发,最后只是微微点了点头。当时端木槐还挺高兴的,觉得对方应该和自己有着相同的感受。 However afterward, after she transferred schools, Duanmu Huai was clear, at that time that girl was not happy, was not excited. She is only feels agony and desperate ——— obviously she purely already, because own height was isolated by the class schoolmate, finally finally also by oneself this „evil spirit” staring, perhaps because of this, her finally chose left this school, left this city. 但是后来,她转学之后,端木槐才明白,当时那个女孩并不高兴,也不激动。她只是单纯的感觉到痛苦与绝望———明明她已经因为自己的身高被班里的同学孤立,结果最后还被自己这个“凶神”给盯上,或许正因为如此,她才最终选择了离开这个学校,离开这个城市。 Out of the window anything does not have, only then a piece magnificent, continuously revolving the Wanhua mirror. 窗外什么都没有,只有一片华丽的,不住旋转的万华镜。 Meanwhile, a sound, resounds in the Duanmu Huai's ear. 与此同时,一个声音,在端木槐的耳边响起。 „Do you long for the love?” “你渴望恋爱吗？” “…………………” “…………………” Duanmu Huai had not replied that this issue, he is staring at present in this memory the familiar and strange form, frowns slightly. 端木槐没有回答这个问题,他只是盯着眼前这个记忆之中熟悉又陌生的身影,微微皱起眉头。 „Do not fear the love, do not fear the hope.” “不要惧怕爱情,不要惧怕渴望。” That sound continues to reverberate in the Duanmu Huai ear. 那个声音继续在端木槐耳边回荡。 „Each other loves one another, longs for the opposite party, is all Life instinct, this is the brand mark of Soul deep place. If you resist it, will disregard it, you are only destroyed ——— to dread and avoid by it, will not be the solution. If you want to achieve your goal, you must accept it, and ......... conquers it.” “彼此相恋,渴望对方,乃是所有生命的本能,这是灵魂深处的烙印。若是你抗拒它,无视它,你只会被它摧毁———畏惧与躲避,并非是解决之道。如果你希望达成你的目标,你必须要接受它,并且………征服它。” „...............” “……………” Duanmu Huai did not say a word, but got hold of the double fist. 端木槐一言不发,只是握紧双拳。 „Remember, this is only starts, if you are unable to take this step, then you are unable to face your enemy forever.” “记住,这只是开始,如果你无法迈出这一步,那么你就永远无法面对你的敌人。” The Wanhua mirror of out of the window with the twinkle that the sound continuously , the rotation, brought as if brilliance visionally. 窗外的万华镜随着声音不住的闪烁,转动,带来了仿佛梦幻般的光辉。 „Your meaning is .........” “你的意思是………” Duanmu Huai opens mouth, at this time, his heart deep place, appeared suddenly an absurd idea. 端木槐张了张嘴,就在这个时候,他的内心深处,忽然浮现出了一个荒谬的想法。 This Quest for ............... 难道说,这个任务是为了…………… „Evades cannot solve the problem, emotion is not the burden, but is Strength.” “逃避不能解决问题,感情并非是累赘,而是力量。” That sound is speaking softly as before. 那个声音依旧在轻声细语。 „Carefully examines your, seeks for your hope, unearths its existence, making it your Strength ......... rather than the weakness.” “审视你的自我,寻找你内心的渴望,挖掘它的存在,让它成为你的力量………而非弱点。” Falls along with the voice, Wanhua mirror brilliance even more shining who all around sparkles, they formed the map tuarts of mold lakes in front of Duanmu Huai. 伴随着话音落下,四周闪耀的万华镜光辉越发耀,它们在端木槐面前形成了一幅幅模湖的图桉。 That lets chanting in a low voice that the person mind shivers, the body that snow white interweaves, all, as if change into the great waves that some type is unable to resist, throws toward the Duanmu Huai front surface. 那是让人心神颤抖的低吟,雪白交织的躯体,一切的一切,似乎化为了某种无法抗拒的浪涛,朝着端木槐迎面扑来。 Next quarter, his courageous opening eye. 下一刻,他勐的睁开眼睛。 „Mr. Duanmu.” “端木先生。” At this time, Duanmu Huai saw Honoka is sitting in own side, disturbed is looking at him. 这时,端木槐才看到穗乃果正坐在自己的身边,不安的望着他。 „You are all right, Mr. Duanmu.” “你没事吧,端木先生。” ‚ Was I all right, what happened? ” ‘我没事,发生了什么事了？” Looks at Honoka, Duanmu Huai frowns, asks, latter hesitant, this disturbed opens the mouth said. 看着穗乃果,端木槐皱起眉头,开口询问道,后者犹豫了一下,这才不安的开口说道。 „Because, you lethargic sleep two days, how I had called you not to respond, I also think you .........” “因为,你已经昏睡了两天了,我怎么叫你都没反应,我还以为你………” „Two days?” “两天？” Hears the reply of Honoka, Duanmu Huai is also startled, he quickly sits to set out. 听到穗乃果的回答,端木槐也是大吃一惊,他急忙坐起身来。 „Competition?” “比赛呢？” „Has not started ......... Mr. Duanmu, you also planned that attended the competition?” “还没开始………端木先生,你还打算去参加比赛吗？” „Naturally.” “当然。” The Duanmu Huai stand, moved a body. Although he does not know that what's the matter, but Duanmu Huai has somewhat guessed to that dreamland somewhat. However, now does not confirm oneself suspect, he first attended the competition, handles the last opponent, then ——— said again then! 端木槐站了起来,活动了一下身体。虽然他不知道那到底是怎么回事,但是端木槐已经对那个梦境多多少少有些猜测了。不过,现在不是验证自己猜想的时候,他还是先去参加比赛,搞定最后一个对手,然后———再说然后！