**************************************************************************************** **************************************************************************************** The gallon old man was verbose, he who said as the orphan by the childhood story that a single-parent family adopted, was light and senseless, in addition his tone was straight, does not have the abort, listened for a long time, seemed like the sound that the file planed wood makes, was not only the senseless degree, it can be said that suffering. 加仑老头絮絮叨叨,说出的他作为孤儿被一个单亲家庭所收养的童年故事,平淡而无趣,加上他的语气平直缓慢,毫无顿挫,听久了,就好像是锉刀刮木发出的声音,不仅仅是无趣的程度,可以说是一种折磨。 However, no one breaks him, this is to a dying old person, to a desolate powerhouse proper respect. 但是,没有人打断他,这是对一个垂死的老人,对一个落寞的强者应有的尊敬。 The girls rush over, quick-witted such as I, then gave a hand signal of hiss to them hastily, making them by not near, is auditing well, so as to avoid the gallon then looked that the new guest came, comes on his childhood past events. 女孩们随后赶到,机智如我,连忙回头对她们比了一个嘘声的手势,让她们别靠太近,在一旁听着就好,免得加仑回头一看有新客人来了,又重新来上一遍他的童年往事。 Until noon, a gallon recollection, just finished his childhood period, stepped as a growth path of student, I hesitate to continue to listen, goes back to undergo the old drunkard's devil training as usual, then looked, discovered the back row were many many people, has the old drunkard, she gesticulates several hand signals to me, afternoon training must suspend evidently. 直到中午,加仑的回忆,才刚刚结束他的童年时期,踏上了作为一名学员的成长道路,我正犹豫着该继续听下去,还是照常回去接受老酒鬼的魔鬼训练,回头一看,发现后排多了不少人,其中就有老酒鬼,她冲我比划几下手势,看样子下午的训练是要暂停了。 This old drunkard will have the patience to sit to listen to like this arid story law-abidingly, then as student I, was duty-bound. 没想到,这老酒鬼也会有耐心安安分分坐下来听这样的枯燥故事,那么身为学生的我,就更是责无旁贷了。 Has turned head, hits energy to continue to listen, unknowingly to the evening, finally, the story had improvement, a gallon recollection arrived at him to grow up finally, loved one another with own righteousness younger sister, and will soon face class transfer, the kinship, the love, and enterprise of man, constantly fermented in the little family, his pure white life journey, started to catch the colorful warm tone. 回过头,打起精神继续听下去,不知不觉就到了傍晚,终于,故事有了一点起色,加仑的回忆终于来到了他长大成人,和自己的义妹相恋,并即将面临转职,亲情,爱情,以及男人的事业,在小小的家庭里不断酝酿,他纯白色的人生道路,开始染上了五颜六色的温暖色调。 If not for listens to the gallon to say personally, we are very difficult to imagine, he was yearning class transfer becomes adventurer, but to protect this small village, protects his family, cannot imagine completely, this can be to the powerhouse, in the strongest wish that his life initial is born, does not have the slight ambition, with such as expels Hell, saves the world, protects the human the great ambitious ideal more independent, was too tiny, cannot be joined to his present position and strength. 若不是听加仑亲口说出,我们很难想象,他向往着转职成为冒险者,只是为了保护这个小小的村庄,保护他的家庭,完全想象不出来,这会是一个至强者,在他人生初始所诞生的最大心愿,没有丝毫野心,和诸如驱逐地狱,拯救世界,保护人类的伟大远大理想更无关联,太渺小了,根本配不上他现在的身份地位和实力。 However, hears from his mouth, to can in detail easily in the ordinary and warm family that in the mind described, and light auspicious village, making us feel, he wants indeed to be natural. 但是,从他口中听到的,详细到可以轻易在脑海中描绘出来的普通而温馨的家庭,以及平淡祥和的村落,让我们又觉得,他这么想的确是理所当然。 This is one is content, optimistic, ordinary person. 这是一个知足的,乐观的,平凡的人。 Stops, the gallon growth experience is very ordinary, Dark Continent common orphan status, common single-parent family, common by the adoptive relationships, and common sentiment, demonstrated his excellent talent at best, but also not like master brother two fellow apprentices and Elder Sister Sharna they like that startled certainly colorful, for the time being can only say that was talent of one in a hundred cream of the crop. 到此为止,加仑的成长经历都很普通,暗黑大陆常见的孤儿身份,常见的单亲家庭,常见的被收养关系,以及常见的感情,充其量只是展示出了他过人的天赋,但也并不像大师兄二师兄和莎尔娜姐姐她们那般惊才绝艳,姑且只能说是百里挑一的天才。 Such ordinary talent, without fortuitous encounter, without external, how becomes present to powerhouse, likely is the alliance's first person, obtains such achievement and altitude? 这样一个普通的天才,没有奇遇,没有外挂,到底是怎么成为现在的至强者,很可能是联盟第一人,获得这样的成就和高度呢？ Hears here, our is curious, before the arid dull impression, had lost to be spatial, does not hold the respectable attitude to listen reluctantly, but becomes starts to expect the further development. 听到这里,我们不由的好奇起来,之前枯燥乏味的印象,早就一丢而空,再也不是抱着尊敬的态度勉强自己听下去,而是变得开始期待后续的发展。 Although most people guessed correctly, this change, the gallon life turning point , may be very related with Beryl, but so far, cannot imagine such gallon completely, such a ordinary household, such a ordinary village, how possibly has the relations with Beryl. 虽然大多数人都猜到了,这种变化,加仑的人生转折点,很可能和贝利尔有关,但是到目前为止,完全想象不出来这样的加仑,这样的一个普通家庭,这样的一个平凡村落,怎么可能和贝利尔扯上关系。 Like is the same, the clear(ly) in many novels writing knows, will be the mammoth plot, the front life will be often tranquiler, will be happier, the reverse will be bigger, we will also be this, listening to the gallon to narrate that these ordinary life, gradually after the plot had the curiosity and interest, unavoidably has such worry idea. 就如同许多小说里写的一样,明知道以后将是波澜壮阔的剧情,往往前边的生活越平静,越幸福,反转可能就越大,我们也是这样,听着加仑叙说这些平凡的生活,渐渐对剧情产生了好奇和兴趣以后,不免产生这样的担忧想法。 Sure enough, does not have the omen, abyss big mouth that came from the bottom appeared, his family/home, his family member, his lover, his village, entire swallowed in the belly, the gallon that went out to fetch water stood the edge exactly in this big mouth, escaped death by a hair's breadth, actually witnessed this. 果不其然,毫无预兆的,一张来自地底的深渊大嘴出现了,将他的家,他的亲人,他的恋人,他的村庄,整个吞到了肚子里,外出打水的加仑恰恰站在这张大嘴的边缘,幸免于难,却亲眼目睹了这一幕。 Hears here, I have turned head, exchanged a look with Lina. 听到这里,我回过头,和琳娅交换了一道眼神。 big mouth that appears from the place bottom? Swallow village? 从地底出现的大嘴？吞噬村庄？ Before this is not, Lina and Lehne and I have mentioned, discovered the millenniums ago one after another, mysterious monster and riddle of village that disappearance actually cannot untie? 这不是之前琳娅和莱娜和我提到过的,在千年前就陆续发现,却至今也未能解开的神秘怪物以及村庄消失之谜吗？ Akara and Cain as well as Old Man Fara, initially for also this matter rushes about, goes to the scene to examine personally, never expected that this thinks that the truth must bury in the history, dozens several hundred years later happened again, the event of fan may solve, the answer actually hidden in the story of gallon. 阿卡拉和凯恩以及法拉老头,当初还为了这件事奔波,亲自前往现场查看来着,没想到本以为真相要埋没在历史当中,直至数十数百年后再次发生,才有可能解决的迷之事件,答案却隐藏在加仑的故事当中。 He unexpectedly is the litigant, one of the participants, this cannot imagine in any event. 他竟然是当事人,参与者之一,这是无论如何都想象不出来的。 Then remembers the event happened for the third time, the legend has the eyewitness, lost also reduced, then obtained mysterious monster of Swallow village, may be very prevented this suspicion. 进而又想起事件第三次发生的时候,传说有目击者,损失也减少了,进而得出吞噬村庄的神秘怪物,很可能是被阻止了这个猜想。 In light of truth that knew a moment ago, immediately then has the feeling of being suddenly enlighted. 结合刚才得知的事实真相,立刻便产生了恍然大悟的感觉。 The eyewitness, likely are the gallons, but prevents mysterious monster, was the gallon cannot run away probably. 目击者,很可能就是加仑,而阻止神秘怪物的,大概也是加仑跑不掉了。 Further deduces again, absolutely irreconcilable personal enemy who mysterious monster of this Swallow village, a gallon family member and hometown of will be destroyed in a moment, absolutely was Beryl's that pet without doubt. 再进一步推论,这个吞噬村庄的神秘怪物,将加仑的家人和家乡毁于一旦的不共戴天仇人,绝对就是贝利尔的那只宠物无疑了。 Such a, all riddle topics untied. 这么一来,所有的谜题就都解开了。 While I and Lina feel to reveal the truth, already not surprised time, made our surprised things happen. 正当我和琳娅觉得真相大白,已经不会再惊讶的时候,更让我们惊讶的事情发生了。 Is urging pet Swallow Beryl of village, discovered his survivor, then, made a transaction with the gallon, henceforth, the gallon obtained the long life span, stepped the road of endless indefinite Vengeance. 驱使着宠物吞噬了村庄的贝利尔,发现了他这个幸存者,然后,和加仑做了一次交易,从此,加仑获得了漫长的寿命,踏上了漫漫无期的复仇之路。 Even, even/including Zuifa are Beryl teach, takes a look at my present complexion, knows that I shocking, is surprised, had also once fantasized, when oneself are powerful, when was still not Beryl's opponent, punished this final card in a hand with the crime, could overturn also perhaps. 甚至,连罪罚都是贝利尔教的,瞧瞧我现在的脸色,就知道我有多震惊,多惊讶,曾经还一度幻想过,当自己强大起来,但仍然不是贝利尔的对手时,用上罪罚这张最后的底牌,或许能够翻盘也说不定。 The crime punishes this move is actually Beryl creates...... not, to not necessarily is it creates, actually spreads without a doubt from it, wants to take own card in a hand to deal with this enemy with the style that the enemy teaches unexpectedly, do I have naively stupidly? 没想到,罪罚这一招却是贝利尔创造……不,到也不一定是它创造出来的,却毫无疑问是从它那儿流传出来的,竟然想用敌人教的招式做为自己的底牌对付这个敌人,我是有多傻多天真呀？ Regarding transaction that Beryl proposed, the gallon chose acceptance finally, for Vengeance, or frightened, refused, what choice to make in turn, we can understand, in that case, no one can make to dare to pat the chest to guarantee own absolutely correct, choice that later will not regret absolutely. 对于贝利尔提出的交易,加仑最后选择了接受,无论是为了复仇,或是恐惧,或是反过来拒绝,做出什么样的选择,我们都能够理解,在那样的情况下,没有人能做出敢拍着胸膛保证自己绝对正确,以后绝对不会后悔的选择。 Just, making everyone feel that what shocking and sorrowful, speaking of the village by Swallow that flash, was afterward with Beryl's transaction, the gallon consistently is maintaining the expression of that delay, does not have any change. 只不过,让大家感到震惊和悲哀的是,无论是说到村庄被吞噬的那一瞬间,还是后来和贝利尔的交易,加仑始终都保持着那副呆滞的表情,没有任何变化。 Lost hope? Desperate? Saw through? Any answer, makes people feel anxious. 心死了？绝望了？看开了？无论是哪种答案,都让人感到揪心。 Has a look at the time, is the night falls, it seems like a gallon story of also has is very long, is very long, perhaps eight days cannot say with ten days, I am thinking are unable to wait for that long time, but, is actually not able to make the action of disturbance. 看看时间,已经是夜幕降临,看来加仑的故事还有很长,很长,或许用上十天八天也说不完,我想着自己根本无法等待那么长的时间,但是,却始终无法做出打扰之举。 This is quite a respectable old person, final story, and even final last words. 这相当是一个可敬的老人,最后的故事,乃至最后的遗言了。 However, the situation is not as I expected, in the gallon chose transaction that submits after Beryl, the progress of story arrived at another extreme from an extreme. 然而,情况出乎我的意料,在加仑选择了屈服于贝利尔的交易以后,故事的进展从一个极端到达了另外一个极端。 Front said detailed incomparable, a childhood minor matter can talk incessantly on several dozen minutes, behind is actually several years more than ten years, even is dozens years of jumping. 前面说的详细无比,一件童年小事就可以唠叨上几十分钟,后面却是几年十几年,甚至是几十年的跳。 Even trades to have soon after class transfer, such important matter, was passed by several words belts. 连交易发生不久以后的转职,如此重要的事情,都被几句话带过去了。 Why will have the so huge transformation? Perhaps is not difficult to understand obtained conceivably, regarding the gallon, the accident the beforehand village life, is he happiest, time that most is worth recalling, but , is full of the pain, experience that is not willing to recall, or was then he is hoodwinked by the heart of Vengeance, all things of behind, are not big, after all was in 1000, conversion was I, it is estimated that except for the girls, the master brother two fellow apprentices, nag high Terry agrees Shassi these people, was not necessarily able to remember probably, let alone recalled. 为什么会发生如此巨大的转变？或许也不难理解,可以想象得出,对于加仑而言,事故发生以前的村庄生活,是他最幸福,最值得回忆的时光,而在发生以后,则是充满痛苦的,不愿回忆的经历,或者是当时的他已经被复仇之心所蒙蔽,后面发生的一切事情,已经记不大起来了,毕竟是一千年啊,换成是我,估计除了女孩们,像是大师兄二师兄,老马高特里肯沙希克这些人,都未必能记得起来,更别说回忆了。 Naturally, or both reasons have. 当然,或者两种原因都有。 In brief, the gallon recalling time step -type progress, was accepting Beryl's transaction, he except for being filled with Vengeance, urges outside become stronger unceasingly, we discovered gradually, he is evading. 总之,加仑的追忆时间跳跃式的进展着,接受了贝利尔的交易,他除了满心的复仇,不断驱使自己变强以外,我们渐渐发现,他在逃避。 Does not evade itself, but is evading others, evades this world. 并非逃避自己,而是在逃避他人,逃避这个世界。 He is afraid, oneself for Vengeance, have become a Beryl's board game piece, what if Beryl can use him to make? Therefore, he is evading the alliance unceasingly, avoids contacting the alliance, even avoids contacting anybody, oneself were for fear that used by Beryl, making others receive damage. 他在害怕,自己为了复仇,已经成为贝利尔的一枚棋子,万一贝利尔要利用他做点什么呢？所以,他不断在逃避联盟,避免接触联盟,甚至避免接触任何人,生怕自己被贝利尔所利用,使得其他人受到伤害。 Therefore, we in the gallon story, felt deep lonely. 因此,我们在加仑以后的故事里,感受到了深深的孤独。 Places obviously in the middle of this world, actually must evade this world unceasingly, stands in the bustling crowd obviously, actually does not dare to have happening together with anybody. 明明身处在这个世界当中,却要不断逃避这个世界,明明站在熙攘的人群里面,却不敢和任何人产生交集。 In order to avoid being used by Beryl, gallon the living isolation, this isolated are the millennium time. 为了避免被贝利尔利用,加仑自己把自己活生生的孤立起来了,这一孤立就是千年时光。 This is what kind of...... 这是何等的…… Not is only I, the time sense especially light big dragon, Evil Dragon they, deeply shock, does such day, how live through? 不仅是我,就连时间观念格外淡薄的巨龙,恶龙蕾娜她们,都为之深深震撼,这样的日子,到底是怎么熬过来的？ Not is only lonely, later confusedness, hatred, desperate, numb, making one deeply realize, the might of time is fearful. 不仅仅是孤独,还有随后的迷茫,痛恨,绝望,麻木,让人深深意识到,时间的威力到底有多么可怕。 Kills the family member continually, the hatred of Swallow village, can fade from the memory. 连杀害亲人,吞噬村庄的仇恨,都可以淡忘。 Then hatred such. 转而痛恨这样的自己。 Also even this hatred, can fade from the memory. 又连这份痛恨,都可以淡忘。 Detected after this fact, falls into desperately, however was also used to it continually desperately gradually. 察觉到这个事实后,陷入绝望,然而连绝望也渐渐习惯了。 Finally turned thoroughly numbly. 最后彻底变成了麻木。 Perhaps, the hatred had not forgotten, has not faded from the memory, is only the long time, endless Vengeance, making him feel that deep was exhausted. 或许,仇恨始终没有被遗忘,没有淡忘,只是漫长的时间,无尽的复仇,让他感到深深疲惫了。 Has turned head, the girls have choked with sobs, in the pupil of even/including drunkard clear glitters, discovered that I am visiting her, stared one ruthlessly, silent referred to my corner of the eye. 回过头,女孩们已经泣不成声,连老酒鬼的瞳孔里都晶莹闪烁,发现我在看她,狠狠瞪了一眼,无声指了指我的眼角。 The subconsciousness touched, wet cool piece. 下意识摸了摸,湿凉一片。 Bridged over the millenniums sad stories, in final dozens years, also becomes detailed. 跨过了千年的悲伤故事,在最后的几十年时间里,又变得详细起来。 That is gallon at last, at first sight, he has seen through probably, the preparation wrestles finally, he collects the spice, recalled as far as possible the form of lover, remembers the outline of hometown, making that deeply feel the exhausted hatred, raised the head. 那是加仑最后的一段时间,乍一看,他好像已经看开了,准备最后一搏,他收集香料,尽量回想起恋人的身影,想起故乡的轮廓,让那份深感疲惫的仇恨,重新抬头。 However on the surface, cannot look completely, since I recall and him am together, by that time that he taught, is unable to imagine, this was by oneself a nightmare abyss that in attempt of doing utmost stepped into the hatred, lonely old person who strove for wholeheartedly. 然而从表面上,完全看不出来,我回忆起和他相处,受他教导的那段时间,根本无法想象,这是一个在竭尽全力的试图让自己重新踏入仇恨的噩梦深渊之中,一心求死的孤独老人。 Perhaps is the millenniums misery, has made him take a heavy/thick mask. 或许是千年的苦难,已经让他带上了一张厚重的面具。 Until finally, to fighting Beryl's the pet, spells to go all-out is still failed, to the gallon is a despair, is an extrication? 直到最后,对战贝利尔的宠物,拼尽全力依然失败,对加仑而言到底是一种绝望,还是一种解脱呢？ Perhaps, let alone we, gallon could not distinguish clearly. 或许,别说我们,就连加仑自己都分不清了。 As if an aside is narrating one remotely, happening in others story, from beginning to end, the gallon has not shown any other expressions. 仿佛是一个旁白在叙述一个遥远的,发生在别人身上的故事般,由始至终,加仑都没有露出任何其他的表情。 Until finishing, his exhausted deeply closes the eyes, sat falls asleep on the wheelchair. 直到结束,他疲惫的深深合上双眼,坐在轮椅上睡着了。 Also does not know how oneself are goes home, only remembers that everyone is absent-minded, still immersed in the misfortune of gallon. 也不知道自己是怎么回家,只记得所有人都是心不在焉,尚沉浸在加仑的不幸当中。 Also does not know how oneself are lies down, how to enter in the test world. 也不知道自己是如何躺下,如何进入考验世界里面。 Only after knowing, oneself have been in a daze, was pondering. 只知道进来以后,自己就一直在发呆,在思考。 Compared with the gallon, what is my? 和加仑相比,我这到底算什么？ Millenniums lonely, millenniums misfortunes, if said that the opposite party is a big dragon, that can also understand, but can also find the excuse to comfort itself, after all the life span and time sense are different, perhaps big dragon lonely desperate in 1000, is similar to human to get sucked the desperate lonely 35 years. 千年的孤独,千年的不幸,若是说对方是一头巨龙,那还可以理解,还可以找借口安慰自己,毕竟寿命和时间观念不一样,或许巨龙的孤独绝望一千年,就如同人类深陷绝望孤独三五年。 However, the gallon is actually one with oneself same human. 但是,加仑却偏偏是一个和自己一样的人类。 Under the comparison, oneself this only dozens years of lonely, is shouting like mad, was really loses face. 比较之下,自己这区区几十年的孤独,就大喊着要死要活,真是太丢脸了。 Threw down in jogging like one, abraded the kid of knee, in beset by disasters of sigh life, and revealed the look that had experienced the hardships of life, actually does not know side oneself, has gone through the brutal war, broke the both legs, did not have the finger, blind the eyes, in the middle of the skull and body are mounting dozens shrapnel old warrior. 就像一个在跑步里摔倒,擦伤了膝盖的小屁孩,在感叹人生的多灾多难,并露出饱经沧桑的眼神,却不知自己身边,就有一个经历过残酷战争,断了双腿,没了指头,瞎了双眼,脑壳和身体当中镶嵌着数十枚弹片的老战士。 World of one person, with full is similar actually can only the lonely person of the world, which is lonelier, I will not have the experience from now on, is unable the comparison, but, compared with the gallon, I really will be too lucky, was too happy. 只有一个人的世界,和满是同类却只能孤独一人的世界,到底哪个更加孤独,我没有经历过后者,无法比较,但是,和加仑相比,我真的是太幸运,太幸福了。 Naturally, made me feel that what was awestruck was the time, the might of time, could not resist including gallon such person unexpectedly, then oneself? Can oneself achieve? Experience that an own not gallon such hatred and remembers with eternal gratitude, some are be only intense, wants to obtain strength, wants to protect others 's desire. 当然,更令我感到生畏的是时间,时间的威力,竟然连加仑这样的人都抵挡不住,那么自己呢？自己可以做到吗？自己并没有加仑那样的仇恨和刻骨铭心的经历,有的只有强烈的,想要获得力量,想要守护他人的愿望。 This desire, will be tested the long time in the world to corrode? Present I, did not have the confidence suddenly. 这份愿望,也会被考验世界里的漫长时间所侵蚀吗？现在的我,忽然没了信心。 Perhaps, compared with exceeding own test quest, this is in the real biggest problem that testing the world must face. 或许,比起超越自己的考验任务,这才是自己在考验世界里要面对的真正的最大困难。 The seventh ten years, fall into again confusedly, are only this confused no longer in view of oneself road ahead, confusedness that but produce because of the gallon, to gallon sympathize the sympathy and mourning, as well as fear and anxiety to time. 第七个十年,再度陷入迷茫,只是这份迷茫不再是针对自己的前路,而是因为加仑而产生的迷茫,对加仑的感同身受般的同情和哀悼,以及对时间的恐惧和不安。 Perhaps, the whoever started the trouble should end it, will have a look at the gallon tomorrow again...... 或许,解铃还须系铃人,明天再去看看加仑吧…… ... 。。。