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Do not cry, but you noble night demoness Sir king, I prefer your fist to fall on my face. 唉唉,怎么说着说着就哭了？别哭了,你可是高贵的夜魔女王大人呀,我情愿你这一拳落在我脸上。 My tender putting out a hand helps Lilith clean the tears, cleaning is not dry, she as to vent the suffering one breath of this time period, the tears keep falling, from knowing Lilith to the present, has never seen she so delicate side. 我怜惜的伸手帮莉莉斯擦拭泪水,却怎么也擦拭不干,她似乎想将这阵子的委屈一口气发泄出来,眼泪掉个不停,从认识莉莉斯到现在,从未见过她如此柔弱的一面。 Although does not know that what's the matter, such being the case, then cries happily on the one breath, vented carefree. 虽然不知道是怎么回事,既然如此,那就一口气哭个痛快吧,发泄个畅快吧。 I no longer help Lilith scratch the tears, closely hugs her in the bosom, lowers the head, is kissing her bright and clean volume heart. 我不再帮莉莉斯擦泪,紧紧将她抱在怀里,低下头,亲吻着她的光洁额心。 Waits for the bosom the sobbing to weaken, in my heart moves, partly squats, the vision and Lilith that miserable cheek maintains horizontally views, helping her clean the final tears, looks at the small face of this pear flower belt/bring rain, oneself almost also love dearly cried. 等怀里的抽泣声减弱,我心中一动,半蹲下去,目光和莉莉斯那楚楚可怜的脸蛋保持平视,帮她擦拭着最后的泪水,看着这张梨花带雨的小脸,自己差点也心疼的哭出来了。 „Lilith.” “莉莉斯。” Shouted one lightly, has not managed her to have the response, I continue to mutter said. 轻喊了一声,也没管她有没有回应,我继续喃喃说道。 „I know, I do not keep the promise frequently, leaves side you, is I am not right, but only a little, from start to the future, I have not played tricks on your meaning, the father...... I, loves you.” “我知道,我经常不信守诺言,离开你身边,是我不对,但是唯独有一点,从开始到未来,我从来没有戏弄你的意思,爸……我啊,爱你哟。” „Nausea.” “恶心。” Lilith second returns , tracing the heart position...... in the feeling was quick broken. 莉莉斯秒回,呃,摸了摸心脏位置……感觉里面快碎了。 However, having the response is the good deed. 不过,有了回应是好事。 My deep breath one breath: „Therefore , Lilith, can tell me, that very powerful, did strong, arrogant Lilith queen Sir, which go? Let me understand, my wrong fierce, will lose her, ok?” 我深呼吸一口气:“所以说,莉莉斯,能告诉我,那个好强,坚强,高傲的莉莉斯女王大人,到底去了哪么？让我明白,我错的有多厉害,才会失去了她,好么？” A pā resounding, pats in the finger that on her small face cleans me, Lilith that cries to stop, raised the head slowly, reveals the dim soulless pupil that a pair makes me have a big shock, that bright red cold charm scarlet pale several points, as if bursts into tears to fade massively. 啪一下脆响,将我在她小脸上擦拭的手指拍开,哭停下来的莉莉斯,缓缓抬头,露出一双让我大惊失色的黯淡无神的瞳孔,就连那鲜红冷媚的血色都淡了几分,仿佛随着刚才的大量流泪而褪色。 I love dearly almost wants to close the eyes, is not cruel enough to see such frail pitiful Lilith, but has the courage, with her looking at each other that as soon as winks, hopes that can transmit own intention to the opposite party. 我心疼的几乎想合上眼,不忍心看到这样脆弱可怜的莉莉斯,但还是鼓起勇气,和她一眨不眨的对视,希望能将自己的心意传达给对方。 „Too late.” “太迟了。” The slightly dry lip, opens slightly lightly, is not only the pupil, the Lilith whole person seems like the person equally to be occasionally atheistic, can only see the icy sentiment, actually could not find the beforehand arrogance to be slightly arrogant again. 略显干涩的嘴唇,微微轻启,不仅是瞳孔,莉莉斯整个人都像是人偶一样无神,只能看到冷冰冰的感情,却再也找不到丝毫以前的傲气凌人。 „Is I comes back was too late? If so, my solemn apology, how regardless of you punch do not hit back, but I felt that should not be this meaning, strong such as you, will not become because of this matter so frail.” “是我回来的太迟了么？如果是这样,我郑重道歉,无论你怎么揍都不还手,但我感觉应该不是这个意思,坚强如你,不会因为这种事情而变得如此脆弱。” I am analyzing carefully and painstakingly, perhaps hit the bull's eye, the Lilith dim pupil shivered slightly, finally found the focal distance, with my vision to, was still that ice-cold, was still those words. 我一板一眼的分析着,或许是命中了靶心,莉莉斯黯淡的瞳孔微微颤动,终于找到了焦距,和我的目光对上,依然还是那么冰冷,依然是那句话。 „Too late.” “太迟了。” „Lilith!” “莉莉斯！” Saw that Lilith repeats like the reread machine unceasingly, I am somewhat anxious, isn't willing to tell my real reason? 眼看莉莉斯像复读机一样重复不断,我有些急,到底是不愿意告诉我真正的原因吗？ „Too late, clansmen......” “太迟了,族人们……” Clansmen? 族人们？ „Clansmen , had then vanished, at present, in my sensation, one after another, I, anything could not achieve, cannot do......” “族人们,已经,一个,接着一个,消失了,就在眼前,就在我的感知中,一个接着一个,我,什么都做不到,做不了……” Lilith is also low, scared is muttering, extremely feeble voice, if not for I have raised up a pair of ear, feared that will miss the essential phrase, then silly asked one, what did you say? Can select loudly says one again, was trampled by Lilith queen flies. 莉莉斯头又低下,失魂落魄的喃喃着,极细声,若不是我早就竖起一双耳朵,怕是会错过关键字眼,然后傻乎乎的问一句,你说啥？能大声点再说一遍么,然后被莉莉斯女王一脚踹飞。 Did the clansmen, disappear one after another? In her at present, in the middle of sensation? 族人,一个接着一个消失了？在她眼前,感知当中？ What's all this about? 这是怎么回事？ I in great surprise, the flash feeling intelligence quotient is insufficient, assigns out from storage warehouse hastily, usually has the savings luckily, the price does not need to use the brain the time will be very headstrong is very naive, actually from the beginning develops this move of function to prevent by the small spirit to gnaw off the intelligence quotient...... 我心里大惊,一瞬间感觉智商不够用了,连忙从储存库里调出一些,幸好平时有积蓄,代价就是不需要用脑子的时候会很莽很天真,其实一开始开发这招作用是防止被小幽灵咬掉智商的…… Without a doubt, Lilith these words, on one with me go out to experience to have the greatest relations, she said clansman who vanishes one after another, ten have 8~9 is I and Evil Dragon as well as Eva they sees, night demon tribe on the wane. 毫无疑问,莉莉斯这番话,和我上一趟外出经历有着莫大关系,她所说的一个接着一个消失的族人,十有八九就是我和恶龙蕾娜以及爱娃儿她们看到的,凋零的夜魔部落。 Understands here, Lilith is scared, gloomy reason, met bits and pieces, was not because were away from old has not come back to look at her for a long time, I did not have this qualifications to make her sad low-spirited to this situation, regarding this I had self-knowledge very much. 理解到这里,莉莉斯失魂落魄,黯淡无光的原因,也就接开个七七八八了,并不是因为自己又隔着老长时间没有回来看她,我还没有这个资格让她伤心黯然到这种地步,对此我很有自知之明。 However, at present, in her sensation, vanishes one after another, how should these words understand? 但是,就在眼前,就在她的感知当中,一个接着一个消失,这句话又该怎么理解？ Breaks Charge who the seal presents, when slaughters the night of demon tribe, Lilith on the scene? This obviously is the not possible matter, then, this 【Sensation】 Was worth pondering over very much, can it be that the meaning of Lilith wants to express, she and a sensation of night demon clan was very close, a night demon clan slaughtered time, like happening in her at present? 难道说,破开封印出现的袭击者,在屠杀夜魔部落的时候,莉莉斯在场？这显然是不可能的事情,那么,这个【感知】就很值得琢磨了,莉莉斯的意思莫不是想表达,她和夜魔一族的感知十分紧密,夜魔一族被屠杀的时候,就像发生在她眼前一样？ I am staring at Lilith, looked that she must cry, in silent sobs, let fall fist, gripped tightly straight trembling. 我凝视着莉莉斯,看她又要落泪,在无声抽噎,垂落的拳头,紧握的直打颤。 „Lilith, can you...... induce to your clansman?” “莉莉斯,你……能感应到你的族人？” My knitting the brows head , the small hands Lilith grasps, the switchroom she is gripping tightly forcefully palm, was too late, the nail had inserted in the meat a moment ago, the dark red blood murmur wandered about destitute, even if the physique of night demon restored astonishingly, quick healed, made me love dearly continues. 我皱了皱眉头,将莉莉斯的小手抓起,强行扳开她紧握着的手心,还是太迟了点,指甲刚才已经嵌入到了肉里,殷红的鲜血潺潺流落,纵使夜魔的体质恢复惊人,很快就愈合,还是让我心疼不止。 Facing this issue, as well as my action, seems to be in a trance probably same Lilith, without responding, that should be equal to tacitly approving. 面对这个问题,以及我的举动,像是丢了魂一样的莉莉斯,都没有做出回应,那应该就等于是默认了吧。 „When is?” “到底是什么时候？” „Lilith? Told me, considered me to deceive you, perhaps a favorable turn, believed my, ok?” I squatted again downward squatting, enters in the middle of the line of sight that Lilith hangs down forcefully, tight staring goes. “莉莉斯？告诉我,就当是我骗了你,或许还有一丝转机,就相信我这一回,好么？”我再往下蹲了蹲,强行进入莉莉斯低垂的视线当中,紧紧凝视而去。 These words, opened some small floodgate probably, the eye socket of Lilith was also moist, dies to bite the lip, she has three points weakly no use, three points are deliberately bad, three points of hysteria, opens the mouth finally. 这句话,好像打开了某个小闸口,莉莉斯的眼眶又湿润了,死咬着嘴唇,她带着三分软弱无助,三分自暴自弃,三分歇斯底里,终于开口。 „Is...... is my mistake.” “都是……都是我的错。” Ha? How can blame to you on? What reaching an agreement is my mistake? 哈？怎么又能怪到你头上了？说好的是我的错呢？ „From the beginning the induction to the clansman, was very weak, with strength become stronger, was getting more and more intense, even the direction can also identify, seems them in my at present.” “一开始就感应到族人了,很微弱,随着实力变强,越来越强烈,连方向也能辨认出来,好似她们就在我的眼前。” „Can they also induce you?” I cannot bear interrupt, if cannot say fortunately, if so, why doesn't come to see a Lilith? Said can't leave their night demon tribe? “她们也能感应到你吗？”我忍不住插嘴一句,如果不能还好说,如果能,为什么不来看一眼莉莉斯？还是说不能离开她们的夜魔部落？ Lilith looked at my one eyes desolately, said one. 莉莉斯冷淡的瞄了我一眼,说了一句。 „I am a king.” “我是王。” Understood. 啊,懂了。 I who the intelligence quotient gets online, understand immediately her meaning, Lilith is a queen of night of demon clan, she has the right to induce the clansman, the clansman is actually not able to induce her, probably is this meaning. 智商上线的我,立刻理解了她的意思,莉莉斯是夜魔一族的女王,她有权感应到族人,族人却无法感应到她,大概是这个意思。 „Was, started saying that beautifully long before you were not a little right, is always in a daze to a direction, because of this matter?” “是了,萨绮丽很早以前就开始说你有点不对劲,老是对着一个方向发呆,就是因为这回事吗？” „Time from the beginning, can only induce fuzzily, even if has a mind still helplessly, afterward can induce to their directions, even in the dream, passed over gently and swiftly occasionally their true pictures.” “一开始的时候,只能模糊感应到,就算有心也无能为力,后来能感应到她们的方向,甚至是在梦中,偶尔掠过她们的真实画面。” ahh, this probably is, one by one that she said a moment ago then vanishes, in her at present, is such matter. 啊啊,这大概就是她刚才所说的,一个一个接着消失,就在她的眼前,就是这么回事吧。 Nod that I understand clearly, no longer interrupted, patient listened. 我了然的点着头,不再插嘴,耐心的听下去。 „Can the sensation to the clansmen in direction, even can see them after the dream, started unable to bear.” “能感知到族人们的所在方向,甚至能在梦里见到她们以后,就开始忍不住了。” Also starting from that time, a person, is always in a daze to the same direction? Originally is this, all riddle topics untied. 也就是从那时候开始,一个人,老是对着同一个方向发呆？原来是这样,一切谜题都解开了。 Saw that Lilith gets down silent, I cannot bear the opens the mouth. 眼看莉莉斯沉默下去,我又忍不住开口。 „To see your clansman? Why is not willing to say to me, I remember for sometime you always start to speak but hesitate, what words have to with the appearance that I said that because of this?” “想见你的族人么？为什么不愿意对我说,我记得有一段时间你总是欲言又止,有什么话要和我说的样子,就是因为这个？” Felt that the intelligence quotient flushed all of a sudden excessively, these words hit bull's eye, the Lilith dim pupil congealed by chance, the fist must grip tightly, I was quick of eye and hand, held her hand rapidly, ten fingers interlocked to grasp, preventing her to continue damage. 感觉智商是不是一下子冲过头了,这句话又恰巧命中靶心,莉莉斯黯淡的瞳孔一凝,拳头又要紧握,我眼疾手快,迅速将她的手牵住,十指交错握着,防止她继续伤害自己。 „Because of......” “因为……” She looked at my one eyes desolately, at this moment, even if I make so 【Impolite】 Action, did not plan to investigate, perhaps was because she was full of the relations of remorse. 她冷淡的瞄了我一眼,此时此刻,就算我做出如此【无礼】的举动,也不打算追究了,或许更是因为她内心充满了自责的关系。 „Because I am a fool.” “因为我是个笨蛋。” I am stunned, this words can hear from the Lilith mouth also are really...... super fresh, was probably without parallel in history. 我愕然,这种话能从莉莉斯口中听到还真是……超级新鲜,大概是空前绝后了。 „To the pitiful self-respect, does not want to let such small and weak, was seen by the clansmen, to the base and low pride, open the mouth unable to achieve continually.” “为了一点可怜的自尊心,不想让这样弱小的自己,被族人们看到,为了一点卑微的骄傲,连开口都做不到。” „Then......” Lilith bites the root tightly, the tears does not make every effort to succeed and welled up. “然后……”莉莉斯紧咬牙根,泪水不争气的又涌了上来。 „Because timid, saw that clansman disappearance one after another, clear(ly) knew the direction, actually took the footsteps the courage not to have continually, like me...... such I......” “因为胆小,眼看着族人一个接着一个的消失,明知道方向,却连迈出脚步的勇气都没有,像这样的我……这样的我……” The tears and sound like collapsing dike, bursting into tears recklessly, sob loudly, could not constrain, without constraining, the nasal mucus class/flow of even crying comes out, with the tears, with weeping and wailing interwines, that attracts the beautiful night demon face, at this time cries like a 6 or 7-year-old child. 泪水和声音如同崩了堤似的,肆意的流泪,放声的哭泣,压抑不住,也未经压抑,哭的连鼻涕都流出来,和泪水,和哭喊交织在一起,那张魅惑绝美的夜魔脸庞,此时哭的就像一个六七岁的小孩。 I from starting the helplessness, to being thrown into confusion, to deals again silent. 我从开始的手足无措,到手忙脚乱,再到沉默应对。 Several times want to grasp Lilith, but bore, present Lilith, needed does not embrace the comfort, space that but vented heartily. 几次想将莉莉斯抱住,但是忍住了,现在的莉莉斯,需要的不是怀抱安慰,而是尽情发泄的空间。 „Felt better at heart some?” “心里好过一些了？” „......” “……” Going all out of Lilith sorry figure is scratching the tabby cat face with both hands palm arm, scratches scratches, scratches scratches, scratched obviously was still making an effort to scratch cleanly, felt that looked like covers the face, the ostrich buries the appearance that the sand same did not make me see her to lose face. 莉莉斯狼狈的拼命用双手掌心手臂擦着花猫似的脸庞,擦呀擦,擦呀擦,明明擦干净了还在使劲擦,感觉就像是借此遮挡住脸,鸵鸟埋沙一样不让我看见她丢脸的样子。 Although innermost feelings the meaning of tender loving dearly has not reduced, but I was sprouted by such Lilith. 虽然内心的怜惜心疼之意未减,但我还是被这样的莉莉斯萌到了。 „Lilith has not made the any mistake.” “莉莉斯并没有做错什么。” When Liz is wiping the face, I am gazing at her every action and every movement carefully, immediately opens the mouth. 在莉莉丝擦着脸的时候,我细细注视着她的一举一动,随即开口。 „The self-respect of Lilith was best, Lilith proud is also best, because has this self-respect to be proud, Lilith is Lilith that I am familiar with, perfect Lilith, should rejoice as for timid...... me, perhaps if you, I could not see you brave, a night demon clan, probably must lose their queens forever.” “莉莉斯的自尊心最棒了,莉莉斯的骄傲也是最棒的,正是因为有这份自尊骄傲,莉莉斯才是我熟悉的莉莉斯,完美的莉莉斯,至于胆小……我应该庆幸,如果你胆子大一点,我或许就见不到你了,夜魔一族,或许也要永远失去她们的女王陛下。” At this point, I suddenly behind one cold, is in a cold sweat. 说到这里,我忽然背后一寒,冒出冷汗。 The close call, was really dangerous, suffered Charge from the discovery night of demon tribe, to returning to the Holy See mountain, enough over one month, in other words , the night demon tribe by the Charge time at least is also one month ago, Lilith was suffering the misfortune on the sensation to own clansman at that time, disappearance of one after another. 好险,真是太危险了,从发现夜魔部落遭受袭击,到回到教廷山,足足过了一个多月,换言之,夜魔部落被袭击的时间至少也是一个多月以前,莉莉斯在那时候就感知到了自己的族人正在遭受厄运,一个个的消失。 Starting from that time now, such long some time, so long as long as Lilith was flushed confused, reckless must look for the clansman, then, at her present strength and astonishing speed, wants to hide the truth from leave beautifully secretly is a very simple matter. 从那时候开始到现在,这么长的一段时间里,但凡只要莉莉斯被冲晕头,不顾一切的要去寻找族人,那么,以她现在的实力和惊人的速度,想瞒过萨绮丽偷偷离开是一件十分简单的事情。 However, relied on her strength, wants to arrive at the night of demon territory across many risk areas, is ten dies absolutely not fresh, does not have a luck. 但是,凭她的实力,想穿过诸多危险区域来到夜魔领地,绝对是十死无生,不存在一丝侥幸。 In other words, in this at least one month , every seconds, I may lose Lilith every minute anytime. 也就是说,在这至少一个多月的时间里,每一分每一秒,我都随时有可能失去莉莉斯。 Thinks of here, I am so shocked they broke out in a cold sweat, reckless enclasping Lilith, has a lingering fear. 想到这里,我不由惊出一身冷汗,不顾一切的抱紧莉莉斯,心有余悸。 Really thanks heaven and earth, heavens really cares my, has not made Lilith for a while the brain hot, has not won from my side Lilith. 真是谢天谢地,老天果然还是眷顾我的,没有让莉莉斯一时脑热,没有将莉莉斯从我身边夺走。 Finally was naturally needless saying that oneself thinks was normal, seemed like in the Lilith eye is actually the bewildered suddenly impolite action, suffered the penalty, was trampled by Lilith flies. 结果自然不用说,自己认为再正常不过,在莉莉斯眼里看起来却是莫名其妙的忽然无礼举动,遭受到了惩罚,被莉莉斯一脚踹飞了。 „Shut up, I do not need the sympathy of trivial blood slave.” “闭嘴,我才不需要区区血奴的同情。” Tramples me flies, her icy berating, but the immersion is during also rebuking oneself, this berated sounds, lost past swift and fierce. 将我踹飞,她冷冰冰的喝斥道,只是还沉浸在自责当中,这份喝斥听起来,也失去了以往的凌厉。 Although the depressing for a long time sentiment will vent, but that remorse feels, has not actually vanished, instead under the self- acknowledgment of Lilith, becomes fiercer. 虽然将压抑许久的感情发泄出来了,但那份自责感,却并没有随之消失,反而在莉莉斯的自我承认下,变得更加剧烈。 Then, how regardless of I coax, how to comfort, Lilith cannot hit tiny bit energy, trample with me of extreme measures treatment the attempt several times flies, the effort appears insufficiently looked, could not satisfy me completely......, without this matter. 接下来,无论我怎么哄,怎么安慰,莉莉斯都没能打起一丝一毫的精神,几次把尝试用过激手段治疗的我踹飞,力度显得不够看,完全满足不了我……啊呸,没有这回事。 In brief, Lilith disappearance of clansman, put the blame in oneself, if can a morning point see them, the return night of demon tribe...... wait/etc, that will then encounter Charge?! 总之,莉莉斯将族人的消失,都归咎到了自己身上,如果能早一点去见她们,回归夜魔部落……等等,那岂不是接下来会遭遇到袭击者？！ I am rejoice, it seems like all these are the decree of God, the arrangement of heavens, making the Lilith perfect circumvention the death trap, my daughter assign/life should not certainly. 我又是庆幸不已,看来这一切都是上帝的旨意,老天的安排,让莉莉斯完美的规避掉了死亡陷阱,我的女儿命不该绝啊。 I am also grasp Lilith that rejoices, have tears streaming down the face, the result was trampled for the N th time flies. 我又是庆幸的将莉莉斯抱住,泪流满面,结果第N次被踹飞。 Rejoices to turn over to rejoice, Lilith this appearance was not good, with her stubborn character, this intense remorse feared that will follow life-long, at least, what at least I should make, how should do? Even if shifts her attention is also good temporarily. 庆幸归庆幸,莉莉斯一直这个样子也不行,以她固执的性格,这份强烈的自责怕是会伴随终生,至少,至少我应该做点什么,该怎么做呢？哪怕是暂时转移一下她的注意力也好。 In the mind flashes through together miraculous, I for a long time, see at present scared Lilith hesitant, finally sets firm resolve. 脑海中闪过一道灵光,我犹豫许久,看到眼前失魂落魄的莉莉斯,最终还是下定了决心。 „Lilith, do you...... want to go home?” “莉莉斯,你……想回家吗？” Besides tramples me flies, regardless of I said anything, makes anything to have no response Lilith, suddenly raised the head, reveals the inconceivable color. 除了将我一脚踹飞以外,无论我说什么,做什么都没有任何回应的莉莉斯,蓦然抬头,露出不可思议之色。 „Actually this travel, we...... we as if passed by a main house gate mouth of night of demon clan.” Sees in the Lilith eye to emit the hope flame, I do not have the means to turn head, brace oneself saying that is only...... “其实这趟旅行,我们……我们似乎路过了夜魔一族的家门口。”眼看莉莉斯眼中冒出希望火光,我更加没办法回头,硬着头皮说道,只是…… „Was only...... is only......” was too dangerous, was too dangerous, by my present strength, a person goes not to dare to guarantee very safely, moreover can take Lilith? Cracks a joke with daughter's poor life simply, really should not say, even if to comfort Lilith, should not do that. “只是……只是……”太危险了,还是太危险了,以我现在的实力,一个人去都还不敢担保十分安全,况且还要带上莉莉斯？简直是拿女儿的小命来开玩笑,果然不应该说出来,就算是为了安慰莉莉斯,也不应该这么做。 I am worried, effort is holding the head, regretted for own impulsion. 我苦恼的,用力的抱着头,为自己的冲动后悔不已。 However, this action as if made Lilith have the misunderstanding, she looks at my appearance, does not know that thinks where went, the look fluctuated unceasingly, resembles is making the unprecedented fierce innermost feelings to struggle. 然而,这个举动却似乎让莉莉斯产生了误会,她看着我的模样,不知道想到哪里去了,神色不断变幻,似在做着前所未有的剧烈内心挣扎。 Finally, in the eye pupil is glittering the firm and resolute color, is actually full full Kuang the shame tears, lowers the head to make a fist, clenches teeth to close one's eyes, trembles, suppressing, the deep breath, is erupting the biggest determination in a flash, opens the mouth. 最后,眼眸之中闪烁着坚毅之色,却又充盈着满眶的耻辱泪水,低头握拳,咬牙闭眼,微颤颤的,强忍着,深呼吸,一瞬间爆发出最大的决心,开了口。 „Father...... father father...... father Sir......” “父……父父……父亲大人……” ... 。。。