Six sun walked. But this time, Xie Ming has not prevented her. 六喰还是走了。但这一次,谢铭并没有阻止她。 Because should say had said that the thing that then needs no longer is the spoken language, but is the ponder. 因为该说的已经说了,接下来需要的东西就不再是言语,而是思考。 Because does not know, must therefore ponder. Because did not understand, must therefore ponder. The people, the reconsideration to the matter, in the reconsideration to the experience are always growing. 正是因为不知道,所以才要思考。正是因为不理解,所以才要思考。人,从来都是在对事情的反思,对经历的反思中而成长的。 The worry, is in the life of person, one of the matters of primary importance. 烦恼,是人的一生中,最重要的事情之一。 But also has a few words, is called too close to the problem. The conditions of six sun, without a doubt are these four characters. 但也有一句话,叫做当局者迷。六喰的状况,毫无疑问就是这四个字。 She does not understand oneself wrong in, does not understand that own issue is. The understanding of this character to ‚love’, is extremely simple and superficial. 她不明白自己错在哪,不明白自己的问题所在。对‘爱’这个字的理解,太过简单和肤浅。 Perhaps regarding six sun, likes monopolizing. In your life, only then I, but in my life also only then you. 或许对于六喰来说,爱就是独占。就是你的生活中只有我,而我的生活中也只有你。 Possibly? 可能吗？ Is impossible. 不可能的。 The love men and women are again impossible to achieve this thing, like this will do will only let both sides rapidness of sentimental desalination. 无论是再恩爱的男女也绝不可能做到这种事,这样去做只会让双方的感情淡化的更快。 Why this is after the happy time, many male and female friends bid good-bye directly. 这就是为什么甜蜜期过后,很多男女朋友就直接分手了。 Because both sides neglected the shortcoming of opposite party in this time subconsciously, only regards as important the opposite party good place, outstanding place. But, when passes these days, all depressed things will erupt altogether completely. 因为双方在这个时期都下意识的忽视了对方的缺点,只看重对方好的地方,优秀的地方。但,当这段时间过去,所有被压下的东西会一股脑全部爆发出来。 By that time, you looked at the opposite party whole body is a shortcoming, does that also locate? 到了那个时候,你看对方全身上下都是缺点,那还怎么处？ Hurried minute/share. 赶紧分了吧。 Why this has love experience to warn the later generation, the happy time sticks is tighter, bidding good-bye the reason of more unfeeling. 这就是为什么有恋爱经验者会告诫后人,甜蜜期粘的越紧,分手时分的越绝情的原因。 Six sun to ‚love’ the understanding is one-sided, is the distortion. 六喰对‘爱’的理解是片面的,是扭曲的。 She only understood that ‚love of attention’, is actually not able to feel in ‚the love of care’ in the life unknowingly revealing. 她只懂得‘关注的爱’,却无法感受到在生活中不经意流露出的‘关心的爱’。 However this also no wonder, until now the sentiments of six sun locked by the angel ability firmly. Sentimental thing is more depressing, spout is more intense. 不过这也难怪,一直以来六喰的感情都是被天使能力给牢牢锁住。感情这玩意就是越压抑,喷涌出来的时候就越激烈。 Therefore, after Xie Ming meets several suppress six sun this sentiments, makes her as soon as possible ‚spout condition’ comes out from this type, enters to next calm and stage of ponder. 因此,谢铭才会几番的去扑灭六喰这感情之后,让她尽快的从这种‘喷涌状态’中出来,进入到下一个冷静和思考的阶段。 Otherwise makes six sun maintain this type ‚spout condition’, does not know that what odd matter she will make. 不然让六喰保持着这种‘喷涌状态’,不知道她会做出什么样的离谱事情。 But problem that on her has, Xie Ming also its 11 points. 而她身上所出现的问题,谢铭也都将其一一点了出来。 Believes that only needs the words that gives six sun to ponder some time, she can definitely draw oneself conclusion, arrives at own front to verify. 相信只需要给予六喰一段时间思考的话,她肯定能够得出自己的结论,来到自己的面前进行对证的。 In this regard, Xie Ming is willing to give her to trust. 在这一点上,谢铭愿意给予她信任。 After all for half a month the time, is not in vain the waste. 毕竟这半个月时间,可不是白白浪费的啊。 ----- ----- The wise man thousand worries, must have a sparsity. 智者千虑,必有一疏。 Xie Ming does not think oneself are what wise man, he knows that even prepares again many, should still definitely have the loophole. Therefore he is simple, only limited the loophole on that several matters. 谢铭并不认为自己是什么智者,他知道就算自己准备再多,也必然会有漏洞。所以他非常干脆的,将漏洞只限制在了那几件事上面。 I do not have the means to achieve perfectly, but where I must know my weak point, and is ready in view of this aspect. 我没有办法做到完美,但我一定要知道自己的薄弱点在哪里,并且针对这方面做好准备。 But a little, Xie Ming does not only have the means to know. That is origin elf ‚boss’, when will cast off his ‚to hit the fruit that worker’ has diligently. 但唯有一点,谢铭始终没有办法知道。那就是始源精灵这个‘老板’,会在什么时候摘掉他这个‘打工人’努力结出的果实。 After he solves all elves the issue, takes over in midway. 是在他解决完所有精灵的问题之后,还是中途接手。 Six sun leaves Xie Ming not to prevent, but after conducting various considerations, he made this decision. 六喰的离开谢铭并不是不能阻止,只是在进行了多方面考虑后,他做出了这个决定。 On the one hand considered, was such as above said that needs to give six sun to ponder and worry some time. 一方面考虑,便是如上述所说,需要给予六喰一段时间思考和烦恼。 On the other hand, is probes the origin elf the attitude. 另一方面,则是去试探始源精灵的态度。 Knows the origin elf the ultimate goal, without doubt is one of the most important information in the Xie Ming hand grasping. The words from this point, he can make many hand preparations. 知晓始源精灵的最终目的,无疑是谢铭手中所掌握的最重要的情报之一。从这一点出发的话,他可以做出很多手准备。 But the angel abilities of six sun can directly involve the concept, regarding has had the elves of suitable fetters with Xie Ming, this without doubt is the sharpest treasured sword. 而六喰的天使能力可以直接涉及到概念,对于已经和谢铭结下相当羁绊的精灵们来说,这无疑是最锋利的宝刀。 Although is somewhat embarrassed about six sun, but Xie Ming lets another reason that she leaves, is to make her act as the bait. 所以虽然对六喰有些不好意思,但谢铭让她离开的另一个原因,就是让她去充当诱饵。 Has a look at the origin elf, is willing to nip this hook. 看看始源精灵,愿不愿意咬下这钩。 Although he cannot fish the strength of this fish now, 虽说他现在并没有能够钓上这条鱼的实力, May intend scatters the hook always compared with no protection was swallowed to be stronger by fish one. But at least from scattering the hook to was swallowed, the middle also has a process of both sides test of strength. 可有意的去撒钩总比毫无防备的被鱼一口吞掉要强。但至少从撒钩到被吞,中间还有一个双方角力的过程在。 The Xie Ming need, is this process. 谢铭需要的,就是这个过程。 But in origin elf this hook? 而始源精灵上这个钩了吗？ The answer is the affirmation. 答案是肯定的。 Since after the Xie Ming family/home comes out, six sun then returned the low earth orbit. In the head, the repetition has been pondering Xie Ming to that several words that she spoke. 从谢铭的家里出来后,六喰便重新回到了近地轨道。脑袋里,一直重复思考着谢铭对她说的那几句话。 Her sentiment to the Xie Ming, is the love, is the acquisitive instinct. 她对谢铭的感情,到底是爱,还是占有欲。 But to be honest, six sun do not understand that among these two has what difference. Isn't the love, to hold the opposite party? 但说实话,六喰并不明白这两者之间到底有什么差别。爱,不就是要占有对方吗？ But Xie Ming said that is not this, the one who said him to oneself is only the kinship between family members. 可谢铭却说不是这样,说他对自己的只是家人之间的亲情。 Oneself .... It is not his specialness. 自己....并不是他的特别。 Often thinks of here, six sun will feel extreme is uncomfortable. 每每想到这里,六喰就会感觉到极度的不舒服。 Most started the said matter, she had not naturally forgotten. Oneself are to observe her whether is worth itself trusting, therefore left the universe. 最开始所说的事情,她自然没有忘记。自己是为了观察她是否值得自己信任,所以才离开了宇宙。 Then, met that family's other elves. 然后,遇到了那个家里的其他精灵们。 „Everyone ....?” “大家....吗？” With half a month that in the people occupy, has not had what special matter. Every day, is finding at everywhere ordinary daily. 和众人一起居住的半个月里,并没有发生什么特别的事情。每天,都是随处可见的平凡日常。 Under the rational condition, she has no response, but makes the elves of these matters to have anything to scheme to oneself in the pure analysis. But present she when remembering these matters, will have a warm feeling at heart. 理性状态下,她并没有什么反应,只是在单纯的分析做这些事的精灵们对自己到底有什么图谋。但现在的她在想起这些事时,心里都会有有种暖洋洋的感觉。 Because the analysis had had the result: Everyone is only pure regards in family/home to treat her, that is all. 因为分析已经出了结果:大家都只是单纯的把她当成家中的一员去对待,仅此而已。 Therefore oneself will untie the sentimental lock on own initiative, wants to inquire about own issue is. 所以自己才会主动解开感情锁,想要探寻自己身上的问题所在。 Why, is not willing to trim off this troublesome long hair. 为什么,不愿意剪掉这麻烦的长发。 Yes, why isn't willing to cut? 是啊,为什么不愿意剪？ „Because this is the elder sister......” “因为这是姐姐......” Elder sister? Who? Whose elder sister? Why oneself must because of her, but doesn't abandon this to affect the long hair of normal act? 姐姐？谁？谁的姐姐？为什么自己要因为她而不舍这头已经影响到正常行动的长发？ Own past, exactly what happened? 自己的过去,到底发生了什么事情？ Thinks of here, six sun obtained and under the rational condition the similar conclusion. 想到这里,六喰得出了和理性状态下自己同样的结论。 Words anything that does not untie does not know. 不解开的话什么都不知道。 Beckons slightly, to seal/confer Jiezhu ( Michael ) appears in six sun hands. But at this moment, could not distinguish clearly the fuzzy voice of men and women to spread to her ear together. 微微一招手,封解主(Michael)出现在六喰手中。但就在这时,一道分不清男女的模糊声音传入到了她的耳中。 【You determined, can untie own memory?】 【你确定,要解开自己的记忆吗？】 Hears this sound, six sun have nothing hesitant, released the origins of several spirit strength light beam shoots towards sounds directly. 听到这个声音,六喰没有任何犹豫,直接释放了几道灵力光束射向声音的来源。 【Also is really the dangerous child, has forgotten me to your help?】 【还真是危险的孩子呢,已经忘记了我对你的帮助了吗？】 „Can't hit a target?” “射不中？” Such being the case, the opposite party locking. 既然如此,就将对方给锁住。 „to seal/confer Jiezhu .....” “封解主.....” When six sun preparations insert the angel of key to the space , a hand held her arm. From the touch, Master of this hand should be a female. 就当六喰准备将钥之天使插入到空间中时,一只手抓住了她的胳膊。从触感上来看,这只手的主人应该是女性。 But, is actually above imagination. 但,却超乎想象的强。 After was held by this hand, six sun do not have the means to have any movement unexpectedly. Even the spirit strength in joined bodies, as if stopped flowing. 在被这只手抓住后,六喰居然没有办法有任何动作。甚至连体内的灵力,都仿佛停止了流动。 „You are .... Origin elf.” “你就是....始源精灵。” 【Right, I am now by everyone on the alert elf, all sources, origin elf illusory image.】 【没错哦,我就是现在被大家警惕着的精灵,一切的源头,始源精灵幻影。】 In the sound of illusory image took a happy expression: 【But please believe me, I and without any malicious intent.】 幻影的声音中带上了一丝笑意:【但请相信我,我并没有恶意。】 【Opposite, I am help your, six sun.】 【相反,我是来帮助你的,六喰。】 „You think that I believe?” “你以为我会相信吗？” Six sun look to grab oneself wrist/skill, illusory image that oneself will completely control: „Is this you helps my way?” 六喰看着抓着自己的手腕,将自己完全控制住的幻影:“这就是你帮助我的方式？” 【That was not six sun you is too serious to my prejudice.】 【那还不是六喰你对我的偏见太严重了嘛。】 Illusory image somewhat suffering saying: 【So long as you do not attack, I let loose you, what kind of?】 幻影有些委屈的说道:【只要你不攻击,我就放开你,怎么样？】 „........” “........” After six sun silent several seconds, slight nod. 六喰沉默了几秒后,微微点头。 【Clever child.】 【乖孩子。】 Illusory image chuckle, let loose itself the control similarly to six sun: 【Also intelligent.】 幻影轻笑一声,同样也放开了自己对六喰的控制:【也很聪明。】 Through just short fight, a matter already very brutal swayed in six sun at present: Even if she uses the skills, perhaps will not be the opponent of this illusory image. 通过刚刚短暂的交手,一件事情已经非常残酷的摆在了六喰眼前:哪怕她使用浑身解数,恐怕也不会是这个幻影的对手。 Even, escaping that she most excels at cannot achieve. 甚至,她连最擅长的逃跑都做不到。 Present, can only allow to be oppressed. Dies in any case, that might as well is honest, having a look at the opposite party to make anything. 现在的自己,只能任人宰割。反正前后都是死,那还不如老实一点,看看对方到底要做些什么。 【Actually the matter, everyone misunderstood.】 【其实有一件事情,大家都误解了。】 The illusory image changed a posture, the vision shifted the star of under foot from six sun: 【Actually, I have no evil intention.】 幻影换了个姿势,目光从六喰身上转移到了脚下的星球:【其实,我并没有什么恶意。】 【Did that man also say with you? Initially these disasters, that three people who I summoned instructed I did, then I can only obey their orders.】 【那个男人也和你说了吧？当初那些灾难,都是把我召唤出来的那三个人指示我去做的,当时的我只能听从他们的命令。】 【Present I, actually to destroying Earth human anything is not interested. I am only pure, wants with the person who I love in the same place.】 【现在的我,其实对破坏地球啊人类啊什么的并不感兴趣。我只是单纯的,想和我爱的人在一起而已。】 【This mood should you understand? Six sun.】 【这种心情你应该明白吧？六喰。】 „To see own lover, what relations gives us to have with you these strengths?” “想见自己的爱人,和你将这些力量给予我们有什么关系？” 【Because I want to help you, silly child ~】 The illusory image favors saying that drowns: 【I want to help you complete the wish.】 【因为我想要帮助你们啊,傻孩子~】幻影宠溺的说道:【我想帮助你们完成心愿。】 【Like the present.】 【就像现在一样。】 „..........” “..........” Do you want to ask six sun letters? Cannot say entirely believes, can only say doubtfully. 你要问六喰信吗？不能说完全相信,只能说半信半疑。 After all currently speaking, the origin elf has the strength of steamroll rank, oneself and the others do not have the strength to hit back before her. Can such elf, what attempt on them? 毕竟目前来看,始源精灵拥有着碾压级别的力量,自己等人在她面前根本毫无还手之力。这样的精灵,在她们身上能图什么？ It is not worthwhile. 犯不着。 But Xie Ming vigilant definitely is also has reason, compared with the origin elf, six sun naturally believes Xie Ming. 但谢铭的警惕肯定也是事出有因的,比起始源精灵,六喰自然是更相信谢铭。 The words that but the following illusory image spoke, made six sun move. 可接下来幻影所说的话,就让六喰动心了。 【Six sun you, want that man, the Xie Ming love, right?】 【六喰你,想要得到那个男人,谢铭的爱,对吗？】 In the sound of illusory image has the happy expression: 【But this matter, is very difficult.】 幻影的声音中带着笑意:【但这件事,可是非常难的。】 【Because likes that man, but not only then your.】 【因为喜欢那个男人的,可不仅仅只有你一人。】 „...... I know.” “......我知道。” Lived together for half a month, how six sun had not possibly discovered. The elves, more or less have the favorable impression to Xie Ming. Some deep of quite hidden, some are appearance of not mincing matter in the surface. 都一起生活半个月了,六喰怎么可能没有发现。精灵们,都或多或少对谢铭抱有着好感。有些隐藏的比较深,有些则是毫不掩饰的显露在表面。 For example Tohka, for example Origami, for example Miku. 比如十香,比如折纸,比如美九。 No matter compares the sentiment compared with the time of being together, oneself definitely compare them. 不管是比相处的时间还是比彼此之间的感情,自己肯定都比不过她们。 But six sun have not wanted to be clear now, oneself the sentiment to Xie Ming, is the love, is the so-called acquisitive instinct. 可六喰现在还没有想清楚,自己对谢铭的这份感情,到底是爱,还是所谓的占有欲。 【Loves with the acquisitive instinct, needs to divide that clear?】 【爱和占有欲,需要分那么清吗？】 „.......” “.......” These words, poked into six sun innermost feelings directly. 这句话,直接戳入了六喰的内心。 【Not?】 The illusory image shrugged: 【Loves a person, naturally is to hold him, wish lets him puts itself on all time and vision.】 【难道不是吗？】幻影摊了摊手:【爱一个人,自然是想要占有他,想要让他把所有的时间和目光都放到自己身上。】 【Isn't this natural matter?】 【这不是理所当然的事情吗？】 【That man and you said, was he heart has the subordinate merely. Therefore, shirks you with these words.】 【那个男人和你这么说,仅仅是他已经心有所属了而已。所以,才用这些话推脱你。】 „.........” “.........” 【I acknowledged that man teaches you are very good matter. But in this world may all not be the happy matter, like the matter that the present you come across.】 【我承认,那个男人教你的都是非常好的事情。但这个世界上可并不全是美好的事情啊,就像现在你所遇到的事情一样。】 【When you and others liked the same man, that needs to struggle, needs to snatch. Regardless of what method, finally what so long as stands side him is oneself, is your victory.】 【当你和其他人都喜欢上了同一个男人,那就需要去争,需要去抢。不论用什么手段,只要最后站在他身边的是自己,那么就是你的胜利。】 【Not?】 【不是吗？】 „........” “........” This is incorrect, this is wrong. 这是不对的,这是错误的。 Six sun want to deny firmly, but she does not have the means to say. Certain dark things at heart, are preventing her, is longing for continued to listen to the illusory image to say. 六喰很想坚决的否定,但她却没有办法说出口。心里的某些黑暗的东西,在阻止着她,渴望着继续听幻影说下去。 【Six sun, don't you have this strength?】 The illusory image said with a smile: 【, Can lock in the sentimental the strength.】 【六喰,你不是拥有着这份力量吗？】幻影笑着说道:【一份,可以锁住感情的力量。】 【You are longing for the Xie Ming love, but does not want to injure other to take care of your person.】 【你渴望着谢铭的爱,但也不想伤害其他照顾你的人。】 【That .... Why doesn't lock in their sentiment to the Xie Ming directly?】 【那么....为什么不直接锁住她们对谢铭的感情？】 【As the matter stands, you as before are the whole families, everyone's relations will not change. But, you can actually catch up with the steps of others.】 【这样一来,你们依旧是一家人,所有人的关系都不会改变。但,你却可以追上其他人的步伐。】 【If behind feels embarrassed, locked the sentiment again untying not on the line?】 【如果后面觉得不好意思,再将感情锁给解开不就行了吗？】 Six sun raised the head slowly, looks body that illusory image comprised of the pixel. 六喰缓缓抬起头,看着幻影那由像素组成的身体。 Some fears, occupied a part of innermost feelings quietly. 些许恐惧,悄然占据到了内心的一部分。 But these fears, in certain dark fusions with heart in one, let six sun unexpected happening, nods. 但这些恐惧,却和心中的某些黑暗融合在了一起,让六喰鬼使神差的,点了点头。 „to seal/confer Jiezhu ( Michael ) .....” “封解主(Michael).....” ----- ----- „....” “叮铃铃....” Does not calculate that the grating ting, pulled back the reality from the dream the young girl slowly. Why does not know, two lines of tears fall from the corner of the eye, drop on quilt. 不算刺耳的铃声,将少女从梦中慢慢拉回了现实。不知为何,两行泪水从眼角滑落,滴在了被子上。 This quilt, Xie Ming led to buy at that time. 这被子,是当时谢铭带着自己去买的。 Own quilt, own pillow, as well as depends on the soy flour bread that oneself catch to hold the pillow. 自己的被子,自己的枕头,以及靠着自己抓到的黄豆粉面包抱枕。 But these are Xie Ming recollection, is Xie Ming leads patiently chooses, patient is accompanying the repetition attempt repeatedly. 但这些都是自己和谢铭的回忆,是谢铭带着自己耐心的去挑选,耐心的陪着自己一遍又一遍的重复尝试。 Is ..... all of side, are Xie Ming. 是的.....自己身边的一切,都是谢铭。 Oneself thanked him. 自己非常感谢他。 ........ ........ „Why .....” young girl closely seizes under dripping that the chest tears could not stop: „, Will I why so painful?” “为什么.....”少女紧紧的揪住了胸口泪水止不住的淌下:“为什么,我会这么痛苦？” „Feels part of body, by anything exhausting a bulk .....” “感觉身体的一部分,被什么东西给挖掉了一大块.....” „Why ....” “为什么....” Cell phone ring tone as in inexhaustibility is making a sound, but the young girl has nothing to switch off its idea. 手机铃声依旧在不知疲倦的响着,但少女却没有任何想要去关掉它的想法。 She is definite, oneself lost anything, lost very important thing, lost even own life also to want the important thing. 她非常确定,自己失去了什么东西,失去了非常重要的东西,失去了甚至比自己的生命还要重要的东西。 However .... She actually does not know that this thing is anything. 但是....她却不知道这个东西是什么。 „Is anything .... Is anything .....” “是什么....是什么.....” The spirit strength in within the body has not fluctuated because of the violent sentimental fluctuation, instead is getting more and more steady, reduces more and more. Because has the method of suppressing the spirit strength response, therefore young girl's change has not alarmed anybody. 体内的灵力并没有因为剧烈的感情波动而起伏,反而越来越平稳,越来越降低。因为有着抑制灵力反应的方法,所以少女身上的变化没有惊动任何人。 In the crystal pupil of no impurity, caught the named desperate darkness slowly. 原本没有一丝杂质的水晶瞳孔中,缓缓染上了名为绝望的黑暗。 Bright purple sends, change dark color slowly. 亮色的紫发,也慢慢的化为暗色。 „Here .... Is where?” “这里....是哪里？” Took a fast look around a surrounding environment, the young girl stands up. Looked at pajamas, just prepared to burn through it with the spirit strength, but the movement actually stops. 扫视了一眼周围的环境,少女站起身来。看了看身上的睡衣,刚准备用灵力将其燃尽,但动作却又停下。 „...... Really is troublesome.” “......真是麻烦。” In the eye flashes through one is not impatient, but the young girl is the obedient taking off pajamas, exchanged gym suit that is placed in the bedside. 眼里闪过一丝不耐烦,但少女还是乖乖的脱下睡衣,换上了摆在床边的运动服。 „Quarrelled.” “吵死了。” The ting closure of cell phone, the young girl pushes the gate to come out the hall. 将手机的铃声关闭,少女推门而出来到大厅。 „Tohka? Washes quickly .....” “十香？快去洗漱.....” Is preparing the breakfast material Xie Ming to feel that in the kitchen was not right, has turned the head slowly, discovered the young girl who continuously with his daily morning exercise, is using a strange vision to look at itself. 正在厨房准备早餐材料的谢铭感觉到了一丝不对劲,缓缓转过头,发现一直和他每天晨练的少女,正在用一种陌生的目光看着自己。 „Tohka?” “十香？” „Man.” “男人。” Both hands hold the chest, the young girl by the wall, coldly looks at Xie Ming: „Who are you?” 双手抱胸,少女靠在墙上,冷冷的看着谢铭:“你是谁？”