The country of today's shadow, it can be said that particularly lively. 今日的影之国,可以说是分外的热闹。 Artoria, Merring , BB, no inscription Alter and Galahad, they, symbolized the people in the world to manage. 阿尔托莉雅、梅林、芙芙、BB、无铭・Alter、加拉哈德,他们,象征了世界的人理。 Cold, Fujino, Kohaku/Amber, Hisui/Jade, Kallen/Caren, CC, Yui, Justeaze and Othinus, they, represented individual family. 凛、藤乃、琥珀、翡翠、卡莲、CC、结衣、羽斯缇萨、欧提努斯,她们,代表了个人的家庭。 Scáthach, outside the transcendence person of situated in the world, is the witness of trial. 斯卡哈,位于世界之外的超越之人,是试炼的见证者。 Xie Ming, is accompaniment and witness of trial. 谢铭,则是试炼的陪同者和见证者。 Beast like chain, once presents one in the world, then other six will appear one after another. 兽就像连锁,一旦在人世出现一只,那么其他的六只都会相继的出现。 【Comparison】 Beast Casey Peru will not enter the world because of his wish, became the harm by oneself. 【比较】之兽凯茜帕鲁格因自身的意愿不会进入人世,让自己成为危害。 【Return】 Beast Diyama also by the sea of seal imaginary number, the path that had not found. 【回归】之兽提亚马特还被封印虚数之海,没有找到出来的道路。 【Likes wanting】 Beast demon Luo Bodhisattva, then after was defeated this world completely desire by Xie Ming, is suppressed by the Sakura human nature. But this suppression, when can also continue? 【爱欲】之兽魔罗菩萨,则是被谢铭击破此世全部之欲后,由小樱的人性进行压制。可这个压制,又能持续到什么时候？ For the human security, massacres Sakura is the best choice. But, Xie Ming will not allow such matter to happen. 为了人类的安全,将小樱杀掉才是最佳的选择。但,谢铭绝不会允许这样的事情发生。 Sacrifice empirical ego achievement greatly my matter, can decide forever only then party concerned. 牺牲小我成就大我这种事情,能够决定的永远就只有当事者本身。 No one has the qualifications to force party concerned to choose. 没有任何人有资格强迫当事者本人进行选择。 Sakura has made to choose, must by the body of human, defeat the god and beast. Then, Xie Ming will accompany her to go out this essential first step. 况且小樱已经做出选择了,要以人类之身,战胜神和兽。那么,谢铭就会陪她走出这关键的第一步。 Looks Sakura that the front surface walks, Xie Ming tranquil saying. 看着迎面走来的小樱,谢铭平静的说道。 „Was ready?” “做好准备了吗？” „...... Not.” “......不。” Sakura shakes the head: „I have no preparation.” 小樱摇了摇头:“我没有任何的准备。” „Right? Sorry, was I asks the erroneous remark.” Xie Ming smiled: „Had the consciousness?” “是吗？抱歉,是我问错话了。”谢铭笑了起来:“有觉悟了吗？” „Yes!” “是！” The left hand closely gripped the right fist to place the chest front, Sakura resolute saying: „Because, I am not a person.” 左手紧紧的握住了右拳放在胸前,小樱语气坚定的说道:“因为,我不是一个人。” „Right? Then, starts.” “是吗？那么,开始吧。” „Yes!” “是！” Serious kneeling sat on the ground, Sakura closed the eye. 郑重的跪坐在地上,小樱闭上了眼睛。 Cultivation method that the related thousand souls hundred refine, and creative idea, before Xie Ming is very early, has said with her. The soul is the iron, the will is a hammer. Is tempered into steel, thousand refine for the essence. This is, investigates extremely from oppressive type exercise law. 有关千魂百炼的修炼方法,以及创作理念,谢铭很早之前就和她说过了。灵魂为铁,意志为锤。百炼成钢,千炼为精。这是,究极的自虐式锻炼法。 With the hammer, want painful hundred times of thousand times to the nail seam in the steel needle hammer. 比自己用锤子,将钢针锤到指甲缝中还要痛苦百倍千倍。 The most important thing is, without the means midway stops. 最重要的是,没有办法中途停下。 Everything is difficult to do at very beginning these words, being used to describe that this merit law is suitable. So long as you boiled for the first time, then will be then more relaxed. 万事开头难这句话,用来形容这个功法可谓是再适合不过。只要你第一次熬了过去,那么接下来便会轻松很多。 But, you have not boiled for the first time, then does not die even if, will become scrap iron. 但,你第一次没有熬过去,那么哪怕不死,也会成为一块废铁。 But the first difficulty that Sakura must face, actually does not come from this merit law. But yes .... Her innermost feelings. 而小樱要面对的第一个难点,却并不是来自于这个功法。而是....她的内心。 „She in frightened, is afraid.” “她在恐惧,在害怕着。” Looks at Sakura of does not have any sound, Merring's helpless shaking the head of: „Crazy of biased person, its source came from the innermost feelings forever is not self-confident. Even, it can be said that feels inferior.” 看着没有任何动静的小樱,梅林无奈的摇了摇头:“偏执之人的疯狂,其源头永远来自于内心的不自信。甚至,可以说是自卑。” „Because depends on own rationality, without the means achieves such matter, will therefore discard the sane hug to be crazy. But, this is escape.” “正是因为靠着自己的理性,没有办法做到这样的事情,所以才会丢掉理智拥抱疯狂。但,这是一种逃避。” „However Xie Ming he does, is forces her own to face. Facing own weakness, faces own feeling inferior.” “而谢铭他做的,是逼迫她自己去面对。面对自己的软弱,面对自己的自卑。” „Faces own, humane weakness.” “面对自己存在的,人性的弱点。” „Sakura .....” “小樱.....” Fujino and the others, projected the vision of worry to Sakura. 藤乃等人,不禁对小樱投出了担心的目光。 Yes, Sakura is afraid. This point, has not compared to sit in her front Xie Ming is clearer. 是的,小樱是在害怕着。这一点,没有比坐在她面前的谢铭更清楚。 That seems like the incomparably frail body to shiver, the heart is halting. 那看起来无比单薄的身体在颤抖着,心在止步不前。 If gives her the time to prepare, she can depress these inevitably, prepares for at heart facing the trial. But in that case, she will definitely be defeated. 如果给她时间进行准备的话,她必然能够将这些压下,做好心里准备面对试炼。但那样的话,她必然会失败。 Because of that so-called preparation at heart, but own weakness through all kinds of outer coverings wrapping, lives to conceals. 因为那所谓的心里准备,只是将自己的弱点通过各种各样的外壳给包裹起来,给藏住而已。 May under the hammer of will, that type of frail outer covering only be stroked broken. But then faces, is disjunction of steel of soul. 可在意志之锤下,那种脆弱的外壳只会被一击打碎。而接下来面对的,就是灵魂之钢的折断。 In the heart of person has the weakness, Xie Ming similarly is also so. But the great strength of Xie Ming, is then accepting own weakness, knows itself clearly. Xie Ming has, faces own innermost feelings the courage. 人的心中都是有着弱点的,谢铭同样也是如此。但谢铭的强大,便是在接受自己的弱点,清楚的认识自己。谢铭拥有着,面对自己内心的勇气。 This, now is also Sakura is short. 这,也是小樱现在所欠缺的。 Therefore Xie Ming has not informed Sakura intentionally ahead of time, making her have no preparation faces. With various ways, forces her. 所以谢铭故意没有提前通知小樱,让她没有任何准备的来面对。用各种方式,来逼迫她。 His companion, the companion of family members, after is she treads first step the auxiliary booster. But this first step, wants Sakura to tread eventually. 他的陪伴,家人们的陪伴,是她踏出第一步后的助推器。可这第一步,终究是要小樱自己来踏出去。 „Sakura.” “小樱。” Static looks to struggle Sakura that in Xie Ming's heart saying silently: „You most need now, not to enduring patiently of ache, not enhancement to will. Rather, treads the first courage.” 静静的看着挣扎的小樱,谢铭心中默默的说道:“你现在最需要的,并不是对疼痛的忍耐,并不是对意志的加强。而是,踏出第一步的勇气。” „Courage, is not biased, is not crazy. Rather, pillar/backbone that human defeats a superior enemy, is the human greatest song of praise.” “勇气,不是偏执,不是疯狂。而是,人类以弱胜强的支柱,是人类最伟大的赞歌。” „Could you, find own courage?” “你,能否找到属于自己的勇气呢？” ----- ----- Originally closes the world after eye, is so fearful. At this moment, Sakura felt this for the first time. 原来闭上眼睛后的世界,是如此可怕。在此刻,小樱第一次感受到了这点。 The line of sight of people, same grips like the needle in her whole body. 众人的视线,如同针一样扎在她的全身上下。 No matter cared that worry, tranquil .... 不管是关心的,担心的,平静的.... At this moment her feeling, is a needle. Keep her from being tranquil, lets the innermost feelings flurried obstuction. 在此刻她的感觉中,都是针。让她无法平静下来,让内心慌乱不已的阻扰。 Agitated, by irritation that oneself are unable to endure patiently. 烦躁,让自己无法忍耐的烦躁。 Is really good to think to stand up now, is exclaiming to everyone: Do not look! 真的好想现在站起身来,对着所有人吼道:别看了！ Good to think that ..... loves them .... 好想.....爱他们啊.... The beastly nature starts to regain consciousness from the deep sleep slowly, demon Luo Pusa as if opened an eye seam. 兽性开始从沉睡中慢慢苏醒,魔罗菩萨似乎睁开了一丝眼缝。 Why can the beast cause the entire human rank the disaster? Because, the beast represents is the humane weakness. They can the wide scope makes human reveal that the weakness of own human nature, then lets the human self- destruction. 为什么兽能引起全人类级别的灾害？因为,兽所代表的便是人性的弱点。它们能够大范围的让人类表露出自己的人性之弱,然后让人类自我毁灭。 Now under forcing of Xie Ming, the Sakura humane weakness revealed. But the demon Luo Bodhisattva looks like hears the shark of smell of blood, following. 现在在谢铭的逼迫下,小樱的人性弱点露了出来。而魔罗菩萨就像是闻道血腥味的鲨鱼,随之而来。 The beast aura is getting stronger and stronger, Servant put out the weapon. 兽的气息越来越强,从者们都拿出了武器。 But this hostility, instead aroused the activeness of beast. 但这种敌意,反而更加激起了兽的活性。 The demon Luo Bodhisattva is such existence, you more have the hostility to her, she more will then reveal the affections to you. 魔罗菩萨就是这样的存在,你对她越抱有敌意,她便越是会对你表露爱意。 The strength, starts to corrode the consciousness of Sakura. 力量,开始侵蚀小樱的意识。 Why must choose such road, why must handle this doing a thankless job matter. Had so many pain, let everyone by so many crimes, the achievement actually was so little. 为什么要选择这样的路,为什么要做这种吃力不讨好的事情。吃了那么多的苦,让大家都遭了那么多的罪,成果却只有那么一点点。 Obviously .... Having is quicker, a more convenient road can choose. Why can circle this type of tortuous path? 明明....有着更快,更便捷的路可以选择。为什么要绕这种弯路？ At heart the defense line at layer upon layer the rout, the Sakura mood gradually is changing in the biased and crazy direction. 心里防线在层层溃败,小樱的情绪逐步往着偏执和疯狂的方向变化着。 „..... Compels was too ruthless.” “.....逼的太狠了啊。” Scáthach sighed: „Therefore I said that you were too ruthless to her.” 斯卡哈叹息道:“所以我说了,你对她太狠了。” Yes, no matter who thinks. Xie Ming does was really ruthless, too certainly. 是的,不管是谁都会这么认为。谢铭做的实在是太狠了,太绝了。 clear(ly) knows that this bomb may detonate at any time, but also took the cigarette lighter to sway around the blasting fuse of bomb intentionally. 明知道这颗炸弹随时都可能会引爆,还故意拿着打火机在炸弹的引信周围晃来晃去。 Servant, have completed the second time to beast punitive expedition war. 从者们,都已经做好第二次的对兽讨伐战了。 But Xie Ming does not have, he sits in the Sakura front as before, does not have any protection, has not established including the most basic energetic movie screen. 但谢铭没有,他依旧是坐在小樱的面前,没有任何的防备,连最基本的精神障壁都没有建立起来。 As before, using the tranquil vision to look at Sakura. 依旧,用着平静的目光看着小樱。 If he said at this time several comfort Sakura, encourages Sakura, then beast may be suppressed. 如果他此时说几句安慰小樱,鼓励小樱的话,那么兽可能会被压制下去。 But Servant, did not think that Xie Ming will do that. If he will make such tenderhearted matter, he does not need to force Sakura with this way. 可从者们,都不觉得谢铭会这么做。如果他会做出这样心软的事情,他就没有必要用这种方式来逼迫小樱了。 From the beginning said that Xie Ming is accompaniment and witness. 一开始就说了,谢铭是陪同者和见证者。 He will witness the choice of Sakura in the recent distance, no matter Sakura facing what difficulty, what turns into, he will accompany in the Sakura side. Until, Sakura no longer is Sakura. 他会在最近的距离见证小樱的选择,不管小樱面对什么困难,变成什么样,他都会陪在小樱的身边。直到,小樱不再是小樱。 But he, did not think that will have that matter. 可他,并不觉得会发生那种事情。 Thing that the humane weakness, is unable to defeat. The victorious method, has actually placed in the hand of Sakura from the beginning. 人性的弱点,并不是无法战胜的东西。战胜的方法,其实一开始都就已经放在了小樱的手中。 „Sakura, can't you really detect?” “小樱,你真的察觉不到吗？” „....... Why.” “.......为什么。” Feels that not to change from beginning to end, from beginning to end had no aura and vision of sound, Sakura got hold of the fist: „Why do you have no response?” 感受着那从始至终都没有变化过,从始至终都没有任何动静的气息和目光,小樱握紧了拳头:“为什么你没有任何反应？” „I turn into this, to help you! To stand in your side! I for you, do! But you, were why unresponsive!?” “我变成这样,都是为了帮助你啊！都是为了站在你的身旁啊！我是为了你,才去做的！可为什么你,毫无反应！？” Why? 为什么？ „Because he does not love you.” “因为他并不爱你。” The sound of attracting, from the bottom of the heart floating: „From the beginning, he without loving you , there would be no to care about you. You simply do not have these people of means and compared with his side.” 魅惑之音,从心底飘然而出:“从一开始,他就没有爱过你,就没有在意过你。你根本没有办法和他身边的那些人相比。” „You even, compared with only know less than one week, your older sister.” “你甚至,比不过只认识不到一星期的,你的姐姐。” „.......” “.......” „Therefore, you must strive. You must make him only be your one person! Let his vision, is unable to leave from you again!” “所以,你要去争取啊。你要让他只属于你一个人！让他的目光,再也无法从你身上离开！” „.......... Leaves?” “..........离开？” „......” “......” The sound of attracting, was mute immediately. 魅惑之音,顿时哑住了。 „Lets his line of sight, leaves from my body?” “让他的视线,从我的身上离开？” „.......” “.......” Has his line of sight, when left from oneself? 他的视线,什么时候从自己身上离开过了？ „This man does not love you. He rather takes away your older sister Tozaka cold to travel together, is not willing to lead you to walk together. Initially saved you, merely is because you summoned him, is his Master.” “这个男人并不爱你。他宁愿带走你的姐姐远坂凛一起旅行,也不愿带你一起走。当初拯救你,也仅仅是因为你召唤了他,是他的御主而已。” „If he really loves you, how also probably to force you like this? Let your such pain? Has a look, matter that he handles.” “如果他真的爱你,又怎么可能这样逼迫你？让你这样的痛苦？看看吧,他所做的事情。” „He to you so brutal, because of this, you must with liking hugging this brutality, not?” “他对你如此的残酷,但正因为如此,你才要用爱去拥抱这种残酷,不是吗？” „..... It is not.” “.....不是。” „It is not!?” “不是！？” „Un, is not.” “嗯,不是。” Demon Luo Pusa made a mistake, who Its spoken language can seduce to assume the post. But only, cannot seduce Sakura, Its human surface. Before It successfully let the Sakura deep sleep, merely because of Xie Ming not in side. 魔罗菩萨犯了一个错误,祂的言语可以诱惑到任何人。但唯独,诱惑不到小樱,祂的人类面。之前祂之所以成功让小樱沉睡,仅仅是因为谢铭不在身边而已。 But now, Xie Ming in own side. Which has not gone, in own side. Because of own change, has not had the response of half a point. 可现在,谢铭就在自己的身边。哪都没有去,就在自己的身边。没有因为自己的变化,有半分的反应。 Under that tranquil vision, is to own trust. 那平静的目光下,是对自己的信任。 Yes, is not the worry, is not the suspicion, is not the hostility, is not indifferently, but is the trust. 是的,不是担心,不是怀疑,不是敌意,不是漠然,而是信任。 From the beginning, he has not suspected himself. Suspects own, is oneself. 从一开始,他就没有怀疑过自己。怀疑自己的,是自己。 Why must circle the tortuous path, because the tortuous path is the correct road, can add on his road. 为什么要绕弯路,因为弯路是正确的路,是能帮上他的路。 Why can add on him? Because oneself want to add on him, wants to lighten burden on his shoulder, wants to face with him together. This, the itself/Ben is own wishful thinking. 为什么要帮上他？因为自己想要帮上他,想减轻他肩上的负担,想要和他一起面对。这,本就是自己的一厢情愿。 He also said that he biggest comfort can see oneself can be safe, happy on calm and steady life. 他也说了,他最大的慰籍是能看到自己能平平安安,幸福的过上安稳生活。 But he also said that he respects oneself decision. And, will help itself. 但他也说了,他尊重自己的决定。并且,会帮助自己。 Is oneself, made the choice, made the decision. But who make the decision are hesitating, frightened, being afraid. 是自己,做出了选择,做出了决定。但做出决定的自己却在犹豫着,恐惧着,害怕着。 What is afraid? 在害怕什么？ In being afraid the failure, after being afraid is losing this opportunity, oneself again are not then able to catch up with his step. 在害怕着失败,害怕着失去这个机会后,自己便再也无法跟上他的步伐。 Why will be afraid the failure? 为什么会害怕失败？ Because, oneself do not believe himself. Does not believe who everyone believes that do not believe who the person who oneself most believe believes. Oneself do not believe, oneself can give oneself trial through the person who by most is believed. 因为,自己不相信自己。不相信大家相信的自己,不相信自己最相信的人所相信的自己。自己不相信,自己能够通过由最相信的人给予自己的试炼。 【Elder Brother Xie Ming, have you been defeated?】 【谢铭哥哥,你失败过吗？】 【.】 【嗯。】 【Even if Elder Brother Xie Ming you are so strong?】 【哪怕谢铭哥哥你已经那么强了？】 【, Because I am a person. Is a person, will definitely be defeated, definitely will make mistakes.】 【嗯,因为我是人啊。是人,就必然会失败,必然会犯错。】 【Because my ability is insufficient, I kill the kind teacher who obstructed itself to go forward personally. Because of our inconsiderate, we killed the father of friend. Because of my mistake, I lost was supporting my friend( opponent) .....】 【因为我的能力不足,我亲手杀死了阻扰自己前进的恩师。因为我们的考虑不周到,我们杀死了朋友的父亲。因为我的失误,我失去了支持着我的友人(对手).....】 【My failure, too many were too many.】 【我的失败,太多太多了。】 【That, why Elder Brother Xie Ming do you also want to continue?】 【那么,为什么谢铭哥哥你还要继续下去？】 【Because were defeated, can therefore give up? How does that also continue to go forward? How does that, run into you?】 【因为自己失败了,所以就要放弃？那还怎么继续前进？那还怎么,遇到你们？】 【Because I have not given up, has the courage to go facing own failure, I can meet with you, can make so many to let my proud matter.】 【正是因为我没有放弃,鼓起勇气去面对自己的失败,我才能和你们相遇,才能做出这么多让我自豪的事情啊。】 This is Kohaku/Amber forgot does grocery shopping to rebuke oneself, words that Xie Ming spoke. 这是一次琥珀忘记买菜而自责的时候,谢铭所说的话。 The fear is not one is worth the ashamed matter, no matter who has the fear time. But, you would the matter that has most is afraid. 害怕并不是一件值得羞愧的事情,不管是谁都有着害怕的时候。可,你总会有着最害怕的事情。 When you think when that matter, the present fear saw somewhat trivial. 当你想到那件事时,眼前的害怕就显得有些微不足道了。 Is the matter that oneself, most are afraid what? 自己,最害怕的事情是什么？ Before Sakura felt, oneself most was afraid loses Xie Ming, most was afraid Xie Ming actually not to love itself. 之前小樱觉得,自己最害怕失去谢铭,最害怕谢铭其实并不爱自己。 But these, misunderstand. 但那些,都是误会。 Oneself have not lost Xie Ming, Xie Ming has also been loving itself. 自己从没有失去谢铭,谢铭也一直爱着自己。 Therefore, Sakura thought that very relieved, felt oneself will not have the matter that anything is afraid. 所以在回去之后,小樱觉得非常的安心,觉得自己不会有什么害怕的事情了。 But now, she discovers matter that oneself are afraid. But this time, is the matter of truly fear. Is afraid itself, disappoints the trust of Xie Ming. 可现在,她又发现了自己害怕的事情。而这次,是自己真正害怕的事情。害怕自己,辜负谢铭的信任。 Even if she were defeated, Xie Ming will not vanish to her trust. But .... If oneself perish, because is afraid degenerates into the demon Luo Bodhisattva again. This, most disappoints the matter that he trusts. 哪怕她失败了,谢铭对她的信任也不会消失。可....如果自己沉沦,因为害怕再次沦为魔罗菩萨。这,才是最辜负他信任的事。 Even through the trial, oneself hasn't had other methods to catch up with his footsteps not? 就算没有通过试炼,自己不也有着其他方法去追上他的脚步不是吗？ Oneself are that he does not walk to oneself, obedient female who oneself will not walk? 难道自己是那种他不给自己走,自己就不会走的乖乖女吗？ Already not good. 早就不是了好吧。 When does not know, the beast aura has completely vanished. Body, no longer shivers. These made themselves agitated, the line of sight of stabbing pain, vanished. 不知什么时候,兽的气息已经完全消失了。身体,也不再颤抖。那些令自己烦躁,刺痛的视线,也消失了。 The line of sight has not naturally vanished, was no longer cares merely. 视线自然是没有消失,仅仅是自己不再在意了而已。 Oneself, only need to feel front vision, this made the relieved vision good. 自己,只需要感受面前的这道目光,这道令自己安心的目光就好。 The iron hammer that in the sea of spirit holds up high, knocks finally. 精神之海中高高举起的铁锤,终于敲下。 This should be the silent hammer, but this sound actually as if made a sound near everyone's ear. 这本该是无声之锤,但这响声却仿佛响在了所有人的耳边。 The corners of the mouth of Xie Ming, turn upwards slightly. Because he knows, in the future will not have any difficulty and thorn again, can block the step that the young girl goes forward. 谢铭的嘴角,微微翘起。因为他知道,未来不会再有任何的困难和荆棘,能够阻挡住少女前进的步伐。 Because she had the human biggest weapon. 因为她掌握住了人类最大的武器。 In this weapon, even if the beast, will submit. 在这把武器下,哪怕是兽,也会臣服。 Please remember this book first round domain name:. 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