What is the growth? 成长是什么？ If to ‚the saintess of winter’, Justeaze Lizrich von Einzbern asked that this issue, she decides however unable to answer. 若是向‘冬之圣女’,羽斯缇萨·里姿莱希·冯·爱因兹贝伦问出这个问题,她是定然答不出来的。 A intellectuality and psychic will never get older, started to be framed from the birth, is crossing the redundant daily woman, how also possibly to reply have not experienced thing? 一个知性、精神性永远不会老化,从出生开始就被定格住,过着重复的每一天的女人,又怎么可能回答出自己没有体验过的东西？ Are different from Jeanne, Marda these saintesses, the named Justeaze individual is called the saintess is not she has any gentle affection, or noble and pure pure. Is because, she to pursue does not attend to itself ideally, when oneself of survival sacrificial offering will cross the rubicon. 和让娜、玛尔达那些圣女不同,名为羽斯缇萨的个体被称为圣女并不是她拥有什么温柔慈爱,或者高洁纯真。仅仅是因为,她为了追求理想而不顾自身,将自己当成活祭品的那种破釜沉舟。 In the final analysis, is this so-called pursue ideal own ideal? 说到底,这所谓的追求理想是自己的理想吗？ Reply this issue that present Justeaze, can be clear about. 现在的羽斯缇萨,可以明确的回答这个问题。 It is not. 不是。 The ideal congealed own hope, goal that own pursue forms. Own that so-called ideal: Entire human Salvation, merely by the thing that oneself creators give. 理想是凝结了自身的渴望,自身的追求所形成的目标。自己那所谓的理想:全人类的救济,仅仅只是被自己的创造者们赋予的东西。 In the birth, she saw the expression on oneself creators face. At that time, she does not understand how that expression should call. Even if stayed for several hundred years in the castle, has not gotten the answer as before. 在出生的时候,她看到了自己创造者们脸上的表情。当时,她不明白那种表情应该怎么称呼。哪怕在城堡中呆了几百年,也依旧没有得到答案。 But is going out of the castle to enter the society, knew Sakanaga person and Madge Zoll root, she understood. 可在走出城堡进入到社会,认识了远坂永人、玛奇里・佐尔根,她明白了。 That is ‚setback’, is ‚is unable to accept’, is ‚joyful’, but is unable ‚joyful’. 那是‘挫折’,是‘无法接受’,是‘喜悦’但又无法‘喜悦’。 Obtains the thing that oneself pursue because of accidental/surprised, will change into the words of average person to think that this was a coup and accepts. However, the magician is not good. 因为意外而获得自己所追求的事物,换成普通人的话应该会觉得这是意外之喜而就这么接受了。但是,魔术师不行。 They pursue is not the accidental/surprised highly finished products, but can the popular thing of mass production. They are unable to accept the result and oneself effort and technology have nothing to do. Such being the case, what oneself and the others are these several hundred years of efforts? 他们追求的不是意外的精制品,而是可以量产的普及物。他们无法接受结局和自己的努力和技术无关。既然如此,自己等人这几百年的努力又算什么？ The saintess of winter witnessed the setback of magicians, diligently, to final despair. Witnessed these her, obtained the first growth after birth. 冬之圣女见证了魔术师们的挫折,努力,到最后的绝望。见证了这些的她,获得了出生后的第一次成长。 Will admire the parents with the child, after wanting to grow up, becomes parents' same person. Justeaze growth, was then given this ideal from others. 就和孩子会仰慕自己父母,想要长大后成为自己父母一样的人。羽斯缇萨也的成长,便是被赋予了这道来自他人的理想。 The final result, is big Holy Grail and birth of Holy Grail war. 最后的结果,便是大圣杯、圣杯战争的诞生。 Justeaze that temporary growth, came to an end. 羽斯缇萨那短暂的成长,就此宣告结束。 Originally, after Anger Raman enters to Holy Grail, her remnant soul will become ‚the wickedness of this world’ tonic, her body can become womb that raises ‚the wickedness of this world’. 本来,在安格拉曼纽进入到圣杯后,她的残魂会成为‘此世之恶’的补品,她的身体会成为养育‘此世之恶’的子宫。 Because the action of Xie Ming, in Servant the soul as the fourth Holy Grail war of tonic, has not entered big Holy Grail through Irisviel, but stored him small Holy Grail that used the projection magic to make. 但因为谢铭的行动,作为补品的第四次圣杯战争中从者的灵魂,并没有通过爱丽丝菲尔进入大圣杯,而是存入到了他用投影魔术制造出的小圣杯当中。 Therefore, her remnant soul had the opportunity that and Xie Ming met. Therefore, she obtained the second growth several hundred years later. 因此,她的残魂获得了和谢铭见面的机会。因此,她获得了时隔数百年的第二次成长。 But why will she choose Xie Ming? 但她为什么会选择谢铭？ Perhaps... because of him the denial to Holy Grail, touched itself at that time. Also perhaps, is going to that another soul is willing dies, making her see the human Salvation ray? 或许...是因为当时他对圣杯的否定,触动了自己吧。又或许,是那另一个灵魂心甘情愿的赴死,让她看到了人类救济的光芒？ Afterward with youth together long journey, she and youth with war, with experience. She the space in the blade pondered, observation. Finally, she drew the conclusion. 随后和青年一起的漫长旅途,她和青年同战,同经历。她在刀内空间思考,观察。最后,她得出了结论。 The conclusion of magicians is right, human's hand can create to exceed a person of thing, does not have the law to manufacture the thing of redemption person. 魔术师们的结论是对的,人之手可以创造出超越人之物,却无法制作出救赎人之物。 Because, in this world does not exist to redeem others 's person or the thing. 因为,这个世界上并不存在能够救赎他人的人或物。 The redemption of human, forever is to own redemption. 人类的救赎,永远是自己对自己的救赎。 Others can be provide the opportunity of redemption, can direct the path of self- redemption for him. But finally, the decision-making power places on person. 他人可以为人提供救赎的机会,可以为他指引自我救赎的道路。但最终,决定权还是放在人自己身上。 The gods, will not save the person of voluntary death. The people, are so. 神,不会拯救自愿死亡之人。人,亦是如此。 Finally .... Can redeem own, only then oneself. 最终....能救赎自己的,只有自己。 After understanding this, Justeaze anything saw through. To her, big Holy Grail and Holy Grail war, the three therapeutic methods and human Salvation, has become the indifferent matter. 在明白了这点后,羽斯缇萨什么都看开了。对她来说,大圣杯、圣杯战争、第三法、人类救济,都已经成为了无所谓的事情。 From that her wish only has one: That world that returned to itself born, transmitted this correct matter gives own compatriots. 自那开始,她的心愿就只剩下一个:回到自己出生的那个世界,将这正确的事情传达给自己的同胞们。 This is she as the saintess of winter, as Justeaze Lizrich von Einzbern, last matter that does. 这是她作为冬之圣女,作为羽斯缇萨·里姿莱希·冯·爱因兹贝伦,所做的最后一件事。 After completing, she then no longer is Einzbern the saintess of winter, but is the friend of youth, the ally of youth, the family member of youth. 完成后,她便不再是爱因兹贝伦家的冬之圣女,而是青年的朋友,青年的战友,青年的家人。 Accompanies him to walk this long journey, with his syngenesis, dies with him. 陪同他走完这漫长的旅途,与他同生,与他同死。 From was created, until today, the named Justeaze individual is actually such simple person. 从被创造出来,直到今天,名为羽斯缇萨的个体其实一直都是这样简简单单的人。 Because she experienced to cross the broader world, therefore does not want to make a Einzbern clan limit in that wrong goal, is doing effort that did not have the significance. 正是因为她见识过了更广阔的世界,所以才不想让爱因兹贝伦一族一直局限在那个错误的目标当中,做着没有意义的努力。 Let alone, is one already by the washout of time the goal of distortion. 更别说,是一个已经被时间的冲刷而扭曲的目标。 ----- ----- The appearance that although Beisela is not a little able to accept, is but hearing Justeaze oneself saying that she also can only the little darling was drawn by Illya is going home. 虽然塞拉还是有点无法接受的模样,但在听到羽斯缇萨本人都这么说了,她也只能乖乖的被伊莉雅拉着回家了。 trymad1 ( gad2 ) ; catch ( ex ) „Xie Ming, that young girl ....” trymad1(gad2);catch(ex)“谢铭,那个少女....” „Is Irisviel and health/guard Gongqie child's daughter.” “是爱丽丝菲尔和卫宫切嗣的女儿哦。” „Really...” “果然啊...” Although Justeaze, Irisviel and Illya look carves from a mold. But in makings, there is a very big difference. 虽然羽斯缇萨、爱丽丝菲尔和伊莉雅的相貌都是从一个模子里刻出来的。但气质上,还是有很大的差异的。 The Justeaze makings have an elusive feeling, Irisviel is gentle, but belt/bring small off-line. But Illya, then has an angel and devil coexists in body the feeling. 羽斯缇萨的气质带着种空灵感,爱丽丝菲尔是温柔但带点小脱线。而伊莉雅,则是有种天使和恶魔都并存于身的感觉。 „Sir Xie Ming.” Justeaze tranquil saying: „Einzbern before I arrive, as before has not given up the Holy Grail war.” “谢铭大人。”羽斯缇萨平静的说道:“爱因兹贝伦家在我去到之前,依旧没有放弃圣杯战争。” „However health/guard Gongqie child, then takes assisting Einzbern forms the Holy Grail war for the condition, making Einzbern help adjust Irisviel and he/she Rias Phil's body.” “而卫宫切嗣,则是以协助爱因兹贝伦家重新组建圣杯战争为条件,让爱因兹贝伦家帮助调整爱丽丝菲尔和伊莉雅丝菲尔的身体。” „So that's how it is.” “原来如此。” Because of own meddling, matter evolved this. 因为自己的插手,事情演变成这样了啊。 Einzbern did not make health/guard Gongqie the child see the Illya reason , because health/guard Gongqie the child finally with making the incantation orders Artoria to attack polluted Holy Grail. This, by Einzbern is thought is a betrayal. 原本爱因兹贝伦家不让卫宫切嗣见伊莉雅的原因,是因为卫宫切嗣最后用令咒命令阿尔托莉雅攻击被污染的圣杯。这点,被爱因兹贝伦认为是一种背叛。 But now Irisviel has not died, and two people were changed the memory by Xie Ming. Outside looks like, Holy Grail by Servant of fourth Holy Grail war destroying. 但现在爱丽丝菲尔没有死,且两人都被谢铭改变了记忆。外面看来,圣杯是被第四次圣杯战争的从者给毁了。 It is not as skillful as others, small Holy Grail that creates carefully has not applied, Einzbern naturally cannot investigate health/guard Gongqie child's responsibility. 技不如人,就连精心创造出的小圣杯都没有派上用场,爱因兹贝伦自然不会追究卫宫切嗣的责任。 Einzbern is a family of special Buddha department, big Holy Grail in the F / A world line carried off by thousand trees directly, Einzbern has not been thinking recaptures anything, but is the decision creates big Holy Grail. 爱因兹贝伦一直都是一个特别佛系的家系,在F/A世界线中大圣杯被千界树给直接带走,爱因兹贝伦也没想着夺回什么,而是决定重新创造一个大圣杯。 Therefore, they also with seizing the big Holy Grail thousand trees take the exchange skilling as the condition, making thousand trees help them arrange outside. 为此,他们还和夺走大圣杯的千界树以交换技术为条件,让千界树帮他们在外面打点。 Therefore finally turns into this, Xie Ming is actually not strange. 所以最后变成这样,谢铭其实一点都不奇怪。 Irisviel and health/guard Gongqie the child is not at home for a long time, perhaps rushes about for Einzbern everywhere. 爱丽丝菲尔和卫宫切嗣之所以长期不在家,恐怕就是为了爱因兹贝伦到处奔波吧。 However, why Xie Ming is not interested to this couple. He to these two is really showed extreme tolerance, words that disturbs again, he will link the memory of fourth Holy Grail war to give them to wash off completely. 不过,谢铭对这夫妻俩在干什么根本一点都不感兴趣。他对这俩真的已经算是仁至义尽了,再来打扰的话,他会连第四次圣杯战争的记忆都给他们全部洗掉。 We hope that man, really best at heart the points. 希望那个男人,心里真的最好有点数。 Seemed like saw the idea in Xie Ming's heart, Justeaze tranquil saying: „Sir Xie Ming, about health/guard Gongqie the child and Irisviel, please do not need to be worried.” 似乎是看出了谢铭心中的想法,羽斯缇萨平静的说道:“谢铭大人,关于卫宫切嗣和爱丽丝菲尔,请不用担心。” „That side Einzbern, will handle these things for us.” “爱因兹贝伦那边,会替我们处理好这些事情的。” „That is good.” “那就好。” Xie Ming shrugs, stands up: „Kohaku/Amber they also almost should come back, this/should preparation dinner.” 谢铭耸了耸肩,站起身来:“琥珀她们也差不多应该回来了,该准备晚饭了。” „Dinner!” “晚饭！” Heard these two characters, the dull wool of Artoria top of the head set upright instantaneously. 听到这两字,阿尔托莉雅头顶的呆毛瞬间竖了起来。 Since previous time eats the food that goes well with wine that Xie Ming has made after the feast of four king, she has somewhat never forgotten. Even clear(ly) knows that Xie Ming and cold undergoes the training in the country of shadow, she still cannot help but wants to take Xie Ming this chef. 自从上次在四王之宴中吃过谢铭做的下酒菜后,她一直有些念念不忘。甚至明知道谢铭和凛是在影之国接受训练,她心里仍然会不由自主的想把谢铭这个厨子带上。 Today... today can have that delicacy finally cooking? 今天...今天终于又能吃到那美味的料理了吗？ No, is not only today. Tomorrow, day after tomorrow and four days from now .... So long as he stays for day in this world, she can eat cooking that day of Xie Ming makes! 不,不仅仅是今天。明天、后天、大后天....只要他在这个世界多呆一天,她就能多吃一天谢铭做的料理！ Delivered Hisui/Jade of guest to walk, looks dull wool that on the Artoria head that swayed. In heart to the awe of that legendary character, vanished a point. 送完客的翡翠走了进来,看着阿尔托莉雅脑袋上那晃来晃去的呆毛。心中对那种传奇人物的敬畏感,又消失了一分。 „....” “不过....” Looks in the family/home this group of people, Hisui/Jade sighed one in the heart silently. 看着家里这一堆人,翡翠默默在心中感叹了一句。 „In family/home, was really more and more lively.” “家里,真的是越来越热闹了啊。” She is also understands why Xie Ming will look for Fujimura group to come to such big house initially. Without is so big, but also really has no way to stay so many people. 她也算是明白,为什么谢铭当初会找藤村组要来这么大一套房子了。没这么大,还真的没法住下那么多人啊。 ----- ----- „That .... Elder Brother Xie Ming.” “那个....谢铭哥哥。” After the food, Fujino looked for Xie Ming on own initiative. Looks somewhat hesitant, does not seem to know that should say this matter to Xie Ming. 饭后,藤乃主动找上了谢铭。看上去有些犹豫,似乎不知道该不该向谢铭说说这件事. „What's wrong?” “怎么了吗？” Xie Ming asked: „What happened?” 谢铭问道:“是又发生了什么事情吗？” „Wú .... One... is not the important matter, matter that but... has to consider.” After Fujino silent several seconds, finally sets firm resolve: „Perhaps words this way, in the family/home must not have money.” “唔....一件...不算大事,但又...不得不考虑的事情吧。”藤乃沉默了几秒后,最后还是下定了决心:“再这样下去的话,恐怕家里要没钱了。” „...... Not?” “......不是吧？” „Elder Brother Xie Ming .... In family/home present fund, is being provided by me and Kohaku/Amber.” “谢铭哥哥....家里现在的资金,是由我和琥珀两人在提供。” Since had said that also has nothing well hesitant. Fujino looks up to Xie Ming, simple saying: „My wages are not many, but maintains family's expenses not to have the issue.” 既然都已经说出来了,也没什么好犹豫的了。藤乃抬起头看向谢铭,干脆的说道:“我的工资并不算多,但维持家里的开销还是没有问题的。” „However Kohaku/Amber has the certificate of pharmacist, is enrolling in the hospital in winter wooden city. Her wages we are prepare to save, goes to college to use to Sakura.” “而琥珀有着药剂师的资格证,在冬木市的医院挂着名。她的工资我们是准备存下来,给小樱上大学用的。” trymad1 ( gad2 ) ; catch ( ex ) „Elder Brother Xie Ming you and Miss CC and Miss Othinus lives, although meals spent many, but still in accepting range. But now, in the family/home are also many two to open mouth. Especially Miss Artoria, according to her way of eating .....” trymad1(gad2);catch(ex)“谢铭哥哥你和CC小姐、欧提努斯小姐住进来,虽然伙食费多了点,但还在接受范围内。可现在,家里又多了两张嘴。特别是阿尔托莉雅小姐,按照她的那种吃法.....” „Perhaps one month later, in the family/home can only eat the salt radish.” “恐怕一个月后,家里就只能吃腌萝卜了。” „Not .....” “不是吧.....” The Xie Ming corners of the mouth twitched several, supported the forehead slowly. 谢铭嘴角抽搐了几下,缓缓扶住了额头。 So-called, does not know that the material rice oil salt is expensive. Xie Ming was worried for the fiscal issue previous time, is when? Probably .... In the family/home was admitted to Index that glutton time, mumbled several. 所谓,不当家不知材米油盐贵。谢铭上一次为财政问题担心,是什么时候？好像是....家里住进了茵蒂克丝那个吃货的时候,嘟囔了几句。 But since reaches the agreement after Aleister, then his journey has not been worried about similar issue probably again. 但自从和亚雷斯塔达成协议之后,接下来他的旅途好像就再也没有担心过类似的问题。 After all, his time does not need to eat and drink, is not short of money in the same place with others either, or the direct local area selects material. 毕竟,他自己一个人的时候又不需要吃喝,和别人在一起的时候要么是不怎么缺钱,或者直接当地取材。 Main God Space Exchange Point(s), gave young steward Yui to plan completely. Until now, probably Yui has not asked the Exchange Point(s) insufficient issue with him. 主神空间的交换点,也都全部交给了小管家结衣来计划。至今为止,好像结衣也没有和他提过交换点不够的问题。 Therefore subconscious, he this issue neglecting. 所以下意识的,他就将这个问题给忽略了。 Perhaps let alone he, the group of people of his side, has not thought this issue. 别说他,他身边的这一群人,恐怕都没有想过这个问题吧。 „Wait, I try to find the solution.” “等等哦,我想想办法。” Saying, in Xie Ming's heart connected in the living room and numerous female exchange Yui. 说着,谢铭心里连通了在客厅和众女交流的结衣。 „What's wrong? Father.” “怎么了吗？爸爸。” „Yui ....” “结衣啊....” Just said these three characters, Xie Ming detected that Fujino so will hesitate why just. This, but also some are not really good to open the mouth. 刚说出这三个字,谢铭就发觉为什么刚刚藤乃会那么犹豫了。这,还真的有些不好开口。 „Yui have you in Main God Space, traded the gold bar?” “结衣你在主神空间中,换过金条吗？” „Naturally.” “当然啦。” Yui natural saying: „As the hard currency of almost all potential surfaces, naturally must trade several box of gold bars to bring along. Otherwise is like the Black Bullet world when the time comes, making mother CC make use of local materials.” 结衣理所当然的说道:“作为几乎所有位面的硬通货,当然要随身换几箱金条带着。不然到时候还和漆黑的子弹世界一样,让CC妈妈就地取材啊。” „........” “........” „Father, you should unable .....” “爸爸,你该不会.....” „............” “............” „I know.” Yui cannot be bearing cover the face at heart: „Said that I forgot, the father you are that type ‚unearthly’ the person is coming.” “我就知道。”结衣在心里忍不住捂住了脸:“说起来我忘了,爸爸你是那种‘不食人间烟火’的人来着啊。” „Tomorrow, I and father you go out, runs one across Japan.” “明天,我和爸爸你出去一趟,在日本各地跑一趟吧。” „Ha, had Yui really to help busy.” “哈哈哈哈哈,有结衣在真是帮大忙了。” „Really is ....” “真是的....” Yui rebuked was being cut off the connection, Xie Ming was flexure the face, smiled bitterly was saying to Fujino: „Excuse me, Fujino. I really am for sometime, without being worried about the matter in wealth.” 结衣嗔怪着断掉了连接,谢铭则是挠了挠脸,苦笑着对藤乃说道:“不好意思,藤乃。我实在是有一段时间,没有担心过钱财方面的事情了。” „Relax, tomorrow in I this matter, including receiving to come home the fiscal issue to solve.” “放心,明天我就把这件事,包括接下来家里的财政问题给都解决了。” „That was good.” “那太好了。” Fujino also relaxes: „If Elder Brother Xie Ming you do not have the means that I also can only let the Elder Brother you and Miss CC, Miss Artoria go out to work together.” 藤乃也松了一口气:“要是谢铭哥哥你没有办法的话,那我也只能让哥哥你和CC小姐,阿尔托莉雅小姐一起出去打工了。” „After all family's swordsmanship hall is putting uselessly also on there. Elder Brother Xie Ming you and Miss Artoria open the sword road maintenance crew to teach the student, can the big harvests.” “毕竟家里的剑道馆在那里放着也没什么用。谢铭哥哥你和阿尔托莉雅小姐开个剑道班教教学生,也是能有一笔不小的收获的。” „Aha . Oh ....” “啊哈..啊哈哈哈....” Xie Ming , can only smile bitterly. 谢铭,也只能苦笑了。 However to be honest, he also anticipates. If loses to look for the work Artoria and CC, what work these two can find? 不过说实话,他心里还蛮期待的。要是把阿尔托莉雅和CC丢出去找工作,这两人能找到什么样的工作回来呢？ Artoria attended the competitive eating competition, should be able to win many bonuses to come back. As for CC ..... 阿尔托莉雅去参加大胃王比赛,应该是能赢不少奖金回来的。至于CC..... Right, this seemingly cannot baffle this Strega (Witch). After all she is almost proficient in the language of all countries in the world, meets the form to be the archives translator, is quite popular in 04 years of this time. 对了,这貌似也难不倒这个魔女。毕竟她几乎精通世界各国的语言,接单子当文案翻译,在04年这个时代可是相当吃香的。 Wait .... Such it seems like, most is seemingly useless, probably oneself? 等等....这么看来,貌似最没有用的,好像是自己？ „...... Genuine and fake?” “......真假？” „Self-confident, lending removes, additional ‚’. This is the fact.” “自信点,把假给去掉,加个‘的’。这就是事实。” When does not know, Othinus flew on the shoulder of Xie Ming: „In the home, you most is really useless.” 不知何时,欧提努斯飞到了谢铭的肩膀上:“在这个家中,真的就你最没有用。” „I did not need you to understand my idea at this time!” “我不需要你在这个时候理解我内心的想法啊！” „You are saying anything, my knower.” “你在说什么呢,我的理解者啊。” Saying that the Magic God young girl teased: „Understood, but can also divide the time non- time?” 魔神少女打趣的说道:“难道理解,还要分时候不时候的？” „These years, you have become compared with me must be separated from the modern society thoroughly, exercised the idiot.” “这些年,你已经彻底成为了比我还要脱离现代社会的,锻炼白痴了。” „Sir Othinus? Please... ask under the mouth to be forgiving.” “欧提努斯大人？请...请嘴下留情。” Xie Ming covered the face, helpless saying: „I... I will look for the work line tomorrow.” 谢铭捂住了脸,无奈的说道:“我...我明天就去找工作行了吧。”