„How long do youalsoprepareto look in there?”
“你还准备在那里看多久?”„.........”
“.........”„Hasn't plannedto come out?”Has stood upXie Ming that the moodreturned to normal, looksto some hiding place of hill: „Reaches an agreement, canfeed in myhead the bullet?”
“还不打算出来吗?”已经将心情平复下来的谢铭站起身来,看向了丘陵的某个隐蔽处:“说好的,一定要将子弹送进我脑袋里呢?”„Why......”
“为什么......”Experiencesthisextremelychaoticduelto the icebluesniper of tailfrom the beginning, fromhidingto walk. Andshows off powerresolution of nodifferencebeforethatandfightsintentto vanishdoes not see.
将这场极其混乱的决斗从头见识到尾的冰蓝狙击手,从藏身地走了出来。只是,与之前那和逞强没有什么区别的坚定和战意已经消失不见。Sinonnow the facial expression on face, with the complexthesetwocharacters, is beyond description. Underinterlocking of all sorts ofmood, evenmakeshernot know that shouldsayanything.诗乃现在脸上的神情,用复杂这两个字,都难以形容。种种情绪的交错下,甚至让她不知道该说些什么。Originally, shehugsmustdefeatXie Mingthoroughly, is holding the heavysniper's rifle, arrives atsuchneardistance. Underthisdistance, stressesopposite partylaxthat moment to open firecertainly, fellow who candefeatthissmellyfartabsolutely.
本来,她是抱着要彻底打败谢铭,才抱着沉重的狙击枪,来到这么近的距离。在这个距离下,抓准对方松懈的那一刻开枪,绝对能打败这个臭屁的家伙。WhenPitohuistatus of Xie MinginSAO, when the actions in SAOpublicizecompletely. Shediscovered,sheis unable to deduct the trigger. Because, that timeXie Ming, was how similar to ownsituation.
但是当Pitohui将谢铭在SAO中的身份,在SAO中的所作所为全部公开出来的时候。她发现,她无法扣下扳机了。因为,那个时候的谢铭,和自己的处境何其相似。Yes, right, Asada Shino, shehas also killed people. Alsobecause ofthismurder, completelychangedherlife path, turns intonowthisappearanceher.
是的,没错,朝田诗乃,她同样也杀过人。也正是因为这次杀人,彻底改变了她的人生轨迹,把她变成现在这副模样。Until now, all that at that timehad, eachdetail, the appearance of everyone on the scene, sheremembersclear.
直到现在,当时所发生的一切,每一个细节,在场的每一个人的模样,她都记得一清二楚。Thatis a winter, at that timealsoyoungshehandled mattersto the post officewith mother together. The motherstandsbefore the counteris going through the formalities, butshesitson the wallbench, reads the novel in handto wait.
那是一个冬天,当时还年幼的她随着母亲一起到邮局办事。母亲站在柜台前办理着手续,而她则坐在墙边的长椅上,看着手中的小说等待着。Until nowallas usual, are very normal.
到现在为止一切都和往常一样,十分正常。Until, a man who brings the baseball cap, the palefaceupper reaches the sweating, the pair of eyesdelay, the corners of the mouthare also flowing the saliva. Onestepwalkedin a flash, is getting the handbag, toward the counter, walkstowardownmotherthatposition.
直到,一个带着棒球帽的男人,苍白的脸上流着虚汗,双眼呆滞,嘴角还流着口水。一步一晃的走了进来,领着手提袋,朝着柜台,朝着自己母亲那个位置走去。
The counteris getting more and more near, the eyes of manwere also gradually filledcrazily. Hemakes an effort, givesto shove openownmother, pushes to the ground. Allstood in amazement, includesto pourincludingoneselfin mother of ground, includingcounterpersonnel.
柜台越来越近,男人的双眼也逐渐被疯狂充满。他用力的,将自己的母亲给推开,推倒在地。所有都楞住了,包括自己包括倒在地上的母亲,包括柜台人员。Effortplaceson the suitcase in hand the counter, the manopens the zipper, put out everyone to be familiar with the strangething.
用力的将手中的手提包放在柜台上,男人拉开拉链,从中拿出了一个大家熟悉又陌生的东西。Blackstar54, thisis the name of thatspear/gun.
黑星五四式,这是那把枪的名字。Manboth handsheld a gun, aim at the counterpersonnel, in the soundfilledhysteric, requesting the counterpersonnelto putmoneytoownsuitcase, when the counterpersonnelpreparedaccording to the soundalarm bell, opened firewithout hesitation.
男人双手持枪,对准了柜台人员,声音中充满了歇斯底里,要求着柜台人员给自己的手提包里装钱,并且在柜台人员准备按响警铃的时候,毫不犹豫的开枪了。
The cartridge case that in the bore of gunjumps out, tumbledownunder foot. All that sound that the nitersmoke, the body of personis incapable ofdropping down, happened, making the brainstop the revolution, a blank.
枪膛中跳出的弹壳,滚落到了自己的脚下。硝烟味,人的身体无力倒下的声音,所发生的一切,让大脑停止了运转,一片空白。Until the banditaims atmother'sthat moment the muzzle, soberssuddenly.
直到抢匪将枪口对准自己母亲的那一刻,才猛然清醒过来。Cannot....Cannotmakehimharm mother, oneselfmustprotect mother to be good.
不能....不能让他伤害母亲,自己要保护母亲才行。
The novel in handwas thrownat willone side, Sinonmoves, inthathand that bitingruthlesslyin the banditheld a gun.
手中的小说被随意扔到一边,诗乃跑动起来,狠狠的咬在了抢匪持枪的那只手上。Naturally, oneselfwere flungone side, the toothbroke offdirectly, mouthfulblood. Butbandit, becausealsoanxiousandache, loosened the spear/gun in hand. The weapon, fallsfront.
理所当然的,自己被甩到了一边,牙齿都被直接弄断,满嘴鲜血。但抢匪,也因为紧张和疼痛,松开了手中的枪。武器,滑落到面前。Has not thought,Sinonboth handsgrip the pistol. The banditshave not thought,threwto want the spear/gunto rob. During robs, Sinondeducted the trigger.
没有多想,诗乃双手握住手枪。抢匪也没有多想,扑了上来想要将枪抢夺回去。抢夺之中,诗乃扣下了扳机。„Bang!”
“嘭!”Thisis the firstspear/gun, hit the rightabdomen of man, hegawked, latercovered the woundto continueto throw.
这是第一枪,打中了男人的右腹部,他楞了一下,随后捂着伤口继续扑上来。„Bang!”
“嘭!”Thenis the secondspear/gun, passing throughhisright shoulder, letthrow downbackward, was far away from itself. Howeverhehas not given upas before , to continue to struggle, wants. Therefore, after Sinonaimsagainslightly, closes one's eyesto deduct the thirdtrigger.
然后就是第二枪,把贯穿了他的右肩,让向后摔倒,更加远离了自己。但是他依旧没有放弃,继续挣扎着,想要起来。于是,诗乃再次稍微瞄准后,闭着眼睛扣下第三次扳机。„Bang!”
“嘭!”
The bulletpassed through the baseball cap and skull of man, thoroughsilent.
子弹贯穿了男人的棒球帽和头骨,彻底沉默。
The post officerobs the event, thenfinishedin this manner. The banditsdied, a post officeservice personneldeath, Sinon, because the recoil force of firearmscauses the doublewristto sprain, the backdamages, in addition, brokebesideseveralteethdoes not have the tooseriousinjury.
邮局抢劫事件,便以这样的方式结束了。抢匪死亡,邮局服务人员一名死亡,诗乃因为枪械的后座力导致双腕扭伤,背部撞伤,再加上之前断了的几颗牙齿之外没有太严重的伤势。
The words on body, indeedarethis. Butin the mind, is not so simple. Otherwisewill not say,thispost officerobbedcompletelychangedherlife path.
身体上的话,的确是这样。但心灵上,可没有这么简单。不然也不会说,这次邮局抢劫彻底改变了她的人生轨迹。
After the wound, pressuresyndrome( PTSD ), thisis the psychological disease that Sinonsuffers from. So long assees the firearms, no matterwhatfirearms, even if the soap operamoviecartoon, the firearms that even ifimitateswith the hand, will makehersee a fantasy.
创伤后压力症候群(PTSD),这是诗乃患上的心理疾病。只要看到枪械,不管是什么枪械,哪怕是电视剧电影漫画,哪怕是用手模仿出的枪械,都会让她看见一个幻想。
The bandit who was killedbyher, brings the eyes that fill the blood threads, the face of palemorbid state, the crazysmile, as well ason the headthatoverflows the bloodbrain fluidmixtureunceasingly the bullet wound, slowlyis close toher, close toher.
那被她杀死的抢匪,带着充满血丝的双眼,苍白病态的面孔,疯狂的笑容,以及脑袋上那不断溢出血液脑浆混合物的枪伤,慢慢的接近她,靠近她。So long astriggersthisillness, Sinonwill vomit, evenstupor. Even ifsawagain the multi-psychiatrist, does not have anyfunction.
所以只要触发这个病症,诗乃就会呕吐,甚至昏迷。哪怕看了再多心理医生,也没有任何作用。„Iunderstandyou.”
“我理解你。”Thesefourcharactersmakeherbothersomelyextremelybothersome, makingherwish one couldto fight with the fistsruthlesslyon the face of opposite party. Do youunderstandme? Youunderstand! Do you have killed peoplepersonally? Do youhaveseethatscenewith own eyes?
这四个字让她烦不胜烦,让她恨不得狠狠一拳打在对方的脸上。你理解我?你理解个屁!你有亲手杀过人吗?你有亲眼见到那种场景吗?Whatdoes not know, suchsimpletwocharacterssays‚understanding’!!
什么都不知道,就不要这么简单的把‘理解’两个字说出口!!
After the clearpsychiatristcannot haveanyuse, Sinonthenno longerholds the hopetowhatpsychological treatment, butyesdecidedoneselfovercome. Therefore, sheleft the remotehometown, arrived atTokyo. Then, contactedGGOthisgame, contacted the frightenedfirearmsagain.
明白心理医生根本派不上任何用场之后,诗乃便不再对什么心理治疗抱有希望,而是决定自己来克服。为此,她离开了偏僻的家乡,来到了东京。然后,接触到了GGO这款游戏,再次接触到了自己恐惧的枪械。Afterward, wantsto appearinherat present.
随后,希望出现在她的眼前。Inthisvirtualworld, Sinon( Shino )incarnationforroleSinon( Sinon ), aftergrippingfirearms, does not have anysymptom. Then, depends onthisworld, can shepowerful, spanthispsychological disease?
在这虚拟的世界,诗乃(Shino)所化身为的角色诗乃(Sinon),在握住枪械后,没有任何的症状。那么,靠着这个世界,她是否可以强大自己,来跨越这个心理疾病?Reason thatis unable to span, becauseweak. So long asthenSinon( Sinon )strengthen, then can also drive in real worldto grow stronger?
之所以无法跨越,只是因为自己不够强而已。那么只要诗乃(Sinon)变强,那么是不是也可以带动现实世界的自己变强?That is, sherigidinchallenging the reason of powerfulplayer. Reason that alsowhen the Xie Mingfight, shehad not just opened fire.
这就是,她执着于挑战强大玩家的原因。也是在刚刚谢铭战斗时,她没有开枪的原因。ThenXie Ming, with the presentsituationishowsimilar. However, hispowerful were too many, the spiritor the innermost feelings, oneselfcannot comparehimby far. Oneselfandhe, differencewhereis at?
当时的谢铭,和自己现在的处境是何其相似。但是,他却比自己强大太多了,不论是精神还是内心,自己都远远比不上他。自己和他,差的在哪?Thereforeeven ifamongtwo peopleandnohuman relations, radicallyare only a stranger, even ifnowtwo peoplebe athostile condition of competition, ownissue, will touch the wound of opposite partyeven if, butSinonwantsto ask.
所以哪怕两人之间并没有什么交际,根本只是陌生人,哪怕现在两人是处于竞争的敌对状态,哪怕自己的问题,会触碰到对方的伤口,但诗乃还是想要问。She, could have ignoredso many. Perhapsbecause of the presentman, issheovercomes the psychological barrier, finallyhoped.
她已经,顾不了那么多了。因为眼前的男人,或许是她克服心理障碍的,最后的希望了。
„ Why....Whyyoucanthattranquilfacedownpast....Whyyoucansuchpowerful....Yourmethodisanything....Asked, pleasetellme.... „
“为什么....为什么你可以那么平静的面对自己的过去....为什么你能这么强大....你的方法是什么....拜托了,请告诉我吧....“„What kind of, canbecome, likeyoupowerful......”
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