RID :: Volume #8 刀剑神域&阿拉德

#1270: In the past


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How long do you also prepare to look in there?” “你还准备在那里看多久?” ......... “.........” Hasn't planned to come out?” Has stood up Xie Ming that the mood returned to normal, looks to some hiding place of hill: Reaches an agreement, can feed in my head the bullet?” “还不打算出来吗?”已经将心情平复下来的谢铭站起身来,看向了丘陵的某个隐蔽处:“说好的,一定要将子弹送进我脑袋里呢?” Why......” “为什么......” Experiences this extremely chaotic duel to the ice blue sniper of tail from the beginning, from hiding to walk. And shows off power resolution of no difference before that and fights intent to vanish does not see. 将这场极其混乱的决斗从头见识到尾的冰蓝狙击手,从藏身地走了出来。只是,与之前那和逞强没有什么区别的坚定和战意已经消失不见。 Sinon now the facial expression on face, with the complex these two characters, is beyond description. Under interlocking of all sorts of mood, even makes her not know that should say anything. 诗乃现在脸上的神情,用复杂这两个字,都难以形容。种种情绪的交错下,甚至让她不知道该说些什么。 Originally, she hugs must defeat Xie Ming thoroughly, is holding the heavy sniper's rifle, arrives at such near distance. Under this distance, stresses opposite party lax that moment to open fire certainly, fellow who can defeat this smelly fart absolutely. 本来,她是抱着要彻底打败谢铭,才抱着沉重的狙击枪,来到这么近的距离。在这个距离下,抓准对方松懈的那一刻开枪,绝对能打败这个臭屁的家伙。 When Pitohui status of Xie Ming in SAO, when the actions in SAO publicize completely. She discovered, she is unable to deduct the trigger. Because, that time Xie Ming, was how similar to own situation. 但是当Pitohui将谢铭在SAO中的身份,在SAO中的所作所为全部公开出来的时候。她发现,她无法扣下扳机了。因为,那个时候的谢铭,和自己的处境何其相似。 Yes, right, Asada Shino, she has also killed people. Also because of this murder, completely changed her life path, turns into now this appearance her. 是的,没错,朝田诗乃,她同样也杀过人。也正是因为这次杀人,彻底改变了她的人生轨迹,把她变成现在这副模样。 Until now, all that at that time had, each detail, the appearance of everyone on the scene, she remembers clear. 直到现在,当时所发生的一切,每一个细节,在场的每一个人的模样,她都记得一清二楚。 That is a winter, at that time also young she handled matters to the post office with mother together. The mother stands before the counter is going through the formalities, but she sits on the wall bench, reads the novel in hand to wait. 那是一个冬天,当时还年幼的她随着母亲一起到邮局办事。母亲站在柜台前办理着手续,而她则坐在墙边的长椅上,看着手中的小说等待着。 Until now all as usual, are very normal. 到现在为止一切都和往常一样,十分正常。 Until, a man who brings the baseball cap, the pale face upper reaches the sweating, the pair of eyes delay, the corners of the mouth are also flowing the saliva. One step walked in a flash, is getting the handbag, toward the counter, walks toward own mother that position. 直到,一个带着棒球帽的男人,苍白的脸上流着虚汗,双眼呆滞,嘴角还流着口水。一步一晃的走了进来,领着手提袋,朝着柜台,朝着自己母亲那个位置走去。 The counter is getting more and more near, the eyes of man were also gradually filled crazily. He makes an effort, gives to shove open own mother, pushes to the ground. All stood in amazement, includes to pour including oneself in mother of ground, including counter personnel. 柜台越来越近,男人的双眼也逐渐被疯狂充满。他用力的,将自己的母亲给推开,推倒在地。所有都楞住了,包括自己包括倒在地上的母亲,包括柜台人员。 Effort places on the suitcase in hand the counter, the man opens the zipper, put out everyone to be familiar with the strange thing. 用力的将手中的手提包放在柜台上,男人拉开拉链,从中拿出了一个大家熟悉又陌生的东西。 Black star 54, this is the name of that spear/gun. 黑星五四式,这是那把枪的名字。 Man both hands held a gun, aim at the counter personnel, in the sound filled hysteric, requesting the counter personnel to put money to own suitcase, when the counter personnel prepared according to the sound alarm bell, opened fire without hesitation. 男人双手持枪,对准了柜台人员,声音中充满了歇斯底里,要求着柜台人员给自己的手提包里装钱,并且在柜台人员准备按响警铃的时候,毫不犹豫的开枪了。 The cartridge case that in the bore of gun jumps out, tumbled own under foot. All that sound that the niter smoke, the body of person is incapable of dropping down, happened, making the brain stop the revolution, a blank. 枪膛中跳出的弹壳,滚落到了自己的脚下。硝烟味,人的身体无力倒下的声音,所发生的一切,让大脑停止了运转,一片空白。 Until the bandit aims at mother's that moment the muzzle, sobers suddenly. 直到抢匪将枪口对准自己母亲的那一刻,才猛然清醒过来。 Cannot .... Cannot make him harm mother, oneself must protect mother to be good. 不能....不能让他伤害母亲,自己要保护母亲才行。 The novel in hand was thrown at will one side, Sinon moves, in that hand that biting ruthlessly in the bandit held a gun. 手中的小说被随意扔到一边,诗乃跑动起来,狠狠的咬在了抢匪持枪的那只手上。 Naturally, oneself were flung one side, the tooth broke off directly, mouthful blood. But bandit, because also anxious and ache, loosened the spear/gun in hand. The weapon, falls front. 理所当然的,自己被甩到了一边,牙齿都被直接弄断,满嘴鲜血。但抢匪,也因为紧张和疼痛,松开了手中的枪。武器,滑落到面前。 Has not thought, Sinon both hands grip the pistol. The bandits have not thought, threw to want the spear/gun to rob. During robs, Sinon deducted the trigger. 没有多想,诗乃双手握住手枪。抢匪也没有多想,扑了上来想要将枪抢夺回去。抢夺之中,诗乃扣下了扳机。 Bang!” “嘭!” This is the first spear/gun, hit the right abdomen of man, he gawked, later covered the wound to continue to throw. 这是第一枪,打中了男人的右腹部,他楞了一下,随后捂着伤口继续扑上来。 Bang!” “嘭!” Then is the second spear/gun, passing through his right shoulder, let throw down backward, was far away from itself. However he has not given up as before , to continue to struggle, wants. Therefore, after Sinon aims again slightly, closes one's eyes to deduct the third trigger. 然后就是第二枪,把贯穿了他的右肩,让向后摔倒,更加远离了自己。但是他依旧没有放弃,继续挣扎着,想要起来。于是,诗乃再次稍微瞄准后,闭着眼睛扣下第三次扳机。 Bang!” “嘭!” The bullet passed through the baseball cap and skull of man, thorough silent. 子弹贯穿了男人的棒球帽和头骨,彻底沉默。 The post office robs the event, then finished in this manner. The bandits died, a post office service personnel death, Sinon, because the recoil force of firearms causes the double wrist to sprain, the back damages, in addition, broke beside several teeth does not have the too serious injury. 邮局抢劫事件,便以这样的方式结束了。抢匪死亡,邮局服务人员一名死亡,诗乃因为枪械的后座力导致双腕扭伤,背部撞伤,再加上之前断了的几颗牙齿之外没有太严重的伤势。 The words on body, indeed are this. But in the mind, is not so simple. Otherwise will not say, this post office robbed completely changed her life path. 身体上的话,的确是这样。但心灵上,可没有这么简单。不然也不会说,这次邮局抢劫彻底改变了她的人生轨迹。 After the wound, pressure syndrome ( PTSD ), this is the psychological disease that Sinon suffers from. So long as sees the firearms, no matter what firearms, even if the soap opera movie cartoon, the firearms that even if imitates with the hand, will make her see a fantasy. 创伤后压力症候群(PTSD),这是诗乃患上的心理疾病。只要看到枪械,不管是什么枪械,哪怕是电视剧电影漫画,哪怕是用手模仿出的枪械,都会让她看见一个幻想。 The bandit who was killed by her, brings the eyes that fill the blood threads, the face of pale morbid state, the crazy smile, as well as on the head that overflows the blood brain fluid mixture unceasingly the bullet wound, slowly is close to her, close to her. 那被她杀死的抢匪,带着充满血丝的双眼,苍白病态的面孔,疯狂的笑容,以及脑袋上那不断溢出血液脑浆混合物的枪伤,慢慢的接近她,靠近她。 So long as triggers this illness, Sinon will vomit, even stupor. Even if saw again the multi- psychiatrist, does not have any function. 所以只要触发这个病症,诗乃就会呕吐,甚至昏迷。哪怕看了再多心理医生,也没有任何作用。 I understand you.” “我理解你。” These four characters make her bothersomely extremely bothersome, making her wish one could to fight with the fists ruthlessly on the face of opposite party. Do you understand me? You understand! Do you have killed people personally? Do you have see that scene with own eyes? 这四个字让她烦不胜烦,让她恨不得狠狠一拳打在对方的脸上。你理解我?你理解个屁!你有亲手杀过人吗?你有亲眼见到那种场景吗? What does not know, such simple two characters says understanding!! 什么都不知道,就不要这么简单的把‘理解’两个字说出口!! After the clear psychiatrist cannot have any use, Sinon then no longer holds the hope to what psychological treatment, but yes decided oneself overcome. Therefore, she left the remote hometown, arrived at Tokyo. Then, contacted GGO this game, contacted the frightened firearms again. 明白心理医生根本派不上任何用场之后,诗乃便不再对什么心理治疗抱有希望,而是决定自己来克服。为此,她离开了偏僻的家乡,来到了东京。然后,接触到了GGO这款游戏,再次接触到了自己恐惧的枪械。 Afterward, wants to appear in her at present. 随后,希望出现在她的眼前。 In this virtual world, Sinon ( Shino ) incarnation for role Sinon ( Sinon ), after gripping firearms, does not have any symptom. Then, depends on this world, can she powerful, span this psychological disease? 在这虚拟的世界,诗乃(Shino)所化身为的角色诗乃(Sinon),在握住枪械后,没有任何的症状。那么,靠着这个世界,她是否可以强大自己,来跨越这个心理疾病? Reason that is unable to span, because weak. So long as then Sinon ( Sinon ) strengthen, then can also drive in real world to grow stronger? 之所以无法跨越,只是因为自己不够强而已。那么只要诗乃(Sinon)变强,那么是不是也可以带动现实世界的自己变强? That is, she rigid in challenging the reason of powerful player. Reason that also when the Xie Ming fight, she had not just opened fire. 这就是,她执着于挑战强大玩家的原因。也是在刚刚谢铭战斗时,她没有开枪的原因。 Then Xie Ming, with the present situation is how similar. However, his powerful were too many, the spirit or the innermost feelings, oneself cannot compare him by far. Oneself and he, difference where is at? 当时的谢铭,和自己现在的处境是何其相似。但是,他却比自己强大太多了,不论是精神还是内心,自己都远远比不上他。自己和他,差的在哪? Therefore even if among two people and no human relations, radically are only a stranger, even if now two people be at hostile condition of competition, own issue, will touch the wound of opposite party even if, but Sinon wants to ask. 所以哪怕两人之间并没有什么交际,根本只是陌生人,哪怕现在两人是处于竞争的敌对状态,哪怕自己的问题,会触碰到对方的伤口,但诗乃还是想要问。 She, could have ignored so many. Perhaps because of the present man, is she overcomes the psychological barrier, finally hoped. 她已经,顾不了那么多了。因为眼前的男人,或许是她克服心理障碍的,最后的希望了。 Why .... Why you can that tranquil faced own past .... Why you can such powerful .... Your method is anything .... Asked, please tell me .... “为什么....为什么你可以那么平静的面对自己的过去....为什么你能这么强大....你的方法是什么....拜托了,请告诉我吧....“ What kind of, can become, like you powerful......” “到底怎么样,才能变得,像你一样强大......” Please remember this book first round domain name:. Cell phone version reading website: 请记住本书首发域名:。手机版阅读网址:
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