RTW :: Volume #7

#636: Illusory reality

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The one breath crawled continually several buildings, when is lax, Roland only thought that the both feet turns sour. 一口气连爬了十几层楼,当松懈下来时,罗兰只觉得双脚发酸。 This outdated building simply does not have elevator, even if in the dream, he also rejoiced the position that oneself present is not the top layer. 这座老式建筑根本没有电梯,哪怕是在梦中,他也庆幸自己出现的位置不是顶层。 Without a doubt, creates all these certainly is Zero, but not completely is Zero--, because nobody will retaliate himself with this way. 毫无疑问,造成这一切的一定是洁萝,但又不完全是洁萝——因为没人会用这种方式来报复自己。 Makes a strange dreamland laboriously, the only function was witnessed her failure by oneself, not only eliminated as Pure One memory, but also turned into a junior high pupil of lacking the strength to truss up a chicken? 辛苦制造一场诡异梦境,唯一的作用就是让自己目睹她的失败,不仅剥夺了身为纯洁者的记忆,还变成了一位手无缚鸡之力的初中生？ Suddenly, in the Roland head has had the ideas of many evil. 一时间,罗兰脑袋里冒出了很多邪恶的想法。 Depending on the Zero present appearance, regardless of make anything to her, she does not have the strength of resistance. 就凭洁萝现在的样子,无论自己对她做什么,她都毫无抵抗之力。 Is this also considered as is revenge? 难道这也算得上是复仇么？ Only can say that Zero indeed had made at that time anything, made memory have the inconceivable recast, the result of but ultimately forming, was actually far from she desired. 只能说当时洁萝的确做了些什么,才让记忆发生了不可思议的重铸,但最终形成的结果,却绝非她所希望看到的。 If this scale strangely big apartment building is the faithful reflection of Zero memory, that also merely is only a building. 如果说这栋规模奇大的筒子楼是洁萝记忆的忠实反映,那也仅仅只是一座楼而已。 But the distant place, modernization and on the street continuously flows rapidly the restless vehicles pedestrian, then very obviously is his memory-- a soul from modern world. 而远处,此起彼伏的摩天大厦和街上奔流不息的车辆行人,很明显则属于他的记忆——一个来自现代世界的灵魂。 Person who Zero and she swallows integrates in this dreamland as modern people, explained that her attempted the outright failure. 洁萝和她所吞噬的人以现代人的身份融入到这个梦境中,就说明她的企图彻底失败了。 This is the quite fair inference. 这才是比较合情合理的推断。 Then he? 那么他自己呢？ Roland walks toward downstairs slowly, while thinks deeply about this issue. 罗兰一边慢慢向楼下走去,一边思索这个问题。 He does not belong to here, at least said, he does not belong to this defeated building. Very remarkable characteristics are, he still had complete memory, knows oneself are in the dreamland, and momentarily can leave this place. 他不属于这里,至少说,他不属于这栋败者楼。很显著一个特征便是,他仍有完整的记忆,知道自己处于梦境之中,并随时能离开此地。 Naturally, then he must make to order a more convenient crash tool, other day tumbled the sofa to hit the head, these time can still feel to pain, explained that the real degree of dreamland has reached the level of confusing falsehood with the truth. 当然,接下来他得订做一个更方便的坠落工具,上回滚落沙发撞到脑袋,这一次依然能感到隐隐作痛,说明梦境的真实程度已经达到了以假乱真的水平。 Such being the case, which step in the rich degree can it achieve? 既然如此,它在丰富程度上又能做到哪一步？ Is all-embracingly or only has a empty shell? 是无所不包还是仅有一个空壳？ ...... …… Roland returns to 0825 rooms, inspects this residence once more carefully. 罗兰回到0825号房中,再次仔细地检查这间住所。 Very standard three-bedroom room, does not have the balcony, three single rooms separately are the Roland bedroom, the Zero bedroom, as well as a junks room. In the junks room places is some big things, the iron gate that for example a velocity modulation flywheel no old style bicycle, a sewing machine, a leaf rusted away wait/etc., it is estimated that sold the scrap value several money. 很标准的三室一厅房,没有阳台,三间单间分别是罗兰的卧室,洁萝的卧室,以及一间杂物房。杂物房里摆放的都是些大物件,例如一辆调速飞轮都没有的老式单车,一台缝纫机,一扇已经锈蚀的铁门等等,估计卖废品都值不了几个钱。 Then he got to the Zero bedroom entrance, on the shutter has been pasting the obvious bulletin: In can not enter arbitrarily. 接着他走到了洁萝的卧房门口,门板上贴着明显的告示:不得擅自入内。 This warning in the Roland eye shape , if no thing. 只是这种警告在罗兰眼里形如无物。 His shoving open door unrestrained/no trace of politeness, light delicate fragrance has floated his nose. 他毫不客气的推开房门,一股淡淡的清香飘进了他的鼻子。 In the small room, furniture decorates entire simultaneously , folded the quilt including the bunk, on the bright and clean table and floor the fine dust did not dye, was very difficult to believe that this was the matter that a junior high pupil can achieve. 小小的房间里,家具摆设得整整齐齐,连床铺都叠好了被子,光洁的桌子和地板上纤尘不染,很难相信这是一个初中生能做到的事。 After Roland transferred, the vision was placed a desk corner the cartoon diary to attract quickly by one. 罗兰转了一圈后,目光很快被一个放在书桌一角的卡通日记本吸引住了。 Does she have the custom of keeping a diary unexpectedly? 她居然有写日记的习惯？ This is understands the Zero passing experience the good opportunity. 这可是个了解洁萝过往经历的好机会。 For him, peeps a diary not any psychological pressure of small girl in the dreamland. 对他来说,在梦境之中偷看一个小丫头的日记没有任何心理上的压力。 Roland takes up the pink book, side discovery also the plastic lock. 罗兰拿起粉红色的本子,发现侧面还有一个塑料锁。 However this type of thing cannot baffle him completely. 不过这种玩意完全难不倒他。 The function of plastic lock catch saves the essence to increase one to the child to comfort at heart, has not prevented the function that peeps, Roland to look for two toothpicks, inserts in the locking hole to fiddle with, several have then pried open the lock. 塑料锁扣的作用存粹是给孩子增加一个心里安慰,并没有防止偷看的功能,罗兰找来两根牙签,插进锁孔里捣鼓一番,几下便撬开了锁头。 Opens the first page, although the handwriting on paper is obviously immature, but really unusual black ink and modification, obviously she when writing these things, is quite earnest. 翻开第一页,纸张上的字迹虽显稚嫩,但甚少有墨点和涂改,显然她在写这些东西时,还是颇为认真的。 " On February 16, because school moves, I was reposed to a remote family , the house-owner called Roland, was a not too tasteful uncle. His work works in the bar, daytime sleeps frequently, in the evening goes out, comes back to early morning, the body always has an ill-smelling wine taste. I too do not want to live here, but family/home said the sending lodging allowance that he demanded were least, but also wrapped the meals, did not permit me to say again was not good, otherwise must deliver to the countryside me. " 「2月16日,因为学校搬迁,我被寄托到一个异地的家庭中,房主叫罗兰,是个不太讲究的叔叔。他的工作是在酒吧打工,经常白天睡觉,晚上出门,一直到凌晨才回来,身上总有一股难闻的酒味。我太不想住在这里,但家里说他索要的寄宿费最少,还包伙食,不准我再多说一句不好,否则就要把我送到乡下去。」 What this is damn background? Roland could not bear give a tongue-lashing the tooth, from infancy to maturity, he went to the number of times of bar to be few, not to mention worked there. However the dreamland is in itself a mindless place, it will splice frequently the fragment that many will have nothing to do with together, moreover when the dream had not thought that will have the difference. 这是个什么见鬼的背景？罗兰忍不住呲了呲牙,从小到大,他去酒吧的次数屈指可数,更别提在那里打工了。不过梦境本身就是个不讲理的地方,它常常会把多个毫不相干的片段拼接到一起,而且在梦中时还丝毫不觉得有异样。 Thinks of this, he was also disinclined to haggle over with the dream. 想到这点,他也懒得跟梦计较了。 " On February 27, began school. Uncle Roland as if lost the work, looks like very dispirited, the supper turned into the instant noodles, I buy. " 「2月27日,开学了。罗兰叔叔似乎丢掉了工作,看起来很颓废,晚餐变成了泡面,还是我买回来的。」 " On March 2, the recent spending money used on the instant noodles. This way is not good, in the magazine said that 12 years old of long body time, must guarantee that enough nutrition, I must negotiate with the uncle, if were punched, I...... Endured again. I do not want to go to the countryside. " 「3月2日,最近的零花钱都用在泡面上了。这样下去不行,杂志上说,12岁正是长身体的时候,必须保证足够的营养,我得跟叔叔谈判,如果被揍的话,我就……再忍忍好了。我不想去乡下。」 " On March 3, he agreed with my proposition, good! Every month he to me part of living expenses, will be used to purchase fresh food. However so long as I in the school, the three meals a day have not been by me, this is who is looking after whose Ah? I thought that he should many to me wage is right? Does not manage, instead also frequently must handle these matters in family/home, was used. " 「3月3日,他同意了我的提议,太好了！每个月他都会给我一部分生活费,用来购买新鲜的食物。不过只要我没在学校,三餐就得由我来做,这到底是谁在照顾谁啊？我怎么觉得他应该多给我一份薪水才对呢？不管了,反正在家也经常要做这些事情,都习惯了。」 " On June 8, arrived at new town three months later, adapted to here gradually. I have handed over many friends, result is in the class is also best. Although Uncle Roland is not very tasteful, is always sloven, but in fact is not an bad person, at least never will hit me. What a pity he had not found the work, looked like soon gave up, this was not a good phenomenon. Hits by the family/home in only to his living expenses, does not have the means to support me and he, I must find the way to help him. " 「6月8日,来到新城三个月后,已经渐渐适应这里了。我交到了许多朋友,成绩也是班上最好的。罗兰叔叔虽然很不讲究,老是不修边幅,但实际上并不是个坏人,至少从来不会打我。可惜他仍没有找到工作,看起来都快要放弃了,这可不是个好现象。单靠家里打给他的生活费,是没办法养活我和他的,我得想办法帮帮他。」 " On June 22, wú...... Makes money difficultly. Drew some cartoon charts to sell to the schoolmate of supplementary class, finally gained to 15, this was insufficient two days of money for vegetables. Right, recently to uncle's tone was too optional? He after all is an Sir, feels a little not too the politeness, but I always cannot control. Is this rebel time? " 「6月22日,唔……挣钱好难。画了些卡通图卖给补习班的同学,最后才赚到15块,这还不够两天的菜钱呢。对了,最近对叔叔的语气是不是太随意了些？他毕竟是大人,感觉有点不太礼貌,但我总是控制不住。难道这就是叛逆期吗？」 " On June 25, Oh, today scared to death me, passing through the gate saw that Uncle Roland fell from the chair, under had the sofa fortunately then. Builds the chair is so high, Is it possible does he want to commit suicide? Simply provoking, if has injured, couldn't find to work? Ok, tomorrow asks him again what's the matter. " 「6月25日,天哪,今天吓死我了,一进门就看到罗兰叔叔从椅子上摔下来,还好底下有沙发接着。把椅子搭那么高,难不成他是想自杀？简直让人生气,万一磕伤了,不就更找不到工作了么？算了,明天再问问他是怎么回事。」 Omitted the immaterial minor details, the Roland flower goes for a half hour to go study to put in order this diary, lived together a reason of room to have with Zero to understand approximately. 省去无关紧要的细枝末节,罗兰花去半个小时就读完了整本日记,也对洁萝与自己同住一屋的原因有了个大致了解。 The dreamland as if gives all people to compile the background that has conformed to the modern status, this is an extremely complex construction supposes without doubt, perhaps depends on his brain to have no way to complete only , after no wonder the soul duel ended, his enough stupor quick two months. 梦境似乎给所有人都编造了一个符合现代身份的背景,这无疑是个极为复杂的构设,单靠他一个人的大脑恐怕没法完成,也难怪灵魂决斗结束后他足足昏迷了快两个月。 Locks returns the home position the time the diary, Roland cannot help but startled. 将日记本锁好放回原位的时候,罗兰不由得怔了怔。 Sees only by the desk also to build to put one pack of books, seems the teaching material of small girl is coming. 只见书桌旁还垒放着一叠书籍,似乎是小丫头的教材来着。 He has swallowed a saliva, put out a hand to move the textbook. 他咽了口唾沫,伸手将课本全部挪了过来。 First is the language, second is the ideological and moral education, when he turns to third, breath rapid several points. 第一本是语文,第二本是思想品德教育,当他翻到第三本时,呼吸都急促了几分。 That 2 nd fresh used chemistry textbook. 那正是初二生所使用的化学课本。 Its content is very simple, is few including the writing, the majority is the illustration, at first sight with 100,000 why almost, when but Roland turns to the last page, exchanges several packs of long pages to fall. 它的内容十分简单,连文字都很少,大部分是插画,乍看起来就和100000个为什么差不多,但当罗兰翻到最后一页时,一张折成几叠的长页掉落出来。 Spreads after it is even, a complete period of element manifests now him at present. 把它摊平后,一幅完整的元素周期表出现在他眼前。
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