Ye Ci sits in the lookout tower in glorious group building roof. 叶词坐在荣耀集团大楼楼顶的了望塔上。 Places the war of individual PVP award second place awarding cup that Fate second King was just capturing in her side. 在她的身边摆放着刚刚斩获的命运第二届王者之战个人PVP大奖亚军奖杯。 Lowered the head to look at that crystal awarding cup one, Ye Ci thought at heart emptily. 低头望了那座水晶奖杯一眼,叶词觉得心里空荡荡的。 She puts out a hand to touch the windproof coat pocket, there is the cigarette that she buys. 她伸出手摸了摸风衣口袋,那里是她才买的香烟。 Ye Ci will smoke never, but, she wants to pull out one today very much. 叶词是从来不会抽烟的,可是,今天她很想抽一支。 Is holding in the mouth the smoke, with unfamiliar skill lit the smoke deeply, Ye Ci has attracted one, immediately is choked to cough fiercely. She gains ground, stubborn looks at nighttime sky, diligently tore in the lip has wiped the smiling face. 叼着烟,用生疏的技能点燃了烟,叶词深深的吸了一口,立刻被呛得剧烈咳嗽起来。她抬起头,倔强的看着夜空,努力的在唇边扯开了一抹笑容。 „Father and mother, I achieved. But, why don't I think joyful?” She stretched out the slender finger, touched to the awarding cup, then high has lifted toward the sky, hoarse the sound was shouting. “爸妈,我做到了。可是,为什么我一点也不觉得快乐？”她伸出了修长的手指,摸向了奖杯,然后高高的朝着天空举了起来,嘶哑着声音喊着。 „You looked that I have attained the awarding cup, I have achieved the powerhouse, I stood in the peak, was I am not why joyful!” “你们看,我拿到了奖杯,我做到了强者,我站在了最高点,可是我为什么一点都不快乐！” In the city of this heavy traffic, in this neon chaotic night, no one will pay attention to this tiny humanity. 在这个车水马龙的城市,在这个霓虹纷乱的夜晚,谁也不会注意这个渺小的人类。 Ye Ci puts out a hand to cover the face, discovered that a face works unceasingly, does not have including tears. Her pain is whooshing: „ Is this my penalty? I to stiffen, I have discarded all, this is my penalty?. 叶词伸出手捂着脸,发现一张脸干干的,连一颗眼泪都没有。她痛苦的嘶吼着:“这就是我的惩罚吗？我为了变强,我舍弃了一切,这就是我的惩罚吗不跳字。 Then, she cannot suppress has smiled. 接着,她抑制不住的笑了起来。 „Any I have discarded all, any I have stiffened, was actually all people have discarded me. What have I made for today? Has irritated the father, making mother recede another region, left all friends, notorious, I think that I like a crane among chickens, I think that is everyone does not understand me, actually I am a scum.” “什么我舍弃了一切,什么我变强了,其实不过是所有的人都舍弃了我而已。我为了今天都做了什么？气死了爸,让妈远走他乡,离开了所有的朋友,臭名昭着,我以为我是鹤立鸡群,我以为是谁都不理解我,其实我就是个人渣。” „However now......” “而现在……” Ye Ci has closed the eye, in brain overwhelming a moment ago is rejected the participating distress by the organizer. Because only she does not have the teammate, she does not have the friend. 叶词闭上了眼睛,脑子里翻江倒海的都是刚才被主办方拒绝参赛的狼狈。只因为她没有队友,她没有朋友。 „Fate does not need individual great strength, because a great strength of person cannot leave the surrounding person. Miss Ye, excuse me, the essence of war of King is the team war, now does not have the team to accept you, we only then regretted that rejects your entering the war.” “命运不需要个人的强大,因为一个人的强大离不开周围的人。叶小姐,不好意思,王者之战的精髓是团队战,现在没有队伍接受你,我们只有惋惜的拒绝你的参战。” Does not have the team to receive her...... 没有团队接收她…… He He, how possibly to have the team to accept her! 呵呵,怎么可能有团队接受她！ She is first female Sorcerer, but also is in Fate most black heart most callous Sorcerer. The Fate ten years she has not even helped anybody. 她是第一女法师,可是也是命运里最黑心最冷酷的法师。命运十年她甚至没有帮助过任何人。 Not only in game, in life she also became the callous selfish synonym. 不仅在游戏里,就算在生活里她也成为了冷酷自私的代名词。 Pulled out the cell phone, Ye Ci was pressing above not many numbers has dialed, she thought that was lonely, now she only wants to find a person to speak, casual everyone. 掏出了手机,叶词按着上面不多的号码一个个的拨过去,她觉得寂寞极了,现在她只想找个人说说话,随便谁都可以。 „Sorry, the user who you called was the blank.” “对不起,您所呼叫的用户是空号。” „Sorry, the user who you called was the blank.” “对不起,您所呼叫的用户是空号。” ...... …… On the cell phone not many personal names, 90% are the blanks. How long hasn't she contacted with the person? 手机上本就不多的人名,90都已经是空号了。她到底有多久没有和人联系过了？ The cursor of cell phone stayed in the last number, this number was she was very once familiar, was her moral nature final warm feeling , he should also. Hesitant moment, she has dialed. 手机的光标停留在了最后一个号码上,这个号码是她曾经无比熟悉的,也是她心底最后的一丝暖意,他,应该还在吧。犹豫了片刻,她拨了过去。 „Sorry, the user who you called was the blank.” “对不起,您所呼叫的用户是空号。” System ice-cold prompt made Ye Ci lose the whole body strength, was really laughable. In this world also who to this? It seems like the scenery, was actually already deserted by friends and allies. 系统冰冷的提示让叶词失去了浑身的力气,真是可笑。这个世界上还有谁向她这样？看似风光,其实早就众叛亲离。 Sway has stood, Ye Ci makes an effort the cell phone in hand has thrown: „Blank! My Ye Ci does not cherish you......” 摇摇晃晃的站了起来,叶词将手中的手机用力的抛了出去:“空号！我叶词不稀罕你们……” The voice has not fallen, a night wind has blown, making Ye Ci that had not come to a stop fall toward the building. She of being panic-stricken put out a hand to grasp subconsciously, has gripped a thing, looked up, she hung in these several hundred meters buildings is not other, was that awarding cup. 话音未落,一阵夜风吹过,让本就没有站稳的叶词朝着楼下跌了下去。惊慌失措的她下意识的伸手一抓,握住了一个东西,抬头一看,将她挂在这几百米大楼上的不是别的,正是那尊奖杯。 Gawked, Ye Ci thought the tearful eyes flood. 愣了一下,叶词觉得泪眼滂沱。 To finally, only remaining this? 到了最后,就只剩下这个了吗？ Does her life, what significance have? 她的人生,到底还有什么意义？ Lets loose, lets loose, her such life like this terminates, is sorrowful and alone. 放开吧,放开吧,她这样的人生就这样终止吧,悲哀而孤寂。 Ye Ci looked at a that PVP awarding cup finally again, loosened the hand. 叶词最后再看了一眼那个PVP奖杯,松开了手。 The endless darkness submerged her instantaneously, as if she has not come to be excessively common. 无尽的黑暗瞬间淹没了她,仿佛她从不曾来过一般。 Has a terrible headache. 头疼得厉害。 However, the sunlight actually warms makes the person unable to bear again rests a meeting. 不过,阳光却温暖得让人忍不住再睡一会。 The female on bed has attracted the nose, will have coiled a dumpling, shrank in the quilt, continued to fall into the fragrant dreamland. 床上的女子吸了吸鼻子,将自己卷成了一个团子,缩进了被子里,继续陷入了香甜的梦乡。 After ten seconds, that bed soft snow white quilt fiercely has actually lifted, the female on bed sits on the bed, is staring all in room, as if damn generally. 十秒钟之后,那床柔软的雪白的被子却猛地掀开了,床上的女子坐在床上,瞪着屋子里的一切,仿佛见鬼了一般。 „Is here the heaven or having a dream?” She muttered, afterward shook the head, „was my this person estimates the heaven likely......” “这里是天堂还是做梦？”她喃喃自语,随后又摇摇头,“像是我这种人估计进不了天堂吧……” Lowered the head, she is looking at her both hands, slender fair. Such hand touched in quilt, toward own thigh on without hesitation has pinched maliciously. 低下头,她望着自己的双手,纤细白皙。这样的手摸进了被子里,朝着自己的大腿上毫不犹豫的狠狠掐了一下。 „!!” That web makes her yell sorely that tears immediately colored falling. “啊！！”那钻心的疼让她大叫起来,眼泪立刻花花的掉了下来。 It is not has a dream really! 真不是做梦啊！ „How? How?” That the gate of room touches was hit, clashes a department the apron to take the middle-aged man of soup ladle from outside, worry of his face reveals in speech and appearance, looks at the girl who on the bed was yelling to ask anxiously: „Word word? How? Had a dream the ground!” “怎么了？怎么了？”房间的门碰的一声被撞开了,从外面冲进来一个系着围裙拿着汤勺的中年男人,他一脸的着急溢于言表,望着床上大叫的女孩子急切的问着:“词词怎么了？怎么了？是不是又做梦掉地上了！” Sits Ye Ci on bed stares the big eye to look at that to stand the man in bedside, quite a while has not recovered. 坐在床上的叶词瞪大的眼睛望着那个站在床边上的男人,半天都没回过神来。 „Falling silly!” Ye Nantian put out a hand to wield in front of Ye Ci. “不会是给摔傻了吧！”叶南天伸手在叶词面前挥动了一下。 „Father!” Ye Ci one has gripped that hand, then has stood, grasped the neck of Ye Nantian, the tears of nose gallic acid fell immediately. “爸！”叶词一把就握住了那只手,然后站了起来,一把抱住了叶南天的脖子,鼻子酸的眼泪立刻就落了下来。 Does not manage, even if dream, so long as can see the father and mother again is a dream she is also happy. 不管了,就算是梦吧,只要能再看见爸爸妈妈就算是个梦她也是幸福的。 „How was this?” Ye Nantian is a little accidental, after daughter 15 -year-old she does not have again affectionate so and have contacted, today like this changes to make his many a little unable to make a turn. “这是咋了？”叶南天却有点意外,当女儿15岁以后她再也没有如此的亲昵的和自己接触过,今天这样改变让他多少有点转不过弯来。 „Can see you to be really good again, father.” The Ye Ci tearful eyes are fuzzy, tight is holding father's neck, said heartfeltly. “能再看见你真好,爸。”叶词泪眼模糊,紧紧的抱着父亲的脖子,由衷的说。 „Said anything! Probably I die and be reborn to be the same.” Ye Nantian Ha Ha smiling, has patted the back of Ye Ci, then has pulled open her: „Father makes the breakfast, if you awoke, a bit faster gets down!” “说什么呢！好像我死而复生一样。”叶南天哈哈的笑着,拍了拍叶词的后背,然后拉开了她:“老爸去做早饭,你要是醒了,就快点下来！” Was saying touches the hair of Ye Ci, left the door. 说着又摸了摸叶词的头发,出了房门。 But Ye Ci on the bed, stared the electron clock on wall to petrify has become a beautiful sculpture. 而叶词则愣在床上,瞪着墙上的电子钟石化成了一尊美丽的雕塑。 On August 20, 2050 07 : 37 point 2050年8月20日07:37分 In 2050? 2050年？ In 2050?!!!! 2050年？！！！！ Also does not know how long, she jumped, rushed to near the desk, has worked on the mirror, shivering looked to own face. 也不知道愣了多久,她才跳了起来,冲到了书桌边,抓起了镜子,颤抖的看向了自己的脸。 In the mirror that is a face of 18-19 th time passage, the ruddy facial color, leading a baby to be fat. The corner of the eye space between eyebrows is having several full of vitality heroic spirit. 镜子里那是一张十八九岁年华的面孔,红润的面色,带着点婴儿肥。眼角眉间却带着几丝生机勃勃的英气。 This is ten years ago. 这是十年前的自己。 Ye Ci 100% affirmations. Because in the forehead of this face did not have because she ten years ago when small traffic accident the scar of leaving behind. 叶词100肯定。因为这张面孔的眉心中间还没有因为她十年前小车祸时留下的疤痕。 But, what's all this about? 可是,这是怎么回事？ Ye Ci has put down the mirror, this earnest observes the situation this room, the double bed of bamboo system, the bookshelf and computer of table same level material, on the wall pasted the web Fate propaganda playbill, the corner is received an open area. 叶词放下了镜子,这才认真的环视起这间屋子,竹制的双人床,同等材料的书架和电脑桌,墙上贴着网游命运的宣传海报,墙角被收出了一个空地。 She did return for ten years ago? 她回到了十年前？ She returned for ten years ago! 她回到了十年前！ The Ye Ci innermost feelings are wild with joy, afterward sighs with emotion infinitely. 叶词的内心狂喜起来,随后无限感慨。 The heaven treats so her is not thin, she thinks that this life must follow lamentation forever submergence surely in the into the sea of boundless death. Has not actually thought that this life can also come unexpectedly! 上天待她如此的不薄,她以为她这一生必定要伴随着悔恨永远的淹没在无垠的死亡之海里了。却没有想到她这一生居然还能重新来过！ Is this explained that she can correct all mistakes that she once made? 这是不是说明她能修正她曾经犯下的所有错误？ Ye Ci could not sit still again, she has stood, flushes away toward the living room. 叶词再也坐不住了,她站了起来,朝着客厅冲去。 Ye Nantian toward dining table upper extreme breakfast, Zuo Xiaolan in scratching the ash on living room cabinet, two people hear the footsteps that Ye Ci runs rapidly to gain ground to wait and see. 叶南天正在往饭桌上端早餐,左小兰在擦着客厅柜子上的灰,两个人听见叶词急速跑出来的脚步都抬头观望着。 Ye Ci crashes in the living room, sees was this already vanished the warm picture in her life. 叶词才冲进客厅,看见的就是这副早就消失在她生命中的温暖画面。 She blinked, in the neck as if had food stuck in the throat by anything was the same. 她眨了眨眼睛,脖子里面仿佛被什么噎住了一样。 She had thought 1000 10,000 times, if the father can resurrect, mother no longer leaves, she must be a clever daughter, is no longer willful, is no longer selfish, no longer the rebel, is obedient to be clever. 她曾经想过1000次10000次,如果父亲能够复活,母亲不再离开,她一定要做个乖女儿,不再任性,不再自私,不再叛逆,听话而乖巧。 Has not actually thought that also has such opportunity. 却没有想到,真的还有这样的机会。 Is biting the lip some little time, a bright smiling face blooms in her lip finally, she was happier that much said: „Father and mother, good morning!” 咬着嘴唇好一会,一朵灿烂的笑容终于在她的唇边绽放,她高兴得大声说:“爸、妈,早上好！” Zuo Xiaolan sits on the sofa, is looking at Ye Ci that is busy at being busy in the kitchen, has turned Ye Nantian with the elbow, whispered in a low voice: „Which doesn't my excuse word is suit? For these days was a little much cleverer. Not only with these not good friend one blade two, but also does the housework on own initiative, is which went wrong!” 左小兰坐在沙发上,望着在厨房里忙出忙进的叶词,用手肘拐了一下叶南天,低声嘀咕:“我说词词是哪不对劲了？这几天有点乖得离谱啊。不但和那些不好的朋友一刀两段,还主动做家务,是不是哪出毛病了！” „Daughter changed clever, you were not happy!” Ye Nantian smilingly looked at wife one eyes, then greeted Ye Ci to sit down. “女儿变乖了,你不高兴啊！”叶南天笑眯眯的看了老婆一眼,然后招呼叶词过来坐下。 Ye Ci sat, although does not understand that the father called himself to make anything, may be happy. Regarding her, lives now like is the heaven the happiness, to be how good. 叶词坐了下来,虽然不明白父亲叫自己做什么,可还是高兴。对于她来说,现在生活都像是天堂一样幸福,怎么都好。 Ye Nantian settles the throat clear, „word word, you once told the father that you take a Fate game warehouse, the father promises you, so long as you are admitted to a university buy for you, now, the father cashed to say. The game warehouse will deliver tomorrow.” 叶南天清了清嗓子,“词词,你曾经跟爸爸说,你要一个命运的游戏仓,爸爸答应你只要你考上大学就买给你,现在,爸爸兑现说过的话。游戏仓明天就送过来。” Ye Ci has gawked, some little time in the later brain as if movie playbacking same has remembered the innumerable past events. 叶词愣了一下,好一会以后脑子里仿佛电影回放一样想起了无数的往事。 Was, Fate game warehouse. 是了,命运的游戏仓。 Her Fate as if starts to change from that moment. 她的命运似乎是从那一刻才开始变化的。 Her family inside Fate of as if also starts to change from that moment. 她家里面的命运似乎也是从那一刻才开始变化的。 If, if all come again, what her choice is? 如果,如果一切重来,她的选择是什么？ „But, you told the father, what can you such high-level game warehouse make? The common hard helmet can also play game, why wants the total information game warehouse?” “但是,你告诉爸爸,你要这么高级的游戏仓是做什么？一般的头盔也可以玩游戏的,为什么一定要全息游戏仓？” Ye Nantian does not know overwhelming in Ye Ci brain, but static is looking at the Ye Ci smile. 叶南天并不知道叶词脑子里的翻江倒海,只是静静的望着叶词微笑。 In the past Ye Ci wanted this game warehouse is just because made a bet with these friends, although in the family was not necessarily wealthy, but love their parents actually gave her to purchase this to have 100,000 luxury goods fully. 当年叶词要这个游戏仓只不过是因为和那些朋友打赌而已,虽然家里不见得多富裕,而宠爱自己的父母却还是给她购买了这件足有100000块的奢侈品。 At that time did she answer parents' issue? She said that she wants to achieve to soar in Fate. 当时她怎么回答父母的问题？她说她想在命运里做到一飞冲天。 Finally? She has achieved, is for this soaring, she loses the friends, parents and happiness in ten years, even is the life. All are just stupidity and pride that because she thinks oneself infallible! 最后呢？她做到了,可是为了这个一飞冲天,她在十年间失去朋友、父母、幸福、甚至是生命。一切只不过都是因为她自以为是的愚蠢和骄傲！ …… …… Yes 是 By 】. 由】.