The firstchapter
第一章Rebirth()
重生()Lives, dead, to likeleaving depart fromandresentfulhatredpainstakinglypainstakingly, not to strive forpainstakinglypainstakinglypainstakingly, Buddhahad the eight suffering of life, Nie Yanhas occupiedenoughfivetypes, hislifebasicallywas a miseryhistory, fortunatelywas a short article, becauseheonlylived28 years old.
生苦、死苦、爱别离会苦、怨憎会苦、求不得苦,佛有八苦,聂言占了足足五样,他的一生基本上是一段苦难史,还好是个短篇,因为他只活了28岁。PerhapshisLifemustsettlein light of this, butDestinypresented an inflection pointinthat moment.
他的生命或许应当就此了结了,但是命运却在那一刻出现了一个拐点。Nie Yanstood up from failure, the backtransmitsonetypeto soak the feeling, the clothesmountspastesanxiouslyon the body, is very uncomfortable, hestillremembersfuzzilythathewas hit the back of the bodyby a bullet, falls down, freshblood streamplace.聂言翻了个身,背后传来一种濡湿感,衣服黏巴巴地贴在身上,很不舒服,他模模糊糊还记得,他被一枚子弹击中后心,倒在地上,鲜血流了一地。
It is not dies, Nie Yan was also but actually confident, suchcalmlydied, pours is also an extrication.
不就是死么,聂言倒也坦然了,就这么静静地死去,倒也不失为一种解脱。Hehas ambushedentirefivedaysin the Cao Xu Mansionentrance, whenwith great difficultyCao Xuappears, beforeCao Xuboardsthat moment that withindoes not allowto sendtook away the trigger, sent in the head of Cao Xu a bulletwith the sniper's rifle, bang, the bloodhas splashedplace, lookedin the mirror, on the head of Cao Xupresented a hole, BoBobraved the blood.
他在曹旭别墅的门口埋伏了整整五天,好不容易等到曹旭出现,在曹旭上车前间不容发的那一刻扣动了扳机,用狙击枪将一枚子弹送入曹旭的脑袋,嘭的一声,鲜血溅了一地,远望镜里,曹旭的脑袋上出现了一个孔洞,正泊泊地冒着鲜血。
The Cao Xulookfullisvacant, finallygraduallylax, lost the focal distance.曹旭的眼神满是茫然,最终渐渐涣散,失去了焦距。
The bulletexplodes the process of headto playbackin the Nie Yanmind, makinginhisheartverypleased, thatisdivulging of aggro.
子弹爆头的过程在聂言的脑海里回放,令他心中无比快意,那是仇恨的宣泄。Cao Xuhas the firstsplendor, actuallydiedinNie Yanthisunimportant personhand, it is estimated thatmade trouble is not willingly. In the Deathfront, everyone is the same, even if there ishemayrichly the wealth of enemy, cannot savehislife.曹旭拥有一世荣华,却死在了聂言这个小人物手里,估计做鬼也不怎么甘心吧。在死亡的面前,每个人都是一样的,他纵有富可敌国的财富,也救不回他的性命。Does eviltoo, is hardto escaperetributionSamsaraafter all.
作恶太多,总归是难以逃脱报应轮回。Inthat moment that the Cao Xuheadblossoms, Nie Yandiscovered that ownphilosophyhad the thoroughtransformation, originallyall is a round of bullet. In the tomorrow'smorning paper, hispicturemaybe publishedto the front pageheadline. Abovewrites, richest familyCao Xuwas killed, then pastes on a biggangsterfeature article, making the common peoplelook at reverentlyto prostrate oneself.
在曹旭脑袋开花的那一刻,聂言发现自己的人生观发生了彻底的蜕变,原来一切不过是一发子弹而已。明天的早报上,他的照片或许会被刊登到头版头条。上面会写着,首富曹旭被杀,然后再贴上一个大大的匪徒特写,让世人瞻仰膜拜。
After Nie YankillsCao Xu, the Cao Xupersonal bodyguardhas discoveredhim, traces, and a round of bullethas hithisback of the body.聂言射杀曹旭之后,曹旭贴身保镖发现了他,追踪上来并且一发子弹命中了他的后心。
The Nie Yanbackstabbing pain, originallythisby the feeling that the bulletpierces, the heartwas gradually numb, hecanfeel that the Lifestrengthis passing from within the bodyrapidly.聂言背后一阵刺痛,原来这就是被子弹洞穿的感觉,心脏渐渐麻木了,他可以感觉到生命力正迅速地从体内流逝。Was dying, buthehas actually smiled, smiledlife is short, smiledoneselffirstto be ignorant, beforearriving, quicklyhas awakened.
要死了么,但是他却笑了,笑人生苦短,笑自己一世浑浑噩噩,临到死了,才幡然醒悟。Thereforehas tears streaming down the face.
于是泪流满面。Matter that parents'deepenmity, hadbeforereappearlike the movieinhismind, onlyworrying of Nie Yaninthisworld, is her does not contaminate a smile of dust and dirt.
父母的深仇已了,以前发生的事情一幕幕如电影般浮现在他的脑海里,聂言在这世上唯一的牵挂,就是她那不沾染一丝尘垢的微笑。Sheis the Nie Yanhigh schoolschoolmate, nowmarried the personhoodwoman, but her simple and beautifulappearance, onesuch as the formersealcarvedinNie Yanat heart, along withpassing of time, even moreremembered with eternal gratitude, does not know that shesaw the news that Nie YanandCao Xuperished together, whatresponsewill have, wassighsone, orburst into tearssadly?
她是聂言的高中同学,现在已嫁做人妇,但她那清丽的容颜,一如以前印刻在聂言的心里,随着时间的流逝,愈发地刻骨铭心,不知她看到聂言和曹旭同归于尽的消息,会有什么样的反应,是叹息一声,亦或是伤心流泪?
The dust-ladenmemoryjust likesflood that burst a dike, reappearsinhismind, heregrettedvery much, something, whenunderstood, actuallyalreadylate. Thisfor a lifetime, hehastoomanyregrets, toomanynotwish.
尘封的记忆犹如决了堤的洪水,浮现在他的脑海里,他很后悔,有些东西,等到明白了,却已经晚了。这一辈子,他有着太多的遗憾,太多未了的心愿。Nie Yanputs out a hand to holdanything, actuallydiscovered that allgo far awaygradually, Lifehas come to the end, the frontwill belonesomeDarknessforever.聂言伸手想抓住什么,却发现一切渐渐远去,生命走到了尽头,前方将是永寂的黑暗。
The lamentationand a depressedlooks likepointed knife, keepscuttingonhisChest, is grievedis hardto self-restrain.
悔恨和沮丧像一把尖刀,在他的心口上不停地划开,心痛得难以自抑。
The ancestorsIhave made the mistakeanything, sowas punishedandsufferedby the heaven!
上辈子我到底做错了什么,才被老天如此地惩罚和折磨!
The Nie Yanresentmentsoars to the heavens, is not willingly, he hissingin the moral naturecried outthat the tearstumble.聂言怨气冲天,不甘心啊,他在心底里嘶声呐喊,泪水滚落。
The Youyouplace, how longhas not known, Nie Yanstate of mindslowlytranquil.悠悠地,不知道过了多久,聂言的心绪慢慢平静了下去。Histhoughtis still active, the head can also ponderthatdon't tell methisisDeath, perhapsthisismySoul.
他思维依然活跃,脑袋还能思考,难道这就是死亡,或许这是我的灵魂吧。For a long time, the finger of Nie Yanhad a sense of touch, moreoverTrue, whysowas so long, I have the consciousness, hesatsuddenly, looks all around, feels helplessat a loss.
许久,聂言的手指有了一丝触觉,而且如此真实,为什么这么久了,我还有意识,他霍地坐了起来,环顾四周,茫然不知所措。
Is don't tell meHell?难道是地狱?
The Nie Yanatheisticeyeslowlyrestored the focal distance, looks all around, someobsoleteItemshave mapped the view, some wooden beds, chairsandbreakage the floors.聂言无神的眼睛慢慢恢复了焦距,环顾四周,一些老旧的物品映入了眼帘,木床、椅子、有些破损的地板。Where is here? Didn't Idie?
这里是哪里?我不是死了么?Suddenlylikedream, feelings of notTrue , he as soon astraces the back of the body, the fullhandis the viscousliquid, attainedfrontto look, the controldid not have the bloody water, butwas the sweat. The backclotheshad been soakedby the sweat, will have the wetfeeling.
恍然如梦,有一种不真实的感觉,他一摸后心,满手都是粘稠的液体,拿到前面看了一下,手心没有血水,而是汗水。背后的衣服被汗水浸透了,才会有湿漉漉的感觉。What's all this about?
这是怎么回事?Idid not flowmanyblood, hevaguely rememberstheseblood, onelike the red wineflood the scarletcolor, thatis being the Lifecoloron the wane.
我不是流了很多血么,他依稀记得那些血液,一如红酒般泛着猩红的色彩,那是生命凋零的颜色。Nie Yanhas pinched itself, the sensation of pain, thishas not had a dream, don't tell meassassinatedCao Xuthesemattersbefore, is a dreamland?聂言掐了一下自己,还有痛觉,这并非做梦,难道之前刺杀曹旭的那些事情,才是一场梦境?WhyotherplacesoTrue?
为何彼处如此真实?
When onesuch as the ancientZhuang Zhoudreamawakesmuttering, actuallyIwas the dreamtoButterflyZhuang Zhou, ordreamtoZhuang ZhouButterfly?
一如古人庄周梦醒时的喃喃自语,我究竟是梦到了蝴蝶的庄周,亦或是梦到了庄周的蝴蝶?ActuallywhichisTrue, which is the dreamland?
究竟哪个才是真实,哪个才是梦境?Hehas doubtslooks all around, hehastoomanypuzzled.
他疑惑地环顾四周,他有太多的不解。
The Murkylight, the somewhatworn-outwooden bed, deskandchair, on the wallfatherthatwas known as that the antique the wall clock, is makingtick-tock the sound, Nie Yanstillremembers, itstimeonetimeis not accurate.灰暗的灯光,有些破旧的木床、书桌、椅子,墙上老爸那号称古董的挂钟,正发出滴滴答答的声音,聂言还记得,它的时间没有一次是精准的。
The memorysuch as an agingphoto album, opensslowly.
记忆如一本陈年相册,慢慢翻开。Hereenvironmentis so familiar, isn't this house that hishigh schoolthatcanlive in?
这里的环境如此熟悉,这不是他高中那会住的房子么?Hole of Sunlightonbywindow curtainsshines, the pupilby the pain that the rayilluminationfierceexpansiontransmits, giveshim a dazzlingTruefeeling.阳光透过窗帘上的孔洞照射进来,瞳孔被光线照射剧烈扩张传来的痛楚,给他一种刺眼的真实感。Iam also living, Nie Yanarrives at the front the right handbooth, slightlysomewhatimmatureboth hands, is a paleness of morbid state.
我还活着,聂言将右手摊到面前,略微有些稚嫩的双手,是一种病态的苍白。„Was mythis? ActuallyIamtenyears ago I, istenyears later I?”Nie Yanflexurehas sentdifficultly, worried.
“我这是怎么了?我究竟是十年前的我,还是十年后的我?”聂言挠了挠头发,苦恼之极。Hemanagesto take care of the train of thought that certainfragments in memory, were cleargradually.
他理了理思绪,记忆中的某些片段,逐渐清晰了起来。Thiswasheat age 18, the hightwosummer vacations, the parentswere not athome, hehas had40degreeshigh fever, almostdied, saved a lifeby luck.
这是他18岁那一年,高二的暑假,父母不在家,他发了40度的高烧,差点死掉,侥幸才捡回一条命。During that timefather and motherleft a moneytohim, thenleft without saying good-bye, 2-3monthshave not come back, the cell phonecould not make a connection, likeVanishinggenerally, at that timehehas thought that father and motherdid not wanthim, alarmed and afraidandterrified, fear, all sorts ofmoodfollowhim, in additiongot a high fever, the psychologyhas left behindverydeepShadow, becameshrinkstimidly, thisdispositionafterhim25years old changed.
那段时间爸妈给他留了点钱,然后不辞而别,两三个月都没回来,手机也打不通,就像消失了一般,那时候他以为爸妈不要他了,惊惧、惶恐、害怕,种种情绪伴随着他,加上又发了高烧,心理留下了很深的阴影,变得怯懦畏缩,这种性格一直到他25岁以后才有所改变。Afterwardgrew upheto knowthat the parentswere notdo not wanthim, butlent moneywith the friends and relatives, has made some business of smugglingon the border line, Metal that at that time the nationalurgently neededonetypecalledPolonium, wasimportantstrategic resources, various countriesdiscovered the after function of thistype of thing, rapidlytightenedexit/escape route, stored up. The Nie Yanparentsdo not know where looked for a path, in collectedthistype of thing, the smugglingreturned to homeland, bycountrybyseveral hundredtimes of buying at a high price, thereforegained a great sum of money.
后来长大了他才知道,父母并不是不要他了,而是跟亲戚朋友借了钱,在边境线上做了一些走私的买卖,那时候国家急需一种叫钋的金属,是一种重要的战略物资,各国发现这种东西的作用之后,都迅速地收紧出口,囤积起来。聂言的父母不知道从哪里找了条路子,收集到了这种东西,走私回了国内,被国家以数百倍的高价收购,因此赚到了一笔巨款。During that time the situationwas very intense, the Nie Yanparentsare unable to telephonewithNie Yan, moreoverthatmatteris the military secret, if revealed that will bring in the fatal disaster, the misunderstanding of Nie Yanandparentslike thishas laid down, manyyearslater, the matterpassed, the fathertoldhim the truth, Nie Yanhas forgiventhem.
那段时间情况很紧张,聂言的父母无法与聂言通电话,而且那件事是军事机密,万一泄露出去,会引来杀身之祸,聂言和父母的误会就这样埋下了,直到很多年后,事情过去了,父亲才告诉他真相,聂言才原谅了他们。Wasstarting fromthat year, the fatherused the firstpot of [gold/metal] that madeto have a Metalsmeltingcompany, andmadeseveralbiglists, the enterpriseprogressed by leaps and bounds, solvesfamily'sdifficult position, Nie Yanalsothereforewas transferred to the Aristocratschool in city.
就是那一年开始,父亲利用赚到的第一桶金开了一家金属冶炼的公司,并做成了几笔大单,事业突飞猛进,解决了家里的困境,聂言也因此转入了市里的贵族学校。don't tell me did Ireturn tothat timereally?难道我真的回到了那时候?
Can all, make a fresh startreally?
一切,真的能重新开始?Pleasantly surprisedandinterweavesdisturbedly, Nie Yanis hardto describe that this timemood, in the heartis swayed by personal gains and losses, heworried that presentall, is only a dreamland.
惊喜和忐忑交织,聂言难以形容此时的心情,心中患得患失,他担心现在的一切,只是一场梦境。Nie Yancrawlsfrom the bed, opens the window curtains, blazingSunlightlike the Flamerelease the temperature, thisscalding hotfeeling, was tellinghimclearly, now is not having a dream.聂言从床上爬起来,拉开窗帘,炽烈的阳光如火焰般释放着温度,这种灼热的感觉,真切地告诉他,现在不是在做梦。Lowers the head, nearonwindowdeskis also suspendinghistextbook, mechanicaltheory, automata theory, language, advanced mathematicsandintelligent programLanguagewait / etc..
一低头,窗台边的书桌上还摆着他的教科书,机械理论、自动化理论、语文、高等数学、智能程序语言等等。Nie Yanopens the books, thesekindfamiliarwritingjust likedspringflow, are accompanyingoncememory, gladdened the heart, thesetextbooks were the youth that heelapsed. Elevatesthree, hechanged to the Aristocratschool in city, the fatherenterpriseis successful, material conditionenormousabundant, makinghimbecome the richsecond generation of rich, thensprouted the lazypsychology, after the highthree, hisresultwere poor, afterward the fatherspent, makinghimenter a good university, butgraduateduntil the university, hehas not learnedanything, all day longwas idle.聂言翻开书本,这些亲切熟悉的文字犹如一股清泉流淌,伴着曾经的记忆,沁人心脾,这些课本便是他逝去的青春。升高三,他转到了城里的贵族学校,父亲事业成功,物质条件的极大充裕,令他一跃成为有钱的富二代,便萌生了懒惰的心理,高三之后他成绩不怎么好,后来父亲花了钱,让他进了一个名牌大学,不过直到大学毕业,他都没学到什么东西,成天无所事事。To25 -year-old, father'senterprisehas encounteredencircling of Cao XuCentury Financial Group, severalfriends and relatives who the fathertrustswere bought overbyCao Xu, betrayedhim, the companyencountered the setbackone after another, in the familywas bogged down in difficultiesonce again, the fathertakes poisonto commit suicide, mother worried aboutLaoChengji, elegant, butfinally. After losing the parents, Nie Yansocietyprogressed, has studied independentlymanyclasses, that timehehas missed the lots.
到了25岁,父亲的事业遭到曹旭世纪财团的围剿,父亲信任的几个亲戚朋友被曹旭收买,出卖了他,公司接连遭遇了挫折,家里再度陷入困境,父亲服毒自杀,母亲忧劳成疾,郁郁而终。痛失双亲之后,聂言才学会上进,自学了很多门课,不过那时候的他已经错过了很多东西。Nie Yanoncehopefullypreparedto fight for a stretch of world, does the son who but how Cao Xuwill let the personal enemystage a comeback? Under the interference of Cao Xu, a companydoes not dareto wantNie Yan, forces the having no way outregionNie Yan, if notNie Yanis playingVirtual Reality GameConviction, still a littlemeagerincome, heevencould not eat the food.聂言曾经满怀憧憬地准备打拼出一片天地,可是曹旭岂会让仇人的儿子东山再起?在曹旭的干涉之下,没有一个公司敢要聂言,将聂言逼到无路可走的境地,如果不是聂言在玩虚拟网游信仰,尚有一点微薄的收入,他甚至连饭都吃不上。DefeatedCao Xunot to haveanyto hopeopen and aboveboard, the rabbitanxiouswill have bitten, having no way outNie YanchoseandCao Xufinallyperishes together. Thatgunshot, is divulging the hate of Nie Yan.
堂堂正正地打败曹旭是没有任何希望了,兔子急了还会咬人,走投无路的聂言最后选择和曹旭同归于尽。那一声枪响,宣泄着聂言的怨恨。
The sunis clear, Cao Xushouldnot thinkthathewill havesuchresult.
天道昭昭,曹旭应该没想到,他会有那样的结局。Nie Yanthinksonedied, has not actually thoughtthat the timeplayed a jokewithNie Yan, hereturned tohightwothat yearsummer vacation.聂言以为自己死了,却没想到,时间跟聂言开了一个玩笑,他回到了高二那年暑假。Althoughrelationnotonfatherold mother, butNie Yancandeterminethattheyare living, oftenthinks ofhere, heis then moved to tears.
虽然联系不上老爸老妈,但聂言可以确定,他们都还活着,每每想到这里,他便热泪盈眶。
The ancestorssub-desireraisedto kissnot to need, the sorrow in Nie Yanheart, was nototherpeoplecanrealize.
上辈子子欲养而亲不待,聂言心中的悲苦,不是其他人能够体会的。
The heavenhas givenhim an opportunity, hewill not be absolutely ignorant.
老天又给了他一次机会,他绝对不会再浑浑噩噩了。
The father and motherwant more than 20talentsto come back, whentakes summer vacation, he can only a persondullat home.
父亲和母亲要过20多天才会回来,正值放暑假,他只能一个人呆在家里。„Hightwosecond halfsemesters, that year, Iremember that Virtual Reality GameConvictionoperates the takingalsoshortly.”Nie YanremembersclearlythatConvictionoperated the takingthat year, innumerableFinancial Groupentered the Convictionfieryscene, because ofinjections of theseFinancial Groupenormous capitals, large scale developmentConviction, makingConvictionhave no qualmsseriouslybecameHumansecondWorld.
“高二下半学期,那一年,我记得虚拟网游信仰开服还没多久。”聂言清晰地记得,信仰开服那一年,无数财团进驻信仰的火爆场景,正因为这些财团庞大资金的注入,大规模开发信仰,令信仰当真无愧地成为了人类的第二世界。Heafterwardattended the Aristocratschool, passed more than semesters, under an introduction of diehards, entersConviction, butmanypersonLevel were very at that time high, hemissedhas practiced the leveltimebest, can only go all outto pursueinbehind.
他是后来上了贵族学校,过了一个多学期,在一个死党的介绍下,才进入信仰的,不过当时很多人等级都很高了,他错过了最佳练级时间,只能在后面拼命追赶。Pages in memory, were colored, colorful, thesetime in game, areinhisLife the most unforgettablebosom, heknewmanyfriends, lonelyday, becausejusthadthem, is insufficientappearsextremelybored.
记忆里的一页页,都被重新上色,色彩斑斓,游戏里的那些时光,是他生命中最难忘怀的,他认识了很多朋友,孤单的日子,正因为有了他们,才不至于显得太过无聊。BeforekillingCao Xu, Nie Yanoncewas180multistageGreat Thief, althoughwas not the apex, actuallyalsoreluctantlyadvanced intoExpert.
在射杀曹旭之前,聂言曾是一个180多级的大盗贼,虽说算不上顶尖,却也勉强跻身高手之列。Nie Yanthinkssuddenlythatinhisdraweralso the bankcard, thatishisalldeposits.聂言忽然想起来,他抽屉里还有一张银行卡,那是他所有的存款。„Bought the hard helmetrichly.”Nie Yanis thinking, opened the drawerto turnto look, finallyfoundthatSilver-whitebankcardfrom the corner, the words that the memoryhas not made a mistake, insidehas savedtwothousandCredit Points, Credit Pointswas a dollar. Thatishisseveralyears of living simply and frugallysaves, at that timehewantsto buy the most advancedx3computer, isfewyears, has not waited forhimto save money, the x3computerhas become the daily necessities. Naturally after afterwardfatherenterprisesucceeded, not onlyhisspending moneythat many. Because the fatherwantsto compensateNie Yan, almostgrants every requesttoNie Yan, hewantsanything, basicallycanbuy.
“有钱买头盔了。”聂言心想着,拉开抽屉翻找了起来,终于从角落里找到那张银白色的银行卡,记忆没出错的话,里面存了两千信用点,一个信用点就是一块钱。那是他几年时间节衣缩食省下来的,当时他想买一台最先进的x3型电脑,可是没几年,还没等他存够钱,x3型电脑就成了过时货。当然后来父亲事业成功之后,他的零花钱就不只那么多了。因为父亲想要补偿聂言,对聂言几乎是有求必应,他想要什么,基本上都能买来。18-year-oldNie Yan, is having28-year-oldSoul, allRestart, the lifehenceforthhas opened the newchapter. Enoughcapital, hisanythingis not undoable, thatstartsfrom the game, beforehimplaystheseexperiences of game, makesProfessional Playerto make a moneyisveryEasy.
18岁的聂言,却拥有着28岁的灵魂,一切又重头开始,生活从此翻开了新的篇章。没有足够的资本,他什么都不能做,那就从游戏里开始吧,以他以前玩游戏的那些经历,做个职业玩家赚点钱还是很简单的。Heremembers, Convictiongame helmetjuststartedto sell, topopularize, the priceis cheap, hasa, b and cthreemodels, eachmodeldispositionis different, virtualdegreefrom76%-98%, cheapestc, so long as1300hundredCredit Pointssufficed. By the Nie Yanpresentdeposit, enoughbought a minimummodel the hard helmet.
他记得,信仰游戏头盔刚开始发售的时候,为了普及,价格非常便宜,有a、b、c三种型号,每种型号配置不一样,虚拟程度从76%-98%不等,最便宜的c型,只要1300百信用点就够了。以聂言现在的存款,足够买个最低型号的头盔了。Manythings in game, heremembersclearly, ifstarts, is not difficultto rush outsomepositive results.
游戏里的许多东西,他都清晰地记得,若是重新起步,不难闯出一些名堂。Loads into the bankcard the pocket, the Nie Yanvisionfellin the textbook of nearbyadvanced mathematics, ifthere is an empathize, took up the textbook, has shaken, a hundredYuanbrand newpaper moneyfell, something in memory, reappearedin the mind.
把银行卡装进口袋里,聂言目光落在了旁边高等数学的课本上,如有神会般,拿起课本,抖了一下,一张百元簇新的纸币掉落了下来,记忆里的一些东西,又浮现在了脑海里。Suddenlyremembers, he and Xie Yaofirstmeet, istoday, the causeishetakesthese100Yuanto go outpharmacyto buy the medicine.
蓦然想起,他和谢瑶的第一次相遇,就是今天,起因是他拿着这100元出门去药店买药。
When Xie Yaoishishigh schoolsharing a table, isClass Flower of theirclass, once the past events of thatfinding it unbearable to recall, making the personinspire the wrist. Tenyears later Xie Yao, with the talented personLiu Ruilove in theirclassrecognizing, theymigratedMoon. AfterwardheandXie Yaomadeseveraltelephones, Nie Yanknow that Xie Yaowas not joyful. Chatted the matter of high school, allwassobs.谢瑶是他高三时的同桌,也是他们班的班花,曾经那段不堪回首的往事,令人振腕。十年后的谢瑶,和他们班里公认的才子刘瑞恋爱,两人移居去了月球。后来他和谢瑶通了几次电话,聂言才知道谢瑶一点都不快乐。聊起高中的事情,皆是唏嘘不已。Ifinitiallyhebravely, do not feel inferiorin front ofXie Yaotimidly, perhapswill not miss.
如果当初他勇敢一点,在谢瑶面前不要那么怯懦自卑,或许就不会错过了。Sometimes, turns aroundthenfor a lifetime, becameregret that is unable to recall.
有的时候,一转身便是一辈子,成为了无法挽回的遗憾。Xie Yaolikedwearing the Whiteskirtat that time, beautifulpure, herappearancedeeplysealhas carvedwhenNie Yanat heart, thatdisconsolatemissing, onesuch as the duskwhistle sound, is distantandtranquil.谢瑶那时候喜欢穿白色的裙子,美丽纯净,她的样子一直深深地印刻在聂言的心里,那一种惆怅的思念,一如黄昏时的笛声,悠远而又宁静。Nie Yanlooked at a thathas been possible be called the worn-outdesk clock, sometimes the clock pendulumin3 : 00 positions, shouldalsowith enough time. Hetakes upthispaper money, dashes about wildlyto gotowarddownstairs.聂言看了一眼那堪称破旧的座钟,时钟摆在三点的位置,应该还来得及。他拿起这张纸币,朝楼下狂奔而去。Theylivein the suburb, is bleak, the worn-outstreetis not open, the windhas blowntimealsowill raisemanyenhanced dust, the two sideshave plantedmanytreesactually, underblazingSunlight, is still luxuriant, has thrown down a shadeon the ground.
他们住在郊区,非常萧条,破旧的马路并不开阔,风吹过的时候还会掀起很多扬尘,两边倒是种了不少树,在炽热的阳光下,依然繁茂,在地上投下了一片绿荫。In the afternoon the weatheris just hot, does not haveanypedestrian, the car(riage)is also few, occasionally12Hovercarhave opened.
午后天气正热,没什么行人,车也很少,偶尔才有12辆悬浮车开过。AncestorsNie Yanwas very repugnantthiscity, but the rebirthcame back, said goodbyethisdesolateplace, Nie Yan, not onlyhas not felt the loathing, on the contrary, unexpectedlywassokind, thiswashelived18years of place.
上辈子聂言很讨厌这座城市,但重生回来,再见这荒僻的地方,聂言非但没有感到厌恶,相反,竟是如此亲切,这是他生活了18年的地方。
Before Nie Yan25 -year-old timiddispositions, are also relatedwith the laterliving conditions. A boor in small towncity, becausein the familywas suddenly rich, is transferred to the Aristocratschool in metropolis, originallyinhighonehightwoare considered ason the outstandingresult, has only been ableto calculate the reciprocalto that side, but also was ridiculedfrequentlyhas not put on clothes the taste, the matter that in additionsummer vacationhas, makinghimlack the security sense, has left behindpsychologicalShadow, to the newenvironment, isfeels inferiortimid, appeared incompatibleeverywhere, ifdid not knowseveraldiehards, heperhapsmet the Mentalcollapse.聂言25岁前的怯懦性格,跟之后的生活环境也不无关系。一个小城市里的野小子,因为家里突然有钱了,转入都市里的贵族学校,原本在高一高二算得上优异的成绩,到了那边只能算倒数,还经常被人嘲笑没有穿衣品味,加上暑假发生的事情,令他缺乏安全感,留下了心理阴影,到了新的环境,更是畏怯自卑,到处都显得格格不入,如果不是认识了几个死党,他说不定会精神崩溃。Has not thought that has separatedfirst, returned to the zero pointunexpectedly, Nie Yannotlike the previous generation.
没想到隔了一世,竟又回到了原点,聂言再也不会像前世那样了。Herushes topharmacy.
他一路奔向药店。
The surroundingconstructionis somewhat worn-out, habitationis bleak, along with the acceleration of urbanization process, the people in thesesmallcitiespushestoward the bigcity, the smallcitypresenteda large area ofcityuncultivated land, the populationare getting fewer and fewer, crossesagain more than hundredyears, herewill then be demolished, turns into the field.
周围的建筑有些破旧,人烟萧条,随着城市化进程的加速,这些小城市的人都往大城市挤,小城市出现了大面积的城荒,人口越来越少,再过个百多年,这里便会被拆除,重新变成田野。„That sideis a school, hereis a supermarket.”Nie Yanan old horse knows the way, seesthesefamiliarconstructions, hismoodwas gradually more open, Icame back, Icame backreally!
“那边是学校,这边是超市。”聂言老马识途,看到这些熟悉的建筑,他的心情渐渐开朗了许多,我回来了,我真的回来了!BeforehealwayshatesDestinyto be unfair, butnow, heactuallymustfeel gratefulHeaven.
以前他总是怨恨命运不公,但是现在,他却要感激上苍。Imustcome! Has comewell! Nie Yancannot bearwantto cry out, divulges the innermost feelingsexcitement.
我要重新来过!好好地来过!聂言忍不住想要呐喊一声,将内心激动的心情宣泄出来。
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