Returns to the road in hotel, Li Chengyuan is somewhat confused. 回宾馆的路上,李程远有些神不守舍。 Li Dong is frowning, waits to get out saying: „Father, this matter cannot agree.” 李东皱着眉头,等下了车才道:“爸,这事不能同意。” „Yeah!” “哎！” Li Chengyuan sighed, was heavyhearted: „How saying that is also my type of Li, if this......” 李程远叹了口气,忧心忡忡道:“怎么说也是我李家的种,这要是……” „Father, she has mother to have Elder Brother elder sister, can you little worry.” “爸,她有妈有哥哥姐姐,你能不能少操点心。” „Li Qing and Li can Nanming take care of her? Chen Jing is not the good person, your uncle said her outside......” “李青和李南明能照顾她？陈静也不是什么好人,你大伯说她在外面……” Some words Li Chengyuan did not say the exit|to speak, Chen Jing outside at sixes and sevens muddling along, every other day the family/home, these matter Li Chenghui has told him. 有些话李程远不好说出口,陈静在外面乱七八糟的胡混,三天两头的不着家,这些事李程辉都跟他说过。 Now Li Chenghui is also living this, Li Chenghui dies, can Chen Jing also manage this daughter? 现在李程辉还活着她都这样,李程辉一死,陈静还会管这个女儿？ Must light/only be no matter, Li Chengyuan feared that even Li orchid following her mother failed to study, has such mother, where he can feel relieved. 要光是不管也就算了,李程远就怕李兰跟着她母亲学坏了,有这样的母亲,他哪能放心。 „That is not one's turn you to manage!” “那也轮不到你管！” Li Chengyuan stared Li Dongyi eyes, said ill-humoredly: „That is my niece, how I cannot manage! Your boy is young, person taste does not have!” 李程远瞪了李东一眼,没好气道:“那是我侄女,我怎么就不能管！你小子年纪不大,一点人味都没！” Li Dongwen said to be angry immediately: „I how on no one taste?” 李东闻言顿时恼道:“我怎么就没人味了？” „Li is orchid your younger female cousin? You do not have the blood brother sisters, the younger female cousin is also your younger sister, you are cruel enough to visit her to suffer hardships, your character, how after referring to is uncertain, to me and your mother!” “李兰是不是你堂妹？你没有亲兄弟姐妹,堂妹也是你妹妹,你就忍心看着她受苦,就你这性格,指不定以后怎么对我和你妈呢！” „You light/only remember that your uncle is not good to you, but do not forget his good! You in childhood, your uncle bought to eat for you, bought the clothes, did you forget? Since you had money, you changed, was cold-hearted, the blood fluid cooling, he was dying, you sad? That is your uncle, your only uncle, you also regards as important anything besides money now!” “你光记得你大伯对你不好,可也别忘了他的好！你小时候,你大伯给你买吃的,买衣服,你都忘了？自从你有钱了,你就变了,心冷了,血液冷了,他快死了,你伤心过吗？那是你大伯,你唯一的大伯,你现在除了钱还看重什么！” Li Dong said breathless: „Father, you thinks so my!” 李东气急败坏道:“爸,你就这么看我的！” Said that Li Dong boards, bang closes the vehicle door, raises one's head said loudly: „Father, I returned to the plain, this matter I do not manage!” 说完李东上车,砰地一声关上车门,伸头大声道:“爸,我回平川了,这事我不管了！” „Mixes the boy! I am your father, how I said your several! Also throws a tantrum with me, counter- you!” “混小子！我是你爸,我说你几句怎么了！还跟我闹脾气,反了你了！” Saw Li Dong car(riage) really to walk, Li Chengyuan then stamped the feet to scold: „Brat, I said that your sentence also runs, richly more no one taste!” 见李东的车真走了,李程远这才跺跺脚骂道:“兔崽子,我说你俩句还跑,越有钱越没人味了！” Said that Li journey waited for a meeting in downstairs, sees Li Dongzhen not to come back, Li Chengyuan goes upstairs panting in indignation. 说完李程远在楼下等了一会,见李东真没回来,李程远气呼呼地上了楼。 In the hotel room Cao Fang is watching the television, sees a Li Chengyuan person to pass through the gate, asks: „Thing?” 宾馆房间里曹芳正在看电视,见李程远一个人进门,问道:“东子呢？” „Ran!” “跑了！” „Ran?” “跑了？” „Right, I said that his two, this brat threw down me to run!” “对,我就说他两句,这兔崽子就丢下我跑了！” „......” “……” ...... …… Li Dong not chapter of plain, but makes Zhou Haidong driving lead him in the Qingyang in all directions chaotic revolutions. 李东没回平川,而是让周海东开车带着他在青阳四处乱转。 Until the car(riage) arrives at the Wuhan Bridge, Li Dongcai said: „Parking, puts me to get down.” 直到车开到长江大桥,李东才道:“停车,放我下来。” No matter Zhou Haidong also does violate regulations, quickly stopped the car(riage). 周海东也不管违不违规,急忙停下了车。 Li Dong gets out, stands is blown by the night wind in the guard rail of bridge approach, the brain sobered much. 李东下了车,站在桥边的护栏被夜风一吹,脑子清醒了不少。 Lit cigarette to pull out a meeting, Li Dong to defending said in nearby Zhou Haidong: „old Zhou, you first goes back, I will sit one to walk again.” 点燃一根烟抽了一会,李东对守在旁边的周海东道:“老周,你先回去,我坐一会再走。” „Li, I stay behind accompany you.” “李总,我留下陪你吧。” „Has no need, you first go back, I want to select the matter.” “用不着,你先回去吧,我想点事。” Zhou Haidong Li Dong, has to drive to return to the hotel stubborn but. 周海东拗不过李东,无奈之下只好开车回返宾馆。 Zhou Haidong walks, Li Dong smoked several cigarettes continuously, this muttered: „I no one taste?” 周海东一走,李东又连续抽了好几根烟,这才喃喃道:“我没人味？” Li Chengyuan these words really gave Li Dong to deliver a big attack, he did not have to think own father will say him unexpectedly no one taste words. 李程远的这句话是真给李东带来了不小的打击,他没想到自己老爸居然会说出他没人味的话。 If others, Li Dong give him directly a slap in the face, will not be serious. 要是别人,李东直接给他一耳光,也不会当回事。 Words that but the father spoke, Li Dong actually thought repeatedly, Li Dong starts to question were oneself really such as the father said that really no one taste. 可老爸说的话,李东却是想了一遍又一遍,李东开始质疑自己是不是真的如老爸说的,真的没人味。 More thinks that Li Dongyue suspects itself, I really no one taste? 越想李东越是怀疑自己,我真的没人味吗？ He thinks establishes distinguished service Sun Tao for the distant place, Sun Tao bears the burden of responsibility, oneself actually can never believe him completely. 他想到了为远方立下汗马功劳的孙涛,孙涛任劳任怨,自己却始终不敢全部相信他。 He thinks Yuan Xue who recedes another region, oneself except for knowing her went to the overseas time sad the moment, other times were about to forget her probably. 他想到了远走他乡的袁雪,自己除了知道她去国外的时候难过了片刻,其他时候好像快遗忘了她。 He thinks king Jia, oneself helps her from all sides, probably also looks at her to feel sorry, he has stood in an angle of Savior looks at king Jia. 他想到了王佳,自己前前后后地帮她,好像也只是看她可怜,他一直站在一个救世主的角度去看王佳。 He thinks Meng Qiping, his self-sensation work as the friend Meng start/open even, in fact the heart actually looks down upon him. 他想到了孟启平,他自我感觉自己把孟启平当朋友,实际上内心深处却看不起他。 He thought of Wang Jie, Wei Yuan, Lin Yang...... 他想到了王杰、魏源、林阳…… Li Dongxiang many many people, discovered finally, oneself has not believed anybody, has not worked as the friend anybody, has not treated as an indispensable part anybody. 李东想了很多很多人,最后才发现,自己从没相信过任何人,从没把任何人当过朋友,也从没把任何人当作不可或缺的一部分。 He pities to them, looks down upon, has the bestowment, does not have the deep affection only. 他对他们有怜悯,有看不起,有施舍,唯独没有深厚的感情。 „It is not this, I have the parents, the rain contains......” “不是这样的,我还有父母,还有雨涵……” Li Dong muttered one, the complexion was somewhat pale, if the parents, Qin Yuhan didn't walk? 李东喃喃一声,脸色有些苍白,如果父母也不在了,秦雨涵也走了呢？ Will oneself die by heartbreak? 自己会伤心欲绝吗？ Will be in deep sorrow? 会痛不欲生吗？ Meeting! 会的！ Li Dong told itself very much firmly, if parents really or, him will definitely be in deep sorrow. 李东很坚定地告诉自己,如果父母真要不在了,他肯定会痛不欲生的。 But if Qin Yuhan did leave him? 可要是秦雨涵离开他呢？ Li Dong cannot deeply want to get down, he feared that oneself suspects himself, he feared the result of obtaining is not he wants. 李东不敢深想下去,他怕自己怀疑自己,他怕得出的结果不是他想要的。 „How can like this?” “怎么会这样？” Li Dong complexion is even more pale, oneself really changed, probably comes back after the rebirth changed. 李东脸色愈加惨白,自己真的变了,好像从重生回来之后就变了。 Selfish that he changes, changed cold blood, changed money theory only, changing too many were too many. 他变的自私,变的冷血,变的唯金钱论,变了太多太多。 Of previous generation are not this, he has the brothers, has the friend, has hot blooded, has the fervor...... 前世的自己不是这样的,他有兄弟,有朋友,有热血,有激情…… But now, he discovered that oneself really lost, he is guarding against everyone, suspects everyone, perhaps said rationality that he changes, rational really not person of taste. 可现在,他发现自己真的失去了很多,他防范着每个人,怀疑所有人,或许说他变的理性起来,理性的真的没了人味。 He judges a matter now, first sees only then gain or loss, other during is not at him to consider. 他现在判断一件事,首先看到的只有利益得失,其他的都不在他考虑当中。 side Qingfei looks he lends money, he suspected that side Qingfei deceives his money. 方青菲找他借钱的时候,他怀疑方青菲是骗他钱。 The father wants to adopt Li orchid, Li Dongxiang also after is Chen Jing , may ask him to ask for money. 老爸想领养李兰,李东想的也是陈静以后可能会找他要钱。 With reckless Wanlin negotiated, Li Dong also thought that 1.5 million were not worth him helping king Jia solve this matter. 和胡万琳谈判的时候,李东也觉得150万不值得他去帮王佳解决这件事。 Leaves behind Shen Qian, whatever Shen Qian deliberately creates trouble , because he thought that Shen Qian can bring a bigger value to him, he needs is not Shen Qian talent, but is her background. 留下沈茜,任由沈茜胡闹,是因为他觉得沈茜可以给他带来更大的价值,他需要的不是沈茜的才华,而是她的背景。 Li Chenghui soon died, what Li Dongxiang is he only will provoke troublesome to the father, rather than sad. 李程辉快要死了,李东想的是他只会给父亲招惹麻烦,而不是悲伤。 „Was I wrong?” “我错了吗？” Li Dong felt that the whole body is somewhat weak, more wants to be the terrifying. 李东感觉浑身有些无力,越想越是恐怖。 This way, oneself will also believe anyone, but can also believe who? 再这样下去,自己还会相信谁,还能相信谁？ Without the friend, without family member, without family, his remaining perhaps only had money. 没有朋友,没有亲人,没有家庭,他剩下的恐怕只有钱了。 Smoke places are pulling out, Li Dong sits by the parapet, looks at the river water to tumble, looks at the tide to have the ebb tide, is actually uncomfortable at heart. 烟一根根地抽着,李东坐在栏杆旁,看着江水翻滚,看着潮起潮落,心里却不是滋味。 ...... …… Next morning, Li Donghong focused to return to the hotel. 第二天清晨,李东红着眼回到了宾馆。 What is similar to Li Dong, Li Chengyuan eyes are also glowing red, sees Li Dong, Li Chengyuan hmph hmph saying: „Telephones not to meet, extraordinary!” 和李东相似的是,李程远眼睛也红彤彤的,见到李东,李程远哼哼道:“打电话不接,了不起了是吧！” Cao Fangdeng his eyes, to Li Dongdao: „Do not lower oneself to the same level with your father, last night you had not come back, an old thing evening has not fallen asleep.” 曹芳瞪了他一眼,对李东道:“别和你爸一般见识,昨晚你没回来,老东西一晚上都没睡着。” „I will unable to fall asleep, I rest does not know fragrant!” “我会睡不着,我睡的不知道有多香！” „Was dead duck obstinate argumentative, the fragrance that rested also smoked evening's smoke?” “死鸭子嘴硬,睡的香还抽了一晚上的烟？” „You manage me, I want to smoke am not good!” “你管我,我想抽烟难道不行！” Listens to the parents to quarrel, sees them to pay attention to own look change cautiously, Li Dong could not say uncomfortable and rebuked oneself. 听着父母争吵,见他们小心翼翼地注意自己的神色变化,李东心里说不出的难受和自责。 This is not he wants, what he wants is scolding of parents, is writing freely of not covering up. 这不是他想要的,他要的是父母的责骂,是不加掩饰的嬉笑怒骂。 Rather than the present this, has scruples layer on layer/heavily, cautious. 而不是现在这样,顾忌重重,小心翼翼。 Li Dong anything words had not said, supports mother to say gently: „Mother, sorry.” 李东什么话都没说,轻轻拥着母亲道:“妈,对不起。” Cao Fangleng, does not know that should say anything. 曹芳愣了一下,不知道该说什么。 Li Dong has not paused, loosens mother , arrives around Li Chengyuan, suddenly grasps Li journey long way ruthlessly: „Father, sorry, I was wrong!” 李东没停步,松开母亲,又走到李程远跟前,忽然狠狠抱住李程远道:“爸,对不起,我错了！” Li Chengyuan complexion stiff, then shoves open Li Dongdao: „Rolls the calf, smoke, suffocated the person!” 李程远脸色僵了僵,接着就推开李东道:“滚犊子,一身的烟味,熏死人了！” Li Dong laughs, suddenly the feeling sincerity is at heart happy. 李东哈哈大笑,忽然感觉心里真心痛快。 This is he wants, if even the parents dread themselves, does not dare to reprove itself, this is living tired. 这才是他想要的,要是连父母都忌惮自己,都不敢训斥自己,这活着得多累。 Yesterday a night, Li Dongxiang too many were too many. 昨天一夜,李东想了太多太多。 That is one night of his self- redemption, if not Li Chengyuan severe warning, Li Dong will be perhaps getting more and more rich, but he loses will be more. 那是他自我救赎的一夜,如果不是李程远的当头棒喝,李东也许会越来越有钱,可他失去的会更多。 However that was yesterday, now Li Dong actually wants to understand. 不过那是昨天,现在李东却是想明白了。 Money can gain slowly, something actually cannot lose. 钱可以慢慢赚,有些东西却不能失去。 The kinship, love and friendship, these are in the life the most important component, without these, he is only a money-making tool. 亲情、爱情、友情,这些才是生命中最重要的组成部分,如果没有这些,他只是一个赚钱工具。 The rebirth comes, for is not remaining regrettably. 重生来一回,不正是为了不留遗憾。 If only because of money, his rebirth also has what significance. 如果只因为钱,那他重生还有什么意义。 ( To be continued.) (未完待续。)