Chapter 4 must be accepted() 第4章必须考上() Next day. 次日。 In the morning. 早上。 The scorching sun of summer blocked from by the clouds, the cloudy day, the fog misty air was a little cool than couple days ago. 夏日的骄阳被云朵遮住,有点阴天,雾蒙蒙的空气比前几天凉爽了许多。 Just got out of bed, is thinking underpants and sock also in the Aunt Xuan family/home, Dong Xuebin was not comfortable on the whole body, quickly side arrived at 302 to press her family/home doorbell. After all is the female who unrequited love, Dong Xuebin wants to show oneself best side very to Aunt Xuan, but the underpants and smelly sock very that anything, oh, if we had known must snatch yesterday evening at risk of life, hopes that Aunt Xuan has not washed. 刚一起床,想着自己内裤和袜子还在萱姨家里,董学斌就浑身不自在,急急忙忙走到旁边302按了她家门铃。毕竟是自己暗恋的女性,董学斌十分想把自己最好的一面展现给萱姨,可内裤和臭袜子就忒那啥了,唉唉唉,早知道昨天晚上拼死也得抢过来呀,希望萱姨还没洗吧。 kā chā, the gate opened, „, is Little Bin, I am just about to go to work, enters.” 咔嚓,门开了,“哟,是小斌啊,我正要上班去呢,进吧。” Qu Yunxuan is a person lives, in family/home fragrant, is that woman boudoir unique flavor, not the big living room was tidied up cleanly, several leaves of glass were scratched spotlessly. Was sideways the room, Dong Xuebin traces nose extremely awkwardly, the face heat passage: „That anything, my clothes......” 瞿芸萱是一个人住,家里香喷喷的,是那种女人闺房特有的味道,不大的客厅被收拾得干干净净,几扇玻璃被擦得一尘不染。侧身进了屋,董学斌就极为尴尬地摸摸鼻子,脸热道:“那啥,我那衣服……” Qu Yunxuan is bowing to bend the waist to stroke the instep on the ground to be pushed wrinkled flesh stockings by high-heeled shoes, hearing this raised the head, with chin the bathroom, „clothes was hanging with the bathroom with a smile, yesterday washed, possibly has not done thoroughly, how? Anxiously putting on? Does the aunt take the air blower to roast to you?” Her leg squats lowly, another leg is slightly high, among the OL skirts revealed black to be empty, directs the person daydream. 瞿芸萱正屈膝在地上弯腰捋着脚面被高跟鞋挤皱巴的肉丝袜,闻言一抬头,笑着拿下巴努了努卫生间,“衣服都跟卫生间挂着呢,昨天洗的,可能还没干透,怎么？急着穿？那姨给你拿吹风机烤烤？”她一腿蹲得低,另一腿稍高,ol裙中间露出一片黑色空洞,引人遐想极了。 The face of Dong Xuebin was hot, „, didn't use, I took to dry in the sun, thank you Aunt Xuan.” 董学斌的脸更是烫了些,“啊,不用不用,我拿回去晾吧,谢谢萱姨了。” Qu Yunxuan white/in vain his eyes, „polite what? Said that thanked is also this/should I and you says.” 瞿芸萱白他一眼,“客气个啥？说谢也是该我和你说的。” She in the restroom entrance shoeshine, Dong Xuebin entered the bathroom with the clothes, an own T-shirt and pants hang on building the racks of several towels, on the following metal parapet, the underpants and sock are also hanging there, Dong Xuebin hurries to tread the previous step, looked that did not look rapid pulls to hold from the clothes rack the clothes in the bosom, is thinking Qu Yunxuan that pair of soft small hand once on own underpants rubbed the picture, he on was excited also loses face, very had mixed feelings in any case and that's the end. 她在厕所门口擦鞋,董学斌就进了卫生间拿衣服,自己的一件t恤衫和裤子都挂在搭着几条毛巾的架子上,后面的金属栏杆上,内裤和袜子也在那儿悬着,董学斌赶紧踏前一步,看也不看地迅速将衣服从衣架上扯下来抱在怀里,想着瞿芸萱那双软绵绵的小手儿曾在自己内裤上揉来揉去的画面,他就又激动又丢人,反正心情别提多复杂就是了。 Is distracted slightly, when Dong Xuebin wants to take the clothes are going home, suddenly in the stunned discovery bosom were many near a yellowish pink lace the triangle underpants, I depend, with mistakenly, this is not own underwear, is Qu Yunxuan. Dong Xuebin gave itself a forehead palm of the hand, quickly shivers is gripping the Aunt Xuan underpants in hand, wants to return on the metal rack it, but briefs that tide the touch lets in the Dong Xuebin heart, hesitated, he pinched pinching cautiously, not only excited and digs up the rubber band anxiously, extremely looked in the eye curiously. 稍一走神,等董学斌想拿着衣服回家时,突然错愕的发现怀中多了件肉色的蕾丝边三角内裤,我靠,拿错了,这不是自己的内衣,是瞿芸萱的。董学斌给了自己脑门一巴掌,赶快颤抖着将萱姨的内裤攥在手里,想将其重新放回金属架子上,但三角裤那潮乎乎的触感让董学斌心中一荡,迟疑了一下,他小心翼翼地捏了捏,既兴奋又紧张地将松紧带一扒,好奇万分地看了眼里面。 This is the Aunt Xuan underpants. 这就是萱姨的内裤呀。 Really attractive! 真好看！ While Dong Xuebin looks at the fascinated time, outside the restroom, a head searched, „takes a bit faster, the aunt also went to work......” words to say half have not said that Qu Yunxuan saw Dong Xuebin hand takes yellowish pink briefs, the face one was red. 正当董学斌看入迷的时候,厕所外,一个脑袋探了进来,“快点拿哦,姨还上班……”话说了一半就没说下去,瞿芸萱一眼就看到了董学斌手里拿着的肉色三角裤,脸一下就红了。 Dong Xuebin almost faints, the conditioned reflex throws toward the washer on the underpants, „Aunt Xuan! It is not! Really is not!” 董学斌差点晕倒在地,条件反射地将内裤往洗衣机上一扔,“萱姨！不是！真不是！” Qu Yunxuan stares his one eyes, without word sound. 瞿芸萱瞪他一眼,没言声。 Ended! Dong Xuebin felt one good image in Aunt Xuan heart to destroy, is hard to explain saying: „It is not such! I! I just took wrong! I......” could not explain, can he remembers suddenly rewind time not experiment today with enough time, immediately shouts sentence „Back!” 完了完了！董学斌觉得自己在萱姨心中的好形象全毁了,有口难辩道:“不是那样！我！我刚拿错了！我……”根本解释不清了,他忽然想起今天到底能不能后退时间还没来得及试验,立刻喊了句“back！” The picture flies to flash! 画面飞闪！ The next quarter, Dong Xuebin only saw that own hand extends in the midair, the unconsciousness must grasp on the metal frame are building the yellowish pink briefs. 下一刻,董学斌只看到自己的手伸在半空,正无意识地要去抓金属架上搭着的肉色三角裤。 One minute ago time! 正是一分钟前的时间段！ Also became! The time drew back! 又成了！时间又退回去了！ The hand hurried brake, Dong Xuebin relaxes thoroughly, only held own clothes half step to have the bathroom, „Aunt Xuan, I, I went back.” 手急忙一刹车,董学斌彻底松了口气,只抱着自己的衣服快步出了卫生间,“萱姨,我,我回去了啊。” Qu Yunxuan one, „later has the dirty clothes to give the aunt to bring with a laugh, you're welcome.” 瞿芸萱笑呵呵地一嗯,“以后有脏衣服就给姨拿过来,别客气。” Hū, close call. 呼,好险啊。 After going home, Dong Xuebin tried several Back, did not have the effect! 回家后,董学斌又尝试了几次back,却又没了效果！ It seems like this returned to the past ability is really a day one time! 看来这个返回到过去的能力果然是一天一次！ Developed, oneself were absolutely developed! 发达了,自己绝对要发达了！ The breakfast was yesterday remains the gruel that the rice cooked, an egg, one plate of sauce cucumber brined vegetables. Because this day food market egg rose in prices much, Dong Xuebin and mother had many days not to hate to eat, the mournful sound spit, sat opposite of mother him dry bares the egg shell cautiously, one after another chewing carefully. 早饭是昨天剩米饭熬的粥,一个鸡蛋,一碟酱黄瓜咸菜。因为这段日子菜市场鸡蛋涨价了不少,董学斌和老妈有好多天都没舍得吃过了,干巴巴地咽咽吐沫,坐在母亲对面的他小心翼翼地剥开鸡蛋壳,一口一口细嚼慢咽着。 „Your Auntie Xu possibly comes home to drop around later.” The mother raise the head, „your official tests the review how?” “你许阿姨待会儿可能来家串门。”老妈一抬头,“你公务员考复习的咋样了？” „Careless.” Dong Xuebin good mood suddenly powder, sighing, „the hope is not big, you know that I learn/study not quite have been good.” Reason that after university graduation, has not looked for a work to do casually, the reference appendix official is the most main reason, Associated University that but Dong Xuebin is the Capital City quite general school, his result is also quite ordinary in the school, the synthesis, can test into the probability of official to be minimal , should say that is not possible to be right. “马马虎虎。”董学斌好心情骤然一散,叹叹气,“不过希望不大,您知道的,我学习一直不太好。”之所以大学毕业后没有随便找个工作干,备考公务员是最主要的一个原因,可是董学斌所在的联大是京城比较一般的学校,他成绩在学校里又比较一般,综合来看,能考上公务员的概率微乎其微,呃,应该说是不可能才对。 „Does not obstruct, will unable to be accepted this time also has next time, will not be good first looks for on duty.” The mother touch son's hand, „association/will is accepted.” “不碍得,考不上这次还有下次呢,不行就先找个班儿上着。”老妈摸摸儿子的手,“总会考上的。” Facing the expectation of mother, the pressure of Dong Xuebin shoulder in vain heavy, „I...... I make contribution.” 面对老妈的期望,董学斌肩头的压力徒然重了重,“我……我尽力吧。” Oh, official, official. 唉,公务员,公务员。 Now in the system competes such brutally, can in he really sew from wū wū the person of vast forces one's way in? How wants is also unlikely. Continues he to hope uncertainly, Dong Xuebin these university schoolmates, even the result is excellent, the brain extremely spirit a few people, still not necessarily can be accepted, that is must interview two checkpoints to pass after the written examination, and that position that registers, others also only enroll a person generally, you ponder over, that is solid being one in a ten thousand, can be difficult? 现在体制里竞争这么残酷,他真能从呜呜泱泱的人缝里挤进去？怎么想也不太可能呀。不止他希望渺茫,董学斌那些大学同学,即使成绩极好、脑子极灵的少数几人,也不见得能考得上,那是要经过笔试面试两道关卡才能通过的,且报考的那个职位,人家一般也只录取一个人,你就琢磨吧,那是实实在在的万里挑一,得多难？ Thump thump thump, some outside people knock on a door. 咚咚咚,外面有人敲门。 The mother grabbed Dong Xuebin to open the door to welcome quickly. Out of the door is standing they, one is the 40-year-old middle-aged woman, one wears the youth of eyeglasses 25 or 26-year-old, respectively is neighbor Auntie Xu and her son Little Dong, behind, but also has the leadership style big belly middle-aged man to walk very much from fourth floor. 老妈赶快抓着董学斌开门迎了出去。门外站着俩人,一个是40多岁的中年妇女,一个是二十五六岁戴眼镜的青年,分别是邻居许阿姨和她儿子小东,后面,还一个很有领导气派的大肚子中年男人从四楼走下来。 The mother looked, immediately first notifies that man warmly, „does Section Chief Xu, go to work?” 老妈一看,立刻热情地先跟那男人打招呼,“许科长,上班去啊？” Dong Xuebin also said: „Section Chief Xu, Auntie Xu.” 董学斌也道:“许科长,许阿姨。” Section Chief Xu takes a bureaucratic airs slightly nod, did not tell the Dong Xuebin mother and child the words, continues to walk toward downstairs. 许科长拿着官架子微微一点头,连话都不跟董学斌母子俩说,继续往楼下走。 Auntie Xu said with behind injunction Section Chief Xu: „Son was about to take a test, you also came back in the evening earlier, we went out to eat.” 许阿姨跟后面嘱咐许科长道:“儿子快考试了,你晚上也早点回来,咱们出去吃。” Section Chief Xu with Auntie Xu is a couple, hears is promoted to leading positions in the first half of the year, now worked as a young leader with the customs that side, the Deputy Section level or the Section Head level is coming, is Beikou this piece of mixes in any case well. However impression of Dong Xuebin to their family is not quite good, particularly this Section Chief Xu, before he perhaps by person , after the variety, supported, the eye long withstood/top in the head, never with looking straight at looked at the person. 许科长跟许阿姨是两口子,听说上半年提了干,现在跟海关那边当了个小头头,副科级还是正科级来着,反正是北口这片儿混得不错的。不过董学斌对他们一家人的印象都不太好,尤其是这个许科长,他许是被人前簇后拥惯了,眼睛都长在脑袋顶上,从不拿正眼儿看人。 After the mother welcomed the room Auntie Xu and Little Dong, Dong Xuebin also heard downstairs to have the neighbor to give regards with Section Chief Xu. 等老妈把许阿姨和小东迎进屋后,董学斌还听见楼下有邻居跟许科长问好呢。 „Yo, is Section Chief Xu, so early today?” “哟,许科长,今天这么早？” „permits branch, a while ago matter thank you you helped, today does accepting this invite make me invite a guest?” “许科,前阵子的事儿谢谢您帮忙了,今天赏脸让我请个客呗？” In the spoken language is passing a flattering flavor. 言语中透着一股巴结的味道。 In the Dong Xuebin heart is filled with all sorts of feelings, oh, being an official is good, oneself must also be able to be accepted as the official to be good. 董学斌心中不禁感慨万分,唉,当官就是好啊,自己要也能考上公务员就好了。 closed the door returns to the room, in the living room, the maid's in best tea leaves the family/home took, loved dearly steeped two cups to Auntie Xu, but this „good tea leaves” to Dong Xuebin, Auntie Xu and Little Dong will certainly not look to glance, tasted, Auntie Xu knit the brows to put down the cup, has not drunk one again, „Xiaoping, heard that your son also did take a test in 15? Has had confidence the reference line?” 关好门回屋,客厅里,老妈把家里最好的茶叶拿了出来,心疼不已地沏了两杯给许阿姨两人,但这“好茶叶”只是对董学斌家来说的,许阿姨和小东当然不会看上眼,尝了一下,许阿姨就皱眉放下了杯子,没再喝一口,“晓萍,听说你儿子也在十五中考试？有把握过基准线吗？” The mother draw Dong Xuebin to sit down, sigh: „Hopes not in a big way, oh, should Little Dong not have the issue?” 老妈拉着董学斌坐下,叹气道:“希望不大,唉,小东应该没问题吧？” Little Dong pushes the eyeglass frame, takes this proposal review material to look sadly, did not speak, and his father was equally arrogant. 小东推推眼镜框,沉闷地拿着本申论复习资料看着,也不说话,跟他爸一样傲。 Auntie Xu smiles proudly: „Little Dong crosses certainly, last year the country tested is careless, the free response has not displayed his level, this year the earnest duplicate/restores review, tests first several not to have the issue.” paused, Auntie Xu showed off lowered the voice, said with a smile: „I also told you, Little Dong his father has hit to call with the customs that side, so long as Little Dong the interview proportion, that side had definitely allowed to pass.” 许阿姨骄傲地笑笑:“小东当然过的了,去年国考是马虎了,申论题没发挥出他的水平,今年认真复复习,考个前几名还是没问题的。”顿了顿,许阿姨炫耀地压低了嗓音,笑道:“我也就跟你说,小东他爸已经跟海关那边打好招呼了,只要小东过了面试分数线,那边肯定放行。” „That may be really good, your son has prospects.” Blinking that the mother envy, sat toward Auntie Xu That side near, „you looked at Little Dong, if were not busy, making him teach the Little Bin schoolwork?” “那可真不错,你儿子有出息啊。”老妈羡慕的眨眨眼,往许阿姨那边坐近了些,“你看小东要是不忙的话,让他教教小斌功课行吗？” Little Dong entrained the matter that he is dropping around to be very repugnant to mother, one hear of this saying, turn the head to say with the stiff tone immediately: „Mother, I may not have the time.” 小东本就对母亲拽着他来串门的事情很反感,一听这话,立刻用生硬的语气转头道:“妈,我可没时间啊。” Dong Xuebin saw the mother to withstand/top, the fire one came up, „you think that I did have the time?” 董学斌见得老妈被人顶了,火一下就上来了,“你以为我有时间呐？” Mother one anxious, arched Dong Xuebin with the elbow, „does, a politeness does not understand!” 老妈一急,拿胳膊肘拱了拱董学斌,“干嘛呢,一点礼貌也不懂！” The atmosphere concentrates, Auntie Xu hehe said with a smile: „Actually your family Little Bin does not need non- to test the official anxiously, you look at the present university graduates, how many year of accumulation accumulation experiences is goes out first to work to take a test again, such capacity also slightly high spot, how otherwise hasn't the society even contacted has taken a test? You looked how many graduating students are accepted as the official? 1/1000 do not have!” 气氛一凝,许阿姨呵呵笑道:“其实你家小斌也不用非急着考公务员的,你看现在的大学毕业生,都是出去先工作几年积累积累经验再去考试,那样通过率还稍稍高点,不然连社会都没接触过怎么考试？你看有几个应届毕业生考上公务员的？千分之一都没！” The mother hollow laugh two, had not said. 老妈干笑了两声,没接话。 The Dong Xuebin heart said that you are the incantation I? How you know that I can't be accepted? 董学斌心说你这是咒我呢？你咋知道我考不上？ He calculates that looked, Auntie Xu led the son to show off. 他算看出来了,许阿姨是带着儿子显摆来了。 After a half hour, Auntie Xu brought Little Dong to say goodbye to leave, before going out, Little Dong coldly looked at Dong Xuebin one , the withdraw line of sight, in his opinion, in the Dong Xuebin family/home was too contemptuously poor, the person also did not have the skill, let alone civil service examination, even if looked for a work to be perhaps a problem, was that type is doomed to live for a lifetime in the person of lower class, was really not worth communicating with him. 半个小时后,许阿姨带着小东告辞离开了,出门前,小东冷冷地看了董学斌一眼,又轻蔑地收回视线,在他看来,董学斌家里太穷了,人又没本事,别说公务员考试了,就算找个工作恐怕都成问题,是那种注定了会一辈子活在社会底层的人,实在不值得跟他来往。 In the afternoon. 下午。 The mother returned to the room to take an afternoon nap, Dong Xuebin is holding one pile of line of old times test questions that measured with the proposal wrote to draw in the living room, are making the final sprint review. May look at long time him unable to look again, only because of Dong Xuebin feels even the ultra level displayed, still enough the threshold of official Cauqui directrix, reviews also to waste energy radically, oh, what to do? 老妈回屋去睡午觉了,董学斌则抱着一摞行测和申论的往年试题在客厅里写写画画,做着最后的冲刺复习。可看了半晌他也没能再看进去,只因董学斌觉着即便是自己超水平发挥了,也根本够不到公务员考基准线的门槛,这么复习下去也是白费力气,唉,怎么办？ The slight speaking voice floats in the ear suddenly. 细微的说话声忽然飘进耳朵里。 Probably in the room, listens to not very clear. 好像是屋里,听不太清楚。 Dong Xuebin looked toward the bedroom gate in following the sound, walks to twist off the door knob gently, opened a slit. 董学斌顺着声音往卧室门上一看,走过去轻轻拧开门把手,打开了一道缝隙。 Sees only the mother to take father's that black-and-white photo, sorption nose is wiping tears with the sleeve cuff, silent is crying, „why her son can enter the mechanism/organization, isn't my son good? His father, you may probably bless our son tests successfully to pass, so long as the son can enter the mechanism/organization, I...... I little live good for several years.” 只见老妈正拿着老爸的那张黑白照片,边吸着鼻子边用袖口擦着眼泪,无声地哭着,“凭什么她儿子就能进机关,我儿子不行？他爹,你可一定得保佑咱们儿子考试顺利通过,只要儿子能进机关,我……我少活几年都行。” „...... Mother!” The Dong Xuebin eyelid pulls out, walks with stride. “……妈！”董学斌眼皮一抽,大步走过去。 The mother saw to cry to take a look at seeing by the son, was shameless one red, hurried to wipe the eye to say with a smile: „Mother is all right, all right.” 老妈见哭相又被儿子瞅了见,不由老脸一红,慌忙擦擦眼睛笑道:“妈没事儿,没事儿。” Stands before mother, Dong Xuebin heart one ruthless, clenches teeth saying: „You felt relieved that this time official I am definitely accepted, dies also at the area-wide student examination.” Mother's miserable appearance stirred up the fighting spirit of Dong Xuebin, the person the live one breath, Buddha struggles to burn a joss stick, why the parents all are officer, the son all are the officials, but oneself can only be the even boss common people, makes mother eat continually well selects and is warmly clothed selects these simplest matter unable to achieve? 站在母亲面前,董学斌心一狠,咬牙道:“您放心吧,这次的公务员我肯定考上,死也会考上。”母亲凄苦的样子把董学斌的斗志激了出来,人活一口气,佛争一炷香,凭什么人家爹妈全是官儿,儿子全是公务员,而自己就只能是个平头儿老百姓,连让母亲吃得好点、穿得暖点这些最简单的事情都做不到？ Is two shoulders shoulders a head, who is worse than whom! 都是两个肩膀扛一个脑袋,谁比谁差啊！ This official, he must be accepted! 这个公务员,他必须要考上！ This time, he only wants and mother struggles the one breath to himself!! 这一次,他只想给自己和母亲争上一口气！！