Chapter 285 you have to love your father very much 第285章你有个很爱你的爸爸呀 After was drawn by the daughter made the physical examination, forest Guochuan somewhat has been anxious, in the evening has not had a good sleep to think, but also had not a very good dream. 在被女儿拉去做了体检之后,林国川一直有些不安,晚上都没怎么睡好觉,还做了一个很不好的梦。 Next day after he wakes up , the state of mind was better, he planned to buoy up to prepare carries out the repair plan to the family/home, finally next day receives the phone call that the hospital made. 第二天他醒来后精神状态好了许多,他本打算重新振作起来准备给家里执行装修规划,结果第二天就收到了医院打来的电话。 The doctor in telephone said to forest Sichuan, said is discovered his lungs have a big shadow, suggested that he hurries to go to the hospital to reexamine. 电话里的医生向林国川表示,说是发现他的肺部有一个不小的阴影,建议他赶紧去医院复查一下。 Because in the telephone raised the topic about lung cancer explicitly, although is the possibility that removes the tumor, but also frightens really heavily forest Sichuan. 因为电话里明确提到了关于肺癌的话题,虽然是排除肿瘤的可能性,但也着实把林国川吓得不轻。 He planned to hide the truth from the family member to plan oneself go to the hospital to check secretly, finally his disturbed appearance had by the forest detected, the forest had pursues the father to ask one knew the situation, this forest had to call Mei side, went to the hospital to make the reexamination with mother beam Meijuan. 他原本打算瞒着家里人打算自己偷偷去医院做检查,结果他心绪不宁的样子被林有兮察觉,林有兮追着爸爸问了一遍才知道情况,这次林有兮叫上了梅方,和妈妈梁美鹃一起去医院做复查。 summer Yuan also wants to follow to go together, but had by the forest politely refused, she said that this time has Albanian to accompany is being enough, summer Yuantai will worry about here will instead be making the surrounding people think strange. 夏缘本来也是想跟着一起去,不过被林有兮婉言谢绝了,她说这次有阿方陪着就已足够,夏缘太记挂着这边反而会让周围的人觉得奇怪。 The forest has does not have any likes the custom that hides the truth from family member to suffer hardships, she had not planned that is hiding the truth from stepmother beam Meijuan this matter. 林有兮没有什么喜欢瞒着家里人自己受苦的习惯,她也没打算把这件事瞒着后妈梁美鹃。 In her opinion, in the family/home encounters the difficulty to shoulder together shoulder to shoulder on this/should whole family. 在她看来,家里遇到困难就该一家人一起并肩扛过去。 Outside the registration hospital waiting room, forest Guochuan sits on the chair dull, beam Meijuan restlesses is pacing up and down. 挂号候诊室外,林国川呆呆坐在椅子上,梁美鹃心神不宁地来回走动着。 Usually does not display her who believes in Buddhism to lower the head to recite some scrip­tures at this moment, then takes out the chest front once for a while the image of Buddha jade sign, talked over the words that the Bodhisattva is blessing and so on the mouth. 平时并不怎么表现出信佛的她此时此刻正低着头吟诵着一些经文,而后时不时取出胸前的佛像玉牌,在口中念叨着菩萨保佑之类的话语。 The forest has and Mei side sits in the slightly far place, the forest has is at first sight stable, has actually been gripping Mei side a hand. 林有兮和梅方在稍远的地方坐着,林有兮乍看之下很是安定,却也一直攥着梅方的一只手。 She is also supporting. 她也只是在强撑着罢了。 The plum side also can only the gentle voice comfort the mood of friends from childhood at this moment: „Does not need too to be worried that...... the lungs shadow not necessarily is the lung cancer, the possibility of lung nodule is bigger, does not want to frighten itself.” 梅方此刻也只能柔声安抚着自己青梅竹马的心情:“不用太担心……肺部阴影不一定就是肺癌,肺结节的可能性更大一些,不要自己吓唬自己。” „But I checked, the lung nodule...... the lung nodule is also the lung cancer omen.” “可我查了一下,肺结节……肺结节也是肺癌的前兆。” „You are mother checks, having this result is also normal.” “你是度娘查的吧,有这个结果也正常。” Mei side pats the head that the forest has, „how regardless of the result, I and reason reason will be accompanying you.” 梅方轻轻拍拍林有兮的脑袋,“无论结果怎样,我和缘缘都会陪着你们。” The forest had nods gently, grips Mei side the hand to tighten. 林有兮轻轻点了点头,攥着梅方的手更紧了一些。 Went in the situation to forest Guochuan interrogating, the whole family followed to go in together. 到了林国川进去问诊的情况,一家人跟着一起进去。 Sits examines the doctor after the CT flat and thin piece that watching the beforehand physical examination has made, first was listens to forest Guochuan to tell own some symptoms, in knowing him was engaged in the construction industry, year to year treated after the work site, appeared the complexion to be somewhat dignified: 坐诊医生在看过之前体检做的CT片子后,先是听林国川讲述了自己的一些症状,在得知他从事建筑行业,常年待在工地之后,不由显得面色有些凝重: „From the situation of CT flat and thin piece, the area truly is at present big, the outline edge is not very clear, must make to strengthen CT to be able again to see clearly the situation.” “目前从CT片子的情况来看,面积确实不小,轮廓边缘也不是很清晰,要再做个增强CT才能看清情况。” beam Meijuan shivers the inquiry to say in the one side, „medicine and doctor, you said is the lung cancer probability big?” 梁美鹃在一旁颤抖着询问道,“医、医生,你说是肺癌的概率有多大呀？” „The further examination can confirm, currently speaking, the possibility has, but is not high. However you felt relieved, even the lung cancer is still early period, five years of survival percentage is very high, the most important thing is to maintain the mentality to be gentle, some cure hopes.” “得进一步检查才能确认,目前来看,可能性有但是不算高。不过伱们放心,就算是肺癌也是早期,五年存活率很高,最重要的是保持心态平和,这样才有治愈希望。” beam Meijuan listened to the doctor to say scary, almost two one black must faint, nearby Mei side supported her steadily, after she slightly slow the god has come, still with having the weeping voice tone is pleading to the doctor: 梁美鹃听着医生说得吓人,差点两眼一黑就要晕倒,还是一旁的梅方把她稳稳扶住,她稍微缓过神来后,依然用带着哭腔的口吻向医生恳求道: „Our family/home Sichuan these years received the much pain, in recent years can stop to rest with great difficulty, did not have with enough time, the doctor you may probably help him well......” “我们家国川这些年受了很多苦,近几年才好不容易可以歇口气,还没有来得及诶,医生你可一定要好好帮帮他啊……” Such scene wants to come the doctor to see frequently, regarding this was also unalarmed by strange sights, his reply is also very tranquil, „we naturally will do utmost the treatment sickness, now the pathology has not determined, now lets be mentally prepared, but your family members do not use too pessimistically.” 这样的场景想来医生经常见到,对此也是见怪不怪了,他的回答也很平静,“我们当然会竭尽全力救治病患,现在病理还没有确定,现在只是让做好心理准备,但你们家属也不用太悲观。” The forest has and Mei side holds the waiting to see the doctor hall to rest beam Meijuan, before long forest Guochuan also took the examination form that the doctor is making to walk. 林有兮和梅方把梁美鹃扶到候诊大厅休息,不一会儿林国川也拿着医生开的检测单子走了出来。 „Must first make an appointment to strengthen the CT time, then-” “要先预约增强CT的时间,再然后-” „Uncle Lin, this I run.” “林叔叔,这个我来跑吧。” The plum side holds on forest Guochuan the hand, said in a soft voice, „beautiful cuckoo aunt cannot withstand these, you keep under here multi- comforting the aunt, the matter of running about I do and that's the end.” 梅方拉住林国川的手,轻声说道,“美鹃阿姨经不起这些,您还是留在这里多安抚下阿姨,跑腿的事情我来干就是了。” „That troubled you......” “那就麻烦你了……” Mei side was busy preparing to help forest Guochuan run each procedure, on the same day made to do to strengthen the CT opportunity, completed the CT result to take 48 hours to come out to reexamine again, the group first go home temporarily. 梅方忙前忙后帮林国川跑完了各个手续,当天就约到了做增强CT的机会,做完CT结果要48小时才能出来再复查,一行人暂时就先回了家。 The attack that beam Meijuan comes under today is very obviously big, to the forest has starts to regret that led her to come together. 梁美鹃今天受到的打击明显很大,大到林有兮都开始后悔带她一起过来了。 But when this is also meets gets sick greatly the way things should be, experiences Mei side who has sudden died one time not to feel the pain with enough time already the belch fart, however at his previous generation's behind matter, he is also an unthinkable world, after he is unable to imagine oneself parents lose are alone, is going to face the big pain. 但这也是遇到大病时的人之常情,经历过一次猝死的梅方还没来得及感受痛苦就已嗝屁,但是在他前世的身后之事,他也是想都不敢想的一个世界,他无法想象自己的父母失独后将要面临着多大的痛苦。 In this physical examination and no one blamed forest Guochuan not to treasure own body well, but forest Guochuan had self-knowledge very much, on come back road, he raised a mouth suddenly: 这次体检里并没有人责怪林国川不好好爱惜自己的身体,但林国川却很有自知之明,回来的路上,他忽然提了一嘴: „I will go to the bureau tomorrow work, raises the body well, has a look at the result situation of inspection again.” “我明天就去局里把工作辞了吧,好好养养身体,再看看检查的结果情况。” „First waits for the result to make the decision again, now finally hasn't come out?” “先等结果再做决定吧,现在结果不是还没出来么？” „Result non- result anything...... was indifferent.” “结果不结果什么的……无所谓了。” forest Guochuan smiles bitterly is shaking the head saying that „said that wants me to have the sickness is really the cancer words, I think that we should not need to govern, so as to avoid waste money......” 林国川苦笑着摇摇头道,“说起来,要我得的病真是癌的话,我想我们应该不用治了,免得浪费钱……” „You are speaking what nonsense!” “你在说什么鬼话！” Periphery the forest had bellows to father forest Guochuan rarely, the sound of reprimanding resounded through the entire street, the austere murderous aura field that the forest had makes everyone silent immediately. 林有兮罕见地冲父亲林国川大吼了一声,斥责的声音响彻整条街道,林有兮的肃杀气场立刻让周围所有人都沉默了。 The awkward atmosphere has continued to go home to the people, Mei side has tried saying that some words of encouragement eased up the atmosphere, beam Meijuan were also saying must prepare food first good delicious, the forest had does not want to talk with the father, went to the kitchen with mother together. 尴尬的气氛一直持续到众人归家,梅方一直试图说些鼓励的话语来缓和气氛,梁美鹃也说着要去做饭先好好吃一顿,林有兮不想和爸爸交谈,就跟着妈妈一起去了厨房。 At this time living room on remaining forest Guochuan and Mei side. 这个时候客厅就剩下林国川和梅方了。 forest Guochuan sat a while on the sofa, listening to Mei side to comfort several, then he sets out suddenly, called outside Mei side the institute. 林国川在沙发上坐了一会儿,听梅方安慰几句,接着他忽然起身,将梅方叫到了院外。 Has not waited for Mei side to inquire the reason, he toward Mei Fanggui, this may have a scare Mei side suddenly. 未等梅方询问缘由,他忽然朝着梅方跪了下来,这可把梅方吓了一大跳。 „Uncle Lin, you are make anything- is about...... to be quick you......” “林叔叔,你这是做什么-快起来……快起来啊你……” The father-in-law kneeling son-in-law, this do not fold my longevity! 岳父跪女婿,这不是要折我寿嘛！ „I know that the uncle said will be very selfish......, but present this situation I have no alternative but to raise with you, feared, did not have the opportunity to raise.” “我知道叔叔这么说会很自私……但是现在这个情况我不能不跟你提,怕以后就没机会提了。” forest Guochuan is gripping Mei side the arm stubbornly, at the same time lowers the head to pour out own words. 林国川死死地攥着梅方的胳膊,一面低着头倾诉着自己的话语。 „You know, Uncle Lin is man who does not have the skill, had this child to follow I to have many pain since childhood, your beautiful cuckoo aunt followed I not to enjoy happiness, therefore I strongest wish, can help them have the last auspicious day, therefore wants to go all out to make money......, even if you told me to make a lot of money, I thought that made the multi- money is to also dislike again insufficiently.” “你知道,林叔叔是个没本事的男人,有兮这孩子从小跟着我吃了不少苦,你美鹃阿姨跟着我也没享福,所以我最大的心愿,就是能让她们俩过上好日子,所以才想拼命赚钱……哪怕你们告诉我已经赚了很多钱,我觉得赚再多钱也是嫌不够的。” „Although the uncle knew you now with the reason reason in together, but the hope...... hopes you can look, in you and had in the sentimental share that so many year of acquaintances accompanied, helping the uncle take care of mother and daughter much, this was the uncle asks you for the wish that the uncle achieved.” “虽然叔叔知道你现在跟缘缘在一起了,但还是希望……希望你能看在你和有兮这么多年相识相伴的感情份上,帮叔叔多多照顾她们母女俩,这是叔叔求你替叔叔达成的心愿。” „Particularly has, she is I in the person who this world's most is in suspense most worries about, her character since childhood stubborn, I want besides you and reason reason, in this world others cannot talk openly with her.” “尤其是有兮,她是我在这个世界上最放心不下最牵挂的人,她的性格从小就倔强,我想除了你和缘缘之外,这世上已经没有其他人可以和她谈心了。” forest Guochuan looks up to Mei side, although has not burst into tears, but actually covered entirely the blood threads, in the vision of pity filled a middle-aged man helpless and sad- 林国川抬头望向梅方,虽然没有流泪,但是却布满了血丝,哀怜的目光里充满了一个中年男人的无奈与悲戚- „If...... if you also dropped out her...... she are completely a person alone in this world.” “如果……如果你们也抛下她的话……她就完全是一个人孤零零在这个世上了。” „Uncle useless man, knows you anything does not lack now, the uncle could not give your anything, therefore can only ask you brazenly like this, hopes that you can promise the uncle.” “叔叔是没有用的男人,知道你现在什么都不缺,叔叔也给不了你什么,所以只能厚着脸皮这样求着你,希望你可以答应叔叔。” „Uncle Lin, this saying did not need you saying that...... I will definitely look after well.” “林叔叔,这话不用您说……我肯定会好好照顾有兮的。” Mei side a face renounces earnestly pledged to forest Sichuan, „I and reason reason and she has become the whole family, when regardless of will not separate, I promised you.” 梅方一脸认真决绝地向林国川承诺,“我和缘缘和她早就成了一家人,无论什么时候都不会分开的,我向您保证。” „Good...... this to be good...... I also to be like this relieved.” “好……这样就好……这样我也安心了。” „You first get up, I may be unable to receive this.” “您先起来吧,我可受不起这个。” Mei Fangfu forest Guochuan is setting out saying that „the present has not come out finally, makes the mood of plan to understand in the worst direction, but the matter did not have to that degree bad, I thought that you must set level the mentality.” 梅方扶着林国川起身道,“现在结果还没有出来,朝最坏的方向做打算的心情可以理解,但是事情还没有糟糕到那种程度,我觉得您还是要放平心态。” „Because, regardless of I and have the friendship of since childhood growing up to be deep, something are father's you can give the things.” “因为,无论我和有兮从小长大的情谊有多么深厚,有些东西还是只有身为父亲的您才能给予有兮的东西。” „Un......” “嗯……” forest Guochuan slight bow, closely is then gripping Mei side the shoulder, „a moment ago to having said that that discouraged words are I are not truly right, troubled you to having says one, even if will really be the lung cancer I will still treat actively.” 林国川微微点点头,接着紧紧攥着梅方的肩膀,“刚才对有兮说那么泄气的话确实是我不对,麻烦你对有兮说一声,就算真是肺癌我也会积极治疗的。” „This saying or Uncle Lin said that the comparison has persuasive power- . Moreover, I thought that had also certainly to roared your matter to feel embarrassed a moment ago, wants to apologize with you.” “这话还是林叔叔自己去说比较有说服力-而且,我觉得有兮也一定对刚才吼了你的事情觉得不好意思,也想跟你道歉的。” Mei side scratches the head, „your father and daughter in stubborn this point, really exactly the same.” 梅方挠挠头,“你们父女在倔强这一点上,是真的一模一样。” Right...... has? 对吧……有兮？ Mei Fangwang to depending after a form that the wall reveals slightly, shows a temperate happy expression. 梅方望向靠在墙后稍稍露出的一丝身影,不由露出一丝温和的笑意。 When feeds in the room forest Sichuan, the plum side has the courtyard to look for the forest to have, then bumps into the forest to have one to jump in own bosom, she shivers slightly, is weeping, is gripping the plum side chest front clothes stubbornly. 等到把林国川送进屋子,梅方出院子来找林有兮,然后就撞见林有兮一把扑进自己的怀里,她微微颤抖着、啜泣着、死死地攥着梅方胸前的衣服。 In the family/home encounters the difficulty, this/should whole family shoulders together shoulder to shoulder. 家里遇到困难,就该一家人一起并肩扛过去。 But if in fact Mei side in the side, the forest does not have does not know how to shoulder. 但事实上如果梅方不在身边的话,林有兮也不知道怎么扛过去。 „Albanian...... I do not want not to have the father......” “阿方……我不想没有爸爸……” „I really do not think that...... experienced one again......” “我真的不想……再经历一遍了……” „...... I know well.” “好好……我知道的。” Mei side comforts the forest to have in a soft voice, at the same time is touching her back gently, this is her rare frail time, Mei side had the sob when past each forest has not absented. 梅方轻声安抚着林有兮,一边轻轻抚摸着她的后背,这是她少有的脆弱时刻,梅方在过去每一次林有兮哭泣时都没有缺席。 Naturally this time is no exception. 当然这次也不例外。 „Has, you have to love your father very much......” “有兮,你有个很爱你的爸爸呀……” Hugs the bosom frail forest no use to have, that she who Mei side remembers the previous generation. Perhaps previous generation has after loses mother and good friend one after another, in the life only depending on is also this busy, but loves her father very much. 搂着怀里脆弱无助的林有兮,梅方不由想起前世的那个她。也许前世的有兮在接连失去母亲和挚友之后,生活中唯一的倚仗也就是她这个忙碌但是很爱她的父亲。 If her even/including father cannot defend finally, how the plum side is unable to imagine her to persist in going on living. 如果她最后连父亲也守不住的话,梅方根本无法想象她要怎么坚持活下去。 Naturally, the parents must go to us one day. 当然,父母总有一天要离我们而去。 This is the necessity of life. 这是人生的必然。 But mostly the parents also hope very much oneself can not remain leaves regrettably, at least hopes that can see the children to be able on the happy life. 但大多父母也很希望自己能够不留遗憾地离开,至少希望能看到儿女们能过上幸福的生活。 Not necessarily said that must have children and grandchildren all around to be passed from generation to generation, this is not the mainstream of present age pursue. 并不一定说要儿孙满堂传宗接代,这已不是当代追求的主流。 The object who can support mutually, or proved a person can also enough powerful is living, can make them leave safely. 有一个可以相互扶持的对象,亦或是证明一个人也可以足够强大的活着,都可以让他们安然离开。 forest Guochuan the physical examination report final appraisal is the lungs tubercle, although is far with the cancer at present, but also needs to continue to observe the change of tubercle, if increases in successive years, when necessary also needs to perform the chest MIS. 林国川的体检报告最后鉴定为肺部结节,虽然目前与癌症相差甚远,但还需要继续观察结节的变化,如果连年增大的话,必要时也是需要进行胸部微创手术的。 But in some sense, the crisis was relieves temporarily. 但从某种意义上来说,危机算是暂时解除了。 But after this psychology struggles, forest Guochuan finally sees through. 但经过这次心理斗争后,林国川最终还是看开了。 He resigned from himself to reign to be close to 20 years of post, decided to be first wholly-absorbed family's repair does well. 他辞去了自己在位接近二十年的岗位,决定先专心把家里的装修弄好。 The repair can inhale some not good gas, therefore forest Guochuan also needs a person help to take a walk to handle. 装修会吸入一些不好的气体,所以林国川还需要一个人帮忙走动打理。 The forest has also succeeds to persuade beam Meijuan to return to white Mei County, takes care of forest Guochuan while this opportunity well, passed well lost two years of sexes. 林有兮也成功劝说梁美鹃回到白梅县,趁着这次机会好好照顾林国川,好好度过失去了两年的夫妻生活。 As for three big only here- 至于三大只这边- Needs the person to look after? 需要人照顾吗？ Doesn't need? 不需要吗？ Now truly does not need. 现在确实不需要了。 They can take care of itself good. 她们自己就能照顾好自己。 The next chapter started the sprint rhythm, final high school life, and looked and treasures! 下一章开始冲刺节奏了,最后的高中生活,且看且珍惜！ ( This chapter ends) (本章完)