Chapter 282 thank you can understand me( two-in-one) 第282章谢谢你能理解我(二合一) Liu Xiaoyu has not thought have will sit in a day of plum side back seat, and this has the situation not on the scene in summer Yuan and forest. 刘潇雨并没有想过自己有会坐在梅方车后座的一天,并且这还是在夏缘和林有兮不在场的情况。 Present she is actually embarrassed. 现在的她其实还蛮不好意思的。 However Mei side has not pondered a lot like her obviously. 不过梅方显然没有像她一样思考很多事情。 Now he no longer like initially when seeing Liu Xiaoyu various types avoided suspicion on own initiative, after all now his complete thoughts in has become summer Yuan and forest that the lover related has. 现在他已经不再像当初那样在见到刘潇雨时各种主动避嫌,毕竟现在他全部的心思都在已经成为恋人关系的夏缘和林有兮身上。 Liu Xiaoyu is one relates the good opposite sex friend and subordinate regarding the plum side with him. 刘潇雨对于梅方而言是一位和他关系不错的异性朋友和部下。 Slightly an a little special point is, Liu Xiaoyu is only one knows plum Fangzheng at present in three people of group girls. 稍微有点特别的一点是,刘潇雨是目前唯一一个知道梅方正在三人行的姑娘。 She avoids on the contacts with Mei Fangtai many body, even if sits, in the back seat is still only both hands bends down in the car(riage) edge. 她避免和梅方太多身体上的接触,即使是坐在车后座也只是双手伏在车边缘上。 Is good is very big because of Mei Fangmai the electric car, like this will sit not to bump into him. 好在梅方买的电动车很大,这样坐下来也不会碰到他。 Buys such a big electric car intentionally, certainly for is carrying the reason reason simultaneously and has...... 故意买辆这么大的电动车,一定是为了方便同时载着缘缘和有兮吧…… In Liu Xiaoyu mind the inexplicable reappearing end of the rainy season side Hexia reason forest has three people together the scene that rides a bicycle to catch the wind, at this time Mei side has turned head to inquire that Liu Xiaoyu, has almost not had a scare her: 刘潇雨脑海里莫名浮现出梅方和夏缘林有兮三个人一起骑车兜风的场景,这时梅方回过头询问刘潇雨,差点没把她吓一跳: „Doesn't your foot determination need to go to the hospital to inspect?” “你的脚确定不用去医院检查一下吗？” „Doesn't use, you delivered me to go home to thank very much.” “不用不用,你送我回家就很感谢了。” Liu Xiaoyu ahem is not daring to look at Mei side, then looks down the cell phone. 刘潇雨哼唧着不敢看梅方,接着便低着头去看手机。 However one side the plum side rare and she bumps into, year later also basically has no relation, his issue is many. 不过梅方难得和她碰上一面,年后又基本没什么联系,他的问题还是蛮多的。 „Said, before I and you mentioned further at the matter that in the music developed, how you consider?” “说起来,之前我和你提到的进一步在音乐上发展的事情,伱考虑得怎么样？” „Un...... words about that matter-” “嗯……关于那件事的话-” Liu Xiaoyu hesitated one, „I also need to consider some time again.” 刘潇雨踌躇了一阵,“我还需要再考虑一段时间。” „What was meets to puzzle? Family's pressure.” “是遇到什么困扰了吗？家里的压力么。” „Will have some families' issues, I am worried about to be opposed by the family member, how therefore is considering to raise this matter.” “会有一些家里的问题,我担心会被家里人反对,所以在考虑怎么提起这件事。” „I felt words that bonus takes, is a very convincing matter.” “不过我觉得那笔奖金拿出来的话,也是很有说服力的一件事吧。” „......” “……” „What's wrong? The bonus had problems, hasn't the finance called the funds you?” “怎么？奖金出什么问题了吗,财务没给你打款？” Liu Xiaoyu hurries to beckon with the hand: „Hit, is not the issue of money...... I is mainly, has not thought how was good to say with the family member.” 刘潇雨赶紧摆摆手:“打了打了,不是钱的问题……我主要是,还没想好怎么和家里人说。” „How to have said to the present?” The plum side is somewhat surprised, „this was quick over half a month, I also think that you have given money.” “怎么到现在还没说？”梅方有些惊讶,“这都快大半个月了,我还以为你早就把钱给了。” Liu Xiaoyu lowered the sound to mutter nod, „is still thinking how to confess with my father, because my father was a person of very androcentrism, if he knows that I have hidden the truth from him to handle other things in the school, I worried that he will have a fit of temper.” 刘潇雨压低了声音咕哝着点点头,“还在想着怎么和我爸交代,因为我爸是一个很大男子主义的人,他要是知道我一直瞒着他在学校做其它事情,我担心他会发脾气。” „Moreover...... is my father personality also stronger very much, I also worried that he will not accept me to help, has not made me continue now and you works together.” “另外……就是我爸性格也很要强,我也担心他不会接受我来帮忙,还不让我继续现在和你们一起的工作。” „You did not tell us earlier, we help you solve the problem together.” “那你不早点跟我们说,我们一起帮你解决问题呀。” Liu Xiaoyu shakes the head, „you help,” 刘潇雨摇摇头,“你们都帮了我很多忙了,” „How do you plan? Cannot hesitate is not doing.” “那你是怎么打算的？总不能一直犹豫着不去做吧。” „For these days close to the end of the year, some people will come to want the debt probably. I am thinking, if gave the father money at that time, the degree that it is estimated that he accepts will be higher......” “这几天临近年关,大概会有人上门来要债。我是想着如果那个时候把钱给到爸爸,估计他接受的程度会高一些……” „That feeling somewhat will be passive, your father uncertain don't have money to give back to these people?” “那感觉会有些被动啊,你爸也不一定自己没钱还给那些人吧？” Liu Xiaoyu lowers the head does not speak, Mei side waited for one, turn head looked at Liu Xiaoyu. 刘潇雨低着头不说话,梅方等了一阵,回头看了一眼刘潇雨。 „Asked that...... asked not too appropriate issue, the debt situation in your family, are you clear?” “问个……问个不太合适的问题,你家里的债务情况,你心里清楚吗？” Liu Xiao raindrop nods, „several million should some......” 刘潇雨点点头,“几百万应该是有的……” Mei side is shocked, „from the hotel of taking over a business reason reason starting from, hasn't owed so much money at that time?” 梅方感到很震惊,“从接盘缘缘家的酒店那个时候开始,不会就一直欠这么多钱了吧？” „It is not...... you do not misunderstand.” “也不是……你不要误会。” Liu Xiaoyu said in a soft voice, „my family is because took over a business that hotel to lose money a lot of money, but in family/home at that time also many savings.” 刘潇雨轻声道,“我家是因为接盘了那家酒店亏损了很多钱,但家里那时还有不少积蓄。” „After that my father forms a partnership to do business, finally failed one after several other times, afterward father's friend were getting fewer and fewer, money that he owes are also getting more and more, now can only by helping others works to make money.” “在那之后,我爸跟人合伙做生意,最后陆续又失败了几次,后来爸爸的朋友越来越少,他欠的钱也越来越多,现在只能靠帮别人做事来挣钱了。” „Is this......” “是这样……” Mei side sigh sighed the misfortune of Liu Xiaoyu family/home in the heart, Liu Xiaoyu who at least in the plum side previous generation understood, her family/home in the high school time was quite rich. 梅方在心中嗟叹刘潇雨家的不幸,至少在梅方前世所了解的刘潇雨而言,她家在高中时候一直是相当殷实的。 „Was laborious you...... the end of the year to be wanted the debt the taste not to feel better?” “辛苦你了……年关被人要债的滋味不好受吧？” „Hehe...... does not feel better, but I was used.” “嘿嘿……是不好受,不过我都习惯了。” Since the good best friend after with junior middle school to break off, Liu Xiaoyu has not said these families' things with the contemporaries, even if relational close summer Yuan has not mentioned, today and Mei side said that after the tight heart somewhat relaxes, suddenly had some suffering feelings. 自从和初中的好闺蜜决裂后,刘潇雨从来没和同龄人说过这些家里的事情,哪怕是关系亲密的夏缘也不曾提起,今天和梅方说了一阵,紧绷的心有些放松之后,也忽然有了些委屈的感觉。 „But, can the words, I am really do not want to boil......” “不过,可以的话,我是真不想熬……” „I understand that feeling.” “我懂那种感受。” „You can also understand?” “你也会懂的吗？” Liu Xiaoyu sent out the doubts purely, but after saying, appears some to be likely ironic, therefore beckons with the hand to deny hastily, „I was not questioning your meaning, is...... I thought that your family circumstances are good, therefore-” 刘潇雨本来是单纯发出疑惑,但是说出口之后就显得有些像反讽,因此连忙摆手否认道,“我不是在质疑你的意思,就是……我觉得你家境还挺好的,所以说-” Mei side had not continued Liu Xiaoyu directly, but is welcoming the wind of winter while sues to say gently, „others family/home is celebrating the new year delightedly, you look that the attractive clothes do not have the means to buy, looks that the delicious between-meal snack does not have the spending money to look, very attractive fireworks, can only look at others to play from afar, but also was counting on the little friends of neighbor family/home can divide your female celestial stick to play.” 梅方没有直接接过刘潇雨的话题,而是一边迎着冬日的风一边轻轻诉说道,“别人家都在欢欢喜喜地过着新年,你看着好看的衣服没有办法买,看着好吃的零食没有零花钱去看,很多很漂亮的礼花,只能远远看着别人玩,还指望着邻居家的小伙伴能分你一点仙女棒玩一玩。” „Moreover what is most uncomfortable, instead must extinguish the stove to turn off a light by the end of the year, especially has strange uncle uncle to appear in the main house gate exactly parents not at home, the opposite party non-stop knocking on a door, you can only all turn off the lamp, the television also switches off, then hides in the corner trembles, waits for them the fierce knock to stop suddenly, can be slightly more relieved.” “而且最难受的是,到了年关反而还要熄灶关灯,特别是有陌生的叔叔伯伯出现在家门口恰好爸爸妈妈不在家的时候,对方不停敲门,你只能把灯全都关了,电视也关掉,然后躲在角落里瑟瑟发抖,等着他们的骤烈敲门声停止,才能稍微安心一些。” „But the most painful place is, because you family member went into debt the pain of suffering not to have the means to tell the family member, because you know the family member to repay a debt is very laborious, the fear family member knows, shouldered more tremendous pressure ; You do not dare to tell person, because feared that person looks down upon you, or gives you too many sympathies, then cannot obtain treatment of equality.” “但最痛苦的地方在于,你因为家里人欠债遭受的痛苦没办法跟家里人说,因为你知道家里人为了还债已经很辛苦了,害怕家里人知道后背负更大的心理压力;你也不敢跟身边的人说,因为怕身边的人瞧不起你,或者是给予你太多的同情,然后得不到平等的对待。” „After and other customs, you swallow it in the belly, swallows at heart, then makes anything not to dare to attempt, makes anything to be overcautious and indecisive, was also used to meet various types unfair and suffering also endures silently, even to had a fit of temper does not dare, for fear that brought anything to trouble to the family/home in......” “等习惯之后,你就把它咽在肚子里,咽在心里,然后做什么都不敢尝试,做什么都瞻前顾后,然后也习惯了遇到各种不公平和委屈也都默默忍受,甚至对被人发脾气都不敢,生怕给家里带来什么麻烦……” Mei side was saying was saying discovered oneself have arrived saw the peach road, then looks to Liu Xiaoyu, „right, your family from where-” 梅方说着说着发现自己已经到了见桃路,便回头望向刘潇雨,“对了,你家从哪边-” He noticed that Liu Xiaoyu after listening to the expressions of these words also had fallen into silent, Liu Xiaoyu who because had not previously talked is having tears streaming down the face at this moment. 他看到刘潇雨在听过这些话的表情后也陷入了沉默,因为此前一直没有搭话的刘潇雨此时此刻正泪流满面。 „Why...... you will know clearly...... seem you also personally to experience same......” “为什么……你会知道得这么清楚……就好像你也亲身经历过一样……” She is red the eye socket to weep in a soft voice, Mei side sees that to hurry to pull out the paper goods in pocket to give Liu Xiaoyu to clean. 她红着眼眶轻声啜泣着,梅方见状赶紧掏出口袋里的纸巾递给刘潇雨擦拭。 „Was sorry that...... thinks a lot, not careful also cancelled your painful event.” “抱歉……想到很多事情了,不小心把你的伤心事也勾出来了。” Mei side looks that Liu Xiaoyu wipes tears in the one side, is thinking at heart is the things that the previous generation family/home goes into debt. 梅方看着刘潇雨在一旁擦眼泪,心里想着的都是前世自己家欠债的事情。 The Mei benefit for the army of previous generation does not have this daughter, without diligently determination of work, therefore had not had the opportunity of promotion, finally is the individual operator to start to operate the store with the wife, few years owed family's savings 7788, when the plum side fourth grade sold out the present community room, but returns to the ancestor room to live. 前世的梅利军没有梅雅这个女儿,也没有努力工作的决心,因此也一直没有得到升迁的机会,最后和老婆一起做个体户开始经营商铺,没几年就把家里的积蓄亏了个七七八八,在梅方四年级的时候卖掉了现在的小区房,而是回到祖屋生活。 The present that Liu Xiaoyu this life experiences was the past of plum side previous generation experience, even if he is now affluent, the feeling inferior character that because the previous generation family of origin went into debt to bring the childhood shadow that forms is actually the precipitation in Mei side the bone, looks that present Liu Xiaoyu seemed like looking at past, how he may be able to bear does not sigh with emotion several. 刘潇雨今生所经历的现在就是梅方前世经历的过去,哪怕他现在已经腰缠万贯,前世原生家庭因为欠债带来的童年阴影塑造出来的自卑性格却是沉淀在梅方骨子里的,看着现在的刘潇雨就像是在看着过去的自己,他怎么可能会忍得住不感慨几句。 Liu Xiaoyu this whole life reduces to present this situation, even if not stem from the original intention, the plum side definitely has some responsibility. 刘潇雨这辈子沦落到现在这个地步,哪怕并非出自本意,梅方肯定是有一些责任在的。 But he will not therefore regret, because did this also to trade summer Yuan living. 但他不会因此后悔,因为这样做也换来了夏缘的生。 As for Liu Xiaoyu present, he can think many makes up, happen to him is also capable of making up. 至于刘潇雨的现在,他会想着多去弥补一些,正好他也有能力弥补。 He calmly stands in one side, waited for Liu Xiaoyu on vehicle to cry well a while, wrapping paper all used up Mei side usually prepared for having, she slightly slow the god has then come, reorganized own loss of self-control slightly: 他静静地站在一侧,等车上的刘潇雨好好哭了一会儿,把梅方平时准备给有兮的一包纸全都用完了,她这才稍稍缓过神来,稍稍整理了自己的失态: „Really embarrassed......” “真不好意思……” „What is embarrassed is I am right, made to cry you.” “不好意思的是我才对,把你弄哭了。” The plum side to the Liu Xiaoyu slightly smile, „you are the reason reason good friend, is the sago reveal game very important partner, I know that these experiences do not feel better, words that but some people can understand, I thought that your pressure will be smaller.” 梅方冲着刘潇雨微微笑,“你是缘缘的好朋友,也是西米露游戏很重要的伙伴,我知道这些经历不好受,但是有人能理解的话,我觉得你身上的压力会更小一些。” „You is a good girl, but must consider for oneself.” “你是个好女孩,但也要多为自己考虑一下吧。” The plum side patted Liu Xiaoyu shoulder gently, this was he until now to Liu Xiaoyu has made the most affectionate movement. 梅方轻轻拍了拍刘潇雨的肩膀,这是他迄今为止对刘潇雨做过的最亲昵的动作了。 „Communicates with the family member well, really the incorrect words, I can discuss with the reason reason, went to say with your father together.” “好好和家里人沟通一下,实在不行的话,我可以跟缘缘商量一下,一起去跟你爸爸说。” „His how androcentrism, will still understand that even again you received many pain from infancy to maturity, he will not prevent you to pursue your dream.” “他就算再怎么大男子主义,也应该明白你从小到大受了多少苦,他不会阻止你去追求你的梦想的。” „But if he ignores to your demand, insisted face that tenaciously he thinks, I think that such father does not have you to pay so many necessities for him, you were also about to grow up, was itself joyfully importantly, do not stay behind to own youth regretted.” “但如果他对你的诉求置若罔闻,固执地坚持他所认为的脸面的话,我认为这样的父亲也没有你为他付出那么多的必要,你也快成年了,快乐做自己最重要,不要给自己的青春留下遗憾。” Under instructing earnestly of plum side, Liu Xiaoyu closely is sipping the lip, she makes an effort to nod, is using the sobbing sound that brings some weeping voice replied Mei Fangdao: 在梅方的谆谆教导下,刘潇雨紧紧抿着唇,她用力地点了点头,用着带着些哭腔的抽泣声音回答梅方道: „I...... today should be able to set firm resolve today.” “我今天……今天应该能下定决心了。” „Really thank you, thank you can understand me.” “真的很谢谢你,谢谢你能理解我。” „Ok, thanked me to thank daily my, did not need always to say this saying.” “好了,天天谢我谢我的,不用老把这话挂在嘴边。” Mei Fangchong Liu Xiaoyu said with a smile slightly, „, so long as you put into this gratitude into the work, made money to work for me well, I was not the white society you.” 梅方冲刘潇雨微微笑道,“只要你把这份感激投入到工作中,为我好好赚钱干活,那我就不算白帮你了。” „You also were really...... more and more likely zb.” “你还真是……越来越像个zb家了。” Liu Xiaoyu is rare and Mei side cracks a joke, looks at present Boss Mei, she had some new understanding. 刘潇雨难得和梅方开起了玩笑,看着眼前的梅老板,她有了一些新的认识。 „Actually for sometime I thought that you are fearful.” “其实有一段时间我都觉得你蛮可怕的。” „Am I very fearful?” “我很可怕？” „Un...... is, from the beginning meets I thought that you are also good, but behind discovered that you many things, will develop the game, to sing to write the song ball guitar, to meet to have the company...... I to think how people like me will contact you such extraordinary person.” “嗯……就是,一开始见面的时候我觉得你也还好,但是后面发现你会很多很多的事情,会开发游戏、会唱歌写歌弹吉他、还会自己开公司……我觉得我这样的人怎么会接触到你这么了不起的人。” Liu Xiaoyu gentle voice said, „then...... is you and reason reason has again-” 刘潇雨柔声说道,“再然后……再然后就是你和缘缘有兮-” „...... Did not say that does not approve you! I thought that this is the private affairs of your three people, your three are willing words like this, I also to wish you happy.” “啊啊……不是说不认可你们呀！我觉得这是你们三个人的私事,你们三个愿意这样的话,我也会祝你们幸福。” Mei Fangting Liu Xiaoyu words were also very happy, „that thank you can understand, I and sentiments between their three people are close are also complex, does not have the means to separate......” 梅方听了刘潇雨的话也很高兴,“那很谢谢你能理解了,我和她们俩三人之间的感情非常紧密也非常复杂,已经没办法分开了……” „Un un, I know.” “嗯嗯,我知道的。” Liu Xiao raindrop nods, „in brief, I can discuss these with the father well, repays the debt to some family members the bonus, I also want to keep part to be used to learn the music theory knowledge, I want to be the keyboard hand with the reason reason group orchestra, I also want to learn from the reason reason, oneself write some songs to come out...... other to play this aspect, I also want to try many many styles the game music, particularly now we in the three urinary deficiencies work of doing......” 刘潇雨点点头,“总而言之,我会和爸爸好好谈一谈这些,把奖金给一部分家里人偿还债务,我自己也想留下来一部分用来学习乐理知识,我想和缘缘一起组乐队做键盘手,我也想向缘缘学习,自己写一些歌出来……另外游戏这方面,我也想尝试好多好多风格的游戏音乐,尤其是现在我们在做的这款三消作品……” The plum side calmly listens to Liu Xiaoyu to tell vividly following plan, he as if saw that once the star light bright girl. 梅方静静地听着刘潇雨绘声绘色地讲述着自己接下来的规划,恍惚间他仿佛见到了那个曾经星光熠熠的女孩。 Because he once experienced her star light to flinch brightly, originally was very good friendship, actually became no longer the stranger of relation since then ; The previous generation this life changes, now their status exchange, Liu Xiaoyu becomes that to appreciate his girl under the stage, made almost and him initially the same choice. 他曾因为见识到了她的星光熠熠而退缩,本来是很好的友谊,却从此成为不再联系的陌路人;前世今生更替,现在他们身份互换,刘潇雨成为了那个在台下欣赏他的女孩,也作出了几乎和他当初一样的选择。 Although they this life not in together fate, but can actually become very good friend, he also has opportunity that can help her make up for regrettably. 虽然他们今生没有在一起的缘分,但却可以成为很好的朋友,他也有可以帮她弥补遗憾的机会。 Is realized probably takes own time is too many, Liu Xiaoyu stopped own outpouring suddenly, was somewhat muttering embarrassed said: 大概是意识到占用自己的时间太多,刘潇雨突然停止了自己的倾诉,有些不好意思地咕哝着说道: „Today wasted your so many time, you must see and reason reason? My a while and under reason reason well explanation.” “今天浪费了你这么多时间,你本来是要去见有兮和缘缘的吧？我一会儿和缘缘好好解释下。” „I had with the reason reason ahead of time had greeted, was not in the way.” “我提前和缘缘有兮打过招呼了,不碍事的。” „Originally is this...... that good, it seems like your in some sense really very special sentiment, really cannot the unfaithful/stamen......” “原来是这样……那挺好的,看来你从某种意义上是真的很专情,是真的不会花心……” Liu Xiaoyu said that this saying somewhat is also embarrassed, „I and I do not mean, that anything......” 刘潇雨说完这话又有些不好意思,“我、我不是说、那个什么……” „Ok, I understood me to understand.” “好了,我懂我懂。” Mei side smiles saying that „I deliver you to go home, where is your family at?” 梅方微笑道,“我送你回家吧,你家在哪？” „Front that street intersection has turned left is good.” “过前面那个街道十字路口向左转就好了。” „Good.” “好的。” Mei side rode the electric car again, but at this time sat in Liu Xiaoyu of back seat had the different kind mood. 梅方再次骑上了电动车,而此时坐在后座的刘潇雨却有了别样的心情。 She moves the body to sit some, then does not want to put out a hand to hold in the arms Mei side the waist voluntarily- 她挪着身子坐起来一些,然后不自觉地想要伸手搂住梅方的腰- But she has not done that but is hanging the hand the waist that places Mei side put a while, then returns on the seat edge cross rod of electric car. 但她还是没有这么做,只是把手悬空着放在梅方的腰间放了一会儿,而后放回电动车的座位边缘横杆上。 She remembers that oneself first time time of seeing Mei side has to plant very inexplicable familiarity, as if oneself from very small time where sees his appearance frequently. 她记得自己第一次见到梅方的时候就有种很莫名的熟悉感,仿佛自己从很小的时候就在哪里经常见他的样子。 However, even if has really seen, that will not anticipate anything again. 但是,就算真的见到过,那也不会再去期待什么了。 His position has been occupying two people. 他心里的位置早就占着两个人了。 Now like this is the friend...... 现在这样做朋友…… Isn't good? 不也挺好吗？ Everyone is very interesting very trustworthy good partner. 大家都是很有趣很值得信赖的好伙伴。 He can also understand tribulation that oneself suffer since childhood. 他还能理解自己从小遭受的磨难。 Oneself should also diligently, return well everyone, particularly the anticipation of Mei side and reason reason...... 自己也应该好好努力,回报一下大家、尤其是梅方和缘缘的期待了…… She cannot make the reason reason wait for again. 她不能再让缘缘一直等待下去了。 Liu Xiaoyu so plans and own father for the first time firmly facing the heart-to-heart talk. 刘潇雨第一次如此坚决地打算去和自己的父亲面对谈心。 Liu Xiaoyu also the first time is so firmly the matter that wants to be to like handling, dream that oneself want to pursue. 刘潇雨也是第一次如此坚决地想要去做一件自己喜欢做的事情,自己想要追求的梦想。 This chapter is not good to write separatedly, today the reason the quantity is almost 0, tonight also one, can under probably the anticipation my strength. 这个章节不好分开写,今天缘兮量几乎都为0,今天晚上大概还有一更加更,可以期待下我的战力。 Originally 2 : 00 am finished, I feared that you scolded me the netherworld to renew even, you elected. 本来凌晨2点写完的,我怕你们骂我阴间更新就算了,你们选的嘛。 ( This chapter ends) (本章完)