Chapter 1227 goes on living 第1227章活下去 „Do you want to go on living?” “你想要活下去吗？” Kui Ze this sudden interrogation, asked in his heart all of a sudden, making the Ye Chen whole person be startled instantaneously. 奎泽这道突如其来的质问,一下子问到了他的心坎里面,让耶尘整个人瞬间怔住。 In fact, before attending this theater butcher war of annihilation, by Ye Chen of abyss malicious long-time puzzle, was thought the date and time not many, therefore since has not thought from the beginning can live is returning to the Saint light pure land. 实际上,早在参加这场剧院屠夫歼灭战之前,被深渊恶意长久困扰的耶尘,自认为时日无多,所以打从一开始就未曾想过能够活着回到圣光净土。 He has flung this unattainable expectation obviously completely after the brain 他明明已经将这种可望而不可即的奢望完全甩在了脑后 Finally, at this moment, Kui Ze makes this illusory hope present in Ye Chen unexpectedly actually at present! 结果,事到如今,奎泽居然硬是让这个虚幻的希望重新呈现于耶尘的眼前！ Go on living! 活下去！ Does not go to generously. 不是慷慨赴死。 Rather 而是 Going on living. 活下去。 Raised the head to throw out the chest goes on living! 抬头挺胸地活下去！ At this moment, Kui Ze's spoken language, making the happy future that this does not dare to imagine rush in the Ye Chen mind again strongly! 此时此刻,奎泽的言语,让这个不敢想象的美好未来再一次强硬闯进了耶尘的脑海之中！ Therefore, leads the facial features of solidification, he looks at dumbly same place, suddenly falls into the sign language! 于是,带着凝固的五官,他就这么呆立原地,一时间陷入哑语！ As for originally continuously crazy restless abyss consciousness, then saves the strength, while observes in secret! 至于原先一直疯狂闹腾的深渊意识,转而一边积蓄力量,一边暗中观察！ „.” “.” The youth are quiet. 青年沉寂。 „.” “.” The old person waits. 老人等待。 „.” “.” The abyss is dormant. 深渊蛰伏。 „.” “.” Then, the Ye Chen look starts to glitter, the Ye Chen expression starts to struggle, both hands of Ye Chen start to get hold. 然后,耶尘的眼神开始闪烁,耶尘的表情开始挣扎,耶尘的双手开始握紧。 „.” “.” „I” “我” „I” “我” At this moment, the youth enunciation is unclear, making excuses, the tinnitus is dizzy, the train of thought of brain just like chaotic is similar to is undergoing devastation of storm. 这一刻,青年口齿不清,支支吾吾,耳鸣目眩,大脑的思绪混乱得俨然如同正在经受着暴风雨的摧残。 However, in the pressure sharp increase along with that broken innermost feelings, breaks through to some essential node immediately 不过,伴随着那颗残破内心之中的压力一路剧增,随即突破到某个关键的节点 The Ye Chen present world transformed pure white suddenly. 耶尘的眼前世界就这么突然转换成了一片纯白。 This is wide and open pure white. 这是广袤无垠的纯白。 This does not have pure white of least bit contamination. 这是没有半点污秽的纯白。 This is Ye Chen has constrained in the heart does not dare to have expected pure white. 这是耶尘一直压抑在心底不敢有所奢望的纯白。 But in the other end of this pure white world, the person's shadow appears one after another, then maps the Ye Chen view one after another. 而在这片纯白世界的彼端,一道又一道人影就这么浮现而出,然后一个接着一个映入耶尘的眼帘。 Lives in seclusion in the sand-grass hidden territory, saved the Ye Chen life, the whole body had been covered with the old person of vine and mushroom, solemn 隐居于沙草隐域,救过耶尘性命,浑身长满了藤蔓与蘑菇的老人,穆 Relates the significant kingfisher chamber of commerce boss with Ye Chen, Tang Bo. 和耶尘关系匪浅的翠鸟商会老板,唐勃. Has had altogether the governing abyss with Ye Chen, knight squad one group of teammates headed by British. 与耶尘有过共御深渊,以英诺为首的骑士小队一行队友. Witnessed the Ye Chen short campus youth, by a principal Deng many storehouse hunter school staff member headed by Mozambique. 见证了耶尘短暂的校园青春,以校长邓多库莫为首的猎人学院一众职员. Has had the innumerable friendly commercial contact gold metallurgy and workshop shop owner with Ye Chen. 与耶尘有过无数次友好商业往来的炼金及工坊诸位店主. Knows and respects Ye Chen all hunts for the group internal affairs and logistic personnel 认识并且敬重耶尘的所有猎团内务和后勤人员 Once nursed and took care of Ye Chen all doctors and nurses 曾经看护与照顾耶尘的所有医生和护士 With Ye Chen in the church cultivating female guest who spends together the innumerable afternoon time. 和耶尘在教堂之中共度无数个午后时光的修女宾尔托娅. With hunter senior who Ye Chen spends together the life and death, Oman radish and Livingston. 与耶尘共度生死的猎人前辈,阿曼萝和李维顿. Has saved a hunter senior of Ye Chen life, Daisy and Nie cable/search. 救过耶尘一命的猎人前辈,卡黛西和聂索. In this campaign Ye Chen with the innumerable hunter colleagues who together tenaciously defend 在这场战役当中与耶尘一同顽强御敌的无数猎人同僚 And 以及 These stand buffer to shoulder all grief, beats the innumerable powerful enemies, still waits for a daybreak squad numerous who he returns to the summit of hunter. 那些坚强不屈地扛下一切伤痛,击垮无数强敌,至今仍在猎人之巅等待他回归的破晓小队一众. Ou can/but. 欧可。 Wimol. 韦蒙。 Thea. 希雅。 poor|Fei Rona. 菲罗娜。 Liegat. 厄里加特。 At this moment, all has kept the trail and color present world living in the Ye Chen life, now appears in Ye Chen one after another at present, cast the sincere vision to Ye Chen one after another. 这一刻,所有在耶尘人生之中留过足迹和色彩的现世生者,如今一个接着一个出现在耶尘的眼前,一个接着一个向耶尘投来了真诚的目光。 Hence, youth eyes see, this shocking scene, is his innermost feelings suffering to the illusion that the certain extent triggers, was equivalent triggered the self-protection mechanism of human body spirit. 至此,青年一眼看出,这幅震撼的场景,乃是他的内心煎熬到一定程度所引发出来的幻境,相当于触发了人体精神的自我保护机制. Even if just, the innermost feelings fully realize this point, at this moment, came from in all lines of sight of illusion, still made Ye Chen feel incomparable fear and intense shame! 只不过,即便内心深知这一点,此时此刻,源自于幻象的所有视线,仍然让耶尘感到无比的畏惧与强烈的惭愧！ Because, the line of sight of people, is expressing the same meaning to Ye Chen now! 因为,众人的视线,如今都在对耶尘表达着同一个意思！ „Lives. Next. Goes!” “活.下.去！” „No. Wanting. Putting. Abandoned!” “不.要.放.弃！” „Brave. Daring.. Living. Next. Goes!” “勇.敢.地.活.下.去！” „Returns.. I.. Body.!” “回.到.我.们.身.边！” „Greatly. Family/Home.. In. Etc .. You. ---------!” “大.家.都.在.等.着.你.啊---------！” However, in youth opinion, the inspiration and drive that these have baseless, is only he is finding the excuse for an own oneself selfish desire merely, is completely a coveting life and fearing death coward for the false stair that oneself suppose! 然而,在青年看来,这些凭空生出的鼓舞与激励,仅仅只是他正在为自己的一己私欲找借口,全部都是一个贪生怕死的懦夫为自己设下的虚伪台阶！ „It is not right---!” “不不对---！” „These are only my unrequited love, is I conjectures completely unilaterally---!” “这些都只是我的自作多情,全部都是我单方面的臆想---！” „I cannot do that. Cannot continue to find the excuse for own living on dishonorably---!” “我不能这么做.不能继续为自己的苟且偷生找借口---！” The pure white world, Ye Chen facing the sincere vision that the audience casts, shakes the head, while retrocedes, the facial expression struggles, the sound laments to say painfully: 纯白的世界,耶尘面对全场投来的真诚目光,一边摇头,一边后退,神情挣扎,声音痛苦地悔恨道: „I am wrong life of breeding above abyss---!” “我是孕育在深渊之上的错误生命---！” „I had killed so many innocent generations personally---!” “我曾经亲手杀过那么多的无辜之辈---！” „Through the ages by people who I as well as this physical body kill indirectly is innumerable---!” “古往今来被我以及这幅肉体间接害死的人们更是数不胜数---！” „Such I. Extremely uglily extremely dangerous---!” “这样的我.太过丑陋太过危险---！” „Does not patch---!” “根本不配活下去---！” „I only one die today---!” “我今天唯有一死---！” „Regarding the world, is true fair---!” “对于世界来说,才是真正的公平---！” „However I want, from beginning to end, is fair---!” “而我想要的,自始至终,便是公平---！” „Therefore. Therefore---!” “所以.所以啊---！” Watches from afar the living boundary, the youth feature is heavy, clenches the teeth, later loosens the double fist slowly, finally still chose the original first thought. 抬头遥望生者所处的边界,青年眉目沉重,咬紧牙关,随后缓缓松开双拳,最终依然还是选择了原来的初心。 „I, cannot proceed again---!” “我,不能再往前走了---！” „Belongs to my place.” “属于我的地方.” „It is not front, but behind---!” “不是前面,而是身后---！” „My true home to return.” “我真正的归宿.” „Should be these deceased of past sinks together the dormancy is right ---------!” “应该是和过去的那些逝者一同沉眠才对啊---------！” Thinks of here, Ye Chen expression one ruthless, immediately turns around to flee at present this pure white illusion, then one step steps into is all black ghostdom of dead! 想到这里,耶尘表情一狠,当即转身想要逃离眼前这片纯白幻境,转而一步踏入属于亡者的纯黑冥界！ Finally 结果 Turns around to face behind the dark next second in the youth. 就在青年转身面对身后黑暗的下一秒. The innumerable only arms actually stretch out from the dark end swiftly, held down at one fell swoop Ye Chen whole body, pushed to the other end of pure white world him again forcefully! 无数只手臂却是从黑暗的尽头倏然伸出,一举按住了耶尘的全身上下,再是将他硬生生推向了纯白世界的彼端！ Thump! 咚！ The masters of these arms, vary, have always have few, the sea of people, vast! 这些手臂的主人,有大有小,有老有少,人山人海,一望无际！ But their status, live the living in reality to correspond with these mutually, had left behind respective trace in the past deceased in the Ye Chen life! 而他们的身份,正是与那些活在现实中的生者互相对应,曾经在耶尘人生之中留下过各自痕迹的往昔逝者！ „No.. Come!” “别.过.来！” „Catches up. Tight. Returning. Goes!” “赶.紧.回.去！” „This. In.. No. Yes. You.. Finally. Point!” “这.里.才.不.是.你.的.终.点！” „You. Must. Must. After. Continuing. Before . Ok!” “你.必.须.继.续.前.行！” „Has our will and wish” “带着我们的意志和心愿” „Continues to go forward ---------!” “继续前进下去---------！” Hence, Ye Chen dumbfounded again. 至此,耶尘再次呆住了。 „Lives. Next. Goes!” “活.下.去！” The living in pure white world summoned him in the front full power! 纯白世界的生者在前方全力呼唤他！ „Lives. Next. Goes!” “活.下.去！” All black deep elder sister's deceased in rear area goes all out to drive back him! 纯黑冥姐的逝者在后方拼命推回他！ „Lives. Next. Goes!” “活.下.去！” This instance, the whole world, is going all out to cry out to the youth! 这个瞬间,整个世界,都在对着青年拼命呐喊道！ Therefore, the eye socket of Ye Chen, instantaneous was moist. 于是,耶尘的眼眶,瞬间湿润了. He could not have distinguished clearly sees the bottom at present is real or the illusion. 他已经分不清眼前所见到底是真实还是幻觉了. At this moment, dry heart that myriad mood such surging forward are packed with the youth, finally finally that creakying stubborn stubborn, as well as that say/way cut and bruised self- dislike, did not remain crashes comprehensively. 这一刻,万千情绪就这么汹涌澎湃地涌入青年的干涸心田,最后终于将那份摇摇欲坠的倔强固执,以及那道遍体鳞伤的自我厌恶,一个不留地全面压垮了. Plop. 扑通。 Returns to the reality, Ye Chen to lower the head to cover the face, knelt down again in Kui Ze nearby. 回到现实,耶尘低头捂脸,就这么再次跪倒在了奎泽的跟前。 „” “啊” „” “啊啊啊” „If. Can words” “如果.可以的话” Sobbed to stop up the throat of youth. 哽咽堵塞着青年的喉咙。 „I” “我” The tears flow out from the referring to seams of youth. 泪水从青年的指缝之间流出。 „Naturally.” “当然.” „Does not think.” “不想.” „Died” “就这么死去” Then, in this tribulation and sad end, the youth confessed to the old person eventually, oneself many years ago has constrained for a long time, exists in the extravagant demands of mind most deep place. 就这样,在这片磨难与悲伤的尽头,青年终究还是向老人坦白了,自己打从多年以前就一直压抑许久,存在于心灵最深处的奢求。 „I” “我” „Actually.” “其实.” „Basic. Does not want dead.” “根本.不想死.” „I” “我” „Actually. Actually” “其实.其实” „Actually has wanted to go on living ------------------------!” “其实一直都想要活下去啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊------------------------！” ( This chapter ends) (本章完)