Chapter 1140 do not manage us again 第1140章不要再管我们了 Ye Chen holds the small python gently, the facial expression is talking over heavily in a low voice: 耶尘轻轻捧起小蟒,神情沉重地低声念叨着: „I can also insist.” “我还能坚持。” „I can also ponder.” “我还能思考。” „I can also fight.” “我还能战斗。” „Such being the case. Then is also not gives up.” “既然如此.那么就还不是放弃的时候。” „Now, I must be calm, then continues-” “现在,我必须冷静,然后再继续-” Finally, Ye Chen the self- inspiration had not ended, his then transmits immature crying out behind suddenly. 结果,耶尘的这番自我鼓舞还未结束,他的身后便是突然传来一阵稚嫩的叫唤。 „Big Brother!” “大哥哥！” „Big brother Ye Chen!” “耶尘大哥！” Ye Chen the expression changes, goes following the prestige, discovered that was previously summoned itself by brother and sister who he injured accidentally. 耶尘表情一变,循声望去,发现那是先前被他误伤的戴格兄妹正在呼唤自己。 At this moment, two children stand above the rubble look at Ye Chen from afar, the dirty small face filled unbelievable surprised. 此时此刻,两个孩子站在瓦砾之上远远看着耶尘,脏兮兮的小脸充满了难以置信的惊讶。 Obviously, the brother and sister do not think, just that fearful scary devil, changed, turned into them to look for a long time Ye Chen. 显然,兄妹俩怎么也不会想到,刚刚那个可怕吓人的恶魔,摇身一变,就这么变成了他们寻找已久的耶尘。 Facing shocking vision that the children cast together, looks at the children two being scarred bodies, as well as that lies down in the old person who the children side suffocates, Ye Chen at present reappears the previous atrocity again clearly, therefore the heart feels the incomparable discomfort immediately. 面对孩子们一同投来的震惊目光,看着孩子们两幅伤痕累累的身体,以及那位躺在孩子们身边奄奄一息的老人,耶尘的眼前再一次清晰重现了自己先前的暴行,于是心头顿时感到无比的难受。 He knows, rebukes oneself uselessly. 他知道,自责没用。 He also knows, now and a interaction, any significance does not have. 他也知道,如今和戴格一家的互动,任何意义都没有。 Just , he is not so able to ignore to the family even now. 只不过,就算如此,他现在也无法对这一家人置之不理。 After all, this time, is Ye Chen resulted in the present tragedy personally. 毕竟,这一次,是耶尘亲手造成了眼前的惨剧。 The idle talk, he does not even remember when oneself with a dialogue conversation was previous time anything 更遑论,他甚至都不记得,自己上一次和戴格一家对话交谈又是什么何年何月了 For this reason, even if knows obviously all these are not meaningful, Ye Chen does not have the means to be aloof now. 正因如此,哪怕明明知道这一切没有什么意义,耶尘如今也没办法无动于衷。 At least, the youth wants to speak several words with them. 至少,青年想和他们说上几句话。 Before riding own human nature not to perish thoroughly . 乘着自己的人性还未彻底沦丧之前. Therefore, with such idea, has the look of vacillation, Ye Chen turned around to move toward one finally, the facial expression squats guilty in children's front, simple and brief expresses the present feelings. 于是,怀着这样的想法,带着动摇的神色,耶尘最终还是转身走向戴格一家,神情愧疚地蹲在了孩子们的面前,简洁明了地表达自己现在的感想。 „Sorry.” “对不起。” This, brother and sister treated Ye Chen not to have the fear and rejection again, then turned suffering with puzzled. 这一回,戴格兄妹对待耶尘再也没有了恐惧和拒绝,转而变成了委屈和不解。 „Originally you are big brother Ye Chen” “原来你就是耶尘大哥” Rick is covering the bone fracture arm, the expression pain and struggles is surprised the different way. 戴格瑞克捂着骨折的胳膊,表情痛苦而又挣扎地诧异道。 „Wū wū, Big Brother, why you paid no attention to us before, why afterward must hit us, where did we annoy you to be angry?” “呜呜呜,大哥哥,你之前为什么不理我们,后来为什么又要打我们,我们到底哪里惹你生气了呢？” Ryan cleans the tears and bloody water of cheeks, while puts in great inconvenience has doubts to say anxiously. 戴格瑞安一边擦拭脸颊的眼泪和血水,一边委屈巴巴地疑惑道。 „Sorry, I, the spirit was very not a moment ago normal.” “抱歉,我,刚才精神很不正常。” Ye Chen dodges children's line of sight, while the tone replied afraid, will look around whole body bloodstained Gehman again. 耶尘一边闪躲孩子们的视线,一边语气心虚地回答道,再是将视线投向了旁边浑身染血的戴格曼。 „Whistling. Hū.” “呼呼.呼.” Gehman falls down, is opening the senile bloodstained eye, maintains the weak low and deep breath, similarly calmly is also gazing at Ye Chen. 戴格曼倒在地上,睁着衰老染血的眼睛,维持虚弱低沉的呼吸,同样也在静静注视着耶尘。 „Mr. Gehman, I” “戴格曼先生,我” Looks down the Gehman's pitiful appearance, Ye Chen opens the lip, wanted to say anything, however, the next second actually fell into immediately hesitates. 低头看着戴格曼凄惨的模样,耶尘张开嘴唇,想要说些什么,然而,下一秒却又马上陷入迟疑。 Because only, the youth does not know suddenly at this moment should say anything. 只因为,青年突然不知道这一刻到底应该说些什么. To the old person of being on the verge of death was saying sincerely does sorry? 对着濒死的老人诚恳地说一声对不起？ Without a doubt, this idle talk is unable to bring any actual role, even is unable to trade to the psychological comfort of Huille dust 毫无疑问,这句废话无法带来任何实际作用,甚至就连对于耶尘的心理安慰也无法换来 Is making the commitment to the old person of being on the verge of death, guaranteed own future will certainly liberate thoroughly from this ugly city their family? 对着濒死的老人立下承诺,保证自己未来一定会将他们一家人从这座丑恶的城市彻底解放出去？ In suffered the playing with butcher and abyss one after another, at this moment, under Ye Chen did not have the energy to talk big this again. 在接连遭受了屠夫和深渊的玩弄,事到如今,耶尘再也没有底气夸下这番海口了. Then, in addition, what oneself present can also say to the family? 那么,除此之外,自己现在还能对这一家人说些什么呢？ Thinks of here, the youth vision twinkle, the silent did not speak, a face was confused. 想到这里,青年目光闪烁,闭口不语,一脸迷茫。 However, has not waited for Ye Chen to open the mouth, Gehman actually takes the lead to speak by the weak voice: 然而,还没等耶尘开口,戴格曼却是以虚弱的嗓音率先发言道: „Ye Chen” “耶尘” „I thought” “我想起来了” „I think that anything is the Saint light pure land, anything is the Saint light church, anything was Ao spirit hunts for the group and Ao spirit the hunter” “我想起来什么是圣光净土,什么是圣光教会,什么是奥灵猎团和奥灵猎人了” „And, where here is, how we come here.” “以及,这里到底是什么地方,我们又是怎么来到这里的.” „Past all sorts of experiences, I think now completely.” “过去的种种经历,我现在全部都想起来了.” „In the middle of reality we, had died” “现实当中的我们,早就已经死掉了” „However, after that we have actually been stranded in this city for a long time, and still thinks oneself are also living” “然而,在那之后,我们却一直被长久地困在这座城市里面,并且仍然以为自己还活着” „However, you are always attempting to save us desperately, right?” “而一直以来,你都在拼命尝试拯救我们,对吗？” Hears Gehman this sudden truth to expose, Ye Chen the whole person tarries at the scene, suddenly does not know how completely should reply to well. 听见戴格曼这番突如其来的真相揭露,耶尘整个人当场呆住,一时间完全不知道该如何回答为好。 Meanwhile, the surrounding city hears big sounds of footsteps suddenly. 与此同时,周围的城市则是突然传来一大片的脚步声。 Clip clop dá dá dá. 哒哒哒哒哒. Ye Chen the look surprise goes following the prestige, the discovery ruins street in all directions, now unexpectedly is sea of people. 耶尘眼神诧异地循声望去,发现四面八方的废墟街道,如今居然已是一片人山人海。 Every large or small person's shadow stands in each corner of Ye Chen field of vision. 大大小小的人影站在耶尘视野的各个角落。 Here most people are the elderly and infirm, from their clothes, Ye Chen previously the local refugee who protected from the invader hand. 这里的绝大多数人都是老弱妇孺,从他们的穿着打扮来看,正是耶尘先前从侵略者手中保护下来的当地难民。 At this moment, the people the street center that assembles Huille dust to be , the withered and yellow and thin and pale facial features are glittering the sad and weak brilliance, everyone is stands is freezing, calmly looks at Ye Chen above rubble, does not know that actually to make anything. 此时此刻,群众们围聚于耶尘所在的街道中心,一幅幅枯黄而憔悴的面容闪烁着悲催而又无力的光彩,每个人皆是站在原地不动,静静看着瓦砾之上的耶尘,也不知道究竟想要做什么。 Facing this strange scene, Ye Chen the feature tightens immediately. 面对这番诡异至极的情景,耶尘眉目顿时紧锁起来。 Although he was not clear why this group of refugees will suddenly appear, however the innermost feelings actually also emerged the extremely not good premonition. 尽管他不清楚这群难民为什么会突然出现,然而内心却是随之涌现出了极端不好的预感。 But also at this strange time point, Gehman extends the expert who oneself shiver emaciated immediately, held Ye Chen the lower hem corner pantingly. 而也就在这个古怪的时间点,戴格曼随即伸出自己瘦弱而颤抖的老手,气喘吁吁地抓住了耶尘的衣角。 „Listened to me saying that Ye Chen, listening to me to say” “听我说,耶尘,听我说” Therefore, the youth lowers the head to look again to the old person, the tone doubts responds: 于是,青年再次低头望向老人,语气疑惑地回应道: „Un, I am listening, Mr. Gehman.” “嗯,我在听,戴格曼先生。” Gehman first spits blood, is the respite, then the look difficultly and revealed own aspiration to Ye Chen sorrowfully. 戴格曼先是吐血,再是喘息,然后神色艰难而悲痛地向耶尘袒露了自己的心声。 „Coughs” “咳咳咳” „Hū, shouts and shouts” “呼、呼、呼” „I thanked your Ye Chenzhen very much real.” “我很感谢你耶尘真的。” „As a powerful mysterious spirit hunter, you are willing for our group of unknown ordinary common people, to put in so many painstaking care and sacrifices unexpectedly.” “身为一名强大的奥灵猎人,你竟然愿意为了我们这群素不相识的平凡百姓,付出这么多的心血和牺牲。” „In this regard, I represent our family, even represents the poor person in entire slum, entire evil victim, expressed heartfelt thanks to you here.” “关于这一点,我代表我们一家人,甚至是代表整个贫民窟的穷人,整座孽都的受害者,在此向你表达由衷的感谢。” „But, in the meantime, I actually also understand” “可是,同时,我却也明白” „Because you are such good benevolent, because you care about our crowd of insignificant minority groups, therefore you have been acted bashful the soft rib by that cruel killer!” “正是因为你是这么善良仁慈,正是因为你是这么在乎我们这群微不足道的弱势群体,所以你才会被那个残忍的杀手一直拿捏软肋啊！” „Child. You cannot continue this again!” “孩子.你不能再继续这样了！” „Since we had turned into one crowd of ghosts, regardless of that we encounter anything to suffer, is completely the immaterial things.” “既然我们已经变成了一群亡魂,那么无论我们遭遇什么折磨,全部都是无关紧要的事情.” „But, you and we are different, Ye Chen, you are also living!” “可是,你和我们不同,耶尘,你还活着！” „You are still a living person!” “你依然是一个活人！” „You still have your future!” “你依然还有自己的未来！” „Therefore, drops, child!” “所以,放手吧,孩子！” „Regardless of we later continued to suffer what brutal treatment” “无论我们之后继续遭受了什么残酷的对待” „You.. No. Wanting. Again. For. I.. Moving. Sentiment.!” “你.都.不.要.再.为.我.们.动.情.了！” Mark. 标记。 „We are very small and weak! We are very lowly! We simply do not have the means to add on busily any to you!” “我们很弱小！我们很卑贱！我们根本没有办法给你帮上任何忙！” „But, with it relative, we are not worth continue immerse like this during the compunction and rebukes oneself!” “但是,与之相对,我们也不值得你继续这样沉浸在内疚和自责之中！” „At least, I, do not want to become your psychological burden again!” “最起码,我,不想再成为你的心理负担了！” „Coughs, coughs, coughs!” “咳、咳咳咳、咳咳咳咳咳！” „Therefore. Hū. Therefore.” “所以.呼.所以.” „Child. Listened.” “孩子.听好了.” „No. Wanting. Again. Manages. I..---!” “不.要.再.管.我.们.了---！” Mark. 标记。 „If you depend upon the strength of abyss, finally lost to butcher” “如果你依靠深渊之力,最后还是输给了屠夫” „, Both of us will be finished together! Then all civilians in this city, you are unable to rescue! Only can look at their ghosts helplessly in this hell, forever the samsara, perishes forever, forever suffers hardships!” “那么,我俩将会一起完蛋！然后这座城市的所有平民,你都无法解救！只能眼睁睁看着他们的亡魂在这片地狱之中,永远轮回,永远沉沦,永远受苦！” „But, if you depend upon the strength of abyss, finally defeated butcher” “可是,如果你依靠深渊之力,最后战胜了屠夫” „, I will wipe to extinguish your consciousness after that permanently! I you until now adhere to destroy to result in the dregs the morals and principle that not to remain entirely! I will make the whole world fall into the bosom of abyss thoroughly! All lives that I will let world enjoy the eternal pain and despair! Looked like you previously to treat such that these lowly ants made!” “那么,我会在那之后永久抹灭你的意识！我会将你一直以来所坚持的道德和原则通通毁灭得渣都不剩！我会让整个世界彻底陷入深渊的怀抱！我会让世间的所有生灵享受永恒的痛苦和绝望！就像是你先前对待那些卑贱蝼蚁所做的那样！” „Tittered, like this said, you were simply miserable to not side---!” “噗嗤,这样说起来,你简直惨到没边了啊---！” „No matter is the butcher wins finally, I win, your small and weak weak intermediate, is unable to get rid of the fate of failure, in the end can only look thing that helplessly oneself until now protect, finally our these so-called ‚sediment degenerate’, willfully tramples, plays with recklessly, suffers recklessly---!” “不管最后是屠夫赢,还是我赢,你这个弱小无力的中间人,始终都无法摆脱失败的下场,到头来只能眼睁睁看着自己一直以来所守护的东西,最后被我们这些所谓的‘渣滓败类’,肆意践踏,肆意玩弄,肆意折磨---！” „Ye Chen, this is your destiny---!” “耶尘,这就是你的命运啊---！” „You should not be born! You should not grow! You should not enjoy this false life---!” “你本不该出生！你本不该成长！你本不该享受这段虚假的人生---！” „But, since you violated these causes and effects, naturally must withstand the grievous cost that they trade---!” “可是,既然你违反了这些因果,自然也就必须承受它们换来的惨痛代价---！” „This was dark in already the result of being doomed---!” “这正是冥冥之中早已注定的结局---！” „, Ye Chen, enjoys your final time well---!” “那么,耶尘,好好享受你最后的时光吧---！” „Next time! I pledged in this! Next time when I revive---!” “下一次！我在此发誓！等到我苏醒过来的下一次---！” „You will definitely not have any opposition force again---!” “你绝对不会再有任何的反抗力量了---！” „Hahahaha hahahaha ---------!” “哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈---------！” Left behind this to imitate, if devil general crazy smiled sharp, the abyss consciousness vanished in the mind of dust finally thoroughly. 留下了这阵仿若魔鬼一般的疯狂尖笑,深渊意识最终在耶尘的脑海彻底消失。 „Whistling. Hū.” “呼呼.呼.” Defended the humane youth difficultly, the knees knelt, the streaming with sweat, panted. 艰难守住了自身人性的青年,双膝跪地,汗如雨下,气喘吁吁。 Even if this difficulty, his look has not very had the slight happy expression at present, instead was full of the weak despair. 纵使挺过了眼前这道难关,他的眼神却也没有丝毫喜色,反而充满了无力的绝望。 Because, Ye Chen knows, the fact is similar to such that the abyss consciousness said that present's all stabilities merely are only temporary! 因为,耶尘知道,事实就如同深渊意识所说的那样,现在的一切稳定仅仅只是暂时的！ Since the previous suicidal behavior ends in failure time finally, at this moment, Ye Chen did not have the opportunity to write off the abyss consciousness again thoroughly. 自从上一次的自杀行为最后以失败告终,事到如今,耶尘再也没有机会彻底抹杀深渊意识了。 When it returns again. 而当它再度回归的时候. The abyss consciousness only becomes more powerful, is more terrifying, is more inviolable, till destroys to write off the memory, thought and human nature dust together! 深渊意识只会变得更加强大,更加恐怖,更加不可侵犯,直到将耶尘的记忆、思维、人性一同摧毁抹杀为止！ And, the youth just broke out of the evil spirit condition, quick awakened a fearful fact. 并且,青年才刚刚摆脱了妖魔状态,很快就又醒悟了一个可怕的事实。 That is, previously received that crowd of ugly crowds that Ye Chen suffers cruelly, seems like that ferocious disciple who unearths from the different historical period of old human. 那便是,先前受到耶尘残忍折磨的那群丑恶人群,看似是从旧人类的不同历史时期挖掘出来的穷凶极恶之徒. But, in the final analysis, these backgrounds all receive the butcher to instigate false appearance that but „acting” comes out! 可是,说到底,这些背景全都只是受到屠夫怂恿而“扮演”出来的假象！ As for this crowd of the real status of suffering person of Ye Chen the deeply grieved suffering, merely is only the sin crazy prisoner, is buried in the magnanimous victim under butcher blade merely! 至于这群遭受耶尘惨痛折磨之人的真实身份,仅仅只是罪孽狂都的囚犯,仅仅只是葬身于屠夫刀下的海量受害者！ Ye Chen the initial goal should be liberates the talents of this group of feeling sorry to be right! 耶尘最初的目标原本应该是解放这群可怜之人才对！ Finally, under organizing of abyss, Ye Chen of body and mind hysterical/frenzy instead forgot this important news, the present all false appearances will be mistaken, use a crueler method to suffer the puppet of this group of butchers later ruthlessly! 结果,在深渊的摆布之下,身心狂乱的耶尘反而忘记了这个重要讯息,将眼前的一切假象误以为真,随后使用更加残忍的手段狠狠折磨了这群屠夫的玩偶！ To Huille dust, nothing can satirize compared with this matter! 对于耶尘来说,没有什么能比这件事情更加讽刺了！ „Not” “不” Therefore, the youth who awakens, the facial expression setting out flying, waves to tear down distant city that flame altar that immediately startled is recounting his full sin. 于是,醒悟过来的青年,立刻神情惊慌地起身飞天,挥手拆掉了远方城市那座述说着他满满罪孽的火光祭坛。 Rumble. 轰隆隆. The sea of fire extinguishes. 火海熄灭。 Altar avalanche. 祭坛崩塌。 The person's shadow crashes. 人影坠落。 This suffered in view of the cruelty of wrong object welcomes finally finished. 这场针对错误对象的残暴折磨终于迎来了结束。 Horrible to look at incomplete corpses scatter in all directions, silent overspread this damaged city ruins. 一具具惨不忍睹的残缺尸体四散开来,无声铺满了这座破败不堪的城市废墟。 Looks the hell scene that oneself create personally, Ye Chen the complexion all of a sudden becomes pale incomparable, the whole person just like seems to be in a trance falls generally slowly returns to the ground. 看着自己亲手造成的这片地狱光景,耶尘的脸色一下子变得苍白无比,整个人犹如丢了魂一般缓缓地落回地面。 „I made anything.” “我到底做了什么.” The youth look at dumbly same place, vision downward, muttered. 青年呆立原地,目光向下,喃喃自语。 Ye Chen thinks, so long as the willpower is powerful enough, then oneself can possess of the strength of abyss unilaterally. 耶尘原本以为,只要意志力足够强大,那么自己就能够单方面将深渊的力量占为己有。 However, he was wrong. 然而,他错了。 Ye Chen seems like that once successfully conquered the abyss, turned into own weapon its ability. 耶尘看似一度成功征服深渊,将它的能力变成了自己的武器. Finally, in the end, the youth actually and these suffer the crazy monster that the abyss infects and are no different. 结果,到头来,青年却和那些遭受深渊感染的疯狂怪物并没有什么不同。 His physical body still took the path of evil spirit. 他的肉体仍然踏上了妖魔的道路。 His spirit still suffered the malicious control. 他的精神仍然遭受了恶意的操控。 He wants to cope with the butcher through the strength of abyss, is before that he himself actually instead first lost to abyss. 他想要通过深渊的力量对付屠夫,可是在那之前,他自己却反而先输给了深渊一回。 He will kill to represent crazily to the wrong object. 他将疯狂的杀意指向了错误的对象。 He is brought more brutal devastation and maltreatment for this crowd by the misery resident who the butcher suffered. 他为这群饱受屠夫折磨的苦难市民带来了更加无情的摧残与虐待。 His arrogant being proud, making him once lose the reason, morals, faith and bottom line, turned into that kind of person who him oneself entire life most hated. 他的傲慢自负,让他一度失去了理智、道德、信念、底线,将他变成了自己生平最憎恨的那一类人。 Thinks of here, Ye Chen the corner of the eye twitches, the whole body shivers, the both legs are hard to come to a stop suddenly, the double pupil is full suddenly is the vacillation. 想到这里,耶尘眼角抽搐,浑身颤抖,双腿一时间难以站稳,双眸一时间满是动摇。 „Am I doing.” “我到底在干什么.” The youth cover the face, lowers the head to hesitate, starts to interrogate itself repeatedly. 青年捂住面庞,低头沉吟,开始一遍遍地质问自己。 „I.. Bottom. In. Does. Wha.---!?” “我.到.底.在.干.什.么---！？” The hoarse spoken language was full of many emotions. 沙哑的言语饱含了诸多情感。 Has regarding own disappointment. 有对于自己的失望。 Has regarding the guilt of dead. 有对于死者的愧疚。 However, more actually regarding the confusedness of present situation. 然而,更多的却是对于现状的迷茫。 First has the butcher. 前有屠夫。 Latter has the abyss. 后有深渊。 This two are Ye Chen the enemies, makes Ye Chen feel weak. 这二者都是耶尘的敌人,却也都让耶尘感到无力。 Regardless how to choose 无论怎么选择 Ye Chen as if really can only become the ruined family finally. 耶尘最后似乎真的都只能成为败家。 The brutal aspect made the youth feel own small and weak again profoundly. 残酷的局面再一次让青年深刻感受到了自身的弱小。 However , the pale cheeks then transmit a warm touch. 不过,紧接着,苍白的脸颊便是传来一阵温暖的触感。 That was the small python crawled. 那是小蟒爬了上来。 The snake pupil becomes clear bright it, stretches out the tiny tongue, made an effort to lick Ye Chen the cheeks. 蛇瞳重新变得澄澈明亮的它,伸出细小的舌头,用力舔了舔耶尘的脸颊。 Cī to slide. 呲溜。 Obviously, this is the small python one unique way that is used to encourage the master. 显然,这是小蟒用来鼓励主人的一种独特方式。 Sees this shape, Ye Chen the expression is shocked, looks at the small python fiery snake pupil, the eye socket of whole person becomes blushes immediately slightly. 见到此状,耶尘表情愣住,看着小蟒炯炯有神的蛇瞳,整个人的眼眶顿时变得微微发红。 In this named sin crazy hell world, Ye Chen experienced, lost, all alone withstood all kinds of bodies and minds to suffer. 在这座名为罪孽狂都的地狱世界,耶尘经历了很多,失去了很多,孤身一人承受了各种各样的身心折磨. The good people wait for him to rescue 好人等着他去解救 The unprincipled people he has no way to defeat 坏人他又没法战胜 In addition, in the front waits for Ye Chen the result, as if also was only left over the tragedy of being doomed 除此之外,在前方等待耶尘的结果,似乎也只剩下了注定的悲剧 However, at least, Ye Chen now no longer was all alone of no dependence. 不过,最起码,耶尘如今不再是毫无依靠的孤身一人了。 ( This chapter ends) (本章完)