WhoChapter 1053youare
第1053章你到底是谁Facinginterrogation that the attitude of Lyslesuddenlytransformationas well asinitiatessuddenly, YeChen the whole personfalls intofor a very long timedelayimmediately.
面对莱尔突然转变的态度以及突然发起的质问,耶尘整个人当即陷入久久的呆滞。„.”
“.”„I”
“我”„I”
“我”Afterward, afterspoken language of silentandjamming that partlymakes a sound, YeChenzhongis the facial expressionvacillates, the tonegaveownreplyresentfully.
随后,经过半响的沉默和堵塞的言语,耶尘终是神情动摇,语气悻悻地给出了自己的回答。„Thatisbecause. I. Alreadynototherchoices.”
“那是因为.我.已经没有其它选择了。”„Ido not know that has ambushedin the abyss of ownwithin the bodyis anything.”
“我不知道一直潜伏在自己体内的深渊到底是什么东西.”„But, Iactuallyunderstand,itsgreat strength, as well asitsvitality, allexceededmyimagination.”
“但是,我却明白,它的强大,以及它的生命力,全都超出了我的想象。”„Facingso the enemy of rank, withouthuggingmustbe determineddeadly,Iam impossibleto defeatit.”
“面对如此级别的敌人,倘若没有抱着必死决心,我根本不可能战胜它。”„Teacher, ifIdo not do that.”
“老师如果我不这么做的话.”„Simplydoes not have the meansto defeat the abyss.”
“根本没有办法战胜深渊啊。”Listens toYeChentheexplanation, Lyslerepliedicily:
听完耶尘的这番解释,莱尔冷冰冰地回答道:„However, youdied, what did to comewin a saying?”
“然而,你死了,又何来胜利一说?”„Ifcango on living”
“如果能够活下去的话”„, It is not that ableto defeat the abyss, whatso-calledalsothere is?”
“那么,无法战胜深渊,又有什么所谓?”YeChenlistens, pupil enlarges, expressioncongealment.
耶尘听罢,瞳孔放大,表情凝结。„Oh?”
“唉?”Hecannotbelieveall that simplyownearhearda moment ago.
他简直不敢相信自己耳朵刚才所听到的一切。„IfIcould not win the abyss.”
“如果我赢不了深渊.”„, Iwill losemyconsciousnessthoroughly, the physical bodybecomes the puppet of abyss, the soulsuffersenslaving of abyss.”
“那么,我将彻底失去自己的意识,肉体成为深渊的傀儡,灵魂遭受深渊的奴役.”„Suchfate, compared withdeath, where can also goodtogo?”
“这样的下场,比起死亡,又能够好到哪里去?”Lyslecontinuesto replycoolly:
莱尔面不改色地继续回答道:„Ifyoucanbecomeexceptional case?”
“假如你能够成为其中的特例呢?”YeChenwen said that the lookwas startled.
耶尘闻言,眼神怔住。„Exceptional case?”
“特例?”Lysleslight nod.
莱尔微微点头。„Right, exceptional case.”
“没错,特例。”„Ifyounotlikeotherthesemeeting misfortune, even after losing toabyss, can still maintainownconsciousnessat some corner of spiritual level, evenlivesinoneis itselfalone, in the everythingsatisfactoryideal world, will cut off the outside worldfrom now onforeveralltroubled.”
“如果你不像其他那些落难者,即便是在输给深渊之后,也能在精神层面的某个角落保持自己的意识,甚至是活在一个独属于自己,事事顺心的理想世界之中,自此永远断绝外界的一切纷纷扰扰.”„That, YeChen, whatidea can youberegarding this?”
“那么,耶尘,你对此又会是什么想法?”YeChen the lookemerged the puzzledcolorimmediately.
耶尘的眼神随即涌现出了困惑的色彩。„Teacher, are you, whatsaying?”
“老师,你,到底在说什么?”„Even is really this. Thatalso can only changemyencounterspersonally, is unable to interfere in the middle of the realityabyss.”
“就算真是这样.那也只能改变我的个人遭遇而已,根本无法干涉现实当中的深渊啊。”„After that Ileaves behindin the physical body of realityis treated as the invasionSaintlightpure landbyit the most perfecttool, finallydelivers the destructiveattackfor the Saintlightcivilization.”
“在那之后,我遗留在现实的肉体将会被它当做入侵圣光净土的最完美工具,最终为圣光文明带来毁灭性的打击。”„At the appointed time, allhuman, the whole world, has the possibilitybecause ofmyfailure, butperishesthoroughly.”
“届时,所有人类,整个世界,都有可能因为我的失败而彻底灭亡。”„Soabsurdresult, how do Ipossiblyaccept?”
“如此荒唐的结果,我又怎么可能接受?”Lyslehearsword, closes the eyes, sighedin a soft voice.
莱尔闻言,闭上双眼,轻声叹息。„Oh”
“唉”„Summary, youdiefor others from beginning to end, will never place itselffirst.”
“总结来讲,你自始至终都是为了他人而死,永远都不会把自己放在第一位。”„Is this principle that youadhere to?”
“这就是你坚持的原则吗?”YeChen the lookanswered the covered passagewayfirmly:
耶尘神色坚定地答复道:„Accurate, Ido that is.”
“准确来说,我这么做,正是为了自己。”„After all, comparedin the result of death, muddled through life ignoblyalone, preyrampant... the fate, mademebe hardto accept.”
“毕竟,相比于死亡的结果,独自苟存,猎物猖獗的…下场,更加让我难以接受。”„Therefore, Teacher, sorry.”
“所以,老师,对不起了。”„Yourusing energyuntold hardshipsraiseme, givesmyability, delivers to the Saintlightpure landto enjoysubstantiallifeme”
“您费劲千辛万苦将我培养成人,授我一身本领,将我送到圣光净土享受充实的人生”„But, Iactuallydiscardedall thesefinallyon own initiative, disappointseffort that youmadein the paston own initiative”
“但是,我最终却主动舍弃了这一切,主动辜负了你过去付出的心血”„In this regard, Iwas really sorryvery much, is very ashamed.”
“关于这一点,我真的很抱歉,真的很惭愧。”„But. Even so, I have no complain and regret.”
“可是.即便如此,我也无怨无悔。”„Ifmakesmereturn to the previousthattimeto selectagain.”
“倘若再让我回到先前的那个时间点.”„Iwill also make the samechoice!”
“我也还是会做出一样的选择!”„Because, myYeChen, in factis such a selfishperson!”
“因为,我耶尘,实际上就是这么一个自私自利的人!”„Thisisyouhow, regardless to scoldme, howto hitme, fact that alsocannot changeforever!”
“这是您无论怎么骂我,怎么打我,也都永远改变不了的事实!”„Studentis unfilial.”
“学生不孝.”„Pleaseforgive!”
“请您谅解!”Was full of the firm and resoluteandsincerewordsresounds throughentireprayerhall.
充满了坚毅与诚恳的话语就此响彻整一座祷告大厅。Meanwhile, YeChen the whole personbends overtoLysle, bows the apology.
与此同时,耶尘整个人更是向莱尔弯腰低头,鞠躬道歉。However, meaning that from beginning to end, hehas not admitted mistakes.
然而,自始至终,他都没有认错的意思。Becauseonly, YeChendid not feelcompletelyoneselfmade the mistake.
只因为,耶尘完全不觉得自己做错了。Pastso
昔日如此Now is also so!
如今亦是如此!FacingYeChenthissteadfaststance, Lysleslightlydoessilent, immediatelyis sidewaysto take a step, passes throughYeChen the sideslowly, commentssincerely:
面对耶尘这副坚定不移的姿态,莱尔略作沉默,随即侧身迈步,缓缓走过耶尘的身边,语重心长地评价道:„Iknow,youwill reply.”
“我就知道,你会这么回答。”„Meanwhile, Ialsoknow, howregardless ofIreprovedyouagain, youwill also always make the similarchoice.”
“同时,我也知道,无论我再怎么训斥你,你也始终会做出相似的抉择。”„Youryoungsterperiodisthis”
“你的少年时期是这样”„Youryouthful days are also this.”
“你的青年时期也是这样.”„Yourstyle, yourapproach, yourconcept, yourprinciple”
“你的风格,你的做法,你的观念,你的原则”„All these, sincemoststart, Ihave foreseen.”
“这一切,打从最开始,我就已经预见到了。”YeChenis stunned, raised the head, the surpriselookseverywhereLyslepasses throughfromoneselfside.
耶尘愕然,怔怔抬头,满目诧异地看着莱尔从自己身边走过。„After all, this is yourinstinct.”
“毕竟,这便是你的天性。”Lyslewalks, whileopens the mouth.
莱尔一边行走,一边开口。„But, thisis the good deed, YeChen.”
“不过,这是好事,耶尘。”„Because, ifyou are really thatruthless, onlysought the mediocregeneration of self-preservation, whenyouwere a child, yourhuman naturewill have been nibbledby the abyssstep by step.”
“因为,倘若你真是那种无情无义,只求自保的庸碌之辈,早在你还是一介孩童的时候,你的人性就已经会被深渊一步一步地蚕食了。”„It can be said that withoutpresentupright, you are unable to take‚YeChen’thispersonto enjoy more than 20years of life.”
“可以说,没有如今的一身正气,你也无法作为‘耶尘’这个人享受二十多年的生活。”Reversesfacing the Lyslesuddenanotherattitude, YeChen the expressionfullis the delay, suddenlycould not speak.
面对莱尔突如其来的又一次态度反转,耶尘表情满是呆滞,一时间说不出话。„.”
“.”„Teacher”
“老师”„Youandyou”
“你、你到底”Lysleturns away fromYeChen, is calm , to continue to sigh with emotionin a soft voice:
莱尔背对耶尘,语气平静,继续轻声感慨着:„AlthoughIreprovedyouin the past and at present, gets angrytoyoumore than oncehowever, thesebehaviors are actually onlyin the middle ofbutterfly effectnumerousripples.”
“尽管我过去和现在都训斥了你,不止一次地向你发火然而,这些行为其实都只是蝴蝶效应当中的众多涟漪。”„Theydo not havemanysignificances, but also is indispensable, even ifhas known the result, I must pretend not knowing the circumstances of the mattersameexecutionto act in a play.”
“它们没有多少意义,但是却又不可或缺,所以即便早已知晓结果,我也仍然要装作不知情一样执行演戏。”„Only by doing so, the time and causes and effectswill not deviate the right track, allcanmove towardmeto suppose the goodresultforyousteadily.”
“唯有如此,时间与因果才不会偏离正轨,一切才能平稳走向我为你设好的终局。”Hearshere, is filled withpuzzled, whole faceconfusedYeChen, could not beareventuallyerupts.
听到这里,满心困惑,满脸迷茫的耶尘,终究还是忍不住地爆发了。„Teacher, actuallyyouare sayinganything---!?”
“老师,你究竟在说什么啊---!?”„IfyouareI at the point of death the beforehandfantasy, howalsoto discussthesemyunprecedentedthingatthis kind of timewithme---!?”
“如果你是我在临死之前的幻想,又怎么会在这种时候和我讨论这些我前所未闻的东西---!?”„Ifyouare the abyssare usedto misleadmyillusion, why has not continued the opinion, whydoes not haveto continueto instigatemeto accept the abyss---!?”
“如果你是深渊用于蛊惑我的幻觉,那么又为什么没有继续刚才的言论,为什么没有继续怂恿我去接受深渊---!?”„Teacher”
“老师”„Wherehereis---!?”
“这里到底是什么地方---!?”„At this moment, standsbeforemeyou.”
“此时此刻,站在我面前的你.”„Who is---------!?”
“到底又是什么人---------!?”
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