NOTN :: Volume #1

#44: Orthoptic pain


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Misconception of ignition, blood of boiling, thunder heartbeat. 灼烧的错觉,沸腾的血液,雷霆般的心跳。 Qing Chen as if felt that the world is thundering to make noise, is also burning together with own life. 庆尘仿佛感觉到世界在轰鸣作响,连同着自己的人生也一起燃烧起来。 Quick this burning sensation starts to abate, with breath, the he and Li Shutong cheeks flame trace on also, but he draws the air in lung, actually turned into the happy cool breeze, no longer along with pain! 只是,很快这烧灼感又开始消退,随着呼吸,他与李叔同脸颊上的火焰纹路还在,可他吸进肺里的空气,却变成了舒畅的清风,不再伴随着痛苦! Nearby Li Xiaoxiao reminded suddenly: Defends the consciousness, the pain that these you once forgot will sweep across the mind quickly, all pain, remembering is all pain. At that moment you will start to collapse, if your very this pass/test, no one could help.” 一旁的林小笑忽然提醒道:“守住意识,那些你曾遗忘的痛苦会很快席卷脑海,所有痛苦,记住是所有痛苦。那一刻你会开始崩溃,如果你挺不过这一关,谁也帮不了。” Qing Chen mind one cold, the pain that because Li Xiaoxiao said that will spill into the mind shortly: 庆尘心神一凛,因为林小笑所说的痛苦顷刻间涌进脑海: When he lives for the first time alone, when tries to prepare food that flash that the finger that lacerates, lacerates, the blade edge has delimited from the skin slowly, was being recalled including fingerprint separated touch. 他第一次独自生活时,尝试着自己做饭时割破的手指,割破的那一瞬间,刀锋缓缓从皮肤划过,连一条条指纹被割裂的触感都被回忆着。 When water punishment, in the lobe of the lung is flowing the ice water, probably poisonous seedlings, the ice-cold rhizome gripped in his lobe of the lung. 水刑时,肺叶里流淌着的冰水,像是一个个有毒的树苗,冰冷根茎扎在了他的肺叶里。 In black room, dehydration dry is hitting with the pain of previous second of water punishment. 黑屋里,脱水的干涸与前一秒水刑的痛苦撞击着。 The mother leaves setting sun of that day. 还有母亲离开那天的夕阳。 And under the opposite party setting sun is dragging the back of suitcase. 以及对方夕阳下拖着行李箱的背影。 All these are similar to tidal are all sweeping across, might crank up the crushed stone the seashore cliff. 这一切全都如同潮水般席卷着,像是要把海边悬崖拍成碎石。 In broken bits such as the dark ocean waves of blade, sends out empty howling and wailing. 细碎如刀的黝黑海浪,发出空洞的呼啸与哀嚎。 Qing Chen returned to the water punishment probably time, closed the eye. 庆尘好像又回到了水刑的时候,闭上了眼睛。 He falls into a nihility in again the darkness. 他再次陷入一片虚无的黑暗中。 Under the abyss has the gentle sound to summon: Follows mother.” 深渊之下有温柔的声音呼唤着:“跟妈妈走吧。” Qing Chen replied: Then the far road I walked, the remaining roads, I also walked.” 庆尘回答道:“那么远的路我都自己走过来了,剩下的路,我也自己走。” As if the time only crossed one to snap fingers, he then opened the eye again. 仿佛时间只过了一个弹指,他便再次睁开了眼睛。 No wonder Li Shutong will say, could not endure that to close to have no way his road. 难怪李叔同会说,熬不过那一关就没法走他的路。 Originally for this moment. 原来都是为了这一刻。 The breath of Qing Chen just like one group of raging fire. 庆尘的呼吸犹如一团烈火。 That group of fires seemed like will burning out shortly the past, after this he understands oneself choice, does not need to repent again, did not need then to look again. 那一团火像是顷刻间烧尽了前尘往事,从此之后他明白了自己的选择,不需要再自怨自艾,不需要再回头看。 The remaining years of life, performing is a road ahead. 余生,尽是前路。 Ye Wan and Li Xiaoxiao facial expression also had the change, they stood the body to look at each other, did not seem to think that is also maintaining Qing Chen to the present sober. 身旁的叶晚林小笑神情也有了变化,他们站直了身子相视一眼,似乎没想到庆尘到现在还保持着清醒。 They had also once experienced this pain, when the painful centralism is arriving together, their very clear innermost feelings start to collapse are anything realized. 他们也曾经历过这种痛苦,当痛苦集中在一起到来的时候,他们很清楚内心开始坍塌是种什么体会。 Also only then has looked straight ahead each painful person, can overstep that asking one's conscience the abyss, gave own past and future, walked forward. 也只有直视过每一次痛苦的人,才能踏过那条‘问心’的深渊,把自己的过去与未来割舍开,向前走。 Li Xiaoxiao muttered: Perhaps is the Qing Chen photographic memory, therefore these pain, he has not always forgotten......” 林小笑喃喃道:“或许是庆尘过目不忘,所以那些痛苦,他从来都不曾忘记过……” The brain of person has the protection mechanism, it will make you deliberately forget something, thus lets you good life. 人的大脑有保护机制,它会让你刻意遗忘一些东西,从而让你更好的生活下去。 But, ultra recalled that the condition gave the Qing Chen outstanding talent, gave his infinite pain. 可是,超忆状态赋予了庆尘卓绝的天赋,也给予了他无尽的痛苦。 This pain of circulation review, he has long been used to year after year. 这一年年循环温习的痛苦,他早就习惯。 Qing Chen is not always the darling in greenhouse, long before, he was the painful follower. 庆尘从来都不是温室的宠儿,很早以前,他就是痛苦的信徒了。 Moreover, that abyss, he has trod. 而且,那条深渊,他早就踏过去了。 Li Shutong loosened his palm slowly, sighs with emotion: This closes me imagines is smoother.” 李叔同缓缓的松开了他的手掌,感慨道:“这一关比我想象的还要顺利。” Why does not know, when he realized how to return afterward, started somewhat to love dearly front youngster. 不知为何,当他意识到怎么回事后,开始有些心疼面前的少年了。 No one knows how the life of opposite party is, when the opposite party is enjoying the talent, is shouldering anything. 没人知道对方的人生到底是怎样的,在对方享受着天赋的时候,又背负着什么。 The flame mark on Qing Chen cheeks starts to abate, he asked: „Does this breath technique have what function?” 庆尘脸颊上的火焰纹开始消退,他问道:“这呼吸术有何作用?” Reason that asked, is because he has not felt the obvious change of body. 之所以这么问,是因为他并没有感受到身体的明显变化。 Only felt in high spirits with ease and incomparable, because before observed a fast for four days weak is abating fast. 只感觉精神振奋、轻松无比,之前因为断食四天的虚弱快速消退着。 It is only the auxiliary method,” Li Shutong said: „ Breath technique is the difference of respiratory rate, “它只是辅助手段,”李叔同说道:“呼吸术便是呼吸频率的不同, Now you have no way a person to use, when I have your several times, you will remember its rhythm. ” However finishes speaking, Li Shutong then noticed that to Qing Chen that the facial cast sits, the flame trace on face no longer abates, but spreads again! 现在你还没法一个人使用,等我多带你几次,你就会记住它的节奏。”然而话音刚落,李叔同便看到对面盘坐着的庆尘,脸上的火焰纹路不再消退,而是再次蔓延开来! His first forced smile said: Forgot you to enter ultra recalls the condition, can remember this breath rhythm directly.” 他第一次苦笑道:“忘了你能进入超忆状态,可以直接记下这呼吸节奏。” Has saying that Li Shutong now really some, helpless, he was led more than 40 talents to remember the respiratory rate by the teacher initially reluctantly, is not mistakenly good. 不得不说,李叔同现在是真的有些无奈了,他当初被老师带了四十多次才勉强记住呼吸频率,错一点都不行。 But front youngster was OK one time. 但面前的少年一次就可以了。 Li Shutong then said: Since this did not need me to bring, that told that directly you inheritance of knight, as for the function of breath technique, can wait to say again.” 李叔同转而说道:“既然这个不用我带了,那就直接跟你说说骑士的传承吧,至于呼吸术的作用,可以等会再说。” At the beginning of Knight Organization, was that founder discovered secret that the gene locked.” 骑士组织之初,是那位创始人发现了基因锁的秘密。” According to him summarizes, after human is completed eight life and death close, the gene locks then meets to open.” “根据他总结,当人类完成八个生死关后,基因锁便会自己打开。” Li Shutong continues saying: When earliest, you only then complete these eight life and death to close is a qualified knight, the gene lock opens, unusual refined.” 李叔同继续说道:“在最早的时候,你只有完成这八个生死关才算是一名合格的骑士,基因锁打开,超凡脱俗。” At that time the knight were many, they follow human to experience the big cataclysm time, and founded the new civilized era with survival human.” “那时候骑士还很多,他们跟随着人类经历大灾变时代,并与幸存人类开创了新的文明纪元。” But the knight were getting fewer and fewer afterward, is not because did not have the right candidate, but the life and death pass/test must be completed, but the trim sea turned into the place of taboo. Before was a narrow escape, now became ten dead not fresh.” “但后来骑士越来越少,不是因为没有合适的人选了,而是有一个生死关必须在海里完成,可整片大海都变成了禁忌之地。以前是九死一生,现在成了十死无生。” Was short of a life and death pass/test, the gene shackles is not naturally able to open.” “少了一个生死关,基因枷锁自然就无法打开。” But the new leader Qin bamboo flute also natural talent of knight was at that time outstanding, he founded the new breath technique to assist, the successor unexpectedly discovered in the challenge supplements with the breath technique, can complete a life and death pass/test every time, then turned on a gene lock, did not need to complete all opening again.” “但当时骑士的新任领袖秦笙也天资卓绝,他开创了新的呼吸术来辅助,后继者竟然发现在挑战时辅以呼吸术,就能每完成一个生死关,便开启一点基因锁,不用再完成所有的才开启。” Although only completes the knight who a life and death closes, cannot like the knight who completing eight life and death closed/pass powerful, when everyone completes sixth, the strength exceeded the older generation knight comprehensively.” “虽然只完成一项生死关的骑士,并不能像完成了八个生死关的骑士那样强大,但是当大家完成第六个的时候,实力就全面超越了老一辈骑士。” If according to the differentiating grade of Inner World, that is the ABCDEF six ranks, completes sixth was the A level.” “如果按照里世界的等级划分,那就是ABCDEF六个等级,完成第六项的就是A级了。” Qing Chen gawked, he has not thought that Transcendent of this world also has the strength differentiating grade. He asked suddenly: What is the teacher your rank of?” 庆尘愣了一下,他没想到这个世界的超凡者还有实力等级划分。他忽然问道:“那老师你的等级是什么?” Ye Wan said in the one side: Boss is the S level.” 叶晚在一旁说道:“老板是S级。” Because Li Shutong has completed the seventh life and death pass/test, only misses last. 因为李叔同已经完成了第七个生死关,只差最后一个。 But this breath technique has what mystery, can assist to open the gene lock unexpectedly?” Qing Chen asked. “可这呼吸术到底有何神奇,竟然能辅助打开基因锁?”庆尘问道。 His time innermost feelings are excited, because oneself have touched the front door of new world, but he is somewhat puzzled. 他此时内心激动,因为自己已经触摸到了新世界的大门,但他还是有些不解。 You should know that beta endorphin thing,” Li Shutong said. “你应该知道内啡肽这个东西,”李叔同说道。 Although Qing Chen is the photographic memory, but he had not really paid attention to this before, can only in the information by memory say: Just like the dopamine, gives people the joyful secretion, but also has the difference: When plays the game, the lottery ticket and gambling what obtains is the dopamine, but happiness and relaxedness after movement, is the beta endorphin gives.” 庆尘虽是过目不忘,但他以前还真没关注过这一块,只能凭借记忆里的信息说道:“跟多巴胺一样,是给予人快乐的分泌物,不过也有区别:玩游戏、中彩票、赌博时获得的是多巴胺,而运动之后的痛快与轻松,则是内啡肽给予的。” Li Shutong shakes the head: Mind chicken soup said that but the dopamine cannot direct diverting, it is only neurotransmitter, is responsible for transporting can the diverting 5- hydroxy tryptamine class materials. However said in plain words, the dopamine gave joyful and right, but you were a little clear, it gave was not joyful, but is the hope of addiction.” 李叔同摇摇头:“心灵鸡汤都这么说,但多巴胺并不能直接让人快乐,它只是一个神经递质,负责运送能够让人快乐的5-羟色胺类物质。不过通俗讲,多巴胺给予快乐并没错,但有一点你要明白,它给的不是快乐,而是成瘾的渴望。” That beta endorphin?” Qing Chen asked. “那内啡肽呢?”庆尘问道。 „After beta endorphin is one type first painstakingly , the sweet material, it in the morphine acceptor union with body, can play the role of analgesia, but this is only the most basic function,” Li Shutong said: Older generation Qin bamboo flute took very strict examination, discovered after the knights complete some life and death closes, the beta endorphin in body massively will secrete.” “内啡肽是一种先苦后甜的物质,它与身体里的吗啡受体结合,能起到镇痛的作用,但这只是最基本的功能,”李叔同说道:“先辈秦笙做了很严格的检测,发现当骑士们完成某个生死关后,身体里的内啡肽会大量分泌。” Therefore he believes, the dopamine lets the poison that the person perishes, but the beta endorphin turns on the key that the gene locks.” “所以他认为,多巴胺是让人沉沦的毒,而内啡肽才是开启基因锁的钥匙。” Therefore in Knight Organization were many a new creed: Has experienced the painful life, even higher.” “所以骑士组织内多了一句新的信条:经历过痛苦的人生,才更加高等。”
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