The chilly moonlight comes from the window slit photo, reflects in the Yun Qian surface. 清冷的月光从窗子缝隙照进来,映在云浅的面上。 Husband is a person. 夫君是人。 Even if he has the immortal, will certainly give up. 哪怕他拥有长生,也一定会放弃。 Even Yun Qian most memories by ‚seal’, but she was still clear about this matter. 即使云浅的大部分记忆都被‘封印’了,可她仍然清楚这件事。 To him any first, any world, he is one very ordinary ‚person’- at least his oneself thinks. 对他而言无论是哪一世,无论是什么样的世界,他都是一个很普通的‘人’-至少他自己是这么认为的。 So long as is the person, that will certainly die, cannot certainly have the eternal life. 而只要是人,那就一定会死,就一定不能拥有永恒的生命。 Most started to say with him such, after him was doomed to say such that- because every so often will die, therefore lived is being meaningful, because will die, therefore supported each other life to be the romantic matter , because the life will certainly end, therefore met oneself to meet is happy. 就和他最开始说过的那样、就和他以后注定会说的那样-很多时候正是因为会死,所以活着才有意义、正是因为会死,所以相守一生才会是浪漫的事情、就是因为生命一定会终结,所以遇见自己才会是幸福的。 【She】 It is not able to understand these words, because she has not even been living and concept of death. 【她】至今也无法理解这几句话,因为她本身甚至没有活着与死亡的概念。 Therefore, if according to the logic of Xu Chang'an, 【She】 Is nothing has the significance......, therefore, after some distinction, 【She】 Had the own name, such condition will appear by ‚Yun Qian’ in his side. 于是,如果按照徐长安的这个逻辑,【她】是没有任何存在意义的……所以,在某一次分别后,【她】才有了自己的名字,会以‘云浅’这样的状态出现在他的身边。 ‚Yun Qian’ and 【She】 Different, Yun Qian not eternal life, after Xu Chang'an takes again ordinary human died, the Yun Qian life will also end, was deposited by her in the treasure house. ‘云浅’和【她】不一样,云浅没有永恒的生命,当徐长安再一次作为普通人类死去之后,云浅的生命也会随之终结,被她存放于宝库之中。 Therefore an issue is naturally born. 于是一个问题自然诞生。 Husband is a person, he is only willing to cultivate the behavior. 夫君是人,他只愿意做人。 Then...... oneself is a person? 那么……自己是人吗？ If before, she does not know that answered the tuart. 如果是以前,她不会知道答桉。 At this point but, she had Yun Qian this name. 可是在此时,她有了云浅这个名字。 Yes. 是了。 Since she meets this named in the seashore „Xu Chang'an” the youngster starts, the meaning is „Yun Qian” the person was injected the vigor and soul occasionally, she can not use with he remembers so-called ‚the previous generation’ such, but in the side looks peacefully he actually cannot approach. 自打她在海边遇到这一次名为“徐长安”的少年开始,意为“云浅”的人偶就被注入了活力和灵魂,她可以不用和他记忆中所谓的‘前世’那样,只是在身边安静看着他却不能靠近。 She can be looked by him peacefully. 她可以被他安静的看着。 So long as she puts out a hand to touch his cheeks, but can also enjoy that not to become the indifferent look...... this is not in the world best matter? 她只要伸出手就可以触碰到他的脸颊,还可以享受到那尚未变得冷漠的眼神……这难道不是天底下最好的事情吗？ So long as stays in his side, not only she memory of being named as Yun Qian, but is real living person. 只要呆在他的身边,她就不只是一段被命名为云浅的记忆,而是真实活着的人。 Was pasted by husband as Yun Qian she more than once in the chest has listened to the heartbeat, he hears is no longer empty, but is the heartbeat that weak will not actually cut off continuously, same...... Yun Qian also likes listening to his heartbeat, pastes the ear in the chest of husband, sound that powerful gradually accelerates, that sonorous every seems like a heavy hammer to knock on her heart. 身为云浅的她不止一次被夫君贴在心口听过心跳,他听见的不再是空无一物,而是微弱却连续不会断绝的心跳,同样的……云浅也十分喜欢听他的心跳,将耳朵贴在夫君的心口,那有力逐渐加速的声响,那铿锵每一下都像是一柄重锤敲在她的心上。 Anxious Miss Yun, cannot feel that at that time lets her oneself amazed security sense. 不会不安的云姑娘,在那种时候能够感觉到让她自己都惊诧的安全感。 ‚Has a name, temporarily becomes a person.’ ‘拥有一个名字,暂时成为一个人。’ This is she can imagine, clumsiest, similarly is also the most intelligent companion way. 这就是她能够想象出来,最为笨拙、同样也是最为聪颖的陪伴方式。 However...... 但是…… In the final analysis, giving up the name...... this is not considered as that the death. 说到底,放弃名字……这并不算是死亡。 Yun Qian will not have anything clone, her so-called death and so-called entry treasure house, nothing but sealed one to remember, actually each was 【She】. 云浅不会有什么分身,她所谓的死亡、所谓的进入宝库,无非只是封存一段记忆,其实每一个都是【她】。 In islands, what barefoots to wash simultaneously fully is 【She】. 在岛屿上,赤着脚涤足同时的是【她】。 By Xu Chang'an what was being served putting on clothes is 【She】. 被徐长安侍奉着穿衣的是【她】。 Has a drink together with Xu Chang'an, what slightly is drunk to be slightly drunk is 【She】. 和徐长安对饮,小醉微醺的是【她】。 With Xu Chang'an together what looks up to the starry sky is 【She】. 与徐长安一同仰望星空的是【她】。 Can enjoy the moment to be happy- 能够享受片刻欢愉的- Also yes 【She】. 也是【她】。 Essentially, she is not called the Yun Qian miss, but names this experience for ‚Yun Qian’...... that can this be a samsara? 本质上,她并不是名叫云浅的姑娘,只是将这一段经历取名为‘云浅’……那么,这能够算是轮回吗？ Does not calculate. 不算的。 Yun Qian is very clear , compared with my lord's change, this definitely does not calculate to make the samsara, but Miss Yun could not find a better choice. 云浅很清楚,和夫君的变化比起来,这肯定是不算做轮回,可是云姑娘也找不到更好的选择。 Even if she wants really to enter the samsara with Xu Chang'an together, but that frail place, she let alone goes, generally looked at the past, the opposite party will collapse. 哪怕她想要和徐长安真的一同进入轮回,但是那种脆弱的地方,她别说进去,大抵只是看过去,对方就会崩坏。 Yun Qian receives from out of the window the line of sight, she looked at one in the direction that Xu Chang'an and Li Zhibai departed. 云浅将视线从窗外收回来,紧接着她朝着徐长安和李知白离去的方向看了一眼。 The Xu Chang'an issue has to answer the tuart. 徐长安的问题是有答桉的。 Later met, but can also be the same person? 以后再见面了,还会不会是同一个人？ Meeting. 会的。 Is the same person. 是同一个人。 ‚......’ ‘啊……’ The frequency that Yun Qian blinks speeds up slightly. The memory that because she appears occasionally will always bring some strange experience to her, lets, even if will be Miss Yun will show the helpless facial expression. 云浅眨眼的频率微微加快。因为她偶尔浮现的记忆总是会给她带来一些奇异的体验,让哪怕是云姑娘都会露出无奈的神情。 At this time, she when as Yun Qian, recalls these passing, unavoidable meeting willow eyebrows slightly pressed...... even sighs gently. 此时,她在身为云浅的时候,回忆起那些过往,难免的会柳眉微蹙……甚至是轻轻叹息。 The words of example, do not know how long before is, husband to that she is shouting „mother”...... 举例子的话,就是不知道在是多久之前,夫君对着她喊的那一声“娘”…… This calls, passed first. 这一唤,就是过去了一世。 She touched the own chest, thought that is a very unusual feeling. 她摸了摸自己的心口,觉得那是一种很奇特的感受。 As Yun Qian, she was difficult to imagine husband to pursue oneself to ask „mother” to be able in childhood to be anything feels. 身为云浅,她难想象夫君小时候追着自己叫“娘亲”会是什么感受。 However Yun Qian is actually not repugnant, because was called mother even if, but in the same place, always feels better eventually can only look on. 但是云浅其实并不讨厌,因为哪怕是被唤了娘亲,可终究是在一起的,总好过只能旁观。 Is tilting the head, Yun Qian supports the face to look at out of the window. 歪着头,云浅撑着脸看着窗外。 Her look is tranquil, some memories are similar to are pressed to reappear slowly in the underwater air bubble, starts out flowers on the water surface, the arrange/cloth has a sea of flowers, the wind blows is drags. Each flower, is a name. 她的眼神平静,些许记忆就如同被按在水下的气泡缓缓浮现出来,在水面上开出一朵朵花儿,布出一片花海,风一吹就是一阵摇曳。每一朵花儿,就是一个名字。 Because is happy, therefore is flower. 因为是美好的,所以是花。 „......” “……” Each husband, must have the miss of each correspondence. 每一个夫君,就应当有每个对应的姑娘。 However the miss of each correspondence, is oneself. 但是每个对应的姑娘,都是自己。 Is this good deed? 这是一件好事吗？ Perhaps is not. 也许不是。 Therefore, Yun Qian will like this, or...... likes Xu Chang'an that not knowing when eliminated ‚on first’, in that Li Zhibai wife, but Li Zhibai is not the name of her incarnation, but is the practical ordinary female. 所以,云浅才会喜欢这一世,或者说……喜欢徐长安那不知道何时被消除的‘上一世’,在那一世中,李知白才是正妻,而李知白可不是她化身的名字,而是切切实实的普通女子。 At that time his side already had the marriage affinity, moreover incessantly one...... obviously is very good matter, why and why opened eyes, was oneself summoned by him? 那时候他身边已经有了姻缘,而且不止一个……明明是很好的事情,为什么、为什么睁开眼的时候,自己却被他呼唤过来了？ The chest varies. 心口不一。 Husband always chest varies. 夫君总是心口不一的。 If he really said with him is the same, does not like and even loathing the samsara, then not possible after some day remembered something, found that oneself is not, thus calls oneself to come. 如果他真的和他说的一样,是不喜欢、甚至厌恶轮回的,那么就不可能在某一天想起了一些东西后,发现自己不在,从而唤自己过来。 Now is also same, on the Xu Chang'an mouth was saying does not like the samsara, but Yun Qian not such simple trust. 如今也是一样,徐长安嘴上说着不喜欢轮回,但是云浅不会这么简单的相信。 She will write down Xu Chang'an each few words, then a person time slowly estimates this whether is his original intention, whether was the chest varies. 她会将徐长安的每一句话都记下来,然后一个人的时候慢慢的去揣摩这是否是他的本意,是否又是心口不一了。 】 】 Said that anything does not like the samsara, Miss Yun not that simple trust. 说什么不喜欢轮回,云姑娘才不会那么简单的相信呢。 Knows this point, therefore after ‚Yun Qian’, 【She】 Certainly will have the new name, regarding the beforehand name...... 知晓这一点,所以在‘云浅’之后,【她】一定还会有新的名字,至于说以前的名字吗…… In the memory sea of flowers gradually abates, the name that these appear slowly is quiet. 记忆中花海逐渐消退,那些浮现出的名字再一次缓缓沉寂下去。 Decides a small target. 定个小目标。 The next name, should not be called mother by him. 下一个名字,不要被他唤娘亲。 …… …… Under eave. 檐下。 Li Zhibai listened to Xu Chang'an and she reports the time stagnated matter, after silent long time, looks at him. 李知白听了徐长安和她汇报时间被停滞的事情,沉默良久后看着他。 „Chang'an, do you believe the samsara?” “长安,你相信轮回吗？”