Ji numerous goes to school has lived in the paternal aunt home. Because the house of paternal aunt family/home is behind the school gathering capital room, lives in this, so long as five minutes can arrive at the classroom building in Fudan Attached middle school. Because gets the report card to return to her today in the gold/metal An area family/home, Ji numerous therefore gets up especially early. 纪芸芸上学一直都住在姑姑家。因为姑姑家的房子就是学校后面的集资房,住这只要五分钟就能走到复旦附中的教学楼。因为今天领了成绩单就能回她在金岸区的家,纪芸芸所以起得格外早。 Eats the soybean milk cruller that Ji Xinmai has come back, Ji numerous curls a Murong Xue collection to go to the classroom, the preparation first in the classroom looked that a meeting book kills the time. Arrives at the classroom building time, the two clerks of student association, have been pasting the honor roll. 吃过纪昕买回来的豆浆油条,纪芸芸就卷着一本慕容雪的散文集去了教室,准备先在教室看一会书打发时间。走到教学楼的时候,学生会的两位干事,已经在贴红榜了。 Ji numerous stopped to look under high two had pasted, first was striking Su Yu three characters, as for following on has become the set-off. 纪芸芸驻足看了下高二已经贴过了,第一名就是醒目的苏虞兮三个字,至于后面的就都已经成为陪衬。 Next is the high three honor rolls, Ji numerous the result also calculates, has also entered the grade at the high two second half of midterm examination first 20. She felt this time she tests, wants to have a look in the opportunity the grade first 20 not to have. 下一张就是高三的红榜,纪芸芸成绩还算可以,在高二下半期的期中考试也进过年级前二十。她觉得这次她考的还可以,就想看看有机会上年级前二十没有。 Waits for two clerks to paste, Chen Haoran who Ji numerous sees the first third year Class 2, which remembered to let her some fatty bitterly. Is sweeping downward, without her name, turns around to plan to go to the classroom. 等两位干事贴完,纪芸芸看到第一名高三(2)班的陈浩然,就想起了哪个让她有些恨恨的胖子。在往下扫,没有她的名字,就转身打算去教室。 Walks saw the clerk to paste several examination papers to come up, Ji numerous was a little curious, walks to notice that the name column is filling in journey Xiao the feather three characters, that glyph beautiful was so familiar, is looking to score points 150 points, the perfect score. 走的时候看见干事又贴了几张卷子上去,纪芸芸有点好奇,走过去就看到姓名栏填写着程晓羽三个字,那字形美的那么熟悉,在一看得分150分,满分。 Ji numerous was surprised, the language could be said as the perfect score most difficult subject. Generally the thesis, the beginning will give the teacher neatly the infinite many opportunity point deduction. In the Huaxia college entrance examination history does not have the language to score the perfect score. Big literary giant season envy is honest, the college entrance examination language only scored 148 points. 纪芸芸就惊讶了,语文可以说是得满分最难的科目了。一般作文,卷面整洁就会给老师无限多的机会扣分。华夏高考历史上都没有语文能得满分的。大文豪季羡诚,高考语文都只得了148分。 Looks at the second examination paper time, because journey Xiaoyu made a mistake in writing a character, buckled two points. Ji numerous saw here already brain one group of starch, why was buckled two points of perfect score. Fills with the question looks again toward behind, a row of red check, has not made a mistake. 瞧到第二张卷子的时候,程晓羽就因为写错了一个字,扣了两分。纪芸芸看到这里就已经脑子一团浆糊了,为什么被扣了两分还是满分。再满怀疑问的往后面看,一排的红勾,都没出错。 Until the thesis topic of last examination paper, the incomparably familiar topic, is titled vainly hoping, records is vainly hoped for that steps the stage show of National Center for the Performing Arts Yunyun writes to dance. 直到最后一张卷子的作文题,无比熟悉的题目,以梦想为题,纪芸芸自己写的就是梦想踏上国家大剧院的舞台表演舞蹈。 Is sweeping to read journey Xiaoyu the examination paper, looks at that to punctuate clear, obviously is the poetry. The thesis topic cannot write the poetry generally, Ji numerous was clear. Thinks «The world's Farthest Distance» that journey Xiaoyu writes, guesses he writes certainly the poetry that a even teacher shocked. 在扫过去看程晓羽的卷子,看那断句一目了然,明显就是诗歌。作文题一般是不许写诗歌的,纪芸芸心里清楚。想到程晓羽写的《世界上最远的距离》,就猜他一定写了首连老师都震撼的诗歌。 Ji numerous the impatient approaching bulletin board, grades examination papers Shangli that all various professions juan crazy writing. 纪芸芸迫不及待的走近公告栏,看卷子上里那一行行狷狂的文字。 Side some people have been reciting loudly. 旁边已经有人在大声的吟唱了。 «Takes Dream as horse»- poetry is an exception 《以梦为马》—诗歌除外 I must be the loyal son in distant place 我要做远方的忠诚的儿子 With the short sweetheart of material 和物质的短暂情人 With all poets who take the dream as horse are the same 和所有以梦为马的诗人一样 I have to walk with the martyr and clown on the same path 我不得不和烈士和小丑走在同一道路上 Ten thousand people must extinguish the fire 万人都要将火熄灭 my one person hold up this fire alone high 我一人独将此火高高举起 This fire is the big blossoming fallen flower in the sacred motherland 此火为大开花落英于神圣的祖国 With all poets who take the dream as horse are the same 和所有以梦为马的诗人一样 I become a buddhist monk the life taking advantage of this fire boundless at night 我借此火得度一生的茫茫黑夜 This fire throws Liangshan stronghold that builds for the language and quarry stone of big motherland 此火为大祖国的语言和乱石投筑的梁山城寨 Takes the dream as the Dunhuang of earth- that in July also cold skeleton 以梦为土的敦煌-那七月也会寒冷的骨骼 If snow white firewood and hard white snows 如雪白的柴和坚硬的条条白雪 Traverse in the numerous Jinnoyama 横放在众神之山 With all poets who take the dream as horse are the same 和所有以梦为马的诗人一样 I invest this fire three am imprison my lamp bowl to put out the brilliance 我投入此火这三者是囚禁我的灯盏吐出光辉 Ten thousand people must walk to construct the language of motherland from my cutting edge 万人都要从我刀口走过去建筑祖国的语言 I am willing to start from the beginning 我甘愿一切从头开始 With all poets who take the dream as horse are the same 和所有以梦为马的诗人一样 I am also willing to put on the firm foundation 我也愿将牢底坐穿 In the numerous god creations only then I was easiest to decay have the speed of irresistible death 众神创造物中只有我最易朽带着不可抗拒的死亡的速度 Only the grain is I treasures 只有粮食是我珍爱 I closely grasp her to bear children in the hometown her 我将她紧紧抱住抱住她在故乡生儿育女 With all poets who take the dream as horse are the same 和所有以梦为马的诗人一样 I am also willing to bury on all around high mountain keep watch the tranquil homeland 我也愿将自己埋葬在四周高高的山上守望平静的家园 I am infinite facing the river 面对大河我无限惭愧 I idle away one's life have a weariness spatially 我年华虚度空有一身疲倦 With all poets who take the dream as horse are the same 和所有以梦为马的诗人一样 A years changed/easy Shi drop does not remain 岁月易逝一滴不剩 In the waterdrop had a horse to pass away 水滴中有一匹马儿一命归天 Millenniums later, if I regenerate in the river bank of motherland 千年后如若我再生于祖国的河岸 Millenniums later I have the snowy mountain of rice paddy and week emperor in China again 千年后我再次拥有中国的稻田和周天子的雪山 Pegasus 天马踢踏 With all poets who take the dream as horse are the same 和所有以梦为马的诗人一样 I choose the eternal enterprise 我选择永恒的事业 My enterprise is to become the life of Sun 我的事业就是要成为太阳的一生 He from ancient to present day 他从古至今日 He incomparably magnificently incomparably bright 他无比辉煌无比光明 With all poets who take the dream as horse are the same 和所有以梦为马的诗人一样 Finally I was lifted into immortal Sun by the dusk gods 最后我被黄昏的众神抬入不朽的太阳 Sun is my name 太阳是我的名字 Sun is my life 太阳是我的一生 Sun the corpse of summit burying poetry- millennium and I 太阳的山顶埋葬诗歌的尸体-千年王国和我 Is riding in 5000 the phoenix and name calls the dragon of Malaysia- I will certainly be defeated 骑着五千年凤凰和名字叫"马"的龙-我必将失败 But the poetry will certainly win by Sun. 但诗歌本身以太阳必将胜利。 Ji numerous the one breath looks, always thought in the chest has the turbulent mood to rush in the ebullition, but also has to deeply feel the weak sadness. In behind looking at a big section is the examining test papers teacher with the appreciation that the red pen writes down, the taken length is longer than the thesis that she writes. 纪芸芸一口气看完,总觉得胸中有汹涌的情绪在沸腾澎湃,但又有深感无力的哀伤。在看后面一大段都是阅卷老师用红笔写下的赏析,占用的篇幅比她写的作文还长。 The poet is the pursue lofty grand objective, „I must be the loyal son in distant place” ; In their life, because is obstinate the noble faith, making the concrete daily life have no place to complain or seek help barrenly, but they do not take this ” material to be short as intent, it is not worth diligently striving after and haggling over every penny, therefore the poet said that is only „the short sweetheart of material”. The when example of poet is these spoiled children who on the human poetry altogether body stick out greatly, these harbor the poetry Grandmasters who the energetic Utopia to/clashes the merit. „With all poets who take the dream as horse are the same”, the poet is not shy lives is constraining, misunderstanding this in the world. In the survival boundless night, in one „second-class years”, the belief, pure and brave, affection these illuminated the energetic fire grading of human to extinguish. Many poets, then write the nihility and incredible poetry with this excuse, many poems become for the nihility make the thing of defense unexpectedly incredible. But the poet thinks otherwise, „ten thousand people must extinguish me to hold up this fire the fire this fire alone high for big blossoming fallen flower sacred motherland”. Here, some understanding again about poetry function, the poem is a great promotion and redemption, it shoulders the hell and keeping aloof, it must keep the ideal makings and free dignity, must resist slowdown of spirit. While realizing soul redemption, the poet also completed the sublimation of individual life: „My fire becomes a buddhist monk the life boundless at night”. 诗人是追求远大宏伟目标的,“我要做远方的忠诚的儿子”;在他们的一生中,由于坚执高尚的信念,使得具体的日常生活贫瘠无告,但他们并不以此为意”物质是短暂的,它并不值得我们去孜孜以求、锱铢必较所以诗人说只做“物质的短暂情人”。诗人的榜样就是人类诗歌伟大共时体上隆起的那些骄子,那些怀有精神乌托邦冲功的诗歌大师们。“和所有以梦为马的诗人一样”,诗人不怕生活在压抑、误解的此在世界。在生存茫茫的黑夜中,在一个“二流岁月”,信仰、纯洁、勇敢、爱心这些烛照过人类的精神之火都次第熄灭了。许多诗人以此为借口,转而去写虚无、荒诞的诗歌,有许多诗竟成为为虚无荒诞做辩护的东西。但诗人不以为然,“万人都要将火熄灭我一人独将此火高高举起此火为大开花落英神圣的祖国”。这里,有对诗歌功能的重新认识,诗是一次伟大的提升和救赎,它背负地狱而又高高在上,它要保持理想气质和自由尊严,要抵制精神的下滑。在实现灵魂救赎的同时,诗人亦完成了个体生命的升华:“我藉此火得度一生的茫茫黑夜”。 The poet is to as „the language of family/home of existence”( Heidegger language) the person of depth ponder. The poet realizes human essence characteristics it- language camouflaged circumstances, clear and possibility of improvement, as well as through saving language the feasibility of creative spirit development spirit, therefore, understanding concern relation to language to the understanding of survival and life. Here, the poet wrote him to motherland culture deep the attachment and aware sense of belonging, „the language and quarry stone of motherland throw Liangshan stronghold that builds to take the dream as on Dunhuang”. Here language besides the original meaning also expands to the race cultural atmosphere vastly this „linguistic environment”. These are in the poet spirit generations of inheriting and pass on „language evolution”, the poet wants to be brilliant they, „throws a person of this fire”, „is willing to start, „ to construct the language of motherland” from the beginning ”. But in one by the Chinese intellectual circle that „cultural feeling of failure” covers, must activate the past tradition is especially difficult, it not only the comprehension faculty to poet and creativity constitution test, tests its confidence and will. It is the difficult position that one type seeks on own initiative, and attempts to return alive in the difficult position. 诗人是对作为“存在之家的语言”(海德格尔语)深度沉思的人。诗人意识到人类本质特征之—的语言受遮蔽的境遇,澄明及提升的可能,以及通过拯救语言来创造精神发展精神的现实依据,因此,对语言的理解关涉到对生存和生命的理解。在这里,诗人写出了他对祖国文化深深的眷恋和自觉的归属感,“祖国的语言和乱石投筑的梁山城寨以梦为上的敦煌”。这里的语言除本义外还扩展到种族的文化氛围这一更辽阔的“语境”。这些是诗人精神中代代承传的“语言谱系”,诗人要光大它们,“投人此火”,“甘愿一切从头开始”,“去建筑祖国的语言”。但在一个被“文化失败感”笼罩的中国知识界,要重新激活昔日的传统是格外艰难的,它不仅对诗人的理解力、创造力构成考验,对其信心和意志亦构成考验。它是一种主动寻求的困境,并企图在困境中生还。 „I idle away one's life”, has not written its year of strength and aspiration symmetric poem, „I am infinite facing the river”. But the person died, the aspiration will not vanish. Therefore, poet imagination own „regeneration”. This „regeneration”, due to not yearning for the life of this mortal world, but only for the great poem that to continue has not completed. „Millenniums later, if I regenerate in the river bank of motherland”, „I choose eternal enterprise”. This „eternal enterprise”, is writing „national and human union, big poem that the poetry and truth unite”! Therefore, the fulfilled prophecy manifests its magnificent side: „Sun is my name Sun is my summit burying of life Sun / the corpse of poetry- doing year kingdom and I am riding in 5000 the phoenix and name call the dragon of Malaysia”, the energetic atmosphere of poet disseminates, summons and stimulated living Chinese poets. The life is ephemerus, „I will certainly be defeated”,- „, but the poetry will certainly win by Sun”! “我年华虚度”,没有写出其载力与抱负相称的诗篇,“面对大河我无限惭愧”。但人死了,抱负不会消失。于是,诗人假想了自己的“再生”。这“再生”,不是缘于留恋尘世的生命,而仅是为了续写生前未完成的宏大诗篇。“千年后如若我再生于祖国的河岸”,“我选择永恒的事业”。这“永恒的事业”,还是写作“民族和人类结合,诗歌和真理合一的大诗”！因此,谶语又体现出其辉煌的一面:“太阳是我的名字太阳是我的一生太阳的山顶埋葬/诗歌的尸体-干年王国和我骑着五千年凤凰和名字叫‘马’的龙”,诗人的精神氛围弥散开去,召唤和激发了活着的中国诗人们。生命易逝,“我必将失败”,-“但诗歌本身以太阳必将胜利”！ This poem system is not big, but the boundary especially is open. In the strong sentimental impact, the poet is controlling the mentality steady, three levels, each other should with, dialogue and progressive, structure strict Chi, hale and hearty. In the ideal and humble mood of going far away, the holiness and frailty of life, the main road of erroneous way and poetry of poet...... in the tensity of these each other dispute, wrote Chinese poet pure feelings. 这首诗体制不大,但境界却格外开阔。在强劲的感情冲击中,诗人稳健地控制着思路,三个层面,彼此应和、对话、递进,结构严饬、硬朗。在高蹈的理想与谦卑的情怀,生命的圣洁与脆弱,诗人的舛途与诗歌的大道……这些彼此纠葛的张力中,书写了一个中国诗人的赤子之情。 This is not a test thesis, this is in the Huaxia modern history is most magnificent sincere calling out in grief. 这不是一篇考试作文,这是华夏近代史上最华丽深切的悲鸣。 This is not a high-school student, this is this time totem same great poet. 这也不是一个高中生,这是属于这个时代图腾一样的伟大诗人。 Ji numerous felt oneself have a little been in the position that is frightened out of one's wits, she knows that journey Xiaoyu the writing is very good, from «The world's Most remote Distance» her thought that journey Xiaoyu is a talented person, but never expected that the teachers thought that he is a poet, poet how sacred name, how honorable praise. 纪芸芸感觉自己已经有点处于魂飞魄散的境地了,她知道程晓羽的文字很好,从《世界上最遥远的距离》她就觉得程晓羽是个才华横溢的人,但没有想到老师都觉得他已经是个诗人了,诗人多么神圣的称呼,多么光荣的赞美。 Side Ji numerous reads the mathematical examination paper that pastes, the zero. She cannot help but smiled, was seeing journey Xiaoyu with the poetry answer, thought that the poets had the personality odd person. Talent with the joint entity of rare and beautiful flowers. Cannot help but feels relaxed facing own indifference to journey Xiao the Ugo at heart. His talent overflows indeed has the proud qualifications. 纪芸芸又去看旁边贴的数学试卷,零分。她不由得笑了,在看到程晓羽用诗歌答题,更是觉得诗人都是有性格的怪人。天才跟奇葩的结合体。心里不由得对程晓羽后面对自己的冷淡态度释然。他的天才横溢的确有骄傲的资格。 This time female writing azure Ji numerous has risen the idol journey Xiaoyu the rank, rather than contemporaries. Considered the moment, Ji numerous decided that the paternal aunt family/home, pastes in that «The world's Farthest Distance» the bulletin board. 这个时候的女文青纪芸芸已经把程晓羽的等级上升成偶像,而不是同龄人了。思虑了片刻,纪芸芸决定回姑姑家,把那首《世界上最远的距离》贴进公告栏里。 She is spur-of-the-moment, the pure considering such good poetry, must take and everyone shares. 她只是一时冲动,单纯的认为这样好的诗歌,必须拿出来和所有人分享。 Then matter unexpected toward direction running quickly of out-of-control, everyone thinks that this is journey Xiaoyu writes to Ji numerous the vindicating poem. 然后事情就令人意想不到的朝失控的方向奔驰,所有人都以为这是程晓羽写给纪芸芸的表白诗。 Ji numerous attempted to argue several times, no one listened earnestly, was only a laughter, said that she explained concealed. But she actually does not dislike others to misunderstand like this, even at heart some mood of being unable to put things clearly. 纪芸芸尝试辩解了几次,也没有人认真的听,只是一阵嬉笑,说她解释就是掩饰。而她其实也不反感别人这样的误解,甚至心里有些说不清道不明的情绪。