Chapter 972 twice loves 第972章两次恋爱 „My love?” The Zhang Mingli exciting stimulated mood returned to normal slightly, the love is his lifetime transition, is the start of disassimilation. “我的爱情？”张明礼激动亢奋的情绪稍微平复了一些,爱情是他一生的转折,也是异化的开始。 The smog was blown off by the night wind, Zhang Mingli silent opened the mouth some little time: „I have had two love, the first love is my first love, we knew from the junior middle school.” 烟雾被夜风吹散,张明礼沉默了好一会才开口:“我有过两段爱情,第一段爱情是我的初恋,我们从初中就认识了。” „Friends from childhood?” “青梅竹马？” „No, was she said that I was the skirt silk with village.” Zhang Mingli is holding in the mouth the smoke, is driving the night train, occasionally the vehicles rock, the fire axe that vice- harnesses also meets springing: „We were very poor in childhood, but our academic record is very good, on town/subdues only junior middle school, afterward passed into the city best high school. I the class first, she always placed year to year second, I have liked her very much, that time liking has not blended anything, thinks carefully I do not know what do oneself like her? Thought that will be very happy close to her, looks she will be very relieved.” “不,就是她说我是同村的屌丝。”张明礼叼着烟,开着夜车,偶尔车辆晃动,副驾的消防斧还会弹动一下:“我们小时候很穷,但我俩学习成绩很好,上了镇上唯一的初中,后来又考进了市里最好的高中。我常年班级第一,她总是排在第二,我一直都很喜欢她,那个时候的喜欢没有参杂任何东西,仔细想想我也不知道自己到底喜欢她什么？只是觉得靠近她会很开心,看着她会很安心。” „Did you vindicate?” yellow Ying also turns to be excessive. “那你表白了吗？”黄赢也扭过了头。 „I unrequited love, I am also trying the tactful expression one time.” Zhang Mingli points at builds on the steering wheel: „I know that she stronger very much, therefore the high two midterm examinations, I little presented several problems intentionally, wants to deliver her one first.” “我是暗恋,我也试着委婉的表达了一次。”张明礼手指搭在方向盘上:“我知道她很要强,所以高二期中考试,我故意少做了几道题,想要送她一个第一。” „This studies the tyrant romantic?” Han Fei also came the interest: „Then?” “这就是学霸的浪漫了吗？”韩非也来了兴趣:“然后呢？” „**, That topic was quite simple, has the bastard of puzzled character and style to take first, she as before was second, I controlled a minute/share of failure to test sixth, instead was away from her to be farther.” A Zhang Mingli fist pounded on the steering wheel: „Afterward I learned/studied diligently, the university and she tested the same city, we had a reunion at a provincial-level competition, have the feeling of old friend.” “**的,那次题目比较简单,有个不解风情的王八蛋拿了第一,她依旧是第二,我控分失败考了第六,反而距离她更远了。”张明礼一拳砸在了方向盘上:“后来我就努力学习,大学和她考到了同一个城市,我们在一次省级比赛上重逢,有种老朋友的感觉。” „My university has not been in love, spoke most opposite sexes with me is she, I do not know that what life she lived, I was very curious to all her, but I am not willing to closely examine, after all we had no relations.” “我大学没有谈恋爱,和我说话最多的异性就是她,我不知道她过什么样的生活,我对她的一切都很好奇,可我又不愿意去追问,毕竟我们没有任何关系。” „Real change happened before the graduation, during that time her was exceptionally sad, but also learned drinking, she seems to have no friend, this and I look like very much.” “真正的改变发生在毕业前,那段时间她情绪异常低落,还学会了喝酒,她似乎没有什么朋友,这点和我很像。” Zhang Mingli when told the love, the bad language was obviously short, the person also looks normally: „Our first appointment is I who she invited on own initiative, she said that she wanted to drink, I have not thought, on that day we chatted. Possibly is because we have grown up, before many topics that therefore we talked about were, has never discussed that will have to the plan of future work, to realizing the hope of life value, to yearning of happy life.” 张明礼在讲述爱情的时候,脏话明显少了很多,人也看着正常了一些:“我们第一次约会是她主动邀请的我,她说自己想要喝点,我也没有多想,那天我们聊了很多。可能是因为我们已经长大,所以我们聊的很多话题都是以前从未谈论过的,有对未来工作的计划,对实现人生价值的渴望,还有对美好生活的向往。” „Actually I will not drink, that is my first drinking, stupidly follows she to fill toward the stomach, one after another.” “其实我根本不会喝酒,那算是我第一次喝酒,傻乎乎的跟着她往肚里灌,一杯接着一杯。” „I was very pure at that time, after drinking up the liquor, words at heart cannot stop braves outward. In her future is oneself, in the future that I look forward to actually is she.” “我那个时候很单纯,喝完酒后,心里的话止不住的往外冒。她的未来里全是自己,我憧憬的未来里却全是她。” „What is significance diligently? It is not when you run into the person who likes, can not consider that the material, work and reality, can go to imposing love one?” “努力的意义是什么？不就是当你遇到喜欢的人时,可以不考虑物质、工作、现实,可以去轰轰烈烈的爱一场吗？” „Most people do not have this qualifications, is walks one step to look one step, but I from very early start to plan my life, very early starts to spell to go all-out.” “绝大多数人都没有这个资格,都是走一步看一步,但我从很早就开始规划自己的人生,很早就开始拼尽全力。” The smog winds around, Zhang Mingli's language fast slowed down: „That time of university quick graduation, was very to me joyful, we daily same place, but after the graduation, she went to another city to work.” 烟雾缭绕,张明礼的语速变慢了一些:“大学快毕业的那段时间,对我来说很快乐,我们天天都在一起,但毕业之后,她去了另外一座城市工作。” „You not in the same place?” yellow Ying also asked that Zhang Mingli wanted cigarette, this 30-year-old uncle listened to become addicted probably. “你们没在一起吗？”黄赢也问张明礼要了一支烟,这位30多岁的大叔好像听上瘾了。 „She has not given me the answer.” Zhang Mingli is looking at a piece of jet black night road: „Person 90% pain stemmed from lingering spirit, clear(ly) know oneself grabbed to be covered with the thorn the rose, but even if the palm full was the blood, did not hate to drop, I was such a person. In childhood blew the prize, even if presented thanks character, still as before hopeful thanking your help four characters blows to give up completely, after growing up, I still so.” “她没有给我答案。”张明礼望着一片漆黑的夜路:“一个人百分之九十的痛苦都源于执念,明知道自己抓着长满荆棘的玫瑰,可哪怕掌心满是鲜血,也不舍得放手,我就是这样一个人。小时候刮奖,就算出现了谢字,也依旧会满怀期待的把谢谢惠顾四个字全部刮出才放弃,长大后,我仍旧如此。” „Has knocked a leaf is closing the gate, can be not quite polite?” Yellow wins the single-handed frame in the glass, the single travel of this nightmare probably three men. “一直去敲一扇关着的门,会不会不太礼貌？”黄赢单手架在车窗上,这噩梦好像三个男人的单身旅行。 „Yes, I also in hesitant, but this door opened for me afterward.” “是啊,我也在犹豫,可后来这扇门还是为我打开了。” The night train speeds away on the jet black night road, where as if no one knows the end point. 夜车在漆黑的夜路上疾驰,似乎没人知道终点到底在哪里。 „We, me are rush to get married together from the beginning, because I know myself not to have a thing in the world, therefore the desperate effort, I do not want to make her be wronged, does not want to make her feel that follows I am a wrong choice.” “我们在一起了,我是一开始就是奔着结婚去的,因为我知道自己一无所有,所以拼命的努力,我不想让她受委屈,更不想让她觉得跟着我是一个错误的选择。” „I will meet all her needs, I of that time look like superman am simply same, possibly this is the love strength.” “我会满足她的一切需要,那个时间段的我简直就像是超人一样,可能这就是爱情的力量。” „She is also a very good person, she is not worse than me by the working ability, will also take care of the person very much, gentle virtuous, is polite to anyone, the leisure period will also go to the welfare home to be the voluntary worker.” “她也是一个很好的人,论工作能力她不比我差,还很会照顾人,温柔贤惠,对谁都非常有礼貌,闲暇时期还会去福利院做义工。” „In my eyes, her life is shining probably, is shining upon me like the flame.” “在我眼中,她的人生好像在发光,像火焰一样映照着我。” This should be a perfect charming story, may drop with the cigarette ash, Zhang Mingli went out of the recollection slowly: „She very outstanding, taking a quick look around is the merit, but I am not clear, why will such person deceive me?” 这本该是一段完美的佳话,可随着烟灰跌落,张明礼慢慢走出了回忆:“她非常的优秀,一眼看去全是优点,但我不明白,为什么这样的人会欺骗我？” „Did she go off track?” “她出轨了吗？” „It is not considered as that goes off track, but with me stays together is extremely bored, she does not give up this calmness and steadiness.” Zhang Mingli lit cigarette: „Other side possibly she also hidden has, side that only then she knows, I am not willing to think her from that bad angle, in the same place is this, after separating, is so.” “也不算是出轨吧,只是跟我呆在一起太过无聊,她又舍不得这份安稳。”张明礼又点燃了一支烟:“可能她还隐藏有另外一面,只有她自己知道的一面,我不愿意从那个坏的角度去想她,在一起的时候是这样的,分开后亦是如此。” „Did you bid good-bye?” yellow Ying has replaced Han Fei, curious closely examines. “你们分手了？”黄赢已经接替了韩非,好奇的追问起来。 „Un, in soon marriage several days before.” When Zhang Mingli raised his first affection was very calm: „I and her falling in love have not taught my anything am the love, she looks like in the life to pursue Sun to me, some day I embrace into it the bosom truly, discovers her besides dazzling, will also burn my soul, burns down me completely, possibly this is not the love.” “恩,在快要结婚的前几天。”张明礼提起自己的第一段恋情时无比冷静:“我和她的相爱并没有教会我什么是爱情,她对我来说就像是人生中一直追逐太阳,有一天我真正将其揽入怀中,才发现她除了耀眼之外,还会灼伤我的灵魂,把我焚烧殆尽,可能这并不算爱情吧。” „Now recalls, I have blurred to her most memories. Perhaps I do not have to love her, what I regret was only that crossed the mountain, to bridge over the sea, exhausted.” “现在回忆起来,我对她的大部分记忆已经模糊。或许我也没有那么的爱她,我惋惜的只是那个翻过高山、跨过海洋、筋疲力尽的自己。” „After she separates, I go to teach. I come poorly, fully realized that these mountainous area children's difficulties, I want to help them change the destiny, at least do not take my old route.” “和她分开后,我就去支教了。我出身贫寒,深知那些山区孩子的难处,我想要帮助他们改变命运,至少不要走我的老路。” „Actually I am a person who feels inferior very much, even if such person is outstanding, when shrinking that meeting the love can still display, finally only leaves behind the grief.” “其实我是个很自卑的人,这样的人就算再优秀,在遇到爱情时也会表现的畏畏缩缩,最后只留下伤痛。” „Therefore in my opinion, likes being equal to the pain. The first affection made me have such idea, the second affection told me this is the fact......” “所以在我看来,爱等同于痛。第一段恋情让我产生了这样的想法,第二段恋情告诉我这就是事实……” Zhang Mingli just, in the vehicle trunk spread „thump thump” sound at this point suddenly, some probably people are rapping the automobile body. 张明礼刚说到这里,车子后备箱中突然传出了“咚咚”声,好像有人在敲击车身。 Back row Han Fei and yellow Ying hear clearly, the sedan trunk was opened by some strength, has anything to creep along outside the car(riage)! 后排的韩非和黄赢听得清清楚楚,轿车后备箱被某种力量打开,有什么东西在车外爬动！ The dirty blood of becoming dark flows off following the car window, the vehicle roof broadcasts the sound that the nail hacked to rub, after several seconds, a bloody face stretches out suddenly! 发黑的污血顺着车窗玻璃流下,车顶传来了指甲剐蹭的声音,几秒之后,一张血淋淋的人脸猛然伸出！ Died very long female corpse to lie in the vehicle roof, lowers the head looks from the car(riage) windshield glass to Zhang Mingli. 有一个死去很久的女尸趴在车顶,低头从车前窗玻璃看向张明礼。 „Lying trough!” “卧槽！” Gets on the brakes, Zhang Mingli stopped the vehicle, when he from frightening has gotten back one's composure, that lies in the female corpse of vehicle roof has disappeared. 一脚刹车,张明礼停下了车子,当他从惊吓中回过神的时候,那趴在车顶的女尸已经不见了。 „You see a female corpse!” Zhang Mingli called out loudly. “你们有没有看见一个女尸！”张明礼大声叫道。 yellow Ying has not replied immediately, looked to Han Fei, he saw to depend on the opinion of Han Fei. 黄赢没有立刻回答,看向了韩非,他有没有看到取决于韩非的意见。 „We also saw, she...... seems like from your trunk crawls.” Han Fei is staring at Zhang Mingli, waits for Zhang Mingli to give an explanation. “我们也看见了,她……好像是从你后备箱里爬出来的。”韩非盯着张明礼,等待张明礼给出一个解释。 „Is impossible! How in my trunk to install the corpse!” Zhang Mingli does not seem like lying, he goes out of the sedan, opens the trunk: „No! In my trunk including a blood not to have! Possibly how to hide the corpse!” “不可能啊！我后备箱里怎么会装尸体！”张明礼不像是在撒谎,他走出轿车,将后备箱打开:“没有啊！我这后备箱里连一点血都没有！怎么可能藏尸体！” „Can get down to have a look?” yellow Ying the hand held the vehicle door. “要不要下去看看？”黄赢的手抓住了车门。 Han Fei also prepares to open the vehicle door, but he just opened a slit the vehicle door, blood sex maniac mark was triggered, outside the car(riage) as if there is very dangerous thing to wait for them! 韩非也准备打开车门,可他刚把车门打开一条缝隙,身上的血色鬼纹就被触发,车外似乎有非常危险的东西在等着他们！ „Do not get down, this nightmare some particularly......” Han Fei said in a soft voice: „In Zhang Mingli's tablet PC has many pictures of woman, although these pictures covered the face, but from the build, in the middle of the plate woman should not be that female corpse.” “别下去,这个噩梦有些特别……”韩非轻声说道:“张明礼的平板电脑里存有一个女人的很多照片,虽然那些照片都遮住了脸,但从体型上来看,平板当中的女人应该不是那具女尸。” „Can be Zhang Mingli killed own first love personally? But did he forget this matter?” yellow Ying proposed a guess. “会不会是张明礼亲手杀了自己的初恋？但他忘记了这件事？”黄赢提出了一个猜测。 „If Zhang Mingli is the master of nightmare, that this night road is his life, burnt family/home, three symbols that touches porcelain his old person and female corpse to be certain things, not necessarily said that the female corpse is representing the deceased person.” After Han Fei and yellow wins exchanges several briefly, Zhang Mingli who the examination from now on will prepare the box returned to the vehicle. “如果张明礼是噩梦的主人,那这条夜路就是他的一生,被烧的家、三次碰瓷他的老人、女尸应该都是某些东西的象征,并不一定说女尸就代表着死人。”韩非和黄赢简短交流几句后,查看过后备箱的张明礼又回到了车上。 „Felt these dirty things in deliberate prevents me! They do not hope that I continue to proceed, but I do not believe in evil doctrines, today must open!” Zhang Mingli does not fear the ghost, is really clever, the fake ghost he all not to care probably. “感觉那些脏东西都在有预谋的阻止我！它们不希望我继续往前开,但我偏偏不信邪,今天就要一路开下去！”张明礼不怕鬼,真鬼、假鬼他好像全都不在乎。 Fixes the fire axe, Zhang Mingli has not forgotten turn head under the comfort Han Fei and yellow Ying: „Do not fear that female corpse comes out again, my axe chops it!” 将消防斧固定好,张明礼还不忘记回头安慰下韩非和黄赢:“你俩也别怕,那女尸再出来,我一斧头劈死它！” „If chops does not die?” “如果劈不死呢？” „That entrains it boards! Ties up on the copilot! Read Tao Te Ching to it!” Zhang Mingli's wicked saying. “那就把它拽上车！绑在副驾驶上！给它念道德经！”张明礼恶狠狠的说道。 The vehicles start, the night wind insufflates in the car(riage), several people as if forgot slowly matter that had a moment ago, starts the beforehand topic. 车辆发动,夜风吹进车内,几人似乎慢慢忘记了刚才发生的事情,又开始之前的话题。 „Does Teacher stretch/open, your second sentiment as if remember with eternal gratitude?” “张老师,你的第二段感情似乎更加刻骨铭心？” „The second sentiment should be the true love, I met changed the lifetime person, understands happy, joyful and happy, as well as living the significance, that girl becomes my wife.” Zhang Mingli's look becomes gentle, he recalled merely oneself wife, all demented will be melted. “第二段感情应该就是真正的爱情,我遇到了改变自己一生的人,明白了幸福、快乐、开心,以及活着的意义,那个女孩成为了我的妻子。”张明礼的眼神变得温柔,他仅仅只是回想起自己的妻子,所有的癫狂都会被融化。 „It seems like she is your real love.” yellow Ying also asked that Zhang Mingli wanted cigarette, the patience to listen. “看来她就是你的真爱。”黄赢又问张明礼要了一支烟,耐心听了起来。 „Actually my going out, for looks for her.” Zhang Mingli both hands got hold of the steering wheel: „Regardless of this will meet anything, I will open, till meeting her.” “其实我这次外出,就是为了去找她。”张明礼双手握紧了方向盘:“无论这一路会遇到什么,我都会开下去,直到遇见她为止。” „Did your wife also leave you? What contradiction among you presented?” yellow Yingkuai 40 had not married, he also wants to know that what the marriage is. “你的妻子也离开了你？你们之间出现了什么矛盾吗？”黄赢快四十了还没结婚,他也想要知道婚姻生活到底是什么样的。 „I love her very much, she also loves me very much, but she felt us unable in the same place.” Zhang Mingli said that this saying, suddenly sees by the abandoned telephone booth in roadside to squat a child, the child is only three and four years old. “我很爱她,她也很爱我,但她却觉得我们不能在一起了。”张明礼在说这话的时候,忽然看见路边的废弃电话亭旁边蹲着一个小孩,那孩子只有三、四岁。 The sedan had driven past, Zhang Mingli actually backs up suddenly, stopped the vehicle by the telephone booth: „You wait a bit my, the big evening, a child person in the roadside, is unsafe.” 轿车本来都已经开过去了,张明礼却又突然倒车,将车子停在了电话亭旁边:“你们稍等我一下,大晚上的,那孩子一个人在路边,不安全。” „He not necessarily is a child, perhaps is the ghost infant.” “他不一定是孩子,或许是鬼婴。” „His ghost is alone , is very definitely sad?” Zhang Mingli has not taken the fire axe, grasped a sugar from the car(riage), walked. “那他一个鬼孤零零的,肯定也很难过吧？”张明礼没有带上消防斧,从车里抓了一把糖,走了出去。 Lowers the head to defend the child by telephone booth, wears the pure white clothes, weeping sound that sends out the hidden bitterness. 低头守在电话亭旁边的小孩,穿着纯白色的衣服,发出幽怨的哭声。 „Kid, do not cry, the uncle gives you sugar to eat.” Zhang Mingli seems like feared that smoke chokes the child, will wait for the wind to blow one to pass: „Your father mother?” “小屁孩,别哭了,叔叔给你糖吃。”张明礼似乎是怕身上的烟味呛到孩子,等风吹了一会才过去:“你爸妈呢？” The boys raised the head, he grows unexpectedly has similar to Zhang Mingli. 男孩抬起头,他长得竟然和张明礼有一丝相似。 „Speech! You must tell me you to meet anything to trouble, I can help you.” Zhang Mingli the sugar stopper to the young boy, he can feel that the body of boy is like the ice piece, does not have any temperature. “说话啊！你要告诉我你遇到了什么麻烦,我才能帮你。”张明礼把糖塞给小男孩,他能感到男孩的身体和冰块一样,没有任何温度。