„Small splendor, you do not need to worry that the doctor said that your sickness, was only a slight illness, quick can leave the hospital.” “小辉,你不用担心的,医生说了,你这个病,只是一个小病,很快就能出院了。” Huang Shujun is with smile on the face, is verbose to Su Hao, Su Hao will for fear that indulge in flights of fancy. 黄淑君面带微笑,对着苏浩絮絮叨叨,生怕苏浩会胡思乱想。 „Right!” Luo Shenrong hurries to nod. “对对对！”罗升荣赶紧点头。 „Doctor added, was your years is extremely mainly tired fell ill, therefore, must rest this period of time well.” “医生还说,主要是你这些年太过劳累才病倒的,所以这段时间不了,要好好休息一阵。” „Right!” “对对对！” „To let your relieved healing from a wound, our family/home moved to the hospital to come this period of time. Moreover this period of time you also fear you to be bored, we talk with you here.” “为了让你安心的养伤,我们家这段时间都搬到医院来住了。而且这段时间你也怕你无聊,我们就在这儿陪着你说说话。” „Right!” “对对对！” ...... …… Su Hao earnest listens, pretends that does not know own condition, the nod will promise the parents certainly to heal from a wound well, this period of time anything does not think. 苏浩认真的听完,假装不知道自己的病情,点头答应父母一定会好好养伤,这段时间什么都不想。 Then oneself found time to access the net to check „cancer of the pancreas”. 然后自己抽空上网查了一下“胰腺癌”。 The cancer of the pancreas is called „in cancer king”...... 胰腺癌被称为“癌中之王”…… Sees here, Su Hao understood suddenly, the meaning was he is incurable. From the modern medicine perspective, this is an incurable illness, the big probability could not endure for nine months. 看到这里,苏浩突然就懂了,意思就是他已经没救了。从现代医学角度来说,这就是个绝症,大概率熬不过九个月。 Ponders current situation Su Hao, this discovered, this universe starry sky is wrapped in a shroud of obscurity, is the life wrapped in a shroud of obscurity? Human currently is also at very during the understanding of shallow layer to the cognition of life, most pains are unable to cure, does not know the reason. 静下心来思考当前形势的苏浩,这才发现,这个宇宙星空神秘莫测,生命何尝不是神秘莫测呢？人类目前对生命的认知还处在很浅层的认识当中,绝大多数的病痛无法治愈,不知原因。 But he regarding the cognition of human body is superficial, almost does not have to own body understanding. The knowledge of these year of pursues are partial in the natural sciences, but neglected the basis of human- life. Even in „the light of universe” he constructs, „medicine” classification does not have including one. 而他对于人体的认知更是浅薄,对自己的身体了解几乎没有。这些年追求的知识都偏向于自然科学,而忽略了人类的根本-生命。甚至在他构建的“宇宙之光”中,连一个“医学”分类都没有。 Su Hao entry Marble Space silently, increased a new column in many behind of classification, names as „medicine”. Thinks, erases it, changed to „life”. 苏浩默默的进入弹球空间,在许多分类的后面增加了一个新的专栏,命名为“医学”。想了想,又把它删掉,改成了“生命”。 The end of medicine, is the life. 医学的尽头,就是生命。 Falling ill, is the strong signal that the body sends out, the after organ and cell in within the body cannot withstand devastates, to the outside world seeks the help the signal, is one of the life time prays for rescue the attempt. 生病,是身体发出的强烈信号,体内的器官和细胞承受不住摧残之后,向外界寻求帮助的信号,是生命的一次求救尝试。 Then, what is the life? Flesh, cell, chromosome, nucleic acid and protein? 那么,生命是什么呢？血肉、细胞、染色体、核酸、蛋白质？ Being unknown. Only knows, the life is the miracles in universe many hundred million years. 不得而知。只知道,生命是宇宙多少亿年之中的奇迹。 The meaning of life, has surpassed the cognition that takes life's human, why will start, why will finish, is living actually why. These issues, no one can give a true answer. Moreover, a normal person will not ponder these issues. 生命的意义,已经超出了作为生命本身的人类的认知,为什么会开始,为什么会结束,活着究竟为何。这些问题,没有人能给出一个真正的答案。而且,一个正常的人根本不会去思考这些问题。 However Su Hao lies down on the hospital bed, dull is staring at „life” this column, fell into thinking deeply for the first time. 但是苏浩躺在病床上,呆呆的盯着“生命”这个专栏,第一次陷入了深思。 Don't these issues really have the answer? 这些问题真的没有答案吗？ In the Su Hao heart gushes out an intense ascertainment desire suddenly. 苏浩心中突然涌出一股强烈的探知欲望。 ...... …… Next day, Su Hao pretends the optional say/way: „Mom, I want to take a look at the medicine class books. Gives me a computer?” 第二天,苏浩装作随意的道:“妈妈,我想看看医学类的书籍。给我一台电脑好吗？” „It is not good!” Huang Shujun wants not to think, immediately rejects. In her opinion, oneself precious son fell ill , because wallows the learn/study, boiled the body. “不行！”黄淑君想也不想,立刻拒绝。在她看来,自己的宝贝儿子之所以病倒,就是因为沉迷学习,把身体熬垮了。 At this time nearby Luo Chaoxin also raised the hand saying: „Mom, elder brother my Huang Shujun the fire, carries Luo Chaoxin to hit immediately for the first time, hits while said: does & ldqu read, reads? The Luo Chaoxin old lady words put this, later went to school to dare to take the class first 20, the old lady broke your leg, heard? Later plays to me, making me look to do the homework, wants you to be attractive.” 这时旁边的罗朝新也举起手道:“妈妈,哥我黄淑君顿时大火,第一次拎起罗朝新就打,一边打一边道:&ldqu看书,看什么书？罗朝新老娘话放这了,以后上学敢拿班级前二十,老娘打断你的腿,听见没有？以后都给我玩去,让我看写作业,要你好看。” The happiness so comes suddenly, this is a heaven, Luo Chaoxin was hit forgets to cry. 幸福来得如此突然,这是天堂啊,罗朝新被打都忘记哭了。 Su Hao helpless scratching the head, turned the head to look to father Luo Shenrong, the attempt said: „Father, my you helps me take a computer!” 苏浩无奈的挠挠头,转头看向了父亲罗升荣,尝试道:“爸,我就你帮我去拿一台电脑吧！” Luo Shenrong has not spoken with enough time, Huang Shujun says immediately loudly: „It is not good, I said that is not good is not good!” 罗升荣还没来得及说话,黄淑君立刻大声道:“不行,我说不行就不行！” Said that also stared Luo Shenrong one. 说罢还瞪了罗升荣一眼。 The heart that Luo Shenrong was soft is also hard, air/Qi full say/way: „Right, is not good!” 罗升荣原本软下来的心又硬起来,中气十足的道:“对,不行！” Huang Shujun starts verbosely gives the Su Hao analysis, why not reading injurious to health and so on nonsense, the Su Hao lecture dizzy. 紧接着黄淑君又开始絮絮叨叨的给苏浩分析,为什么不看书有害健康之类的鬼话,把苏浩讲得头昏眼花。 Finally unavoidablily, changed a communication method. 最后不得已,换了一个沟通方式。 Sees only a Su Hao face to say assuredly: „Mom, you did not need to deceive me, I had long known, I had the cancer was right? I only then less than nine months is right?” 只见苏浩一脸笃定道:“妈妈,你们不用骗我了,我早就知道了,我得了癌症对不对？我只有不到九个月的时间了对不对？” Huang Shujun and Luo Shenrong were shocked, Luo Chaoxin appears to understand but not really understand, studies the parents to stare in a big way the eye. 黄淑君和罗升荣惊呆了,罗朝新似懂非懂,学着父母把眼睛瞪到最大。 Huang Shujun could not bear the big big teardrops fall like the raindrop at this time, Luo Shenrong hurries to grasp the wife. 黄淑君这时忍不住大颗大颗的泪珠就如雨点般落下,罗升荣赶紧把妻子抱住。 Huang Shujun thought of anything suddenly, suddenly breaks away from the Luo Shenrong bosom, is pointing at own husband, is burning with anger saying: „Luo Shenrong, said, is your bastard tells the small splendor?” 黄淑君突然想到了什么,突然从罗升荣怀中挣开,指着自己的丈夫,怒火中烧道:“罗升荣,说,是不是你这个混蛋告诉小辉的？” Luo Shenrong has a scare, immediately shakes the head to beckon with the hand saying: „It is not I am not I!” 罗升荣吓一大跳,立刻摇头摆手道:“不是我不是我！” „Who isn't you are?” “不是你是谁？” A Luo Shenrong eyeball revolution, happen to sees face inexplicable Luo Chaoxin, immediately points at Luo Chaoxin to argue: „Possibly was small says newly!” 罗升荣眼珠子一转,正好看到一脸莫名的罗朝新,立刻指着罗朝新辩解道:“可能是小新说的！” The eye that Huang Shujun burns looks to Luo Chaoxin: „Luo Chaoxin? Did you say?” 黄淑君燃烧的眼睛看向罗朝新:“罗朝新？是不是你说的？” A Luo Chaoxin face compels ignorant. Who I am, which I am , do I want to do? 罗朝新一脸懵逼。我是谁,我在哪,我要干什么？ At this time Su Hao looked at a face to be good to say with a smile: „Did not need to guess, no one told me, was I do not pay attention to peep while you.” 这时苏浩看得一脸好笑道:“不用猜了,没有人告诉我,是我自己趁你们不注意偷看的。” Huang Shujun stopped, cautious say/way: „Small splendor, you...... aren't you sad?” 黄淑君停了下来,小心翼翼的道:“小辉,你……你不难过？” „Nonsense!” Su Hao speechless say/way, „definitely sad, but how sad can? Also change real situation.” “废话！”苏浩无语道,“肯定难过,但是难过又能如何？也改变不了实事了。” Immediately, the hospital ward falls into the short peace, no one spoke. 顿时,病房陷入短暂的安静之中,没有人说话。 Saw that the atmosphere is not right, the Huang Shujun tears must fall, he hurries saying: „Mom, I know that you are good to me, but things have gotten to this point, was unable to recall. In the final time of life, do I want to live according to my own way? My Huang Shujun choked: „ But, the doctor said that so long as maintains the optimistic positive life, has the opportunity cure. Therefore this period of time do not have the too tremendous pressure, listens to mother, is good?” 眼看气氛不对,黄淑君眼泪又要掉下来,他赶紧道:“妈妈,我知道你们对我好,但是事已至此,已经无法挽回了。在生命的最后时间里,我想按照我自己的方式活着好吗？我黄淑君哽咽道:“可是,医生说只要保持乐观积极的生活态度,是有机会治愈的。所以这段时间你不要有太大压力,都听妈妈的,好不好？” The Su Hao comfort said: „Relax, I actively coordinate certainly to treat, moreover I will not make the body too tired and ensure every day only looks at a small little while.” 苏浩安慰道:“放心吧,我一定积极配合治疗,而且我不会让身体太累的,保证每天只看一小会儿。” Huang Shujun also in hesitant, Su Hao also said: „Moreover, doesn't mother you remember? Your son is a talent, making me study my sickness, could find the method of treatment.” 黄淑君还在犹豫,苏浩又道:“而且,妈妈你不记得了吗？你的儿子可是一个天才,让我自己研究一下我的病,说不定能够找到治疗的方法。” A Luo Shenrong hammer palm, on the face the dark cloud scatters: „Reasonable!” 罗升荣一锤手心,脸上乌云飘散:“有道理！” Su Hao strikes while the iron is hot saying: „Is far more than reasonable, as the saying goes, asking others for help to might as well ask oneself, own life, is grasped by oneself, believes me, perhaps really can become.” 苏浩趁热打铁道:“何止有道理,常言道,求人不如求己,自己的生命,由自己来把握,相信我,说不定真的能成。” Finally, Huang Shujun was convinced, complies to help Su Hao bring a computer, and goes to the bookstore to help him buy some medical research and life sciences class books. 最后,黄淑君被说服了,答应帮苏浩取来一台电脑,并去书店帮他买一些医学研究、生命科学类的书籍。 The prerequisite is, every day only permits the use not over four hours, after four hours, must take back. 前提条件是,每天只允许使用不超过四个小时,四个小时之后就要收回。 However such condition is similar to Su Hao has not limited, only needs to attain the computer, sweeps into Marble Space the knowledge of life medicine class completely, can examine in Marble Space willfully. 但是这样的条件对苏浩来说根本就如同没有限制,只需要拿到电脑,把生命医学类的知识全部扫入弹球空间,就可以在弹球空间任意查看了。 Came to an arrangement about the Su Hao matter, Huang Shujun looked at Luo Chaoxin. 谈妥了苏浩的事情,黄淑君把目光转向了罗朝新。 „Small new, tomorrow mother leads you to go to the report extracurricular interest class, you must study study the fine arts, piano, dance, Tae Kwon Do, swimming and table tennis ball...... to the body practice the stick, knew?” “小新,明天妈妈带你去报课外兴趣班,你要学学美术、钢琴、舞蹈、跆拳道、游泳、乒乓球……一定要把身体练得棒棒的,知道了吗？” Luo Chaoxin falls into the hell from the heaven. 罗朝新从天堂掉入地狱。