Early morningsunlightphotoenters the room, Cheng Jinyanglieson the bedsilent, looks at the ceilingdull.
清晨的阳光照进房间,程晋阳沉默地躺在床上,呆呆地看着天花板。Does not wantto face the reality.
不想面对现实。Perhapsmylifedoes not havesadhappyagain.
我的此生或许再无悲喜。„Yourlying downcorpse?”Young Lady Wang that combs the hair and wash the face, arrives at the Cheng Jinyangbedside, coldlyasks.
“你躺尸啊?”梳洗完毕的王大小姐,来到程晋阳的床边,冷冷问道。„Wanrou.”Cheng Jinyangsighedto ask, „, ifthatonlyGreat Demon...... hadLittle Limemory, wasLittle Liis also living?”
“婉柔。”程晋阳叹气问道,“如果那只大妖……拥有小理的记忆,算不算是小理还活着呢?”„Ifyourlost memory, wereyouralreadydied?” The Wang Wanrouquestionsaid.
“那如果你失忆了,算不算你已经死掉了?”王婉柔反问说道。Cheng Jinyang: ..................程晋阳:………………
The mother, is unable to refute!
妈的,无法反驳啊!amnesiawas notdied certainly, after allwill have to restore the memorypossibility.失忆当然不算死掉,毕竟还会有恢复记忆的可能。But, Su Lilialreadycould not live...... sheisdiesfrom the beginning, diedbeforeoneselfpassed through, lettingoneselfwantsto savehernot to have the means.
可是,苏理理已经活不过来了……从一开始她就是死的,死在了自己穿越之前,让自己想救她都没有办法。Thinks ofthese days, withoneselfeverynight of attentivelovableLittle Li, isdeliberately plans to killownDemonunexpectedly, Cheng Jinyangonlyfeelsscalp tingles.
一想到这段时间,和自己每夜温存的可爱小理,居然是个处心积虑想要杀死自己的妖魔,程晋阳只感觉头皮发麻。Howeverin the brain can always hardly be removed, is actually Wang Wanroubreaks open the dreamlandforcefully, bringsoneselfrevives, Su Lilifacethatnearlydesperatepitifulexpression.
然而脑子里始终挥之不去的,却是王婉柔强行破开梦境,带自己苏醒过来的时候,苏理理脸上那近乎绝望的凄惨表情。Cheng Jinyangcrawlsto set out, goes to the washroomignorantly. After herinses, seesWang Wanrouto rely on the doorframefrom the mirror, said:程晋阳爬起身来,浑浑噩噩地去洗手间。等他漱洗完毕后,就从镜子里看见王婉柔倚着门框,说道:„Aboutyourdreamland, is actually not, she who shecreatesprovidedregisteringconnectionthat's all.”
“关于你的梦境,其实并不是她所创造的,她只是提供了一个登录的接口而已。”„Myalreadyhack intoandrevised the jurisdiction of connection, followingyoucanfeel relieved the usedreamland, does not needto be worried that canreceivehercontrol;Naturally, indreamlandshewill perhaps killto visitagain, so long asyoudo not submit, will not have the harmin fact.”
“我已经骇入并修改了接口的权限,后续你可以放心使用梦境,不用担心会受到她的控制;当然,在梦境里她也许会再次杀上门来,但只要你不屈服,就不会产生实质上的危害。”„No.”Cheng Jinyangshakes the head, „shewill not killmy.”
“不。”程晋阳摇了摇头,“她不会杀我的。”„Ifyousaidfor, she was actually plannedtrappedmeto leaveJinkang City, thatwill not causemyhostilityin the dreamland;Ifshe is really Su Lili, thatwill not killme.”
“假如你所言为真,她其实是打算诱骗我离开建康城,那就不会在梦境里引起我的敌意;假如她真的是苏理理,那就更不会杀我了。”„Is your the dregs maleintuition?”Wang Wanroushakes the head, „throughto‚Su Lili’ the analysis, Icaninferherintentionprobably, othermethods that butwehavetoGreat Demonalsounderstandreallyfew. In other words, in the followingdreamlandexperienceswhatstrangematterto be nothing unusual.”
“你这算是屑男的直觉吗?”王婉柔摇了摇头,“通过对‘苏理理’的解析,我大概可以推断出她的意图,但我们对大妖所拥有的其他手段还了解甚少。也就是说,后续梦境里遇到什么诡异之事都不足为奇。”„Most critically, youneedthisdreamlandto promoteownBloodlines Density......”
“更关键的是,你需要这个梦境去提升自己的血脉浓度……”„Do youalsoneed?”Cheng Jinyangdoes not returnasked.
“你们也需要吧?”程晋阳头也不回地问。Wang Wanrousilentunder.王婉柔沉默了下。„Yes.”Sherepliedsaid,„wealsoneeded.”
“是的。”她回答说道,“我们也需要。”„IfIamn't ableto enterthisdreamland?”Cheng Jinyangturns around, visitsherquietly, „will youalso keepsideme?”
“那如果我无法进入这个梦境呢?”程晋阳转过身来,沉静地看着她,“你们还会留在我身边吗?”„TheirIam not clear.”Wang Wanroureplied said that „as forme, ifbeforerunning intoyou, cannot; If from now henceforth, meeting.”
“她们我不清楚。”王婉柔回答说道,“至于我,假如在遇到你之前,不会;如果是从今以后,会。”„What does thishaveto distinguish?”Cheng Jinyangsmiles bitterly.
“这有什么区别吗?”程晋阳苦笑起来。„BeforeIknowyou, without the words of dreamland, yourbodyhas nothingspecial characteristics that canattractmy.”Wang Wanroubrief and to the pointsaid/tunnel.
“在我认识你以前,没有梦境的话,你身上没有任何能吸引我的特质。”王婉柔言简意赅地道。„Thatpresent?”
“那现在呢?”„Now? Careless.”Wang Wanrousmiledsaying with a smile, „, ifthisworldlooks like the boredgrayish whitepicture scroll, thenyoucan bereluctantlyfewwipes the dimcolor.”
“现在?马马虎虎吧。”王婉柔笑了笑道,“如果说这个世界就像是无聊的灰白画卷,那么你勉强算得上其中为数不多的一抹黯淡的色彩。”„Is only‚few’, rather than‚only’color?”Cheng Jinyangsmiled.
“只是‘为数不多’,而不是‘唯一’的色彩?”程晋阳笑了起来。„Otherputs on airs, we must go toyourBig Sister Xinnanin the morning‚’there.”Wang Wanrouevades the question.
“别臭美了,我们上午还要去你的‘歆南姐’那里。”王婉柔避而不答。HowevertothisYoung Lady, withoutsneeringis denyingandtaunting, enoughexplainedheransweronalready.
然而对这位大小姐来说,没有冷笑着否认并嘲讽,就已经足够说明她的答案了。Therefore the Cheng Jinyangmoodalsochanged for the betterslightly- with the Wang Wanrouanalogy, in the desperategrayish whiteinner world, were manywiped the dimcolor.
因此程晋阳的心情也稍微好转了些-用王婉柔的比喻来说,就是在绝望的灰白内心世界里面,多了一抹黯淡的色彩。Two peoplehave had the breakfastsimply, outsideresounded the knock.
两人简单地吃过早饭,外面就响起了敲门声。A'Zhicame back.阿芷回来了。AlthoughHejianXing ClanClan Groundis very neartoDivine CapitalCheng Clan, butXing Yuanzhihas not actually chosengoes toNet Halldirectly, butfirstreturns toWujiang Townto look forCheng Jinyang.
虽然河间邢氏的族地离神都程氏很近,但邢沅芷却并没有选择直接去罗堂,而是先回乌江镇找程晋阳。Thisissomeconsolation, makingCheng Jinyangslightlyhappy.
这又是些许的慰藉,让程晋阳略微开心起来。„Does yourcomplexionseem likesome is not right?”Xing Yuanzhinoticedhisdifferencekeenly.
“你脸色似乎是有些不对?”邢沅芷敏锐地注意到了他的异样。„Clearly?”Cheng Jinyangtouches the face.
“很明显吗?”程晋阳摸了摸脸。„It looks like tiredday of whole bodykakidrosisto come backtravel-worn, thendiscovered that in the family/home the bathtubwent badcould not take a bath.”Xing Yuanzhisaid.
“就像是劳累一天满身臭汗风尘仆仆地回来,然后发现家里浴缸坏了洗不了澡似的。”邢沅芷说。
The marvelousanalogyfromA'Zhi, placedhimcertainly to complainin the past, „actuallyopposite of the streethadpublic bathhouse”.
来自阿芷的奇妙比喻,放在往常他肯定要吐槽说,“其实街对面就有公共浴室”。Howeverhenowreallynotthatmood, thereforeis only the forced smilesaid:
然而他现在真的没那个心情,因此只是苦笑说道:„Un, Iwas lovelorn.”
“嗯,我失恋了。”
The ear of Xing Yuanzhisets uprightimmediately.( Shefirstlooked atWang Wanrouto vindicatetoher) vigilantly, sawthisFive Clans Daughterto have no response, probedto ask:邢沅芷的耳朵立刻就竖起来了。她先是警惕地看了一眼王婉柔(难道是向她表白了),见这个五姓女没有什么反应,才试探问道:„Su Lili?”
“苏理理?”Cheng Jinyangcovers the cheeks, felt that the cheststartsto pain.程晋阳捂住脸颊,感觉心口开始隐隐作痛。„Oh.”Xing Yuanzhidoes not know that saidwhatgood.
“唉。”邢沅芷也不知道说什么好。Passed the long time, shesaidin a low voice:
过了半晌,她才低声说道:„Earlierwalksalsowell, the personcannotindulgein the pastillusionforever.”
“早点走出来也好,人总不能永远沉溺在过去的幻觉里。”„Enlighteningthank you, Yuanzhi.”Cheng Jinyangsaidin a low voice,„if possible, canhelpmewash the bowl of breakfast?”
“谢谢你的开导,沅芷。”程晋阳低声说道,“如果可以的话,可以帮我把早饭的碗洗了吗?”„You're welcome, askingoneselfto wash.”Xing Yuanzhisaid.
“不用客气,请自己洗。”邢沅芷说。„IfQingqingwill definitely helpmewashhere.”Cheng Jinyangsighed, takes the tablewareto stand up.
“如果青青在这里肯定会帮我洗的。”程晋阳叹了口气,拿着碗筷站起身来。Himenters the kitchen, Xing YuanzhiasksWang Wanrouimmediatelyin a low voice:
他这边走进厨房,邢沅芷立刻低声问王婉柔:„Last nightwhat's the matter? Did Su Lili in dreamlanddie?”
“昨晚怎么回事?梦境里的苏理理死了?”„Died can the persondieagaintimeone?”Wang Wanrouaskedher saying that makingXing Yuanzhithinkoneselflooked likeidiot.
“死了的人能再死一次吗?”王婉柔反问她道,让邢沅芷觉得自己就像是个笨蛋。„The illusory image that I mean, thathecansee, was alreadydisillusioned?”Xing Yuanzhicorrects the excuse.
“我的意思是,那个只有他能看到的幻影,已经破灭了吗?”邢沅芷纠正说辞。„No.”Wang Wanrousaid,„evolvedGreat Demon.”
“不。”王婉柔说,“进化成大妖了。”Xing Yuanzhi:???邢沅芷:???Placesinside the cistern the tableware, Cheng Jinyangturns on the faucet, thenlooks at the water scouringcarddull.
将碗筷放在水槽里,程晋阳打开水龙头,然后呆呆地看着水流冲刷盘面。Su Lili......苏理理……Herememberedsuddenly for threeyears ago.
他忽然又想起了三年前。Belongs to memory of rightful owner, heseesSu Lililower partalreadyto fallinswallowing of Demon, the auradies away, sadlyandsaidpainfully:
属于原主的记忆里,他看见苏理理的下半身已经陷在妖魔的吞噬中,气息渐弱,悲戚而痛苦地说道:„Youmustlive......”
“你要活着……”„Is livingwell...... even......”
“好好活着……即便是……”„Forme......”
“为了我……”Butnow, swallowedherDemonactuallyto turn intoher, thiswashowabsurdandlaughable! OwingIalsotreatedwithfake goodswas so long!
可是如今,吞噬她的妖魔却变成了她,这是多么荒谬且可笑啊!亏我还和一个冒牌货待了那么久!Wait, Iprobablyam notoriginal installation!
等等,我好像也不是原装的啊!Ipass throughtoCheng Jinyangbody that is on the verge of deathdespondently, gainedto fusehismemory, was actually I„Cheng Jinyang”? Likewise, fusedSu LilimemoryGreat Demon, is actually „Su Lili”?
我穿越到抑郁濒死的程晋阳身上,获取融合了他的记忆,那我究竟是不是“程晋阳”?同理,融合了苏理理记忆的大妖,究竟是不是“苏理理”呢?If yes, thenIandshein the same place, areCheng JinyangandSu Liliin the same place, wherehas the difference of whatfake goodsnon-fake goods?
假如是,那么我和她在一起,就是程晋阳和苏理理在一起,哪有什么冒牌货不冒牌货的区别呢?If not, thentrueCheng JinyangandSu Lilialreadydied. Passed throughcapturedCheng Jinyangstatusme, actuallyhas not had to dowithoriginalSu Lili.
假如不是,那么真正的程晋阳和苏理理都已经死了。穿越夺取了程晋阳身份的我,其实并没有和原本的苏理理打过交道。Is acquaintedwithmein the dreamland, pastes the postwithme, makingmebe from the heartto likeon, from the beginningisthisincarnationisSu LiliGreat Demon!
在梦境里和我相识,与我贴贴,让我发自内心喜欢上的,从一开始就是这只化身为苏理理的大妖啊!Cheng Jinyangmore is more chaotic, felt that the brainpainfully swollengets up.程晋阳越想越乱,感觉脑子都胀痛起来。On the one hand the instinctthought that someare not right, on the other hand is actually not ableto refute: Ifaccording tothislogic, does not exist dead the femaleissue, does not have the problem of NTRrightful owner.
一方面本能觉得有些不对劲儿,另一方面却又无法反驳:如果按照这个逻辑的话,既不存在死女的问题,也不存在NTR原主的问题。EitherIandCheng Jinyangfused, Great DemonandSu Lilifusion. Like thiscalculates that Su Lilihas not actually died, Ido not have the NTRrightful owner, after allIamCheng Jinyang, howpossiblyNTRoneself?
要么我和程晋阳融合了,大妖和苏理理融合了。这样算来苏理理其实没死,我也没有NTR原主,毕竟我就是程晋阳,怎么可能NTR自己?Eitheris they have died, thenIandwestGreat Demon two cowrie shells, are going againstCheng Jinyang and Su Lilistatuspaste the postmutually, is the thoroughnoNTRpurelove. KilledSu Lilias forGreat Demon, whatmatter does thatclosemy? Su Lilifriends from childhood of deadrightful owner, is notmy!
要么就是两人已死,然后我和大妖两个西贝货,顶着程晋阳和苏理理的身份互相贴贴,那么就是彻底的无NTR纯爱。至于大妖杀了苏理理,那关我什么事儿?苏理理是已死原主的青梅竹马,又不是我的!Ponderedfor quite a whilecarefully, Cheng Jinyangrealizedfinally,does not needto intertwineGreat Demonis the Su Liliphilosophical question, oneselfsafetywasmost important.
仔细地思考了半天,程晋阳才终于意识到,根本不需要去纠结大妖是不是苏理理的哲学问题,自身安危才是最重要的。So long ashisfollowingconfirmedtwopoints:
他接下来只要确认两点:First, inGreat Demonwithin the body, Su Lilipersonalitywhetheris in the dominant position.
第一,在大妖的体内,苏理理的人格是否占据主导地位。Second, whetherGreat Demonwantsto killoneself.
第二,大妖是否想要杀死自己。If the driven machinejudged,thesetwopoints are actually same. After all the consciousness of Little Lidefinitelylikesown, but the Great Demonownconsciousnesswantsto massacreoneselfinevitably.
如果从动机上来判断,这两点其实是同一点。毕竟小理的意识肯定是喜欢自己的,而大妖自己的意识必然想要杀掉自己。
The train of thoughtis openin the flash, althoughdoes not have getting the facts straighttruth, butdespondentheartdark cloudalreadydivergedmany.
思绪在一瞬间开朗起来,虽然还是没有弄清事实真相,但是原本抑郁的心底乌云已经散去许多了。Cheng Jinyang the tablewarecleaning in basin, justput in the disinfectioncabinet, hears the missclearcryonhearingunder.程晋阳将水池里的碗筷洗净,刚刚放入消毒柜里,就听见下面传来姑娘清脆的叫声。Helooks updownwardfrom the window, seesMiss Qingqingto standindownstairs, wavestooneselfpassionate.
他抬头从窗户向下望去,就看见青青姑娘站在楼下,冲自己热情洋溢地挥手。
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