Adam walks again on the street, the people in city became less, like Adam the body did not have the defect is extremely rare, the entire morning, on the street did not have a walking person besides Adam again, their numb lying down in the place static waiting death that all can rest, then became others' grain ration. 亚当再一次走在街上,城里的人变得更少了,像亚当这样身体没有缺失的更是凤毛麟角,整整一个上午,街上除了亚当之外再没有一个行走的人,他们麻木的躺在一切可以休息的地方静静等待死亡,然后成为别人的口粮。 In the afternoon restored strong of physical strength to start to look for food again, these had many people to hit the idea time on Adam, after Adam they drove back, has not chosen the murder as before, but was visits them to kill one another indifferently. 下午恢复了一点体力的强壮者们再一次开始觅食,这一次有许多人把主意打在了亚当头上,亚当将他们逼退之后依旧没有选择杀人,而是冷眼看着他们自相残杀。 At night, completely same appears again, attacks a city, Master, evil magic, then dawn. 到了晚上,完全相同的一幕再一次出现,攻城,法师,邪恶魔法,然后天亮。 Such samsara continued six times, Adam's sense of hunger is getting stronger and stronger, avoiding soldier seizing is getting more and more difficult. 这样的轮回持续了六次,亚当的饥饿感越来越强,躲避士兵抓捕越来越困难。 In Adam's heart had the misconception, if next still had not been selected, still without therefore died, he can be separated from this illusion, this feeling appears becomes more and more intense, cannot help but believed to him intensely. 亚当的心中有了错觉,如果下一次自己仍然没有被选中,仍然没有因此死亡,他就可以脱离这个幻境,这种感觉一出现就变得越来越强烈,强烈到他不由自主的相信了起来。 Seventh day, before the soldier arrived at Adam body, crude surrounds his both hands with the rope, then drives away him to move toward outside the city with the sword and spear. 第七天,士兵来到了亚当身前,粗暴的用绳索将他双手困住,然后用刀枪驱赶他走向城外。 Adam was too weak, this type has made him not have the ability of resistance weakly, can only , whatever the soldier seizes him. 亚当太虚弱了,这种虚弱已经让他没有了反抗的能力,只能任由士兵将他捉住。 Adam and other civilians together outside the city continually the human wall, were fatal, then the magian's seventh appearance under the canine sharp claws and magic of demon beast, this time, the magic exploded the fragment together with Adam the civilians in the ancient times together. 亚当和其余的平民一起在城外连成了人墙,在魔兽的尖牙利爪和魔法下死伤惨重,接着魔法师第七次出现,这一次,古代魔法将平民们连同亚当一起炸成了碎片。 „Died like this?” Adam Wei however sighs deeply. “就这样死了吗？”亚当渭然长叹。 But he discovered in an instant is not right, if had died, he also possibly also does have the idea? 可转眼间他就发现了不对,如果已经死了,他又怎么可能还有想法？ Really, became fragments in the next second of illusion shatter, each in seven days rapid during Adam consciousness reappears, then reorganizes again. 果然,在下一秒幻境破碎成了一个个片段,七天里的每一幕飞速的在亚当意识当中重现,然后再一次重组。 Adam returned at first, is still that broken city, still cannot shade the clothing of body, is still everywhere numb people. 亚当又回到了最初,依然是那个残破的城池,依然是不能蔽体的衣衫,依然是满地麻木不仁的人们。 The sane initiative defect is getting more and more serious, this defect made Adam's consciousness become the blank, he did not have instinct concept, if must discover one, then Adam's instinct sought livehood, but sought livehood in this illusion without useful, because Adam absolutely would have no ability that controlled the life. 理智的主动缺失越来越严重,这种缺失令亚当的意识变得空白,他没有本能这种概念,如果说一定要找出一个,那么亚当的本能就是求生,但是求生在这种幻境当中并没有什么用,因为亚当根本就没有主宰自己生命的能力。 Therefore once again the samsara started, all have no change, the wild animal same person, the domestic animal same soldier, indifferent not humanlike master, as well as seventh day another death. 于是又一次轮回开始了,一切都没有什么改变,野兽一样的人,畜生一样的士兵,冷漠不似人类的法师,以及第七天又一次的死亡。 Does not know after many samsara, Adam is only left over to read the final reason that the power maintains, this reason controls him not to kill people, does not eat the person, does not revolt. 不知多少次轮回之后,亚当只剩下念动力维持的最后理智,这种理智控制着他不去杀人,不去吃人,不去反抗。 It is not Adam has what moral bottom line, but he felt, if does following the meaning of desperate monster, perhaps he will fall into the beyond redemption position. 并不是亚当心里存在什么道德底线,只是他觉得如果顺着绝望怪物的意思去做,也许他会陷入万劫不复的境地。 After exactly the same result repeated several hundred times, Adam became aware suddenly. 当一模一样的结局重复了几百次之后,亚当突然悟了。 Since wants to observe desperately, then realizes desperately, since abbreviated the theory directly to enter the clinical stage of taking itself as the test body, then this maintenance sane behavior was without doubt stupid, he knows that oneself must change. 既然想要观察绝望,进而体会绝望,既然省略了理论直接进入了以自己为试验体的临床阶段,那么这种维持理智的行为无疑是愚蠢的,他知道自己必须做出改变。 Nothing can not pay the price to obtain, Adam walks into the illusion on own initiative, is the desperate monster, tears this magic to gamble with the soul, the gambling stake is his life, this is the show-hand that he initiates on own initiative, is gambling house that must cross the rubicon may win, he must follow the rhythm of enemy, otherwise must defeat without doubt, at this time is also thinking retains own card in a hand, is stupid. 没有什么东西是可以不付出代价就获得的,亚当之所以主动走入幻境,是与绝望怪物,与灵魂撕裂这道魔法赌博,赌注是他的性命,这是他主动发起的梭哈,是一场必须要破釜沉舟才有可能获胜的牌局,他必须跟随敌人的节奏,否则必败无疑,这时还想着保留自己的底牌,是愚蠢的。 Adam abandoned oneself reason. 亚当抛弃了自己的理智。 ...... ...... „What do you want to make?” “你要做什么？” That person crawls to crawl toward Adam in the ground, the mouth is the word of inadequate sentence: „Hungry, hungry, eats, eats......” 那人在地面上匍匐着朝亚当爬来,嘴里是不成语句的单词:“饿,饿,吃,吃......” „Stands, I lead you to look to eat.” Adam helps up him, said in a soft voice. “站起来吧,我带你去找吃的。”亚当将他扶起,轻声说道。 That person does not have to think oneself can hear such words, was supported by the arm, looks at Adam, „eats? Eats!” 那人没有想到自己可以听到这样的话,愣愣的被搀扶起来,愣愣的看着亚当,“吃的？吃的！” „Un, eats.” Adam earnest nods to him, then to hiding several people of bright said after wall: „Comes out, I lead you to look to eat together.” “嗯,吃的。”亚当认真的对他点了点头,然后向躲在墙后的几人朗声道:“都出来吧,我带你们一起去找吃的。” Calling from a high place to raise the arm wields probably is this feeling, during despairs the mood of people full is numb and paces back and forth, suddenly presented a light, this strength of light were even tiny, still sufficiently warm will of the people. 登高一呼振臂一挥大概就是这种感觉,绝望之中人们的心情满是麻木和彷徨,却突然出现了一道光,这道光的力量即使渺小,也足以温暖人心。 Adam behind follows about ten thin men, everyone walked together on the street, they are studying Adam's appearance, to everyone who lay down on the ground, each is lobbying with the person who is going to wreak havoc: „Stops, comes with us, we look to eat together.” 亚当的身后跟着近十个骨瘦如柴的男人,大家一同走在了街上,他们学着亚当的样子,对每一个躺在地上的人,每一个正在和将要施暴的人游说着:“停止吧,跟我们来,我们一起去找吃的。” Therefore the crowd are getting more and more, they or are the suspicions, or deeply believed that either was hopeful following in Adam behind, from the corner, from the crevice, from each put out a hand in the corner that can touch can force in the thing of mouth to take down all, gathers together the waiting assigned. 于是人群越来越多,他们或者是怀疑,或者是深信,或者是满怀期望的跟在了亚当身后,从墙角,从石缝,从每一个伸手可以触碰的角落里将一切可以塞进嘴里的东西取下,聚在一起等待分配。 Naturally some people do not believe that their vicious persuasion will block, tries to kill them, the crowd that but Adam gathers are too many, their fierce have not been able to fool, but Adam prevented ‚companion’ slaughtering, whatever not trust leaves. 当然有人不信,他们狠毒的将劝说者拦下,试图杀死他们,可亚当聚集的人群太多,他们的凶恶已经无法把人唬住,不过亚当阻止了‘同伴’们的杀戮,任由不信任者离开。 That group of people do not have the weak one who can humiliate, did not have food source, they start to kill one another, some people obtained food, during some people die are slaughtering, finally food did not have, they have to join Adam's team. 那群人没有了可以欺凌的弱者,没有了食物来源,他们开始自相残杀,有人获得了食物,有人死在厮杀当中,最后食物没有了,他们不得不加入了亚当的队伍。 Adam gathered the civilians in entire city, collects food that all can collect, he orders the people to boil thoroughly food, apportions everyone on average, can mix the thing of some challenge human moral bottom line as for food, he has no time the manages. 亚当汇聚了全城的平民,搜集了所有可以搜集的食物,他命令众人将食物煮熟,平均分给每一个人,至于食物里会不会混合某种挑战人类道德底线的东西,他无暇去管。 The night fell. 夜幕降临了。 During the daytime vanishes the soldiers of no trace to appear again, they simply have not paid attention to the crowd of gathering, as before crude action of driving away crowd, but this time, in the crowd had the sound of resistance. 白天消失无踪的士兵们再一次出现,他们根本没有把汇聚的人群放在眼里,依旧粗暴的驱赶人群,不过这一次,人群中有了抵抗的声音。 „You cannot do this, we weaponless are not the opponents of demon beast, you are the soldiers, why doesn't protect us? Why master Sir does not intend to repel the demon beast personally.” Some people said loudly. “你们不能这样做,我们手无寸铁根本就不是魔兽的对手,你们是士兵,为什么不保护我们？为什么法师大人不亲自出手击退魔兽。”有人高声说道。 That person goes out of the crowd, many companion gave his infinite courage, he said: „Soldier, I thinks that we need to chat, we do not have the ability resistance demon beast, why......” 那人走出人群,身后众多的同伴给了他无限的勇气,他说道:“士兵,我想我们需要谈谈,我们没有能力抵御魔兽,为什么......” Front soldier visits him fiercely, raises the long blade in hand, cuts with the back of the blade ruthlessly on his face, „outcastes, who are allow you to speak with a knight descendant, your crowd of outcastes usually live like the parasite in the middle of the city, enjoys aristocrat's rule and protection, now shouldn't contribute own strength?” 面前的士兵狰狞的看着他,扬起手中的长刀,用刀背狠狠砍在他的脸上,“贱民,是谁允许你这么和一个骑士后裔说话的,你们这群贱民平时像寄生虫一样活在城市当中,享受贵族的统治和保护,现在难道不应该贡献自己的力量吗？” Adam goes out of the team, the grief looks at companions, said to the soldier: „I requested that sees right in front of one master Sir, I requested obtained the proper rights.” 亚当走出队伍,悲悯的看着身边的同伴们,对士兵说道:“我请求面见法师大人,我请求得到应有的权益。” The soldiers look at Adam startled, immediately roars with laughter, smiled tears tears crossflow: „Hahahaha, what I heard, the outcastes want to see noble great master Sir, ha, your dirty despicable hybrids, why?” 士兵们愕然看着亚当,随即哄堂大笑,笑的涕泪横流:“哈哈哈哈,我听到了什么,贱民想要去见高贵的伟大的法师大人,哈哈哈,你们这些肮脏下贱的杂种,凭什么？” Adam look grief, he waits for the soldiers to smile as before silently, wants to continue to open the mouth to persuade, but has not waited for him to speak, the soldier changed the complexion suddenly, ice-cold saying: „I only said one time, now, immediately, goes to outside the city, otherwise,” he tucks in the long blade, cuts open speech the body of civilians from the beginning, cruel saying: „You must die.” 亚当眼神依旧悲悯,他默默的等待士兵们笑完,想要继续开口劝说,可还没等他在说话,士兵突然变了脸色,冰冷的说道:“我只说一次,现在,立刻,到城外去,否则,”他将长刀撩起,把一开始说话的平民的身体从中剖开,残忍的说道:“你们都要死。” The crowd starts to be in a tumult, they toward Adam's behind retreat, look at Adam with the hope look, Adam say: „No, you cannot do that we have the power of survival......” 人群开始骚动起来,他们纷纷朝着亚当的身后退去,用希冀的眼神看着亚当,亚当开口说道:“不,你不能这么做,我们同样拥有生存的权力......” „Kills to me!” “给我杀！” The soldiers call out one, raised the sword and spear to start to slaughtering of same clan. 士兵暴喝一声,扬起刀枪开始了对同族的杀戮。 The civilians irresistibly, they are calling out pitifully radically fleeing, begging for mercy that then continuously, Adam Station in same place motionless, the look still the grief, still tries to persuade the soldier, actually by soldier with spear's/gun's body hitting ruthlessly on the ground: „Are you their leaders? You will regret matter that oneself handle.” 平民们根本无法抵抗,他们惨叫着奔逃,然后不住的求饶,亚当站在原地一动不动,眼神依然悲悯,依然试图劝说士兵,却被士兵用枪身狠狠的打在地上:“你就是他们的头领吧？你会后悔自己所做的事情的。” Rivers of blood, the soldiers have nothing benevolently, suddenly in the crowd broadcasts such sound: „Do not kill me, I am willing to go to outside the city, I was misled, is he, all are his idea!” The soldiers stop to slaughter, looks that person points at Adam to shout oneself hoarse. 血流成河,士兵们没有任何仁慈,突然人群里传来这样的声音:“不要杀我,我愿意到城外去,我是被蛊惑的,就是他,一切都是他的主意！”士兵们停下杀戮,看着那人指着亚当声嘶力竭。 Crowd silent flash, then they came to understand entirely, advances on all mistakes Adam, to indicate mental, they rush in abundance come to beat Adam of ground, as if Adam is the devil who tempts them to degenerate. 人群静默了一瞬间,然后他们通通觉悟了,将一切过错推到亚当身上,为了表明心智,他们纷纷冲上前来对地上的亚当拳打脚踢,似乎亚当是引诱他们堕落的魔鬼。 The soldiers satisfy looks at this, the common soldier long patted clapped to stop slaughtering, then told: „Leads them to the city outside, as for this person, stays here.” 士兵们满意的看着这一幕,兵士长拍了拍手制止了杀戮,然后吩咐道:“把他们带到城外,至于这个人,就留在这里吧。” Hatred of people was aroused, they loathe look at Adam and virulently, the intention of soldier is nothing less than dangerous, this was placed the opposite of people Adam. 众人的仇恨一下被激起,他们厌恶且恶毒的看着亚当,士兵的用心不可谓不险恶,这是将亚当放在了人民的对立面。 The common soldiers long remained finally, his squatting down body said to Adam: „Tomorrow how do you guess you to be able? I want also to see that tomorrow evening you live are appearing before me, hahahaha!” 兵士长留在了最后,他蹲下身子对亚当说:“你猜明天你会怎么样？我希望明晚还能见到你活着出现在我面前,哈哈哈哈！” Adam is lying down same place, static looks at the speechless nighttime sky, is listening to the battle voice outside city, does not know how should describe own feelings. He lay down like this entire night, the crowd cut and bruised return cities that outside the lying down city fortunately survives, each of them hates looks at Adam, gathers side him, some silent later people picked up crushed stone, some people of to rub have the sleeve that did not have. 亚当在原地躺下,静静的看着无言的夜空,听着城外的厮杀声,不知该怎样形容自己的心情。他就这样躺了整整一夜,躺倒城外幸存的人群遍体鳞伤的返回城镇,他们每个人都仇恨的看着亚当,聚集在他身边,沉默之后有人捡起了身边的碎石,有人撸起了不存在的袖管。 „Killed him , because his we will abandon by master Sir and aristocrat masters, he will be a devil, killed him!” With such summons, all survivors crazy kills toward Adam, erupted was far in excess of their physical strength the strength. “杀了他,都是因为他我们才会被法师大人和贵族老爷们抛弃,他是魔鬼,杀了他！”随着这样的一声号召,所有幸存者们疯狂的朝着亚当杀来,爆发了远远超越他们体力的力量。 Adam has not revolted, whatever they attack themselves, whatever they are tearing oneself flesh. 亚当没有反抗,任由他们攻击自己,任由他们撕扯着自己的血肉。 The life aura is getting more and more weak, Adam is still motionless, in the eye socket does not have the eyes, actually still looks at the sky. 生命气息越来越弱,亚当依旧一动不动,眼眶中已经没有了双眼,却依然看着天空。 In the spacious eye has the ray to be gloomy. 空旷的眼中有光芒暗淡。 Adam was replaced benevolently desperately. 亚当的仁慈被绝望取代。