LISIL :: Volume #4 野火

#396: Clumsy (Last Part)

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Ning Yi that soon, goes out to pour water takes another towel to come from the entrance, seeing Jin'er to lie in the bedside, puts out a hand in a direction diligently. Saw him to come, will draw back drawing back in the future, bent the knee to sit on the bed, both hands are holding the knee, under cover of white skirt, elegant barefoot revealed one small section. Ning Yi kicks the embroidered shoes of her putting out a hand direction, arrives at the bedside, sends back in reply on the towel her face, another hand covers her back of the head, makes an effort to wipe the face to her. 不久之后,出去倒了水的宁毅拿着另一块毛巾从门口进来,看见锦儿正趴在床边,努力地朝着一个方向伸手。见他进来了,才又往后退了退,屈着膝在床上坐起来,双手抱着膝盖,白裙的掩盖下,纤秀的赤足露出一小截来。宁毅将她伸手方向的绣鞋踢过去,走到床边,将毛巾覆到她的脸上,另一只手扣住她的后脑,用力地给她擦脸。 Just now cries the tears person, on the face also seems somewhat pitiful, at this time made an effort to scratch a while by Ning Yi, when lets loose again appears the delicate careful cheek, even becomes ruddy, the cheek that only then that blows up helped in silent say these was a little painful. 方才哭成泪人,脸上也显得有些凄惨,此时被宁毅用力擦了一会儿,再放开时才显出清秀细致的脸蛋,甚至变得红扑扑的,只有那鼓起的腮帮在无声地说着这一下有点痛。 Ning Yi pays no attention to her, goes out, comes in again, the young girl is rolling to the bed in leans, the eye has a look at the wall, has a look at the ceiling, then looks at Ning Yi to come, in the eye has a being deliberately bad feeling, attracted the nose. 宁毅不理她,出去,再进来,少女正滚到床铺的里侧,眼睛看看墙壁,看看天花板,然后看着宁毅进来,眼里有一种自暴自弃的感觉,吸了吸鼻子。 Ning Yi is still thinking in the heart should say anything, Jin'er also opens the mouth: „I messed up your manuscript paper, can have the matter?” 宁毅还在心头想着该说些什么,锦儿也就开了口:“我把你的那些稿纸弄乱了,会不会有事啊?” „Um?” Ning Yi turns the head looks at these things on desk, soon after shakes the head, „is not the important thing, messed up also to reorganize.” “嗯?”宁毅偏过头看书桌上的那些东西,随后摇头,“不是什么重要的东西,弄乱了也整理得起来的。” „But you were writing for several days, is very definitely important......” “但是你这些天都在写,肯定很重要……” „Looks at what concept.” Ning Yi smiled, „is really all right, although later affects is very big, but......” these things affect in the later matter are very certainly big, but him, actually absolutely is not possible compared with nearby these people important. This saying said that somewhat disgusting, he does not know how should express. “看什么概念吧。”宁毅笑了笑,“真的没事,虽然以后作用也许很大,不过……”这些东西在以后的事情里作用当然很大,但在他而言,却绝对是不可能比过身边这些人重要的。这话说起来有些肉麻,他也不知道该怎样表达。 Jin'er can actually understand that obviously, curls up both legs faint to lean the body to sit at this time: „I heard before, works truly, writes the thing on paper useless......” 锦儿却显然是能够明白的,此时蜷着双腿微微侧着身子坐起来:“我以前听说,真正做事的时候,写在纸上的东西没什么用的……” „Heh.” Ning Yi smiled, „something truly must be first done had said again, but if is really a very big structure, standard that also some can refer , the preliminary plan is very important.” “呵。”宁毅笑了起来,“有些事情确实是要先做过再说,但如果真是很大的一个构架,又有些能参考的标准的话,先期计划还是很重要的。” Said. Although he uses nearly arbitrary attitude to compel Jin'er to talk to him, Jin'er also complied, but really in this time, he is somewhat awkward, not too can discuss anything definite. Emotionally, the matter on family, is he wants to treat sincerely, but first had the husband and wife status with Su Tan'er. Then some sentiments, with Yunzhu are gradually successful, does not need too many official discussions with Little Chan, at this time can say anything to Jin'er, if two people must officially determine a sentiment like this, should say anything. He is a little awkward. 说起来。虽然他用近乎蛮横的态度逼着锦儿要跟他谈,锦儿也答应了,但真在此时,他还是有些尴尬的,不太确定能谈些什么。感情上、家庭上的事,是他想要真诚对待的,不过与苏檀儿是先有了夫妻名分。然后有的感情,与云竹是久而久之的水到渠成,与小婵之间就更加是不需要太多正式的讨论,此时对锦儿能说些什么,两个人如果要这样正式确定一段感情,应该说点什么。他有点为难。 Was always inadequate is said after some , the forecast that lived, after liking, how long this kind of matter accompanied her. A little is perhaps credible in the modern age, somewhat is at present nondescript. Moreover he cannot determine whether this solved the problem even. 总不成是说些以后生活的展望,喜欢上以后陪她多久这类事情。在现代或许有点靠谱,目前就有些不伦不类。而且他不能确定这样是否就算是解决了问题。 That side Yunzhu also good, that side Tan'er Little Chan, said that if oneself really must keep Jin'er in nearby, which one side will not have the too major problem. But they extremely will not hinder the power that this matter is they understands. oneself actually cannot regard the natural matter to process it, this is oneself some knows with their respect. Good intentions that the matter in after all world, others are willing to give, is a favor, feeling grateful is also quite ashamed, is some is aware, the person who if accepts the favor will regard naturally, even thinks when oneself can put out a hand on own initiative. Always will be loathed, if Ning Yi such does, nearly was shameless. 云竹那边也好,檀儿小婵那边也罢,说起来,自己如果真的要留锦儿在身边,哪一边都不会有太大的问题。但她们不会太过阻碍此事是她们谅解的权力。自己这边却不能将其当成理所当然的事情来处理,这是自己该有的自知和对她们的尊敬。毕竟世界上的事,他人愿意给予的善意,是一种人情,感恩也好惭愧也罢,都是该有的自觉,假如接受人情的人将之当成了理所当然,甚至于认为自己可以主动伸手时。总是会被人厌恶的,宁毅若那样做,也就近乎无耻了。 How to confess that this matter, these days he that side supplest graceful Yunzhu, not good to raise on own initiative. Perhaps that side Yunzhu, indeed is looking at him and Jin'er joke with a well-meaning mentality. such is awkward, Jin'er also has mostly. Said two on matter of manuscript paper. Ning Yi said with a smile finally: „Hey, the matter that you said...... I come back from Shandong (mountain east), solves again.” 如何交代这件事,这几天他就连在最柔婉的云竹那边,都不太好主动提起。或许云竹那边,也正是以一种善意的心态在看他和锦儿的笑话吧。这样的尴尬,锦儿多半也有。就稿纸的事情说了两句。宁毅终于笑道:“喂,你说的事情……等我从山东回来,再解决吧。” Time already to the midday, the distant place transmits the cicada cry quickly. Also there is sounds of people, his voice is not high, Jin'er has not spoken, Ning Yi looks at her with a smile: „...... You did not plan to leave your Sister Yunzhu in any case.” 时间已经快到午间,远处传来蝉鸣。也有人声,他声音不高,锦儿还没有说话,宁毅又笑着看她:“反正……你也是不打算离开你云竹姐了是吧。” „I...... do not want you to spend to raise.” The second words that side Ning Yi spoke, finally was approves two people relations on own initiative, Jin'er then also nodded, soon after exit|to speak, actually somewhat proud tender. Ning Yi that side smiled, when is peaceful to the room, this dialogue, looked like the whole family to discuss the tone of simple matter. “我又……不要你花钱养。”宁毅那边说的第二句话,终于算是主动认可了两人的关系,锦儿便也点头,随后出口的,倒也有几分傲娇。宁毅那边笑了笑,待到房间里安静下来,这段对话,就像是一家人在商量简单事情的口吻了。 In those days and Yunzhu and communicated with Jin'er, although because of Yunzhu, two people will somewhat bicker to quarrel occasionally, but really must say, each other was together, is at present like this speech feeling nothing more. The Ning Yi thoughts are perhaps complex, however in Yunzhu and front of Jin'er these people, speech is pure honest. Therefore each other communicated is not worthwhile guesses such troublesome. 往日里与云竹、与锦儿来往,虽然偶尔因为云竹,两人会有些抬杠拌嘴,但真要说起来,彼此相处,也就是眼前这样说话的感觉而已。宁毅的心思或许复杂,但是在云竹与锦儿这些人的面前,说起话来是单纯坦诚的。因此彼此来往也犯不着猜来猜去那样麻烦。 The matter in these days, Ning Yi and Jin'er somewhat are awkward, but main nevertheless on others, Ning Yi does not know how should confess with Little Chan and Yunzhu, Jin'er when facing Yunzhu, heart many somewhat is also awkward. Jin'er in the heart matter could not be solved, then has to go flat to Ning Yi, naturally, her many was also somewhat disturbed in the reply of Ning Yi. So long as Ning Yi is willing to reply, or is domineering, grasps to hit like today her, she to Ning Yi, has not resisted eventually. 这几天里的事情,宁毅与锦儿彼此之间都有些尴尬,但主要却是在别人身上,宁毅不知道该如何跟小婵、云竹交代,锦儿在面对云竹时,心底也多少有些为难。锦儿心中的事情解决不了,便只好冲宁毅撒气,当然,她多少也是有些忐忑于宁毅的回答的。但只要宁毅这边愿意做回答,又或者是强势些,像今天一样将她抓过来打一顿,她对宁毅,终究是没那么抗拒的。 Before even if must discuss, in the family/home others , two people for this reason many still somewhat were guilty, this also why Jin'er saw reason that his many must run away. Today everyone goes out, can truly become in secret frankly. Ning Yi sits on the chair, looks Jin'er that on the bed the curling up leg sits, peaceful a moment later, thought that oneself just now such does to indicate ambiguous, some are rather atypical. 之前就算要谈,家中其余人都在,两人为此多少也有些内疚,这也是为什么锦儿看到他多少要跑掉的原因。今天大伙儿都出去了,私下里才能真正变得坦率些。宁毅坐在椅子上,看着床上蜷腿坐着的锦儿,安静片刻之后,又觉得自己方才那样模棱两可地做表示,未免有些不地道。 he inhales a breath of air, the decision compares the way of excelling at to determine one time with oneself: „Actually...... I am a little awkward, therefore you do not plan to leave Yunzhu. In fact...... seems like the beforehand such three people together, I am very happy.” 他吸了一口气,还是决定用自己比较擅长的方式来确定一次:“其实……我是有点尴尬,所以说你是不打算离开云竹。事实上……真像是以前那样的三个人相处,我是很高兴的。” Looks in the eyes, Jin'er looks at some of his faint earnest looks, is a little strange, then nods: „Um.” 四目相对,锦儿看着他微微有些认真的眼神,有点奇怪,然后点头:“嗯。” Ning Yi unexpectedly thought that oneself is a little words fail to convey the idea, he pondered, stands: „I meant that...... is not because three people are used to it together, I say that today this...... I had not certainly said comes back to want what kind of from Shandong (mountain east), but the matter will definitely find the way to be solved when the time comes. As for matter of liking you said that is not because Yunzhu I said these, today's matter, I do not hope that you thought what relations has with Yunzhu...... Uh, can't you understand?” 宁毅倒是觉得自己有点词不达意,他想了想,站起来:“我是说……也不是因为三个人在一起习惯了,我今天才说这个……当然我也没说从山东回来要怎么样,但事情到时候肯定会想办法解决。至于你说的喜欢的事情,不是因为云竹我才说这些的,今天的事情,我不希望你觉得跟云竹有什么关系……呃,你听不懂吧?” Jin'er sits there looks at him, is blinking, crosses well long time, has Hungary to doubt shakes the head slowly: „Um...... Um....... Does not understand.” Swings to half half, the look turns into the nod complex, „understands...... Um, understands.” She determines , to continue to look to Ning Yi. Ning Yi gawked staring. 锦儿坐在那儿看着他,眨着眼睛,过得好半晌,有匈疑的缓缓摇头:“嗯……不……嗯。不……懂。”摇到半半,神色复杂地变成点头,“懂……嗯,懂啊。”她确定一下,继续望向宁毅。宁毅愣了愣。 „...... Understands?” He is quite strange, „that should that I said...... not talk clearly...... you...... really to understand?” “……懂?”他颇为奇怪,“我说的那个……应该没说清楚……你……真的听懂了?” „Understands......” Jin'er to nod, the vision has not left him. Passes the moment, the lip moves, „...... ” “懂……”锦儿点头,目光没有离开他。过得片刻,嘴唇动了动,“……吧。” „......” Ning Yi stands there winking eye, does not know that should say anything. “……”宁毅站在那儿眨眼睛,不知道该说什么。 In fact his wants to say is also one „I likes you are because I truly like you, is not because any other reasons must leave behind you.” As modern people, he thought that this point is very probably important to the girl. Just. Really must put the mouth, is really somewhat disgusting. 实际上他想要说的也就是一句“我喜欢你是因为我确实喜欢你这个人,不是因为任何其他原因要把你留下。”作为一个现代人,他觉得这一点对女孩子来说好像很重要。只不过。真要放到嘴里,实在是有些肉麻。 On the other hand, at present has not obtained Tan'er and Yunzhu two sides understanding, said to Jin'er, when the time comes must marry passing through the gate to work as concubine anything you , was not a little good. Therefore what he said to Jin'er is Shandong (mountain east) comes back later to solve this matter, although the issue should not be big. But when the time comes can be what condition, eventually was that time matter. 另一方面,眼下也还没有取得檀儿、云竹两边的谅解,开口就跟锦儿说,到时候要把你娶进门当小妾什么的,也是有点不好的。所以他跟锦儿说的是山东回来以后解决这件事,虽然问题应该不大。但到时候会是个什么状态,终究是那时候的事了。 Ning Yi hopes that Jin'er can understand oneself is willing to make the thoughts of commitment to her, on the other hand, vindicates extremely disgustingly, feels frivolous in his condition. To clarify the orderliness simply, 1510 places are want to make the business negotiation simply, finally unexpectedly expressed anything oneself not too clear oneself. Is good sits because of Jin'er at this time there is looking at him, has not smiled. Ning Yi puts out the one breath, sits down again, looks at Jin'er to self-ridicule smiled. 宁毅希望锦儿能够明白自己愿意对她做出承诺的心思,另一方面,表白太过肉麻,在他这种状态下又觉得轻浮。干脆想要弄清条理,一五一十地简直是想要做成商业谈判,最后倒是连自己都不太明白自己表达了一些什么。好在锦儿此时坐在那儿望着他,也没有笑出来。宁毅吐出一口气,再度坐下,看着锦儿自嘲地笑了笑。 „Did I...... work as got it?” “那我……就当明白了?” „Um.” Jin'er nods. In fact, regarding the meaning of Ning Yi, her many can understand that but too did not understand why at this time Ning Yi makes the such big effort to explain this. “嗯。”锦儿点头。事实上,对于宁毅的意思,她多少还是能够明白的,只不过就是不太理解此时宁毅为什么花这么大的力气来解释这个。 She resides in the brothel at a young age, the matter between talent beautiful women. Although also each other probes to guess from the beginning, you enter me to draw back, so long as enters to the stage of true vindicating, then is actually very simple. This female of age. already liked a person, opportunity where also has so many choose two times, that feared that the brothel female is also so. Once determined that I like your you also liking me, then, took away directly also became, so long as there is an action, where served a need saying that was so clear. 她自小居于青楼,才子佳人之间的事情。虽然一开始也是彼此试探猜测,你进我就退,但只要进入到真正表白的阶段,接下来其实是挺简单的。这年代的女子。已经喜欢了一个人,哪里还有那么多二次选择的机会,那怕青楼女子也是如此。一旦确定我喜欢你你也喜欢我,接下来,直接把人带走也就成了,只要有行动,哪里用得着说那么清楚。 Jin'er temper frankly, but is not the casual person, Su Wenyu is interesting about her, she can not offend somebody immediately makes the rejection. Today will be hugged to throw by Ning Yi like this on the bed hits, is organized oneself by him, she does not have to revolt at risk of life, on already was an attitude. In fact, from the beginning Jin'er, although is spiteful with Ning Yi, but in her heart understands the matter is not on Ning Yi, the Ning Yi performance results in such domineering time, this air/Qi naturally could not bet. Naturally, Ning Yi will handle these things to her, she eventually is very shy. 锦儿性子直爽一点,但绝不是什么大大咧咧的人,苏文昱对她有意思,她立刻就能不伤人地做出拒绝。今天会被宁毅这样子抱过来扔在床上打一顿,然后由他摆布自己,她没有拼死反抗,就已经是一种态度了。事实上,从一开始锦儿虽然是跟宁毅赌气,但她心中何尝不明白事情不在宁毅身上,宁毅表现得这么强势的时候,她这气自然就赌不下去了。当然,宁毅会对她做那些事情,她终究还是很害羞的。 To this female of age, the reason of liking is not necessary is so clear, so long as likes is not your money. I like your scholarship, likes your makings, liking you are attractive, even if I like you appearance on bed, Ok. What likes as for me is the real your kind is full of the Western philosophy speculation, everyone is the unique individual type reason, the Jin'er somewhat meeting understands, but is not necessarily able to understand that Ning Yi came out to say the significance that this matter alone. 对这年代的女子,喜欢的理由大可不必那么清晰,只要喜欢的不是你的钱。我喜欢你才学,喜欢你气质,喜欢你漂亮,哪怕我喜欢你在床上的样子,都可以。至于我喜欢的是真实的你这类充满西方哲学思辨,每个人都是独一无二个体类型的理由,锦儿多少会明白,只是未必会理解宁毅把这件事单独出来说的意义。 Her, the Ning Yi nod had said after that several words, contained several meanings on already: Comes back from Shandong (mountain east), everyone is not puzzled, oneself with Sister Yunzhu in the same place, what kind of relations no matter as his woman is, since this relations had, other things are also much more convenient, oneself does not need to avoid him with Sister Yunzhu was intimate, three people can happily. As for other own bodies was his kind of trivial matters, naturally was does not need to think that without a doubt, how along with him liked oneself how, had no need to discuss, perfectly justified. 在她而言,宁毅点头说过那几句话以后,就已经包含了几层意思:从山东回来,大家就不纠结了,自己跟云竹姐会在一起,不管是以他的女人的身份还是怎样的关系,这层关系既然有了,其余的事情也就方便得多,自己不用避开他跟云竹姐的亲密了,三个人都可以开开心心地过下去。至于其它的一些自己的身体是他的了这类琐事,当然是毋庸置疑没必要多想的,随他喜欢怎样自己就怎样,用不着讨论,天经地义。 Said these, in the room again is then peaceful, this quite shoddy vindicating was just conducted, the atmosphere is also somewhat ambiguous. Jin'er waited for the moment, sees him not to speak again, moves to start to wear the shoes and socks under his gaze to the bedside, Ning Yi sees her to lean the appearance of body, knits the brows: „A moment ago that...... also painful?” 说完这些,房间里便再度安静下来,这场比较拙劣的表白刚刚进行完,气氛也是有些暧昧的。锦儿等了片刻,见他没有再说话,挪到床边在他的注视下开始穿起鞋袜,宁毅见她侧着身子的样子,皱了皱眉:“刚才那个……还痛吗?” Jin'er lowers the head, the movement stops, after the moment, said in a soft voice: „Actually...... I also know that these days makes you very bothersome......” 锦儿低着头,动作停了停,片刻后轻声道:“其实……我也知道这几天让你很烦……” „Uh?” “呃?” „...... It is not your mistake, your recent matter so many, I have been spiteful with you. You discovered a moment ago I installed to faint, I was embarrassed, therefore wants to run, I also know that a little created a scene......” “……也不是你的错,你最近事情这么多,我还一直跟你赌气。刚才你发现我装晕,我不好意思,所以才想跑的,我也知道有点无理取闹……” „No matter what kind of, such always......” Ning Yi shakes the head, wants to apologize, originally is an awkward matter, if can naturally apologize like this, is a good deed, is only that side Jin'er, the words have not said. “不管怎么样,那样总是……”宁毅摇了摇头,想要道歉,本来是件尴尬的事情,如果能这样自然地道歉,是件好事,只是锦儿那边,话也没有说完。 „Actually in Goldwind House, I know has the person, likes hitting the person, will have to release to tie up. They usually are because the matter are many, the mood is worried, Liheng you...... like this......” her voice decreasing, are biting the lip, „...... also no strange......” “其实以前在金风楼,我知道有型人,也喜欢打人,有泄会把人绑起来。他们平日里都是因为事情多,心情烦闷,立恒你……喜欢这个……”她声音减低,咬着嘴唇,“……也没什么奇怪的……” „......?” Ning Yi faint gawked staring, „what was I likes this...... I a moment ago is not......” “……啊?”宁毅微微愣了愣,“什么叫我喜欢这个……我刚才不是……” Jin'er looks at his one eyes: „But...... your recent matter so many, perhaps is sad, wants...... to hit the person......” 锦儿看他一眼:“但是……你最近事情都这么多,也许是心情不好,想要……打人……” Ning Yi hand from the sky stops, looks at the Jin'er complexion crimson appearance, in a minute, has a look at own hand, recalled, the facial expression is complex, touches the chin: „Uh...... , if...... also perhaps......” 宁毅的手在空中停了停,看着锦儿脸色绯红的样子,片刻,又看看自己的手,回忆了一下,神情复杂,摸了摸下巴:“呃……如果是……也说不定……” Mentioned this kind of affair to come, two people many somewhat was also awkward, Jin'er sat in the bedside bends down the body to lower the head, moves finger to put on to oneself the embroidered shoes, dangling the cheek of hair blocking, was red like the tomato. 说起这样的事情来,两人多少也有些尴尬,锦儿坐在床边俯着身子低着头,挪动手指将绣鞋给自己穿上,垂下的发丝遮挡的脸蛋,红得像西红柿一样。 „I and I in Goldwind House, know many these matters......” lowers the head, that words are thin, if housefly, she said that stood up in the bedside, finger is twisting before the body, turns away from here, „Liheng you......, if thinks, I will be enduring, do not hit Sister Yunzhu...... also has I to be many posture...... to be able...... to do to you look at...... me and I first passed Ah…...” “我、我在金风楼,知道很多这些事的……”低头间,那话语细若蚊蝇,她一面说,一面在床边站起身来了,手指在身前绞着,背对这边,“立恒你……要是想的话,我会忍着的,你不要去打云竹姐……还有我会很多姿势……可以……做给你看……我、我先过去了啊……” This saying said, Jin'er left the room, Ning Yi sits there gawked the long time, the complexion was complex, soon after „Haha” smiled, he put out a hand to cover the forehead, probably experienced the most interesting matter, been able to bear smiling. 这话说完,锦儿离开房间,宁毅坐在那儿愣了半晌,脸色复杂,随后“哈哈”一声笑了出来,他伸手捂住额头,像是经历了最有趣的事情,忍不住的笑。 Really...... shoddy vindicating, might be called the representative works. 真是一场……拙劣的表白,堪称代表作了。 Even if to many years later, oneself will also remember...... 哪怕到很多年后,自己也会记得的……
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