LISIL :: Volume #4 野火

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The rain falls under the eave, the gloomy ray comes from the window photo, Ning Yi sat the period of time there, finally sighed, stood up the body. 雨落在檐下,晦暗的光芒从窗口照进来,宁毅在那儿坐了好一阵子,终于还是叹了口气,站起了身来。 The words cannot hear clearly, but the matter saw eventually clearly. Perhaps to also the good mistake, to also to belong to finally honestly, because to the present , can only acknowledge, this matter already is not in the range that he can control, since this, has to dice to acknowledge the defeat simply, at least do not make them receive the such farce to toss about in inside because of oneself again. 话是没能听清,但事情终究还是看得清楚了。对也好错也罢,到最终恐怕也只得归于坦诚,因为到了现在,也只能承认,这件事情已经不在他所能掌控的范围内,既然这样,也只好干干脆脆地投子认负,至少不要让她们再在里面因为自己而受这样的闹剧折腾。 Opens the door, the rain becomes in suddenly already very big, Jiangning sky soaks in a piece is black misty. Goes down the staircase, when outside Xing'er and Juan'er see him unexpectedly from the building, unusual being startled, he beckons with the hand gently, pushes the door to go in directly. In such sky has not lit the lamps, in the living room also seems dim, he passed sounded the gate of bedroom, inside originally also has some sound in broken bits, suddenly all peaceful. Ning Yi soon after knocked knocking. 推开门,雨在骤然间已经变得非常的大,江宁的天色浸在一片黑蒙蒙里。走下楼梯,等到外面的杏儿与娟儿见他竟从楼上下来,都是异常的吃惊,他轻轻摆了摆手,径直推门进去。这样的天色里没有掌灯,客厅中也显得昏暗,他过去敲响了卧室的门,里面原本还有些细碎的声响,一时间全都安静了下来。宁毅随后又敲了敲。 „I must come.” “我要进来了。” Said, he hand according to the doorknob, pushed single-handed, only listens to „ka”, that door bolt then broke, the gate opens slowly. Ning Yi also stood for several seconds in that takes a step, swept one toward that side. Sees only in the gloomy ray, Yunzhu stands in the bedside somewhat blushes however hugs both hands in the chest front, the surcoat has closed, but is the belt/bring has not tied, after seeming like looks like removes completely the light, simply has not put on the romantic feeling of clothes completely. Su Tan'er is standing in her front not far place, looks toward here, said the sound: „husband.” In the tone seems like a also has several points of gentle happy expression. 如此说了一句,他将手按在门把上,单手推了一下,只听“咔”的一声,那门闩便断了,门缓缓打开。宁毅在那才还站了几秒钟,才举步进去,朝那边扫了一眼。只见灰暗的光芒里,云竹站在床边微有些赧然地将双手抱在胸前,外袍已然合上,但系带并未系上,看起来简直就像是脱光光后还没完全穿好衣服的香艳感。苏檀儿就在她前方不远的地方站着,朝这边望来,说了声:“相公。”语气之中似乎还有几分轻柔的笑意。 Ning Yi looked at two, finally should not be excessive, then draws back slowly from the room, drew in the gate. He is not wanted to chat anything with two people directly, the previous words are unable to determine, at this time can also determine finally. The thought of Tan'er is stranger than the common female in certain aspects, is much more direct, raised the flare to reduce fever in the matter of building from her to be able initially to look comes out. 宁毅看了两眼,终于还是别过了头,然后从房间里缓缓退出去,拉上了门。他本就不是想要进去跟两人直接聊些什么,先前的话语无法确定,这时候也终于能够确定下来。檀儿的思维在某些方面比一般的女子要奇怪,同时也直接得多,从当初她提着火把去烧楼的事情里就能看得出来了。 She invited Yunzhu to come, kept silent about the related oneself related child related personal relationships and so on topic. No doubt also has side that she good is not willing to offend somebody. But at present at this time, proposes such to invite, does not have the difference/two kinds in the goal nature with the common female in the final analysis, nothing but is to know matter that in the heart most cares about. Before Ning Yi, will feel the doubts about the conduct of Tan'er, is because cares chaotically, actually does not need doubts. 她邀了云竹过来,绝口不提有关自己有关孩子有关私情之类的话题。固然也有她本身善良不愿伤人的一面。但眼下这个时候,提出这样的邀约,在目的性上归根结底与一般的女子还是没有两样的,无非是想要知道心中最关心的事情。宁毅之前会对檀儿的行事感到疑惑,也是因为关心则乱,其实是没有必要疑惑的。 He in building hesitant good, in downstairs room, already enough time has many matters. He does not know that Yunzhu actually in the bedroom room takes off the clothes, or has strangely, at sixes and sevens matter happened. However basically, unties that flash of clothes belt/bring in Yunzhu. Tan'er actually obtained all information that she wanted on already. 他在楼上犹豫了好一阵,楼下的房间里,已经足够时间发生许多事。他不知道在卧室房间里云竹到底有没有脱掉衣服,或者有没有更加古怪的、乱七八糟的事情发生。不过基本上来说,就在云竹解开衣带的那一瞬间。檀儿其实就已经得到她所想要的所有信息了。 He sat a while in the living room, making Xing'er hold the lamp bowl, crossed Yunzhu to hold Tan'er to come out from the room slightly. The Yunzhu look is complex, looked at Ning Yi one secretly, in the middle of the Tan'er look could not see too the clue of strange mood came, only in Yunzhu held she sat down, in a soft voice said the sentence thanked. 他在客厅里坐了一会儿,让杏儿掌起灯盏,过了一阵云竹才稍稍扶着檀儿从房间里出来。云竹神色复杂,偷偷看了宁毅一眼,檀儿的神色当中则看不出太多古怪情绪的端倪来,只在云竹扶她坐下时,轻声说了句谢谢。 „husband comes back such Ah… early...” “相公回来得这么早啊……” Tan'er spoke these words in a soft voice, then is extremely normal to discussing. She said invited Yunzhu to come back to the matter that she apologized, said several Yunzhu beforehand experiences, making one admire and so on. Before these things are Ning Yi, then knows. Yunzhu in the heart has the matter probably, starts to speak but hesitates, when Tan'er kept her within the home to finish eating the food to walk again, and when invites she had a look at the child, she somewhat afraid to say a word expressed the rejection: „home...... the also has some important matter must process, also has Younger Sister, waits for me to go back, the day under the such heavy rain, I will think...... another day......” 檀儿轻声说了这句话,接下来便是极为正常的对谈了。她说了邀云竹回来向她道歉的事,又说了几句云竹之前的经历,令人敬佩云云。这些事情都是宁毅以前便知道的。云竹大概心中有事,欲言又止,当檀儿留她在家中吃完饭再走,并且请她去看看孩子时,她有些吞吞吐吐地表示了拒绝:“家里……还有些要紧的事情要处理,还有个妹妹,等着我回去呢,天又下这么大雨了,我想……改天吧……” Looks at her look, really has the matter at heart. Ning Yi saw various fight and scheme against each other in the past. Now actually by no means likes the nearby person also falling into the middle of the such atmosphere, said probably several, Ning Yi makes Xing'er take the umbrella, when he delivered Yunzhu to go out, arrives at the eaves next, said in a soft voice: „Do not think. Tomorrow I look for you, even............” he cannot say that even finally own mood, Yunzhu starts to speak but hesitates, sees him to say like this, said: „Actually......”, but has not said anything, Xing'er then took two umbrellas to come. 看她神色,是真的心里有事。宁毅以往见惯了各种勾心斗角。如今却并不喜欢身边的人也陷入这样的气氛当中,大概又说了几句,宁毅让杏儿去拿雨伞,他送了云竹出门,走到屋檐下时,轻声道:“别多想了。明天我找你,就算……就算……”他最终也没能说完自己的心情,云竹欲言又止,见他这样说,道:“其实……”但也没说出什么,杏儿便拿了两把雨伞过来了。 Then the nature or Xing'er deliver Yunzhu to go out, when Ning Yi returns to the living room, the lamp point drags, Tan'er both hands hold the teacup to sit there are lost in thought. he pondered, soon after Tan'er returned to the bedroom in the past, Tan'er will press on his crook of the elbow, muttered one in a soft voice: „husband, before Young Lady Nie, is government authorities Young Lady.” 接下来自然还是杏儿送云竹出去,宁毅返回客厅时,灯点摇曳,檀儿双手捧着茶杯坐在那儿怔怔地出神。他想了想,随后过去起了檀儿回卧室,檀儿将头压在他臂弯上,轻声咕哝了一句:“相公,聂姑娘以前是官家小姐呢。” Ning Yi Um. 宁毅嗯了一声。 „No wonder I thought that her makings are really good, after experiencing such matter, can avoid getting contaminated growing from mud, the such female, is asks for everyone to like.” “难怪我觉得她的气质真好,经历了那样的事情之后,也能出淤泥而不染,这样的女子,才是讨所有人喜欢的吧。” Shows neither approval nor disapproval, Ning Yi Um, put down her to the bedside, when the face leaves the crook of the elbow, in the Su Tan'er eye is looking at him sparklingly, said in a soft voice: „Young Lady Nie is good to like your Ah…...” 不置可否的,宁毅又嗯了一句,到了床边将她放下,脸庞离开臂弯时,苏檀儿眼中亮晶晶地望着他,轻声道:“聂姑娘好喜欢你啊……” Ning Yi looks at her, on the Su Tan'er face has the complex and limpid smile, white teeth nips the lower lip, does not make the tears fall diligently with a smile. Ning Yi after the bedside sits down, she crawled strenuously, enclasped Ning Yi from the side, attracted the nose. 宁毅看着她,苏檀儿脸上带着复杂又清澈的笑容,贝齿咬了咬下唇,努力地笑着不让眼泪掉下来。宁毅在床边坐下后,她又吃力地爬了起来,从侧后方抱紧了宁毅,吸了吸鼻子。 „Generally speaking, had/left these things, at this time is also willing to visit to meet alone, if not for the character wants to find the person to scold irritably face to face, is that kind of character strong frank is also wronged repugnantly. When however Young Lady Nie visits, sees first, I then see her am not the such person, she is because likes husband you visiting.” “一般来说,出了这些事情,这个时候还愿意单独登门见面的,若不是性格火爆想要找人当面骂一顿,就是那类性格坚强光明磊落也讨厌受委屈的。可是聂姑娘一登门,见到第一面时,我便看出她不是这样的人啦,她是因为喜欢相公你才登门的。” Ning Yi is silent. In the will of the people human nature, grasping of Su Tan'er, even if were inferior that Ning Yi is so vicious, is extremely fierce, the Yunzhu behavior falls in her eyes, there is no secret, Ning Yi is unable to refute, Tan'er closely is holding his body, smiled, actually attracted the nose. 宁毅沉默着。于人心人性上,苏檀儿的掌握纵然不如宁毅这般老辣,也是极为厉害的,云竹的行为落在她的眼里,没有什么秘密可言,宁毅也无从反驳,檀儿紧紧抱着他的身体,笑了笑,却又是吸了吸鼻子。 „Young Lady Nie is also very sensible person, possibly is feared that husband you feel embarrassed, have too many troubles, therefore comes today, in her heart is possibly thinking, so long as she deals appropriately, others will not guess husband carelessly you. however she has not thought what is, I may go bad a lot compared with her, I told her husband you told others her are virgin's body, I do not know how this matter should tell the person, I want to take a look......” “聂姑娘也是很懂事的人呢,可能是怕相公你为难,有太多的麻烦,所以今天才过来的,她心中可能在想,只要她应对得体,别人就不会胡乱猜测相公你了。可是她没想过的是,我比她可坏得多啦,我跟她说,相公你告诉旁人她还是处子之身,我不知道这件事该怎么跟人去说,我想看看……” Her sound faint trembles, paused: „The such excessive request, her then heart was chaotic, husband you know that this matter that the female in side will not comply in any event, she pondered, promised...... me to understand at that time unexpectedly at that time. husband, Young Lady Nie she is really good to like your Ah…... her such female, disposition tenacious to this degree, looks at compares anything self-respect striving to improve to be heavy. however she likes you liking not wanting...... her to maintain one's moral integrity in the brothel the self-respect unexpectedly, rather starves to death does not lower the head, but she likes husband you liking not caring the self-respect unexpectedly......” 她的声音微微发抖,顿了一顿:“这么过分的要求,她当时的心就乱啦,相公你知道吗,这种在旁的女子无论如何都不会答应的事情,她当时想了想,竟然答应了……我当时就明白啦。相公,聂姑娘她真的好喜欢你啊……她这样的女子,心性坚韧到这种程度的,把自尊自强看得比什么都重。可是她喜欢你喜欢到竟连自尊都不要啦……她在青楼之中都能守身如玉,宁愿饿死都不低头的,可她喜欢相公你喜欢到竟连自尊都不在乎了……” Tan'er low nan, repeats this words in a soft voice, Ning Yi calmly is listening, passes the moment, asked one: „You...... you also really looked at Ah?” 檀儿轻声低喃,重复着这话语,宁毅静静地听着,过得片刻,才问了一句:“你……你还真的看了啊？” „husband you asked Young Lady Nie.” Su Tan'er replied. The general mood is grieved, even sound because of sobbing, but somewhat changed. She clenches teeth to shove open Ning Yi, lies down on the bed, choked, looks at the mosquito net ceiling, in a minute, Ning Yi also went to sleep in side abreast in row. “相公你去问聂姑娘啊。”苏檀儿回答过来。大概心情酸楚,连声音都因为哽咽而有些变了。她咬牙推开宁毅,在床上躺下去,一面哽咽,一面看着蚊帐顶棚,片刻,宁毅也在旁边并排睡下了。 „I...... the understanding had for a long time with Young Lady Nie......” “我跟聂姑娘……认识有很久了……” „In my heart cares.” Su Tan'er is sobbing the speech, broke Ning Yi. „I felt before, no matter the man does have the literary talent ability, is a scholar. Attends these literary meeting banquets, was favored by the girl, is very normal matter. Also has the literary talent like husband the able man, was liked by these miss families/home, even has any ambiguous matter, is natural. Before husband you always do not participate in these, I still am feeling odd at heart, felt husband you and these person too feel alienated, but I know afterward, I was actually like seriously......” “我心里面还是在意的。”苏檀儿哽咽着说话,打断了宁毅。“我以前觉得,男子不管有没有文采能力,是个读书人。去参加那些文会宴席,受女孩子青睐,是很正常的事情。像相公这样又有文采又有能力的男子,被那些姑娘家喜欢,就算有什么暧昧事情,都是理所当然的。以前相公你总是不参与这些,我还在心里感到奇怪,觉得相公你与这些人太疏离,可后来我知道,我心里其实是喜欢得不得了的……” This words more said. The sound that she choked even more was also serious, could not put out a hand to wipe to shed tears: „I am in these days every day and husband speak in the balcony, knew that gradually husband you, happened to Imperial merchant matter afterward, to the tour of afterward Hangzhou, I and I...... I am thinking again over the two days. Can be because I cannot previously, when husband by honest, must encounter the retribution Ah…...” 这话语越说。她哽咽的声音也就越发严重起来,伸手不住揩掉眼泪:“我是那些日子里每日与相公在阳台上说话,才渐渐认识相公你的,到后来皇商的事情发生,再到后来的杭州之行,我、我……这两天我在想。会不会是因为我先前不能待相公以诚,现在要遭到报应了啊……” „Sometimes I think that I will not be blocking husband these things, Little Chan, Hangzhou that Fort Master Liu. Person who husband has the skill, some people like, anti- could not block, let alone the man real man, three wife four concubines were considered as anything. The people in family/home always think that husband is marries into the wife's household, how what kind of, after may pass through Hangzhou these things, even before that I know, so long as husband wants to do, live-in son-in-law this status cannot limit husband. however...... wants to think at heart like this, I will feel very sad, uncomfortable, I care very much.” “我有时候想呢,我也是不会阻着相公这些事情的,小婵啊,杭州的那位刘寨主啊。相公是有本事的人,有些人喜欢,阻也阻不了,何况男子汉大丈夫,三妻四妾又算得了什么呢。家中的人总以为相公是入赘的,怎样怎样,可经过杭州的那些事情之后,甚至在那之前,我就知道只要相公想做,赘婿这个身份根本就限不住相公。可是……心里想是这样想,我还是会觉得很伤心,不舒服啊,我心里还是很在意的啊。” She is crying loudly: „You are my husband, you are my husband Ah…... may you be marries into the wife's household, you are marrying into the wife's household why...... you must marry into the wife's household, why you married me...... you do not marry into the wife's household initially Ah… on the line...” 她大声哭着:“你是我相公啊、你是我相公啊……可你就是入赘的嘛,你就是入赘的……你为什么要入赘啊,你当初娶我不就行了嘛……你为什么要入赘啊……” Ning Yi does not know how actually should say, by him, eventually only then the guilt of in his heart this matter shines, by his standpoint, which step regardless of matter happened , Su Tan'er is also good, Nie Yunzhu is also good, not wrong, how possibly to have the mistake. Has so cried, after venting one, the wife then restored some rationalities in the bosom, only listened to her to sob was saying: „husband you like her, I know that...... finds a time to marry her to pass through the gate......, if Young Lady Nie such, but also is...... is also can be joined to husband you......” 宁毅也不知道到底该如何去说,以他而言,这件事情映照的终究只有他心中的愧疚,以他的立场而言,无论事情发生到哪一步,苏檀儿也好,聂云竹也好,都是没有错的,怎么可能有错呢。如此哭过,发泄一阵之后,妻子便在怀中恢复了些许理性了,只听她哽咽着说道:“相公你喜欢她,我知道的,那就……找个时间娶她进门吧……若是聂姑娘这样的,还算是……还算是配得上相公你的……” „I have not thought must marry her to go home......” “我没有想过要娶她回家……” „...... Uh?” “……呃？” Ning Yi these words made Tan'er faint stare staring, will speak, only listened to „Ah—-” a pitiful yell sound tore outside wind sound/rumor curtain of rain, transmitted from afar. That pitiful yell sound is rending, calls pitifully, actually obviously the person in Su Residence mansion. Perhaps if the average person only thinks that was some place had/left what accident/surprise, some people were injured, but shortly after Ning Yi and Su Tan'er came back from Hangzhou, was quite sensitive to the such cry, at this time also gawked staring. The Ning Yi raising the head vision looked at the past toward the window, the Su Tan'er tears has not received, in the heart also wants to ask: „Why.” But in moment time, is listening to the sound in rain with Ning Yi together. 宁毅的这句话令得檀儿微微愣了愣,正要说话,只听“啊——”的一声惨叫声撕裂了外面的风声雨幕,远远传来。那惨叫声撕心裂肺,叫得凄惨,却显然还是苏府府中的人。若是一般人恐怕只以为是某个地方出了什么意外,有人受伤,但宁毅与苏檀儿才从杭州回来不久,对这样的叫声颇为敏感,这时候也就愣了愣。宁毅抬起头目光朝窗户望过去,苏檀儿泪水未收,心中还想问:“为什么。”但片刻时间内,也与宁毅一道听着雨中的动静。 After that pitiful yell, the sound in heavy rain is tranquil, swarming suddenly does not have the later reaction, but Su Family thought or has many people alarmed, crossed one again, the call and gong that the male servant warned boiled suddenly in the rain...... 那一声惨叫之后,大雨中的声响再度平静下来,远远近近的一时间没有后续反应,但苏家想必还是有许多的人被惊动了,再过得一阵,家丁示警的呼声、锣声陡然间在雨里沸腾起来了…… …… ……
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