Chapter 183
第183章Arrangement
安排„Shesaid that like this, listenedclearly?”
“她就是这样说的,听清楚了吗?”Beginningdawnreveals, mistfaintfluctuates, sitsnear the small buildingpreviousstair, Jin'ersaidthese wordsearnestly, someheartaches, was somewhat severe. Since all along, Ning Yihas workedto have the principlemethodicalness that oneselfrecognizes, canmakeheis speechless not many, butat this time, hethoughtbut actuallytrulywithout too manycansay. actually is not completely guiltyoraffected, hasaboutYunzhu, hasaboutTan'er, earlierhehad actually had the carefulconsideration, is onlywhateverconsideration, is not suitableto bring the argument.
晨曦初露,雾气微微浮动,坐在小楼之前的台阶边,锦儿认真地说出这句话来,其中有些心伤,也有些严厉。一贯以来,宁毅做事有自己认定的原则章法,能令他无话可说的时候不多,但这个时候,他倒觉得确实没有太多能说的。这其中,倒也不全然是内疚或感动,有关于云竹,有关于檀儿,早些时候他其实就有过仔细的考虑,只是无论怎样的考虑,都不适合拿来辩解。silent for a long time, hevisitsnearbyearnestJin'er, said with a smile: „ThereforelikedonYunzhu?”沉默半晌,他望望旁边认真的锦儿,笑道:“所以就喜欢上云竹了?”Jin'erwaited forhimto engage in introspection, ormanysitsinguiltytherea while, whoknows that Ning Yiturned the headto throw the issue, herfaintgawked: „Um.” After the moment, said that „, no matterwhat kind of, Ido not hopeSister Yunzhuin the futurelonelyfor a lifetime, she...... sheis so good, ifwhois unfair toher, byretribution! Youare in any case hopeless, might as wellget the hell outearlier......”锦儿原本等着他反省,或者多少坐在那儿内疚一阵子,谁知道宁毅转头将问题抛了回来,她微微一愣:“嗯。”片刻后,说道,“不管怎么样,我不希望云竹姐将来孤孤单单的一辈子,她……她那么好,谁要是对不起她,会遭报应的!你反正没指望,不如早点滚蛋……”„Youare hopeless......”
“你才没指望吧……”„I......”Jin'erlookfaintstagnates, „...... Iwill be accompanyingSister Yunzhuin any casein any case, Ilikeher......”
“我……”锦儿的神色微微一滞,“反正……反正我会陪着云竹姐,我喜欢她……”
This matterafter allrelativetaboopoint, even ifwith the Jin'ercharacter, just nowhas the courageafterNing Yilays cards on the table, at this timedid not have the meansagainrighteouslyto stateare too many.
这种事情毕竟相对禁忌一点,哪怕以锦儿的性格,方才鼓起勇气跟宁毅摊牌之后,这时也没有办法再理直气壮地陈述太多。Ning Yinods: „Um.”宁毅点点头:“嗯。”„Didn't youhave the wordsto say?”
“你就没话说吗?”„Youreallycare abouther, thisis the good deed.”Ning Yismiled, „, moreoverYunzhudoes not like the womanin any case......”
“你是真的关心她,这是好事啊。”宁毅笑了笑,“而且反正云竹不喜欢女人……”„You......”Jin'erstaredhisseveraleyesangrily, soon after„snort/hum”, thenmustset outto leave, Ning Yineverthelessputs out a hand, drewhersleeves: „PerhapsImade the mistake something.”
“你……”锦儿气鼓鼓地瞪了他几眼,随后“哼”的一声,便要起身离开,宁毅却是伸手过去,拉了拉她的衣袖:“我也许做错了一些事情。”Althoughonhisfacehas the smile, but the at this timeattitudeprovocation, Jin'erthendoes not sit downencouragingly, a moment later, onlyhearsNing Yi saying: „Ihave thoughtbeforeyourSister Yunzhumatter, thoughtsome time, afterwardmade a decision, but looking back now, not necessarilyis right.”
他脸上虽然有笑容,但此时的态度倒不似挑衅,锦儿这才勉为其难地坐下,片刻之后,只听得宁毅说道:“我以前想过你云竹姐的事情,想了一段时间,后来做了个决定,但现在看来,不见得是对的。”naturallyYunzhujusttohimrevealedaspirationtime, hetothesethings, has had the thoroughconsiderationonalready. At that time the Su Familycotton materialissuewas also happening, heintendedto help, withSu Tan'er, afterpassing through more than oneyear of being together, actuallyalsohadcertainfavorable impression. At that timehealsooncementionedthesematterswithOld QinandOld Kang, howsomewhatshouldprocessawkwardly.那是云竹刚刚向他吐露心声的时候,他对这些事情,就已经有过深入的考虑。当时苏家的布料问题也正在发生,他出手帮忙,与苏檀儿之间,在经过了一年多的相处之后,其实也有了一定的好感。那时他也曾经跟秦老、康老提了提这些事,有些为难该如何处理。Heis the dispositionresoluteperson, a whoseifreallydoes not havetofeeling, thenthisfemale appearsattractively, hedoes not spare a glanceevenagain. Onfirstis the high-ranking, the nearbywomandoes not lack, ifbyprettydegree, modernfemale, since***maintainswell, comescompared withYunzhuandTan'er, mustsay that canwin, actuallyalsomany. Naturally, thiscomparisondid not affirm, morelies in the styleis different, butNing Yipresentliking, mainlyalso from the disposition, inlikingas forappearancesuperficial appearance, occupying the ingredient are really not many.
他是心性果决之人,若是真对谁一点感觉都没有,那么即便这女子长得再漂亮,他也是不屑一顾。上一世身居高位,身边女人不缺,若论靓丽程度,现代的女子从***保养得好,比起云竹、檀儿来,要说能胜出的,其实也不少。当然,这种比较也不是那么肯定,更多的则在于风格不同,而宁毅如今的喜欢,主要也是来自于心性上,至于样貌皮相上的喜欢,占得成分却实在不多。Two peoplepositionsput at present, is unable to renouncewaits, withhistemper, worried on several th, actuallyalsoregarded the practical problemto process. So-calledpractical problem, does not look for the reason, does not care about the difficulties, in briefmatteralreadywasthis, do not repent, in briefthinks that a method of solutionalsobecame. Likehiminitiallyto the attitude that the Wū Familypersonlaid cards on the table, wasso, whyregardless of the reason, in briefcurrentlywerethisappearance, youplannedmymeto planyou, youwere despicableI to killyourentire familyandwill of the peopleto insatiably greedyinsufficientare insincere, butsaid that thesecanbe useful, the realitywas, at present, I alreadyGeneralwill dieyou, youwere always impossibleto callmesubordinateto be forgiving, already arrivedthisstep, howthenonlywithconsideringto walk.
两人的位置都摆在眼前,无法决绝以待的时候,以他的性子,苦恼几日,其实也就当成了现实问题来处理。所谓现实问题,也就是不寻找理由,不在意苦衷,总之事情已经是这样了,也不要自怨自艾,总之想一个解决的法子也就成了。如同他当初对乌家人摊牌的态度,也就是如此,不论理由为何,总之目前就是这个样子了,你算计我我算计你,你卑劣我要杀你全家兼人心不足蛇吞象也不厚道,但说这些又能有什么用,现实就是,眼下,我已经将军将死了你,你总不可能叫我手下留情吧,已经到了这一步,接下来就只用考虑怎样走下去。
The people are very always difficultto choosein the sentiment, Ning Yi have certainlythistendency, if the mattermay not, himbe have brave knightto breakresolute of wristcompared with the average person, but the at this timesituation, by no meansis serious, possibility of many cushionandoperation.
人在感情上总是很难做出取舍,宁毅当然也有这种倾向,如果事不可为,他能比一般人更有壮士断腕的果决,但此时的事态,却并不算严重,也就有很多缓冲与操作的可能。Gives the devil his due, hewill also think that the by no means of unfaithful/stamen of manregarding the womanis fair, actuallyhehas also thought that ifheandYunzhurelationsdevelopare quicker, hetoSu Familydid not havemanyfeelings the time, hewill accompanyYunzhuto leaveSu Family, leavesJiangning, makes a fresh startinotherplaces. IfheandTan'errelationsdevelopquickly, perhapsbetweenheandYunzhudid not have the furtherpossibility. But the realityso, wants is also useless.
平心而论,他也会觉得男人的花心对于女人来说并不公平,其实他也有想过,假如他与云竹的关系发展得更快一些,他对苏家还没有多少感觉的时候,他会陪着云竹离开苏家,离开江宁,在其它地方重新开始。若是他与檀儿的关系发展得更快,或许他与云竹之间就没有了进一步的可能。但现实如此,多想也是无益了。Regardless ofseparateswithYunzhuseparateswithTan'er, is very difficult, thenlet's do it like this then, inotheraspects, seeks the way of solution. Tan'er is actually has the woman of wrist/skillvery much, butby the Yunzhudisposition, actuallydoes not needto go to the Su Familygate, hecompletelywill arriveinotheraspectsfor the boyfriendforhusband'sresponsibility, for this reasonhehas actually also discussedwithYunzhu, said that he is not generally ableto leaveSu Family, saidtwo people the awkwardsituation that ifincanmeettogether, saidat that time, ifshereallywants an officialstatus, oneselfalsohas the means. Ifthistwo sides are really tomustcompelhimto make the decision the time, thatdecision, hecan certainlydo.
无论与云竹分开还是与檀儿分开,都很难,那么就这样吧,在其它的方面,寻求解决的途径。檀儿其实是个很有手腕的女人,而以云竹的心性,倒也无需去进苏家的门,他会在其它的方面尽到为男友为丈夫的责任,为此他其实也与云竹谈过,说了他大抵无法离开苏家,说了两人若在一起会遇上的尴尬情况,当时也说了若她真想要一个正式的名分,自己也不是没有办法。这两边如果真是到了要逼着他做决定的时候,那决定,他当然还是能做出来。Afterwardnaturally was thisgets down. WhenJin'erearnestmentionedthesewithhim, Ning Yiin the heart, naturallyalsohasto be movedandengage in introspection, in any event, own was really made the mistake something, regardingYunzhuhad a deficit, existencetruly, butwere more, did not have the meansto sayheremanytoJin'er. Headdedslightlyobviouslyseriously: „But, Iwill not makeyourSister Yunzhunot feelhappily, pledgedto do, theseresponsibilitymusttake. Jin'eryouareYunzhuare sincerely good, I am also very grateful......”
后来自然便是这样一路下来了。当锦儿认真的跟他说起这些的时候,宁毅的心中,自然也有着感动与反省,无论如何,自己的确是做错了一些事,对于云竹的亏欠,确确实实的存在着,但更多的,却没办法在这里跟锦儿说得太多了。他只是稍显严肃地补充道:“不过,我不会让你云竹姐觉得不开心,承诺做了,这些责任还是要负的。锦儿你真心为云竹好,我也很感激……”„You...... yousimplyhave not engaged in introspection!”
“你……你根本没反省!”Ning Yijust nowrestrainedslightlyearnest, looks atJin'erto tease: „Butyoudo not have the meansto letyourSister Yunzhuat heartbecomeshappy.”宁毅收敛了方才的稍许认真,望着锦儿戏谑道:“但是你也没办法让你云竹姐的心里变得开心啊。”„Whosaidme unable......”
“谁说我不能……”„Yunzhudoes not like the woman......”
“云竹不喜欢女人……”„Mayfollowyou, Sister Yunzhuwill be unhappy, sheis onlydoes not saythat's all, shecannot enteryour family'sgate, does not have anystatus, whichwomandoes not take seriouslythese.”Jin'erlightsnort/hum, „I said that Iacknowledged that youinotheraspects are also a goodman, butyoucould not solvethese, alwayssomeempty talk!”
“可跟着你,云竹姐会一直都不开心,她只是不说罢了,她又进不了你家的门,没有任何名分,哪个女人不重视这些呢。”锦儿轻哼一声,“我说了,我承认你在其它方面还算是个好男人,可你解决不了这些,总是些空话!”„Has the means that butis very difficult, perhapsattains the statusforcefully, finally is also moreunhappy...... naturallyIwill not wantseveralallsimultaneous/uniformbeautifulatthat time. HoweverIhave saidtoyourSister Yunzhu, Iam the live-in son-in-lawstatus, cannot enterwhatancestral temple, actuallyenterswhatSu Familyancestral templeIto have no interest, sounding is also very embarrassed, yourSister Yunzhuwill not cherishthisstatus......, butIguaranteed after Idied, wewill restin a grave, will not separatetwoplaces. Youthought that the statusis very important, butIfeelthis should a betterpoint......”
“不是没办法,但是很困难,也许强行拿到名分,最后也是更多的不开心……当然我不会在那种时候还非要几全齐美。不过我跟你云竹姐说过,我是赘婿身份,也进不了什么祠堂,其实进什么苏家祠堂我也没兴趣,听起来也很难堪吧,你云竹姐不会稀罕这种名分的……但我保证我死了以后,我们会睡在一个坟里,不会分隔两地。你觉得名分很重要,不过我觉得这样应该更好一点……”„Uh......”Jin'eris staring, gawked the long time, „youtalked nonsense, howpossibly......”
“呃……”锦儿瞪着眼睛,愣了半晌,“你胡说,怎么可能……”„It is not the presentdies.”Ning Yilaughs in spite of trying not, „also hasmanyyears, everyoneunderstands the matter that Ireallymusthandle, Su Familycannot block. Onlytroublesome, perhapsismyhome that butby that time, 70-80 years old, thesethingsshouldalsobe ableto secure the understanding.”
“又不是现在就死。”宁毅失笑,“还有很多年呢,大家会明白的,我真要做的事情,苏家挡不住。唯一麻烦的,恐怕是我家里的那位,不过到那个时候,七老八十了,这些事情应该也能取得谅解了吧。”he paused, soon aftershakes the head saying: „Nowsaid that thesealsotoo early, Heh, youmustlikeliking, mustwear the men's wearalsoalong withyou, Ido not blockyou, youcanletyourSister Yunzhuhappily, I will also feelhappy. Howeverahead of timetoldyou, thisIhad the self-confidencevery much, Brother Yuan, youdid not have the opportunity, onlysadlyfor a lifetime......”他顿了顿,随后摇头道:“现在说这些还太早了,呵,你要喜欢就喜欢,要穿男装也随得你,我又不拦你,你能让你云竹姐开开心心,我也会觉得高兴。不过提前告诉你,这个我很有自信,元兄弟,你没有机会的,只会伤心一辈子……”
A Ning Yiindifferentattitude, Jin'eronlythoughtsuddenlythisfellow was really hateful, was madlong time, clenched teeth saying: „Wait and see!”Shewas likingSister Yunzhuthismatterbeing very disturbedforoneself, but since Ning Yiso hateful, shealsothought that oneselfdoes not needto feelfor this reasonembarrassed. Says the aggressive statement, turned aroundreturns to the room, Ning Yiturn headlooks atherback, smiledunconsciously.宁毅一副无所谓的态度,一时间锦儿只觉得这家伙真是太可恶了,气了半晌,咬牙道:“等着瞧!”她原本为着自己喜欢上了云竹姐这件事很是忐忑,但既然宁毅这么可恶,她也就觉得自己没必要为此感到不好意思了。撂下狠话,转身回房,宁毅回头看着她的背影,不觉又笑了出来。It is said the femalehas the bisexualitytendency, thismatterNing Yiis not an authority, butJin'erthissentimentmustsay that reallyhad the lovetoYunzhu, was actually difficultto say. A little can actually affirm,sheis really caring aboutthisElder Sister, worriesforher, defends against injusticeforher, if the opposite partyis a male, henaturallywillthink that in the hearthas the obstruction, butmatter happened onJin'er, shecanreallyhavethistypetoYunzhusuch as the family memberlike the blood relationshipsentiment, Ning Yifeelsverygood.
据说女性多有双性恋倾向,这事情宁毅不是权威,但锦儿这种感情要说是不是真的对云竹发生了爱情,其实是难说的。有一点却能够肯定,她是真的在意着这个姐姐,为她担忧、为她打抱不平,如果对方是个男的,他自然会觉得心中有芥蒂,但事情发生在锦儿身上,她能够真的对云竹有这种如亲人如血缘般的感情,宁毅觉得很好。
The Yunzhuparentsdoubleperish, does not have the family memberagain, afterGoldwind House***comes, is only bound by a common destinywithHutao (walnut), isbecause after sheandNing Yisentimentaldetermination, in the hearthad the backing, marriesHutao (walnut). After thatNing Yisaidmakesherdo obeisanceOld QinisAdoptive Father, eventuallyis an exchange of benefit, even ifOld Qinbenevolent, tosomeYunzhualsoapprovals, butis is very naturally difficultto become the truefamily member, Jin'eris different, theycanbe constantly togetherdepend uponmutually, Yunzhucanmanysustenance, Ning Yialsobehappy.云竹父母双亡,再无亲人,从金风楼***来之后,只与胡桃相依为命,也是因为她与宁毅的感情确定之后,心中有了依托,才将胡桃嫁了出去。此后宁毅说让她拜秦老为义父,终究是一种利益的交换,哪怕秦老仁和,对云竹也有些认同,但自然还是很难成为真正的亲人的,锦儿却不同,她们能够朝夕相处互相依靠,云竹能多个寄托,宁毅也会感到高兴。Statusthing is very difficultto give, but many other aspects, he alreadywill decidetoYunzhuwell, will naturally also achieve the matter. With the Yunzhutemper, even ifJin'er is really a man, is very difficultto makeherbreak faith, amongtwo peopleis the homogeneity, withouther who thisaspectfavorsis naturally insufficientbyJin'erto be really gradually influencedspilling, if so, perhapsalso can only show that ownfailed...... Jin'erto accompanyinhernearby, in briefwaswhole-heartedlywas goodforher, oneselfwhy was not also natural, goodalwaysto be remindingoneself, hadinterestingspilling, eyed covetouslyinsidemomentarily.
名分这东西或许很难给,但其它的许多方面,他已经决定会对云竹好好的,自然也会将事情做到。以云竹的性子,哪怕锦儿真是男人,都很难让她变心,两人之间又是同性,没有这方面倾向的她自然不至于真被锦儿熏陶成了拉拉,若真是那样,或许也只能证明自己的失败了……锦儿陪在她身边,总之是全心全意的为她好,自己又何妨大方一点,也好随时提醒着自己,有个有趣的拉拉,随时在旁边虎视眈眈呢。Hesmiledone here, soon afterto the living room, repeated a matter of going for a walkmeetingtoYunzhuandJin'er: „When the time comesBrother Yuanalsogoestogether......”
他在这边笑了一阵,随后去往客厅,向云竹与锦儿复述了一下踏青会的事情:“到时候元兄弟也一块去吧……”Ning YiusuallyandJin'erbickers, variousstrangenamesuseful, at this timecalledher„Brother Yuan”, Yunzhuactuallyby no meanscared, butgraspednearbyYounger Sisterhandto say with a smile: „Jin'ernaturallyisaccompaniesmeto gotogether.”宁毅平日与锦儿斗嘴,各种古怪的称呼都有用过,此时叫她“元兄弟”,云竹倒也并不在意,只是握着身边妹妹的手笑道:“锦儿自然是陪我一块儿去的。”In that morningwent home, had the breakfast the timefinds itinteresting, smiled, Tan'erasked that hewhat happened, hesaid with a smile: „Ihave a friend...... sheamfemale......”
这天早上回到家,吃早餐的时候又觉得有趣,不禁笑了起来,檀儿问他发生了什么事,他笑道:“我有个朋友……她是个女的……”„Um?” The Su Tan'ersmilealsorevealed the vigilance of faintwhenbeing interested, one sideChan'erJuan'erXing'erencircled, Ning Yithenresponded,looked the momentwiththem: „Wú, shelikes the woman.”
“嗯?”苏檀儿的笑容在感兴趣之余也露出了微微的警惕,一旁婵儿娟儿杏儿都围了过来,宁毅这才反应过来,与她们对望片刻:“唔,她喜欢女人。”„Ah?”Tan'erinstantaneouslybecamewiththreemaidservantexpressionsstrange, Chan'eraskednearbyXing'erlow voice: „Liking...... is notthatlikes......”
“啊?”檀儿与三名丫鬟的表情瞬间变得古怪了,婵儿小声问身边的杏儿:“喜欢……不是那个喜欢吧……”„Naturallyyes......”
“当然是啦……”Su Tan'erfaintreveals the learnedappearance: „Actually...... actuallythismattersome......”actuallyshedid not knowaboutthismatter.苏檀儿微微露出博学的样子:“其实……其实这种事情也是有的……”其实她对这事也不了解。„Um, Young Lady, Ithought that Juan'erlikesChan'erOh......”
“嗯,小姐,我觉得娟儿就喜欢婵儿哦……”„Whatactuallyothers like Sister Xing'er......”
“其实人家喜欢的是杏儿姐……”In the room, severalpeople of chattering continuously, merriment, makesto be red in the faceoccasionally. Butwith the Qingming Festivaldaywas near, twodayslater, Qin FamilySecond Young MasterQin Shaoqianalsoalreadycame back......
房间里,几人叽叽喳喳,笑闹一番,偶尔弄得面红耳赤。而随着清明节的日近,两天之后,秦家的二少秦绍谦也已经回来了……
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