LISIL :: Volume #3 龙蛇

#181: Liking

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Chapter 181 第181章 Liking 喜欢 In the morning wakes, outside it is black, decorated boat drives from the river surface outside small building, indistinct light. At this time, the person on decorated boat should also already rest, but is listening carefully, that side actually also heard the slight music, did not know is who, by this time, but also in play the zither. 清晨醒过来的时候,外面的天还黑着,一艘画舫从小楼外的河面上驶过去,隐约的灯光。这个时候,画舫上的人应该也都已经睡了,但仔细听着,那边却还传来了轻微的乐声,也不知道是谁,到了这个时候,还在弹琴。 „Dryondras and three rain, did not say that the feeling at parting painstakingly...... is being the accent of funnel, which ship?” “梧桐树、三更雨,不道离情正苦……是更漏子的调呢,哪家的船？” In the room no light, saw the floating among the window mullions the ray, Nie Yunzhu already woke up, wore the pale blue small clothes to plan to sit, soon after held in the arms the body by nearby bed partner, bang lay down, Jin'er in her shoulder camber arch, like only hypersomnia young pig. 房间里没什么灯光,自窗棂间望见浮动的光芒,聂云竹已经醒来了,穿着月白小衣打算坐起来,随后又被旁边的床伴搂住了身子,砰的躺回去,锦儿在她的肩膀上拱啊拱的,像只嗜睡的小猪。 „Wú, does not sleep late at night, harasses a person of clear dream......” “唔,三更半夜不睡觉,扰人清梦……” „Day is quick.” “天快亮啦。” „Dawn did not rest, will therefore definitely doze off during the daytime.” Jin'er hit big yawn, is shutting the eye has not opened, a moment later muttered: „Dryondra, three rain...... say the autumn obviously, was to bestow on a newly coined phrase said worried......” “天亮了都不睡,所以白天肯定会打瞌睡的。”锦儿打了个大呵欠,闭着的眼睛没有睁开,片刻之后才咕哝道:“梧桐树,三更雨……明明是说秋天,为赋新词强说愁……” Yunzhu smiles in the bedding: „What others said is the feeling at parting, you actually must say that perhaps the season...... had any important person to leave.” 云竹在被褥中笑起来:“人家说的是离情,你却要说时节……或许是有什么重要的人离开了吧。” „Sister Yunzhu you cared about the feeling at parting recently......” “云竹姐你最近就在乎离情吧……” „Therefore must seize the opportunity to gather with him.” “所以才要抓住机会与他相聚啊。” „Also really not bashful......” Jin'er is muttering, „Sister Yunzhu do you really want to be clear? Others already had the wife, really...... incorrect.” “还真不害臊……”锦儿咕哝着,“云竹姐你真想清楚了？人家都已经有妻子了,真的……不行的。” Similar words several months ago actually had said many times, the Yunzhu attitude is firm, in these date and time Jin'er does not say, but has only separated oneself in the action between Yunzhu and Ning Yi, making them have no progress. But honestly speaking comes, even no progress, two people can still feel at ease whatever the circumstances, shoot play the zither to sing gathering then also feel satisfiedly. 类似的话语几个月前其实就说过不少次,云竹态度坚定,这些时日里锦儿不说,但只在行动上一直将自己隔在云竹与宁毅之间,让他们没什么进展。但老实说来,就算没什么进展,两人偏也能随遇而安,弹弹琴唱唱歌聚一聚便也觉得满足了。 Sister Yunzhu has the such disposition she is understands that in the past, the merry open-minded man resulted in the female favor after again, thinks is enters the inner chamber from the main room, resulted in the pure body of woman, the so many year in Goldwind House, Jin'er is also clear. Ning Yi can remain unmoved regarding this, really made Jin'er somewhat admire. 云竹姐有这样的心性她是明白的,不过在以往,再风流豁达的男子得了女子欢心之后,所想的不过都是登堂入室,得了女人的清白身子,在金风楼中这么多年,锦儿也是明明白白。宁毅对此能够不为所动,却也实在令锦儿有些佩服。 Recently for serveral days, it is said Ning Yi to after summer, with his wife toward Su and Han one line, will it is estimated that also live the last several months. Detected the day that can gather are not many, Yunzhu then also treasures can with the opportunity that the opposite party meets. Jin'er watches, then also even more feels the worry. Their this status females, when had status the wife of man, for the time being said is the life, that also recognized, may Ning Yi, the nevertheless even/including concubine room be also difficult to bear, this also...... went too far. 最近这些天来,据说宁毅到了夏天之后将与他那妻子往苏杭一行,估计还会住上几个月的时间。察觉到能够相聚的日子不多,云竹便也更加珍惜着能与对方相会的机会。锦儿看在眼里,便也愈发觉得烦恼。她们这种身份的女子,当不了有身份的男子的正妻,姑且说是命,那也认了,可在宁毅这边,却是连妾室也难当的,这也就……太过分了。 For the friend is the friend, is opponent, or, even if were when Goldwind House can initially for the en guest of supporting, will give the devil his due she to appreciate Ning Yi this man. But at this matter, the reason told her Sister Yunzhu and Ning Yi might as well divvies up, otherwise later definitely will have many sad. Therefore to this early morning, she could not bear also ask the question. 为朋为友,为冤家对头,又或者哪怕是当初在金风楼时能够为捧场的恩客,平心而论她都会欣赏宁毅这种男子。但只是在这件事上,理智告诉她云竹姐与宁毅还不如分掉呢,否则以后肯定会有很多伤心的。于是到得这个凌晨时分,她还是忍不住将问题又问了出来。 Yunzhu smiled: „During one's lifetime, can find the man who can entrust, already was very good.” 云竹笑了笑:“人生在世,能找到一个可以托付的男子,已经很不错了啊。” „How could not marry to entrust Ah? when beyond room same was being raised?” “一直都嫁不了怎么托付啊？就当个外室一样的被养着？” „...... Jin'er, let me tell you.” Yunzhu thought a while, just now says, soon after made up one, „do not laugh at me.” “……锦儿,我跟你说。”云竹想了一会儿,方才开口说道,随后又补了一句,“你别笑我啊。” „Um.” “嗯。” „I previously also want after a period of time, to be possible one day to feel that became a granny when I was 60 years old, I can also getting out of bed early, then the day also not bright, he took a walk from that side, I am also waiting for him here. That is also very good matter.” “我先前也想过一段时间,可后来有一天就觉得,等到我60岁的时候了,成了个老婆婆,我也能早早的起床,然后天还没亮,他从那边散步过来了,我还在这里等着他。那也是很好的事情啊。” „......” Jin'er is silent. “……”锦儿沉默下来。 „I know that Jin'er you must laugh at me, therefore I had not said sometimes...... I also felt, perhaps he comes to speak with me every day , because I am also good-looking reason —— in his heart not necessarily some to think like this, may have the such reason unavoidably, some Scholar talent, actually is not for all shows off before the woman writes the poetry, composing a poem word of however before the pretty woman always compares before the granny writes the poetry to be interesting.” “我知道锦儿你要笑我,所以我一直没说……我有时候也觉得,也许他现在每天过来跟我说话,是因为我还长得漂亮的原因——他心中未必有去这样想,可难免有这样的原因吧,有些文人才子,倒也不是全为了在女人面前出风头才写诗词,可是在漂亮的女人面前写写诗词总比在个老婆婆面前写诗词有趣。” Yunzhu said with a smile: „Perhaps to dozens years later, he did not like listening to me to speak, because I could not say any interesting matter to come, in however most time, I like to believe him. He is willing to speak to me, because not only I attractive nothing more. Jin'er, I always felt, if lives for the female, because of being good-looking but resulted in liking of person, then to you unattractive time, was loathed is not the natural matter, must have other things, seems Liheng to quarrel with you, not necessarily thought that Jin'er you are attractive, but thought Jin'er your interesting Ah…... I have the place that other can be liked probably.” 云竹笑道:“也许到几十年后,他就不爱听我说话了,因为我也说不出什么有趣的事情来,可是大多数的时间里,我还是愿意相信他。他愿意跟我说话,不只是因为我长得漂亮而已。锦儿,我总觉得,若生为女子,只是因为长得漂亮而得了人的喜欢,那么到你不漂亮的时候,被人厌恶不也是理所当然的事情么,总得有其它的东西呢,就好像立恒跟你吵嘴,未必是觉得锦儿你漂亮,而是觉得锦儿你有趣啊……我大概也有其它能被喜欢的地方吧。” „Naturally has!” Jin'er said, „Sister Yunzhu you were needless also to say me, I thought on the contrary he was uninteresting. Smelly man!” “当然有！”锦儿说道,“不过云竹姐你不用把我也说进来,我反倒觉得他一点也不有趣。臭男人！” „If can have ten years, perhaps the sentiment of accumulation naturally can also to 20 years, then 30 years and 40 years, he from here in the past, speak the matter that to me every day will also turn into cannot discard. Jin'er, I felt, since oneself can be somewhat self-confident, knows that Liheng is not quite the same as others, then can also probably some confidence, if this also not good...... that time then also can only say the oneself cruel fate, but I have only thought must give him oneself this person, what means does that have?” “若能有十年,积累的感情自然也能到二十年,然后三十年、四十年,也许他每天从这里过去,跟我说说话就也会变成丢不掉的事情。锦儿,我觉得既然自己能有些自信,也知道立恒跟其他人不太一样,接下来大概也就能有些信心了,若是这样还不行……那时候便也只能说自己命苦了吧,不过我只想过要把自己给他这一个人,那又有什么办法呢？” Jin'er silent for a long time, soon after held Yunzhu tightened, two people in any case were the females, usually in rested in the same place, embracing was also the routine matter, but these hugged actually feels slightly somewhat differently, but Yunzhu actually could not feel that different actually was anything. A moment later Jin'er mumbled: „That gives me......” 锦儿沉默半晌,随后将云竹抱得更紧了些,两人反正都是女子,平日里睡在一起,搂搂抱抱也是常事了,只是这一下拥抱却稍稍感觉有些不同,但云竹倒也感觉不出那不同到底是什么。只是片刻之后锦儿嘟囔道:“那就给我吧……” „Heh, Jin'er you will also meet oneself the man who in the future wants to entrust.” “呵,锦儿你将来也会遇上自己想要托付的男人的。” „Does not want, I must accompany Sister Yunzhu, when that Ning Yi will become the heartless person in the future, we are turning into two grannies to be good together.” “不要,我要陪着云竹姐,等到将来那个宁毅成了负心人,我们就在一起变成两个老婆婆好了。” „I do not want heartless. Moreover Jin'er you are only the person who has not met to like......” “我可不想被负心呢。而且锦儿你只是没遇上喜欢的人……” „I have.” “我有啊。” „Um?” “嗯？” „Before you had said to Sister Yunzhu, early several years of time has a boy who came from Bianjing (Kaifeng), is longer much attractively, seeming like like the girl simply, but I determined that he is not a girl, Um, I liked Ah…... I being willing to accompany Sister Yunzhu at that time you.” “以前跟云竹姐你说过了啊,早几年的时候有个从汴京来的男孩子,长得好漂亮,看起来简直跟女孩子一样,不过我确定他不是女孩子啊,嗯,那个时候我就喜欢上了啊……不过我还是愿意陪着云竹姐你。” Yunzhu narrowed the eye ill-humoredly: „...... I am very touched.” 云竹将眼睛没好气地眯了起来:“……我很感动。” „The appearance that Wú, Sister Yunzhu you speak now really looks like that hateful Ning Yi...... I not to make you in together......” “唔,云竹姐你现在说话的样子真像那个可恶的宁毅……不过我是不会让你们在一起的……” ***************** ***************** Like these days of past, chatted a while on the bed, Yunzhu first got out of bed. At this time in the living room actually the already turning on a light light, Jin'er maidservant Kou'er adapted to two Lord work and rest, gets up early compared with them, heated the hot water of washing the face, waited for Yunzhu to use. 如同以往的那些日子,在床上聊了一会儿,云竹还是先起床了。此时客厅里其实已经亮起了灯光,锦儿的丫鬟扣儿适应了两位主人的作息,起得比她们更早一些,烧好了洗脸的热水,等着云竹起来用。 Puts on consistent simple dress, made the appearance slightly, Yunzhu blows out the light, soon after went out that side the living room. Waits for in time that Ning Yi comes, she will brew up pot tea well, during this, or has a look at some books, estimates a music. As she said that her likable place, is not only longer much nothing more. 穿好一贯朴素的衣裙,稍作打扮,云竹吹熄了灯光,随后出去了客厅那边。等待宁毅过来的时间里,她会好好的泡上一壶茶,这期间或是看看一些书,揣摩一番乐谱。如同她所说的,她令人喜欢的地方,不仅是长得美丽而已。 In the past in the brothel, estimated and browses various types of things, to let all kinds of people liked on oneself, at this time her browsing, goal nevertheless turned into a person from many people. Although said when that Ning Yi has not appeared, when Sister Yunzhu also has these people to live alone the hobby, at this time, hobby she definitely also in more estimates Ning Yi actually to like anything, cannot say the utility, but Jin'er knows that Sister Yunzhu cares about that fellow like this. 以往在青楼之中,揣摩与涉猎各种东西,是为了让各种各样的人喜欢上自己,此时她的涉猎,目的却是从许多人变成了一个人。虽然说那个宁毅未出现之时,云竹姐也有着这些一个人独处时的爱好,但这时候,爱好之余她肯定也在更多的揣摩着宁毅到底会喜欢些什么,不能说功利,但锦儿知道云竹姐就是这样在乎那个家伙。 The young girls lie down in the quilt, was warmed is coercing, feels warm. This has from warm in the bedding, came from the body temperature that Sister Yunzhu leaves behind, but also has in the mood, came from just now the speech of Sister Yunzhu. She thought that the body and mind relax very much, but is unable to fall asleep. 少女躺在被子里,被温暖裹挟着,觉得暖洋洋的。这温暖有来自于被褥,来自于云竹姐留下的体温,但也有着情绪上的,来自于方才云竹姐的说话。她觉得身体与心神都很放松,可就是无法睡着。 She thought that oneself likes Sister Yunzhu. 她觉得自己是喜欢上云竹姐了。 In the past she was also likes, Sister Yunzhu was very fierce, initially she when Goldwind House, Sister Yunzhu had not opened a shop she then thought that Sister Yunzhu was very fierce. Can take off/escape record/native place to oneself without hesitation, broke the past relation, such Sister Yunzhu, is really very fierce. Afterward she followed Sister Yunzhu to run to sell the preserved egg, naturally also has to sell the reason that the preserved egg made money very much. She is not strong, everything always must consider the realistic level thing. But Sister Yunzhu is very fierce, although Aunt Yang and others said that she is very strange, but Jin'er feels her like Sun, if oneself can follow she, can perhaps become almost fierce, goes very extraordinary place. 以往她也是喜欢的,云竹姐很厉害,当初她在金风楼中,云竹姐还未开店时她便觉得云竹姐很厉害。可以毫不犹豫地给自己脱籍,断了以往的联系,这样的云竹姐,真的是很厉害。后来她跟着云竹姐跑去卖皮蛋,当然也有着卖皮蛋很赚钱的理由。她没有那么强,凡事总还得考虑现实层面的东西。可云竹姐很厉害,虽然杨妈妈和其他人都说她很怪,但锦儿却觉得她就像太阳一样,如果自己能跟着她,也许就能变得差不多厉害,到达很了不起的地方。 She has liked Sister Yunzhu, this point is without a doubt. however after Sister Yunzhu said these words, she thought that oneself liked, unlike beforehand liking somewhat, this is liking of more personal also approaching. Listened to her to say here liking to another man, oneself will also feel warm unexpectedly, oneself should be angry for her „lacking self-respect” is right, however at this time, but thought that liked. 她一直喜欢云竹姐,这一点毋庸置疑。可是在云竹姐说了这些话之后,她觉得自己更喜欢了,跟以前的喜欢有些不一样,这是更私人也更靠近的喜欢。听着她在这里说着对另一个男人的喜欢,自己竟也会觉得暖洋洋的,原本自己该为了她的“不自爱”而生气才对,可是这时候,只是觉得更喜欢了。 Now was unable to distinguish this sentiment very well warm, however in this middle, she already decided. Sister Yunzhu and between Ning Yi that bastards is doomed not to have the result, but this are not related even, oneself then gives her the own sentiment. 现在还无法很好地分辨这种感情,可是在这温暖当中,她已经决定了。云竹姐跟宁毅那个坏蛋之间是注定没有结果的,可就算是这样也没关系,自己便把自己的感情给她吧。 At this time is in Yunzhu by no means outside room to know that in room Jin'er below decision, was supposing time already is similar, perhaps Ning Yi also got up. She sat a while on the stair, pale blue dress seems simple and beautiful in the fragrant yellow light, the long skirt hem cover lives in the embroidered shoes on foot, from time to time will look at toward one of the path, it seems like, just like exiles to fall the fairy maiden of this world by far. From knew with Ning Yi, every day after meeting, her attire as before was the past style, but in the appearance, actually put the thoughts compared with before, became not many, was only more careful than nothing more the past. 此时身在屋外的云竹并不知道房间里锦儿所下的决定,估摸着时间已经差不多,宁毅或许也起来了。她在台阶上坐了一会儿,月白的衣裙在馨黄的灯光中显得清丽,长长的裙摆罩住足上的绣鞋,时而会朝着道路的一头望一望,远远看来,犹如谪落凡尘的仙子。自与宁毅认识,每日见面之后,她的衣着依旧是往日的风格,但在打扮上,其实是要比以前更花心思的,变得不多,只是比以往更上心了而已。 Had anything drop on the back of the hand, seeped coolly, she held up the back of the hand to look, soon after raised the head. 无意之间,有什么东西滴在了手背上,凉沁沁的,她举起手背看了看,随后抬起头来。 „Rains......” “下雨了……” The fine rain of falling gently drops from the clouds, pure brightness around, the itself/Ben is the rainy season, is not the strange matter. From summer only one month, the rain gets down a morning, she was then short with an opportunity that Ning Yi meets, so wants to come, unavoidably somewhat loses...... 飘落的雨丝从天而降,清明前后,本就是阴雨霏霏的季节,原也不是什么奇怪的事情。只是距离夏日仅有一个月的时间,雨下一个早晨,她便少了与宁毅碰面的一次机会,如此想来,不免有些失落…… Before long Jin'er also got up, has a look fine rain that out of the door falls gently, unexpectedly also somewhat regrettable appearance: „Um? The fellow has no way...... the also has some words to him tell today.” 不一会儿锦儿也起来了,看看门外飘落的雨丝,竟也有些遗憾的样子:“嗯？那家伙今天没法来了么……本来还有些话要跟他说的。” The spring rain season, often one is a long time, was good then arrives at afternoon to stop because of this time rain, 2nd day in the morning, Jin'er also gets out of bed with Yunzhu together, when Ning Yi came, the preparation must speak some words to him. Naturally, in her opinion, this should be called the negotiations. 春雨时节,往往一下便是很长一段时间,好在这次的雨到得下午便停了,第二天清晨,锦儿也随着云竹一块起了床,等到宁毅过来时,准备要跟他说些话。当然,在她看来,这个应该叫谈判。
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