Many years later, Li Shishi will remember Wu Dynasty Jǐng-Hàn 13 years of Bianliang frequently. 许多年后,李师师常常会想起武朝景翰十三年的汴梁。 The eve of south naturally Jurchen people coming, Bianliang in memory is warm and lively, the building and eaves between eyes are passing the aura of piping time of peace in a big way, Fan House in the Imperial Street eastern end, setting sun sprinkles from that end of street. The time always autumn, the warm golden yellow, the poetry music in pedestrian and building in downtown hands over reflects mutually. 那是女真人南来的前夕,记忆中的汴梁温暖而繁华,眼目间的楼宇、屋檐透着太平盛世的气息,矾楼在御街的东头,夕阳大大的从街道的那一端洒来。时间总是秋天,温暖的金黄色,街市上的行人与楼宇中的诗文乐声交相互映。 Such liveliness, always after the rain hits the wind blows in the memory seems more profound. 那样的繁华,总在雨打风吹去后才在记忆里显得更为深刻。 Recalls regarding such, Ning Yi has other fallacies and absurdities. 对于这样的回忆,宁毅则有其它的一番歪理邪说。 „Is the merit of pigment.” “都是颜料的功劳。” Appears many appeal men always not to vow solemnly: „From ancient to present the so many year, we can use on color, is actually not many, for example builds the house, the successful pigment is very expensive/noble, very difficult to remain in the villages rural area . In the past Bianliang seemed lively, was because some house at least colors, had the maintenance, after the rural area was not the cob brick cow dung......, when the industry developed, you will discover, the liveliness of Bianliang, was actually not worth mentioning.” 显得没有多少情趣的男人对此总是信誓旦旦:“从古到今这么多年,我们能够利用上的颜色,其实是不多的,比如说砌房子,大红大紫的颜料就很贵,也很难在乡镇农村里留下来,。当年汴梁显得繁华,是因为房子至少有些颜色、有维护,不像农村都是土砖牛粪……等到工业发展起来以后,你会发现,汴梁的繁华,其实也不值一提了。” Said that Ning Yi of this words somewhat is actually not worth mentioning on the aesthetic appreciation, he requested people to brush one entire to stop up afterward frequently white the wall, making one look seemed like with another place that the mountains and rivers were incompatible. He can poetry, but is very obvious, by no means understands to paint. 说这种话的宁毅在审美上其实也有些不值一提,他后来常常要求人们把墙刷成一整堵白的,让人看了像是到了与山山水水格格不入的另一个地方。他会诗文,但很显然,并不懂得作画。 Bianliang in memory always autumn, always in the evening, big setting sun warms very attractively. naturally Wu Dynasty 200 years of lively setting sun, in another angle, perhaps is because that period of life of Li Shishi also arrived at end at that time. She relies on as Fan House Queen of Flowers in the day of near the window napping soon passed, her within the heart is hesitating the future choice. 记忆中的汴梁总是秋天,也总是傍晚,大大的夕阳暖得很漂亮。那是武朝两百年繁华的夕阳,在另一个角度上,或许是因为当时李师师的那段生活也走到了末尾。她作为矾楼花魁倚在窗户边上打盹的日子即将过去了,她在心中犹豫着将来的选择。 Cannot do to decide. 没能做下决定。 Loose was always hit the wind to blow by the rain, huge, changes ** time, such advanced her towering at present, advances the front of peaceful 200 years of Wu Dynasty common people. 风流总被雨打风吹去,一个巨大的、变**的时代,就那样突兀地推到了她的眼前,也推到承平两百年的武朝百姓的面前。 She remembered past oneself, remembered these people that in Fan House came and went, to remember to congratulate Leier, people in the darkness jolted, the big hand of destiny grasped everyone's line, tore crudely, from then on, the lines of some people went to completely the inscrutable place, the lines of some people broke in in the air. 她想起当年的自己,也想起矾楼中来来往往的那些人、想起贺蕾儿,人们在黑暗中颠簸,命运的大手抓起所有人的线,粗暴地撕扯了一把,从那以后,有人的线去往了完全不能预测的地方,有人的线断在了空中。 That moment when the line of sight can stop slightly, world already turns into another appearance. 当视线能够稍稍停下来的那一刻,世界已经变成另一种样子。 *************** *************** If regards from another angle, she will also remember occasionally in Jiangning and Ning Yi see you again(goodbye) that moment. 如果从另一个角度上来看待,她偶尔也会想起在江宁与宁毅再见的那个片刻。 Regardless in this world, is in her life, that name is during dozens years lets existence that the person is unable to neglect. She once adored, afterward felt to confuse, even felt that angry and puzzled...... in time circulation and human affairs change, the children personal relationships of people sometimes seem tiny, in nearby of that man, she can always see some more giant thing the outline. 无论之于这个世界,还是于她个人的人生,那个名字都是数十年间让人无法忽视的存在。她一度为之倾心,后来又为之感到迷惑,甚至感到愤怒和不解……在时间流转和世事变迁中,人们的儿女私情有时候会显得渺小,在那个男人的身边,她总是能看到一些更加巨大的事物的轮廓。 The recollection that period of time in Fan House, she is facing in the life finally the most important choice, this to many are this. The women choose a husband, becomes husband and wife with him, and will help one another in difficult time and help support the family in the following several years......, if all these develops smoothly, the women will have a happy life. 回想最后在矾楼中的那段时日,她正面临人生中最重要的一段选择,这对许多人来说都是这样。女人们选择一位夫婿,与他结为夫妻,并且在此后数十年里相濡以沫、相夫教子……如果这一切顺利地发展,女人们将拥有一段幸福的人生。 If Li Shishi clear keeper of the emperor's carriage so always compared with others more some independent. What kind of man the pure others miss must marry, by no means by their oneself choice, Li Shishi many can have certain autonomy in this aspect, what corresponds with it, she is unable to become others' main branch, she could seek for a character to be temperate, and has the male sustenance life of talent, perhaps this male also has certain position, she can before the own beauty is dark gradually gives birth to the child, maintains the own position, and enjoys one or the life dignified life. 如李师师这般的清倌人总是要比别人更多一些自主。清白人家的姑娘要嫁给怎样的男子,并不由她们自己选择,李师师多少能够在这方面拥有一定的自主权,但与之对应的是,她无法成为别人的大房,她或许可以寻找一位性格温和且有才情的男子寄托一生,这位男子或许还有一定的地位,她可以在自己的姿色渐老前生下孩子,来维持自己的地位,并且享有一段或者一生体面的生活。 In the such choice has too many uncertainties, but everyone crosses oneself like this for a lifetime. In that is similar to the setting sun warm date and time, Li Shishi once envied Ning Yi nearby that atmosphere, she approaches, soon after carried off by that giant thing, is all the way involuntary. 这样的选择里有太多的不确定,但所有人都是这样过完自己一辈子的。在那如同夕阳般温暖的时日里,李师师一度羡慕宁毅身边的那种氛围,她靠近过去,随后被那巨大的事物带走,一路上身不由己。 It is difficult to say that is lucky or unfortunate, after that more than ten years, she saw in this way of the world some more profound things. If said the choice, in certain nodes also has certainly, for example she in that time of Dali, for example more than ten years some each time people expressed the sentiment of admiration to her time, if she wanted turned the head around, attended to carry out the loving relationship to process to the nearby male, she always had this opportunity. 很难说是幸运还是不幸,此后十余年的时间,她看到了这世道上更加深刻的一些东西。若说选择,在这其中的某些节点上当然也是有的,例如她在大理的那段时间,又例如十余年来每一次有人向她表达倾慕之情的时候,如果她想要回过头去,将事情交给身边的男性去处理,她始终是有这个机会的。 When the small dark green river, she once quarrelled because of the matter and Ning Yi Jing Ping, the thing that Ning Yi said is unable to convince her, she was in a rage Dali. A small dark green river three years of war, he facing the attacks of Central Plains 1 million armies, is always resisting facing Jurchen people violently, Li Shishi thought that he is the such person, but the death news came, she cannot bear eventually, wants to seek for one „why”. 在小苍河的时候,她一度因靖平之事与宁毅争吵,宁毅说出来的东西无法说服她,她一怒之下去了大理。小苍河三年的大战,他面对中原百万大军的进攻,面对女真人始终都在猛烈地抗争,李师师觉得他就是这样的人,但死讯传来了,她终究忍不住出去,想要寻找一句“为什么”。 Ning Yi has not replied her, in she thinks in that period of time that Ning Yi already passed away, the members of Huaxia army are accompanying her from south to north, from north to south. About two years, what she sees is already and peaceful this time of the month(year) completely different human calamities, people wept and wailed miserably, ate each other's children, makes the person grief. 宁毅并没有回答她,在她以为宁毅已经去世的那段时日里,华夏军的成员陪着她从南到北,又从北往南。将近两年的时间里,她看到的是已经与太平年月完全不同的人间惨剧,人们凄凉哭喊,易子而食,令人悲悯。 However in this unkind world, if in the heart of people the beastly nature of will and bloodthirsty of resistance, depending on had not been really making one pity, cannot live. The Fan House dance is only the embellishment of peaceful season, made the person grief little miss, finally can only turn into the cold and hunger, but the bleached bone of death. 但是在这不仁的天地之间,如果人们的心中真的没有了反抗的意志、嗜血的兽性,光凭着让人怜悯,是活不下来的。矾楼的歌舞只是太平时节的点缀,令人悲悯的小姑娘,最终只能变成冻饿而死的枯骨。 Awakening needs and resistances of how many people can haunch this stretch of the world? The reply of Ning Yi once made people feel very naive: „Best is everyone.” 需要多少人的觉醒和反抗才能撑起这片天地呢？宁毅的回答一度让人感到非常的天真:“最好是所有人。” Past Li Shishi understands: „This cannot achieve.” Ning Yi said: „If not, that this world also has what meaning?” Without the world of meaning makes everyone die? Without the person of meaning should die? Ning Yi the frivolous reply had once angered Li Shishi in the past slightly obviously. But to afterward, her realized in these words to have how deep angry and helplessness gradually. 当年的李师师明白:“这是做不到的。”宁毅说:“如果不这样,那这个世界还有什么意思呢？”没有意思的世界就让所有人去死吗？没有意思的人就该去死吗？宁毅当年稍显轻佻的回答一度惹怒过李师师。但到后来,她才渐渐体会到这番话里有多么深沉的愤怒和无奈。 A person puts down the own burden/shoulder pole, this burden/shoulder pole takes in the person who is awakened by already, the person of resistance died in front, after they died, the person who did not revolt against, knelt in behind dies. Two years, she along with one after another, is this kind of affair that Lú Junyi, Yan Qing and the others see. 一个人放下自己的担子,这担子就得由已经觉醒的人担起来,反抗的人死在了前头,他们死去之后,不反抗的人,跪在后头死。两年的时间,她随卢俊义、燕青等人所看到的一幕一幕,都是这样的事情。 She still did not have complete understanding Ning Yi, post-war of Daming mansion, she returns to the southwest with the Qin Shaohe widow. Two people already had many years not to see, met for the first time when actually has some strangely, but well in two people was the personality open-minded people, soon, this strange then untied. Ning Yi gave her to arrange something , said some bigger thing to her carefully. 她仍旧没有完全的理解宁毅,大名府之战后,她随着秦绍和的遗孀回到西南。两人已经有许多年未曾见了,第一次碰头时其实已有了些许陌生,但好在两人都是性情豁达之人,不久之后,这陌生便解开了。宁毅给她安排了一些事情,也细致地跟她说了一些更大的东西。 „Fan House has nothing greatly.” Sometimes seems smart, Ning Yi that sometimes will also not speak especially at that time was such dai Chinese zither, „the female in this world, the intellectual were not many, has seen the world are also few, generally speaking got up, was actually senseless. The men enjoy for oneself, created the brothel, lets female who studies to be literate to speak, sell...... the feeling of love. But I felt, between the duli two people, these things, can oneself come.” “矾楼没什么了不起的。”有时候显得机灵,有时候又格外不会说话的宁毅当时是这样嘚瑟的,“这世上的女子呢,读书之人不多,见过的世面也少,总体上说起来,其实是无趣的。男人为了自己享受啊,创造了青楼,让一些读书识字会说话的女子,出售……爱情的感觉。但我觉得,在duli的两个人之间,这些事情,可以自己来。” Ning Yi mentioned these is not the big word is hot, looked like at least Li Shishi, the Ning Yi and Su Tan'er, Nie Yunzhu and other family members between being together, were extremely enviable, therefore she did not have to refute. 宁毅说起这些并非大言炎炎,至少在李师师这边看来,宁毅与苏檀儿、聂云竹等家人之间的相处,是极为令人羡慕的,因此她也就没有对此进行反驳。 „In the future regardless of the boy girl, can study to be literate, the thing that the girl looks were many, knows that outside world, will communicate and exchange , can no longer need Fan House naturally. So-called all people being equal, the men and women can also certainly be equal.” “将来不论男孩女孩,都可以读书识字,女孩子看的东西多了,知道外面的天地、会沟通、会交流,自然而然的,可以不再需要矾楼。所谓的人人平等,男女当然也是可以平等的。” „Naturally does not want to be happy too early, between the person and person the equal foundation, in fact lies in shouldering the responsibility, the person who cannot take on the responsibility, in fact cannot attain any power. The women must with the man equality, the prerequisite be they had the own ability, after the condition satisfies, will then actually also be capable of certificate, striving for the power the process.” “当然也不要高兴得太早,人跟人之间平等的基础,实际上在于承担责任,担不起责任的人,实际上是拿不到任何权力的。女人要跟男人平等,前提条件是她们有了自己的能力,条件满足之后,接下来其实还会有一个证明能力、争取权力的过程。” „This process is doing now, in the army already had some female officials, I thought that you can also have the consciousness position to strive for the female power to make some preparations. You looked, you are experienced, have looked at this world, has handled a lot, now starts the responsible diplomacy and so on business, you are the female are not worse than the male, even a more outstanding very good illustration.” “这个过程现在就在做了,军中已经有了一些女性官员,我觉得你也可以有意识地位争取女性权力做一些准备。你看,你见多识广,看过这个世界,做过很多事情,如今又开始负责外交之类事务,你就是女性不比男性差、甚至更加优秀的一个很好的例证。” When this is Shishi after on Ning Yi must come some outside joint business, the words that Ning Yi with her spoke in detail speaks. 这是师师在宁毅手上要来一些外联事务后,宁毅跟她详谈时说的话。 Shishi took on to exchange the negotiations with place of gentries prominent family Sichuan Shu numerous things. 师师担起了与川蜀之地士绅望族交流谈判的众多事情。 People in this world, will sometimes walk to approach gradually, then sometimes increasingly estranged. Naturally, the far and near standard, does not have explicit that such people imagine. 人们在这世界上,有时候会渐走渐近,有时则渐行渐远。当然,远与近的标准,并没有人们想象的那样明确。 wants to say clothing/taking regional gentries prominent families as far as possible with the Huaxia army stands, what many times depend are the benefit involve, intimidate and tempt with the promise of gain to unify , many times, need to argue and explain the major principle in this world. After that Shishi and Ning Yi have had many conversations, has the administration about Huaxia army, will have about its future direction. 想要说服各地的士绅望族尽量的与华夏军站在一起,许多时候靠的是利益牵扯、威逼与利诱相结合,也有许多时候,需要与人争论和解释这世上的大道理。此后师师与宁毅有过许多次的交谈,有关于华夏军的施政,有关于它未来的方向。 In the face of these concrete inquiries, Ning Yi said carefully with her, Shishi regarding all of Huaxia army, understands clearer this finally is she before for several years , when leaves the small dark green river has not had communication. 在这些具体的提问面前,宁毅与她说得更加的细致,师师对于华夏军的一切,也终于了解得更为清楚这是她数年前离开小苍河时不曾有过的沟通。 „...... The person and person are inborn equal, or we think that person and the person should be equal finally. But the equality of idealization needs the support of actual condition, can a smart person be equal to the fool? Can a person of effort be equal to the lazy person? Can a scholar be equal to a being illiterate person? We must pull closer the precondition as far as possible......” “……人与人天生是平等的,或者说,我们认为人与人最终是应该平等的。但理想化的平等需要有实际条件的支撑,一个聪明人跟蠢人会平等吗？一个努力的人跟懒惰的人会平等吗？一个读书人跟一个目不识丁的人会平等吗？我们要尽可能地拉近先决条件……” „...... natural sciences technical already is giving the possibility that we popularize the books, the person gains the wisdom from the books, the popular books and popularization most basic literacy education, everyone had promoted the own possibility. We must improve the way of education, is not only makes person shakes the head read the affected over-literary style, but studies to suit populace's education and initiation way as far as possible, must let many understanding the major principle through a more popular way......” “……格物的技术已经在给我们普及书本的可能性,人从书本获取智慧,普及书本、普及最基本的识字教育,每个人就都有了提升自己的可能性。我们还要改进教育的方式,不仅仅是让人摇头晃脑地读之乎者也,而是尽可能地研究出适合大众的教育和启蒙方式,要把大道理通过更通俗的方式让更多的人理解……” „Perhaps...... the say/way of natural sciences has the limit, but is far temporarily, that fellow who raises the grain grain production was very intelligent, says is also right, drew too many people to the workshop, person of farm on insufficient...... about this point, our several years have calculated on already early, these person of already of study agriculture had certain feature, for example with the chicken farm that ascending that side did, again before for example, has said seed selection breeding......” “……格物之道也许有极限,但暂时来说还远得很,提粮食产粮的那个家伙很聪明,说得也很对,把太多人拉到作坊里去,种地的人就不够了……关于这一点,我们早几年就已经计算过,研究农业的那些人已经有了一定的眉目,譬如说和登那边搞的养鸡场,再譬如之前说过的选种育种……” „...... But the most important thing is, That side Mr. Gongsun studies the blasting explosive the laboratory, in the near future already had some interesting achievement, we made some manures, could several times of places promote the rice the grain production...... we not to find the mass production currently speaking the possibility, but at least agricultural that side already had certain direction...... actually to require the time, needed a peaceful environment, these things can be done safely, we lack the manpower now very much......” “……但最重要的是,公孙先生那边研究炸药的实验室,近期已经有了一些很有意思的成果,我们做出了一些肥料,也许能几倍地提升稻子的产粮……目前来说我们还没有找到量产的可能,但至少农业那边已经有了一定的方向……其实需要时间,也需要一个太平的环境,这些事情才能安安心心地做,我们现在很缺人手……” „...... The issue of imperial authority under district, do not change, but, I do not imagine old ox head such temporarily, holding all wealthy and powerful families killed settled...... I not to care about them to be happy, in the future highest I hope am the regulation, they can have the field to have the room in the area, so long as there is to bully others 's behavior, making the regulation teach them to cultivate the behavior, making the education screen out their roots. Among this will certainly have a transition, perhaps is the long transition even is the relapse, since had the manifesto of equality, I hope that people's oneself can seize this opportunity. More importantly, the thing that everyone oneself holds, can take root to germinate......” “……皇权不下县的问题,一定要改,但暂时来说,我不想像老牛头那样,抓住所有大户杀了了事……我不在乎他们高不高兴,未来最高的我希望是律法,他们可以在当地有田有房,但只要有欺压他人的行为,让律法教他们做人,让教育抽走他们的根。这中间当然会有一个过渡,也许是漫长的过渡甚至是反复,但是既然有了平等的宣言,我希望人民自己能够抓住这个机会。重要的是,大家自己抓住的东西,才能生根发芽……” The Ning Yi words, some she can understand, some being able to understand. 宁毅的话语,有些她能听懂,有一些听不懂。 The change vast soup of time, from the nearby class/flow of people in the past, after Bianliang setting sun drops in more than ten years, it once appeared mixed extremely ** even was the strength of desperate enemy so powerful is irreversible, seems like giant wheel that received the heaven will, in the world all gainers will grind in the past. 时代的变迁浩浩汤汤,从人们的身边流过去,在汴梁的夕阳落下后的十余年里,它一度显得极为混**甚至是绝望敌人的力量是如此的强大不可挡,真像是秉承上天意志的巨轮,将往昔天底下一切得利者都碾碎了。 Religious doctrine who Omiya teaches said, people passed comfortably in the peaceful day, arrogant extravagant yin was leisurely, therefore the heaven will lower 33 disasters, can regain the bright such words, appearing was reasonable. Even if some resisters are full of the desperate resistance, finally still appears uncertain and weak. 大光明教的教义里说,人们在太平的日子里过得太舒服了,骄奢yin逸,因此上天会降下三十三场大难,才能复得光明这样的话语,显得如此的有道理。即便是部分反抗者饱含绝望抗争,最终也显得渺茫和无力。 In the recollection of Li Shishi, that two moods, must until the wuhan construction new moon toward the past later first spring, be able to converge one bunch completely finally. 在李师师的回忆中,那两段心情,要直到武建朔朝完全过去后的第一个春天里,才终于能归为一束。 Southwest war, regarding Li Shishi, is bustles about to mix ** some time. In the past year, she is always working the lobby for the Huaxia army, sometimes she will face the ridicule and ridicule, sometimes people will indicate to disdain to her past ji female status, but with the support of Huaxia army force, she also summarized one set to do to make the method of negotiations naturally. 西南大战,对于李师师而言,也是忙碌而混**的一段时间。在过去的一年时间里,她始终都在为华夏军奔走游说,有时候她会面对讥讽和嘲笑,有时候人们会对她当年ji女的身份表示不屑,但在华夏军兵力的支持下,她也自然而然地总结出了一套与人打交道做谈判的方法。 Ning Yi that wife named Liu Xigua gave her very big help, in Sichuan Shu some deploys troops and banditing suppression, mostly is managed by Ning Yi the Madame, this Madame or in Huaxia army „equality” most powerful appeal of thought. Naturally, sometimes she is Ning Yi Madame will feel for oneself worried, because of everybody to her several points of face, then she makes the opposite party make concessions in various things, is more like a beacon-fire play feudal lord from Ning Yi, but by no means seems like the her own ability. 宁毅的那位名叫刘西瓜的妻子给了她很大的帮助,川蜀境内的一些用兵、剿匪,大多是由宁毅的这位夫人主持的,这位夫人还是华夏军中“平等”思维的最有力呼吁者。当然,有时候她会为了自己是宁毅夫人而感到苦恼,因为谁都会给她几分面子,那么她在各种事情中令对方退让,更像是来自宁毅的一场烽火戏诸侯,而并不像是她自己的能力。 Because of the such reason, Xigua (watermelon) envies Li Shishi very much, on the one hand lies in Li Shishi has the genteel makings very much, on the other hand lies in she does not have the puzzle of status. In this year time, two people are together harmoniously, Xigua (watermelon) once regarded own „military advisor” to treat Shishi. 因为这样的原因,西瓜很是羡慕李师师,一方面在于李师师很有文绉绉的气质,另一方面在于她没有身份的困扰。这一年的时间里,两人相处融洽,西瓜一度将师师当成自己的“军师”来对待。 After autumn end, the opportunity that two people cooperate were more. As a result of the attack of Jurchen people, in Chengdu Plain some shrank the rural gentry influence that a waiting is changing to start to indicate the standpoint, Xigua (watermelon) lead the troops to pursue and exterminate everywhere, often also makes Shishi act, threatens and lobbied vacillates, or has to convince possible gentries Confucianist scholar, based on the Huaxia principle of righteousness, abandoned throws clear(ly) secretly, or at least, do not pound **. 秋末过后,两人合作的机会就更加多了起来。由于女真人的来袭,成都平原上一些原本缩着头等待变化的乡绅势力开始表明立场,西瓜带着人马四处追剿,不时的也让师师出面,去威胁和游说一些左右摇摆、又或是有说服可能的士绅儒士,基于华夏大义,弃暗投明,或者至少,不要捣**。 The work of Xigua (watermelon) is in favor of the military force, many running outside, Shishi had even seen more than once when that moon-face Madame whole body is bathed in blood the cold look. 西瓜的工作偏于武力,更多的奔跑在外头,师师甚至不止一次地看到过那位圆脸夫人浑身浴血时的冷冽眼神。 The work of Shishi needs massive information and coordination of article matter, she will sometimes go to the Chinese catalpa province and Ning Yi consults, most of the time Ning Yi are also busy, if, two people will sit to drink one cup of tea, discussed also worked mostly. 师师的工作则需要大量情报和文事的配合,她有时候会前往梓州与宁毅这边接洽,大部分时候宁毅也忙,若有空了,两人会坐下来喝一杯茶,谈的也大都是工作。 Battle of frontline is quite frigid, many time Shishi can detect in the Ning Yi words the thing that he hides she was to do this frontline in the past frigid created to Ning Yi, actually was also the tremendous pressure. Ning Yi seems calm. 前线的厮杀极为惨烈,许多时候师师在宁毅的话语中能够察觉出他掩藏起来的东西她以往就是干这个的前线的惨烈对于宁毅造成的,其实也是巨大的压力。宁毅显得从容。 In the such time, Shishi wants to shoot a pipa or guzheng to him, but in fact, had not found the such opportunity finally. Concentrates on the work, the man who bears the huge responsibility is always swoonsome, sometimes this will make Shishi remember the related emotion again the issue, her brain thinks when the such slit has listened to the story, General goes to battle devotion of female, or reveals the favorable impression...... this and that. 这样的时间里,师师想给他弹一曲琵琶或是古筝,但事实上,最后也没有找到这样的机会。专注于工作,扛起巨大责任的男人总是让人着迷,有时候这会让师师再度想起有关情感的问题,她的脑子会在这样的缝隙里想到过去听过的故事,将军出征之时女子的献身,又或是吐露好感……这样那样的。 But she has not said that by no means is because she no longer anticipated these matters, in having was very small in very small time slit about own, she was still anticipating the story of related sentiment. But in this moment that Ning Yi contacts, she realized suddenly, when General goes to battle devotion of female , because to woman, this is to opposite party biggest the drive and help. 但她没有说出来,并不是因为她不再期待这些事了,在有关于自己的很小很小的时间缝隙里,她仍旧期待着有关感情的这样那样的故事。但在与宁毅接触的这一刻,她忽然意识到,将军出征时女子的献身,是因为对女人来说,这是对对方最大的激励和帮助。 Now she has a more actual matter to do. 如今她有更实际的事情可以做。 The troops number of Huaxia army has been very intense, to at the end of December, biggest wave of revolting ** presents among this by no means merely is the spontaneous rebellion, more actually has the premeditation of Jurchen people early, has Wanyan Xiyin āo vertical Xigua (watermelon) with instigation to command troops to pursue and exterminate the suppression, some troops of Chinese catalpa province is also divided, Shishi coordinates the intelligence service to analyze the influence that several might lobby to stir up rebellion, prepares to act them to convince and give up resisting. 华夏军的兵力数量一直很紧张,到得十二月末,最大一波的叛**出现这中间并不仅仅是自发的造反,更多的其实早有女真人的预谋,有完颜希尹的āo纵与挑拨在内西瓜领兵追剿镇压,梓州的部分兵力也被分了出去,师师这边则配合着情报部门分析了几家有可能游说策反回来的势力,准备出面将他们说服、放弃抵抗。 The analyses of these influences, Shishi has the participation from beginning to end, as a result of dangerous possibly is high, the intelligence department did not plan makes Shishi personally act, but Shishi chose two families to have Confucianist scholar to assume personal command, her convincing possibly effective influence, delimited on the own shoulder. 这些势力的分析,师师从头到尾都有参与,由于危险的可能较高,情报部原本不打算让师师亲自出面,但师师这边还是选择了两家有儒士坐镇,她的说服可能有效的势力,划到自己的肩膀上。 In January 3rd, she convinced the wealthy and powerful family who a clan rebellion walked into the mountain, temporarily put down the weapon, no longer opposed with the Huaxia army. For the success of this matter, her even generation of Ning Yi made the commitment to the opposite party, once the Jurchen soldier draws back, Ning Yi will be in front of big crowd of people to have a fair argument with this Confucian scholar. 正月初三,她说服了一族造反进山的大户,暂时地放下武器,不再与华夏军作对。为了这件事的成功,她甚至代宁毅向对方做了承诺,一旦女真兵退,宁毅会当着大庭广众的面与这一家的儒生有一场公正的论辩。 After matter came to an arrangement, Shishi then went to the Chinese catalpa province, on the way with Ning Yi report news. Arriving in Chinese catalpa province already was the evening, in headquarters crowded, reported the warhorse of news to come to keep, this was the frontline combat situation urgent symbol. Shishi saw from afar Ning Yi that is bustling about, she leaves behind Chen Jie, then turned around left here. 事情谈妥之后,师师便去往梓州,顺道地与宁毅报讯。抵达梓州已经是傍晚了,指挥部里人来人往,报讯的战马来个不停,这是前线战情紧急的标志。师师远远地看到了正在忙碌的宁毅,她留下一份陈结,便转身离开了这里。 She wants to save the time, the quickest speed solves second, the carriage goes out of town while the night, after leaving the Chinese catalpa province half double-hour, the accident happened. 她希望节约时间,最快的速度解决第二家,马车趁夜出城,离开梓州半个时辰之后,变故发生了。 The attack to the carriage is sudden, outside seems like the also has person to shout: „Tied up the Ning Yi cohabitant”. Is following the Shishi guards and opposite party launched battle, the opposite party actually expert killed the carriage, harnessed the carriage then to proceed to clash. The carriage jolts, Shishi lifted the curtain screen in glass to look at one, a moment later, made the decision, she threw toward the carriage front. 对马车的攻击是突如其来的,外头似乎还有人喊:“绑了宁毅的姘头”。跟随着师师的护卫们与对方展开了厮杀,对方却有一名好手杀上了马车,驾着马车便往前冲。马车颠簸,师师掀开车窗上的帘子看了一眼,片刻之后,做了决定,她朝着马车前方扑了出去。 This was exhausts the full power hit, Shishi the ominous person of carriage flew to roll with that tribulation together to the snow of roadside , a that ominous person tumbling then crawled, Shishi also crawled furiously, jumping to leap forward the roadside to be narrow because of the river course, but fluent rapid water Jianli. 这是用尽全力的撞击,师师与那劫了马车的凶人一道飞滚到路边的积雪里,那凶人一个翻滚便爬了起来,师师也奋力爬起来,纵身跃入路边因河道狭窄而水流湍急的水涧里。 The river water ice in winter is cold, such as water instantaneous Shishi then felt that the heart receives fiercely, in the brain fainted dizzy. That river water downward, to a corner, the body of Shishi hit in the stone rapid, she woke up the moment, struggles furiously. She full is near the sandbank of pebbles moves in one furiously comes ashore, the body already feeling was not own, the thought wants to stop. 冬日里的河水冰寒刺骨,如水的瞬间师师便感到心脏猛地一收,脑中晕了一晕。那河水湍急往下,到得一处拐弯,师师的身体在石头上撞了一下,她又醒来了片刻,奋力挣扎。她是在一处满是卵石的河滩边奋力挪上岸的,身体已经感觉不是自己的了,思维很想就此停下来。 But she has not stopped. That does not know that long some time, looking like has anything is not the her own thing in controlling her her has been seeing the disabled soldier in the military compound of Huaxia army, has seen the incomparably bloody scene in the camp of wounded soldier, sometimes Liu Xigua arrives at her front at the back of the broadsword, the pitiful child starves to death in the roadside sends out the decayed aura...... in her brain to flash through these things mechanically, the body is the machinery is also seeking for fuel/thin branch, pyrophorus near the river bed. 但她没有停下来。那不知多长的一段时间里,就像是有什么并非她自己的东西在支配着她她在华夏军的军营里见过伤残的士兵,在伤兵的营地里见过无比血腥的情景,有时候刘西瓜背着大刀走到她的面前,可怜的孩子饿死在路边发出腐臭的气息……她脑中只是机械地闪过这些东西,身体也是机械地在河床边寻找着柴枝、引火物。 The stone wall that river bed nearby goes in hollowly rescued her life, she found some deadwoods, folded some firewoods, put out the flint with shivering hand ignites...... her to take off the clothes difficultly, placed in the fire to dry out, night mountain breeze Wū Wū walked, when until approaching dawn, asked two Huaxia military officer soldiers to find her in this field of vision blind spot back and forth. 河床边上一处凹陷进去的石壁救了她的命,她找到些许的枯枝,又折了些柴禾,拿出火石用颤抖的手艰难地引火……她脱了衣服,放在火上烤干,夜里的山风呜呜地走,直到临近天明时,来回找了两遍的华夏军士兵才在这处视野的盲区找到了她。 She was lifted to the wound barracks, the inspection and rest cold already looks, has to rest. That side Xigua (watermelon) receives a letter to her, making her raise quite, in others during told, she also knows, afterward Ning Yi heard the news that she was attacked, sent a squad soldier to look for her in very urgent situation. 她被抬到伤兵营,检查、休息风寒已经找上来了,不得不休息。西瓜那边给她来了信,让她好生将养,在别人的诉说之中,她也知道,后来宁毅听说了她遇袭的消息,是在很紧急的情况下派了一小队士兵来寻找她。 This should be this life has most been close to an experience that died and most was worth telling, but after wounded and sick thinks slightly, did not think on the contrary had anything. Over the past year, several years of rushing about, with Xigua (watermelon) and the others having to do, making the Shishi physique become very well, in mid January she is getting better wounded and sick, went to a Chinese catalpa province, Ning Yi saw her, inquired that late matter, Shishi actually shook the head saying: „It‘s nothing.” 这本该是她这一生最接近死亡、最值得诉说的一段经历,但在伤病稍愈之后想起来,反倒不觉得有什么了。过去一年、几年的奔波,与西瓜等人的打交道,令得师师的体质变得很好,一月中旬她伤病痊愈,又去了一趟梓州,宁毅见了她,询问那一晚的事情,师师却只是摇头说:“没什么。” She relates Xigua (watermelon) and intelligence department, returning to her to be responsible for in the work that. 她又联系上西瓜、情报部,回到了她能够负责的工作里。 During participates in the entire huge and complex Huaxia army works, sometimes Shishi can feel one , if there is plan representation that resembles not to have in invisible to advance. The issue on Chengdu Plain each little, then can have many point effective strengths to invest into the Chinese catalpa province frontline. 参与到整个庞大而又复杂的华夏军工作之中,有时候师师能够感觉到一张若有似无的计划表像是在无形地推进。成都平原上的问题每少一点,便能有多一点的有生力量投入到梓州前线中去。 Since late February, the rear work seemed like already no longer like before thorny, Shishi arrived at the Chinese catalpa province with one team of soldiers, when arriving in Chinese catalpa province was in the February/two months 23 mornings, in the Chinese catalpa province city martial law and withering as always. Because Ning Yi suddenly not spatial, she first went to visit one to have the friendship doctor to the wound barracks previously, the opposite party is suddenly enlighted: „You also came, said the big movement......” 进入二月下旬,后方的工作看起来已经不再像之前那样棘手,师师随着一队士兵来到梓州,抵达梓州时是二月二十三的上午,梓州城内一如往常的戒严、肃杀。由于宁毅一时间没有空,她先去到伤兵营探望一位早先就有交情的医官,对方恍然大悟:“你也过来了,就说有大动作……” „What?” “什么？” „...... Don't you know?” The opposite party gawked staring, „that considers as finished, you yourself looks slowly.” “……你不知道？”对方愣了愣,“那算了,你自己慢慢看吧。” In the army, will meet some secrets for a long time, but also something, have a look to detect the clue carefully. After leaving the wound barracks, Shishi then detected that goes out of town the sign of army set, soon after knew other things. 长期在军队中,会遇上一些机密,但也有些事情,细心看看就能察觉出端倪。离开伤兵营后,师师便察觉出了城中军队集合的迹象,随后知道了其它的一些事情。 In the afternoon, she consults with the intelligence department and General Staff Headquarters already, saw puts on Ning Yi that the military uniform comes, the army of drivehead from outside street previous in the past. 下午,她与情报部、总参方面已经接洽完毕,见到了穿着军装过来的宁毅,打头的军队正从外面的街道上过去。 „They said that you came, looks. Recently without meeting what danger?” “他们说你来了,过来看一下。最近没遇上什么危险吧？” „...... You want on battlefield Ah?” “……你要上战场啊？” „sect Han was very near, was the time meets him.” “宗翰很近了,是时候去会一会他了。” „In...... outside fights a decisive battle? They said that...... is not quite good, our people are few.” “在……外面决战？他们说……不太好啊,我们人少。” Shishi racks brains, recalls the military news that the past this period of time is hearing, before then, no one has actually thought this war will all hit in the front of Chinese catalpa province city. Ning Yi must throw all military...... 师师绞尽脑汁,回忆着过去这段时间听到的军事消息,在这之前,其实谁也没有想过这场大战会全都在梓州城的前方打。宁毅是要将所有兵力都投进去了…… „Goes to war, is the plan that cannot think is easy-to-use. Don't worry, the small dark green river I also stayed in the frontline was very long.” Ning Yi smiled, „refined language does not lose me to kill personally.” “打仗嘛,就是想不到的计划才好用。不用担心,小苍河我也是在前线呆了很久的。”宁毅笑了笑,“辞不失我都是亲手杀的。” „I have thought you are the poem write...... her to speak well” like this, feels words fail to convey the idea, the tears must come out. The mood that her unexpectedly feels General to go to battle with the lover devotes to actually before this moment probably feel better a lot compared with the speech. “我一直觉得你就是诗写得最好……”她这样说着话,觉得词不达意,眼泪都要出来了。在这一刻她倒是又感受到了将军出征前恋人献身的心情比说话其实要好受得多。 „Haha, poem Ah…...” Ning Yi smiled, meaning Shishi in this smile actually somewhat cannot understand. Among two people continued the moment silent, Ning Yi nodded: „That...... first walked, was the time teaches them.” “哈哈,诗啊……”宁毅笑了笑,这笑容中的意思师师却也有些看不懂。两人之间沉默持续了片刻,宁毅点头:“那……先走了,是时候去教训他们了。” „Ning Liheng...... Liheng.” Shishi stopped by calling out him, she was the forehead is a little always big, but had the makings appearance extremely, at this time is opening very big eye, many thoughts looked like must change into the essence in the eye, the fear, anxious and complex, is worries...... her lips that oneself felt words fail to convey the idea to tremble several. “宁立恒……立恒。”师师叫住他,她一向是额头有点大,但极有气质的模样,此时睁着很大的眼睛,许多的思维就像是要在眼睛里化为实质,害怕、焦虑、复杂,为自己词不达意而感到的着急……她双唇颤了几下。 „That...... I...... you, if...... died in the battlefield, you...... fed, did you have no words to tell me? You...... I know that on you battlefield must write and write the posthumous writings, you give you home people wrote...... me not to mean, that...... my meaning are...... your posthumous writings to you home person, we knew the so many year, if you did die...... you not to have the words to tell me? I and we knew the so many year......” “那个……我……你要是……死在了战场上,你……喂,你没什么话跟我说吗？你……我知道你们上战场都要写、写遗书,你给你家里人都写了的吧……我不是说、那个……我的意思是……你的遗书都是给你家里人的,我们认识这么多年了,你要是死了……你没有话跟我说吗？我、我们都认识这么多年了……” She cannot find better formulation, at this point, the tears then flowed, she can only inclined the head over, a hand make an effort to seize the skirt on thigh, a hand supported on nearby table, letting oneself be only faint bows to be insufficient to squat. Tears pā clatter falls downward. 她没能找到更好的表述方式,说到这里,眼泪便流下来了,她只能偏过头去,一只手用力揪住了大腿上的裙子,一只手撑在旁边的桌子上,让自己只是微微屈膝而不至于蹲下去。泪水啪嗒往下掉。 Ning Yi looks at her, the vision is complex, finger the unconsciousness on the leg is also rapping, crossed for a long time, said: „I, if can come back...... us to discuss this matter again, ok?” 宁毅看着她,目光复杂,手指也在腿上无意识地敲击着,过了许久,才说道:“我如果能回来……我们再讨论这件事,好吧？” Passes the moment, wants turned around, thought that these words were a little inauspicious, put out a hand to knock on the table: „Relax...... the big matter...... I can certainly come back.” 过得片刻,想要转身,又觉得这句话有点不吉利,伸手在桌子上敲了一下:“放心吧……多大的事……我一定能回来。” Thus and such and such, turned around walked. 如此这般,转身走了。 This is in February/two months in Li Shishi memory 23, at least in that moment, is unpredictable, the raging tide volume of destiny arrived here, is curling to get windy whinny Yi Shuihan's common solemn and stirring aura. 这是李师师记忆里的二月二十三,至少在那一刻,前途未卜,命运的狂澜卷到这里,正卷起风萧萧兮易水寒一般的悲壮气息来。 In this moment, the southwest, under the heavens and under the heavens come including the Jurchen for 30 years vertically and horizontally/able to move unhindered, the faced all resistances, will come to the end. If failed, that should be the under the heavens result. 在这一刻,西南、天下、包括女真三十年来纵横天下来,面对的所有抵抗,正要走到尽头。如果失败,那就该是天下的终局了。 When Shishi comes out from the room, regarding the entire battlefield quantity by no means many soldiers in the light sunlight is passing through city gate. 师师从房间里出来时,对于整个战场来说数量并不多的士兵正在薄薄的日光里走过城门。 As a result of the relations of pigment, imposing manner by no means in picture is full. This is all appears the pale early spring. 由于颜料的关系,画面中的气势并不饱满。这是一切都显得苍白的初春。 **************** **************** Wu Zhenxing first year, autumn meeting 15 years of spring, in February/two months 23. 武振兴元年、金天会十五年的春天,二月二十三。 pull Lisu, Wanyan who in the southwest mountain ridge, participation south drafts scatter eight, Dalai and several armies of Wanyan slanting insurance Subordinates, started a large-scale alternation to push onward in the mutual agreement suddenly, tries to break in the Huaxia armed forces' life-and-death resistance becomes because of the terrain mixes ** war situation. 西南的山岭之中,参与南征的拔离速、完颜撒八、达赉、完颜斜保所部的数支军队,在相互的约定中陡然发动了一次大规模的穿插挺进,试图打破在华夏军殊死的抵抗中因地形而变得混**的战争局势。 Same time that the alternation launches, the Huaxia army headquarters of Chinese catalpa province front reacted, the concentrate troops conducted a large-scale division interception to the weak soldier line that Jurchen people moved ahead, attempted before the Jurchen people domineering soldier line responded swallowed certain victory. both sides conducted battle of day of time. 穿插展开的同一时间,梓州前方的华夏军指挥部做出了反应,集中部队对女真人前移的弱势兵线进行了一次大规模的分割截击,试图在女真人的强势兵线反应过来前吞下一定的战果。双方进行了一天时间的厮杀。 Night of February 23 and to February/two months 24 that morning, a news sent out from the Chinese catalpa province, after passing through various types of different routes, one after another passed to the commanding general big camps of various frontline Jurchen people sections. This news even disturbs the dealing attitude that various Jurchen group of army soon after had to a certain extent. Dalai, scattered eight subordinates to choose the conservative defense and pull Lisu to alternate at a moderate pace, the revenge military headquarters team of Wanyan slanting insurance picked up the speed suddenly, before being crazy pushed, tries to break through Leigang and brown stream frontline in the shortest time. 二月23日夜、到二月二十四的这日早晨,一则消息从梓州发出,经过了各种不同路线后,陆续传到了前线女真人各部的主将大营之中。这一消息甚至在一定程度上干扰了女真各路军队随后采取的应对态度。达赉、撒八所部选择了保守的防御、拔离速不紧不慢地穿插,完颜斜保的复仇军部队则是忽然加快了速度,疯狂前推,试图在最短的时间内突破雷岗、棕溪一线。 In February/two months 23, the Ning Yi leading personally elite army more than 6000, treads Chinese catalpa province city gate. 二月二十三,宁毅亲率精锐部队六千余,踏出梓州城门。 Pressure to frontline. 压向前线。