LISIL :: Volume #10 长夜过春时

#1112 Part 2: Misery this mortal world (First Part)

LNMTL needs user funding to survive Read More

„Amitābha.” The forest sect I holds their palms together, „Omiya teaches to have whereabouts, the old buddhist monk hence, always something, have to cling to the remains his entire life, do not have the choice...... let alone, who wins who loses, now perhaps does not say that certainly, or Xu this time leaves, really can make an enterprise.” “阿弥陀佛。”林宗吾双手合十,“大光明教总要有个着落,老衲一生至此,总有些事情,只好抱残守缺,没得选择……更何况,谁胜谁负,如今恐怕也说不准吧,或者许公此次离开,真能做出一番事业呢。” Meng on the face of peach is smiling sad and shrill, he feels the bloodiness in the mouth gushing out, puts out a hand to attempt to hold the forest sect I: „Huaxia army already arrived, they will hit to awake you.” 孟著桃的脸上凄厉地笑起来,他感受着口中涌出的血腥,伸手尝试抓住林宗吾:“华夏军已经到了,他们会打醒你。” On forest sect my face appears the color of being inwardly angry, soon after actually also went forward one step, puts out a hand to hold Meng who wants the paralysis to get down the peach. 林宗吾脸上显出愠怒之色,随后却也上前了一步,伸手抓住似要瘫下去的孟著桃。 „Donor Meng, Ning Yi not, old buddhist monk, since decides to act, today Jiangnan, then few individuals can help what Wenfan the uprise come.” “孟施主,宁毅未至,老衲既然决定出手,今日的江南,便没有几个人能帮着何文翻起浪来。” Meng the peach are also putting out a hand to seize the forest sect I, perhaps is detected that oneself moved the unnecessary real anger, the forest sect my soon after also sighed. 孟著桃也伸手揪住了林宗吾,或许是察觉到自己动了不必要的真怒,林宗吾随后又叹了口气。 „that's all, Donor Meng, life martial arts practices this grade of degree, what you can be respected by the old buddhist monk...... may also has unable to put down? This excellent human world......” “罢了,孟施主,一生武艺练到这等程度,你能被老衲尊重……可还有什么放不下的吗？这大好的人间……” The forest sect I am sighing, Meng the peach is clutching his cassock, actually as if heard what joke, smiled. 林宗吾在叹息,孟著桃揪着他的袈裟,却仿佛听到了什么笑话般,笑了出来。 „Among big good person...... Haha...... absurd......” his look is gradually absent-minded, mutters, „Monk...... in this and other society, you isn't tired?” “大好人间……哈哈……荒谬……”他的神色渐渐恍惚,喃喃道,“和尚……在这等的人世间,你不觉得累吗？” The forest sect I understood anything, he had not replied, but seizes Meng the peach, has not made him drop down. The silence in darkness continued for a long time, Meng the peach are looking like had died generally. 林宗吾明白了什么,他没有回答,只是揪住孟著桃,没让他倒下。黑暗里的沉默持续了许久,孟著桃就像是已然死去了一般。 Passes the moment, he sent out in the final sound of this world. 过得片刻,他发出了于这世间的最后的声音。 „I bright main road. The life sin is difficult to redeem, can actually light oneself finally, lights the path for others...... Monk, this world......” “我已明大道。此生罪孽难赎,却终能点燃自己,为他人照亮道路……和尚,这世间……” forest sect we. 林宗吾等了一阵。 ...... …… Let loose him...... 放开了他…… ...... …… Before dawn, in Jiangning City aims at largest and also most is close to a successful assassination that four kings start, in light of this failure. 天亮之前,江宁城中针对四王发动的最大规模、也最接近成功的一次刺杀,就此失败了。 ****** ****** At night, this rumble, a manic evening, determined and changed the destinies of some people, Meng the peach is making the own decision and forest sect I also to make the own decision, many people, are making own to decide. But to other people, night moving restlessly, what are more is a farce beyond comprehension. 黑夜之中,这轰隆隆的、狂躁的一晚,决定和改变了一些人的命运,孟著桃做出自己的决定、林宗吾也做出了自己的决定,许许多多的人,都在做出自己的决定。而对另外的一些人来说,夜里的躁动,更多的是一场令人费解的闹剧。 The previous quarter of dawn, the night is black the deepest time, the form is limping together slowly, enters in the ice-cold water. 天明的前一刻,夜黑得最深沉的时候,一道身影蹒跚着、缓缓的走进冰冷的水中。 The rear some people held him suddenly, drags to move toward the shore him. 后方有人陡然抓住了他,将他拖着走向岸边。 „Lets loose the form that I...... let loose me......” to seek to struggle weakly. “放开我……放开我……”求死的身影虚弱地挣扎。 Alias dragon Aotian youngster by no means pays attention, hauled back the ashore him, throws by his wife's body. 化名龙傲天的少年并不理会,将他拖回了岸上,扔回他妻子的尸体旁。 The Xue Jin whole body is the stench that in the water brings, rolls up one group, shivering slowly. 薛进浑身都是水中带来的腥臭,蜷缩成一团,缓缓的颤抖。 Stands is also moistening the stench aura on the front youngster, he does not know how should comfort the opposite party, but crosses one, just now said: „After at least should also make her be laid to rest, dies?” 站在前方的少年身上也沾着腥臭的气息,他不知道该怎么安慰对方,只是过得一阵,方才道:“至少也该让她入土为安后再死吧？” Xue Jin shakes the head slowly: „In this...... world. Which promising secure was buried............ I not to live, I am not willing to live...... the benefactor......” 薛进缓缓摇头:“在这……世间。入土……哪有为安……我不愿活了,我一刻也不愿活了……恩公……” The youngster open mouth: „...... Do you know why I do save you?” 少年张了张嘴:“……你知不知道,我为什么救你们？” „......” Xue Jin gawked staring. “……”薛进愣了愣。 „Hadn't you hit the head of Ning Yi?” “你不是曾经打过宁毅的头吗？” „......” Xue Jin looks at him. “……”薛进看着他。 „I from the southwest come, to see Mr. Ning, you are not curious, his today how?” “我自西南而来,见过宁先生,你就不好奇,他今日如何了吗？” The river water of fall brought the cool feeling of infiltrating the person, Xue Jin rolls up there, trembles. soon after, horizon's first wisp of marble white color of the dawn sky shines gradually, he looks at the outline that on youngster face that occupies a commanding position, first is vacant, then confuses, crosses one, he shivers to stretch out finger. 秋日的河水带来了渗人的凉意,薛进蜷缩在那儿,瑟瑟发抖。随后,天边第一缕的鱼肚白渐渐亮起来,他看着那居高临下的少年脸上的轮廓,先是茫然,而后迷惑,过得一阵,他颤抖着伸出手指来。 „You...... you......” “你……你……” The fuzzy recollection turns to well up from mind most deep place. 模糊的回忆从脑海的最深处翻涌起来。 naturally many years ago, often follows in the outline of Ning Yi nearby together fuzzy form, gradually overlaps with the present youngster in the same place. 那是许多年前,时常跟随在宁毅身边的一道模糊身影的轮廓,渐渐的与眼前的少年重叠在一起。 „You are......” “你是……” Nearby small Monk is also staring, looks here. 一旁的小和尚也瞪着眼睛,看着这边。 In the slight dawn, the youngster stands there. 些微的晨光中,少年站在那儿。 „My name was dragon Aotian, from southwest.” “我叫龙傲天,从西南来。” ...... …… „...... I came to see this Jiangning, actually...... turned into what ghost appearance.” “……我来看看这江宁,到底……变成了什么鬼样子。” ...... …… The time grinds the excellent body, might tear these goners from the interior of person, the indescribable pain becomes under contrast of recollection is more real, it is covering Xue Jin. He rolls up there, opens mouth, making the pain spurt from the mouth, from the eye, from body each of comes out thinly. 时光碾过人的身躯,像是要从人身的内部将那些将死者撕裂,难以言喻的痛苦在回忆的衬托下变得更为真实起来,它笼罩着薛进。他蜷缩在那儿,张开嘴,让痛苦从口中、从眼中、从身体的每一处喷薄出来。 Before dawn on slightly tranquil street, people, heard the rending shouting sound suddenly...... 凌晨才稍稍平静的街道上,人们陡然间,听到了撕心裂肺的嘶吼声…… 2021 last day, many people are making the summary. This possibly is one of the most important years to my life, the beginning of the year mighty waves once made me very inspired, by the second half of the year, met the steamroll of destiny truly, I feel from this, entered under the half range life's real. I once liked writing the informal essay very much, a lot want to share frankly, but anything cannot say at present, the age that my as if already arrived many words cannot exit|to speak suddenly immediately, must wait till for 2-3 years later, all settle down, can perhaps chat the sensibility of life with you again. also has many want to say that, for example to renewing wants to say anything, but thought that was the platitudes. Um, only said that will see next year, the new year, wishing everyone can be happy, health, good luck in everything. 2021的最后一天,很多人在做总结。这可能是对我的人生而言最重要的年份之一,年初的波澜一度让我非常振奋,到下半年,才真正遇上了命运的碾压,我由此感觉到,人生真正的进入了下半程。我曾经很喜欢写随笔,很多事情都想跟人坦率地分享,但眼下什么都不能说,恍然间,我似乎也已经到了许多话不能立刻出口的年纪了,要等到2-3年后,一切尘埃落定,或许才能跟你们再聊聊人生的感悟。还有许多想说的,譬如对更新想说点什么,但又觉得都是老生常谈了。嗯,只说一句明年见吧,新的一年,祝大家都能幸福美满,身体健康,万事如意。 ( This chapter ends) (本章完)
To display comments and comment, click at the button