When Wang Yan received the microphone, fearlessly, everyone thought that at present seems standing the a seat giant star. 当汪言接过话筒、昂然而起的时候,大家都觉得眼前仿佛站着一位巨星。 That share whoever is the younger brother imposing manner, seemed like in Charlotte Station the good sound stage, will soon detonate the audience, knocked down completely. 那股子爱谁谁全是弟弟的气势,就好像夏洛站上了好声音舞台,即将引爆全场,撂倒全部。 Indistinct such as wind temperament, is very easy-to-use in the situation of vehement feeling, perfect the Wang Yan bone is the rock and roll in slightly young uninhibited, profligate and unruly stimulated completely. 飘渺如风的气质,在情绪激烈的情况下特别好用,完美的将汪言骨子里属于摇滚小年轻的不羁、放荡、桀骜全部激发了出来。 Deep pool ting Yue Zhi, such as brings grandmaster to kiss to! 渊渟岳峙,如带宗师亲至！ Raising the head of millet ignorant bi, full contain awes, weak asking: „Did woof, Young Wang, what song sing?” 小米懵哔的抬起头,满含敬畏,弱弱的问:“汪、汪少,唱啥歌？” „Empty boasting.” “浮夸。” eldest young begins supinely, deeply inspires, the facial features are solemn. 大少仰起头,深深吸一口气,面容冷峻。 83 face value points are very graceful, most critically good temperament and tall and straight bearing. 83的颜值分已经很帅,更为关键的是不俗的气质和挺拔的仪态。 Looks in the He Xiaolu eye, the unclear sleep/felt is severe. 看在何小鹿眼里,不明觉厉。 Looks in the He Meng eye, the heart trembles. 看在何梦眼里,心头微颤。 Looks in the Yu Qiuli eye, the heat flow billowing...... ah is not, is moved to tears. 看在于秋丽眼里,热流滚滚……啊不是,热泪盈眶。 Before other schoolmates are hold the breath to wait for —— small transparent Loser Wang not to enter KTV, is Internet cafe hold/container Yegeng is obviously solid, therefore no one knows radically eldest uncle is what strength. 其余的同学更是屏息以待——以前的小透明屌丝汪从来没进过KTV,明显是网吧包夜更实在,所以根本没人知道介大爷是什么实力。 Seemingly very powerful! 看起来好强！ ...... …… Was unfair to you to want. 对不起你们想多了。 Although eldest young decided to be ready for any sacrifice, but looked not anxious, in fact did not inspire a little oxygen deficit. 大少虽然决定豁出去了,但只是看起来不紧张,实际上不吸口气都有点缺氧。 Does the brain make up so many to do? mental illness! 脑补那么多干嘛？精神病！ ...... …… The accompaniment sound gets up, the eldest young tipsy feeling upwelled slightly, remembered the first thought of choosing this song. 伴奏声响起,大少酒意微微上涌,想起了挑选这首歌的初心。 Song that —— most loved in a nutshell in the past. 一言以蔽之——当年最爱的歌。 The lyrics wrote too well, wrote in Wang Yan every single word or phrase at heart. 歌词写得太好了,一字一句都写在汪言心里。 Hummed repeatedly, often practiced, never had the opportunity to sing. 反复哼唱,时常练习,却从未有机会唱出来过。 Today, is the time! 今天,便是时机！ The prelude ended, opens the mouth to sing itself. 前奏结束,开口唱自己。 „ Some people asked me, I will say, but no one “有人问我,我就会讲,但是无人来 I anticipated, to helpless, having the words must say, cannot obtain to load 我期待,到无奈,有话要讲,得不到装载 My mood still looked like the back to cover to be opened 我的心情犹像樽盖等被揭开 The mouth is actually raising the moss 嘴巴却在养青苔 In the tide of people is gentler, becomes paid attention. ” 人潮内愈文静,愈变得不受理睬。” A first sentence exit|to speak, everyone exudes one „oh” exclamation. 第一句一出口,大家就发出一声“哇哦”的惊叹。 Shocking that does not go against of pleasant to hear, opens the mouth that hooligan voice + strong art or technique of singing that kneels to bring. 并非是顶好听、开口跪的那种流氓声线+超强唱功所带来的惊艳。 However, that strong mood, actually brought bigger shock. 但是,那种浓重的情绪,却带来了更大的震撼。 Bitter, helpless, self-ridiculed, is full in the slightly even melody, submerges like the thick fog. 辛酸、无奈、自嘲,饱含在略平的曲调中,如同浓雾般将人淹没。 In a flash, everyone by altogether sentiment. 一瞬间,大家就被共情了。 This is one by one first Wang Yan will not only sing the running accent song, came from ponders over at relapse every single word or phrase. 这是唯一一首汪言不会唱跑调的歌,源自于一字一句的反复琢磨。 Moreover, the Wang Yan body has never become effective permanent skill —— Immortal Among Wine · Drunken Song! 而且,汪言身上有一个从未生效过的永久技能——酒中仙·醉歌！ 【Description: Sings while drinking, life how much】 【描述:对酒当歌,人生几何】 【When liquor to three points and feeling of being drunk are slightly drunk, you can sing transmission mood】 【酒至三分、醉意微醺时,你可以在歌唱中传达情绪】 What mood own personal experience also has more real? 还有什么情绪比自己的亲身经历更真实？ Once, I was one cannot obtain to attach great importance to small transparent! 曾经,我就是一个得不到重视的小透明！ When Wang Yan depressing sang first segment Fuge, the applause was similar to resounds immediately slatingly. 等到汪言略带压抑的唱完第一段副歌,掌声立即如同雷鸣般响起。 eldest young has not done to pay attention slightly, hangs the pupil slightly, quietly like deep pool. 大少丝毫未做理会,微微垂眸,沉静如潭。 „ That year 18, the alma mater dance party, is standing like the underling “那年十八,母校舞会,站着如喽罗 At that time I pledged with tears, everyone must see me 那时候我含泪发誓,各位必须看到我 Also the ordinary road are too ordinary many in world 在世间平凡又普通的路太多 Which Wu Village you live in 屋村你住哪一座 In the love works negligence that receives too 情爱中工作中受过的忽视太多 The self-respect has suffered falls to drop...... ” 自尊已饱经跌堕……” The second section, the mood is even more deep. 第二段,情绪愈发深沉。 That year 18, the experiment did not have the dance party, but, had every other day school acceptance feast time. 那年十八,实验没有舞会,但是,有三天两头一次的升学宴。 I drink to fall on like Liu Weilong's school acceptance feast, on that day memory most profound one was, before keeling over drunk , that He Meng as one wishes shot a look. 我像个喽啰一样喝倒在刘伟龙的升学宴上,那天中记忆最深刻的一幕是,醉倒前何梦随意瞥来的一眼。 She is about thinking: Are the male students really bored? 她大约是在想:男生真无聊？ Hasn't noticed simply? 或者干脆就没有注意到？ Has looked back again that time one, finally yes, that is the unrequited love brain makes up completely excessively. 回过头再去看那时的一幕,终于明白,那完全是自作多情脑补过度。 Each school acceptance feast will have several male students to keel over drunk, customs employee family/home what matter?! 每一场升学宴都会有几个男生醉倒,关人家什么事？！ Is neither relative nor kin, why must be worried that you or do have other mood to you?! 非亲非故的,干嘛要担心你或者对你产生别的情绪？！ However, in that moment, the Wang Yan's self-respect really suffered setbacks seriously, recalled that is a little laughable, however the young male student is really this. 但是,在那一刻,汪言的自尊心真的严重受挫了,回想起来有点可笑,然而小男生真的就是这样。 Sensitive frail is not truly good, but regardless to did not discuss mistakenly that mood is real, and memory is profound. 敏感脆弱确实不好,但是抛开对错不谈,那种情绪是真实、且记忆深刻的。 that night, Wang Yan had then pledged with tears, will happen one day, everyone must see me! 就在那天晚上,汪言便已经含泪发誓,终有一天,各位必须看到我！ next day, Wang Yonglei makes the phone call to ask: „He Meng's school acceptance feast can't you go?” 第二天,王永磊打来电话问:“何梦的升学宴你去不去？” Wang Yan categorically rejects: „Does not go!” 汪言断然拒绝:“不去！” The following dialogue, Loser Wang fills with the anger that nowhere is venting, present Male God Wang has a vivid memory. 接下来的对话,屌丝汪满怀着无处发泄的怒火,如今的男神汪则记忆犹新。 „ah? Real false ah? That is what big beautiful woman! Looks at one few one, how do you think?” “啊？真的假的啊？那可是何大美女！看一眼少一眼,你怎么想的？” „From the start is not a passer-by, does ah?” “压根不是一路人,去干嘛啊？” Can't understand?! 懂不懂？！ Does ah?! 去干嘛啊？！ Like clown was played tricks on by the fellows of these superiority feeling full houses, only to lick the face and He Meng spoke several words, then has her fragrance going home fantasize?! 像小丑似的被那些优越感爆棚的家伙们戏弄,只为舔着脸与何梦说几句话,然后带着她身上的香气回家意淫？！ Gujiao is one by the mining city that upstart rich fills up, the an inch of soil is an inch of gold business center and scar general ghetto interlocks to stand, your my family is the miniature of innumerable city farmer, what lived is the daytime cannot see the sunlight low shantytown! 鼓角是一座被暴发户填满的矿业城市,寸土寸金的商业中心和疤痕一般的城中村交错而立,你我的家庭就是千千万万城市农民的缩影,住的是白天都见不到阳光的低矮棚户区！ In such in a money society that is flooding the impetuous aura, gap between you and He Meng, 【Schoolmate Relationship】 Does not fill in evenly! 在这样一个充斥着浮躁气息的金钱社会里,你与何梦之间的鸿沟,【同学关系】填不平！ People in poor, the breath is wrong. 人在贫穷的时候,呼吸都是错的。 However! 但是！ So long as the self-respect still, what mistake can correct! 只要自尊仍在,什么错误都可以纠正回来！ The anger sheds gradually, the self-respect homing, in the Wang Yan mind flashes through shock and subordinate respect of obeying and second-gen of admire and Goddess of envying and good friend of following Schoolmate —— one after another suddenly...... 愤怒渐褪,自尊归位,汪言脑海中突然闪过接下来的一幕一幕——同学的羡慕、好友的崇拜、女神的顺服、二代的震撼、属下的尊敬…… Finally changes into a chuckle entirely. 最后统统化为一声轻笑。 You think that I was still I? 你们以为我仍是我？ ! 呵！ The final vice- song is near finally, eldest young deeply inspires, once suffering, puzzled and extreme, resentment and anger, in resorption abdomen. 最后的副歌终临,大少深深吸一口气,把曾经的委屈、不解、偏激、怨懑、愤怒,统统都吸回腹中。 Then, with the blue vein suddenly/violently bursts open stance, roared! 然后,用青筋暴绽的姿态,重新吼了出来！ „ You called me to make empty boasting, additional several hiss did not fear “你叫我做浮夸吧,加几声嘘声也不怕 I on the scene have the words of stuffy field 我在场有闷场的话 The performance do you look? 表演你看吗？ Suffices to be hysteric? 够歇斯底里吗？ Waters flowers by the tears, wholeheartedly only thinks that you are surprised 以眼泪淋花吧,一心只想你惊讶 My old times hasn't existed? 我旧时似未存在吗？ Aggravates the note code, the blue vein also reveals true colors 加重注码,青筋也现形 The words I know, now exists? Ha?! ” 话我知,现在存在吗？哈？！” Finally that short, probably several nights of not dormancy are red the eye actually to hunt for the bull finally the wild wolf, to the world, to the society and to the destiny, sends out the ridicule that most disdains! 最后那声短促的哈,像是几夜不眠红着眼睛却终于猎到公牛的野狼,向世人、向社会、向命运,发出最为不屑的嘲笑！ Told me, now do I remain?! 告诉我,现在我还存在吗？！ I, Wang Yan, that poor loser is small, now can you see?! 我,汪言,那个穷屌丝小透明,现在你们看得到吗？！ „ Stares at me, do not only look at the smallpox again! “凝视我,别再只看天花！ My not your cup tea, but also drinks heartily, drinks, drinks! ” 我非你杯茶,也可尽情地喝吧、喝吧、喝吧！” From the bottom second sentence, Wang Yan one breath, shouting oneself hoarse sang three to drink continuously. 倒数第二句,汪言一口气到底,声嘶力竭的连续唱出三个喝吧。 That even is not sings, but is roars, variant pronunciation fiercely, but also releases enough heartily. 那甚至都不是唱出来的,而是吼出来的,破音得厉害,但也释放得足够酣畅。 I very! 我很嗨！ brother now very! 哥现在很嗨！ You are looking up to my vision, making me extremely carefree! 你们仰望着我的目光,让我极其畅快！ Remaining last, enjoying oneself to the full Wealthy Brother was disinclined to sing again, threw toward the sofa on the microphone conveniently, carries one glass of liquor, raised head to toss down. 剩下最后一句,尽了兴的富贵哥懒得再唱了,随手把话筒往沙发上一扔,端起一杯酒,仰头一饮而尽。 Full, in the Wang Yan brain flashes through poem —— unexpectedly 酣畅淋漓中,汪言脑中蓦地闪过一句诗—— Your Cao body and entirely to extinguish, not waste rivers and streams eternal class/flow! 尔曹身与名俱灭,不废江河万古流！ The word does not do for the occasion, actually on sentiment. 词不应景,却应情。 Your these once ridiculed that despises my person, sooner or later will die out not heard. 你们这些曾经嘲笑轻视我的人,早晚都会寂灭无闻。 But my reputation, will look like that rivers and streams to be the same finally, ancient remote spreads! 而我的名声,终将像那江河一般,亘古久远的流传下去！ From high school to the present, probably a being doomed samsara. 从高中到现在,就好像一个注定的轮回。 First half, smiles the belt/bring tears. 前半部,是笑中带泪。 Latter half, strives constantly for self-improvement. 后半部,是自强不息。 hacking? 挂B？ You open the parents to hang greatly, isn't similar to the waste firewood to be incompetent? 你们开着父母大挂,不也如同废柴般无能么？ Even gives your same System, then can certainly achieve me now? 即便给你们同样的系统,便一定能做到我如今？ Joke! 笑话！ In front of your to sing me once the tiny self-respect present heroic feelings and looks wildly, previously all sorts, may cut to break! 当着你们的面唱出我曾经渺小的自尊现在的豪情与野望,此前种种,可一斩而断矣！ From now, I am only I, Male God Wealthy Brother! 从此以后,我只是我,男神富贵哥！ .................. ……………… 【Extra said several】 【额外多说几句】 No matter small loan does change, first chapter of ambush pen time, has set today's plot. 不管小贷改不改,第一章埋伏笔的时候,就已经定下了今天的情节。 This is the thorough farewell of loser status, not only farewell in the past, and forecast in the future. 这是与屌丝身份的彻底告别,既告别过去,又展望未来。 Head mountain that in the dream that He Meng represents Goddess, Liu Weilong represents, the final result was conquered. 何梦所代表的梦中女神,刘伟龙所代表的头上大山,最终的结局都是被征服。 Other similar article possibly does not pay great attention to this point, but I in deciding, had considered when grows to certain stage, with passing reconciliation. 别的同类文可能不注重这一点,但是我在立意的时候,就已经考虑过成长到一定阶段时,与过往的和解。 Has not completed this step, the innermost feelings are weak throughout, cannot haunch the later story. 没完成这一步,内心始终软弱,撑不起以后的故事。 Returns to the beforehand issue: Earlier why many people thought that He Meng is poisonous? What did she make the mistake? 回到之前的问题:为什么前期好多人觉得何梦毒？她做错什么了么？ Actually no, was only that time reality is too brutal, stabbing pain will of the people. 其实没有,只是那时的现实太残酷,刺痛人心。 I write in the introduction language „am being willing my reader to be never stranded for the poverty”. 我在开篇语上写着“愿我的读者永远不为贫穷所困”。 I write „person in the first chapter poorly , the breath is wrong”. 我在第一章写“人在贫穷的时候,呼吸都是错的”。 This is the reality, but is not our negative reasons. 这是现实,但不是我们消极的理由。 Therefore I when the 1,600,000 character wrote „want the self-respect still, what mistake can correct”. 所以我在160万字的时候写“只要自尊仍在,什么错误都可以纠正回来”。 Strives constantly for self-improvement, such as the weeds tenacious growth, is a creator should to three views that everyone exposes, is I insists the present faith. 自强不息,如野草般顽强成长,才是一个创作者应该向大家展露的三观,也是我坚持到现在的信念。 I herewith offer, salute. 此致,敬礼。 Finally, the pleasant surprise had, ticket? 最后,惊喜有了,票呢？