LCG :: Volume #2 逐光者

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The obsolete elevator makes the sound, this sound has delimited the ruins and mountain valley like the strong winds of summer, just like old tree of losing plant whistling by going all out. 老旧的电梯发出吱嘎吱嘎的声响,这声音如同夏日的狂风划过废墟与山谷,宛如枯死的老树在拼命的啸叫。 Looked in front of one to lead the leading the way youth of big earring big gold ring dull, „didn't this elevator have the issue?” 佩妮呆呆的看了一眼前面带着大耳环大金戒指的引路青年,“这电梯没有问题?” This morning what Ao gave to report the news, and called two taxis her, making her lead everyone to come to Xiwang Building, converged with other wilderness wanderers. 今天早上何奥就给佩妮发了消息,并给她打了两辆出租车,让她带着所有人来希望大厦,与其他的荒野流浪者汇合。 Their group including the youngster who that what Ao saves, altogether ten people, came. 他们一行包括那个何奥救下的少年在内,一共十个人,都一齐来了。 Does not have the issue, this elevator three years ago has made the maintenance.” “没有问题的,这电梯三年前才做过保养。” Greatly gold/metal ring youth returned looked at one eyes, said with a smile. 大金戒子青年回看了佩妮一眼,笑道。 Looks in the elevator the rusty iron sheet, as well as front completely and elevator style does not build by expansion fence gate that the rusty stain packages, slow and discrete nod. 佩妮看着电梯里生锈的铁皮,以及面前完全和电梯风格不搭的被锈迹包裹的伸缩栅栏门,缓慢而又谨慎的点了点头。 When she nods, the vision that she drifts away even can see the iron fence gate and elevator edge crude spot. 在她点头的时候,她游离的目光甚至能看到铁栅栏门与电梯边缘粗暴的焊点。 Obviously, this iron fence gate and elevator are not first wives. 很显然,这个铁栅栏门和电梯不是原配。 If not she has not gone out of town, she even thinks that here is in the wilderness some camp, the construction vestige that some dug out the big cataclysm time, then reconstructs the wilderness wanderer camp of human society with various types of junks. 如果不是她还没有出城,她甚至会以为这里是荒野上某个营地,某个挖出了大灾变时代的建筑遗迹,然后用各种破铜烂铁重建人类社会的荒野流浪者营地。 Has not thought that in the city also has this place unexpectedly. 佩妮没有想到,城市里居然还有这种地方。 With her before what mysterious compared with hotel that lives, here simply is the ruins. 与她和何奥之前居住的酒店相比,这里简直就是废墟。 Bang- 砰- The obsolete elevator vibrated fiercely, in everyone loses in the balanced swing, stopped. 老旧的电梯剧烈抖动了一下,在所有人失去平衡的摇摆中,停了下来。 Expands and contracts the fence gate to pull open slowly, the one who maps view is a ruined square, the dense and numerous dirty curtain screen vertical alternations, hang in the square horizontally, this square divides one to be able reluctantly housing small check room. 伸缩栅栏门缓缓拉开,映入佩妮眼帘的是一个破败的广场,密密麻麻的肮脏的帘子横纵穿插,挂在广场上,将这个广场勉强划分成一个可以‘居住’的‘小格子房间’。 The dirty fishy smell stink that is combining the body waste heads on. 一股混杂着屎尿的肮脏的腥臭味扑面而来。 However in the wilderness was more than this bad environment, stands here is also not the person who that type has not seen the world, the people are only on the face reveal the surprise slightly, but not many other performance. 不过荒野上比这糟糕的环境多多了,站在这里的也都不是那种没有见过世面的人,众人只是脸上稍显诧异,但是并没有其他更多的表现。 Leads the youth of greatly gold/metal ring to look at the people who was astonished behind, the spreading out hand of smile, 带着大金戒子的青年看了一眼身后讶异的众人,微笑的摊开手, Welcome to Xiwang Building, here lives hopeless person.” “欢迎来到希望大厦,这里住着的都是没有希望的人。” Then he has turned around, leading the people to proceed, this building is not our destinations, must go to the destination also to transfer together the elevator again.” 然后他转过身,带着众人往前走着,“这层楼不是我们的目的地,要前往目的地还要再转一道电梯。” Follows dull this youth, from that was brought room that’ the curtain screen of stink is encircling side to pass through dirtily. 佩妮呆呆的跟着这个青年,从那一个个被肮脏带着点臭味的帘子围起来的‘房间’旁经过。 These curtain screen seals are mostly lax, only fixes by some brick bats or the ropes on the ground, spacious slits are found in the place that the curtain screen and curtain screen connect. 这些帘子大多密封不严,只被一些砖块或者绳索固定在地上,一个个宽大的缝隙遍布帘子与帘子交汇的地方。 By these slits, saw dishevelled hair and dirty face people. 透过这些缝隙,佩妮看到了一个个蓬头垢面的人们。 They sit in a circle on the dirty ground, most people side is suspending a turning yellow mattress, that is the place that they sleep. 他们团坐在肮脏地上,大多数人旁边摆着一个发了黄的床垫,那就是他们睡觉的地方。 When and the others passed through some room, a little girl stands up, lies in them who in the crack visit. 在佩妮等人经过某一个房间的时候,一个小女孩站起身,趴在裂缝上看着的他们。 Her eye such as the pearl is generally attractive. 她的眼睛如珍珠一般漂亮。 She lies on the curtain screen, the small body presses the slope forward the curtain screen, spreads like the withered and yellow straw common disorderly hair on the worn-out curtain screen, prints out one group of shadows. 她趴在帘子上,小小的身子将帘子压得向前倾斜,如同枯黄稻草一般杂乱的头发涂在破旧的帘子上,印出一团阴影。 She is gazing at curiously, is gazing at this group of people who pass through from the curtain screen. 她好奇的注视着佩妮,注视着这群从帘子后面走过的人。 Crossed some little time, she takes back the vision, sits on cushion that returns to her to turn yellow, fishes out a black cold starch stick from the one side, using energy is nipping. 过了好一会儿,她才收回目光,坐回到她发黄的垫子上,从一旁摸出一个黑冷的淀粉棒,费劲的咬着。 Takes back from the little girl the vision, most people in this building are not curious like this little girl, their eyes muddy and numb, whatever and the others passed through, as if anything has not seen. 佩妮将目光从小女孩身上收回,这层楼的绝大多数人都不像这个小女孩一样充满好奇心,他们眼睛浑浊而麻木,任由佩妮等人走过,仿佛什么都没看见。 They “他们・・・” Opens the mouth in a soft voice. 佩妮轻声开口。 I know that you must ask anything,” stands in the forefront youth opens the mouth slowly, he lit cigarette, clamps in the hand, walked while is saying, “我知道你要问什么,”站在最前面的青年缓缓开口,他点了一支烟,夹在手上,一边走一边说着, You want to ask why they here, each will arrive in here city mister young lady will have such question, but I have not thought that your wilderness wanderer will have such question.” “你想问他们为什么会在这里,每一个来到这里的城里的‘先生小姐’都会有这样的疑问,但是我没想到你们荒野流浪者也会有这样的疑问。” Then the youth not to the time that responded, continued saying that „ their some were since birth here, some were do not go on living outside unfamiliar, arrived here. 然后青年没有给佩妮回应的时间,继续说道,“他们有些是生来就在这里,有些是在外面生活不下去,才来到了这里。 They somewhat owed the debt of financial group, each wages will be deducted by the financial group, does not go on living outside completely. 他们有些欠了财团的债务,每一笔工资都会被财团扣走,在外面完全活不下去。 Some do not have the property since birth, is landless, without the house, all they do not have, money that they study does not have, to depend upon at outside dozen of odd-jobs maintains the livelihood, somewhat is the service person, some group of factories make some simple handiworks. 有些生来就没有财产,没有土地,没有房屋,一切的一切他们都没有,他们连读书的钱都没有,依靠在外面打零工维持生活,有些做服务员,有些帮工厂做一些简单的手工活。 Naturally, these work have no income, even cannot help them be able to bear a cheapest house rent, they roam about on the street either, either spends the little money to live here. 当然,这些工作都没有什么收入,甚至不能帮他们负担得起一份最便宜的房租,他们要么在街上流浪,要么花一点点钱住在这里。 This is cheapest, rent per week in 5 to 18 federal coins, if you can pay more money, Xiwang Building also has the single room, or the apartment in belt/bring kitchen, the maximum rent will not surpass every week 100 federal coins, entire dawn city cheapest house here. 这一层是最便宜的,每周的租金在五到18联邦币不等,如果你付得起更多的钱,希望大厦也有单间,或者带厨房的公寓,最高的租金也不会超过每周100联邦币,全晨曦市最便宜的房子都在这里。 Naturally, you cannot expect to the environment. 当然,你不能对环境有所期待。 Lives here at least the keeping out wind and rain places, but also some people manage, can only say compared with resting avenue. ” 住在这里至少有一个遮风挡雨的地方,还有人管理,只能说比睡大街强。” Who is managing here?” “谁在管理这里?” Asking that has doubts. 佩妮疑惑的问道。 Faction, various every large or small factions, blonde help/gang, black hair help/gang, bald help/gang, noodles help/gang, what name has, they are responsible for oneself region respectively, they are keeping here basic order,” “帮派,各种各样大大小小的帮派,金发帮,黑发帮,秃头帮,面条帮,什么名字的都有,他们各自负责自己的区域,他们维持着这里基本的秩序,” The youth hold in the mouth the smoke in the mouth, this inside faction also has the battle, if you met, hides to be farther.” 青年把烟叼在嘴里,“不过这里面的帮派也有争斗,如果你们遇见了,躲远一些。” Speaking of this, the youth turn head looked at one just to look behind their little girls were at room, 说到这,青年回头看了一眼身后刚刚看着他们的那个小女孩所在的‘房间’, That little girl, the previous downstairs faction gun battle, his father has not run away in side, was hit by the stray bullet died, their family of three lived in the following single room, after the father dies, has to move, his mother hits several labor every day, wants to move, even sends her to school.” “那个小女孩,上次楼下帮派枪战,他爸爸就是在旁边没跑掉,被流弹打中死了,她们一家三口原本住在下面的单间,爸爸死后就只好搬了上来,他妈每天打几份工,想要搬回去,甚至送她上学。” The youth have turned round, sigh, such person has in this building, some of them succeeded, moved other floors, even left Xiwang Building, but most people stayed here forever.” 青年回过身,叹了口气,“这样的人在这层楼有很多,他们有的成功了,搬去了其他楼层,甚至离开了希望大厦,但是绝大多数人都永远的留在了这里。” He raised the head, suddenly the young girl before discovery body disappeared. 他抬起头,突然发现身前的少女消失了。 …… ・・・・・・ The little girls are nipping the jet black starch stick difficultly, at this time she heard rapid sound of footsteps suddenly. 小女孩艰难的咬着漆黑的淀粉棒,这个时候她突然听到一声急促的脚步声。 A dark-skinned young girl appears before the crack, she looked at a little girl, had the bread of packing to hand over one. 一个皮肤黝黑的少女出现在裂缝前,她看了一眼小女孩,将一个还带着包装的面包递了过去。 The little girls blinked, got hold of the starch stick in hand, the doubts, but looks at her vigilantly. 小女孩眨眨眼睛,握紧了手里的淀粉棒,疑惑而警惕的看着她。 Looks at the look of little girl, put out a hand to rip open the bread sack in hand, rips a scrap to put the mouth to eat, then handed over the bread again. 佩妮看着小女孩的神色,伸手将手中的面包包装袋撕开,撕了一小块放到自己嘴里吃了,然后把面包再次递了过去。 The little girls blink again, she turned by the mattress looked, found a silver beaded glass, polished it with the clothes, handed in front. 小女孩再次眨眨眼睛,她在床垫旁边翻找了一下,找到了一个银色的玻璃珠,用衣服把它擦干净,递到佩妮面前。 Looked at this beaded glass, gently nod. 佩妮看了一眼这颗玻璃珠,轻轻点头。 The little girls show a smile, she forces in the beaded glass hand, then received the bread on hand fast. 小女孩露出一个笑容,她把玻璃珠塞进佩妮的手里,然后飞快的接过了佩妮手上的面包。 She ripped a scrap bread to force in the mouth carefully, then in looked to begin the bread, stopped, careful close bread bag, stopper to mattress under. 她小心的撕了一小块面包塞进嘴里,然后看着手里的面包,停顿了一下,小心的合上面包袋子,塞到了床垫下面。 When she raised the head again, that stands the young girl before crack has disappeared. 等到她再抬起头的时候,那个站在裂缝前的少女已经不见了。 …… ・・・・・・ Returned to the team, the youth had not asked where she went, but led them to enter the next elevator as before. 佩妮回归了队伍,青年也没有问她哪去了,而是依旧带着他们进入了下一个电梯。 Before bread is, what Ao buys for them, yesterday evening ate the larger part. 佩妮的面包是之前何奥给他们买的,昨晚上吃了一大半。 Also is left over, time everyone of coming divided one, serves as the early lunch, she delivered her bread. 还剩下的,过来的时候每个人分了一份,用作早午饭,她把自己的那个面包送出去了。 This elevator makes the sound as before, they upward, arrived finally most top level. 这台电梯依旧发出吱嘎吱嘎的声响,他们一路往上,最终抵达了最顶层。 The youth led them to go out of the elevator, the one who mapped their view was a broad space. 青年带着他们走出了电梯,映入他们眼帘的是一片宽阔的空间。 The weak wilderness wanderers are sitting, some slightly strengths young wilderness wanderers orderly distribution food. 一个个虚弱的荒野流浪者正席地而坐,一些稍微有些力气的年轻的荒野流浪者正在秩序井然的分发食物。 Ronald's camp since Ronald father years, stressed that very discipline and order, these things have carved into these generation of growing up camps the bone of young people. 罗纳尔的营地自从罗纳尔父亲时代,就十分强调纪律和秩序,这些东西已经刻入了这一代长大的营地的年轻人的骨子里。 This makes food distribution that they organize also unusual has orderly, has not had the aspect of raiding. 这使得他们组织的食物分发也非常的具有秩序性,没有出现哄抢的局面。 Naturally, not every wilderness wanderer adapts to such order, what Ao respect that but they stemming from saving them come out, as well as to maintaining on the manpower of order on chest cavity the respect of guns, they have not displayed not to coordinate. 当然,并不是每个荒野流浪者都适应这样的秩序,但是他们出于对救他们出来的何奥的尊重,以及对维护秩序的人手上上了膛的枪支的尊重,他们并没有表现出不配合。 This region is the station of some Xiwang Building big faction, Victor eldest child couple of days ago just handled them, this region emptied,” “这片区域原本是希望大厦某个大帮派的驻地,维克托老大前两天刚刚搞定他们,这片区域的就空了出来,” The youth smile, looked at orderly wilderness wanderers, speaks the truth, you give my feeling really not like the wilderness wanderer.” 青年笑了笑,看了一眼秩序井然的荒野流浪者们,“说实话,你们给我的感觉真不像荒野流浪者。” Then he waved, moved toward the elevator direction, „the two days food we will send on time, hopes that you will soon restore.” 然后他挥挥手,走向了电梯方向,“这两天的食物我们都会按时送来,希望你们早日恢复。” Vision looks again to the surrounding wilderness wanderers, at this time in the crowd broadcast a pleasantly surprised sound suddenly, „? Linda?” 佩妮目光再次看向周围的荒野流浪者们,这时候人群中突然传来一个惊喜的声音,“佩妮?琳达?” Ducker?” “达克?” Stares. 佩妮一愣。 Ducker is that takes the shovel in the factory, leads the youth who the wilderness wanderers are revolting against the foreman while the power cut, he sees, walked excitedly. 达克就是那个在工厂里拿着铁锹,趁着停电带着荒野流浪者们反抗工头的青年,他看到佩妮,兴奋的走了过来。 Ducker and is a hunter squad, the relations are very good, he likes older female cousin Linda. 达克和佩妮原本是一个猎人小队的,关系很好,他喜欢佩妮的堂姐琳达。 Three people have a reunion again, light up with pleasure, chat while walking. 三人再次重逢,喜笑颜开,边走边聊。 Also gave Ducker and Linda the matter share in wilderness. 佩妮也把荒野上的事情分享给了达克和琳达。 When hears what Aozhan to kill the bitter ape, bringing the corpse of bitter ape to return to the temporary camp, digs out the heart of bitter ape time, two people are excited exceptionally. 当听到何奥斩杀苦猿,带着苦猿的尸体回到临时营地,挖出苦猿的心脏的时候,两人都兴奋异常。 The discussion finally, sees the dense and numerous wilderness wanderers, suddenly asked in a soft voice, leader said how can arrange everyone?” 讨论到最后,佩妮看到密密麻麻的荒野流浪者们,突然轻声问道,“首领说了要怎么安排大家了吗?” No,” Ducker shakes the head, only said calmly temporarily here.” “没有,”达克摇摇头,“只说暂时在这里安顿。” We can return to the wilderness,” looks at these dense and numerous crowds, said in a soft voice, has so many people, perhaps we can reconstruct a more magnificent camp.” “我们可以回到荒野上,”佩妮看着这些密密麻麻的人群,轻声道,“有这么多人,咱们或许就能重建一个更辉煌的营地。” Hears these words, Ducker fell into silent. 听到这句话,达克陷入了沉默。 Crossed for a long time, Ducker in gazing at the wilderness wanderers in square, was saying slowly, everyone is actually not willing to return to the wilderness.” 过了许久,达克在注视着广场上的荒野流浪者们,缓缓说道,“大家其实都不愿意回到荒野上。” He has treated in the factory, knows factory the thoughts of people. 他在工厂里待过,知道工厂里的人们的心思。 Why?” “为什么?” Nearby Linda asked in a soft voice. 一旁的琳达轻声问道。 Because here does not have the unusual animals.” “因为这里没有异兽。” Replaced Ducker to answer, she looks at Ducker, „, but the city did not welcome us.” 佩妮代替达克做出了回答,她看着达克,“但是城市并不欢迎我们。” Ducker lowers the head, fell into silent. 达克低下了头,陷入了沉默。 Except, all wilderness wanderers here, the visa is expired, once were checked, will be expelled the city. 除了佩妮,在这里的所有荒野流浪者,签证都早已过期,一旦被查到,就会被逐出城市。 They live in the city, must avoid FBI, avoids the dawn city police station, the faction and bludger will be unfriendly to them, they could not find the regular job, can only find the way to meet some not to need the social security number the manual labor. 他们在城市里生活,要躲避联邦调查局,躲避晨曦市警察局,帮派和混混也不会对他们友好,他们找不到正式工作,就只能想办法去接一些不需要社保号码的活计。 Ducker had asked before then the person who the gold/metal mole helps, does have such living. 达克在此之前已经问过金钱鼠帮的人,有没有这样的活。 Having, but is low-priced, the money , can only they live in Xiwang Building. 有,但是价格低廉,赚来的钱,只能够他们生活在希望大厦里。 They can only live in the city like the mouse generally. 他们只能如同老鼠一般在城市里活着。 Also or one day, was seized by the factory like Kyle Manufacturer again, becomes the disposable labor force. 又或者有一天,再次被像凯尔制造公司那样的工厂抓走,成为一次性使用的劳力。 However even so, they do not want to return to the wilderness, returning to that never to know that Li Minghe died in the wilderness that who first arrives. 但是即使这样,他们也不想回到荒野上,回到那个永远不知道黎明和死亡谁先到来的荒野上。 Even if Ronald's camp this exceptionally prosperous camp, should still once be disillusioned in an unusual animals attack probably. 即使像是罗纳尔的营地这样曾经异常繁荣的营地,也会在一场异兽袭击中破灭。 The camp or the family in wilderness, were attacked to claim the lives of many people each time, countless people become the dishes of unusual animals, or becomes them to hatch heir's flesh hotbed. 荒野中的营地或家族,每次被袭击都会带走许多人的生命,无数人成为异兽的盘中餐,或者成为它们孵化子嗣的血肉温床。 In the city, can live. 在城里,能活着。 Even if the mouse is probably same, base and low is living, the life span lessens is living. 哪怕像是老鼠一样,卑微的活着,寿命减短的活着。 Three people fell into simultaneously silent. 三人同时陷入了沉默。 The silent dark cloud covered the sky. 寂静的乌云笼罩了天空。 …… …… When what Ao arrives at Xiwang Building time, when already near in the evening. 等到何奥来到希望大厦的时候,已经时近傍晚。 The sky just like the curtain of night that the jet black dark cloud covers, what mysterious passes through from the wilderness wanderers, finally saw a lonely back in the corner. 天空被漆黑的乌云笼罩的宛如夜幕,何奥从一个个荒野流浪者身边穿过,最终在角落里看到了一个孤独的背影。 A person stands before the giant window, under the pitch-black cloud and jet black sky, gazes at that to fill the city of radiant splendid light. 佩妮一个人站在巨大的落地窗前,在乌黑的云彩与漆黑的天空下,注视着那充满着璀璨华光的城市。 Her static where is standing. 她静静的在哪里站立着。 Even the arm was cut an opening not to detect by the sharp abandoned steel products, light flood the green brilliance blood is overflowing following the long wound. 连胳膊被锋利的废弃钢材划开一道口子都未曾察觉,淡淡的泛着浅浅的绿色光辉的鲜血顺着长长的伤口溢出。 She as if heard behind sound of footsteps, she turns the head. 她似乎听到了身后的脚步声,她转过头来。 Looks at what Ao confusedly. 迷茫的看着何奥。 what Aozhan in her side, is gazing at the magnificent city under this jet black dark cloud with her together. 何奥站在她的身旁,与她一同注视着这座漆黑乌云下的辉煌城市。 Leader,” “首领,” Opens the mouth gently, drop of tears coast following her profile, why we do not face the dangerous the wilderness, is in the city lowly and terrified is living?” 佩妮轻轻开口,一滴泪水顺着她的侧脸滑下,“为什么我们不是要面对危险的荒野,就是要在城市里卑贱而惶恐的活着?” She raised the head to gaze at what Ao, 她抬起头注视着何奥, What did we make the mistake? We were born in the wilderness, can undertake such destiny?” “我们是做错了什么吗?我们只是出生在荒野上,就要承担这样的命运吗?” She looks at what Ao, the tears wells up like the spring water, her whole body like drained the physical strength, falling of staggering on the ground, „do we have the mistake since birth?” 她看着何奥,泪水如泉水般涌下,她浑身如同被抽干了气力,踉跄的跌坐在地上,“我们生来就有错吗?” what Ao the squatting down body, grasped her gently, patted her back. 何奥蹲下身子,轻轻的抱住了她,拍了拍她的后背。 Ronald and young time looks like very much. 佩妮和年轻时候的罗纳尔很像。 what Ao is gazing at void, probably said to this girl, seemed like says to oneself, 何奥注视着虚空,像是对这个女孩说,又像是对自己说, Wrong is not we.” “错的不是我们。” Off topic 题外话 Next year this day blue sky, will actually smile the world to bear children busily. 明年此日青云去,却笑人间举子忙。 The college entrance examination refuels. 高考加油。 Wrote, later. 写多了,稍晚。 7017 k 7017k
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