My duty, completes the long-cherished wish of teacher: Distorts the history, lets for ten years ago dies can live of the accidental/surprised star beautiful aunt. 我的任务,是完成老师的夙愿:篡改历史,让十年前死于意外的星嫣阿姨可以活下来。 Called her aunt possibly a little bad mind, words properly speaking were called the elder sister is quite good, but selected small willful, let off me. 啊,叫她阿姨可能有点坏心眼了,按理说的话叫姐姐比较好,不过这么点小小的任性,就放过我吧。 After all, about letting the teacher worried about the entire ten years of people, really I am a little slightly envy. 毕竟,对于让老师牵挂了整整十年的人,果然我还是有点小嫉妒的。 In the past history, teacher not, because the star beautiful aunt's death vents anger to our family on, instead also dismantled for this reason own finally Saint sword, then with " deep Wang Sheng sword- woof Darcio " helped their one shear to half spirit. 在过去的历史中,老师并没有因为星嫣阿姨的死而迁怒到我们一家人身上,反而还为此拆解了自己的终焉圣剑,然后用其中的「冥王圣剑-汪达尔乔」帮她们一家割离了半灵。 Probably is at that time, in addition young started to look forward to him. 大概就是在那个时候,尚且年幼的自己就开始憧憬他了吧。 Because then can not be made me settle on by the teacher by the time line influence special point physique, becomes his disciple, inherited flashed the bright Saint sword to return to change the history to accept to train. 而后因为能够不受时间线影响的特异点体质则让我被老师看中,成为了他的弟子,继承了闪煌圣剑为了回到过去改变历史而接受训练。 During that time, I increasingly realized, I liked this person who probably took my teacher. 在那段时间里,我逐渐意识到,自己好像喜欢上了这个作为我老师的人。 However I have not revealed the heart mark, not only because of my spiritless instinct, fear, once the teacher rejects, will relate including the masters and disciples is therefore affected to be worried. 不过我从来没有表露过心迹,不仅是因为我懦弱的天性,还有害怕一旦老师拒绝的话,连师徒关系都会因此受到影响的担心。 Until now, the teacher and I tried hard a about ten years of goal also finally to achieve. 时至今日,老师和我努力了将近十年的目标也终于达成了。 Therefore, I should feel that rejoice is right...... 为此,我应该感到高兴才对吧…… „Hey, how to be in a daze suddenly?” “喂,怎么突然发起呆来了？” Withstood/Top by me on the head asks with the sola topi same teacher in a soft voice. 被我顶在脑袋上和遮阳帽一样的老师轻声问道。 „, Sorry, because the ice cream is too delicious, therefore incautiously being infatuated in.” “啊,抱歉,因为冰淇淋太好吃,所以一不小心陶醉其中了。” I lick the twin ice cream that in the hand soon melted hastily, then tries to deceive. 我连忙舔了舔手里快要化掉的双球冰淇淋,然后试着糊弄过去。 The strong vanilla taste spreads in the mouth, the feeling of cool faint trace also scattered summer heat, making my therefore some heads of indulging in flights of fancy also restore the past tranquility. 浓重的香草味在嘴里扩散开来,凉丝丝的感觉也驱散了身上的暑气,令我因此有些胡思乱想的脑袋也恢复了往日的宁静。 „Teacher do you want to taste?” “老师你要尝尝吗？” „Does not use, moreover was not I says you, even if liked eating the sweets, did eat so many really not to have the issue one time?” The voice of teacher sounds somewhat weak, but can hear him also to care about me, this point and future he will be exactly the same. “不用,另外不是我说你,就算喜欢吃甜食,一次吃那么多真的没问题吗？”老师的声音听起来有些无力,不过听得出来他也只是在关心我,这一点和未来的他一模一样。 „Relieved relieved, other things did not say, the sweets words came many not to have the issue!” “安心安心,其他的东西不好说,不过甜食的话来多少都没问题！” Therefore I also let loose at heart that worried feeling diligently, even if until the opposite party could not see, also squeezes out a smile response to say on the face. 于是我也努力放开心里那丝烦闷的感觉,哪怕直到对方看不到,也在脸上挤出一个笑容回应道。 „, Can the words also please control much......, no matter from your management of health is my wallet weight.” “呜,可以的话还请多多节制……不管是从你的健康管理还是我的钱包重量来说。” „ei ~ the teacher you quite said mean-spiritedly!” I blow up the cheek, same acts like a spoiled brat to say with the child. “欸~老师你好小气的说！”我鼓起腮帮子,和小孩子一样撒娇道。 „Then is not mean-spirited, plans carefully, manages a household thriftily!” The teacher is whipping my head with the meatball, but is not painful, instead also somewhat itchy. “这才不是小气,是精打细算,节俭持家！”老师用肉球拍打着我的脑袋,不过一点都不痛,反而还有些痒痒的。 The people on road visit us with the inconceivable vision, because they cannot understand the words of teacher, therefore felt very strange. 路上的人都用不可思议的眼光看着我们,因为他们听不懂老师的话,所以感觉很奇怪吧。 „Good good, Teacher, do not forget us also at the appointment on the way of! Then is calculating will make the girl not feel happily ~” “好啦好啦,老师,别忘了我们还在约会的途中哦！那么斤斤计较可是会让女孩子感到不高兴的~” „Appointment...... this appointment I always thought that some are not right.” The teacher lies on my head mutters. “约会啊……这种约会我总觉得有些不对劲。”老师趴在我脑袋上喃喃自语。 „, Is because I borrow this time now, in addition the relations of young semblance, but the teacher I told you, do not look at my present vast stretch of flat land, in the future will turn into ‚pū new/button pū new/button’ ~” “哦哦,是因为我现在借用了这个时代尚且年幼的自己外表的关系么,不过老师我跟你讲,别看我现在一马平川,将来可是会变成‘噗纽噗纽’的哦~” „That strange onomatopoetic what's the matter?!” “那个奇怪的拟声词是怎么回事？！” „Although you possibly do not believe that but is bigger absolutely much than the present star beautiful aunt ~” “虽然你可能不信,不过绝对比现在的星嫣阿姨要大得多哦~” „This strange information I do not want to know! Moreover I am not this meaning, words that must speak, what is not right is me to......” “这种奇怪的情报我才不想知道！而且我不是这个意思,一定要说的话,不对劲的是我这边才对……” „Proposes the jasmine elder sister's stature while convenient is still now this appearance ~” “顺带一提茉莉姐的身材依然是现在这幅模样~” „Good...... did not cough right, this saying you remember that don't say in front of the jasmine?” “太好了……咳不对,这话你记得别在茉莉面前说哦？” The teacher urged pretentiously. 老师装模作样地叮嘱道。 Although jasmine elder sister as if does not care and that's the end. 虽然茉莉姐本人似乎并不在意就是了。 „Understanding ~” I pointed at gather, made a not too standard military salute. “了解~”我手指并拢,做了一个不太标准的军礼。 Teacher silent a while, then suddenly asked: „Apricot blossom, you have what concern......” 老师沉默了一会儿,然后突然问道:“杏花,你是不是有什么心事……” „No, the teacher you also were too oversensitive!” “才没有哩,老师你也太多心了吧！” Although my heart beat fiercely, but the semblance sets a calm appearance diligently, replied grinningly: „Has flashes the bright Saint sword in the words, this world can injure to my person are not many.” 虽然我的心脏剧烈地跳动了下来,不过外表还是努力做出一副波澜不惊的样子,笑嘻嘻地回答道:“有闪煌圣剑在的话,这个世界能够伤到我的人可不多。” „Although the strength, only then striking is coming.” “虽然只有一击的力量来着。” „......” “啊呜……” „Moreover must come back to change the history obviously, finally almost anything busy has not added on.” “而且明明是要回来改变历史,结果几乎什么忙都没帮上。” „......” “啊呜啊呜……” Originally others have cared about this matter very much, unexpectedly also makes up the blade others, really just like the future, teacher the fellow of this puzzled character and style! 本来人家就已经很在意这事了,居然还补刀人家,果然和未来一样,老师你这个不解风情的家伙！ „But,”, while I at heart the unstated criticism, the voice of teacher slightly was gentle a point: „Thank you, if not you, I will definitely also take the old route in your time line.” “不过,”正当我在心里腹诽的时候,老师的声音却稍微柔和了一点:“谢谢你啦,如果不是你的话,我肯定还会走上你那条时间线里的老路吧。” „Un, wú......” “恩,唔……” Hateful, turned into the cat obviously . Moreover the age is not the future uncle pattern, why the teacher your voice is that Su! From words that nearly spoke, making my foot somewhat unable to come to a stop. 可恶,明明变成了猫,而且年纪也不是未来的大叔模式,为啥老师你的声音还是那么苏啦！距离那么近说的话,让我的脚都有些站不稳了。 „What's wrong?” Possibly is felt that my footsteps somewhat shake, the teacher cared that asked. “怎么了吗？”可能是感觉到我的脚步有些晃悠,老师关心地问道。 „Not, no, but a little wants to go to bathroom.” “没、没什么,只是有点想要上厕所。” „The words of restroom, I remember that has in that corner.” “厕所的话,我记得在那个拐角就有。” Then moved the restroom. 然后移动到了厕所。 „Teacher, cannot peep ~” I take head teacher, puts in nearby flower-bed. “老师,不可以偷窥哦~”我把头上的老师拿下来,放到一旁的花坛中。 „Actually you look with what kind of vision my!” “你究竟是用怎么样的眼光看我的啊！” „Words that must peep, must only be able to peep I ~” “要偷窥的话,也务必只能偷窥我哦~” „I do not know that what kind of vision should with look at you!” “我已经不知道该用怎么样的眼光看你了啊！” …… …… …… …… I really am a fool! 我真是个笨蛋！ What ‚must only be able to peep I ~’! It looks like the words that the crazy female can speak simply! Was frightened absolutely from the expression of teacher! 什么‘务必只能偷窥我哦~’啊！简直就像是痴女才会说的话吧！从老师的表情来看绝对是被吓到了啊！ Because really do not go to bathroom, therefore I turned the toilet cover, regards the chair such to sit, both hands are covering the face, wants dead for the words that oneself the head one said a moment ago hotly shy. 因为不是真的要上厕所,所以我只是把马桶盖翻了下来,当成椅子那样坐着,双手捂着脸,为自己刚才脑袋一热说出的话害羞地想要死掉。 Crossed some little time, the heat degree on my face lowered the normal degree. 过了好一会儿,我脸上的热度才降低到了正常的程度。 „Oh, this way is not good...... rare and appointment of teacher......” “唉,这样下去可不行啊……难得和老师的约会……” Long sighed, I summoned to flash the bright Saint sword, is holding up to the compartmented above that lamp it high. 长长地叹了口气,我召唤出闪煌圣剑,将它对着隔间上方那盏灯高高举起。 The silver bright sword blade indistinct is somewhat transparent at this time. 银光闪闪的剑刃此时已经隐约有些透明了。 „My time...... are not much......” “我的时间……不多了啊……” After reorganizing the good mood, I go out to converge with the teacher, then launched the second round of appointment. 整理好心情之后,我就出去和老师汇合,然后展开了第二回合的约会。 After abandoning the strange distracting thoughts, even if only pure strolls in each store randomly, the appointment also became very happy. 摒弃了奇奇怪怪的杂念之后,哪怕只是单纯的在各个商店乱逛,约会也变得十分愉快了。 After the movie in movie theater answers a curtain call finally( because does not permit belt/bring pet, secretly therefore teacher sneaks to slip in), the time quick was also up. 当最后电影院里的电影谢幕后(因为不允许带宠物,所以老师是偷偷溜进去的),时间也快差不多了。 Goes out of the movie theater time, the sky a tangerine piece, the setting sun will soon have vanished in the level line, the bright red grand red cloud marked most beautiful one in the horizon to the sky. 走出电影院的时候,天空已经橘红一片,夕阳即将消失在水平线上,鲜红壮丽的火烧云在天边给天空画上了最美丽的一笔。 Sakura Apartment of teacher situated in the suburbs, will pass through a suburbs park on the way. 老师的樱公寓位于市郊,途中会经过一个城郊公园。 At this time the artificial lake in suburbs park also caught the color of setting sun, sparkling lake looks very attractive. 此时城郊公园里的人工湖也染上了夕阳的颜色,波光粼粼的看起来非常漂亮。 I put near on the teacher the artificial lake rockery, then oneself drew back toward the lakeside two steps, with teacher face-to-face. 我把老师放到人工湖边上的假山上,然后自己朝湖边退了两步,和老师面对面。 He as if also realized anything, visits me earnestly, waits for me to open the mouth. 他仿佛也意识到了什么,认真地看着我,等着我开口。 „Teacher, I must walk.” “老师,我要走了。” „Really is sudden, I also think that you will keep a while.” “真是突然呐,我还以为你会多留一会儿的。” The teacher said self-effacingly, seems like somewhat a pity. 老师摇头晃脑地说道,看起来有些可惜。 „I can be detained in this time line am because flashes the strength of bright Saint sword, but this strength is limited,” I bit the lip, makes own sound be able diligently tranquil: „Moreover, if I do not leave, this time line ‚I’ am unable to wake up.” “我能够滞留在这个时间线是因为闪煌圣剑的力量,但这份力量是有限的,”我咬了下嘴唇,努力让自己的声音能够平静一点:“而且,如果我不离开的话,这个时间线的‘我’就会一直无法醒来。” „Although has said that but I must again thank you.” The teacher dangled the eye, said in a soft voice: „The time of although knowing is very short, but I thought that you are a good person.” “虽然已经说过了,不过我还是要再次谢谢你。”老师垂下了眼睛,轻声说道:“虽然认识的时间很短,但是我觉得你是个不错的人。” But I have known your ten years. „Really repugnant teacher, at this time gave back to me to send the good person card.” 可我已经认识你十年了。“真讨厌啊老师,这种时候还给我发好人卡。” Cannot cry, cannot cry absolutely in this place. 不可以哭,绝对不能在这种地方哭出来。 Otherwise, the teacher cannot be worried. 否则,老师不是会担心的吗。 „Is sorry, but I said is also the truth, in is very together happy with you.” “抱歉抱歉,不过我说的也是真话,和你在一起挺开心的。” I also! Can with the teacher in the same place, conduct the final appointment......, specially happy! 我也是啊！能和老师在一起,进行最后的约会……真的,特别特别的开心！ „Snort, the teacher of this time is really young, ten years later has the mature makings uncle version teacher to compare to my appetite ~” “哼,这个时代的老师真是太年轻,还是十年后更有成熟气质的大叔版老师比较对我的胃口~” „I, this saying said am really sad ~” teacher sways back and forth on the rockery. “呜哇,这话说的我真伤心啊~”老师在假山上打起滚来。 It is not this, regardless of which teacher, I- liked! 不是这样的,不论哪个老师,我都最-喜欢了！ „......” “……” „......” “……” Silent a moment later, I looked up to the teacher. 沉默了片刻之后,我抬头看向了老师。 „Teacher, actually......” “老师,其实……” „?” “？” Actually I like you. 其实我喜欢你。 I most liked you. 我最喜欢你了。 „Actually, today is my birthday.” “其实,今天是我的生日。” Finally cannot say, can only reveal as usual, spiritless forced smile. 最后还是没能说出口,只能露出和以往一样,懦弱的假笑。 „Hey, you did not say early!” The teacher was thrown into confusion immediately: „This did not have the time preparation birthday present!” “喂,你不早说啊！”老师顿时就手忙脚乱了起来:“这不都没时间准备生日礼物了吗！” Without the time? 没时间？ I lifted the hand to look, discovered that started from the fingertip, my body gradually is vanishing. 我抬起手看了看,发现从指尖开始,我的身体正在逐渐消失。 ...... Already to this kind of time...... 啊……已经到这种时候了吗…… Finally on the helpless teacher's gave me his neck cat bell. 最后无奈的老师把他脖子上的猫铃铛给了我。 „Bye...... finally, thanked you again. My only student.” The teacher smiles is sitting on the rockery, visits me with the gentle vision. “再见啦……最后,再次感谢你。我唯一的学生。”老师微笑着坐在假山上,用温柔的目光看着我。 Because the kitty the face muscle are few, therefore generally no expression, but the teacher is different, on the cat face will show the extremely user-friendly facial expression. 猫咪因为脸部肌肉较少,所以一般都没什么表情,不过老师却不一样,猫脸上会露出极为人性化的神情。 At this moment his expression, superposed with the ten years later teachers. 此刻他的表情,和十年后的老师重合了起来。 „Said goodbye, Teacher.” “再见了,老师。” …… …… …… …… Good pain. 好痛苦。 The shuttle space and time will cause the damage to the soul, returns for ten years ago, I had understood this point. 穿梭时空会对灵魂造成伤害,早在返回十年前的时候,我就已经明白了这一点。 But pain at heart comes compared with me now, but the pain in soul has been nothing. 但比起我现在心里的痛苦来,只是灵魂上的痛苦已经算不了什么了。 After changing the history, the star beautiful aunt will not die, the teacher will not only not dismantle own finally Saint sword, did not have to return to the past reason. 改变了历史之后,星嫣阿姨不会死去,老师不仅不会拆解自己的终焉圣剑,也没有了必须返回过去的原因。 In that case, in the teacher helps our family shears after half spirit, will again not have any connection. 那样一来,在老师帮我们一家人割离半灵之后,就不会再有任何的瓜葛了。 ...... I naturally also no longer was the student of teacher, with the teacher had had time, will not happen again. ……我自然也不再是老师的学生了,和老师曾经有过的时光,也不会再发生。 From now on, I and teacher were thoroughly the unrelated strangers. 从今往后,我和老师就是彻底不相干的陌路人了。 „......” “呜……” If there is a body, I affirm that now could not have borne wail. 如果有身体的话,我现在肯定已经忍不住嚎啕大哭起来了。 Knows will obviously have this matter, the teacher has also said with me like this, however to let teacher no longer because of the past matter, but the pain, I chose for him changed the history. 明明知道会发生这种事,老师也和我说过会这样,但是为了让老师不再因为过去的事而痛苦,我还是选择为他改变了历史。 „Why is I......” “为什么偏偏是我……” Originally thinks oneself have been psychologically prepared, has not thought must lose the teacher, when loses all fetters that for ten years establish, unexpectedly meets the pain to this degree. 本来以为自己已经做好了心理准备,可没想到要失去老师,失去那十年来建立的所有羁绊时,居然会痛苦到这种程度。 Why only will then retain the previous time line as special point I all memories? 为什么只有作为特异点的我会保留前一条时间线的所有记忆？ The words if we had known, should the reckless confession, at least not need such painful thought a moment ago to return do not have the teacher ice-cold in the future. 早知道的话,刚才就应该不顾一切的告白,至少不用带着这样痛苦的念头返回没有老师的冰冷未来。 „Teacher......” “老师……” „Teacher......” “老师……” „Teacher......” “老师……” Is summoning him repeatedly, but the anxious ache is actually not able to suppress. 一遍遍地呼唤着他,但揪心的疼痛却无法抑制。 The next instance, the surrounding environment, came back together with my body. 下一个瞬间,周围的环境,连同我的身体都回来了。 I am placing oneself in a stretch of weed luxuriant open area. 我正置身于一片荒草萋萋的空地之中。 The time of the roadside total information billboard demonstrating, oneself should return for ten years later, returned to the past that day. 从路边全息式广告牌上显示的时间来看,自己应该已经回到了十年后,返回过去的那一天。 „Here is......” “这里是……” The surrounding construction I have the impression. 周围的建筑我有印象。 No, should say that very looks familiar is right. 不,应该说十分眼熟才对。 „Cracks a joke......?” “开玩笑……的吧？” In the original time, this stretch of open land should be a teacher now to study to cut off the time line to rent, and through the help that ultra manages, constructing a Buddhist temple was right. 在原本的这个时代,现在这片荒地应该是老师为了研究砍断时间线而租下来,并通过超管办的帮助,建造了一间道场才对。 Here is also the time longest place that and teacher treats together. 这里也是自己和老师一起待的时间最长的地方。 But now, all did not have. 但现在,一切都没了。 I spread out the palm, the colorful cat bell has the collar of teacher body temperature to grasp as in the hand. 我摊开手掌,颜色鲜艳的猫铃铛连带着依旧带有老师体温的项圈正握在手中。 Then, because of after the baptism of time slit, the bell and collar putrefied at the visible speed, turned into a handful ashes. 然后,因为经过时间缝隙的洗礼,铃铛和项圈以肉眼可见的速度腐化,变成了一小撮灰烬。 „Ha......” “呜啊啊啊……” The final defense line collapsed at heart. 心里最后的防线崩溃了。 I kneel down in the lawn, is grasping and ashes of teacher final that relation, cried loudly. The heart as if can see hand grasped firmly was the same, pain to not gasping for breath. 我跪倒在草地里,握着和老师最后的那一点联系的灰烬,放声大哭了起来。心脏仿佛被看不见的手攥住了一样,痛苦到喘不过气来。 Then I understood, experienced the entire ten years of first loves, till a moment ago, I was lovelorn officially. 然后我明白了,经历了整整十年的初恋,到刚才为止,我正式失恋了。 All, did not have. 所有的一切,都没有了。 If we had known is such painful matter, that initially simply do not know the teacher well this/should- 如果早知道是这么痛苦的事,那当初干脆不要认识老师该多好- It is not good, really is so even painful, I do not have the means to forget that the teacher...... had not known this self-deceiving matter, I will not acknowledge absolutely...... 不行,果然就算这么痛苦,我也没办法忘记老师……没有认识过这种自欺欺人的事,我绝对不会承认的…… I wipe off the tears, attracted the nose. 我擦掉眼泪,吸了吸鼻子。 The teacher still some place in this world...... I, must certainly find him. Then establishes the new fetters. 老师肯定还在这个世界上的某个地方……我,要去找到他。然后重新建立起新的羁绊。 Like this gives up, I am unwilling! 就这样放弃,我不甘心！ Is absolutely unwilling! 绝对不甘心！ „I said that such greatly personally, but was said by me two, cried this is also exaggerating?” “我说啊,都这么大个人了,只是被我说了两句,就哭成这样也太夸张了吧？” At this time, the unbelievable sound conveyed from my side. 这个时候,难以置信的声音从我身边传来。 That is familiar, making me feel the relieved sound. 那是熟悉的,令我感到安心的声音。 „...... Teacher?” “……老师？” Has turned head, saw as usual, puts on the uncle version teacher of white coat to stand there reluctantly. 回过头,就看到了和往常一样,穿着白大褂的大叔版老师正无奈地站在那里。 „Big person, but also cries is like the kitten.” The opposite party give I handkerchief, aerobic and said funnily. “多大的人了,还哭的和小猫一样。”对方递给我一方手帕,又好气又好笑地说道。 „Why you can here......” “为什么你会在这里……” I received the handkerchief, asked. 我接过手帕,愣愣地问道。 „You should not forget, today is your birthday, everyone in Sakura Apartment wait/etc. you.” He touches my head, the temperature in palm as usual, warms to making me immerses: „You are my proud student.” “你该不会忘记了吧,今天可是你的生日,大家都在樱公寓等你呢。”他摸了摸我的头,手心里的温度还是和往常一样,温暖到令我沉醉:“你可是我自豪的学生啊。” Saying, him is turning around to walk in the Sakura Apartment direction. 说着,他就转身朝樱公寓的方向走去。 „......” “……” Where although there is changed, but had the place that has not changed. 虽然有哪里变了,但还是有没变的地方。 The impulsion that wells up at heart made me hold on his lower hem corner. 心里涌上来的冲动让我一把拉住了他的衣角。 „Un, how?” “嗯,怎么了吗？” The teacher has turned head at a loss. 老师茫然地回过头。 „Teacher, actually......” “老师,其实……” This time. 这一次。 Must say absolutely! 绝对要说出口！ Author message: 作者留言: …… ・ Is equivalent to two chapters of 4000 characters greatly! Who also dares saying that I am incapable short! 相当于两章的四千字大更！谁还敢说我短小无力！