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#102: Today starts to be the gods( 14)


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How can I say. 怎么说呢。 Although as the slow Shen line of left-behind children can understand similarly to a certain extent Keikain distant that was abandoned ten by own parents for several years, seems like the family member the same as foster the feeling of own unexpectedly father's before death old lover only, not only that will receive others difference in the process of growth the vision, because only that abandoned her mother is a monster. 虽然同样作为留守儿童的徐慎行能够在一定程度上理解花开院悠远那被自己父母抛弃了十数年,唯一像是亲人一样抚养自己的居然还是父亲生前的旧情人的感觉,不仅如此,就连自己在成长的过程中都会受到他人异样的目光,只因为那个抛弃了她的母亲是个妖怪。 In addition as the Yin-Yang master, was gradually infected by the values of Yin-Yang master generation, will hate as all the mothers of source is unable to understand but actually. 加上身为阴阳师,逐渐被阴阳师世代的价值观感染,会憎恨作为一切源头的亲生母亲倒也不是无法理解。 But slow Shenhang always feels the thinking mode of young girl because abandons own hate to twist to the parents, making this hatred somewhat subtle. 但徐慎行总觉得少女的思维方式还是因为对双亲抛弃自己的怨恨而扭曲,使得这份仇恨变得有些微妙。 I said from the beginning, is not that interesting story.” “我一开始就说了,不是那么有趣的故事。” Saw the expression on slow Shenhang face, Keikain naturally guessed correctly some of his thoughts, after the young girl will block from because of the gale the long hair of oneself half face pulled up to the brain, built the telescope. 看到徐慎行脸上的表情,花开院自然猜到了些许他的念头,少女将因为大风而遮住了自己半张脸的中长发撩到脑后,重新架起了望远镜。 But slow Shenhang also felt that the young girl and own distance invisible in increased. 而徐慎行也感觉到少女和自己的距离无形之中增加了。 Until now he understands that the young girl so will be why desolate regarding others, but why will choose a moment ago to oneself confesses these passing matters. 直到现在他才明白少女为什么对于他人会那么冷淡,而刚才为什么又会选择向自己坦白这些过往的事。 Perhaps this named Keikain distant young girl, after a that passed away named beautiful aunt, has been lonely a person. 恐怕这个名为花开院悠远的少女,在那个名叫一美的阿姨去世后,一直都孤单一人吧。 Because the reason of family background was not accepted by Yin-Yang master Men ; Contacts with the mortal is also in the duty mostly, not only does not have the means and opposite party mutual understanding, the light will relate to hit to be better at will, perhaps to make the innocent person be involved in the supernatural event ; But the status of Yin-Yang was doomed she unable with the monsters to live in peace together, only if these monsters became her type god voluntarily...... 因为出身的缘故不被阴阳师们接受;和凡人接触也大都处于任务中,不仅没办法和对方相互理解,光是随意将关系打好一些,说不定都会令无辜的人卷入超自然事件;而阴阳师的身份则又注定了她无法和妖怪们和平相处,除非那些妖怪自愿成为她的式神…… Words that such a thinks, the slow Shenhang present status is truly special regarding the young girl. 这么一想的话,徐慎行现在的身份对于少女而言确实非常特别。 The idea in Chinese hibiscus Shintoism, most so-called gods natures are in fact similar to the monster, but will not be repelled by the Yin-Yang master ; slow Shenhang strength also decided him not because with distant has what danger related ; In addition slow Shenhang( the money of because not having rented a room) depends brazen-faced and shameless in few bride's families, making the young girl have the certain extent to his individuality, will therefore make a clean breast of own past, the hope can slow Shenhang understanding. 扶桑神道教中的理念,大部分所谓神明实际上性质都和妖怪类似,但又不会被阴阳师所排斥;徐慎行本身的实力也决定了他不会因为和悠远有关而产生什么危险;再加上徐慎行(因为没租房的钱)死皮赖脸地赖在少女家,令少女对他的个性有了一定程度,所以才会将自己的过去和盘托出,希望能够得到徐慎行的理解吧。 What a pity is, slow Shenhang actually disappointed her. 可惜的是,徐慎行却辜负了她的希望。 Therefore ostium that the young girl has changed with great difficulty, once again closely closed. 所以少女好不容易才有所松动的心门,又一次紧紧地闭合了。 Actually I and you are similar.” Scratched the head to this feeling very uncomfortable slow Shen good flexure, then sighed, told own life experience: That is becomes the gods in me( as well as Savior) the beforehand matter, my mother when I am very young throw down me and father, followed a rich man. My father is the archaeologist, the money of making are not many must the world run, during one year cannot go several home. However what is different from you, my ‚a beautiful aunt has not taken care of me, from infancy to maturity in empty apartment only then I alone......, if did not have friends from childhood to draw my one initially, perhaps I will degenerate bad.” “其实我和你差不多啦。”对这种感觉十分不爽的徐慎行挠了挠头,然后叹了口气,诉说起了自己的身世:“那是在我成为神明(以及救世主)以前的事,我的母亲在我很小的时候就丢下我和父亲,跟一个有钱的男人跑了。我的父亲是考古学家,赚的钱不多还得满世界跑,一年当中也回不了几趟家。不过和你不同的是,我并没有那个‘一美阿姨’来照顾我,从小到大空荡荡的公寓里就只有我一个人……如果当初不是有个青梅竹马拉了我一把的话,恐怕我就会堕落成不良了吧。” Gods Sir......” “神明大人……” Has turned head distantly surprisedly, looks that the kneecap cast sits by the wall, on the face reveals the youth who succumbs to the look. 悠远惊讶地回过头,看着抱膝靠墙而坐,脸上露出沉湎神色的青年。 Until had certain matters afterward, in brief, I, although also not bald, but also strengthen. If I want, retrieves own mother is not the difficult matter, even makes my father change the height to lead in front of her to hit the face unable to achieve richly.” slow Shenhang reveals the slight forced smile, he is provoking bangs before the volume, told in a soft voice: From the beginning returns to Earth time, I have really had such idea, the woman who wants to let that corrupt adore/admire vanity regretted, making her know in the past she regarded as the son of burden now has become such extraordinary......, but I gave up finally. Because does this except for void and is presented the distortion by own desire, admires beyond that at once refreshed feeling corruptly, anything cannot obtain.” “直到后来发生了某些事,总之,我虽然还没秃头,但也变强了。如果我愿意的话,找回自己的母亲并不是什么难事,甚至让我的父亲变身高富帅去她面前打脸也不是做不到。”徐慎行露出些微的苦笑,他拨弄着自己额前的刘海,轻声诉说:“一开始回到地球的时候,我确实有过这样的想法,想让那个贪慕虚荣的女人后悔,让她知道当年她视为累赘的儿子现在已经变得这么了不起了……但我最后还是放弃了。因为这样做除了空虚和让自己的欲望出现扭曲,贪慕起那一时之间的爽快感外,什么都得不到。” I to not retaliate the pleasant sensation must catch that person......” “我才不是为了报复的快感才要去抓那个人……” Keikain pounds the telescope in hand distantly ruthlessly on the parapet, the lens therefore disrupt with a crash, obviously the young girl lost the consistent calmness. 花开院悠远将手里的望远镜狠狠砸在栏杆上,镜片因此砰然碎裂,显然少女失去了一贯的冷静。 That for what? Do you really that hate your mother?” slow Shenhang words looked like the knife the same as insert in the young girl weak heart of: If so, why you will choose subconsciously hold this word, rather than the Yin-Yang masters always use draws back governs?” “那又是为了什么?你真的那么憎恨自己的母亲吗?”徐慎行的话就像是刀子一样插入了少女软弱的心中:“如果是的话,为什么你会下意识地选择‘抓住’这个词,而不是阴阳师们一贯使用的‘退治’呢?” That is because......” young girl told only half, biting the lip is seeming like enduring patiently anything to be the same, slow of speech speechless. “那是因为……”少女说到一半,咬着嘴唇像是在忍耐着什么一样,讷讷无语。 That is because you also want to see her again is right? Actually you have been thinking of your mother, wants to say goodbye one side her, but does Yin-Yang master status actually seem like the shackles the same as imprison your true idea right?” slow Shenhang presses on step by step. “那是因为你还想要再见到她对吗?其实你一直都在想念着自己的母亲,想要再见她一面,但阴阳师这个身份却像是枷锁一样禁锢着你真正的想法没错吧?”徐慎行步步紧逼。 I withdraw the beforehand words, the gods Sir, you are the bad mind fellow.” “我收回之前的话,神明大人,你是个坏心眼的家伙。” Although the flash showed the weak expression, but lonely tempering has made Keikain have all the year round distantly strong spirit that is at variance with the average man, was quick she to regain in the past that icy condition. 虽然一瞬间露出了软弱的表情,但长年孤独的磨砺早就让花开院悠远有了异于常人的坚强精神,很快她就恢复到了往常那种冷冰冰的状态。 But slow Shenhang always felt where before she has, was different. 但徐慎行却总觉得她有哪里和以前不一样了。 I am honored very much.” “我很荣幸。” He laughs, then to is also wanting saying that anything's young girl gave a hand signal of suspension: This topic we at this point till...... now our almost this/should operation.” 他哈哈一笑,然后对着还想要说些什么的少女做了一个暂停的手势:“这个话题我们就说到这里为止吧……现在我们差不多该开工了。” Operation......” a young girl god, then understood his meaning immediately. “开工……”少女一愣神,然后马上就明白了他的意思。 The goal appeared. 目标出现了。 While planned distantly when with telescope examination goal, the discovery above lens have actually broken to pieces. 正当悠远打算用望远镜查看目标时,却发现上面的镜片已经碎了。 Therefore she stares discontentedly slow Shenhang, the latter is blowing the whistling the appearance that pretends anything not to know. 于是她不满地瞪了眼徐慎行,后者则吹着口哨装作什么事都不知道的样子。 However at once, slow Shenhang on the probe head, confirmed the goal, then did not greet with the young girl, hugged to cross the parapet to jump her around the middle. 不过旋即,徐慎行就探头,确认了目标,然后也不和少女打招呼,一把将她拦腰抱起就翻过栏杆跳了下去。 yi chirp chirp-?!” Completely without being mentally prepared young girl all of a sudden the limit that because this type jumps from the 22 nd floor roof jumped to give to frighten extremely, in the eye socket full was the tears, in the mouth sends out dying small creature general calling out in grief, the right hand hugged the slow Shenhang broad back stubbornly, the left hand is also giving the heck pulls out a big paper symbol. “咿咿咿--?!”完全没有做好心理准备的少女一下子就因为这种从二十二楼楼顶跳下去的极限蹦极给吓到了,眼眶里满是泪水,口中发出了垂死的小动物一般的悲鸣,右手死死搂着徐慎行宽阔的后背,左手也不管三七二十一就掏出一大把纸符。 When these paper symbols leave her hand the strong winds by whereabouts blowing not to know that in which corner went, has not had a wee bit functions completely. 只是那些纸符一离开她的手就被下落时的狂风给吹到不知哪个旮旯里去了,完全没有产生一丁点作用。 Soon falls to the ground shortly or soon pounds when the ground, slow Shenhang tread several legs ruthlessly, probably steps in anything is the same, speed that two people tenesmus all of a sudden slow, when falls to the ground, falls the impulse that has to be not much left. 眼看快要落地或者说快要砸在地上时,徐慎行狠狠蹬了几下腿,好像踩在什么东西上一样,两人下坠的速度一下子慢了下来,等落到地上时,下坠产生的冲击力已经所剩无几了。 Frightening, scared to death me......” even is conscientious, but the young girl closely is actually still holding slow Shenhang waist, the both legs became tender, stand unable to stand. “吓、吓死我了……”即便已经脚踏实地了,但少女却依然紧紧地抱着徐慎行的腰,双腿发软,站都站不起来。 It is not wonderful, probably leaked little...... safe landing! Steps on air move usefully really!” slow Shenhang voices the feeling greatly: Words if we had known, will not pound the bottom initially.” 不妙,好像漏了一点点……“安全着陆!踩空气这招果然有用啊!”徐慎行则大发感慨:“早知道的话,当初也不会砸进地底去了。” You had not confirmed unexpectedly leads me to jump from an upper story together......” “你居然还没确认就带着我一起跳楼么……” Distant is still trembling like the young cat that was frightened. 悠远还在像被吓到的幼猫一样哆嗦。 Relax, this move of not spirit words I will give you to work as the meat pad.” “放心,这招不灵的话我会给你当肉垫的。” That and I fall on the sheet iron have the difference......” “那和我摔在铁板上有区别么……” „Is my chest muscles slightly possibly harder than the sheet iron?” “我的胸肌可能比铁板稍微硬一点吧?” „......” “……” Only then, Keikain determined a matter distantly. 直到此时,花开院悠远才确定了一件事。 She needs to take back the foreword again, this fellow is not the bad mind good person, but is a lunatic-! 她需要再次收回前言,这家伙才不是什么坏心眼的好人,而是一个疯子啊啊啊啊--! Author message: 作者留言: Today plans before dawn looked demon beast head reflects, then comes back to boast in the renewal, however friend, because on wanting night shift put the pigeon not to buy the ticket, therefore little darling in home symbol...... 今天本来打算凌晨去看魔兽首映的,然后回来在更新的时候吹嘘一下的,然而朋友因为要上夜班儿放了鸽子连票都没买,于是乖乖在家码字…… Thank happily why not touched and make use to ride the wind greatly, the purple eight cloud and love ~, day according to taking drugs was stressed( words saying that these two ID collected subtle, silly reng, not to know well) is, hitting of Schoolmate Arcuied enjoyed ~ 感谢欢乐的大触、何不趁势乘风起、紫八雲、ギリギリ爱~、洛天依吸毒被抓(话说这两个ID凑起来好微妙)、傻傻的陾、不知道是谁、Arcuied同学的打赏~
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