How can I say.
怎么说呢。Althoughas the slowShenline of left-behind childrencanunderstandsimilarlyto a certain extentKeikaindistantthatwas abandonedtenbyownparentsfor several years, seems like the family member the same as foster the feeling of ownunexpectedlyfather'sbefore deathold loveronly, not only that will receive others differencein the process of growth the vision, becauseonlythatabandonedher motheris a monster.
虽然同样作为留守儿童的徐慎行能够在一定程度上理解花开院悠远那被自己父母抛弃了十数年,唯一像是亲人一样抚养自己的居然还是父亲生前的旧情人的感觉,不仅如此,就连自己在成长的过程中都会受到他人异样的目光,只因为那个抛弃了她的母亲是个妖怪。In additionas the Yin-Yangmaster, was gradually infectedby the values of Yin-Yangmastergeneration, will hateasall the mothers of sourceis unable to understandbut actually.
加上身为阴阳师,逐渐被阴阳师世代的价值观感染,会憎恨作为一切源头的亲生母亲倒也不是无法理解。ButslowShenhangalwaysfeels the thinking mode of young girlbecauseabandonsownhateto twistto the parents, makingthishatredsomewhatsubtle.
但徐慎行总觉得少女的思维方式还是因为对双亲抛弃自己的怨恨而扭曲,使得这份仇恨变得有些微妙。„Isaidfrom the beginning, is not that interestingstory.”
“我一开始就说了,不是那么有趣的故事。”Saw the expression on slowShenhangface, Keikainnaturallyguessed correctly some of his thoughts, after the young girlwill block frombecause of the gale the long hair of oneselfhalffacepulled upto the brain, built the telescope.
看到徐慎行脸上的表情,花开院自然猜到了些许他的念头,少女将因为大风而遮住了自己半张脸的中长发撩到脑后,重新架起了望远镜。ButslowShenhangalsofelt that the young girlandowndistanceinvisibleinincreased.
而徐慎行也感觉到少女和自己的距离无形之中增加了。Until nowheunderstands that the young girlsowill be why desolateregarding others, butwhywill choosea moment agotooneselfconfessesthesepassingmatters.
直到现在他才明白少女为什么对于他人会那么冷淡,而刚才为什么又会选择向自己坦白这些过往的事。PerhapsthisnamedKeikaindistantyoung girl, after a thatpassed awaynamedbeautifulaunt, has been lonely a person.
恐怕这个名为花开院悠远的少女,在那个名叫一美的阿姨去世后,一直都孤单一人吧。Because the reason of family backgroundwas not acceptedbyYin-YangmasterMen;Contactswith the mortal is also in the dutymostly, not onlydoes not have the means and opposite partymutual understanding, the lightwill relateto hitto be betterat will, perhapsto make the innocentpersonbe involved in the supernaturalevent;But the status of Yin-Yangwas doomedshe unable with the monstersto live in peace together, only ifthesemonstersbecamehertypegodvoluntarily......
因为出身的缘故不被阴阳师们接受;和凡人接触也大都处于任务中,不仅没办法和对方相互理解,光是随意将关系打好一些,说不定都会令无辜的人卷入超自然事件;而阴阳师的身份则又注定了她无法和妖怪们和平相处,除非那些妖怪自愿成为她的式神……Words that such a thinks, the slowShenhangpresentstatusis truly specialregarding the young girl.
这么一想的话,徐慎行现在的身份对于少女而言确实非常特别。
The idea in Chinese hibiscusShintoism, mostso-calledgodsnaturesare in fact similar to the monster, butwill not be repelledby the Yin-Yangmaster;slowShenhangstrengthalsodecidedhimnotbecausewithdistanthaswhatdangerrelated;In additionslowShenhang( the money of becausenot having rented a room) dependsbrazen-faced and shamelessinfewbride's families, making the young girlhave the certain extenttohisindividuality, will therefore make a clean breast ofownpast, the hopecanslowShenhangunderstanding.
扶桑神道教中的理念,大部分所谓神明实际上性质都和妖怪类似,但又不会被阴阳师所排斥;徐慎行本身的实力也决定了他不会因为和悠远有关而产生什么危险;再加上徐慎行(因为没租房的钱)死皮赖脸地赖在少女家,令少女对他的个性有了一定程度,所以才会将自己的过去和盘托出,希望能够得到徐慎行的理解吧。
What a pityis, slowShenhangactuallydisappointedher.
可惜的是,徐慎行却辜负了她的希望。Thereforeostium that the young girlhas changedwith great difficulty, once againcloselyclosed.
所以少女好不容易才有所松动的心门,又一次紧紧地闭合了。„ActuallyIandyouare similar.”Scratched the headtothisfeelingveryuncomfortableslowShengoodflexure, thensighed, toldownlife experience: „Thatisbecomes the godsinme( as well asSavior) the beforehandmatter, my motherwhenIam very youngthrow downme and father, followed a richman. My fatheris the archaeologist, the money of makingare not many must the worldrun, duringoneyearcannot goseveralhome. Howeverwhatis different from you, my ‚a beautifulaunt’has not taken care ofme, from infancy to maturityinemptyapartmentonly thenI alone......, ifdid not havefriends from childhoodto drawmyoneinitially, perhapsIwill degeneratebad.”
“其实我和你差不多啦。”对这种感觉十分不爽的徐慎行挠了挠头,然后叹了口气,诉说起了自己的身世:“那是在我成为神明(以及救世主)以前的事,我的母亲在我很小的时候就丢下我和父亲,跟一个有钱的男人跑了。我的父亲是考古学家,赚的钱不多还得满世界跑,一年当中也回不了几趟家。不过和你不同的是,我并没有那个‘一美阿姨’来照顾我,从小到大空荡荡的公寓里就只有我一个人……如果当初不是有个青梅竹马拉了我一把的话,恐怕我就会堕落成不良了吧。”„GodsSir......”
“神明大人……”Has turned headdistantlysurprisedly, looks that the kneecap castsitsby the wall, on the facereveals the youth who succumbs to the look.
悠远惊讶地回过头,看着抱膝靠墙而坐,脸上露出沉湎神色的青年。„Untilhadcertainmattersafterward, in brief, I, althoughalsonotbald, butalsostrengthen. IfIwant, retrievesownmotheris not the difficult matter, evenmakesmy fatherchange the heightto leadin front ofherto hit the face unable to achieverichly.”slowShenhangreveals the slightforced smile, heis provokingbangs before the volume, toldin a soft voice: „From the beginningreturns toEarthtime, Ihave really hadsuchidea, the woman who wantsto letthatcorruptadore/admirevanityregretted,makingherknowin the pastsheregarded as the son of burdennowhas becomesuchextraordinary......, butIgave upfinally. Becausedoes thisexcept forvoidandis presented the distortionbyowndesire, admiresbeyondthatat oncerefreshedfeelingcorruptly, anythingcannot obtain.”
“直到后来发生了某些事,总之,我虽然还没秃头,但也变强了。如果我愿意的话,找回自己的母亲并不是什么难事,甚至让我的父亲变身高富帅去她面前打脸也不是做不到。”徐慎行露出些微的苦笑,他拨弄着自己额前的刘海,轻声诉说:“一开始回到地球的时候,我确实有过这样的想法,想让那个贪慕虚荣的女人后悔,让她知道当年她视为累赘的儿子现在已经变得这么了不起了……但我最后还是放弃了。因为这样做除了空虚和让自己的欲望出现扭曲,贪慕起那一时之间的爽快感外,什么都得不到。”„Itonot retaliate the pleasant sensationmustcatchthatperson......”
“我才不是为了报复的快感才要去抓那个人……”Keikainpounds the telescope in handdistantlyruthlesslyon the parapet, the lensthereforedisruptwith a crash, obviously the young girllost the consistentcalmness.
花开院悠远将手里的望远镜狠狠砸在栏杆上,镜片因此砰然碎裂,显然少女失去了一贯的冷静。„Thatforwhat? Do youreallythathateyourmother?”slowShenhangwordslooked like the knife the same as insertin the young girlweakheart of: „If so, whyyouwill choosesubconsciously‚hold’thisword, rather than the Yin-Yangmastersalwaysuse‚draws backgoverns’?”
“那又是为了什么?你真的那么憎恨自己的母亲吗?”徐慎行的话就像是刀子一样插入了少女软弱的心中:“如果是的话,为什么你会下意识地选择‘抓住’这个词,而不是阴阳师们一贯使用的‘退治’呢?”„Thatisbecause......”young girltold only half,biting the lipis seeming like enduring patientlyanythingto be the same, slow of speechspeechless.
“那是因为……”少女说到一半,咬着嘴唇像是在忍耐着什么一样,讷讷无语。„Thatisbecauseyoualsowantto seeheragainis right? Actuallyyouhave been thinking ofyourmother, wantsto say goodbyeone sideher, but does Yin-Yangmasterstatusactuallyseem like the shackles the same as imprisonyourtrueidearight?”slowShenhangpresses on step by step.
“那是因为你还想要再见到她对吗?其实你一直都在想念着自己的母亲,想要再见她一面,但阴阳师这个身份却像是枷锁一样禁锢着你真正的想法没错吧?”徐慎行步步紧逼。„Iwithdraw the beforehandwords, the godsSir, youare the badmindfellow.”
“我收回之前的话,神明大人,你是个坏心眼的家伙。”Although the flashshowed the weakexpression, butlonelytemperinghas madeKeikainhaveall the year rounddistantlystrongspirit that is at variance with the average man, was quicksheto regainin the pastthaticycondition.
虽然一瞬间露出了软弱的表情,但长年孤独的磨砺早就让花开院悠远有了异于常人的坚强精神,很快她就恢复到了往常那种冷冰冰的状态。ButslowShenhangalwaysfeltwhere before shehas, was different.
但徐慎行却总觉得她有哪里和以前不一样了。„Iam honoredvery much.”
“我很荣幸。”Helaughs, thentois also wanting saying that anything'syoung girlgave a hand signal of suspension: „Thistopicweat this pointtill...... nowouralmostthis/shouldoperation.”
他哈哈一笑,然后对着还想要说些什么的少女做了一个暂停的手势:“这个话题我们就说到这里为止吧……现在我们差不多该开工了。”„Operation......” a young girlgod, thenunderstoodhismeaningimmediately.
“开工……”少女一愣神,然后马上就明白了他的意思。
The goalappeared.
目标出现了。Whileplanneddistantly when withtelescopeexaminationgoal, the discoveryabovelenshave actually broken to pieces.
正当悠远打算用望远镜查看目标时,却发现上面的镜片已经碎了。ThereforeshestaresdiscontentedlyslowShenhang, the latteris blowing the whistling the appearance that pretends anything not to know.
于是她不满地瞪了眼徐慎行,后者则吹着口哨装作什么事都不知道的样子。Howeverat once, slowShenhangon the probe head, confirmed the goal, thendid not greetwith the young girl, huggedto cross the parapetto jumpheraround the middle.
不过旋即,徐慎行就探头,确认了目标,然后也不和少女打招呼,一把将她拦腰抱起就翻过栏杆跳了下去。„yichirp chirp-?!”Completelywithoutbeing mentally preparedyoung girlall of a sudden the limit that becausethistypejumpsfrom the 22 nd floorroofjumpedto giveto frightenextremely, in the eye socketfullwas the tears, in the mouthsends outdyingsmall creaturegeneralcalling out in grief, the right handhugged the slowShenhangbroadbackstubbornly, the left handis also giving the heckpulls out a bigpapersymbol.
“咿咿咿--?!”完全没有做好心理准备的少女一下子就因为这种从二十二楼楼顶跳下去的极限蹦极给吓到了,眼眶里满是泪水,口中发出了垂死的小动物一般的悲鸣,右手死死搂着徐慎行宽阔的后背,左手也不管三七二十一就掏出一大把纸符。
When thesepapersymbolsleaveherhand the strong windsbywhereaboutsblowingnot to know that inwhichcornerwent, has not hada wee bitfunctionscompletely.
只是那些纸符一离开她的手就被下落时的狂风给吹到不知哪个旮旯里去了,完全没有产生一丁点作用。Soonfalls to the groundshortlyorsoonpoundswhen the ground, slowShenhangtreadseverallegsruthlessly, probablystepsin anything is the same, speed that two peopletenesmusall of a suddenslow, whenfallsto the ground, falls the impulse that hasto be not much left.
眼看快要落地或者说快要砸在地上时,徐慎行狠狠蹬了几下腿,好像踩在什么东西上一样,两人下坠的速度一下子慢了下来,等落到地上时,下坠产生的冲击力已经所剩无几了。„Frightening, scared to deathme......”evenis conscientious, but the young girlcloselyis actually still holdingslowShenhangwaist, the both legsbecame tender, stand unable to stand.
“吓、吓死我了……”即便已经脚踏实地了,但少女却依然紧紧地抱着徐慎行的腰,双腿发软,站都站不起来。
It is not wonderful, probablyleakedlittle...... „safe landing! Steps onairmoveusefullyreally!”slowShenhangvoices the feelinggreatly: „Wordsif we had known, will not pound the bottominitially.”
不妙,好像漏了一点点……“安全着陆!踩空气这招果然有用啊!”徐慎行则大发感慨:“早知道的话,当初也不会砸进地底去了。”„Youhad not confirmedunexpectedlyleadsmeto jump from an upper storytogether......”
“你居然还没确认就带着我一起跳楼么……”Distantis still tremblinglike the youngcat that was frightened.
悠远还在像被吓到的幼猫一样哆嗦。„Relax, thismove of not spiritwordsIwill giveyouto work as the meatpad.”
“放心,这招不灵的话我会给你当肉垫的。”„ThatandIfallon the sheet ironhave the difference......”
“那和我摔在铁板上有区别么……”„Is mychest musclesslightlypossibly harder than the sheet iron?”
“我的胸肌可能比铁板稍微硬一点吧?”„......”
“……”Only then, Keikaindetermined a matterdistantly.
直到此时,花开院悠远才确定了一件事。Sheneedsto take back the forewordagain, thisfellowis not the badmindgood person, butis a lunatic-!
她需要再次收回前言,这家伙才不是什么坏心眼的好人,而是一个疯子啊啊啊啊--!Authormessage:
作者留言:Todayplansbefore dawnlookeddemonbeast headreflects, thencomes backto boastin the renewal, howeverfriend, becauseonwantingnight shiftput the pigeonnot to buy the ticket, thereforelittle darlinginhomesymbol......
今天本来打算凌晨去看魔兽首映的,然后回来在更新的时候吹嘘一下的,然而朋友因为要上夜班儿放了鸽子连票都没买,于是乖乖在家码字……Thankhappilywhy nottouchedandmake useto ride the windgreatly, the purpleeightcloud and ギリギリlove~, dayaccording totaking drugswas stressed( words saying that thesetwoIDcollectedsubtle, sillyreng, not to knowwell) is, hitting of SchoolmateArcuiedenjoyed~
感谢欢乐的大触、何不趁势乘风起、紫八雲、ギリギリ爱~、洛天依吸毒被抓(话说这两个ID凑起来好微妙)、傻傻的陾、不知道是谁、Arcuied同学的打赏~
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