笔趣阁www.xbiquge.so，最快更新心魔！ Li Yunxin has turned away, holds the parapet silent a while. His vision has swept from the pedestrian on street, finds the mortal of all forms. 李云心转过脸去,扶着栏杆沉默了一会儿。他的目光从街上的行人当中扫过,瞧见形形色色的凡人。 Has the master and servant, has the friend, has the couple, has mother and daughter, has father and son- perhaps others are together when every households has the different conditions. Somewhat endures gladly, some are long suffering. All sorts of conditions that but the moral principle and even the survival between common customs need tie up them in one, making them only be able to seek the compromise and balanced in the relations of all forms. 有主仆,有朋友,有夫妻,有母女,有父子-也许每一户人家相处时都有不同的状态。有些甘之如饴,有些则是漫长的折磨。但世俗间的伦理道德乃至生存所需的种种条件还是将他们捆绑在一处,令他们只能在形形色色的关系当中寻求妥协、平衡。 Li Yunxin looks at them to come and go, actually remembered another word: Besieged city. 李云心看他们来来去去,却想起了另一个词儿:围城。 The person outside besieged city wants to walk, the person in besieged city wants to walk. This word this/should is used to describe the blood relationship kinship rarely. Because regarding mortal, from being born starting from that day in this world, then already in the city, the view of no entering. 围城外的人想走进去,围城里的人想走出来。这个词儿该是罕用来形容血缘亲情吧。因为对于凡人而言,从降生在这世上的那一天开始,便已在城内了,没什么走不走进去的说法。 Only then his such life experience is unusual, will be in this similarly unusual condition „outside the city”. 只有他这样身世奇特的,才会处于“在城外”这种同样奇特的状况中。 Actually he wants to walk- at least formerly wanted very much diligently. 其实他是很想走进去的-至少从前很努力地想要走进去。 He patted the parapet gently, turned away saying: „It is not because hates. Also is not the willful unseemly behavior. Is we two values is different.” 他轻轻拍了拍栏杆,转脸说:“不是因为怨恨。也不是什么任性妄为。仅仅是我们两个的价值观不同罢了。” „Must kill Jinpeng I not to have the opinion, but with marrying this matter makes the pretence is not good. This is my bottom line. Other, you called me to go to and Chen Huan for example chat, this I agreed that moreover now wants to do. Your apology is not meaningful to me.” “要杀金鹏我没意见,但用结婚这种事做幌子不行。这是我的底线。别的,比如说你叫我去和陈豢谈谈,这个我同意,而且现在就想做。你的歉意对我来说没什么意义。” He: „I saw through.” 他顿了顿:“我看开了。” Li Chunfeng finally is light the one breath: „Good. You do not like that method, we can trade a method. I do not want to call you to go by the body to violate the danger.” 李淳风终于轻出一口气:“好。你不喜欢那个法子,我们可以换个法子。我只是不想叫你去以身犯险。” „You conflict with Jinpeng directly, other minor matter actually, your safety is the important matter. Your monster strength came from the nether world air/Qi, you instead do not profit. We think again carefully means...... are good to guarantee you to be absolutely safe. The former matter...... you saw through well. I do not want to make mistakes in the future again. Regardless to you, is to others.” “你和金鹏正面冲突,别的倒是小事,你的安危才是大事。你的妖力又来自幽冥气,你反而不占便宜。咱们再细细想个办法……好保你万无一失。从前的事……你看开也好。我只是往后不想再犯错。无论对你,还是对别人。” Li Yunxin smiles: „Hopes.” 李云心一笑:“但愿吧。” „That, Chen Huan matter.” Li Chunfeng transported the magical powers, the tipsy feeling on face shed a cleanness immediately, „before you saw her, some words first said to you.” “那么,来说陈豢的事。”李淳风运起神通,脸上的酒意立时褪了个干干净净,“在你见她之前,有些话先对你说。” „I and she have had the contact, thus to her personality slightly some understanding. This person...... the thoughts are not deeply, what is fearful is her personality.” Li Chunfeng, the low lowland said slowly, „you see her initially, thinks that is no plans female. The live wave and openness, do not know the human affairs dangerous woman like the world of mortals these. But in fact this person murders decisively, the personality is extremely callous.” “我和她有过接触,因而对她的性情略有些了解。这个人……心思算不上深沉,可怕的是她的性情。”李淳风慢慢地、低低地说,“你初见她,会以为是个没什么心机的女子。活波、开朗,像凡间那些不知世事险恶的女人。但实际上这人杀伐果断,性情极冷酷。” „Regardless of the initial real dragon and Jinpeng, or the clear water Daoist, she brought to use. Perhaps in indeed guarantees some emotions to them from the beginning- for example love, the friendship of friend. But once , because anything has to discard these sentiments, will then not have least bit to yearn. Among the common customs some people and person associate, on the day before also warm like fire, but separated for day to get angry does not recognize people- she was similar.” “无论当初的真龙、金鹏、或者清水道人,她都是拿来用的。或许在一开始的确对他们保有些情感-譬如爱慕之情,朋友之谊。可一旦因为什么事情不得不丢弃这些感情了,便绝不会有半点儿留恋。世俗间有些人与人交往,前一天还热情如火,但隔了一天就翻脸不认人-她是类似的。” Li Yunxin stares slightly. Li Chunfeng mouth the Chen Huan, he has not thought actually. 李云心微微一愣。李淳风口中的这个陈豢,倒是他没有想到的。 He looked at her to keep all sorts of traces here world before, for example these shoddy paintings, will think that the picture Saint is the girl of spirit demon. 他之前看她留在这里世上的种种痕迹、譬如那些拙劣画作,会觉得画圣是个古灵精怪的女孩儿。 Afterward read her to keep the diary in jade slip, the impression changed. Thought that should be not only ancient spirit demon, actually and good, has the sense of responsibility. 后来读过她留在玉简中的日记,印象就变了些。觉得该是个既古灵精怪,却又善良、有责任心的。 From the clear canal population will know all sorts of circumstances that again in the future Chen Huan, this image was complex in him. But also knew, this is because she formerly the special social environment was the result- actually seems like that type the meat in the sentiment not to envy, sentimental the unfeeling person. This person private life is very chaotic, but the starting proper business will come also to have certain sense of responsibility and moral heart. Naturally refers to regarding the moral hearts of certain ambitious targets. 再往后从清水道人口中得知陈豢的种种情事,这个形象在他心里就复杂起来了。但也晓得,这是由于她从前特殊的社会环境所致-其实很像是那种在感情上荤腥不忌、多情又绝情的人。这种人或许私生活很混乱,可做起正事来又会有一定的责任感、道德心。当然是指对于某些宏大目标的道德心。 Has not expected Li Chunfeng is „personality is extremely callous” to her appraisal. 可没料到李淳风对她的评价是“性情极冷酷”。 However is careful thinks...... is not contradictory with these impressions that he previously obtained. A person works, total score Duke and private both sides. The enthusiasm fire at the official business, extremely rich sense of responsibility morals heart,...... in fact is not also rare in the private affairs level extremely unfeeling person. 然而细细一想……却并不与他此前得出的那些印象矛盾。一个人做事,总分公、私两面。在公事上热情似火、极富责任感道德心,在私人事务层面又极度冷酷无情的人……实际上并不少见的。 Even said, in that world of his past, most hands grasped power is similar appearances. 甚至说,在他从前的那个世界,绝大多数手握权力者都是类似的模样。 They can is bursting into tears and shaking your hand to say does not give up, then while asked you dead. 他们可以一边流着泪、握着你的手说舍不得,然后一边叫你去死的。 He thinks: „You said, Chen Huan is possibly disadvantageous to me?” 他想了想:“你是说,陈豢可能对我不利？” „Asked you to guard against this point.” Li Chunfeng visits him earnestly, all that „we think now, regardless of your my, stand in your own angle- preserves you, then salvation. But in her there, you is also only ‚others’. If there is any method to obtain a better result, I guess that she like sacrificing the real dragon sacrificed you without hesitation.” “只是叫你提防这一点。”李淳风认真地看着他,“我们现在所想的一切,无论你的还是我的,都是站在你自己的角度-保全你,然后救世。但在她那里,你也只是‘别人’而已。如果有什么法子可以得到更好的结果,我猜她会像牺牲真龙一样毫不犹豫地牺牲你。” „I have deduced several times, although has not thought that compared with a better solution that we try to find at present, may not necessarily not have the eventuality. She is a smart person...... you do not expose too many information before her- for example your personality and fondness. These things her office has hearing, but really saw you, certainly will estimate carefully. You must maintain composure are good.” “我推演过几次,虽说没想到比我们目前所想的更好的办法,可未必没有万一。她也是个聪明人……你不要在她面前暴露太多的信息-譬如你的性情、喜好。这些事情她会所有耳闻,但真见了你,一定会细细揣摩。你要不动声色才好。” Li Yunxin thought a while carefully, said: „Sounds your suggestion to be reasonable.” 李云心细细想了一会儿,说:“听起来你的这个建议还算合理。” Li Chunfeng shakes the head to smile: „Now you are the remote antiquity, I had no other thoughts. Only thinks that this world do not ruin well like my there. Then, we wait.” 李淳风摇头笑笑:“如今你已是太上,我没有什么别的心思了。只想这个世界不要像我那里毁掉就好。那么,我们就等一等吧。” „What?” “等什么？” „Formerly I and Chen Huan related, she must separate for several days answering.” Li Chunfeng said, „you must stay some days in this pair of tiger city again. I live in this restaurant, but there is a news, I inform you instantly. You plan......” “从前我与陈豢联系,她总要隔几天才回话儿。”李淳风说,“你得在这双虎城再待些日子。我就住在这酒楼,但有消息,我即刻通知你。你打算……” „I live in Yu Meng there.” Li Yunxin thinks, „considers as finished. Must buy a house for him in any case, I buy a new dwelling simply.” “我住于濛那里。”李云心想了想,“算了。横竖要给他买个宅子,我就干脆置办个新宅。” Li Chunfeng said immediately: „This matter I manage. These years I walked in the world, knew many people. The person who formerly south the benefit society and wood occupied can also use, very convenient- that house that Yu Meng lives at present, did you like?” 李淳风立即说:“这事我来办吧。这些年我在人间行走,结识了不少人。从前共济会和木南居的人也可以用,方便得很-于濛眼下住的那个宅子,你喜不喜欢？” Li Yunxin stares: „Is the master in that house the person of benefit society?” 李云心一愣:“那宅子的主人是共济会的人？” Person who „south wood occupies. If you like, I want him to leap. Wealth will not treat unjustly him.” “木南居的人。你如果喜欢,我要他腾出来。钱财方面不会亏待他。” Should not be a difficult decision. Li Yunxin actually hesitant the times of enough three breaths, said: „Good.” 该不是个难以做出的决定。李云心却犹豫了足足三息的功夫,才说:“好。” Then he jumps to jump down the building, falls comes up to the street. Has then used magical powers at this time- people find him to hit three building Tiaoxia, such as the fallen leaf to be well-grounded general light, found him to result in using that not the humanlike appearance and body put on delicately and prettily „expensively” also clothing beyond description. No one feels surprised, as if he is not average the wonderful passer-by. 然后他纵身跳下楼,落到街上去。在这时便已使用了神通-人们瞧见他打三楼跳下、如落叶一般轻飘飘地着地,也瞧见了他俊美得不似人类的面貌、身上穿的用“昂贵”也难以形容的服饰。却就是没人对此感到惊奇,仿佛他只是平平无奇的路人罢了。 Some people slightly shot a look at one at most, but in the mind quick has a sound to tell him, „there is nothing at the worst”. 顶多有人略瞥了一眼,但头脑中很快就有个声音告诉他,“这没什么大不了的”。 Li Yunxin has so gone through the streets the lane, vanishes from Li Chunfeng's field of vision. He turns another street, as the pedestrian walks slowly. Finally observes closely pair of father and son, then followed in them behind. 李云心如此穿街过巷,从李淳风的视野中消失。他拐上另一条街,随着行人慢慢地走。最终盯住一对父子,便跟在他们身后了。 Is dark-skinned, puts on the thin and small man of homespun cloth clothing, and child of his 5 or 6-year-old size. When Li Yunxin is 5 or 6-year-old has been able to climb up tall Ya along with Li Chunfeng, this child is thin seems like the matches person. The big head withstood/top on the careful nape of the neck, in person and thing also deficient curiosity to downtown. Does not shrink is afraid of getting into trouble that type to lack timidly, but purely is because experienced suffering of life, to experience- light/only walked is living must exhaust the complete strength that spiritlessly the hunger in abdomen caused, therefore no energy went again curiously. 是个皮肤黝黑、穿着粗布衣衫的瘦小男人,以及他五六岁大小的孩子。李云心五六岁时已经可以随李淳风攀上高崖,这孩子却瘦得像是火柴人。大大的脑袋被顶在细细的脖颈上,对街市上的人与物也缺乏好奇心。不是畏畏缩缩胆小怕事那种缺乏,而纯粹是因为经历了生活的折磨、体验了肚腹之中的饥馁而导致的死气沉沉-光走着活着就已经要耗尽全部力气了,于是没什么精力再去好奇。 Actually society many people are similar. 其实人世间许多人都是类似的吧。 It seems like even in this time and in this pair of tiger city, this is still crosses to the father and son very much not well. Li Yunxin follows in them behind 56 distant places, can hear clearly two people words. The men are holding child's hand, walks urged him in a low voice. 看起来即便是在这个时代、在这双虎城中,这对父子也算是过得很不好的了。李云心跟在他们身后五六步远处,能将两人的话听得清清楚楚。男人拉着孩子的手,边走边低声叮嘱他。 Said generally is „a while goes to your mother's uncle home, must first call the person. Asked the person to treat at the same time, do not touch the thing randomly. Some people do not eat, asked that you who you eat were hungry do not say hungrily. Asked your mother time, you said again your mother got sick- is to lend money to mother sees a doctor” and so on words. 所说的大抵是“一会儿去你舅爷爷家,要先叫人。叫了人就在一边待着,别乱碰东西。有人给你吃的不要吃,问你饿不饿就说不饿。问你阿妈的时候,你再说你阿妈病了-是想要借钱给阿妈看病”之类的话。 The child complied with several, worn out. This man turns away to look at his one eyes, gives to hug him. But only walked in a while volume also to perspire- in such chill in the air in early spring season. Li Yunxin can see that his heartbeat is extremely quick, the arm also trembles slightly, probably is holding what heavy item. 孩子应了几声,有气无力。这男人转脸看他一眼,就将他给抱起来走。但只走了一会儿自己额上也出汗-在这样春寒料峭的季节。李云心能看到他的心跳极快,胳膊也微微发颤,像是在抱着什么重物。 In fact this child is only skin and bone, probably also less than 20 jin (0.5 kg). Seeming like this man body is also weak, was hungry. 实际上这孩子瘦得皮包骨,大概还不到二十斤重。看起来这男人也身体虚弱,饿极了。 Like this walked dozens steps, turned again, entered an alley. In the lane first is the black paint wooden door, the gate first two pairs of small stone lions. Hotel that big that is far from Yu Meng occupying, but seems like also wealthy. If places his world, this person lived near a point of business circle even. 这样走了几十步,再一拐,进了一条小巷。巷内第一家是个乌漆木门,门前两对小石狮子。宅邸远没有于濛所居的那一间大,但看起来也是富裕的。要是放在他那个世界,这家人就算是住在一环的商业圈附近了。 The men have not put down the child, but hugged was patting the gate. 男人没将孩子放下,而是抱着拍了门。 The gate opened, a azure clothes young male servant probe head comes out to look at one- look has no change, only said that politely „member of wife's family did come? I go to circular one”. 门开了,一个青衣小厮探头出来瞧一眼-神色没什么变化,只客气地说“姑老爷来了？我去通传一声”。 Child who then has a look at the man arms, said that „little young master grew up”. Then welcomes people into the home two people, calls to wait in the gatekeeper. 然后看看男人怀里的孩子,又说“小少爷又长大了”。这才将两人迎进门,叫在门房边坐着等着。 Li Yunxin in them with, the man shot a look at his one eyes behind, the young male servant also shot a look at his one eyes. But has not said anything, as if he does not exist, is a stone or is the root wood/blockhead. 李云心在他们身后跟进去,男人瞥了他一眼,小厮也瞥了他一眼。但都没说什么,仿佛他并不存在,是块石头或者是根木头。 Waiting time, the man had not put down the child. 等待的时候,男人一直没将孩子放下。 Has made two quarters, the young male servant comes back, said that „master is not , the madame does not facilitate to receive guests. The member of wife's family had anything with me saying that the master came back, my reply”. 约过了两刻钟,小厮才又回来,说“老爷不在,夫人不方便见客。姑老爷有什么事可以同我说,老爷回来了,我回禀一声”。 But Li Yunxin knows after the young male servant went , after the dwelling, not in the master, does not facilitate the wife who receives guests is very convenient. That two original words were „sends them with 32 money, is looking annoyed”. 但李云心知道小厮去了后宅之后,不在的老爷在,不方便见客的夫人也很方便。那两位的原话儿是“拿三两银子把他们打发了吧,瞧着心烦”。 This man from beginning to end-, even if in waiting- the facial expression is simple-hearted. Actually with him , on the street told this child is two appearances. Then hugs tightly...... Li Yunxin to stare at him the bosom son, resembles to want from his face to see anything. 这男人自始至终-哪怕在等待的时候-都神情木讷。倒是同他在街上吩咐这孩子的时候是两个模样。只是将怀里的儿子抱得紧……李云心便盯着他,似是想从他脸上看出些什么东西来。 In childhood Li Chunfeng had also hugged him. That feeling somewhat records is unclear. But he thought that at that time was not repugnant, may be also far likes. Because after that time, they are not the true father and child. An ideological adult was being hugged by another adult, should be difficult what feelings. 小时候李淳风也抱过他。那感觉有些记不清了。但他觉得当时并不讨厌,可也谈不上喜欢。因为无论是那时候还是之后,他们都并非真正的父亲、孩子。一个思想上的成年人被另一个成年人抱着,该难有什么感触。 But after this child grows up, thinks that now this moment- in having no way out goes to the relative's house to lend money with the father mother sees, actually dried in the sun in the gatekeeper, but oneself father was worried oneself will be tired and has then been holding this moment...... to be able is very indeed affected, thought that...... this is the rare father love? 可这孩子长大以后再想如今这一刻-在走投无路随父亲去亲戚家借钱给阿妈看病,却被晾在门房里,而自己的父亲担心自己会累、便一直抱着的这一刻……会不会的确很感动,觉得……这是难得的父爱呢？ This man's good to this child, common secular person's good to child, is nothing haggles over, mind. That should be the pure love. 这男人对这孩子的好,寻常世俗人对孩子的好,是没什么计较、居心的。那该是纯粹的爱吧。 The young male servants said these words, the man political ability is scared. Therefore said that „flatter happy got sick. Year ago asks the doctor to look, said that endured the winter to be good gradually. At present the winter is suffered that may be unable to set out, wants to give flatter happy to grasp several medicines to go again”. 小厮说了这些话,男人才略慌了神。于是说“阿欢又病了。年前找大夫瞧过,说熬过了冬天就会渐好。眼下冬天算是捱过去了可还是起不了身,想要再给阿欢抓几副药去”。 The young male servants listened, asked „flatter carefully happy” sickness. Asked after thinks, asked this child. The child then depends on the father to tell that said roughly. 小厮听了,就细细地问“阿欢”的病。问了之后想了想,又问这孩子。孩子便依着父亲吩咐的,磕磕绊绊地说了。 So...... this young male servant touched in the bosom. 如此……这小厮才在怀里摸了摸。 Fishes out spindle 12 silvers. Said that „I guess the member of wife's family has the difficulty, therefore said with a moon/month elder sister, from moon/month elder sister there 12 money. When the master came back, I return to him again”. Gives the man this money. 摸出一锭12银。说“我猜姑老爷是有难处,于是和月儿姐说了,从月儿姐那里支了一两银子来。等老爷回来了,我再去回他”。就把这银子递给男人。 The men do not consider too little- he does not know that what this master gave is 32 silvers- thanked profusely, hugged the child to walk. 男人并不嫌少-他不知道这家主人原给的是32银-千恩万谢,抱着孩子走了。 Li Yunxin stared at this young male servant to look at a while, narrowed under the eye. But finally anything has not done, only follows this man to walk. However has done several things at the same time to keep in the gatekeeper, followed the servant of that azure clothes. 李云心盯着这小厮瞧了一会儿,眯了下眼睛。但最终什么都没做,只跟着这男人走出去。然而已有一个分身留在了门房里,也跟上那个青衣的仆人了。 The men hug the child to go out of the lane, then puts down the child. Is holding his hand, before arriving at a cake shop gate . Changes into 100 articles 12 silvers, spending five article money to buy ten wheat pancakes, called one bowl of noodles in soup. Takes a bowl additionally, makes two bowls the noodles in soup minute/share. Squatted with the child outside the shop eats. The child ate the less than half bowl to be full, the man ate three wheat pancakes. 男人抱着孩子走出巷子,便将孩子放下。牵着他的手,走到一家饼店门前。将12银换成一百文,花五文钱买了十张烙饼,又叫了一碗汤饼。额外要一只碗,将汤饼分做两碗。和孩子蹲在店外面吃了。孩子吃了小半碗就饱了,男人又吃了三张烙饼。 Then remaining seven Zhang Sai to the child, asking him to bring back to the home to go. The child then held the cake to run off delightedly. 然后将剩下的七张塞给孩子,叫他带回家去。孩子便欢喜地抱着饼跑开了。 This man sets out, hits belch. The simple-hearted facial expression on face all disappears, passes through two streets, turns „to win abundant work place”. 这男人起身,打个饱嗝儿。脸上的木讷神情全不见了,又走过两条街,拐进“胜博坊”。 In plain words, this is a casino. 通俗地说,这是一家赌场。 Li Yunxin stands before this bets the gate, looked the person who comes and goes looked some little time. Hits person who his side passes through, then feels chill in the air inexplicably- that is the chill/yin cold, as if piercing north wind. Bet in the work place several cutting edges to lick the rivers and lakes person of blood to change the complexion, touched in abundance to own blade soldier, actually did not know where felt...... murderous aura. 李云心站在这家赌坊门前,看来来去去的人看了好一会儿。打他身边走过的人,便莫名感受到寒意-那是阴寒,仿佛刺骨的北风。赌坊内几个刀口舔血的江湖人变了脸色,纷纷摸向自己的刀兵,却不晓得是打哪儿感受到了……杀气。 But this murderous aura vanishes quickly. The Li Yunxin form is not betting Fangqian. 但这杀气很快消失。李云心的身影已不在赌坊前了。 The main body turns over to incarnation- he appeared in the side of that azure clothes young male servant. The main body and incarnation feel the different people and matters simultaneously, experiences the different emotions, can actually the self consistent method, be digested harmoniously. This feeling is very marvelous- could be able to experience the similar feeling with the person of left hand making a circle right hand picture side slightly. 本尊归化身-他出现在了那青衣小厮的身边。本尊与化身同时感受不同的人与事,体验到不同的情感,却又可以和谐地自洽、被消化。这种感受很奇妙-或许可以用左手画圆右手画方的人能略微体验到相似的感觉。 In this man leads the child to leave and eat the cake, to pass through several streets to turn to bet in the time of work place again, the young male servant also did several matters. 就在这男人带孩子离开、吃饼、再走过几条街拐进赌坊的时间里,小厮也做了几件事。 First before him „a moon/month elder sister” considered a false to that the man said. That moon/month of should be the social class tall some maidservant, meantime for that young master reader-companion- occasionally proposes some young master word verses of that brain as if not big miraculous glow- has no free time to question in detail, then. 先向他之前对男人说的那个“月儿姐”告了个假。那月儿该是个阶级高些的丫鬟,其时正在为那家的少爷伴读-偶尔提点那位脑筋似乎不大灵光的少爷一些字词诗句-没空细问,便准了。 Then the young male servant changed the casual attire, walks from the back door. 然后小厮换了便装,从后门走出去。 Passes through Santiao Lane, grasped six clear thermal decomposition tables medicines to the soup medicine shop- flower 32 silvers. Then enters to another shop in again, wanted the ripe mutton and 20 of small share to boil the egg, spent 16 articles. 走过三条巷子,到汤药铺抓了六副清热解表的药-花了32银。接着再进到另一家店里,要了小份的熟羊肉、二十枚煮鸡蛋,花了十六文。 Li Yunxin follows he, visits him silent, an eye of time is clear. 李云心跟着他,沉默地看着他,目光阴晴不定。 Finally the young male servant spent half double-hour to arrive at the south side of double tiger city. Area this and previous streets and alleys are different, the road surface mud is dirty, full is the thing of contamination. Houses also low broken, many are only the thatched sheds. 最终小厮花了半个时辰来到双虎城的南边。这一带与此前的街巷不同,路面泥泞肮脏,满是污秽之物。房舍也低矮残破,许多仅是草棚而已。 He entered a thatched hut that has the yard. Seemed like has not had for a long time cleans. 他进了一栋有小院的茅草屋。看起来也久未打扫了。 At this time, child also not proficient. 这时候,那孩子还没有到家。 In the room has the woman bed. Dishevelled hair and dirty face, emaciated. May be able to see to be a pair of ten happy age, formerly also some beauties. 屋里有个妇人卧床。蓬头垢面,形销骨立。可看得出该是双十的美好年纪,从前也该有些姿色。 The young male servants pass through the gate, the woman looks at his one eyes on the bed, what words had not said. 小厮进了门,妇人在炕上看他一眼,什么话都没说。 Therefore the young male servant starts to light a fire to decoct medicinal herbs-, but does not have the firewood, arrived at outside two streets beside to buy the firewood, took on. 于是小厮开始生火煎药-但也没有柴,就又走到两条街外之外的一家买了柴,担回来了。 Time that the medicine fries, he sits to the bed near, first peels an egg to eat to this woman. The women stared stare at him to look opened mouth some little time, small stuttering. Then rips the mutton to eat to her. Two people are very silent- stands in their two Li Yunxin is also very silent. 药煎上的功夫,他坐到炕边,先剥一枚鸡蛋给这妇人吃。妇人直勾勾地盯着他瞧了好一会儿才张嘴,小口吃了。然后再给她撕羊肉吃。两人都很沉默-就站在他们俩身边的李云心也很沉默。 Waited to eat air/Qi, the woman ate while burst into tears. This young male servant also bursts into tears. 等吃了一气,妇人边吃边流泪。这小厮也流泪。 Afterward cries on each other's shoulders. 随后抱头痛哭。 When they weep bitterly the words that spoke off and on, do not sob clear. But the Li Yunxin hear was distinct. 他们痛哭时说的话断断续续、呜咽不清。但李云心听分明了。 The woman humanities is a young male servant family/home master distant relative's daughter. Because the family members did not have, goes for shelter. After that falls in love over time to become pregnant through an illicit relationship with the young male servant, to four months of time accidents. Was beaten and scolded to call to account, who has not said the adulterer is. Therefore was married in a night carelessly. 妇人本是小厮家老爷一个远房亲戚的女儿。因家人都没了,投奔过来。此后与小厮日久生情珠胎暗结,到四个月的时候事发了。被打骂责问,可没说出奸夫是谁。于是在一个夜里被胡乱嫁了。 Li Yunxin visits them to cry. 李云心看着他们哭。 When they cried enough, young male servant saying that „he must come back to ask, said after the master did not feel relieved and sent me to come to see” , walked in a hurry, Li Yunxin exhales, slowly sat down on the kang edge. 等他们哭够了、小厮说“他要回来问,就说老爷不放心又打发我来看”、之后匆匆走了,李云心才出了一口气,慢慢在炕沿上坐下。 Sat the quarter of an hour, lifted the hand to select before the woman volume. She then felt that quickly the body had the strength, where is not painful. 这么坐了一刻钟,抬手在妇人额前点了点。她便很快感到身体有了力气,哪里也不痛了。 Then Li Yunxin lifts the foot to go out of the gate, found the child just to come back- held seven cakes, ran in the gate to give to the woman to eat overjoyed. Therefore the madame took the remaining mutton, peels two eggs to eat to the child again. 然后李云心抬脚走出门,才瞧见孩子刚回来-捧了七张饼,欢天喜地跑进门去送给妇人吃。于是那夫人又取了剩下的羊肉,再剥两个鸡蛋给孩子吃。 The child eats to the full, goes into the institute to play. The madame thought that had the strength also to get down the bed, walked, to have a look, to start inside and outside to tidy up the room, to clean the courtyard. 孩子吃饱,跑到院里去玩。夫人觉得身上有了力气也下了炕,里里外外地走走、看看,开始收拾屋子、打扫院子。 Li Yunxin sits in this yard low top looked that child plays, slowly knits the brows. 李云心坐在这小院低矮的墙头看那孩子玩耍,慢慢皱起了眉。 He starts to ask an own issue- 他开始问自己一个问题- That enters bets the man in work place, will in the future one day feel own shame to this child, but the conscience found that acknowledged own mistake with him? 那个进赌坊的男人,会不会在未来有一天觉得自己愧对这孩子,而良心发现同他坦承自己的错误？ With the rotten compulsive gambler who the child collects, can actually be conscientious? 一个用孩子去讨钱的烂赌鬼,究竟会不会有良心？ If conscientious, how to make these matters? 若有良心,怎么会做出这些事？ But will Li Chunfeng...... today display likely being too late to regret kind father's Li Chunfeng...... to make formerly these matters? 而李淳风……今日表现得像个追悔莫及的慈父的李淳风……又怎么会做出从前那些事？ This not like him. 这不像他。