„Fear?”
“害怕?”Natsuki Subarudirectdumbfounded.菜月昴直接呆住了。Thatappearance, seemed likeeven/includingitsnot to find that this point was the same.
那个样子,就好像是连其自己都没有发现这一点一样。Butuntilat this moment, Natsuki Subaruas ifrealizedownideafinally.
而直到此时此刻里,菜月昴似乎才终于意识到了自己的想法。
After realizing, Natsuki Subarulooked that thenchangedtoFang Li's vision.
意识到以后,菜月昴看向方里的目光便是变了。
Becoming thoroughfilledtimid.
变得彻底的充满了畏怯。Right.
没错。Natsuki Subaruis afraid.菜月昴是在害怕。Is afraidFang Li.
害怕方里。That is also the naturalmatter.
那也是理所当然的事情。„Whyfor the time beingregardless ofmesowill be clearyourReturns by Deathmatter, solely did the status of my crossing overmakeyouhave tobe afraid?”
“姑且不论我为什么会那么清楚你的死亡回归的事情,单单我这个穿越者的身份就让你不得不害怕了吧?”Fang Li seems like thinking aloudto be the same, soopens the mouth.方里就像是在自言自语一样,如此开口。„Withyoursamecrossing over, whyIwill knowso manythingsobviously?”
“明明是跟你一样的穿越者,为什么我会知道那么多的事情?”„Withyoursamecrossing over, whyIwill have that strongstrengthobviously?”
“明明是跟你一样的穿越者,为什么我会拥有那么强大的实力?”„Withyoursamecrossing over, is grasping the weapon why Iwill become accustomed toobviously?”
“明明是跟你一样的穿越者,为什么我会那么习以为常的握着武器?”„Withyoursamecrossing over, whyIwill wantto observeyouobviously?”
“明明是跟你一样的穿越者,为什么我会想要观察你?”„Youhave hadthesequestionsto be afraid.”
“你就是一直带着这些疑问在害怕。”„Is afraidmyof unknown origin.”
“害怕我的来历不明。”Words, penetrated the Natsuki Subaruinnermost feelingsthoroughly.
一句句的话语,彻底的击穿了菜月昴的内心。Yes.
是的。Natsuki Subaruhas tobe afraidFang Li.菜月昴不得不害怕方里。As a life the modern people of the 21 st centurypeaceage, Fang Li's bodyreallyhastoomanynotlike the factor of crossing over.
作为一名生活在二十一世纪和平年代的现代人来说,方里的身上实在拥有着太多不像穿越者的因素。Likethesefacts that Fang Liexposes, bycrossing over, Fang Li'sperformance too abnormal.
就像方里揭露的那些事实一样,以一名穿越者来说,方里的表现实在太不正常了。abnormaltoletting the personhas todoubtitsidentity the degree.不正常到让人不得不怀疑其身份的程度。„Ifhereallywithmysamecrossing over, thatcangrasp the weaponcomfortably, canhavehim of thatmonstersamestrength, whatpersonin the modern ageis?”
“如果他真的是跟我一样的穿越者,那即能习以为常的握着武器,又能拥有那种怪物一样的实力的他,在现代里到底是什么样的人?”thought until here, howNatsuki Subaruthencannot quenchto dreadandbe afraidtoFang Li's.
一想到这里,菜月昴便怎么都仰制不住对方里的忌惮和害怕。Therefore, after the 『Bowel Hunter』eventended, Natsuki Subarunotinsensitivecollects, butchosewent separate wayswithFang Li.
所以,在「猎肠者」的事件结束后,菜月昴没有厚脸皮的凑过来,而是选择了与方里分道扬镳。Because, Natsuki Subarureallydoes not have the courageto continueto followFang Lito acttogether.
因为,菜月昴实在没有勇气继续跟着方里一起行动。„After all, hesaidwantsto observeme...”
“毕竟,他说了想观察我…”„Observedmydeath...”
“观察我的死亡…”Such being the case, Fang Licando everything possiblediedbyoneself?
既然如此,方里会不会想方设法的让自己去死呢?So long ashassuchidea, thatNatsuki SubaruhowimpossibleandFang Licontinuedto acttogether.
只要拥有这样的想法,那菜月昴就怎么都不可能与方里一起继续行动了。Even ifFang Lihas expressed that oneselfwill not harmNatsuki Subaruon own initiative, will not helphim, only conducts the observation, Natsuki Subarudoes not have the meansto believeoverall.
即使方里表示过,自己即不会主动去害菜月昴,亦不会去帮他,只是进行观察而已,菜月昴还是没有办法全盘相信。Therefore, in the Natsuki Subarusurfaceseems like that resistsReinhardvery much, in factis the excusefleesFang Li's side.
于是,菜月昴表面上看似很抗拒莱因哈鲁特,实际上不过是借口逃离方里的身边而已。Fang LichooseswithEmiliareturns tomansion, rather thancontinuesto actwithNatsuki Subarutogether, similarlyhas the reason in thisaspect.方里之所以选择跟爱蜜莉雅回宅邸,而不是继续跟菜月昴一起行动,同样有这方面的原因。As forinmeeting by chanceagaininRoyal Capital, around the Natsuki Subaruperformance, onlyis acting in a playentirely.
至于在王都里的再次相逢,菜月昴前后的表现,通通都只是在演戏。No, shouldsay that is showing off power.
不,应该说是在逞强。No matterputs forth the friendshipto crack a smile the fisttoFang Li, has exhibited the badattitudetoFang Li, thattohide the innermost feelingsfearsaboutFang Li's.
不管是对方里使出友情破颜拳,还是一直对方里摆出恶劣的态度,那都是为了隐藏自己内心对方里的恐惧。Onlypitifully, Fang Lilooked.
只可惜,方里还是看出来了。„Actually, Iam indifferent.”
“其实,我是无所谓的。”At that moment, Fang Licasts the visiontoNatsuki Subarubody, indifferently spoke.
当下,方里将目光投至菜月昴的身上,漠然出声。„Althoughyouare the goal that Iwantto observe, but is actually not the only onegoal, onlyyourAbilityquiteconvenience, canmakeIquitedirect-viewinginvolvementinyourdeath conduct the observation.”
“虽然你是我想观察的目标,可却不是唯一一个的目标,只是你的能力比较方便,能够让我比较直观的介入到你的死之中进行观察而已。”
The implied meaning is, evendiscardsNatsuki Subaru, thatis still indifferent.
言下之意便是,就算舍弃菜月昴,那也无所谓。Reallywantsto observefrequentlywith the words of person the deathaccompanied, whatFang Lialsowas the choice, notnecessarilyonly hadNatsuki Subaruisspecial.
真的想观察经常与死亡相伴的人的话,方里还有的是选择,并不一定只有菜月昴是特殊。Probablygoes separate wayswithNatsuki Subaru, goes tomansionwithEmilia, copes withWitch Cultactively, that is also becauseinWitch Culthas an object who suits the Fang Liobservation, is not to chooseNatsuki Subaru.
像是与菜月昴分道扬镳,和爱蜜莉雅前往宅邸,积极对付魔女教,那也是因为魔女教中有一名适合方里观察的对象,并不是一定就得选择菜月昴。„Now can youfeel relieved?”Fang Lifaint smilewas sayingtoNatsuki Subaru: „Inyourbody, canmakemyrigidthingnot exist.”
“现在你可以放心了吧?”方里似笑非笑般的对着菜月昴说道:“在你的身上,能够让我执着的事物并不存在啊。”
The straightforwardwords, makingNatsuki Subarucannot help butbite the tooth.
直截了当的话语,让菜月昴不由得咬住了牙。
The fear of innermost feelingshas truly startedto abate.
内心的恐惧确实已经开始消退。However, displacing was actually intensetoextremeunwilling.
然而,取而代之的却是强烈到了极点的不甘心。Thatisgrown manideologyunwilling.
那是大男人主义般的不甘心。Thinksoneselfwere treatedspecially, finally is actually not worth mentioning.
原本以为自己被特殊对待,结果却根本就是不值一提。Thatfeeling, endurescompared with the humiliationsimply.
那种感觉,简直堪比屈辱。Let alone, inFang Li's body, hasNatsuki Subaruin the thing of envying.
更别说,在方里的身上,同样有着菜月昴在羡慕的事物。„Yousaid that youwithmysamecrossing overis right?”
“你说你是跟我一样的穿越者对吧?”Indignantmooddriven by, Natsuki Subaruto the Fang Liloudopens the mouth.
在激愤的心情驱使下,菜月昴对着方里大声的开口。„Whatdifference do Ihavewithyou? Why can youmixinthisworldenjoy the sight and sound of the wind whipping up the water? Alsowhyonly thenImustlikeunceasingevadesbyothers'protection?!”
“那我跟你有什么不同?为什么你就能够在这个世界里混得风生水起?又为什么只有我得像这样不断的逃避来受别人的保护呢?!”hearing this, Fang Liwas silent.闻言,方里沉默了。after a while, Fang Lilightly uttered.一会以后,方里淡淡的出声。„Ihave no differentplaceswithyou.”
“我跟你没有任何不同的地方。”„Soonbefore, Iwas likeyou, butis the lifein the stereotypeddailyworld, will only hide at home the dwellinghikikomori.”
“不久之前,我还跟你一样,只不过是生活在千篇一律的日常世界里,一个只会躲在家里宅着的家里蹲而已。”„Therefore, Ihave no difference from you.”
“所以,我跟你没有任何的不同。”Ifmustsay where different, that is the same.
如果一定要说有哪里不同的话,那就只有一样。Fang Lihas a records deathsoul.方里拥有一个记录死亡的灵魂。Therefore, Fang Liwas numbto the death, in turnaffectedpersonality, becomeswill not dreadmurders, will not easily losecalmly, basicallyemergedincluding a strengthin the soul of thisrecorddeath.
所以,方里对死亡麻木,进而影响到了个性,变得不会畏惧杀伐,亦不会轻易的失去冷静,连一身的实力都基本脱胎于这个纪录死亡的灵魂。In addition, Fang LiandNatsuki Subaruhad nothingdifferently.
除此之外,方里与菜月昴就没有什么不同了。„Perhaps, will youalso turn into my sooner or later?”
“或许,你迟早也会变成我这样吧?”Fang LitoNatsuki Subaru, said such a line.方里对着菜月昴,说了这么一句。„After the death that youexperiencedwere manycanmakeyounumb, youbecomemewill be like.”
“等你经历的死亡多得能够令你麻木以后,你就会变得跟我一样了。”Then, Fang Lidoes not attend to thereNatsuki Subaru, left the roomdirectly.
说完,方里不顾愣在那里的菜月昴,径直的离开了房间。
......
……„Un?”
“嗯?”
In Fang Liwalksin the direction of mansionfront door, togetherformfromoppositeslowlywalks.
就在方里朝着宅邸大门的方向走去时,一道身影从对面缓缓的走来。„Came out?”ReinhardgreetstowardFang Li, seems like very warmappearance, on the faceis hanging the perfectsmile, said: „Iam preparingto entertainyou.”
“出来了吗?”莱因哈鲁特向着方里打起了招呼,看上去非常热情的样子,脸上挂着完美的微笑,说道:“我正准备去招待你呢。”„Does not use.”Fang Lishakes the head, was sayingtoReinhard: „Time, Icannothurryto subscribe a hotelearlyto be good.”
“不用了。”方里摇了摇头,对着莱因哈鲁特说道:“时候不早了,我也得赶紧去订个旅馆才行。”„Hotel?”Reinhardsaid with a smile: „Sincecame, thatlivedis here good.”
“旅馆?”莱因哈鲁特笑道:“既然来了,那就住在这里好了。”„Reallydoes not use.”Fang Li spread out his hands, said: „TomorrowwasRoyal Selection the day of conferenceconvention, Ido not wantto stay here to disturbyou.”
“真的不用了。”方里摊了摊手,说道:“明天就是王选的会议召开之日,我可不想留在这里打扰你们。”„Excuse me?”Reinhardsomewhatstrangesaying: „could it be thatyoudid not plan that followsEmilia-samato attendtogether?”
“打扰?”莱因哈鲁特有些奇怪的说道:“难道你不打算跟着爱蜜莉雅大人一起出席吗?”„Did not plan.”Fang Lidirect reaction, withoutleast bithesitantsaying: „, Ihad not at least been invited.”
“不打算。”方里直接回答,没有半点犹豫的说道:“至少,我没有受到邀请。”Therefore, Fang LiwavestowardReinhard, leftmansion.
于是,方里向着莱因哈鲁特挥了挥手,离开了宅邸。Looks the back that Fang Lileaves, Reinhardhelplessopens the mouth.
看着方里离开的背影,莱因哈鲁特无奈般的开口了。„Ibelieveactually,invitingyourperson to havemuch...”
“我倒是认为,邀请你的人应该有不少…”
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