IATVOTB :: Volume #6 江湖夜雨十年灯

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Popular recommendation: Father, mother. 热门推荐:爸,妈。 What since uses is these two words, at this moment rather than parents, that Wei Changtian see will then decide is not Wei Xianzhi and Qin Caizhen. 既然用的是这两个词,而不是“爹娘”,那魏长天此刻见到的便定不会是魏贤志秦彩珍 Clearly, what he sees is the parents of previous generation. 很明显,他看到的是前世的父母。 ...... ...... ...... ...... Wei Tian, an average person. 魏天,一个普通人。 Was born in the 90's, grew in the new century. 出生于90年代,生长于新世纪。 As optimum methods of child-bearing and child-rearing that” the family planning advocates only child, he naturally also same obtained parents' complete love with most contemporaries. 作为计划生育所提倡的“优生优育”独生子女,他自然也跟大部分同龄人一样得到了父母全部的爱。 Cannot the bitter child, poor unable to educate again painstakingly again poorly, Wei Tian parents very good implemented these words. 再苦不能苦孩子,再穷不能穷教育,魏天的父母很好的贯彻了这句话。 But has not disappointed their earnest hopes in Wei Tian that under this environment grows up reluctantly. 而在这种环境下长大的魏天也勉强算是没有辜负他们的殷切期盼。 By the childhood that the extracurricular remedial class and interest class occupy. 一个被课外辅导班和兴趣班占据的童年。 On knows under the astronomy knows geography the middle school time. 一个“上知天文下知地理”的中学时代。 A university that is flooding the game and skips classes. 一个充斥着游戏和逃课的大学。 Society livestock that rushes about in the big city. 一个奔波于大城市的社畜。 In the future, he should marry one with oneself situation similar woman, bears 30 years of loan to buy a house, then has a child urged by both parents tirelessly. 未来,他应该会娶一个跟自己处境差不多的女人,背上30年的贷款买一套房子,然后再在双方父母不厌其烦的催促下生一个小孩。 The children will grow up slowly, Wei Tian will age slowly. 小孩子会慢慢长大,魏天会慢慢变老。 If as expected, he will defend in the hospital bed looks the parents close the eye slowly, then in some as if made by Heaven lay down the old man on hospital bed for that. 不出意外的话,他会守在病床边看着父母慢慢闭上眼睛,然后又在某一天成为那个躺在病床上的老头儿。 Finally, as that line on cardiotachometer becomes steady, he then such ordinary passed the life. 最终,随着心率仪上的那根线变得平稳,他便这么平凡的度过了一生。 But what is accidental/surprised, he passed through. 但意外的是,他穿越了。 ...... ...... Different from these, no matter passes through to what world can in a short time forget that the beforehand all net article leads, Wei Changtian will still remember the previous generation once for a while something. 不同于那些不管穿越到什么世界都可以在极短的时间内忘掉之前一切的网文主角,魏长天至今仍会时不时想起前世的一些事情。 But passes through him unable to intend to think two people, that is his parents. 但穿越至今他一直在有意不去想两个人,那就是他的父母。 Reasons for this include, possibly is in the heart always has the guilt that one type is not willing to face. 究其原因,可能是心中总有一种不愿意面对的愧疚。 Passes through, or the soul puts on...... after matter of this ultra science, naturally brought an issue inevitably- 穿越,或者说魂穿......当这种超科学的事情真实发生之后,自然就不可避免的带来了一个问题- Previous generation how „do” become? 前世的“自己”会变得如何? Actually, the answering tuart of this issue is not difficult to guess. 其实,这个问题的答桉并不难猜。 Like serious illness incurable permits Suisui, in that world, the named Wei Tian youth big probability has died. 就像重病不治的许岁穗,在那个世界,名为魏天的青年大概率已经死了。 But this then means that the Wei Tian parents do not have the indication lost own son. 而这便意味着,魏天的父母就这么毫无征兆的失去了自己的儿子。 Oneself foster laboriously in a big way, placed the complete love and anticipated that only son...... 自己辛辛苦苦抚养大,寄予了全部的爱和期待的,唯一的儿子...... Why this is Wei Changtian throughout the reason that deliberately dodges this issue. 这就是魏长天为何始终在刻意回避这个问题的原因。 When he is unable to imagine the parents to hear itself death news the appearance, he is unable to imagine this to work hard the men and women of most lifetime for himself, the remaining years of life actually must because, but struggle in the pain. 他无法想象爸妈听到自己“死讯”时的样子,他无法想象这对为自己操劳了大半生的男女,余生却仍要因为自己而在痛苦中挣扎。 He has not been filial to the utmost with enough time, has not made them see that with enough time the daughter-in-law, hugs the grandson. 他还没来得及尽孝,没来得及让他们见到儿媳妇、抱上孙子。 Even, he did not have to say goodbye with them with enough time...... 甚至,他还没来得及跟他们道别...... This guilt, Wei Changtian, is unable to tell anybody. 这份愧疚,魏长天从来没有、也无法跟任何人说。 Passes through already two years of scene, he only had four not to pass in Dao of Dreams late. 穿越已两年光景,他只有四晚没在“梦道”中度过。 This is not because he how diligent assiduous. 这并非因为他多么“勤奋刻苦”。 Actually, he does not dare to sleep. 其实,他只是不敢睡觉。 He feared himself, once fell into the true sleep, then meets the dream to them. 他怕自己一旦陷入了真正的睡眠,便会梦到他们。 Wei Changtian does not know if oneself have the opportunity to see the parents again, even if in the dream, oneself should say anything. 魏长天不知道自己如果有机会再见到父母,哪怕是在梦中,自己该说些什么。 He has been evading, evades. 他一直在逃避,逃避。 But now, he cannot escaping. 但现在,他再不能“逃”。 ...... ...... ...... ...... Father......” “爸......” Mother......” “妈......” White empty boundary imaginary seems true|really, absent-minded, Wei Changtian as if returned to that him to live more than ten years of two-bedroom houses. 白色的虚境似幻似真,恍忽中,魏长天彷佛回到了那间他生活了十几年的两居室房子。 The gray arrange/cloth skill sofa, above places the back cushion that several mothers make. 灰色的布艺沙发,上面放在几个母亲做的靠垫。 Floods the laundry powder flavor balcony, on the clothes rack is hanging several own clothes forever. 充斥着洗衣粉味道的阳台,衣架上永远都挂着几件自己的衣服。 Piled up the daily necessities kitchen, the guitar and air conditioning that this television of elimination, was admitted to a university bought that year to withstand/top that basin green and glossy epipremnum aureum...... 堆放着柴米油盐的厨房、早就该淘汰的电视机、考上大学那年买的吉他、空调顶上那盆绿油油的绿萝...... Out of the window does not know that is early morning or the dusk sunlight sprinkles, 窗外不知是清晨还是黄昏的阳光洒进来, All turned round a red-orange light. 给所有的一切都覆了一层橘红色的光。 Wei Changtian looks at all these, could not have distinguished clearly the illusion and reality, but the trend stands two people step by step center room. 魏长天愣愣的看着这一切,早已分不清幻境与现实,只是一步步走向站在房间正中的两人。 But man and woman at this time also whole face tears is looking at him. 而男人和女人此时也正满脸泪水的望着他。 Son......” “儿子......” Is shivering putting out a hand, the palm of man falls on the Wei Changtian shoulder gently. 颤抖着伸出手,男人的手掌轻轻落在魏长天肩头。 That is clear touch and temperature makes the Wei Changtian body tremble courageous, the eye socket becomes a moistness immediately. 那再真切不过的触感和温度令魏长天身子勐地一颤,眼眶顿时就变得一片湿润。 No matter the previous generation this life, he had forgotten how long oneself have not cried. 不管前世今生,他早已忘记自己有多久没有哭过了。 But in the meantime, when the man patted his shoulder gently, when the woman is crying that moment of holding on his hand, the Wei Changtian's tears then gushed out the eye socket instantaneously. 但就在此时,当男人轻轻拍了拍他的肩膀,当女人哭着拉住他的手的那一刻,魏长天的泪水瞬间便涌出了眼眶。 Father! “爸! Mother! “妈! ! ” !” Sorry! “对不起! I am unfair to you! “我对不起你们! ...... ...... ...... ...... The previous generation knowledge on had had an issue, is called „, if there is family member who the opportunity saw to pass away again, what you will say to them?” 前世知乎上曾经有过一个问题,叫做“如果有机会再见到过世的亲人,你会对他们说些什么?” The reply under issue is all kinds, some people told the story, some people made up the story, some people played the stem, even also some people analyzed this matter to be possible from the scientific angle. 问题之下的回答五花八门,有人讲故事,有人编故事,有人玩梗,甚至还有人从科学角度分析这件事到底可不可能。 In boundless many I think you and I loved you and so on answering tuart, the point of reply approves the number to far exceed other. 而在茫茫多“我想你了”、“我爱你”之类的答桉中,有一个回答的点赞数要远超其它所有。 That is sorry. 那就是“对不起”。 Sorry. 对不起。 The simple three characters contain the most complex mood. 再简单不过的三个字却包含着最为复杂的情绪。 But from this angle, after perhaps the family member passes away, truly made one unable to put down always these is regrettable and guilty. 而从这个角度来看,或许当亲人逝去之后,真正令人放不下的总是那些遗憾和愧疚。 Now, regarding placing three people in illusion, was very difficult to say actually who was that elapsing family member. 如今,对于身处在幻境中的三个人而言,很难说究竟谁才是那个“逝去”的亲人。 However on Wei Changtian, this is unimportant. 不过就魏长天来讲,这并不重要。 At this moment he is not the Wei Family only son and third rank expert, is not in the great person who this side world commands wind and cloud. 此刻他再不是什么魏家独子、三品高手,再不是什么在这方世界叱吒风云的大人物。 He is only that as a result of the ordinary youth who receiving an electric shock dead, but at present this to male ** close relative who Yang two separate. 他只是那个由于触电而死去的普通青年,只是与眼前这对男**阳两隔的至亲。 Son and son, which you went......” “儿、儿子,你去哪儿了......” Mother quite thinks you......” “妈妈好想你......” „After you walked, your father started to drink......” “你走了之后,你爸又开始喝酒了......” You did not say that on that day this year goes home to celebrate the new year......” “你那天不是还说今年回家过年么......” But the parents waited for two years, why you do not come back......” “可爸爸妈妈等了两年了,你为什么不回来......” You are really busy, calls well also us......” “你实在忙,给我们打个电话也好啊......” Mother sleeps every day will dream of you......” “妈妈每天睡觉的时候都会梦见你......” „But why you never look at mother one eyes......” “可你为什么从来不看妈妈一眼......” „......” “......” The female voice reverberation of sobbing in the warm setting sun, each is pouring out a mother plainest sentiment. 哽咽的女声回荡在温暖的夕阳里,每一句都倾诉着一个母亲最质朴的感情。 Gust has blown, the delicate fragrance of laundry powder very nice-smelling, out of the window as if there is creating a disturbance sound of child. 一阵风吹过,洗衣粉的清香很好闻,窗外似乎有小孩子的打闹声。 When all around all little becomes even more real, Wei Changtian also adapted to all these probably gradually. 当周遭的所有一点点变得越发真实,魏长天好像也渐渐适应了这一切。 Father and mother......” “爸、妈......” I......” “我......” He opens mouth, wants with the present man and woman says the matter that own these two institutes encounter, wants to pour out own pain and struggling. 他张了张嘴,想要跟眼前的男人和女人说一说自己这两件所遭遇的事情,想要倾诉一下自己的痛苦和挣扎。 But , the woman actually retroceded in the meantime suddenly a half step, incredible shivering said: 但也就在此时,女人却突然愣愣的后退了一小步,不可置信的颤抖道: Son and son, you killed people......” “儿、儿子,你杀人了......” „......” “......” The body such as was stiffened by the thunder strike courageous, the Wei Changtian's breath flash becomes incomparably rapid. 身体如遭雷击般勐地僵住,魏长天的呼吸一瞬间变得无比急促。 His subconscious putting out a hand, but was actually shunted by the woman frightened. 他下意识的伸出手,但却被女人恐惧的躲开。 Looks at the woman pain the appearance, Wei Changtian only felt that had a hand to seize oneself throat suddenly, in the extreme flurried flooded the entire mind immediately. 看着女人痛苦的模样,魏长天只感觉有一只手突然掐住了自己咽喉,无以复加的慌乱顿时就充斥了整个脑海。 Mother! You listened to me to say!” “妈!你听我说!” I do not want to kill people! I really do not want to kill people!” “我不想杀人!我真的不想杀人!” But I do not kill them, they must kill me! “可我不杀他们,他们就要杀我! I want to live, I want to live!” “我想活着,我只是想活着!” I do not have the means!” “我没办法!” I and I do not have the means! “我、我没办法啊! „......” “......” The setting sun of out of the window does not know when has vanished does not see, what replaces it is endless night. 窗外的夕阳不知何时已经消失不见,取而代之的是无尽的黑夜。 Wei Changtian opening mouth rapid explanation, but actually cannot change woman that desperate expression. 魏长天张大嘴巴急促的解释着,可却丝毫不能改变女人那绝望的表情。 Until a numerous sigh resounds. 直到一声重重的叹息响起。 Oh, the son, making a mistake was wrong.” “唉,儿子,错了就是错了。” No matter but has anything, the parents will never give up you.” “但是不管发生什么,爸妈永远都不会放弃你。” Walks.” “走吧。” Goes back with us......” “跟我们回去吧......”
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