Chapter 651 I did not make the deity 第651章我不做神仙了 The spirit continuous rain does not hope that own elder sister pays the too big price, therefore, visits the spirit ripples next day time, she has not said this matter. 灵霖并不希望自己的姐姐付出太大的代价,所以,次日去探望灵漪的时候,她并没有说出这件事。 However, she is possibly good at camouflaging before others very much, cannot hide the truth from the intention interlinked elder sister. 然而,她在别人面前可能很擅长伪装,却怎么也瞒不过心意相通的姐姐。 When the spirit ripples asked this matter, the spirit continuous rain attended to about him, the spirit ripples understood. 当灵漪问起这件事的时候,灵霖顾左右而言他,灵漪就明白了。 Pure and stupid difference here. 单纯和蠢的区别就在这里。 The spirit ripples detected that the unusuality of spirit continuous rain, naturally also knew the reason. 灵漪察觉到了灵霖的异常,自然也就知道了原因。 „You knew, actually doesn't want to tell me?” “你是不是知道了,却不想告诉我？” The spirit ripples asked very much directly. 灵漪很直接地问道。 The spirit continuous rain also knows that could not hide, can only nod reluctantly. 灵霖也知道躲不过去了,只能无奈地点头。 „Calculates that the elder sister asked you, telling me was good?” “算姐姐求你,告诉我好不好？” The spirit ripples rarely and she spoke with such tone, this also made the spirit continuous rain helpless. 灵漪很少用这样的语气和她说话,这也让灵霖不知所措。 „Elder sister, you leave this.” “姐姐,你别这样。” The spirit continuous rain is very awkward, the spirit ripples are more impatient. 灵霖很为难,灵漪却更加心急。 „I do not want to feel embarrassed you, but already over the past month.” “我也不想为难伱,但是已经过去一个月了。” For serveral days, ten points suffering that the spirit ripples crossed every day. 这些天,灵漪每天都过的十分煎熬。 Lin Yi said with her initially, he leaves her time is not many. 林毅当初可是和她说了的,他留给她的时间可不多。 Moreover, this month passes by, if Lin Yi looks for her, actually could not find her, he will be definitely sad. 而且,这一个月过去,若是林毅来找她,却找不到她,他肯定会伤心的。 He has borne such a pain, the spirit ripples do not want to make him come again one time. 他已经承受过一次这样的痛苦了,灵漪不想让他再来一次。 The spirit continuous rain is very puzzled, she tries to console saying: „ Since had passed, makes this matter is not good? 灵霖还是很纠结,她试图劝解道:“既然已经过去了,就让这件事成为过去不好吗？ The people and gods in the same place, no one will have the good end. ” 人和神在一起,没有谁会有好下场的。” „But I promised him, he is also hopes certainly that I can find the method.” “可是我答应了他,他一定也是希望我能找到方法的。” The spirit ripples recalled time that two people distinguish, Lin Yi, although does not have to promise him immediately, but the spirit ripples can feel, his innermost feelings also started the mighty waves, he in pretend tranquil. 灵漪回想起两人分别的时刻,林毅虽然没有马上答应他,但灵漪能感受到,他的内心也掀起了波澜,他只是在假装平静而已。 Lin Yi has received wound a time, the spirit ripples do not want to make him come again one time. 林毅已经受过一次伤了,灵漪不想让他再来一次。 Facing vision that she pleaded, the spirit continuous rain also retreated in defeat again and again. 面对她恳求的目光,灵霖也是节节败退。 She have mixed feelings typical: „If this method, must make you discard your father, your mother, I, as well as all your, you also does want?” 她心情复杂地道:“如果这个方法,要让你丢弃你的父亲,你的母亲,还有我,以及你所有的一切,你还愿意吗？” Spirit ripples: „......” 灵漪:“……” The spirit continuous rain asked the issue that making the spirit ripples silent. 灵霖问出的这个问题,让灵漪沉默了。 Because she thought of that night. 因为她想到了那个夜晚。 Bixia was also says to Lin Yi. 碧霞也是这么跟林毅说的。 Bixia also has the thing that needs to worry, therefore can only choose to put aside this sentiment. 碧霞也有很多需要顾虑的东西,所以只能选择放下这段感情。 That night, Lin Yi was given up like this. 那一夜,林毅就是这样被放弃的。 The spirit ripples have not thought, was one's turn her to make the choice quickly. 灵漪没有想到,这么快就轮到她来做选择了。 The reason told her, learned from Bixia was right. 理智告诉她,向碧霞学习才是对的。 She has the gentle father, severe actually loves her mother very much, gentle sensible younger sister. 她有慈祥的父亲,严厉却很疼爱她的母亲,还有温柔懂事的妹妹。 These are also very important family members. 这些也都是很重要的家人。 If puts the end of balance them, another end is putting Lin Yi , this end certainly is without a doubt heavier than Lin Yi. 假若把他们放上天平的一端,另一端放着林毅,毫无疑问,这一端一定比林毅更重。 Her again how love brain , under is impossible to give up this bloodlines kinship. 她再怎么恋爱脑,也不可能割舍下这段血脉亲情。 Perhaps, Bixia initially was such my humble home Lin Yi. 也许,碧霞当初就是这样舍下林毅的。 The spirit ripples, are extremely at heart painful. 灵漪心里,万分痛苦。 She discovered that she is far less than Bixia, at least, Bixia can make the decision, she actually cannot achieve. 她发现自己远不如碧霞,至少,碧霞能够做出决定,她却做不到。 Which no matter gives one side, she cannot achieve. 不管是割舍哪一边,她都做不到。 „Why can like this......” “为什么会这样……” The spirit ripples eyes, wrote all over no use. 灵漪双眼,写满了无助。 Fearful has with Lin Yi in the together method, but has the only condition, wants to realize, actually difficulty especially. 可怕的不是没有和林毅在一起的方法,而是有唯一的条件,想要实现,却格外的困难。 „Can say the concrete practice with me?” “能和我说说具体的做法吗？” The mood of spirit ripples, spirit continuous rain sympathize. 灵漪的情绪,灵霖感同身受。 Because knows her sad, spirit continuous rain hesitant, told this method. 正是因为知道她的难过,灵霖犹豫了一下,还是将这个方法告诉了她。 The cutting away grace, kicks immortal, always can not for the immortal, this be the only way. 削除仙骨,踢出仙籍,永世不得为仙,这就是唯一的方法。 Once arrives this step, she cannot return to the paradise, naturally also lost the parents and younger sister thoroughly. 一旦走到这一步,她就不能在回到仙界了,自然也就是彻底失去了父母和妹妹。 The spirit ripples light is listening, felt that suffocates. 灵漪光是听着,都感觉到窒息。 Each good terrifying. 每一个都好恐怖。 She is feared that the sore child, only likes all fine things, does not like separating with the parents too for a long time, cannot accept with the younger sister separates too for a long time. 她是个怕疼的孩子,只喜欢一切美好的东西,也不喜欢和父母分开太久,更不能接受和妹妹分开太久。 But...... 可是…… Because there is a thing that these cannot give up, then can give up Lin Yi? 因为有这些不能割舍的东西,便要放弃林毅么？ The innermost feelings of spirit ripples start to struggle. 灵漪的内心开始挣扎起来。 The spirit continuous rain also knows, she needs to be static now, then has not stayed for a long time here. 灵霖也知道,她现在需要静静,便没有在这里久留。 Next day, she visits again, actually in the eye of discovery spirit ripples was short of that type nimble and resourceful and bracelet, looks at her look, were many several points of gentleness. 次日,她再来探望,却发现灵漪的眼里少了那种灵动和跳脱,看她的眼神,都多了几分温柔。 „Why does elder sister...... you think so me?” “姐姐……你为什么这么看着我？” Spirit continuous rain has not the good premonition at heart. 灵霖的心里生出不好的预感。 „Feared that the later no opportunity sees you, looks at your several eyes.” “怕以后没什么机会见你,多看你几眼。” „Elder sister, you!?” “姐姐,你！？” „Right, I decided.” “没错,我决定了。” The tone of spirit ripples is very tranquil, because of this, the spirit continuous rain is on the contrary more anxious. 灵漪的语气十分平静,正因为这样,灵霖反倒更加紧张。 She starts to regret oneself were tenderhearted for a while, told the spirit ripples truth. 她开始后悔自己一时心软,告诉了灵漪真相。 „Can you really give up us? For a man?” “你真的要放弃我们了吗？为了一个男人？” The spirit continuous rain was really sad. 灵霖是真的伤心了。 She is hard to accept, the elder sister for a man, did not want her. 她难以接受,姐姐为了一个男人,就不要她了。 „I do not want to give up you.” “我不想放弃你们。” The spirit ripples look at the spirit continuous rain, in the eye have the tears twinkle. 灵漪看着灵霖,眼里也有泪花闪烁。 „ You are the people who I care about, I no one want to discard. “你们都是我在乎的人,我谁也不想舍弃。 But world does not have being satisfactory to both sides law, I know that my choice is wrong, but I can only choose this mistake. ” 但世间没有两全法,我知道自己的选择是错的,但我只能选择这种错误。” The spirit ripples are holding the spirit continuous rain, the innermost feelings far more than do not abandon. 灵漪抱着灵霖,内心何止是不舍。 Their two sisters from the birth then in the same place, grew to cultivate together for several hundred years in the paradise, among them the friendship was how deep! 她们姐妹二人从出生便在一起,在仙界共同成长修炼了数百年,她们之间的情谊何其深！ It can be said that in her, the weight of spirit continuous rain is actually heavier than Lin Yi. 可以说,在她心里,灵霖的重量其实比林毅更重。 However...... 但是…… She considers is not most cannot give anyone, but after did not have her, who can accept. 她考虑的不是自己最割舍不下谁,而是没有了她之后,谁更能接受。 The spirit continuous rain after all is the deity, did not have her, the parents can depend upon. 灵霖毕竟是神仙,没有了她,还有父母可以依靠。 The parents are also likewise, they have two daughters, was short of one, another. 父母也是同理,他们有两个女儿,少了一个,还有另外一个。 But, Lin Yi is different. 可是,林毅是不一样的。 He is so always lonely, although has the world, is the emperor of the world, but, a he intimate friend does not have. 他总是那么孤独,虽然坐拥天下,是人间的帝王,可是,他连一个知心的朋友都没有。 Moreover, he had been given up one time. 而且,他已经被放弃过一次了。 The spirit ripples know, if she makes with the Bixia same choice, Lin Yi will definitely understand her. 灵漪知道,她如果做出和碧霞一样的选择,林毅肯定会理解她的。 However, her giving up made this man again sad is sad. 但是,她舍不得让这个男人再伤心再难过了。 „You did not have me, many things, but, his anything does not have.” “你们没有了我,还有很多的东西,但是,他什么都没有。” The spirit continuous rain is also weeps bitterly, she is sad: „ Without you, my anything did not have. 灵霖也是痛哭不已,她悲伤道:“没有你,我也什么都没了。 Elder sister, don't be like this good? 姐姐,不要这样好不好？ That person, not necessarily loves your! You do that are unworthy. ” 那个人,未必是爱你的！你这么做根本不值得。” „No, he is loves my.” “不,他是爱我的。” The spirit ripples recalled two people are together, Lin Yi looked that her look is so always gentle. 灵漪回想起两人相处的时候,林毅看她的眼神总是那么温柔。 At that time the spirit ripples were ignorant, does not know that type let her heartbeat suddenly different gazes is anything, now recalls, she all understood. 当时灵漪懵懂无知,不知道那种让她心跳骤然不同的注视是什么,现在回想起来,她全都明白了。 Lin Yi loves certainly her. 林毅一定是爱她的。 Two sisters support when the same place sobs, the queen mother of the west also noticed here sound. 两姐妹相拥在一起哭泣之时,西王母也注意到了这边的动静。 She does not know that had anything, yesterday when the spirit continuous rain visited the spirit ripples, first urged the eastern nobility to ask the queen mother of the west to ask favor specially. 她不知道发生了什么,昨天灵霖去探望灵漪时,特意先撺掇了东王公去找西王母求情。 Her actually hopeless east nobility can change the mind of queen mother of the west from the start, but he can certainly strive to her with the time of spirit ripples speech. 她其实压根没指望东王公能改变西王母的主意,但他一定能给她争取到跟灵漪说话的时间。 The queen mother of the west does not know that the spirit ripples have known the method of returning to the human world. 以至于西王母并不知道灵漪已经知道了回到人间的方法。 Today looked that their sisters cry on each other's shoulders, but also mentioned that man, this naturally made the queen mother of the west come the spirit. 今日看她们姐妹抱头痛哭,还提到了那个男人,这自然让西王母来了精神。 But when she arrives at the spirit ripples the dwelling, was actually shocked by a few words of spirit ripples. 可当她来到灵漪的住处,却被灵漪的一句话惊呆了。 „Mother, I did not make the deity......” “母亲,我不做神仙了……” Today warms up, tomorrow will continue 今天热热身,明天继续加更