IAG :: Volume #2 Volume 2

#702: The prison of endless samsara


Ba Musi has not thought that the devil said to the opportunity proved oneself let oneself heavy labor one time. 芭慕丝没有想到,魔鬼所说的给个机会证明自己原来是让自己重活一次。 She appeared in a stretch of snowy area, cut to fall in her head axe, wound little long came out, finally healed completely, only then the bloodstain on clothes also proved on her has been having all. 她出现在了一片雪地之中,砍在她头上的斧头掉落了下来,身上的伤口一点点长出来,最后完全愈合,只有衣服上的血迹还证明着她身上发生过的一切。 She feels oneself body, does not dare to believe is also excited. 她摸着自己的身体,不敢置信又激动。 „Did I live?” “我活过来了?” She was confirming unceasingly this fact, is unmistakable until the confirmation. 她不断地确认着这一事实,直到验证无误。 I lived...... I to live......” “我活过来了……我活过来了……” She was happily bad. 她高兴坏了。 But when is happy, she remembers the devil had spoken the words again. 而高兴之余,她再度想起了魔鬼说过的话。 So long as you can show that yourself do not have the crime, you can not fall into the sea of fire of purgatory, but enters the divine creative force with the fond dream Divine Country.” “只要你能够证明你自己没有罪,你就可以不堕入炼狱的火海,而是怀着美梦进入造物的神国。” Ba Musi looks at the real world, although proliferates the wind and snow as before, but at least the ratio died to be better. 芭慕丝看着现实世界,虽然依旧遍布风雪,但是至少比死掉要好吧。 Ba Musi suddenly felt that fellow named devil is really stupid. 芭慕丝突然觉得,那个叫魔鬼的家伙真的是愚蠢。 Since oneself lived, why must show that anything were guilty, although oneself not wrong. 自己既然活过来了,为什么还要去证明什么自己有没有罪,虽然自己本身就没有错。 Even if however proved itself, after also oneself die, goes to Creation Divine Country unexpectedly. 不过哪怕证明了自己,竟然也只是让自己死后去造物神国 She does not want dead, do not go to what dream star sea. 她不想死,才不要去什么梦幻星海。 She only wants to live. 她只想要活着。 Ba Musi appears it was soon black, but she simply had not found the concrete position, moreover what awfully is she had not brought the commodity. 芭慕丝出现的时候天快要黑了,而她根本没有找到自己具体的位置,而且更要命的是她还没有带物资。 Without the tent, without the igniters, without food, is very difficult to survive in this stretch of the world of ice and snow. 没有帐篷,没有火具,没有食物,在这片冰天雪地里是很难生存的。 Where is this?” “这到底是哪里?” „!” “啊!” Where this is, why since outside saved me not to make me go directly.” “这是哪里,既然救了我为什么不让我直接去外面。” Why this damn place.” “为什么还是这片该死的地方。” As the weather fades out, she can only take up is not said that the axe of hand treated as the tool to dig a hole in the snowy area, then hid in inside. 随着天色渐暗,她只能拿起了并不算称手的斧头当作工具在雪地里挖了一个洞,然后藏在里面。 She picked some firewoods, but in the hand actually cannot light its thing. 她捡了一些木柴,但是手上却没有能够点燃它的东西。 Night coldest time, she with the way of making fire by boring a hole in wood wants to light the firewood in the snow hole unceasingly, how regardless of she makes an effort, does not have the means to light the firewood, this must compel simply insanely her. 夜里最寒冷的时候,她在雪洞里不断地用钻木取火的方式想要点燃木柴,但是不论她怎么用力,都没有办法将木柴点燃,这简直要把她逼疯。 Finally, the firewood ignited wisp of light smoke, she on the velvet with oneself hat detained the flame. 终于,木柴燃起了一缕轻烟,她用自己的帽子上的丝绒留住了火焰。 The night is getting more and more cold, the firewood burnt down. 夜越来越冷,木柴烧光了。 The fire intensity, she felt gradually she soon froze to death, therefore lit own clothes, her scrap patch of land is burning, is maintaining the flame of that life. 火势渐微,她感觉自己都快要被冻死了,于是又点燃了自己的一件衣服,她一小块一小块地烧着,维持着那生命的火焰。 She trembles, is saying unceasingly. 她瑟瑟发抖,不断地说着。 Quite cold!” “好冷!” Quite hungry!” “好饿!” I do not want dead...... I not to die...... I not to die......” “我不想死……我不想死……我不想死……” Finally, near daybreak. 终于,天快要亮了。 Ba Musi drilled in the hole, the fire has been put out, in darkness despaired she unable to endure. 芭慕丝钻出了洞里,火已经熄灭了,黑暗里的绝望她一刻都不能忍受了。 She looked to outside, the snow was smaller, but the wind has not stopped. 她看向了外面,雪小了一些,但是风没有停。 She climbed up the mountain, but actually does not know the road, in the family/home the understanding road and understood takes one's bearings, only then father and younger sister, she does not know where completely should toward walk. 她爬上了山,但是却不认识路,家里认识路和懂得辨别方向的只有爸爸与妹妹,她完全不知道该往哪边走。 Suddenly, she saw under the ray of daybreak mold lake indistinctly under the hillside of distant place has the person probably. 突然之间,于黎明模湖的光线下她隐约看到了远处的山坡下好像有人。 On Ba Musi the face revealed wild with joy, extracts both hands from the bosom, holds up high. 芭慕丝脸上露出了狂喜,从怀中抽出双手,高高举起。 „!” “啊!” Hey!” “喂!” Hey!” “喂!” She shouted hoarsely, wants to run toward that side. 她声嘶力竭地大喊,想要朝着那边跑去。 Saves me, saves me!” “救救我,救救我!” Please save me...... to save me......” “请救救我……请救救我……” That two person's shadows heard the sound, since the distant place has turned head, then fell into during thoroughly was flurried. 那两个人影听到了声音,从远处回过头,然后彻底陷入了慌乱之中。 Because, they noticed that with Ba Musi shouted hoarsely, the surrounding snow starts to skid, under the col toward hillside rolls. 因为,他们看到随着芭慕丝声嘶力竭地大喊,周围的积雪开始滑动,朝着山坡下的山隘滚来。 Ba Musi has not thought, oneself shouted caused the avalanche unexpectedly, she stops the movement immediately, went toward the retroversion flurriedly, hides under the stone of mountain top section. 芭慕丝也没想到,自己一阵大喊竟然引起了雪崩,她立刻止住了动作,慌乱地朝着回退去,躲在了山头部的一块石头下。 However the avalanche has the chain-reaction, the surrounding hills agreed to collapse probably same together, get down do not know how long snow tumbled together. 但是雪崩已经带起了连锁反应,周围的群山就好像约定好了一样一起崩溃,下了不知道多久的积雪一起滚落下来。 The white fills up all, submerges all. 白色将一切填满,也将一切淹没。 The snow seems the fog the same as splash, flutters in in the air. 雪就好像雾一样溅起,飘在空中。 For a very long time cannot still. 久久未能平定。 Ba Musi of daybreak Sun from mountain top raises behind gradually, she stunned half of the day, on face wild with joy fell little completely, exchanged a disappointed expression later. 黎明的太阳从山头上的芭慕丝身后渐渐升起,她错愕了半天,脸上的狂喜一点点落尽,随后换上了一副失望的表情。 She said: I shouted one.” 她说:“我只是喊了一声。” Ba Musi the sentence hunchback the waist then to proceed. 芭慕丝句偻着腰接着往前走。 She wants to look eats, wants to find a place to avoid. 她想要找些吃的,想要找个地方躲避。 She felt the hat that cold extreme, was used to maintain warmth burnt down to her, the clothes were also burnt down one by her, she can only cover the head with the cloak. 她感觉冷极了,用来保暖的帽子给她烧掉了,衣服也被她烧掉了一件,她只能用披风扣住头部。 Because the wind too cannot support greatly, she can only draw the hat brim of cloak with a hand. 因为风太大撑不住,她只能用一只手拉着披风的帽檐。 The hand affects the hood to rub near the ear unceasingly, she just started also to feel that freezes painful with the ear, has not felt to behind completely. 手牵动着兜帽不断地摩擦着耳边,她刚开始还感觉到手和耳朵冻得生疼,到后面就完全没有感觉了。 Walked for quite a while. 走了半天。 The wind is getting bigger and bigger, the body is also getting more and more stiff, the belly transmits the hungry signal unceasingly. 风越来越大,身体也越来越僵,肚子不断地传来饥饿的讯号。 Suddenly, she detected touches and goes near ear time, anything fell. 突然之间,她察觉到手擦过的时候耳边的时候,什么东西掉了。 She uses to hold in another hand of bosom to touch, discovered an own ear freezing, but her hand had changed the color. 她用揣在怀里的另一只手摸过去,发现了自己的一只耳朵给冻掉了,而她的一只手已经变了颜色。 „, My ear, my ear.” “啊,我的耳朵,我的耳朵。” She is screaming, as to put together the ear. 她尖叫着,似乎想要将耳朵拼上去。 How however this possibly can spell, if her shape is demented, cannot accept own ear fell the fact completely, or the spirit has been close to the condition of collapse. 但是这怎么可能拼得上去呢,她状若癫狂,完全不能接受自己的耳朵掉了的事实,或者说精神已经接近于崩溃的状态。 Also took a section of road, her body had reached the limit, she is exhausted, is hungry has a dizzy spell. 又走了一段路,她的身体已经到了极限,她筋疲力尽,饿得头晕目眩。 Her expression is no longer demented, even no longer spoke, an appearance in an extremely difficult situation. 她表情不再癫狂,甚至不再说话,一副狼狈不堪的模样。 She felt that own anything does not think, she only wants to look for a thing to eat, anything, so long as can eat. 她感觉自己什么都不想了,她只想找点东西吃,什么都可以,只要是能吃的。 Absent-minded. 恍恍忽忽之中。 She arrived at an indistinct somewhat familiar dead wood forest, she wanted to avoid here, digs thing that the tree root looks to be able to eat. 她来到了一片隐约有些熟悉的枯木林,她本来想要在这里躲避一下,挖一下树根找一下能吃的东西。 Has not actually thought that really has a unexpected happiness, the eye of mold lake actually saw under a distant place tree the unexpectedly person is eating the thing. 却没有想到竟然有意外之喜,模湖的眼睛却看到远处一棵树下竟然有一个人正在吃东西。 She does not see clearly the opposite party to eat anything, but actually as if smelled food flavor, each cell of her whole body became the hunger and thirst. 她看不清楚对方到底是在吃什么,但是却似乎闻到了食物的味道,她全身的每一个细胞都变得饥渴了起来。 She was hungry, swallowed a saliva. 她饿极了,咽了口口水。 Then extracted tied up the axe on waist. 然后抽出了绑在腰上的斧头。 Lowers the head is avoiding taking advantage of the shadow of tree, crosses several dead woods, behind that tree that since the opposite party stays circled to give that person. 低下头借着树的影子躲避着,越过几棵枯木,从对方栖身的那棵树后面绕上去就给了那人一下。 Her axe cut on the back of the head of that person, then snatched that person of bosom thing to swallow toward the mouth. 她一斧头砍在了那个人的后脑勺上,然后抢过那人怀里的东西就往嘴巴里吞。 Ba Musi wolfs down, falls to pick immediately in the sediment of ground the hand, eats together with the snow together. 芭慕丝狼吞虎咽的,将手上掉在地上的渣滓都立刻捡起来,连同雪一起吃下去。 Suddenly, Ba Musi the split vision saw the face of that person blood runs down one's face. 突然之间,芭慕丝余光看到了那个人血流满面的面孔。 She dumbfounded, more looked that the opposite party felt more somewhat looks familiar. 她呆住了,越看对方感觉越有些眼熟。 The opposite party appearance is fierce, dies with injustice unredressed with the appearance that does not dare to believe. 对方面目狰狞,一副死不瞑目和不敢置信的模样。 However. 但是。 Ba Musi can from be seen by the facial features that in the blood stain covers as before, that is her younger brother. 芭慕丝依旧可以从被血污掩盖的眉眼之中看出,那就是她的弟弟。 But his death shape, unexpectedly with such that before she and younger sister sees, but her younger brother had died obviously at that time, how dead in own hand? 而他的死状,竟然就和之前她和妹妹看到的那样,而她的弟弟明明在那个时候就已经死了,怎么会又死在了自己的手上? Ba Musi understood anything suddenly: I was not only live, but also returned?” 芭慕丝突然明白了什么:“我不仅仅是活过来了,而且还是回到了过去?” She is unbelievable, originally killed oneself younger brother is not her younger sister, is not demon hunter. 她难以置信,原来杀死了自己弟弟的既不是她的妹妹,也不是什么猎魔人 Is she? 就是她自己? Her chin is trembling, ate the thing the movement also to stop. 她下巴微颤着,吃东西的动作也停了下来。 Probably having food stuck in the throat was the same by food, sends out unceasingly sobs in a low voice, the chest also follows to shake. 就好像被食物给噎住了一样,不断地发出低声地呜咽,胸膛也跟着一抖一抖。 „..................” “呃……呃……呃……” Even, in her mind also raised faintly a idea. 甚至,她脑海里面还隐隐升起了一个想法。 If before she returned to all . 如果她回到了一切发生以前。 That just in avalanche buried that two people, who is also? 那刚刚雪崩里被掩埋的那两个人,又是谁呢? She cannot think, but has turned head, then forces in all food the belly. 她不敢去想,只是扭过头去,然后一个劲地将所有的食物塞进肚子里面。 I do not know.” “我不知道。” I do not know that...... my anything does not know.” “我不知道……我什么都不知道。” „It is not my mistake, I do not know, I do not know am you, is not my wrong......” “不是我的错,我不知道,我不知道是你们,不是我的错……” She gradually becomes silent, is eating the thing silent, silent does not look at that corpse. 她渐渐地变得沉默,沉默地吃着东西,沉默的不去看那具尸体。 Probably all have nothing to do with her, all are not she do is the same. 好像一切都和她无关,一切都不是她做的一样。 --------------------------- --------------------------- Ba Musi found own position, knows how then should walk. 芭慕丝找到了自己的位置,也知道了接下来该怎么走了。 She finished eating all food little, she younger brother's coat will dig up to put in oneself body. 她一点点地吃完了所有的食物,她又将弟弟的外衣扒了下来穿在了自己的身上。 She put on younger brother's hat, even if above also has the blood. 她戴上了弟弟的帽子,哪怕上面还有着血。 Ba Musi will bind solid, this makes her feel that warm, warms to letting her thought that all are worth. 芭慕丝将自己裹得严严实实,这让她感觉到了温暖,温暖到让她觉得一切都值得。 She accumulated fully the physical strength, then depart. 她攒足了体力,接着出发 On the road, she saw some people come from the distance, she hid hurriedly, the trace of that distance meanwhile will hide covered. 路上,她看到了有人从远处走来,她匆忙地躲了起来,同时还将自己躲藏的那一段距离的痕迹遮盖了起来。 Hides, she heard the familiar sound: Looks at this mark, fellow came.” 躲藏中,她听到了熟悉的声音:“看这印痕,那家伙自己过来了。” Another person said: „It is not right, he wants to be thinner.” 另一个人说:“不对,他要瘦很多。” She looked secretly, first saw own younger sister. 她偷偷看了过去,先是看到了自己的妹妹。 Then, she also saw herself. 然后,她还看到了自己。 Does this world actually exist to have two simultaneously? 这个世界竟然同时存在有两个自己? She noticed that two people go far away, finally walked. 她看到两个人远去,终于走了出来。 Is looking at the backs of two people, she does not know that is thinking anything. 望着两个人的背影,她不知道在想些什么。 The wind moves her bloodstained hat, the line ball on hat is fluttering against the wind, however before her expression, compared completely changes. 风吹动着她染血的帽子,帽子上的线球迎风飘扬着,但是她的表情和之前相比完全变了。 She proceeds along the road, successfully found the house that the demon hunter association left behind very much. 她沿着路往前走,很顺利地就找到了猎魔人公会留下的房子。 Her goal is very clear, is food. 她的目标很明确,就是食物。 Food, did food have at this time is taken away?” “食物呢,食物这个时候有没有被拿走?” She opened the cave impatiently, saw inside food. 她迫不及待地打开了地窖,就看到了里面的食物。 Food, food.” “食物,食物都在。” Had not been stolen away, completely.” “没有被偷走,全部都在。” Ha, had food, can not need to starve.” “哈哈哈,有食物了,可以不用挨饿了。” Food was placed to reorganize very neatly, understood at a glance that is the younger sister reorganizes, she embraces into food oneself bosom, piles up together. 食物被摆放整理得很整齐,一看就知道是妹妹整理的,她将食物揽入自己的怀中,堆积在一起。 Food gave her enormous security sense, she is smelling food flavor greedily, seems like in the story the greedy and corrupt miser. 食物给了她极大的安全感,她贪婪地嗅着食物的味道,就好像故事里贪鄙的守财奴。 Suddenly, she saw the ground writes handwriting. 突然间,她看到了地上写着的字迹。 Eldest sister's that.” “大姐的那份。” Little brother's that.” “小弟的那份。” My.” “我的。” The sisters three people draw neatly. 姐妹三个人画得整整齐齐。 Ba Musi looks at these handwriting, then looks that holds the pile to become of one group of food. 芭慕丝看着那些字迹,然后看着抱着堆成一团食物的自己。 Although cannot see own face, but probably invisible in she became ugly. 虽然看不到自己的脸,但是好像无形之中她就变得丑陋了起来。 Her younger sister has not killed the younger brother, has not thought has sole possession of food, she instead left the younger brother oneself food, really complied with the commitment to go back to look for her. 她的妹妹从来就没有害死弟弟,也没有想过独吞食物,她反而将自己的食物留给了弟弟,也真的应了承诺回去找她了。 The opposite party have not laid aside food, how even also planned then to use these food, planned, including her and younger brother that. 对方从来没有藏起食物,甚至还计划好了接下来该如何使用这些食物,一份份都规划好了,包括她和弟弟的那一份。 However is this, she more is hard to accept. 但是越是这样,她就越难以接受。 False.” “虚伪。” Was too stupid, I will not be stupid.” “太愚蠢了,我才不会那么蠢。” Insufficiently eats, how insufficiently to eat.” “不够吃的,怎么样都不够吃的。” „A person insufficiently eats, three person minutes/shares how enough, such will only make everyone starve to death.” “一个人都不够吃,三个人分怎么够,那样只会让所有人都饿死。” She is taking inventory food little, how long calculates can eat. 她一点点地清点着食物,盘算着能够吃多久。 Two months, province point words can eat for two months.” “两个月,省一点的话可以吃两个月。” If endured for two months, in the winter almost passed.” “如果熬过两个月的话,冬天就差不多过去了。” I can live, I can live.” “我就能活下来了,我可以活着。” Suddenly, she heard outside had the sound. 突然间,她听到了外面有动静。 She looks toward outside, two forms that sees. 她朝着外面看去,就看到回来的两个身影。 She receives all food with the gunnysack package immediately, wants to find a place to hide. 她立刻用麻袋包裹收起了所有的食物,想要找个地方躲藏起来。 However outside is a world of ice and snow, hiding place does not have remaining, place that simply has not hidden, moreover went out is not just bumps into with the opposite party? 但是外面是冰天雪地的,一个躲藏的地方一个都没有剩下,根本没有藏身的地方,而且出去不是刚好和对方碰上了吗? During she is flurried about hesitant, but the opposite party came quickly, she takes the gunnysack to hide immediately in the garret. 她慌乱之中左右犹豫,而对方很快就过来了,她立刻提着麻袋躲藏在了阁楼里。 Crossed shortly, she saw another and younger sister opened the door. 过了没多久,她看到了另一个自己和妹妹推开了门。 She receives hastily completely well food, the vision looks at outside stubbornly, in the hand is grasping that axe, for fear that others rob her treasure to be the same probably. 她连忙将食物全部都收得好好的,目光死死地看着外面,手上握着那柄斧头,就好像生怕别人来抢夺她的财宝一样。 The two sisters look outside cautiously, but she looks at them in the garret. 姐妹俩小心翼翼地看着外面,而她在阁楼上看着她们。 Then, she witnessed again two people discovered the food in cave disappeared, looks at two people to have the conflict. 然后,她再度目睹了两个人发现地窖里的食物不见了,看着两人发生了冲突。 All are repeating, but this she becomes the observer time. 一切都在重演,只是这一次她成为了旁观者。 In garret. 阁楼上。 She sees clearly by the slit of plank, saw that another and younger sister pesters on the slanting ladder together. 她透过木板的缝隙看得清清楚楚,看到另一个自己和妹妹在斜梯上纠缠在一起。 Also incomparable saw own every word and deed clearly, she saw she reveals the ugly appearance, fierce staring, two hands incomparably make an effort to pinch younger sister's neck. 也无比的清楚的看到了自己的一言一行,她看到了自己露出丑陋的面目,狰狞的瞪着眼睛,两只手无比用力地掐着妹妹的脖子。 Regardless how the younger sister argued, she has not gone to listen. 不论妹妹怎么样去辩解,她都没有去听。 Finally, she thinks so that helplessly another killed the younger sister. 最后,她就这么眼睁睁地看着另一个自己杀死了妹妹。 She witnessed the entire process and truth, all also pieced together in one. 她目睹了整个的过程和真相,所有的一切也都拼凑在了一起。 Originally, was she killed the younger brother. 原来,是她杀死了弟弟。 Also was she receives food, was she made all, actually pushed all on the younger sister. 也是她收起了食物,是她做了一切,却将一切推在了妹妹身上。 Her face closely is pasting the plank, even can penetrate the slit to see another, when chokes to death the younger sister, on the demented face shows a cruel smile faintly, planned to work probably was the same. 她脸紧紧地贴着木板,甚至能够穿透缝隙看到另一个自己在掐死妹妹的时候,癫狂的脸上隐隐露出一丝残忍的微笑,就好像计划得逞了一样。 Perhaps, she knows obviously the younger sister is innocent, but she does not care. 或许,她明明知道妹妹是无辜的,只是她根本不在乎。 Because of what? She knows that two people don't go on living? Because on the younger sister brings food? 因为什么呢?她知道两个人是活不下去的?还是因为妹妹身上带着的食物? Also or, she looks for repugnancy that a excuse kills her to think burden. 亦或者,她只是找一个借口杀死这个她认为的讨厌“累赘”罢了。 No one can understand another compared with her, gloomy ghost legendary creature in heart, that as fearful as extreme dark surface. 没有人比她能够了解另一个自己,心中的阴暗鬼蜮,那可怕到极点的暗面。 No.” “不。” I do not think that I have not thought.” “我不是这么想的,我才没有这么想。” Ba Musi in garret denied again and again, denied oneself had had such idea. 阁楼上的芭慕丝连连否认,否认自己曾经有过这样的想法。 I let slip, let slip to kill the younger sister.” “我只是失手,失手杀死了妹妹而已。” Moreover here younger sister is not I kills, right, this is not I kills.” “而且这里的妹妹不是我杀的,没错,这不是我杀的。” I not wrong, is not I kills.” “我没有错,不是我杀的。” Is she kills.” “是她杀的。” Ba Musi looks at another, the eye after plank slit probably stared soon to protrude generally. 芭慕丝看着另一个自己,木板缝隙后的眼睛瞪得都好像快要凸出来了一般。 She looks after another killed the younger sister, retrocedes unceasingly, finally turned away from her to fall back on the entrance of garret little. 她看着另一个自己杀死了妹妹之后不断后退,最终一点点地背对着她退到了阁楼的入口。 Ba Musi gripped the axe on hand, is staring at that who stubbornly massacred the younger sister. 芭慕丝握住了手上的斧头,死死地盯着那个杀掉了妹妹的自己。 Right, is she kills.” “没错,是她杀的。” I should massacre her.” “我应该杀掉她。” She is an unprincipled person, does not massacre her words, she will definitely massacre my, massacres the younger sister to be the same probably.” “她是坏人,不杀掉她的话,她肯定会杀掉我的,就好像杀掉妹妹一样。” Right, she will certainly massacre my, certain meeting.” “没错,她一定会杀掉我的,一定会的。” She will win all food, then oneself are living selfishly.” “她会夺走所有的食物,然后自己一个人自私地活着。” Ba Musi incomparably affirmed, does not have the slight suspicion. 芭慕丝无比地肯定,没有丝毫的怀疑。 Ba Musi decides to massacre itself, then replace opposite party. 芭慕丝决定杀掉自己,然后替代对方。 She sets firm resolve finally. 她终于下定了决心。 Massacres her, how this world can have two me, so long as massacres her, I can go on living here, no one knows that has had anything.” “杀掉她,这个世界怎么能有两个我,只要杀掉她,我就能够在这里活下去了,没有人知道发生过什么。” Right, no one knows that has had anything, so long as I endured for two months, can go back.” “没错,谁也不知道发生过什么,我只要熬过两个月,就可以回去了。” Thinks of here, on her face renewed the hope. 想到这里,她的脸上重新燃起了希望。 I can leave this damned place, then started.” “我就可以离开这个鬼地方,然后重新开始了。” She walks toward the entrance of garret little, but the opposite party also fell back on her front little. 她一点点地朝着阁楼的入口走去,而对方也一点点地退到了她的面前。 She raised both hands high, on the face revealed the fierce facial features. 她高高举起双手,脸上露出了狰狞的面容。 But axe. 而斧子。 Then numerous pounds toward the opposite party on. 则重重的朝着对方头上砸去。 ---------------------------- ---------------------------- ...... shouts......” “呼……呼……” Ba Musi folded two corpses in one, oneself stood is lying down is gasping for breath in ground Shangli unceasingly. 芭慕丝将两具尸体叠在了一起,自己站在躺在地面上里不断地喘着气。 However at this time, under her body actually ignited the roaring flame. 然而这个时候,她的身下却燃起了烈焰。 She looks under stunned the foot split a slit, then oneself then crash to go toward below, she held nearby plank hastily, looks at the sea of fire and magma of under foot panic-stricken. 她错愕地看着脚底下裂开了一道缝隙,然后自己便朝着下面坠落而去,她连忙抓住了一旁的木板,惊恐地看着脚下的火海和岩浆。 She wants to crawl, in the body erupted the intense seeking livehood desire. 她想要爬出去,身体里爆发出了强烈的求生欲望。 However the sea of fire world of that under foot had the huge suction probably, is pulling Ba Musi unceasingly downward, dragged into which her forcefully. 但是那脚下的火海世界就好像生出了巨大的吸力,不断地将芭慕丝往下拉扯着,硬生生地将她拉入了其中。 Crashes, she made the desperate sound. 坠落中,她发出了绝望的声音。 „!” “啊!” In a sea of fire. 一片火海之中。 Ba Musi was being burnt by purgatory the fire of curse, makes the painful sound. 芭慕丝被炼狱的诅咒之火燃烧着,发出痛苦的声音。 But at this time, the devil stepped on the roaring flame to appear in her front again. 而这个时候,魔鬼踩着烈焰再度出现在了她的面前。 The devil squatting lower part of the body, is shaking the head to her. 魔鬼蹲下身,对着她摇了摇头。 Very pitifully, you not through test.” “很可惜,你没有通过考验。” You do not love anybody, you only love yourself.” “你不爱任何人,你只爱自己。” Ba Musi shouted: What wrong likes itself having, why I must love others, why?” 芭慕丝大喊:“爱自己有什么错,我为什么要去爱别人,凭什么?” Devils: You have not thought that you are guilty, I gave you opportunity, what in me however did you have a look at you to give in your opportunity to do time?” 魔鬼:“你还不认为你有罪吗,我给了你机会,然而你看看你在一次我给你的机会里干了些什么?” The devils spread out the hand: „After you go back, first doing killed your parents?” 魔鬼摊开手:“你回去之后,第一个做的就是害死了你的父母?” Ba Musi said: I do not know, my anything does not know, I do not know that is they, is you have not told me obviously.” 芭慕丝说:“我不知道,我什么都不知道,我不知道那是他们,明明是你没有告诉我。” The devils feel reasonable: Words that good, this does not calculate......” 魔鬼觉得有道理:“那好吧,这个不算的话……” „Isn't your younger brother, you kills personally his?” “那你的弟弟呢,难道不是你亲手杀死他的吗?” Ba Musi: I am not intentionally, I really am not intentionally, I think that is others.” 芭慕丝:“我不是故意的,我真的不是故意的,我以为那是其他人。” Devils: You took away food, finally sees your younger sister dead, this always intentional?” 魔鬼:“你拿走了食物,最后看着你的妹妹死去,这总是故意的吧?” She sheds bitter tears, said with the innocent sound. 她痛哭流涕,用无辜至极的声音说。 Massacres the younger sister obviously is another fellow.” “杀掉妹妹的明明是另一个家伙。” Right, the unprincipled person is she, I also killed her.” “没错,坏人是她,我还杀了她。” Ba Musi felt oneself found the reason. 芭慕丝觉得自己找到了原因。 She looks at the devil, the loud hope said. 她看着魔鬼,大声的祈求道。 In this case, I also recalled my mistake?” “这样的话,我是不是也算是挽回了自己的过错?” Yes, murder obviously is she, I killed her, I am right.” “是啊,杀人的明明是她,我杀了她,我是对的。” The devils as if fell into awkward position. 魔鬼似乎陷入了为难的境地。 Un ~ “嗯~” This!” “这样啊!” She changed a chair, sat in Ba Musi the front gracefully. 她变出了一个椅子,优雅地坐在了芭慕丝的面前。 I give you again an opportunity, do you also want?” “那我再给你一个机会,你还要吗?” Ba Musi makes an effort to put out a hand from the sea of fire magma upward, the crying number was saying loudly: I want, I naturally want......” 芭慕丝用力地从火海岩浆里往上伸着手,大声地哭号着说:“我要,我当然要……” In the demon ugly face showed the smile. 魔鬼脸上露出了微笑。 Then. 然后。 Also gave her a contract, before exactly the same. 又给了她一份契约,和之前的一模一样。 But Ba Musi signed own name above again without hesitation, before exactly the same. 而芭慕丝再度毫不犹豫地在上面签下了自己的名字,也和之前一模一样。 -------------------------- -------------------------- Hills encirclement. 群山环绕。 In the sky is having the heavy snow. 天空之中下着大雪。 Ba Musi will have bound solid, the cold wind and frost was actually frozen numb as before the entire head, that cold intent froze thoroughly the skull probably, went down to brain most deep place, gave to freeze the brains. 芭慕丝将头已经裹得严严实实,寒冷的风霜却依旧将整个脑袋都冻得麻木了,那冷意好像冻透了颅骨,深入到了大脑最深处,将脑髓也给冻住了。 She felt that she forgot anything probably . 她感觉自己好像忘记了什么,却怎么也记不起来了。 Oneself why in this? 自己为什么会在这? Do oneself come to here to do? 自己来这里干什么? Why can oneself by this crime? 自己为什么要遭这种罪? Oh, she thought. ,她想起来了。 Is mother's mistakes, if were not mother says must leave, she will not turn into this. 都是妈妈的错,如果不是妈妈说要离开,她就不会变成这样了。 Proceeded a distance, she more wants more to be angry. 往前走了一段距离,她越想越生气。 ...... shouts...... shouts......” “呼……呼……呼……” Ba Musi was tired, she wants wrapping to throw to stop, then sat on the ground has a fit of temper. 芭慕丝累极了,她很想将包一扔停下来,然后坐在地上发脾气。 But she stops dead clearly, this makes her be afraid. 可是她又明白停下来就会死,这让她害怕。 Therefore. 因此。 Her all disaffection can only save at heart, she thought that put in great inconvenience. 她所有的不满都只能积攒在心里,她觉得委屈极了。 She can only shout toward front, to own parents. 她只能朝着前面大喊,对着自己的父母。 Father, Mom.” “爸爸,妈妈。” Where we arrive at now, when can walk?” “我们现在到哪里了,什么时候才能走出去啊?”
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