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#499: Memory fragment

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Sunday returns to Dojo, cleans inside and outside, tidies up these obsolete thing. so many year the life, in the garret piles fully is the junks, with old cabinet, tableware, bedding and old television: „When mother, here some thing should discard......” felt exhausted, wears the hat, Lingjing that a model worker dressed up is calling toward outside. 星期天回到武馆,里里外外地打扫,收拾那些陈旧的东西。这么多年来的生活,阁楼上堆得满满的都是杂物,用旧的柜子、碗筷、被褥、旧电视机:“妈,这里有的东西该扔掉了啦……”觉得疲累时,戴着帽子,一身劳模打扮的灵静如此朝外面叫着。 Mother probably not outside, therefore called Jiaming, moved in some thing going out courtyards to expose to the sun, soon, is tying ponytail, similarly put on Shasha of worker jeans wear also to come the help. Before, most liked this small garret, in the summer of every year must live previous some time, looked toward outside by the small window, listens to the wind chimes sound. At this time entire space including that small bed also by cabinet anything occupying, her was moving some thing, whipped the dust: „Taotao, Yunjie Yunting comes time, perhaps must arrive at the garret, they also most like this.” 老妈大概是不在外面,于是将家明叫上来,搬些东西出去院子里晒晒,不久之后,束着马尾,同样穿一身工人牛仔装的沙沙也过来帮忙。以前呢,最喜欢这小阁楼了,每年夏天都得住上一段时间,透过小小的窗户朝外面看,听风铃响。这时候整个空间包括那小床也都被柜子什么的给占据了,她搬着些东西,拍打灰尘:“淘淘啊,允杰允婷过来的时候,说不定还要到阁楼上来住的,他们也最喜欢这呢。” Outside big-ticket item moves things out of the way, cabinet and bedding and so on lane, inside some thing also revealed that had a breaking picture frame, remembers that probably was used to hang her in childhood the first certificate, the old television that also has it seems like shattered, which year bought, probably quickly to winter, when the not few money: „Jiaming, Papa buys Oh the new television today finally, in the evening comes to look together.” Right, at that time Jiaming left home probably shortly after a spear/gun, after a period of time, they knew Shasha. 外面的大件搬开,柜子、被褥之类的弄出去,里面的一些东西也露了出来,有个破掉的相框,记得好像是用来挂她小时候第一张奖状的,还有一台看来坏掉的旧电视机,哪年买的呢,好像快到冬天了,当时值不少钱:“家明,爸爸今天终于把新电视机买回来了哦,晚上一起过来看吧。”对了,当时家明好像离家出走中了一枪不久,又过了一段时间,他们认识了沙沙。 „Does not know that also after can uses......” Shasha to come up, she with a smile the opposite party told this television, later the two sisters squat on the ground fiddle with, inserts in the electric wire the plug, is actually not bright, „was really a pity.” “不知道还能不能用呢……”沙沙上来之后,她笑着跟对方说说这台电视机,随后姐妹俩蹲在地上捣鼓一番,将电线插进插座里,倒是不亮了,“真可惜。” „Disassembles to expose to the sun, then has a look at Jiaming to fix it, the beforehand television quality is good.” “下去拆开晒晒,然后看看家明能不能修好它,以前的电视机质量还不错的。” Various thing gradually evacuated, familiar thing appears are also getting more and more. Mama came back probably, in the courtyard transmits Jiaming indistinctly with the sound that she chatted: „Before...... this is...... Hē......” she cleans the ground, for a long time has not had in the garret, the window that before liked looking at appeared small, hangs there small wind chimes is also old, rusts, the finger provoked to shake, no longer made a sound. Sits in had not had the small bedside of bedding, gets used to living the big house probably, the garret wanted narrowly compared with the beforehand impression. 各种东西逐渐搬空了,熟悉的东西出现得也越来越多。妈妈大概回来了,院子里隐约传来家明跟她聊天的声音:“啊……这个是以前的……呵……”她将地面打扫一番,许久未有在阁楼上住了,以前喜欢看的窗户显得好小,挂在那里的小风铃也已经旧了,生了锈,手指拨弄一下只是晃晃,不再响了。坐在还未有铺盖的小床边,大概是住惯大房子了,阁楼比以前的印象要窄一点。 The however several children definitely like. 不过几个孩子肯定是喜欢的。 In the corner also has several boxes, are her beforehand thing, Jiaming and Shasha, since has not come up, she then moves to consider as finished. However, the time also was really long, when the box was not sturdy, puts out a hand moved, overturns in underground, many beforehand thing tumbled. Small decorations of various collections. The bungee, the attractive button, the small star of paper folding, installs the jar of Kaoru clothes grass, only used several beautiful young girls to post pictures wait wait/etc. etc.. 角落里还有几个箱子,是她以前的东西,家明与沙沙既然还没有上来,她便搬出去算了。不过,时间也真是太久了,箱子也不牢靠,伸手去搬时,打翻在了地下,许多以前的东西滚落出来。各种收集的小饰物。橡皮筋,漂亮的纽扣,折纸的小星星,装薰衣草的瓶子,只用了几张的美少女贴画等等等等。 She smiles, before squatting the ground these thing take, to be used to install the moon cake in the iron box, when raised the head, poured discovered in another box some thing, put out a hand to take, was the brat package, above used the red line to sew several characters: Red Star Elementary School, Ye Lingjing. 她笑了笑,蹲到地上将这些东西收进以前用来装月饼的铁盒子里,抬起头时,倒在另一个箱子里发现了一些东西,伸手拿出来,是个小书包,上面用红色的线缝了几个字:红星小学,叶灵静。 Hē...... 呵…… She takes other thing, the impression depth, has her book bag, there is a Jiaming previous book bag, Shasha's baseball bat, although will not hit, but also bought the baseball to put on an act, in some boxes was the report card and busy book and so on, remembers that beforehand Jiaming always copied her homework, after the junior middle school divided into classes, he has not resulted in copied, oneself also took pleasure in others' misfortunes. 她将其它的东西拿出来,印象深深浅浅的,有她的书包,也有家明以前的书包,沙沙的球棒,虽然不会打,但是也买来了棒球装装样子,有的箱子里是成绩单、作业本之类的,记得以前家明老是抄她作业,初中分班之后他没得抄了,自己还为之幸灾乐祸一番。 In the music box of shattering pastes several Zhang Datou to paste, then she, Shasha and Jiaming illuminated together, that was a junior middle school time, their three people every week stayed in Shasha's villa in the weekend, being just like each family is ordinary. In a nearby box also has empty wine bottles, she takes to think unexpectedly, cannot help but hugged to smile in the bosom, the jar of wine, was Shasha afterward looked to put from villa here, without the junior middle school graduated that late accident/surprise, their three people later do not know that will turn into what appearance, at that time boy general Shasha is also thinking must help itself pursue Jiaming, actually does not understand that she was also liked Jiaming...... Hē, at that time everyone also ignorant, the innocence knew Qi Luo Xiang initially, later also on such in together. 坏掉的八音盒里贴着几张大头贴,当时的她、沙沙和家明一块照的,那是初中的时候,他们三人每周周末在沙沙的别墅里住下,俨如过家家一般。旁边的一个箱子里竟还有一个空酒瓶,她拿起来想想,不由得抱在怀里笑了起来,葡萄酒的瓶子呢,是沙沙后来从别墅里找来放这里的吧,若是没有初中毕业那晚的意外,他们三人之后也不知会变成什么样子,当时男孩子一般的沙沙还想着要帮自己追求家明,却不明白她也是喜欢家明的……呵,那时候大家都还懵懵懂懂,童真初识绮罗香,随后也就那样在一起了。 The Sacred Heart Academy notice, three people rented the house, all kinds of things, what a pity that 2 layers small building eventually is not the permanent thing, even if there is a commemorating value, still being worthwhile lets it continuously in that afterward street development, tore down. Moved out that day they photograph before the house under setting sun, now also places in the bedroom. However, looks in the box these fragmentary thing, when poured also remembers first entered the scene to that room...... 圣心学院的通知书,三人租了房子,各种各样的事情,可惜那栋两层小楼终究不是永久之物,就算有纪念价值,也犯不着让它一直在那,后来街道开发,也就拆掉了。搬走的那天他们在夕阳下的房屋前照了相,现在还放在卧室里。不过,看着箱子里那些零零碎碎的东西,倒也想起了初次进到那房间时的情景…… Initial that the key, just rose junior middle school the key buckle of her careful choice, above machine cat small pendant, now three here. What Jiaming is greatly hero, Shasha's is suitable static, she took the machine cat, although Jiaming said afterward Shasha should be greatly hero, he should be the machine cat, oneself should be suitable static. Hē, casual. Still remembers that at that time three people ran to buy the key buckle are five money, was feeling at that time is really expensive/noble, oneself used both hard and soft tactics actually pitifully three cuts to ten dollars, at that time their many plans, money was insufficient...... 最初的那把钥匙,刚刚升上初中的她精心挑选的钥匙扣,上面的机器猫小挂件,如今三把都在这儿。家明的是大雄,沙沙的是宜静,她拿了机器猫,虽然家明后来说沙沙应该是大雄,他该是机器猫,自己该是宜静的。呵,随便啦。还记得当时三人跑去买钥匙扣的时候是五块钱一个,在当时觉得真是贵,自己硬是可怜巴巴软磨硬泡地把三把砍到十块钱,当时他们有好多计划,钱不够用呢…… Shattered, attractive alarm clock, a small saving money pot, swings unexpectedly the also has coin, the Stardream passage ticket, became the components reread machine, English magnetic tape, the also has yellowing notebook, after opening, inside clamps is posting pictures, bulletin, copied some old songs lyrics, side also draws some stars, flowers and beautiful young girl and so on, as if the junior middle school high school is using. The also has two books, were that time family revenue and expenditure are thin, opened one page at will, above writes: In July 98 three said, had a vacation, Jiaming and Shasha ate the popsicle two Yuan, Lingjing eat fruit jelly one Yuan, went home to dine, did not need to do grocery shopping...... the concept orchestra to perform, idea income...... 已经坏掉的、漂亮的闹钟,一个小小的储钱罐,摇一摇里面居然还有硬币,星梦号的船票,成了零件的复读机,英语磁带,还有泛黄的笔记本,翻开之后,里面夹着贴画、简报,抄了一些老歌的歌词,旁边还画些星星、花朵、美少女之类,似乎初中高中都在用的。还有两个本子,是那时的家庭收支薄,随意翻开一页,上面写着:98年七月三曰,放假了,家明、沙沙吃冰棒两元,灵静吃果冻一元,回家蹭饭,不用买菜……概念乐队演出,计收入…… A following also has picture, in the stage three mask odd people, the cucumber, Banana and eggplant, Jiaming was too bad...... actually Kaoru also to be a guest performer occasionally, the mask was a big durian...... 下面还有一张照片,舞台上三个面具怪人,黄瓜、香蕉、茄子,家明太坏了……其实偶尔薰也会客串一把,面具是颗大榴莲…… Unexpectedly did not have Barbie in open/unseal, preserves very well together with the box, this is...... lives to say the gift. 居然有一个还没开封的芭比娃娃,连同盒子也保存得很好,这是……生曰礼物。 Hē, Uncle Liu...... 呵,柳叔啊…… That time Liu Zheng had no talent of gift-giving, mainly does not know that should deliver girl anything, high that secondary said, actually called Little Brother to send this attractive Barbie, expensive/noble definitely was very expensive/noble, it is estimated that called that Little Brother to buy living that very expensive/noble very upscale girl liked saying that the gift...... the present wants to come, acid that the tip of the nose shouted...... 那时的柳正没什么送礼的天赋,主要是不知道该送女孩子什么,高一的那次生曰,竟然叫小弟送来这个漂亮的芭比娃娃,贵肯定是很贵啦,估计就是叫了那小弟买一个很贵的很高档的女孩子喜欢的生曰礼物……现在想来,鼻头呼的一酸…… All kinds and all kinds of thing, each article, many thing went to that side the new home, may have still stayed here, the high three time three people shot did the strange wedding photo, sometimes played the role of girl Jiaming, sometimes oneself and Shasha played the role of the boy, the picture in the new home, lipstick anything that but these were used to dress up actually still had here. Before the medicine box of old house, the acquired scenery postcard, the attractive pebble, Jiaming said at that time bids good-bye, oneself ran „gift that” went to Guilin to buy, to airplane ticket that Vienna went, notice...... one every kind slowly took outward, the box were really many, the feeling of, before long, Shasha came up, squatted in side, calmly is selecting...... 各种各样、各种各样的东西,桩桩件件,有很多东西去了新居那边,可也有很多仍旧留在这儿,高三的时候三人拍了搞怪的婚纱照,有时把家明扮成女孩子,有时候自己和沙沙扮男孩,照片在新居,可那些用来打扮的口红什么的却依然存在了这里。以前在老房子的医药箱,那时收集到的风景明信片,漂亮的小石子,家明说分手,自己一个人跑去桂林买回来的“礼物”,到维也纳去的机票,通知书……一样样缓缓的往外拿,箱子真多,都拿不完的感觉,不一会儿,沙沙上来了,也蹲在旁边,静静地挑拣着…… Afternoon air is easy and comfortable, when Jiaming comes up, two big girls are sitting on the garret floor, when puts on cleaning the cowboy clothing/taking that wears, Lingjing took off the shoes, on the white sock moistened some dust, Shasha by her shoulder, in the hand took a Rubik's cube to play, Lingjing holds only paper box, put out inside thing, put toward the front goods pile. On their beautiful cheeks moistened the sweat stain dust, now the sweat stain does actually, some marks remain, probably many years ago afternoons, they created a disturbance tired, is resting or getting down in this garret the scene of game chess together. 下午的空气安逸闲适,家明上来时,两个大女孩正坐在阁楼那边的地板上,都穿着扫除时穿的牛仔服,灵静脱掉了鞋子,白袜上沾了些灰尘,沙沙靠在她的肩膀上,手中拿了一个魔方在玩,灵静则捧着只纸箱子,拿出里面的东西,往前方的物品堆里放过去。两人那美丽的脸颊上都沾了汗渍灰尘,如今汗渍倒是干了,有些印记留下来,像是许多年前的下午,他们打闹得累了,在这阁楼上休息或是一块下着游戏棋的情景。 Front, every large or small, many thing were placed, the center is two book bags, embroidered Red Star Elementary School, embroidered him and Lingjing name, several baseball bats intersect are placing side, is various types of big or small things, the cloth doll, stamp book, the sheet glass, origami crane, busy book, music box and old photo album...... trivial various, the number does not count clearly, like a hill general...... 前方,大大小小,许多东西都被摆放了起来,中央是两个书包,绣了红星小学,绣了他与灵静的名字,几根球棒交叉着放在旁边,然后是各种大小物件,布娃娃、集邮册、玻璃片、千纸鹤、作业本、八音盒、老相册……琐琐碎碎的各种各样,数也数不清楚,如同一座小山一般…… He is looking at these thing, understands, later is smiling the past, squatted, one every kind looks, Lingjing and Shasha gripped his hand gently. This had had many time for a lifetime, before knowing Lingjing Shasha has experienced the present must be much more, but his memory, indeed appears from these thing starts gradually. 他望着那些东西,明白过来,随后笑着走了过去,蹲了下来,一样样地看着,灵静与沙沙轻轻握住了他的一只手。这一辈子曾经有过许多的时间,在认识灵静沙沙之前经历过的比如今还要多得多,可他的记忆,却的确是从这些东西出现才渐渐开始的。 Soon, Jiaming also sat, backs on the rear wall, Shasha lies down on his leg, Lingjing suspended thing, held one to empty the paper box to rely on his shoulder, peaceful and tranquil, the eyelash rocked is similar to fell asleep generally. Some moment, Jiaming discovered anything probably, extended the hand. 不久之后,家明也坐了下来,背靠在后方的墙壁,沙沙躺倒在他的腿上,灵静摆完了东西,抱着一只空纸箱倚着他的肩,安安静静的,睫毛晃动间如同睡着了一般。某一刻,家明像是发现了什么,将手伸了过去。 „...... Originally you also here......” “啊……原来你还在这里呢……” Window that small wind chimes rang lithely, wipes the multi-colored sunlight to shoot slantingly from the small window of garret, this small, peaceful world cage in that meaningful aura, ray warm yellow, the color that will be memory, will never shed changes...... 窗口那小小的风铃轻盈地响了一下,一抹霞光斜斜地自阁楼的小窗口射进来,将这小小的、安静的天地笼在那隽永的气息当中,光芒暖黄,那是属于记忆的、永不褪变的颜色…… ********************* ********************* If this is the movie, if there is any theme song and so on, can get up with the wind chimes sound. I had tried final one «Pansy» that «Childhood» that «in The summer of that year» that joins permits flying or Luo Dayou or water wooden time passage or this and that song, finally the discovery is actually imperfect, I did not push the song, you liked, you listen are. 如果这是电影,如果有什么主题曲之类的,可以随着风铃声响起来了。我曾经试过将最后的一篇加入许飞的《那年夏天》或者罗大佑的《童年》或者水木年华的《蝴蝶花》或者这样那样的歌曲,最后发现其实都不尽完美,我就不推歌了,你们喜欢的,你们自己去听听便是。 Two years ago I terminate Hidden Assassin time, in the heart actually some also has ideas, after I pledged to traditional that side one . Therefore in my mind, to the feeling that Hidden Assassin ended truly is actually not how many, even after in March of this year, hands in a writing, does not have too many concrete cognition. Now after this, has published, next month the preparation will also be getting up to fire in bursts, today changes this draft looks, thought that must make thing of ending to write truly some, therefore wrote these 3000 characters. Then felt: This was Jiaming, Lingjing and Shasha their three people at the reader present last play. Perhaps later...... will not really write them again...... 两年前我完结掉隐杀的时候,心中其实还有一些想法,我承诺给繁体那边一个后篇。因此在我的心中,对隐杀真正结束掉的感觉其实是没有多少的,即便是今年三月后篇交稿,也没有太多具体的认知。现在这后篇已经出版了,下个月也准备在起点发出来,今天翻动这稿子看的时候,觉得要把一些真正做结尾的东西写出来,于是就写了这三千字。然后觉得:这便是家明、灵静、沙沙他们三人在读者眼前的最后一场戏了。以后……或许真的不会再写他们了…… Since the two years, book, although said that terminated, but they are still revolving in my mind, I see them frequently, but after this, at least in this moment, I thought that does not exist needs to express. They are still living in river Haisheng, but as me, can let loose them finally, did not need the carrying/sustaining they many to be again farther. Thinks of here, finally was somewhat moved, looked like king Zheng that «to You Says» is the same, they will have the own life, but I have not been able to give them many...... 这两年以来,书虽然说是完结了,但他们依然在我的脑海里旋转着,我常常看到他们,但在这篇之后,至少在这一刻,我觉得不存在更多需要表达的了。他们依然在江海生活着,但作为我来说,终于可以放开他们,不需要再承载他们更多更远了。想到这里,终于有些伤感,就像是王筝的那首《对你说》一样,他们会有自己的生活,而我已经无法给他们更多…… Looked like a while ago a day I found a beforehand photo album to be the same, this photo album several years has not looked, before being very long I, my parents, the record of life, sometimes I felt that I almost must forget them, but after opening, will feel: Originally you also here...... 就像是不久以前的一天我找到一本以前的相册一样,这本相册已经好几年没有看过了,很久以前的我,我的父母,生活的记录,有时候我感觉我差点要忘记他们,但是翻开之后会觉得:啊,原来你们还在这里…… thing that everyone treasures, there, they certainly will actually have had some in place, waited for you to find her. 大家所珍惜的东西,其实一直在那里,它们一定会存在于某个地方,等待你们去找到她。 Banana 香蕉 Said the afternoon June 2012 18 于2012年6月18曰午后 [ The book ends] 〖全书完〗
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