„Now is not four years ago, will not have what Sand Bamboo Gang, present Jianghai, is our Xinjiang Gang decides, if you dare to come out to do the matter again...... to kill you!” “现在不是四年前了,已经不会有什么沙竹帮,现在的江海,是我们新河帮说了算,你们如果再敢出来搞事……就弄死你！” More than 20 was stopped up in the supermarket personally, such wicked throwing words, are not the good experience, some swarming people toward coming, making them in a minute the focus of people, if four years ago, Shasha feared will not have what good nature, she usually was not stirs up trouble, but in Lane Jianghai drug control, may really be during that time under resulted in the cruel methods to this group of bludgers, often internecine strife. However at this time frowned, thought a while, later then looks to Jiaming: „What is Xinjiang Gang?” 在超市之中被二十多个人堵住,这样恶狠狠的撂话,并不是什么好的体验,远远近近有人往过来,令他们在片刻间成为了众人的焦点,如果是在四年前,沙沙怕是不会有什么好脾气,她平时算不上多惹事,但在江海禁毒那段时间里,对这帮混混可真是下得了狠手,动不动就火拼。不过这时倒只是皱起了眉头,想了一会儿,随后回头望向家明:“新河帮是什么？” Jiaming shrugged: „The beforehand small gang faction,...... is managing the Western city pedestrian street that side probably......” 家明摊了摊手:“以前的小帮派,好像……管着西城步行街那边……” This was four years ago Old Huang underwent, Jiaming helped Shasha handle a lot, initially the influence distributions of some criminal syndicates naturally remember, but „the small gang faction” three characters said at this time, the man of that wear floral shirt then raised the head, arrived around Jiaming to stare to tighten him: „Whose you are Ah?” 这是四年前的老黄历了,家明帮着沙沙做了很多事情,当初一些黑帮的势力分布自然记得,但在这时“小帮派”三个字说出来,那穿着花衬衫的男子便扬起了头,走到家明跟前盯紧了他:“你是谁啊？” „I called...... Dongfang Lu.” “我叫……东方路。” Pū, Lingjing and Shasha could not bear smile, that floral shirt male rank enough the Dongfang Lu level, was naturally hard to figure out suddenly oneself were played, looks at three people, slowly nod, after the moment, just now ignited Jiaming saying: „I remembered you.” Afterward shifts to Shasha: „You best remember my words, do not do the matter...... we to walk.” 扑哧,灵静和沙沙忍不住笑了出来,那花衬衫男的级别自然够不到东方路的层次,一时间也难以确定自己是不是被耍了,看着三人,缓缓点头,片刻后方才点着家明说道:“我记住你了。”随后转向沙沙:“你最好记住我的话,别搞事……我们走。” The words saying, more than 20 people leave one after another, three people gather at the same place, Shasha shake the head reluctantly. Afterward said with a smile: „Why he does not hit us. More than 20 individuals, but also thinks that must hit.” 话说完,二十多人相继离开,三人聚集在一块,沙沙无奈地摇了摇头。随后笑道:“他干嘛不打我们啊。二十多个人呢,还以为要打起来了。” „He thought that oneself is fierce, looks for the fruit cake to pinch no sense of achievement.” Jiaming explained. “他觉得自己厉害嘛,找软柿子捏没什么成就感。”家明解释。 Lingjing hits him with the shoulder: „But he remembered you yeah, how can?” 灵静拿肩膀撞他:“可是他记住你了哎,会怎么样？” „Naturally one time is sees him to hit his one time.” Shasha is only the chuckle, at this point, cannot bear lower the head whistling to smile, „sees his one time to be hit one time. Hehe...... Ha Ha Ha Ha......” smiled a while slowly regained one’s composure: „Why he said that I waved the flag Ah? to be Brother Little Meng wave the flag to prepare to leave the mountain...... he to say again did not plan to mix the organized crime again, previously also me told that wanted to preserve the company.” “当然是见他一次打他一次喽。”沙沙本来还只是轻笑,说到这里,忍不住低下头去呼呼笑起来,“见他一次被打一次喽。呵呵……哈哈哈哈……”笑了一会儿才缓过神来:“不过他干嘛说我摇旗啊？会不会是小孟哥摇旗准备再出山……他说过不打算再混黑社会的了啊,先前还跟我说想要开个保全公司呢。” „It is estimated that was these days Brother Little Meng visits the beforehand these friends to pay attention on.” Jiaming shakes the head, „first night you have a night-time snack, before the Sand Bamboo Gang influence was not weak. After Uncle Liu passed away, counts the Brother Little Meng prestige to be highest, his this time comes back, others will be vigilant that also unavoidable...... the evening calls to ask, if he really plans to leave the mountain, I also support him. Greeted with Yan Huang Awakening that side. Brother Little Meng this person understands the discretion, this time comes back from Nethersky Lyre, relates well with various aspects, keeps in balance the Jianghai underworld gang by him, everyone should be also glad to see him succeed.” “估计是这几天小孟哥拜访以前的那些朋友被注意上了吧。”家明摇了摇头,“第一天晚上你也去吃了宵夜地,以前沙竹帮地影响力不弱。柳叔去世之后就数小孟哥的威望最高,他这次回来,别人心里会警惕也难免……晚上打个电话问问吧,如果他真打算出山,我也支持他。跟炎黄觉醒那边打个招呼罢了。小孟哥这人懂分寸,这次是从幽暗天琴回来,跟各方面关系都好,由他来制衡江海黑道,大家应该也都会乐见其成。” He is making such speculation, later paused a moment, „achoo” sneezed several continually. Lingjing inclined the head over: „What's wrong? Cold?” Jiaming curls the lip. Looks to the supermarket tide of people outside in setting sun, knits the brows slightly: „Does not know. Has anyone to scold me......” 他做着这样的推测,随后顿了一顿,“阿切”连打了好几个喷嚏。灵静偏过头来:“怎么了？感冒了？”家明撇了撇嘴。望向超市外的夕阳中的人潮,微微皱眉:“不知道。有什么人在骂我吧……” „That deserves death fool......” “那该死的傻子……” July 17 , 2004 6 : 00 pm, Mu Qingqing goes out of the Jianghai City Chengchih University building time. Scolded one under the sunlight in a soft voice. 2004年七月17日下午 6 点,穆清清走出江海市政大楼的时候。在阳光下轻声骂了一句。 This time ---- Was recalled after Hong Kong urgently in several days birthplace all things, make her somewhat unable to find out the mind by the present, what only can determine, matter is related with that fool named Gu Jiaming, now does not know that is the luck is the calamity, her current temperament, can be its has from. 这一次----从香港被紧急召回后几天内发生地所有事情,到现在都令她有些摸不清头脑,唯一可以确定的是,事情跟那个叫顾家明的傻子有关,现在都不知道是福是祸,她目前的脾气,也算得上其来有自。 First naturally happened in Hong Kong that the situation racing, Jiaming sobered late suddenly making a move, after killing the four directions greatly swaggered away, the life preserved, but existence of Jiaming was exposed, she probably was also clear, oneself this time violated the discipline the matter unable to press, the consequence was very mostly serious, the work might lose did not say, will also likely face other issues. 首先当然是发生在香港那一晚地情况急转,家明突然清醒了出手,大杀四方后扬长而去,命是保住了,但家明的存在被曝光,她也大概明白,自己这次违反纪律的事情压不下去,后果多半很严重,工作有可能丢不说,还很可能会面临其它问题。 Really, next evening, here will then receive the notice, requesting her to hurry back to Jianghai at the maximum speed, explained something, the heart calls badly, but in the situation, this matter is unable to think at present, completing preparation that raised one's head a blade necking in is also a blade, after who knew, discovered the matter somewhat strangely. 果然,第二天晚上,这边便接到了通知,要求她以最快的速度赶回江海,交待一些事情,心叫坏了,但目前情况下,这种事情也是无法可想,做好了伸头一刀缩头也是一刀的准备,谁知道回来之后,才发现事情真地有些诡异。 Be responsible for receiving her is not the person of public security system, but only since others treat in their attitudes to look, after coming back first day made her say matter that she is willing saying that was related that Gu Jiaming, the Hong Kong matter naturally was the key point, how to know including them, at Yujiang birthplace matter, was requested 11 to tell, she only knows, present this time asks, the opposite party came to that Gu Jiaming completely. 负责接待她的并非公安系统的人,但只从旁人对待他们的态度中就看得出来,回来后的第一天只是让她说一下她愿意说的事情,都是有关那顾家明的,香港地事情自然是重点,包括他们怎么认识,在裕江发生地事情,也被要求一一讲述,她这才知道,眼下的这次问讯,对方完全是冲着那顾家明来地。 On this day, she does not dare to ask anything, the following that day, came truly is a great person, even had her to see the leader or the great person on the television, even the high-ranking military officer accompaniment of also has army, these was equal to being redundant time yesterday's inquiry, these leaders chatted to ask at will, she may be so so nervous. Only has a half hour about the inquiry of Jiaming probably, then asked several her current situations, is ordinary like the idle talk daily family activity, has the marriage, where the boyfriend works anything. She naturally does not think that these people really will be interested to these chaotic 7-8 bad things, chatted probably for about an hour, the leaders walked, she is confused. 这一天过后,她也不敢多问什么,接下来的那一天,来得才真正是大人物,其中甚至有她曾经在电视上看见过地领导或者大人物,甚至还有军队的将官陪同,这一次就等于是重复一些昨天的提问,这些领导们说说笑笑问得随意,她可紧张得不得了。关于家明的提问大概只有半个多小时,然后便问了几句她目前的情况,如同闲话家常一般,有没有结婚啊,男朋友在哪里工作啊什么的。她自然不认为这些人会真的对这些乱七八糟的事情有兴趣,大概聊了将近一个小时,领导们走了,她还是一头雾水。 On this day naturally does not dare to ask, in a day goes to time, that side makes her write a report for the tour of this time Hong Kong, this report wrote continuously four in two days, presently three all by returning time, she understands gradually, the above meaning does not hope she raises the related Gu Jiaming matter, made up wild stories one to explain the completely different reports to before conveniently, that side accepted with pleasure, later was returned to the Police Bureau registration by her next day, she can have the courage to ask under one: „...... What's the matter Ah?” 这一天自然也不敢跟人多问,再过一天去的时候,那边就只是让她为这次香港之行写一份报告,这报告在两天之内连写了四份,当前三份全都被打回来的时候,她才渐渐明白,上面的意思是不希望她提起有关顾家明的事情,随手胡诌了一份跟之前交待完全不同的报告上去,那边欣然接受了,随后让她第二天回警察局报到,她才能鼓起勇气问一下:“到底……怎么回事啊？” That side asked back: „Aren't you clear?” 那边反问:“你不清楚？” Mu Qingqing shakes the head, that side said: „We are not very clear, is above confesses. Our ranks also enough not on.” 穆清清摇头,那边就说:“我们也不是很清楚,都是上面交代的。我们的级别也够不上。” „Whose that...... Gu Jiaming is Ah?” “那……顾家明到底是什么人啊？” „This. We are not very clear......” “这个。我们也不是很清楚……” At present is not considered as the official significance on the surface examination group, actually Mu Qingqing also wants to ask that what kind of punishment will be this matter is made, but looked appearance that at present one group of people do not know at all, regardless of the time being they will be play the fool are really silly, oneself will be definitely cannot ask that anything came, will have anything to process in any case will also know tomorrow, was degraded or moved to be the traffic police simply. Feared that has possibly, casual. 眼前不算是正式意义上地审查组,其实穆清清还想问地就是自己这事到底会被作出怎样的处分,但看眼前一群人一问三不知的模样,姑且不论他们到底是装傻还是真傻,自己是肯定问不出什么来了,反正有什么处理明天也就知道了,降级或者干脆被调去当交通警。怕都不是没有可能,随便啦。 When with the disturbed mood, goes out of the building, in the heart is guessing the Jiaming status. Loses the special troop who recalls, the spy of escaping or is chased down the spy, scolded one bitterly, under the heart also not necessarily felt better. However, under such mood. She also saw looks to walk with a smile from another side with the somewhat similar female: „Elder sister, I know that you should come out at this time, goes home together.” Actually is Younger Sister Mu Zhenzhen. 怀着忐忑的心情,走出大楼时,心中猜测着家明的身份。失忆的特种兵,逃跑的间谍或者是被追杀地特务,恨恨地骂了一句,心下也未见得好受许多。不过,就在这样的情绪下。她也看见一个长得与自己有些相似的女子笑着从另一边走过来了:“姐,我就知道你这时候该出来了,一块回家吧。”却是妹妹穆珍珍。 The investigated matter had not told the family member, for these days only said oneself must the Hong Kong matter confession, therefore the family member had not worried for her at this time looked Younger Sister seemed to have defended very long appearance outside, she then frowns slightly: „What's wrong? Comes specially I?” „Very is not long. My schoolmate works in that side. Chatted with her met the talent to come.” Mu Zhenzhen holds her hand to smile happily, saw with own eyes that the Elder Sister vision is serious. Just now spits the tongue, „good. Is mother catches up me, she feared that you find an opportunity to escape, to late at night came back to add is working, you forget, said is on intimate terms to you, two Father’s Male Cousin’s Wife sons, eat meal tonight at home, you cannot escape, when with great difficulty you go home, being on intimate terms feast at least must eat for a month, the mothers arranged, said the words that you did not go to made me substitute......” 被调查的事情没有跟家里人说,这几天只说自己要把去香港地事情交代下,因此家里人也没怎么为她担心,这时看妹妹似乎已经在外面守了很久的样子,她便微微皱起了眉头:“怎么？专程过来等我的？”“也没有很久啊。我的一个同学在那边工作。跟她聊了会天才过来的。”穆珍珍挽着她地手笑得开心,眼见姐姐目光严肃。方才吐了吐舌头,“好啦。是妈把我赶出来的,她怕你找个机会又逃掉,到了深夜才回来还说在工作,你忘啦,说了给你相亲的,二表婶的儿子啊,今天晚上在家里吃饭,你逃不掉的,好不容易等到你回家,相亲宴至少得吃一个月呢,妈都排好了,说你不去的话就让我替补……” Was being towed by Younger Sister, Mu Qingqing covers the forehead to smile bitterly: „Excuse me, I come back for four days, your such to me.” 被妹妹拖着,穆清清捂住额头苦笑一声:“拜托,我回来才四天不到,你们就这么对我啊。” „It is not my such to you, is mother, Elder Sister you must make clear to hate object Oh, walks walks walks.” “不是我这么对你,是妈啦,姐姐你要搞清楚仇恨对象哦,走啦走啦走啦。” Sighed, under the setting sun, Elder Sister was towed to swing by Younger Sister walks in a flash outward, quickly when to front door, Mu Qingqing turned the head around, looked to appears the grand that building under the sunlight, since for these days, in her heart disturbed, various doubts and nervousness happening together, actually biggest had doubts, had such astonishing skill Jiaming origin, considering that he might be the spy spy and so on status, she is also worried, he where, is the situation now good, did the headache have the recrudescence, what kind of, all these, these people in building should be know that but starting from, these people will estimate her tomorrow. Could not see, wants to trace, generally is also impossible. 叹了口气,夕阳之下,姐姐被妹妹拖着一摇一晃地往外走,快到大门时,穆清清回过了头,望向在日光下显得雄伟的那栋大厦,这几天以来,她心中忐忑、疑惑、紧张各种情绪交集,其实最大地疑惑,还是拥有那样惊人身手地家明的来历,考虑到他有可能是间谍特务之类地身份,她也在担心着,他现在在哪里,处境好不好,头痛有没有复发,怎么样了,这一切,大楼里的那些人应该是知道地,但明天开始,这些人估计她也见不到了,想要追查,大抵也是不可能的。 Perhaps...... already not see again/goodbye to him...... 或许……已经不会再见到他了吧…… In her heart is thinking like this, recalls such for the six months in Yujiang all, unavoidably is somewhat moved...... 她心中这样想着,回忆起这么半年来在裕江发生的一切,不免有些伤感…… Can let the complaint absolute no small matter that Jiaming induces, when Mu Qingqing goes out the building curses at people secretly, from Dongfang Family villa here several kilometers away , is Dongfang Wan that a mature female dresses up shoved open the tableware before body, is depressed said: „I ate to the full.” Leaves the chair, did not greet, such is frowning to turn around to go upstairs. Still sat Dongfang Linghai and Dongfang Lu fathers and sons before table looked toward her bowl, later exchanged a look mutually. 能够让家明感应到的怨念绝对非同小可,就在穆清清走出大楼暗自骂人的时候,距离这边数公里外的东方家别墅内,已经是一身成熟女性打扮的东方婉推开了身前的碗筷,闷闷地说道:“我吃饱了。”离开椅子,也不与人打招呼,就那样皱着眉头转身上楼。仍旧坐在桌前的东方凌海与东方路父子朝她的碗里看了看,随后互相交换了一个眼神。 Dongfang Linghai is the inquiry, Dongfang Lu somewhat is helpless. 东方凌海是询问,东方路则有些无奈。 The bowl meal has not basically moved many, regarding, although lives in the greatly rich family/home, the diet and daily schedule actually good Dongfang Wan, this is really the rare important matter, moreover...... has continued for several days. 碗里里饭菜基本没动多少,对于虽然生在大富之家,饮食与作息时间却一向良好的东方婉来说,这实在是难得一见的大事,而且……已经持续好几天了。 Since Dongfang Lu disguises as the Jian Suyan matter to tell her related Jiaming the later next evening, she then returned to villa from the busy corporate site, calls to ask Xu Yiting secretly, the news that that side gives is Little Wan goes to work today somewhat seems to be absent-minded, later, such situation continued for several days, Dongfang Wan like this will be dull, is at home depressed from time to time, from time to time thought aloud, the words that sometimes can also hear in her mouth to talk over the curse that curses at people. 自从东方路将有关家明假扮简素言的事情告诉她之后的第二天晚上,她便从忙碌的公司现场回到了别墅里,偷偷打个电话问许毅婷,那边给出的讯息是小婉今天上班似乎有些心不在焉,随后,这样的情况持续了几天,东方婉就这样呆在家里,时而闷闷不乐,时而自言自语,有时候还能听到她口中念叨的诅咒骂人的话。 Now she goes upstairs, returns to the room, scolded one with clenched jaws: „This deserves death Gu Jiaming......” 如今她上了楼,回到房间,就咬牙切齿地骂了一句:“这该死的顾家明……” Sun turns into the setting sun also shortly, in the room seems bright, she somewhat walked in the room bored two. Afterward sits down to be in a daze in the bedside. Being in a daze to think that any she is also very difficult to define clearly, in brief, is some makes her feel that puzzle thing, including the Gu Jiaming matter, the Jian Suyan matter, she has the company laboriously, will be very from infancy to maturity rigid to remembered afterward will feel very stupidly the matter. Originally oneself not because these thing worry, the worry of but at this time, from infancy to maturity accumulating or exhausted as if welled up altogether, making her consecutive several days. 太阳变成夕阳还没多久,房间里显得亮堂,她在房内有些无聊地走了两圈。随后在床边坐下发呆。发呆想些什么她自己也很难厘清楚,总之,都是些让她感到困扰的东西,包括顾家明的事情,简素言地事情,她辛辛苦苦开公司,从小到大很执着到后来想起又会觉得很傻地事情。原本自己是不会因为这些东西感到烦恼的,但此时,从小到大所积累的烦恼或是疲累仿佛一股脑地涌了上来,让她连续几天的坐立不安。 She understands certainly that this mood the cause is Gu Jiaming. But must say that all because of him, oneself care about him to this degree, she is not willing to acknowledge. 她当然明白这种情绪的起因是顾家明。但要说全是因为他,自己在乎他到这种程度,她又不愿意承认。 He distinct...... died the 3-4 year...... 他分明……死了三四年了啊…… Recalls for the first time time of seeing Jian Suyan, is recalling again afterward several time witness, perfectly appearance and makings. That in front of enemy absolutely domineering. Gu Jiaming...... is Jian Suyan...... possible, was the world insane? 回忆起第一次见到简素言的时候,再回忆着后来的好几次目击,完美地容貌与气质。在敌人面前的那种绝对强势。顾家明……是简素言……怎么可能,世界疯了吗？ „The fellow is a anomaly, such explained that did not have the issue......” “那家伙是个变态,这么解释就没问题了……” Sits thinks in the bedside dull, the night breeze blows gently from the balcony, the desk above had any thing then to rock slightly, she looked up one, was an obsolete toy helicopter. The wing has broken off. Was used the rough technique to stick. Thinks, this airplane is Jiaming does. Oneself quarrelled with him, he used the airplane to pursue itself. Oneself take the time that the branch wants to hit, the airplane had problems to fall underground, therefore oneself snatched then ran. 坐在床边呆呆地想,晚风从阳台上轻轻地吹进来,书桌上方有什么东西便微微地晃动了起来,她抬头看了一眼,是一架老旧的玩具直升飞机。机翼折断过。被人用粗糙的手法粘起来了。想起来,这架飞机是家明做地。自己跟他吵架,他用飞机来追自己。自己拿了树枝想打下来的时候,飞机却出现故障自己掉到了地下,于是自己抢了便跑。 Now thinks that is really remote, 98 years of summer matter, at that time were only 16 years old, Gu Jiaming is also 16 years old. Afterward oneself brought the broken helicopter to come back, but also experienced that soul-stirring assassination, then, oneself removed the airplane again, because the mistake arising out of chance circumstances this airplane wanted to go to the toy factory. At that time after oneself tore down, was the big time-comsuming to install, flying has no way to fly, hung on the desk to oneself, when encouraged, has hung now. 现在想起来真是遥远,九八年的夏天的事情,那时候自己才十六岁,顾家明也是十六岁吧。后来自己带了破直升飞机回来,还经历了那一次惊心动魄的刺杀,再接着,自己把飞机拆了,阴差阳错地因为这架飞机想要去开玩具厂。当时自己拆掉以后费了好大功夫才重新装起来,飞是没法飞了,就挂在书桌上给自己当鼓励,一直挂到现在。 The assassination that night, Jian Suyan also appeared, appears with the invincible stance before everyone simply, she broke the wall, killed that Assassin named Ōuchi Shochō, and drives back another person, at that time...... with was very near, she who she stood also spoke with Uncle Fang, the worship psychology of approximately then at that time planting, how possibly with Gu Jiaming was a person, Gu Jiaming...... four years not to see, she once thinks that to the appearance of opposite party was very familiar, at this time actually some not too determinations. 刺杀地那天晚上,简素言也出现了,简直是以无敌的姿态出现在所有人面前的,她打破了墙壁,杀死了那个名叫大内长督的杀手,并且将另一个人逼退,那时候……自己跟她站的很近,她还跟方叔叔说话了,大约便是那时种下的崇拜心理吧,怎么可能跟顾家明是一个人,顾家明……四年没见了,她曾经认为对对方的样貌是很熟悉地,这时却有些不太确定。 Such recalled a while dull, one side she turns on the cabinet, turns out several photo albums from inside, the high school often travels, according to the picture are many, where also does not know, first turns out naturally is the graduation photo, inside does not have his shadow, at that time oneself felt in this picture to be short of anything, before the tourism destination picture...... she turned a while, finally when turned out that year to go to Europe to ski the picture, indeed, that person in inside...... 就那样呆呆地回忆了一会儿,她打开一边地柜子,从里面翻出几本相册来,高中常去旅游,照的相片很多,也不知道在哪里,首先翻出地自然是毕业照,里面没有他的影子,当时自己就觉得这照片里少了一些什么,以前旅游地照片……她翻了一会儿,终于翻出了那年去欧洲滑雪时的照片,的确,那个人在里面…… When this others ski illuminates, in the corner that fuzzy silhouette is he...... this, took a snapshot him to eat the thing scene in the distant place restaurant...... this big family/home revelry, he looked in side, smiling also smiled......, only then this was with his group photo, was not the two person photo, drew many people of big group photos, the expression light, was the absent-minded appearance, raised hand he is not wholly-absorbed by him, looks on being angry...... 这张别人滑雪时照的,角落里那个模糊的侧影是他吧……这一张,无意间抓拍到了他在远处餐厅里吃东西的情景……这一张大家狂欢,他在旁边看,笑倒也是笑了……只有这一张是自己跟他的合影,还不是双人照,拉了好多人的大合照,表情淡淡的,也是心不在焉的样子,让他举个手他也不专心,看着就生气…… Is such a person, never gets on well with others, the person who in the crowd by drawing was also wished one could to vanish the attitude of great difficulty one time...... is most repugnant does not get on well with others, afterward made the company, many does not have the person of collective spirit hot-tempered, even if there is talent again, oneself will still make him get the hell out directly, only then he, oneself tolerated, as if also can only tolerate, otherwise been wild with rage always. Is this, that person fabricated a rumor before oneself, Jian Suyan was his child bride, then played the role of Jian Suyan to come out to acknowledge that time, the expression this/should was very splendid...... 就是这样的一个人,老不合群,好不容易被拉过来一次也是恨不得在人群里消失掉的态度……自己是最讨厌不合群的人的,后来弄公司,很多脾气大没有集体精神的人就算再有才华,自己也会直接让他滚蛋,就只有他,自己容忍下来了,似乎也只能容忍下来,否则被气疯的总是自己。是这样吧,那人在自己面前造谣说,简素言是他的童养媳,然后扮成简素言出来承认,那时候的自己,表情该很精彩吧…… She sits in the bedside is in a daze, the light in room, fades out gradually, she watches that picture, at that time in that snowy area, everyone was making anything, is holding hands to lift, in everyone mouth shouted was anything. 她坐在床边发呆,房间里的光,也渐渐暗下去,她看着那张照片,当时在那雪地里,大家都在做些什么呢,牵着手举起来,大家口中喊的又是什么呢。 „Eggplant ---- ----” “茄----子----” As if when has the youngster shout to upload from the remote snowy peak. 似乎有少年时的呼喊声从遥远的雪峰上传过来。 Oneself are visiting him, the mouth opens in a big way. 自己在看他,嘴张得大大的。 Is holding his hand, separated the thick glove. 牵着他的手,隔了厚厚的手套。 Lifts, shouted loudly. Why will visit him. 举起来,大声喊。为什么会看他。 His expression does not seem very excited, oneself are therefore angry probably, wants to scold him...... 他的表情并不显得非常兴奋,自己大概因此生气吧,想要骂他…… But why, will smile then to open 可为什么,会笑得那么开 I actually like Dongfang Wan this character very much, from starting to write her how thoroughly in imagination some day she discovers herself to like on the most repugnant person feeling. 我其实很喜欢东方婉这个人物,从开始深入写她时就在想象有一天她发现自己喜欢上最讨厌的人是怎样的感觉。 Right, is such feeling. 没错,就是这样的感觉。