HA :: Volume #5

#460: The Door of the Past 460 th distance

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Japan Tokyo suburbs, Tsukichi Family, night. 日本东京近郊,月池家,夜。 The ray that the stars sprinkle ripples in the giant old dwelling between wooded mountains, such as the mist, such as the Chinese honey locust, the time is not too late, in this peaceful old dwelling paths can see the person's shadow that in twos and threes takes a walk. The kimono, is putting on the wooden clogs, with the short sword, the routine warrior appearance, one is shining in the light courtyard everywhere, transmitted serene ancient Japanese-style and song indistinctly. 繁星洒下的光芒荡漾在山林间的巨大老宅里,如水雾,如皂荚,时间还不算太晚,这一处安静的老宅道路间能看见三三两两走动的人影。着和服,穿木屐,配短刀,习惯性的武士打扮,一处处亮着灯光的院落中,隐约传来了安详古老的日式和歌。 „...... Sandbank clear, and clear, on plants Qiumulin. Night all the sounds of nature lonesome, was surprised to know that thousand songs of the birds...... described the Yoshino-gawa scenery song, most liked was this, how did Nishida-kun feel?” “……河滩清且澈,上植楸木林。夜深万籁寂,惊闻千鸟鸣……描写吉野川风景的歌,最喜欢的就是这一首了,西田君觉得怎么样？” „Itself is the eternity jueju poem, in addition the ideal condition of art or technique of singing and performance of singing girl, is really and in the song most classical one, but to me, likes Bokusui Wakayama's some tankas actually......” “本身就是千古绝句,加上歌女的唱功和表现的意境,实在是和歌中最经典的一首,不过就我个人来说,倒是更喜欢若山牧水的一些短歌……” „If the mountain song, I know that side actually Shinjuku has a singing girl to sing very well, another day, wants to listen with Nishida-kun actually well......” “若山的歌,我倒是知道新宿那边有一位歌女唱得很不错,改日有空的话,倒是想和西田君好好去听听……” This walks in two men's the speeches in paths, the concrete meaning we do not need to understand, so long as knows that they are using the quite elegant way to reach agreement to sport with prostitutes, but is not the homosexuality then. Of named Satō Buntarō speech two people, is quite favored in a Tsukichi Family young generation of person at present, another person is called Nishida Naoya, then joined Tsukichi Family special agents in recent years, the loyalty was outstanding, recently set up the merit in various duties repeatedly, although according to the time was also the rookie, but had also been regarded as important very much. 这是走在道路间的两个男人的说话,具体意思我们无需理解,只要知道他们是在用比较文雅的方式相约狎妓而并非同性恋即可。说话的两人一人名叫佐藤文太郎,目前在月池家年轻的一辈人中颇被看好,另一人叫做西田直哉的,则是近年来才加入月池家的一位特工人员,忠诚心出众,最近又在各种任务中屡立功劳,虽然按时间来说还算是新人,但也已经很被看重。 The birds of a feather flock together, the person divide from the group, is the quite outstanding young people, Buntarō also is quite good with his relations, moon/month ago made a single duty with him outside area jointly, today comes back, made the report to the headquarters, at this time just now returns to Tsukichi Family to encircle the old dwelling, walks, discussed actually really happy. 物以类聚,人从群分,都是比较出色的年轻人,文太郎与他的关系也就颇为不错,月前更是与他在外地联手做了一单任务,今天回来,向总部做了报告,此时方才回到月池家内围老宅,一路走来,倒是相谈甚欢。 During Tsukichi Family encircles the atmosphere to be peaceful, in each courtyards projected the light, on the path indistinctly. Although is the summer night, in surrounding of trees also does not seem burning hot, the young people and Buntarō who several front surfaces walk have said the hello. Has transferred a path, as a result of the car in the past, two people stood the moment in the corner, Buntarō looked at a while toward the courtyard in not far away. That courtyard is pitch-dark, without lamp, four years ago after Omamori Samui dies . This small courtyard almost becomes the Tsukichi Family restricted area. 月池家内围之中气氛安谧,各个院落间射出了灯光,道路上影影绰绰的。虽是夏夜,树木的包围中也并不显得炎热,几个迎面走来的年轻人与文太郎打过了招呼。转过一条道路,由于有一辆小车过去,两个人在转角处站了片刻,文太郎向着不远处的一个院子里看了一会儿。那院子黑洞洞的,没有灯,四年前御守沧死后。这个小院子几乎成为了月池家的禁地。 „Hears Satō-kun to Miss Kaoru......” “听说佐藤君对薰小姐……” „...... Have you seen her?” “……你见过她？” „At the beginning of this year process time, she sweeps the floor in the courtyard, has looked at one from afar.” Nishida Naoya smiles, „is really jade equally limpidly girl.” “今年年初经过的时候,她在院子里扫地,远远地看过一眼。”西田直哉笑了笑,“真是璧玉一样清澈地女孩子呢。” „indeed......” Buntarō sighed. „Walks.” “是啊……”文太郎叹了口气。“走吧。” „Satō-kun with Miss Kaoru from small length land?” Has transferred that track. Nishida just now said again. Buntarō nods. “佐藤君跟薰小姐是从小一块长大地？”转过了那条小道。西田方才再度说起来。文太郎点了点头。 „Friends from childhood.” Nishida sighed one. „Can say her matter to me?” “青梅竹马啊。”西田感叹一句。“可以跟我说说她地事情？” „Is interested?” “感兴趣？” „Is interested.” He nods with a smile. „No matter what. Really is attractively girl.” “感兴趣。”他笑着点点头。“不管怎么样。真是个漂亮地女孩子。” „Actually also not how many may say. Since childhood her personality quite stronger. Since the madame dies . Patriarch did not care to her very much. Becoming cold. Afterward went to China. In something. After coming back,...... turned like this......” “其实也没有多少可说地。从小她地性格就比较要强。自从夫人死后。家主对她也不是很关心。就变得冷起来。再后来去了中国。发生了一些事情。回来之后……就变成这样子了……” „China?” “中国？” „Nishida-kun has also heard, kills the Omamori Samui person, is her Teacher.” “西田君也听说过吧,杀死御守沧的人,是她的老师。” „Oh?” Nishida Naoya eyes one bright, „that person now......” “哦？”西田直哉双眼一亮,“那个人现在……” „Has died.” Buntarō smiles, „Kaoru fell in love with that person, therefore after coming back . It is not willing to contact with others. Even with the Takamagahara that side engagement, now is still symbolic. Such condition....... Already four years......” “已经死了吧。”文太郎笑了笑,“薰爱上了那个人,所以回来之后。就一直不愿意跟别人接触。就算跟高天原那边地婚约,现在也不过是象征性的罢了。这样的状态。算起来……已经四年了……” Mentioned the Kaoru matter with the opposite party, Buntarō did not have just now interest suddenly. Soon, two people go separate ways in the crossroad, to different directions. Yard that returns to itself to live, he sits above the corridor, looks at all over the sky star light, the facial expression somewhat is slightly disappointed. 与对方说起薰的事情,文太郎一时间也就没了方才的兴致。不久之后,两人在路口分道扬镳,去往不同的方向。一路回到自己居住的小院,他坐在走廊之上,看着满天的星光,神情微微有些怅然。 Four years of place time, makes a person truly by young sufficiently mature, makes a person see clearly to hold sufficiently to read among the disparity with realities truly, the first murder, protects the goods that the strict place steals to need for the first time, matter compared with the imagination in comes easily, this is the achievement of many years diligently having exercised, had once had conceitedly the time, but gradual precipitates, can quite see clearly and others distance. Remembered four years ago that autumn, Kaoru came back Tokyo accompanied by Tename Seihō by China, since then started to live with the attitude of nearly living in seclusion in that small courtyard, occasionally also came out to sweep the floor and exercise, sometimes, some people will the dawn was just begining to break see her form in the Tsukichi Family jungle before dawn suddenly, suddenly disappeared, sometimes she will go to covering entirely the monitoring device surrounding, suddenly appeared in some screen, often will frighten one to jump, being just like the ghosts and demons was ordinary, from this made up several dead angles of monitoring devices actually. 四年地时间,足以让一个人真正由年轻变得成熟,也足以让一个人真正看清楚执念与现实之间的差距,第一次杀人,第一次去守护严密的地方偷取需要的物品,事情比想象中来得容易,这是多年来努力锻炼的成果,也曾有过狂妄自大地时候,但逐渐的就沉淀下来了,能够比较清楚地看到自己与他人地距离。记得四年前的那个秋天,薰在天雨正则的陪同下由中国回来了东京,从此便开始以近乎隐居的态度住在那小小的院落之中,偶尔也出来扫地、锻炼,有时在凌晨天还未亮的时候,会有人在月池家的密林间忽然看见她地身影,忽然又不见了,有时候她会去到布满监视器地外围,忽然出现在某个屏幕之中,往往会将人吓上一跳,俨如鬼魅一般,由此倒是补上了几个监视器的死角。 At first during that time, the daily dusk, high noon, she will go to the Tsukichi Family dining hall to eat meal, sometimes rains in the weather that or snows, if the luck is good, after that yard outside time, will see the young girl to sit the scene on room corridor peacefully, Buntarō had seen, when the heavy rain falls, she sits near the corridor the small mouth small mouth place is eating the onigiri in hand, is chewing slowly, fuses perfectly in the environment of surroundings together. However by incomparably careful the attitude that each grain of rice does not waste at the scene of feed, feels is enjoying the lunch, rather by as far as possible one behavior that eating food this method maintains the life. 最初地那段时间,每日的晨昏、正午,她会去月池家地饭堂吃饭,有时下雨或下雪的天气里,如果运气好的话,经过那小院外的时候,会看见少女安静地坐在房间走廊上的情景,文太郎就曾经看见过,大雨降下来时,她坐在走廊边小口小口地吃着手中的饭团,缓缓地嘴嚼着,与周围的环境完美地融合在一起。然而以无比仔细的、每一粒米饭都不浪费的态度在进食的这一情景,给人的感觉与其说是在享受午餐,倒不如说是以进食这一手段尽量维持自己生命的一种行为而已。 Although strange, however almost everyone, more or less has such impression, such beautiful almost perfect girl, each movement brings to make the person benevolence good-looking aesthetic sense, melts with the trim world for a body, however her each movement, actually was also returned to original state its original significance, each grain of rice, the food leads every minute, for was decomposed and absorbed merely, maintains the unceasing operation of this body. This significance, she almost becomes the pure animal, although, she can make people feel incomparable exquisite. 尽管怪异,然而几乎每一个人,都或多或少的有着这样的观感,那样美丽的几近完美的女孩子,每一个动作都带着令人善心悦目的美感,与整片天地都融为了一体,然而她的每一个动作,却也都被还原成了它本来的意义,每一粒米饭,每一分菜肴进入口中,都仅仅是为了被分解、吸收,维持这具身体的不断运作。在这个意义上来说,她几乎成为了单纯的动物,尽管在举手投足间,她都能让人感觉到无比的优美。 She no longer spoke, did not talk with anybody, the meal was delivered to the yard, the gone out time also became few, was only occasionally, also has made an appearance, sits on the corridor. Cleans up in the courtyard, is standing in the woods, where scenery looks into the distance on the summit does not know. Similar to the paper general, initial also has some writing, the writing was then fading gradually, turns into the pure white paper, then the white paper will even remove, is unceasingly transparent. Even the transparent this concept is vanishing gradually. As if in she appears in the courtyard occasionally cleans in the process of fallen leaf, around her the person, disappearance one after another is falling, finally the whole world becomes peaceful, even she will also wither away. 她不再说话了,不与任何人交谈,饭菜被送到小院里,出门的时间也变得少起来,只是偶尔的,还有露面,在走廊上坐着。在院子里打扫卫生,在树林里站着,在山顶上眺望不知道哪里的风景。就如同纸张一般,最初还有着一些文字,然后文字渐渐的褪色了,变成纯粹的白纸,接着连白纸本身都将褪去,不断透明。甚至连透明这一概念都在渐渐消失着。仿佛在她偶尔出现在院子里打扫落叶的过程里,她周围地人,都在一个接一个的消失掉,最终整个世界都变得安静下来,连她也将消亡。 Gradually comes, she gives the person, is such a feeling. 逐渐过来,她给人的,就是这样的一种感觉。 Has come several times as fiance's Tename Seihō, gradually somewhat is also helpless. Also was generally helpless. Two years ago, he understood probably the matter that has in China, was drunk that night, crashes in that yard, spoke many words before the silent young girl. Then record/native place Jiujin emboldens, puts out a hand to hug her. At that time, the young girl waves, extinguished side the desk lamp. 作为未婚夫的天雨正则来过几次,渐渐的也有些无奈。大抵也是无能为力了。两年以前,他大概了解了发生在中国的事情,那天晚上喝醉了酒,冲进那个小院,在沉默的少女面前说了很多话。接着籍酒劲壮胆,伸出手去想要抱她。那个时候,少女挥了挥手,熄灭了旁边地台灯。 At that time is Kaoru was shy in the first thought in the heart flashing through, the luck has been for many years training instinct saved him, the next quarter, his whole person was wasted, the wall of house was hit entire breaks open. In the darkness condensed the young girl vigor full power to strike to just like the sea level under dim light of night. Previous quarter uneventful, the next quarter is tsunami dreadful murderous aura turbulently. If were not put up in a hurry with both hands, this strength will blast out in the chest cavity directly. Perhaps really dies to decide. 当时在心中闪过的第一个念头是薰害羞了,侥是多年来的训练本能救了他,下一刻,他整个人就被打飞了出去,房屋的墙壁被撞得整个破开了。黑暗之中凝聚了少女精气神的全力一击犹如夜色下的海面。前一刻还是风平浪静,下一刻便是海啸滔天般的杀气汹涌而出。如果不是仓促间用双手架了一下,这股力量会在胸腔里直接炸开。恐怕就是真的死定。 That night under moonlight, when he poured in the yard, looks at the young girl to open the door, wore the shoes, when just like the peaceful god of death toward he walked, that sprinkles in young girl silver ray clearly told him, among them the distance, has really turned has not possibly pulled closer the gap. 那天晚上地月光下,当他倒在小院里,看着少女推开门,穿上鞋,犹如安静的死神般朝他走过来时,那洒落在少女身上的银色光芒才清晰地告诉了他,他们之间的距离,真的已经变成没可能拉近地鸿沟了。 Friends from childhood...... 青梅竹马…… He is thinking these matters, stand from the corridor, arrives in the ornaments simple room, in a minute, pulls out an obsoletely small iron box, shows a yellowing old picture from inside. Under the glimmer of star, in the picture has many children, because the scene is too big, each of them appeared too slightly was too small, was small looks like in the memory by the time has washed out that place, only then in the corner/horn of picture, he can find that not only attractive, has some smiling faces girl, the picture had blurred, he can actually know clearly that little girl, is smiling firmly. 他想着这些事,从走廊上站起来,走到摆设简单的房间里,片刻,拉出一个陈旧地小铁盒子,从里面拿出一张泛黄的老照片来。星星的微光之下,照片上有很多的孩子,因为场景太大,他们每个人都显得太小太小了,小得就像是记忆里被时光冲刷过的那块地方,只有在照片的一角,他能找到那个不仅漂亮,又有着些许笑容的女孩子,照片已经模糊了,他却能够清晰地知道,那个小女孩,地确在笑着。 Has undergone the Ninja training since small, is always arid, photography opportunity not many, this is also he has only a picture that has Kaoru. 从小以来接受忍者地训练,一向都非常枯燥,照相的机会不多,这也是他拥有地唯一一张有薰的照片。 Is away from Kaoru, he thinks, indeed had also had not then big time. When everyone is small, Kaoru mother had not died, or before Kaoru arrives in China, among them the distance was not far, that time Kaoru worships him, to envy him, he is also always enjoying the vision of this gaze, occasionally wanted to help the opposite party, because actually the achievement gave up unsatisfactory. Kaoru does not have little girl of talent, he was thinking at that time like this. 与薰之间地距离,他想,曾经的确也有过不那么大的时候的。在大家都还小的时候,薰的母亲未曾死去,或者薰去到中国之前,他们之间的距离算不上远,那时候的薰崇拜他、羡慕他,他也总是享受着这种注视的目光,偶尔想要帮助一下对方,却总是因为成果不佳而放弃了。薰是没天份的小女孩,他那时候这样想着。 Now thinks, then not necessarily did not have the favorable impression to Kaoru, was child's was too proud, if can few point enjoyment to that vision, help Kaoru at that time truly, if can face up to this favorable impression at that time clearly, the present all, will become different. The life is this, it makes the unmodifiable brand mark on you unceasingly, the brand mark overcame, missed, the distance that even if everyone differed at that time was near, the opportunity of later forever not having made up for...... 现在想起来,当时的自己未必对薰没有好感,还是孩子的自己太骄傲了,如果当时自己能够少一点对那种目光的享受,真真正正地帮助了薰,如果当时就能清晰地正视这一好感,现在的一切,就都会变得不同了吧。人生就是这样,它不断地在你身上打下不可更改的烙印,烙印打下了、错过了,即使当时大家相差的距离再近,以后也永远没有弥补的机会…… „Satō and Satō......” in darkness, some people called on outside path, he thinks, took back in the picture in hand the iron box, tidied up the mood, walked from the room, outside the institute that person seemingly was just about: „In, how not to turn on the light, but also thinks that you did not have.” “佐藤、佐藤……”黑暗中,有人在外面的道路上叫起来了,他想了想,将手中的照片收回铁盒子里,收拾心情,从房间里走了出去,院外那人看起来正要走:“在啊,怎么没开灯,还以为你没回来了。” „Just arrived.” “刚到。” „Everyone may wait for you, must tell well us matter of this time action, Ha Ha......” that person of small sound said, „we prepared several bottles of nice wines......” “大家可都等着你呢,要跟我们好好说说这次行动的事啊,哈哈……”那人小声道,“我们准备了几瓶好酒……” Since childhood trains, the relations of Buntarō with these people are good, immediately put arms around shoulders toward approximately the good place in the past, listening to that person to say as of late trivial matters: „Seiya they cannot come, outside is very busy, heard that Pond Cherry Organization that side stock had problems recently, today this time has not come back......” 从小训练过来,文太郎跟这些人的关系都不错,当下勾肩搭背地朝约好的地方过去,听身边那人说最近这段时间的琐事:“清野他们过来不了了,外面很忙,听说池樱织造那边的股票最近出了点问题,今天这个时候还没回来……” Walking, passes through the small courtyard that Kaoru lived, like that time of beforehand process, inside is pitch-dark, has not turned on a light, approximately Kaoru went to sleep, he is thinking these, is distracted slightly. Side that person looks at his expression: „Hasn't Kaoru matter known?” 一路走着,又经过了薰所居住的小院子,像之前经过的那次一样,里面黑洞洞的,没有亮灯,大约薰已经睡下了吧,他想着这些,微微走神。旁边那人看他的表情:“薰的事情还不知道吧？” „What?” “什么？” „Really doesn't know? Also thinks that your rank can know anything. Kaoru went out yesterday.” “真的不知道？还以为你的级别能知道一些什么。薰昨天出去了。” „You said...... anything!” “你说……什么！” Buntarō raised the sound, that person then repeats: „Went out, heard that went to Tokyo, four years, she, but left here for the first time , does not know that what happened, how really wants to have a look......? Tomorrow will we pass together, look for her?” 文太郎提高了声音,那人便又重复一遍:“出去了啊,听说是去了东京,四年的时间了,她可是第一次离开这里,也不知道发生什么事了,真想去看看……怎么样？明天我们一块过去,找找她？” Good, I acknowledged that I went to the demon beast to look, I was guilty, I confessed...... 好吧,我承认我去魔兽上看了下,我有罪,我忏悔……
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