The sky is cloudy, from morning time starts to rain, throughout the morning has not stopped, looks from the giant window, the street in entire city covers, in azure extends in the endless curtain of rain, occasionally has the lightning to delimit, later then broadcasts the Leiming sound. 天空阴沉沉的,从早晨的时候就开始下雨,一整个上午没停过,从巨大的落地窗看出去,整个城市的街道笼罩在青色的延绵无尽的雨幕之中,偶尔有闪电划过,随后便传来雷鸣的声音。 „Thanks, very splendid...... you can go back our telephones......” “谢谢,很精彩……你可以回去等我们的电话了……” Such sound resounds in the big and spacious room, was demonstrating at present is job fair. Dongfang Wan sits near the window, in the point cigarette, after attracting one, twisted in the front ash-tray extinguishes: „Sister Ling, this morning arrived here.” 这样的声音响起在大而空旷的房间里,显示着眼前正是一个招聘会的现场。东方婉坐在窗边,点上了一根烟,吸了一口之后,又在前方的烟灰缸里捻熄了:“玲姐,今天上午到这里吧。” „Good.” The middle-aged woman who the management recruits nods, takes a document to go out, others are also tidying up respectively, often has a look at side Dongfang Wan, and other instruction, dispersed, or the also has matter must be done. However, this young female boss has not obviously thought of these at this time, her both hands hug in the chest front, to the scene of outside heavy rain heavy rain, is passing the moment, put out the cigarette to select on one, the right leg curled upwards, the lightning has delimited time, her face up put out smog, that stance graceful desolate, several male managers then more or less revealed the appreciation look. “好的。”主持招聘的中年女人点点头,拿了一份文件出去,其余人也在各自收拾,不时看看侧面的东方婉,都在等她的指示,就此散了,或是还有事情要做。不过,这位年轻的女上司此时明显没有想到这些,她的双手抱在胸前,对着外面大雨瓢泼的情景,过得片刻,又拿出香烟来点上了一根,右腿翘起来,闪电划过的时候,她仰起头吐出一口烟雾,那姿态有一种优雅的落寞,几名男性管理者便或多或少的都露出了欣赏的眼神。 Then, this female Boss age is 22 or 23-year-old, the but this two years from Beijing to Jianghai, the starting matter come actually the mature aura of really difficult word, her working policy the atmosphere, is not always conservative also never advances recklessly, since formulation perfect work rule and flow, gives the sufficient resources, then waits for the company to just like an organism general steadily develops, when does not have the common private company starts such flurried or uncoordinated feeling. 说起来,这位女BSS的年纪不过二十二三岁,但这两年从北京到江海,做起事情来却委实有一种难言的成熟气息,她的做事方针向来大气,不保守也从不冒进,制定起完善的工作规则和流程,给予充足的资源,然后就等着公司犹如一个有机体一般的稳步发展起来,丝毫没有一般私人公司起步时那样的慌乱或不协调的感觉。 Meets small difficulty then shooting routinely, when meets the big seduction actually does not move, she does not earnestly seek that type to develop blindly fast, plan that does not like taking risks, and dislikes the member who that type individualistic, earnestly seeks the performance. In the two years, that type had the talent therefore to display the impetuous staff to be dismissed more than ten. However with the time development, the company expands like this, is developing and nibbling the market with steady steps, must mention has any special knack. That is who cannot say, in the final analysis is four characters: Orderly. Peer who some swords walk the slant often after sending out a moment radiant ray, then silent was exceeded by it. 遇上小的困难便按部就班的一跃而过,遇上大的诱惑时却也毫不动心,她不盲目渴求那种飞快地发展,不喜欢铤而走险的计划,并且及其讨厌那种特立独行、渴求表现的成员。这两年来,那种有才华因此就表现得浮躁的员工被开除了不下十个。然而随着时间地发展,公司就这样壮大起来,稳步地开拓和蚕食着市场,要说起有什么特殊的诀窍。那是谁都说不出来,归根结底就是四个字:按部就班。一些剑走偏锋的同行往往在发出一刻的璀璨光芒后,便被它无声地超越过去。 If the staff discussed in the spare time, mostly also admiring in the Big Family family quality, after all regarding this Boss. They except for knowing her come Aristocratic Family, attractive and is hard to be close beside, only then she disliked others to destroy the rule character. 员工们若是在茶余饭后谈起来,多半也只是钦佩于大家族的家庭素质,毕竟对于这位老板。他们除了知道她出身世家,漂亮和难以接近之外,就只有她讨厌别人破坏规则地性格而已了。 „Everyone first eats meal, rests, in the afternoon comes again.” Sees with own eyes Dongfang Wan this time condition, after tidying up thing, Xu Yiting smiles to the people, said in a soft voice. Knows weight/quantity that she spoke. Several other people greet mutually. Walks toward outside peacefully. Xu Yiting made one cup of tea to come, places the Dongfang Wan front, later has taken the cigarette in her hand. Put out in the ash-tray. “大家先去吃饭吧,休息一下,下午再过来。”眼见东方婉此时的状态,收拾好东西之后,许毅婷向众人笑了笑,轻声说道。知道她说话的分量。其余几人互相打了个招呼。安静地朝外面走。许毅婷去泡了一杯茶过来,放在东方婉的面前,随后拿过她手中的香烟。在烟灰缸里捻灭了。 „Does not like smoking, the student installed anything deeply......” she saying that put out a white silk handkerchief from the pocket, tied up on the neck of opposite party, withdraws two steps, „this, you put on a black attractively today, Boss Zhao of next door see. Also runs to ask me. My Boss was lovelorn.” “不喜欢抽烟,学人装什么深沉……”她说着,从口袋里拿出一条白丝巾,在对方的颈项上绑好,退后两步,“这样才好看一点嘛,你今天穿得一身黑,隔壁的赵老板看到了。还跑来问我。我老板是不是失恋了呢。” Dongfang Wan sits there, lowers the head to have a look. She today indeed is a black, the black women coat, black elegantly L and knee straight skirt, black silk stockings in addition black high heels, cannot help but laughs in spite of trying not , the shoe heel knocks the ground: „Casual matching, I thought that the feeling is good, the calf appeared very long......” puts out a hand to touch the calf on the surface silk stockings, stood to look at the own inverted image before the window, „how, I rarely had to feel own good time......” 东方婉坐在那儿,低头看看。她今天的确是一身黑,黑色地女式外套,黑色典雅地L及膝窄裙,黑色的丝袜外加黑色高跟,不由得失笑,鞋跟敲敲地面:“随便搭配的,我觉得感觉不错啊,小腿显得很长……”伸手触了触小腿上地丝袜,站起来在落地窗前看自己的倒影,“怎么样,我很少有觉得自己不错的时候……” „This way, some day you will fall in love with you yourself sooner or later.” Xu Yiting laughs in spite of trying not to shake the head, „knows, in the company many people think that we are near the laces, bets the plate to have.” “再这样下去,迟早有一天你会爱上你自己了。”许毅婷失笑摇头,“知不知道,公司里好多人都以为我们是蕾丝边,赌盘都有开。” „But you abandon me, you like my brother.” Was seeing with own eyes face of Xu Yiting slightly is red, she shows a modest actually helpless expression, „took you, so many year, even if discussed several million business with other Boss you coolly, speaking of my brother you will blush. That this, since you abandon me, punishes you to look for one to make me be lovelorn the handsome fellow to come, everyone sisters, exchanges with you with my brother.” “可是你抛弃我啦,你喜欢我哥。”眼见着许毅婷的脸微微的红起来,她露出一个温和却无奈的表情,“服了你啦,这么多年了,就算跟别的老板谈几百万的生意你都面不改色地,说到我哥你就会脸红。那这样啦,既然你抛弃我,就罚你找一个可以让我失恋地帅哥过来吧,大家姐妹一场,用我哥跟你交换。” „That alternative list may be too many.” Xu Yiting arrives at the table to take up the own memorandum, „before did not say, said recently that on June 28, Longxing Chida Boss delivered the rose 99, made you to eat meal, on the afternoon of June 28, the Ke Family base hit telephone made you to eat meal, on June 29, Lei Qing telephoned as usual, Fang Ming delivered the flower one bunch, the fresh flower suggested that the hope had the further development with you, on the same day......” “那备选名单可太多了。”许毅婷走到桌边拿起自己的记事本,“不说以前了,就说最近,六月28日,隆兴地田老板送玫瑰九十九朵,约你吃饭,六月28日下午,柯家安打电话约你吃饭,六月29日,雷庆照例打了个电话过来,方明送花一束,鲜花暗示希望与你有进一步的发展,当天……” Xu Yiting read vigorously, Dongfang Wan knits the brows, arrives accuses at the same time: „You do not have the sincerity!” 许毅婷念得起劲,东方婉皱了皱眉,走到一边指责:“你没有诚意！” „But you cannot say has no interest from the beginning in these people, the handsome fellow are many, must to them an opportunity, even if not these, before still many people in the school pursued your good, although ran away in fear...... I also to know that by you many your set of theory, being in love this matter is the process that a demonstration choice then emerges, but these people's performance, their individualistic parts you do not like, you looked at the issue Taiji end, was always insufficient to have the person to show good will to you, first on feeling like their finally the idea was actually. You advance the bed to remove completely up.” “可你不能一开始就说对这些人没兴趣啊,帅哥很多的,总得给他们一个机会啊,就算不是这些,以前在学校的时候也有好多人追求你的好不好,虽然被你吓跑很多……我也知道你的那套理论啦,谈恋爱这种事情本身就是一种展示挑选然后脱颖而出的过程,但是那些人的表现,他们特立独行的部分你又不喜欢,你看问题太极端了啊,总不至于有人对你示好,第一时间就觉得他们心里的最终想法其实是把你推到床上去脱光光。” Dongfang Wan puts out cigarette: „Itself is this.” 东方婉拿出一根烟:“本身就是这样啊。” „Although part, but all like this isn't good, the person who if let alone I like thinking such matter, I also feel very normal.” “虽然有一部分,但不全是这样好不好,何况如果我喜欢的人想着这样的事情,那我也觉得很正常啊。” „such said that you were fantasizing at heart when my brother and you do go to bed the scene?” Spoke thoughtlessly, the Dongfang Wan ignition cigarette lighter, blew out suddenly, turned head, what approach was Xu Yiting becomes angry out of shame the red painted-face that „K , K, I spoke incorrectly, but I thought that this also had nothing, my brother's stature was actually poor, ugly......” “这么说你在心里幻想我哥和你上床时的情景？”随口说了一句,东方婉点燃打火机,陡然被吹灭了,一扭头,迎上来的是许毅婷恼羞成怒的红脸,“K,K,我说错了,但是我觉得这也没什么啊,不过我哥的身材其实不怎么好,难看……” She will turn one side, finally lit the smoke, turns head, that cigarette was snatched by Xu Yiting in the hand, placed the lip to attract one, choked, presses the ash-tray immediately. Dongfang Wan smiles: „Very long has not tried, calculates that you had more than five years not to moisten this......” 她将头扭到一边,终于点燃了烟,一扭头,那香烟又被许毅婷抢在了手里,放在唇边吸了一口,呛得不行,随即又摁进了烟灰缸。东方婉笑起来:“很久没试过了吧,算下你都有五年多没沾过这个了……” „Had pledged that does not moisten these, was made to make an exception by you......” “发过誓不沾这些的,被你弄破例了……” Was divulged the concern, Xu Yiting many appears somewhat loses with dejectedly. In these years they and Dongfang Lu are actually a school. However everyone gathers together the number of times is not much, at least does not suffice on the concept of friend, Dongfang Lu is very good because of the school quotation, made several girlfriends is the school flower levels, everyone has also eaten meal together. Although to bid good-bye to come to an end finally, but Dongfang Lu has not regarded very special personal friend to treat her. 被说破了心事,许毅婷多少显得有些失落和沮丧。这些年里她们与东方路其实是一个学校。不过大家聚在一起的次数算不上多,至少够不上朋友的概念,东方路在学校行情很好,先后交了几个女朋友都是校花级的,大家还一块吃过饭。虽然最终都以分手告终,但东方路始终没有将她当成很特殊的私人朋友来对待。 Naturally, he is actually good to the girlfriend to the friend ratio ---- He is such person, never makes side anybody receive the contempt or the desolation, in the university, most people only regards the Little Wan personal servant to regard her, but he obviously is not this, because of the Little Wan relations. Once with others introduced when he had said. This is his another Younger Sister...... 当然,他对朋友其实比对女朋友好----他就是那样的人,从不让身边地任何人受到轻视或冷落,在大学里,多数的人还是只将她当成小婉的跟班来看待的,但他显然不是这样,因为小婉地关系。有一次跟别人介绍时他曾经说过。这是他的另一个妹妹…… „This is not good, that is not good, you are also stubborn. Wants one individualistic to the person who making you appreciates, that may be difficult to look.” “这个也不行,那个也不行,你又顽固。想要一个特立独行到令你欣赏的人,那可难找了。” Dongfang Wan smiles: „I thought that will not have, if Andy Lau, I fall certainly in love with him crazily.” 东方婉笑起来:“我觉得不会没有啊,如果是刘德华,我一定疯狂地爱上他。” „Indeed has, before had one, my Elder Male Cousin.” “的确不是没有,以前就有一个啊,我表哥。” „Which?” She spoke thoughtlessly the reply. “哪一个？”她随口回答。 „Elder Male Cousin Jiaming.” “家明表哥啊。” Dongfang Wan silent moment: „At that time I did not have the means to be good, everyone in a class, I cannot say U to him. You cannot, because I said that you like my brother counter-attacking me also to like your elder brother......” 东方婉沉默了片刻:“那时候我是没办法好不好,大家在一个班上,我总不能对他说U。你不能因为我说你喜欢我哥就反击我也喜欢你哥吧……” „What to final compromise is you. You also deliberately maintain the relations with him. Every year asked him to go out to play......” “可是到最后妥协的是你啊。你还刻意跟他搞好关系。每年都请他出去玩……” „indeed.” Dongfang Wan bites the lip, „he finally also me told that thanked......” “是啊。”东方婉咬了咬嘴唇,“他最后还跟我说谢谢了呢……” Actually something are undeniable. This morning gets out of bed the time to hear father to telephone accidentally, where does not know has an accident, father very shocking appearance, he said one at that time: „How to do this, always inadequate Gu Jiaming killed......” perhaps is these words makes a she morning mood not high, moreover heard another news. 其实有些事情无可否认。今天早上起床地时候无意中听见父亲在打电话,不知道什么地方出了什么事,父亲很震惊的样书,当时他说了一句:“怎么会搞成这样,总不成顾家明又杀回来了……”或许就是这句话令得她一个上午的情绪都不怎么高,而且也听到了另外一个消息。 „Lingjing came back, at night the day before yesterday arrived......” “灵静回来了,前天晚上到的……” Xu Yiting gawked staring: „She......” 许毅婷愣了愣:“那她……” „She has not contacted with anybody, but heard that has signed the performance company, that side decided that holds to be red she...... the piano......” Dongfang Wan to think, „her four years have not come back, now will definitely inquire into your Elder Male Cousin Jiaming matter, the tomb, his death news, my brother in Shenzhen, I wants to telephone to inform his now but actually.” “她没联系任何人,不过听说已经签了演艺公司,那边决定捧红她……钢琴……”东方婉想了想,“她四年没回来,现在肯定会探究你家明表哥的事情,墓地啊,他的死讯啊,我哥现在在深圳,我倒想打个电话通知他一下。” „Actually...... I was not quite clear their beforehand relations, Lingjing to Elder Male Cousin Jiaming...... did not say at that time the Elder Male Cousin Jiaming girlfriend was Shasha?” “其实……我都不太清楚他们以前的关系,灵静跟家明表哥……当时不是说家明表哥的女朋友是沙沙吗？” „Their three people stay together......” Dongfang Wan shrugged, „is most impossibly that relations, Jiaming had the incurable illness, bid good-bye with her, finally she runs up to the Vienna four years not to come back, before played well with her also has the not few person, but her has not contacted, looking like into thin air was the same, she is really also ruthless to oneself enough.” “他们三个人住在一起……”东方婉摊了摊手,“就是最不可能地那种关系啦,家明得了绝症,跟她分手了,结果她跑到维也纳四年都不回来,以前跟她玩得好地也有不少人,可是她一个都没有联络,就像是人间蒸发了一样,她对自己也真够狠的。” Outside has the thunder and lightning to flash through, Xu Yiting looks at the rain of out of the window, sighed, will speak, the cell phone bell sound, she walked to meet: „Hey, Boss Qin, you good...... Hehe, naturally remembers that...... the goods have arrived? Um Um, you will come Jianghai...... to really be recently good, when the airplane, I...... Um, also has our Boss took you...... should when the time comes together in the past, should, these years look after us...... Little Wan she is not at thanks to your such now, right, your words I will pass on well to her...... also has anything......, I remember...... Um Um......” 外面有雷电闪过,许毅婷望了望窗外的雨,叹了口气,正要说话,手机铃声响了起来,她走过去接:“喂,秦总,您好……呵呵,当然记得……货已经到了吗？嗯嗯,您最近会来江海……真是太好了,什么时候地飞机,到时候我……嗯,还有我们老板一起过去接您……应该的,应该的,这些年多亏您这么关照我们……小婉她现在不在,对,您的话我会转告给她的……还有什么……好的,我记下来……嗯嗯……” Is hitting the meaningful glance, Xu Yiting while is speaking the telephone, Dongfang Wan nods, is looking at the rain of out of the window peacefully. Passes the moment, out she sets out to go out, pulled out the cell phone to dial a number. 一边打着眼色,许毅婷一边说着电话,东方婉只是点了点头,安静地望着窗外的雨。过得片刻,她起身走出门外,掏出手机拨通了一个号码。 „Hey, Elder Brother, is I...... tells you a matter, although you have possibly known...... Lingjing came back, the day before yesterday was proficient, I estimated after she has looked at Jiaming, will definitely look for me, I gave her your telephone...... Um, you came back...... the Shenzhen that side matter not to process...... Um, knew......” “喂,哥,是我……告诉你一件事,虽然你可能已经知道了……灵静回来了,前天到家,我估计她看过家明之后肯定会找我,我给她你的电话还是……嗯,你回来……深圳那边地事情不是还没处理完吗……嗯,知道了……” When the thunderclap resounds, on the corridor rimland window, screens a graceful and desolate smile...... 雷声响起时,走廊边地窗户上,映出一个优雅而落寞的笑容…… When 2 : 00 pm, enters the Ye Dojo front door, the rain is smaller, Julian received the umbrella, welcomed to Ye Han. 下午 2 点,进入叶氏武馆大门时,雨已经小了很多,朱利安收起了伞,迎向走过来地叶涵。 A yesterday evening conversation, inquired later, knows probably Lingjing once had a painful event. Liking boy, died now, to be honest this indeed is a depressing matter, because you can the horizontal blade on any manpower seize to like to proving own value. You are actually not able to defeat a deceased person forever. 昨天晚上的一番交谈,随后打听了下,大概知道灵静曾经有一份伤心事。有一个喜欢的男孩书,现在死掉了,老实说这的确是一件令人沮丧的事情,因为你可以在任何人手上横刀夺爱以证明自己地价值。你却永远无法打败一个死人。 Knows that they will go to the tomb this morning, therefore he, when comes in the afternoon, the Lingjing room is closing, Duan Jingxian has not gone to work today, face heavyhearted appearance. Has also cried probably ---- He also knows probably that boy of dying was very intimate with the family, regards one's own child to regard ---- Lingjing went to the tomb to look at a while then to come back, at noon has not eaten meal, Duan Jingxian said twice, was not good to deliver. 知道他们今天早上会去墓地,因此他等到下午才过来,灵静的房间关着门,段静娴今天没有上班,一脸忧心忡忡的样书。大概也哭过----他大概也知道,死去的那个男孩书跟这一家人都很亲近,当成亲生孩书来看待地----灵静去墓地看了一会儿便回来了,中午没有吃饭,段静娴说了两次,也不好送过去。 „Made me carry in the past.” “让我端过去吧。” He studied some Chinese for these years, the exchange is nothing issue, who knows that had said after Mother Ye has not come out the meal end. The gate of Room Lingjing then opened. Wears the white shirt, fluffy summer trousers, sneakers. The eyes of young girl are somewhat inflamed, even melted lightly the makeup, can still look clearly, looks at several people in room lightly, her hesitation moment just now greets: „Father and mother...... Teacher Julian......” 他这几年学了一些中文,交流是没什么问题的,谁知道与叶母说过之后还没有将饭菜端出来。灵静的门便打开了。穿着白衬衫,蓬松的夏日长裤,运动鞋。少女的眼睛有些红肿,即使化了淡淡地妆,也能够清晰地看出来,淡淡地望了望房间里的几人,她迟疑片刻方才打了个招呼:“爸、妈……朱利安老师……” What kind of mood very difficult to imagine her currently to have, the situation before Julian also not clear today tomb, but in brief, she seems like the issue is not big. The voice of speech is still clear. This instead made Ye husband and wife more anxious, Duan Jingxian said one: „Lingjing. Jiaming he......” 很难想象她目前有着怎样的心情,朱利安也并不清楚今天坟墓前的情况,但总之,她看起来问题不大。说话的声音依旧清晰。这反而令得叶氏夫妇更加不安起来,段静娴说了一句:“灵静。家明他……” „I am all right.” She breathes a sigh of relief, that flash, the whole body shivered, until clenching the teeth, „I do not believe, I must go to the prison to ask......” “我没事。”她舒了一口气,那一瞬间,浑身都颤抖了一下,直到咬紧牙关,“我不相信,我要去监狱问……” „But now...... that side very far......” “可是现在……那边很远的……” Duan Jingxian also wants to say anything, but Lingjing took the umbrella then to walk from the house corner, Ye Han beckons with the hand, hint made her go out to relax well. Julian looked at the expression of people, opens the mouth saying: „I deliver you, I drive, outside is still raining.” 段静娴还想说什么,但是灵静从房屋角落拿了伞便要走,叶涵摆了摆手,示意让她出去散散心也好。朱利安看了众人的表情,开口道:“我送你吧,我开了车过来,外面还在下雨呢。” „no need, Teacher Julian......” “不用了,朱利安老师……” „ Has not related, I have not arranged in the afternoon, let alone you currently the condition...... has a person to follow quite well, everyone is also quite peaceful “没关系的,我下午没有安排,何况你现在地状态……有个人跟着比较好,大家也比较安 His such saying, mother also echoed two, later several people went out of the entrance, on Lingjing Julian borrowed the car: „Toward where?” Lingjing put out a hand to refer to front. 他这样一说,母亲也附和了两句,随后几个人走出门口,灵静上了朱利安借来地小车:“往哪边？”灵静伸手指了指前头。 The weather of out of the window is still gloomy, although the rain was small, but the pedestrian on road is also not many, under they gazed after here community in Ye husband and wife, Julian said: „Company had given you to arrange some work, although is after some time, starts, but I know that you were sad recently, most turned down to you, actually makes you come back to begin is quite awkward, but might as well be an opportunity, I was not clear about the matter of past, but...... you must forget him, because also has many people are caring about you, good, I knew such comfort very hackneyed stuff......” 窗外的天气依然灰暗,雨虽然小了,但路上的行人也是不多,他们在叶氏夫妇地目送下出了这边的小区,朱利安道:“公司这边本来已经给你安排了一些工作,虽然是一段时间之后才开始的,但是我知道你最近心情不好,大多数的给你推掉了,其实让你一回来就开工也比较为难,但未尝不是一个机会,我不清楚你当年发生的事情,但是……你得忘掉他,因为还有很多人在关心你,好吧,我知道这样的安慰很老套……” The car rolls by that to write the familiar street, street light to become Pai, in the shop of street is shining the light: „I know that he is very outstanding, splendidly to even you go abroad four years of place time to think him, repels everyone, to be honest, I still had have experienced like this, but...... the time told me finally, the reality was very brutal, because in the final analysis, us the individual in this world, we had own and independent memory alone, did not exist unable the defect somebody's situation, you also had own memory.” 小车驶过那写熟悉的街头,路灯成排,街边的店铺中亮着灯光:“我知道他或许很出色,出色到即使你出国四年地时间都一直想着他,排斥所有人,老实说,我也曾经有过这样地经历,但最终……时间告诉我,现实很残酷的,因为归根结底,我们在这个世界上都是单独地个体,我们拥有自己的、独立的记忆,不存在无法缺失某个人的情况,你也有属于自己一个人的记忆的。” He sighed: „Perhaps we are unable to have somebody forever, can only be close and agree with somebody......” 他叹了口气:“或许我们永远无法拥有某个人,只能接近和契合某个人而已……” Under rain Shasha's, Lingjing by near the window, without the speech, the car transferred two blocks, Lingjing had knocked the window: „Here stops.” 雨沙沙的下,灵静靠在窗边,没有说话,小车转过了两个街区,灵静敲了敲窗户:“在这里停吧。” „Here?” “就这里？” Some Julian doubts, after the car stops, Lingjing gets out, haunches the umbrella: „Thank you delivers me to come out, did not need to follow I, I was all right......” 朱利安有些疑惑,小车停下之后,灵静下了车,撑起雨伞:“谢谢你送我出来,不用跟着我了,我没事……” „Hey, you why......” “喂,你干什么……” Lingjing turns around to proceed, the Julian driving book of follows slowly, spoke toward outside, „came, where you must go, I delivered you not to have the issue in the past, did not say that was very far?” 灵静转身往前走,朱利安开了车书慢慢地跟着,朝外面说话,“进来啊,你到底要去哪里,我送你过去没问题的,不是说很远吗？” She walked one, entered the platform that waits for the public bus, receives the umbrella silently, sat on long chair, Julian stops, haunches the umbrella to go out, arrives at side her, is looking at all around. Naturally knows that here does do, shrugged: „I do not understand......” 她走了一阵,进了等待公车的站台,默默地收起伞,坐在了长长的椅书上,朱利安停了车,撑起雨伞出去,走到她身边,望着四周。自然知道这里是干嘛的,摊了摊手:“我不明白……” The sky is gloomy, Lingjing sits there, raises head to look at the signboard that in the street opposite shop is shining. Julian cannot obtain to reply, has to receive the umbrella to sit in her side, so crossed for a long time, just now heard Lingjing to speak in a soft voice. 天空灰暗,灵静坐在那儿,仰头望着街道对面店铺上亮起的招牌。朱利安得不到回答,也只好收起雨伞在她身边坐下来,如此过了许久,方才听见灵静轻声说了话。 „It is not......” “不是的……” „It is not......” “不是什么……” „Everyone...... has the independent memory, but I do not have......” young girl to open the mouth in a soft voice. Is just like the sleep talking, „we...... from small length land, remember the matter to start from me probably, perhaps...... everyone was more or less having own feeling together, but I do not have,...... his had not been bullied, I protect him, compelling him to call me Elder Sister. We go out to jog in the morning together. Comes back buys Mantou to eat together, starts the time his half, my half. Afterward ate one on everyone, went to school and does the homework together, I always want to make him me be like, the life always gathers round him to spin......” “每个人……都有自己独立的记忆,可我没有啊……”少女轻声地开口。俨如梦呓,“我们……从小一块长大地,从我大概记得事情开始,就在一起了……也许每个人都或多或少的有自己一个人的感觉,可我没有,从来就没有……他被人欺负,我保护他,逼他叫我姐姐。我们早晨一块出去跑步。回来的时候一块买馒头吃,开始地时候他一半,我一半。后来就每人吃一个了,一块上学、写作业,我总是想让他跟我一样,生活总是围着他打转……” „Our altogether three people, I with another girl, also has he, in brief such at together, happy time has them. Unhappy time also follows they. In the weekend is playing together, rests in the same place. At that time anything did not understand, was quite happy...... one day, matter such happened , was three people, child anything did not understand, drinks, next day got up anything not to put on, was at heart hurried, may after all be three person, then we stayed together, several years, crossed,......” “我们一共三个人,我和另外一个女孩书,还有他,总之就那样在一起了,开心的时候有他们。不开心的时候也跟着他们。周末在一起玩,也睡在一起过。那时候什么都不懂,好开心啊……后来有一天,事情就那样发生了,也是三个人,小孩书什么都不懂嘛,喝了酒,第二天起来就什么都没穿,心里慌,可毕竟是三个人一块的,然后我们住在一起,好几年的时间,过啊、过啊……” „Quite happy......” she opened the mouth, the sound becomes sobs suddenly, inspires very much difficultly, perhaps is because the two days cried many, without the tears flowed eventually, „naturally also had others, other remember, the schoolmate on my also personal servant went out to play, has handled other things one time, what significance but...... had? Only then our three people in the same place, are complete. We look like on the desert island play the child who the mud grows up together, what does not understand, in together, therefore......, only then in the same place, normally, everyone has the own memory...... your hand to have itself completely to remember alone? Your foot, head......, if one day minused they, you will think that this world is also the original world? The hand and foot can also be separated from the body to exist independently?” “好幸福啊……”她张开了口,声音忽然间变得哽咽,很艰难地才吸了一口气,或许是因为这两天哭得太多,终究没有眼泪流下来,“当然也有其他人,其他地记忆,我也跟班上的同学出去玩过,一次做过其它的事情,可是……有什么意义吗？只有我们三个人在一起的时候,才是完整的。我们就像是在荒岛上一块玩泥巴长大的小孩,什么都不懂的时候,就在一起了,所以……只有在一起的时候才是完整地,正常地,每个人都有自己的记忆……你的手会有自己单独地记忆吗？你的脚呢、头呢……如果忽然有一天少掉了它们,你会觉得这个世界也是原来的世界吗？手和脚也可以脱离身体独立存在的吗？” „I go to the Vienna study piano...... that am not my anything decided that because I believe, he wants to make me do this matter, how therefore I did...... was not even happy are not related, was he makes me do this, after I want to learn, came back to scold him, no matter what, making me scold him, I can forgive him, is also good with the matter that I bid good-bye, deceives my matter is also good, four years person time how, that was not a person memory, I want four years, to be possible I to come back. He said that he died...... I not to believe that if believed that my also has anything significance, we were a person......” “我去维也纳学钢琴……那不是我的什么决定,因为我相信,他想让我做这件事,所以我就去做了……就算怎么不高兴也没关系,是他让我这样做的,我想学好了之后才回来骂他,不管怎么样,让我骂骂他,我就可以原谅他了,跟我分手的事情也好,骗我的事情也好,四年一个人地时间又怎么样,那不是什么一个人地记忆,我想了四年,可我回来了,他却说他死了……我不会相信的,如果相信了,那我还有什么意义呢,我们是一个人啊……” „I know that his personality...... he was too stubborn, is not willing to implicate anyone, anything for others think that...... he came across the matter that could not understand, therefore does not want to make me see that...... I do not know for these years he experienced anything, would looking, so long as looked...... so long as looked......” “我知道他地性格……他太犟了,不愿意连累谁,什么都为了别人想……他遇到了解决不了的事情了,所以不想让我看到……我不知道这几年他经历了什么事情,总会找回来的,只要找回来了……只要找回来了……” Under the bus stop, her voice is gentle throughout, has not cried, microstrip some hoarse, Julian is looking at her profile, is listening to all these, suddenly felt, present girl, as if compared in the past any must attract itself, just like the vortex is ordinary. Must speak, Lingjing has actually stood, is raising the umbrella, bowed good a ritual to him. 公车站下,她的嗓音始终轻轻柔柔的,没有哭,微带些沙哑,朱利安望着她的侧脸,听着这一切,忽然觉得,眼前的女孩书,似乎比往昔的任何一刻都要吸引住自己,犹如漩涡一般。才要说话,灵静却已经站了起来,提着雨伞,向他鞠躬行了一礼。 „Is unfair to...... Teacher, I know that for these years you helped me be many, knows that...... other things, I had also thought that he disappointed me sadly, I came back, the side had Teacher you such outstanding person, perhaps will be mad to him, the air/Qi he then I confessed quite weakly...... with him. Teacher you said actually not right, he is not outstanding, he perhaps also not for his splendid place proud, looks is not graceful, the temperament is also strange, but in any event, I with him in the same place, could not have separated, his merit and shortcoming, I do not care about...... Teacher, you are a good person, thank you, I do not want you to tell again other sorry......” “对不起……老师,我知道这几年你帮了我很多,也知道……一些其他的事情,我曾经也有想过,他让我伤心失望了,我回来的时候,身边有一个老师您这样出色的人,也许就会气到他,气气他然后我就跟他坦白了……好幼稚啊。老师你说得其实不对,他不出色的,他或许也从没有为他出色的地方自豪过,长得不帅,脾气又怪怪的,可无论如何,我已经跟他连在一起,根本分不开了,他的优点和缺点,我都不在意……老师,你是个好人,谢谢你,我不想再跟你说其它的对不起了……” On the face showed a smile slightly, Lingjing turns around the public bus. 脸上微微露出一个笑容,灵静转身上了公车。 Julian gawked there dull the long time, finally, drove with...... 朱利安在那儿呆呆地愣了半晌,终于,还是开车跟了上去……