HA :: Volume #4

#356: Cannot

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Seven days of funeral, in somewhat is somewhat flustered, in the monotonous atmosphere to pass gradually, the person who comes the statement, or disturbs naturally also has one after another, but has not made any big trouble temporarily, regarding most underworld gang factions, will perhaps look that the Sand Bamboo Gang further change will have the own action. Xue Cheng and the others fed in the hospital, although has not died, but at least 1-2 years impossible activity like normal person, as underworld gang Big Brother, this matter is naturally impossible to ask the police to solve, temporarily, Xinning Gang not in the ability that Jianghai and Sand Bamboo Gang declare war officially, at present even lets it go. 葬礼的七天,就在有些忙乱、有些单调的气氛中渐渐地过去,相继过来表态、或者捣乱的人自然也有,只是暂时还没闹出什么大乱子来,对于大多数黑道帮派来说,恐怕还是会看沙竹帮进一步的变化才会有自己的行动。薛诚等人被送进医院,虽然没死,但至少1-2不可能像正常人一样的活动,作为黑道大哥,这种事情自然也不可能找警察来解决,暂时来说,新宁帮没有在江海与沙竹帮正式宣战的能力,目前就算是不了了之。 Time Shasha of fourth day from that ostrich -type sad condition changes for the better, no longer cried, can squeeze the smile spoke to Lingjing and Jiaming and the others, has people of relativeness still to arrive one after another, after comforting one, stayed behind, generally wants to wait for the issue of Liu Zheng will. In these people, sees not to calculate many that Jiaming that has acted crazy late, majority heard but actually, was not necessarily able to realize a young fellow fiercely, in addition these do not know that saw attitude of Shasha to others is only polite manipulation, to Jiaming these person actually such intimacies, the idle talk naturally said not few, nowadays, the puppy love after all was not the universal matter, after saying, the Sirs have the attitude of critique mostly. 第四天的时候沙沙从那种鸵鸟式的悲伤状态的好转过来,不再哭了,能挤出笑容跟灵静和家明等人说话,有亲戚关系的人们仍在陆续到来,安慰一番后留下了,大抵是想等着柳正遗嘱的发布。这些人中,看见过家明那晚发飙的不算多数,大部分倒只是听人说了,未必真能意识到一个少年人到底有多厉害,加上那些不太知道的,见沙沙对旁人的态度只是礼貌性的应付,对家明这些人倒是那样的亲热,闲话自然说得不少,这年头,早恋毕竟不是什么普遍的事情,说出来后,大人们多半都还持着批判的态度的。 This attitude is indisputable, moreover mostly is the Shasha's relative status, even during the critique had other too many goals, Jiaming is still disinclined extremely to pay attention to these people. Actually day of Jiaming not , Shasha and Lingjing sit are speaking at the same time. Several Uncle Shasha the generation of place person expressed the concern, simultaneously poured also two child who Shasha knew. Is because the Sirs said the reason Lingjing and Jiaming these people in secret extremely despicable, a child then spoke with Shasha, while, just like personal enemy attempt to push as far as possible calmly Lingjing. 这种态度无可厚非,况且大都是沙沙的亲戚身份,所以即便批判之中存在了太多其他的目的,家明也懒得对这些人太过理会。倒是有一天家明不在的时候,沙沙和灵静坐在一边说话。几个沙沙叔伯辈地人过来表示关心,同时倒也有两个与沙沙认识的孩子。或者是因为大人们私下里将灵静、家明这几个人说得太过卑鄙地缘故,其中一个孩子便一边跟沙沙说话,一边尽量不动声色地、犹如仇人般的试图将灵静挤开。 „Shasha Elder Sister, were you left sadly good......” “沙沙姐姐,你别伤心了好不好……” „Shasha Elder Sister, also has we......” “沙沙姐姐,还有我们呢……” „Shasha Elder Sister, later arrives our home to play......” “沙沙姐姐,以后到我们家去玩吧……” As child, if listens to that speech purely, looks at that clever expression, although is to a certain extent easy to bring back others' melancholy. But also indeed can also make one feel frustrated and affection. Although Shasha has started politely to deal with others, but eventually in heart sad, is only the nod, did not speak, naturally, two children comforted her desperately, she also squeezed a smile reluctantly. forest thunder puts out a hand to trace the head of old little girl, the girl withstand/top the leg of Lingjing with the buttocks with a smile, Lingjing does not want to care about these with the child but actually, moved the body to transfer the direction slightly, at the same time, „Pā” then resounded on that little girl face. 作为孩子来说,如果纯粹听那说话,看着那乖巧的表情,虽然在某种程度上容易勾起别人的愁思。但也的确也能令人感到窝心和喜爱。沙沙虽然已经开始礼貌性地应付旁人,但终究心中悲伤,只是点头,不怎么说话,当然,两个孩子拼命地安慰她,她也就勉强挤出一丝笑容来。林雷伸手摸了摸其中年纪稍大的小女孩的头,那女孩笑着用屁股去顶灵静的腿,灵静倒也不想跟个小孩子在意这些,移动身体稍微转了转方向,与此同时,“啪”的一声便响起在那小女孩地脸上。 That indeed is extremely resounding, even Lingjing had almost a scare suddenly, several people who the surroundings spoke immediately also surprised there, saw that Shasha lowered the head slightly, has that complex mixture sad smiling. Is looking at that little girl lightly, was overthrown by a sudden palm of the hand in surface-to-surface little girl is covering the face, somewhat confuses is looking at that pair of eyes, later Wa Wa cried. No one has thought, just now also strokes Shasha of her forehead with a smile, will act like this suddenly, flings. 那的确是太过响亮的一记耳光,连灵静一时间几乎都被吓了一跳,周围说话的几个人顿时也愕在了那儿,眼看沙沙微微低着头,带着那复杂的夹杂着悲伤的笑。淡淡地望着那小女孩,被突如其来的一巴掌打倒在地地小女孩捂着脸,有些迷惑地望着那双眼睛,随后哇哇地大哭了起来。谁也没有想到,方才还笑着抚摸她额头的沙沙,会这样突然出手,甩出一记耳光。 Hits the right hand of person to fall on the leg gently, points at empty grasps, the spin opens, so repeatedly several times. In Shasha that peaceful silence, little girl mother drew her hastily, wanted to say anything, but by her such condition frightening, does not dare to say suddenly. drawing the child is walking quickly. Several other Sirs also look at each other in blank dismay, said hastily words leave. After this matter . The person who deliberately wants to make what petty action in front of Shasha was short actually, but among the discussed person also oneself added Shasha impressively, generally was says her hoodwinking by the person of harboring evil intentions, if there is excessively, then generally was says her to forget own heritage, was too bad to the relative attitude, even the children hit and so on. But except for was hit little girl one at that time, others have not left, the relative, naturally must with liking persuading the hoodwinked young girl, does not make her benefit be harmed...... 打人的右手轻轻落在腿上,手指虚握,旋又张开,如此反复了几次。沙沙那安静的沉默中,小女孩的母亲连忙将她拉了起来,想要说什么,但是被她这样的状态给吓到,一时间也不敢说。拉着孩子赶快走了。另外几个大人也是面面相觑,连忙说句话离开。这件事之后。在沙沙面前刻意想要做什么小动作的人倒是少了,只不过被议论的人当中赫然也将沙沙本人加了进去,一般是说她被居心不良的人给蒙蔽了,若有过分的,则大抵是说她数典忘宗,对亲戚态度太恶劣,甚至连小孩子都打云云。只不过除了当时被打地小女孩一家,其余人都没有离开,亲戚嘛,当然要用爱来感化受人蒙蔽的少女,不让她的利益受到损害…… The Liu Zheng corpse buried in the tomb of Jianghai suburb on the morning of September 7, in the morning the sky hiked up the light rain, when a large crowd left the tomb, Shasha pulled the hand of Jiaming and Lingjing on own initiative, the tone was weary: „I want the sparkling water drop that went home......” on long eyelash to be hanging not to know when tears or the rainwater that shed again, boarded, Jiaming drove away the driver, oneself sat to the driving position, in the branch road junction, this car to the Sacred Heart Academy direction, went back the villa motorcade to go separate ways with the rear area. 柳正的尸体在九月 7 日上午于江海郊外的墓地中下葬,清晨天空飘起小雨,一大群人离开墓地时,沙沙主动地牵起家明和灵静的手,语气疲倦:“我想回家了……”长长的睫毛上悬挂的闪闪水珠也不知是再次流出的眼泪还是雨水,上车时,家明赶走了司机,自己坐到驾驶位上,在岔道口,这辆小车去往圣心学院的方向,与后方回去别墅地车队分道扬镳。 The people extremely had too many discontents and idle talks regarding three people intimately, Liu Zheng just buried, Shasha drops out the person who these rush home for a relative's funeral completely, in the rear line of sight does not know many belts the hostility and uncomfortable, but regarding Jiaming, since Shasha wants like this, that anything also to be indifferent. When the car arrives at the Sacred Heart Academy outside area Playroom entrance, Shasha depends on the Lingjing shoulder heavy to go off in the car back seat, this sleep/felt rests in the afternoon. The rain stops, she crawls blurry, spent for a half hour to take a bath thoroughly, cleans the teeth the later drying up hair, dressed up when the dressing table carefully, went out of the gate, she wore the light-green tracksuit, after the brain, neat ponytail, to sitting on the sofa looks silently her two people showed a smile: „I was good.” It seems like, as if returned to that vital even somewhat mindless violent movement young girl. 众人原本对于三人太过亲密就有太多的牢骚和闲话,柳正刚下葬,沙沙就完全抛下这些来奔丧的人,后方的视线中也不知有多少带着敌意和不爽的,但对于家明来说,既然沙沙想这样,那就什么也无所谓了。小车开到圣心学院外地游戏室门口时,沙沙在小车后座依着灵静地肩膀沉沉地睡去,这一觉睡到下午。雨停下的时候,她迷迷糊糊地爬起来,花了半个多小时彻彻底底地洗了个澡,刷牙之后吹干头发,在梳妆台前精心地打扮了一番,走出门时,她穿着浅绿色地运动套装,脑后清爽的马尾,冲着坐在沙发上默默看着她的两人露出一个笑容:“我好了。”看起来,似乎又回到了那个充满活力甚至有些没心没肺的暴力运动少女。 Jiaming opens the hand, Shasha sits down among two people, Lingjing held her head to kiss layer on layer/heavily on the cheeks, later entered the kitchen to make to eat to her. In the somewhat tranquil room, Shasha lies down on Jiaming plays the mechanical games, often is shaking the head because of disturbing of Jiaming, withstand/top his chest ruthlessly. Soon after Little Meng telephones, next morning in that side villa will announce that Liu Zheng will, asked that has anything to need to arrange, Jiaming said that the sound does not need, to hang up the telephone. 家明张开手,沙沙在两人之间坐下,灵静抱着她的头在脸颊上重重地亲了一下,随后进厨房给她弄吃的。有些宁静的房间中,沙沙躺在家明身上玩游戏机,不时因为家明的捣乱而摇着头,狠狠地顶他胸口。不久之后小孟打了个电话过来,第二天上午会在那边别墅公布柳正的遗嘱,问有没有什么需要布置一下的,家明说声不用,挂断电话。 Finished eating the dinner, weather gradually was black, when the television resounded CCTV weather forecast the sound, Jiaming washed the dish to come out from the kitchen, Lingjing cleaned up in the room, Shasha actually disappears, has asked Lingjing, knows that was goes to rooftop to relax. Two people intend to let her living alone a while, crossed a half hour of Jiaming to come up, Shasha is sitting on the chair under small canopy, both hands kneecap cast, looks at the night scene of distant place silently. 吃完晚饭,天气渐渐的黑了,电视里响起中央电视台天气预报的声音时,家明洗了碗从厨房出来,灵静在房间里打扫卫生,沙沙却是不见踪影,问过灵静,才知道是去天台上散心。两人有意让她独处一会儿,过了半个多小时家明才上去,沙沙正坐在小雨棚下的椅子上,双手抱膝,默默地看着远方的夜景。 Enters after autumn night, during the daytime has rained, the air somewhat is slightly cold. Looked at the past from the position of rooftop, under revolved the house that Sacred Heart Academy constructed to be close, very far place was the stream of vehicles restless street and Jianghai City center direction just like woods tall buildings, the entire city covered in the charming ray. Approves the coat when the Shasha body, Shasha leans on to his bosom. 入秋后的夜晚,白天又下过雨,空气微微有些冷。从天台的位置望过去,下方围绕圣心学院而建的房屋鳞次栉比,很远的地方才是车流不息的街道、江海市中心方向犹如树林般的高楼大厦,整座城市都笼罩在迷人的光芒之中。将外套批在沙沙身上时,沙沙倚靠到他的怀里。 „Actually I am deceiving people......” she sobbed was saying. “其实我是骗人的……”她哽咽着说道。 „Um.” “嗯。” „I said that I have the psychology to prepare, said him, even if died I not to feel extraordinary, actually at all was not...... his then many years came, I think that now he will not die, he said that must get married, I quite think that he can withdraw safely......” “我说我早就有心理准备了,说他就算死了我也不觉得出奇,其实根本不是的……他那么多年都过来了,我以为现在他就不会死了,他说要结婚,我好想他可以平平安安地退出……” „Um.” “嗯。” „But he died, why at this time, was because of that bewildered matter, he did then many misdemeanors before, this time he does not want to do, because on the contrary the narcotics had an accident...... Jiaming, was the retribution?” “可他还是死掉了,为什么是在这个时候,还是因为那种莫名其妙的事情,他以前做了那么多的坏事,这次他不想做了,反倒因为毒品出事了……家明,是报应吧？” „It is not......” “不是的……” „I remember small time frequently sees him injured, but he heavy wound, has not died even......” has been hugging young girl slightly shivering some bodies of sob, Jiaming is listening silently. In that wail, Shasha was saying off and on all things that remember, mentioned the childhood matter, to mother was to count the not many memory, the Liu Zheng injured fragment, in fact these matter Jiaming have listened to Shasha to say several times, but as if must pull out spatially the entire memory general, her such ignores said limitlessly, occasionally can also remember the small detail that some formerly had not thought to come, to mention Liu Zheng once to release a spear/gun in the own pillow, she took to come out to play secretly, mentioned Liu Zheng the belt/bring woman to go back by her to be seen occasionally, she on using the mother picture frame hit the person, Liu Zheng scolds her. She runs away...... “我记得小的时候常常看见他受伤的,可他就算再重的伤,都从来没有死过……”搂着少女微微有些颤抖的哭泣的身体,家明默默地听着。那哭泣声中,沙沙断断续续地说着自己记得的所有事情,说起小时候的事,对母亲为数不多的记忆,柳正受伤的片段,事实上这些事情家明早已听沙沙说过好几次,但就仿佛要将整个记忆都掏空一般,她就那样放任自己漫无边际地说,偶尔也能想起一些从前没想到的小细节来,说起柳正曾经在自己的枕头下放了一把枪,她偷偷拿出来玩过,说起柳正偶尔带女人回去被她看见,她就用母亲的相框打人,柳正骂她她就跑掉…… Probably after one hour, she stops gradually, Lingjing one time, has seen two people in the entrance in the same place, then left peacefully. Perhaps in fact in the Shasha heart the related father memory said that last one day and one night cannot say, but said so many, she as if thinks other things, look at the city that in the dim light of night the light is flowing, stops paused for a long time. 大概一个多小时之后,她才渐渐地停下来,灵静上来看过一次,在门口见两人在一起,便安静地离开了。事实上沙沙心中有关父亲的记忆或许说上一天一夜也不能说完,但说了这么多,她仿佛想到了另外的一些事情,望着夜色中灯光流淌的城市,停顿了许久。 „Jiaming...... in the Papa will, will write anything......” “家明……爸爸的遗嘱里,会写些什么呢……” „Can leave your thing to leave you, then...... makes you with Sand Bamboo Gang and organized crime completely separated......” “把能留给你的东西留给你,然后……让你跟沙竹帮、黑社会完全分开吧……” Liu Zheng this type possibly faces the dangerous at any time underworld gang Boss, the will then has naturally stood early, Jiaming thinks perhaps is also these, he does not hope that the daughter and underworld gang have the relation again, apportions all owners the subordinate power mostly on average, then finds part to Shasha, not many that although can keep safely, but regarding a Shasha person, can always guarantee subsequent did not give deficiently. Shasha thought a bit silently 柳正这种随时可能面临危险的黑道老大,遗嘱自然早早地便已经立好,家明想想或许也就是这些了,他不会希望女儿与黑道再有联系,多半是将手下的权力平均分给所有的堂主,然后匀出一部分给沙沙,虽然能安全留下来的不多,但对于沙沙一个人,总是能够保证此后的不予匮乏了。沙沙默默地想了一会 „Jiaming...... I dislike the narcotics, who is this, Huang Haobing is this, Papa was this...... I thing that wanted Papa to leave behind...... I cannot they deal in narcotics again......” “家明……我讨厌毒品,谁都是这样,黄浩兵是这样,爸爸也是这样……我想要爸爸留下的东西……我不许他们再贩毒了……”
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