HA :: Volume #3

#265: Saying goodbye


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The week bonfire flame, the crowd falls into an indescribable silence, after is silent, laughing that erupts, only from the people panic-stricken vision, can understand at this time, this silent will not have that lingering effect obviously, at this time pours in ground Mike and Jamol raises head to look at the form of youngster, but in Jiaming behind, draws his lower hem corner to kneel down in ground Sherry unable to stand, a hand is covering mouth, looking is only big iron tank to front that and throws in unceasingly the junks of collapse, in muttered is reading: Oh My God...... Oh My God......” 周篝火燃烧,人群陷入一阵难以言喻的沉默之中,相阵沉默之后爆发的大笑,此时只从众人惊骇的目光中,就能明白,这阵沉默显然不会带有那种后续的效果,此时倒在地上的麦克加摩尔仰头望着少年的身影,而在家明身后,拉着他的衣角跪倒在地上的雪莉还没能站起来,一只手捂着嘴,望向前方那只大铁箱与扔在不断倒塌的杂物,口中喃喃念着:“oh-my-god……oh-my-god……” cough...... cough......” …………” Good long time, only then in the workshop of people breathing just now transmits towering cough to cough the sound, has turned head, Yahan is looking here, light cough, put out a hand to rub chest she to be choked by the saliva. 好半晌,只有众人呼吸声的厂房里方才传来突兀的嗽声,回过头,雅涵怔怔地望着这边,一面轻,一面伸手揉动着胸口她被口水呛到了。 Stands there, Jiaming deeply inspires, on the face shows the light smile. 站在那儿,家明深吸了一口气,脸上露出淡淡的微笑。 From the angle of average person, is looking by surprised or the vision of awe by such many people, na, na could not speak, was really a very satisfied vanity matter, but in Jiaming, such vanity can only bring the light powerless feeling, pulled up behind Sherry conveniently, patted her shoulder: Plays well , to continue to try hard.” Walked toward Yahan. 以普通人的角度来说,被这样多的人以惊讶或敬畏的目光望着,呐呐地说不出话来,实在是一件很满足虚荣心的事情,不过在家明来说,这样的虚荣就只能带来淡淡的无力感,顺手拉起了身后的雪莉,拍了拍她的肩膀:“打得不错,继续努力。”朝着雅涵走了过去。 Opposite, Yahan is patting the chest, is looking at him, in the vision of smile is somewhat astonished, is somewhat novel, she knows that before fierce of Jiaming, has actually never seen, when he acts truly, will be this inhuman degree unexpectedly. 对面,雅涵拍着胸口,怔怔地望着他,微笑的目光中有些讶异,有些新奇,她以前就知道家明的厉害,却从未见过当他真正出手时,竟会达到这种非人的程度。 , He holds on her hand gently. 轻轻地,他拉住她的手。 Uh, you......” ,你……” We should walk.” “我们该走了。” Um? Which goes......” ?去哪……” Leaves here.” “离开这里。” The surroundings no one spoke, when two people are holding hands outside North Korea Workshop walked, the front several people subconsciously made way the road. After the Mike side, Yahan turned the head around, puts out a hand to wield with a smile , indicating that thanks with see again/goodbye, soon, two people under the people gaze, disappear in that stretch of snow-covered world...... 周围没有人说话,只是当两人牵着手朝厂房外走出去的时候,前方的几个人都下意识地让开了路。经过麦克身边时,雅涵回过了头,笑着伸出手来挥动一下,表示谢谢和再见,不久,两人就在众人地注视之下,消失在那片冰雪覆盖的天地中…… Left the small town, that night they used the tent to live in an evening in the nearby snow-covered wooded mountains. Without the noise of city, even has no artificial trace, in woods they clean up the snow, later ignited the bonfire, the nighttime sky blue sky after snow, by forest skeleton that the straight tree trunk composes, can see everywhere twinkle clearly the star light. 离开了小镇,当天晚上他们用帐篷在附近冰雪覆盖的山林里住了一晚。没有了城市的喧嚣,甚至没有任何人工的痕迹,树林之中他们清理开积雪,随后燃起了篝火,雪后的夜空万里无云,透过笔直树干组成的森林骨架,可以清晰地看见漫天闪烁的星光。 By the Jiaming outdoor life knowledge, has prepared all thing richly beforehand. This is not cold at night, naturally, as a result of the Yahan body issue, they were only supports was resting an evening. Next day. Two people return to New York, the entire city has fully is the Christmas Day warm atmosphere. 家明丰富地野外生活知识,事先就已经准备好了所有的东西。这个夜晚并不寒冷,当然,由于雅涵的身体问题,两人只是相拥着睡了一晚。第二天。两人回到纽约,整个城市有已经满是圣诞节的热烈气氛。 Because the snow stops, the aircraft grounding flight had also taken off at this time, but the temporary crest of wave returns United States, Castro just died, if takes plane, that side the difficult insurance village to brave to be made anything out of the ordinary by the risk of United States government comprehensive suppression. Goes home the matter to hand over by Yan Huang Awakening arranges, time of this day, two people strolled for day in the New York urban district liveliest each store. At night, that side Yan Huang Awakening has arranged to sneak across the oceangoing freighter that the form secret returns to homeland. Around 9 : 00 pm, Jiaming and Yahan bid good-bye temporarily, drives to go to the Saliere manor alone. 由于雪停,原本停飞的航班此时也已经重新起飞,只是暂时的风头还美国,卡斯特罗刚死,如果坐飞机,难保庄那边会不会冒着被美国政府全面打压的风险做出什么出格的事情来。回家地事情交由炎黄觉醒安排,这一天的时间,两人在纽约市区最繁华的各个商店逛了一天。到了晚上,炎黄觉醒那边已经安排好了以偷渡形式秘密回国的远洋货轮。晚上 9 点多,家明雅涵暂时地分了手,独自驾车去往萨利埃庄园。 Crosses the fence, has moved under water tightly guarded the small square and garden, enters that villa 2nd floor secretly. Room all that he temporarily resided like yesterday, even the bedding is disorderly, before maintaining as before more than for two days , when he leaves appearance. 越过围墙,潜行过戒备森严地小广场、花园,偷偷进入那栋别墅二楼。原本他暂住的房间一切如昨,连被褥都是凌乱的,依旧保持着两天多以前他离开时的模样。 Pushes the window to enter, after the room, enters the villa internal corridor, he smells the light liquor air/Qi, the sound of television anthology indistinctly transmitted, the warm air somewhat seems to be insufficient. Arrives at the corridor the staircase corner, in the under living room the light is goes out, television actually. The ray is shining intermittently some scopes in living room, then, he saw Marilyn on sofa. 推窗而入,经过房间,进入别墅内部的走廊时,他闻到了淡淡的酒气,电视剧集的声音隐约传来,暖气似乎有些不足。来到走廊的楼梯转角处,下方客厅里地灯光是熄灭的,电视却在开着。光芒忽明忽暗地照耀着客厅里的些许范围,然后,他就看到了沙发上的玛丽莲 In television ray that the light and shade beats, he walks quietly, wore the frail resting skirt, the blonde female as if rolls up the body to fall asleep on the sofa like this. 明暗跳动的电视光芒里,他悄无声息地走过去,穿着单薄的睡裙,金发地女子似乎就这样在沙发上蜷缩着身体睡着了。 Western female is easy, many females after production will then meet the build then rapidly becomes extremely fat, even if not be too obvious, waist still often compared with on others big, and marched into at age 30, on the face the the relaxation of production and skin of wrinkle and spot was quicker than on many Oriental. However, perhaps is related with the life experience, these make one appear the senile symptom, has not presented any clue on the body of Marilyn. 西方的女子容易衰老,许多女子自生产之后便会体形便会迅速变得臃肿,即便不是太明显,腰围也往往会比别人大上一圈,并且步入30岁后,脸上皱纹、斑点的产生、皮肤的松弛更是比东方人快上许多。不过,或许与人生经历有关,这些使人显得衰老的症状,并没有在玛丽莲的身上出现任何端倪。 Had passed her skin of 30 th birthday smoothly is still exquisite like the young girl, the waist is slender, the both legs are slender and sexy, the chest plentifully actually does not seem extremely fat. Then is Tang Jingyao gave birth to Heidi when her over ten years old, after that has been living the desolate profound living alone life in United States, after 95 years by Jiaming rescued next these years time, she started to contact with the outside world, whole person while becoming mature independent, the body maintained is just liking the young girl vigor. However at this time looks like, but this as before sex appeal on attractive body, has has not seen, as if died general thin and pale. 已经度过30岁生日的她皮肤依旧光滑细腻得有如少女,腰肢纤细,双腿修长而性感,胸部丰满却并不显得臃肿。在她十多岁时便已经为唐敬尧生下了海蒂,此后一直在美国过着落寞幽深的独居生活,九五年被家明救下后的这几年时间里,她开始跟外界接触,整个人在变得成熟自主的同时,身体保持着犹如少女般地活力。不过此时看来,这具依旧性感而诱人的身体上,也有着从所未见的,仿佛死去了一般的憔悴。 Resting the skirt is somewhat disorderly, the liquor air/Qi fills the air in all around, she rolls up is lying down there, is also frowning in the sleep tightly, golden hair is in utter confusion disperses when the body side, Jiaming approaches, builds in the left hand of sofa edge slightly trembles, bang, a beverage bottle fell to fall on the ground, the also has half bottle of liquor fluids flowed recklessly, periphery soaked rug. The front tea table, is suspending several drunk up whiskey beverage bottles. 睡裙有些凌乱,酒气弥漫在四周,她蜷缩着躺在那里,在睡梦中也是紧皱着眉头,一头金发凌乱不堪地散在身侧,家明走近时,搭在沙发边缘的左手微微一颤,砰的一声,一只酒瓶摔落在地上,还有半瓶的酒液肆意地流淌了出来,浸湿周围了的地毯。前方的茶几了,摆着好几个已经喝完的威士忌酒瓶。 Walks to pick to put on the beverage bottle the tea table, he squats before the sofa looks at the appearance of her deep sleep, such scene, sees from her for the first time. 走过去将酒瓶捡起来放到茶几上,他蹲在沙发前看着她沉睡的模样,这样的情景,还是第一次从她身上看见。 Before remembering for more than three years, in Jianghai, after Tang Jingyao died, she wants to commit suicide, later was prevented by him, that should be in her life the most painful moment, however after that she chose enticed a child to put behind these pain, even at that time, he has not seen her to turn into today this appearance. 记得三年多以前,在江海,唐敬尧死去之后,她想要自杀,随后被他阻止,那应该是她的人生中最为痛苦的一刻,然而在那之后,她选择了勾引一个小孩子来忘却这些痛苦,甚至在那时,他也未曾见过她变成今天这副模样。 Perhaps one such as the love cannot become the guarantee that supports each other life-long, the responsibility with giving in instead can make one grow old together, therefore lost the sustenance of mind instead 或许一如爱情不能成为相守终生的保证,责任与迁就反而可以令人白头偕老,因此失去了心灵的寄托反 Goes to the lover to come sadly, three years ago, what he sees is the sustenance is not then able to survive something resembling silk common woman, once thinks that this something resembling silk will become in later mature. Will at least reduce certainly the sense of dependence, however now looks like, this something resembling silk as if became relies on and is more incurable...... 去爱人来得更加令人悲伤吧,三年之前,他看到的是寄托便无法存活的丝子一般的女人,曾经以为这株丝子会在之后变得成熟。至少会减少一定地依赖感,然而现在看来,这株丝子似乎变得更加依赖、更加无可救药了…… He rarely sighed, because rarely has the matter to make him feel helpless truly, however at this time, he sighed eventually gently, in the heart was very difficult to talk clearly is anything felt. At present, Marilyn shrank again tightened the body. Trembles slightly. Jiaming stands, found the remote control of air conditioning in the living room, raises when the temperature, has turned head, that form on sofa does not know when sat, spirit general is staring at him. 他是很少叹气的,因为很少有事情会令他真正感到无奈,然而此时,他终究是轻轻地叹息一声,心中很难说清是什么感觉。眼前,玛丽莲再一次地缩紧了身体。微微一颤。家明站起来,在客厅里找到空调的遥控,将温度调高,回过头时,沙发上的那道身影不知什么时候坐了起来,幽灵一般的凝望着他。 Jiaming not too many surprise, but that side, whether illusion seems to be confirming the present. Suddenly both sides have not spoken. In a minute, Marilyn on the side of a deviation, Wa will vomit suddenly, in the living room the liquor air/Qi and aura fills the air sourly ill-smellingly. Jiaming takes up the small trash can walk, later is patting the back for her. 家明没有太多的惊奇,而那边,似乎在确认着眼前的是否幻觉。一时间双方都没有说话。片刻,玛丽莲陡然将头偏向一边,的一声呕吐起来,客厅之中酒气与酸腐难闻地气息弥漫开来。家明拿起小垃圾桶走过去,随后为她轻拍着后背。 The overwhelming vomit continued for about a half minute, restores to pant for breath slightly, Marilyn is excessive: You, are really......” immediately, took by Jiaming is scratching the paper napkin of mouth to stop up the words for her. 翻江倒海般的呕吐持续了大约半分钟,稍稍恢复喘息,玛丽莲偏过了头:“你,真的是……”随即,被家明拿着为她擦嘴的餐巾纸堵住了话语。 My also has several hours leave United States, have a look at you.” “我还有几个小时离开美国,过来看看你。” Jiaming is saying lightly, after is silent, Marilyn as if must cry general saying: Sorry......” 家明淡淡地说着,一阵沉默之后,玛丽莲仿佛要哭出来一般的说道:“对不起……” No. Previous time did not explain, is actually my wrong...... you are right......” “没。上次的不解释,其实是我的错……你是对的……” Marilyn looks wan is shaking the head, some train of thought also has confusions, resemble do not know how should reply: Heidi...... Heidi she fell asleep, I coaxed her...... to fall asleep for a long time finally, I...... I called her to get down. You wait/etc. she, you must see her...... she to cry more than for day......” 玛丽莲形容憔悴地摇着头,思绪还有些混乱,似是不知道该怎样回答:“海蒂……海蒂她睡着了,我哄了她好久……终于睡着了,我就……我去叫她下来。你等等她,你一定要见她……她哭了一天多了……” She struggles to crawl, immediately soft gets down weak but actually, Jiaming shakes the head: Later, is not anxious.” Put out a hand to hug her, at this time on Marilyn the liquor air/Qi filled the air, a point filthy thing of vomit splashed above resting the skirt, heard that looked like in the beggar or the drunkard who in some New York dark lane were occupied by, hugs in time that she is going upstairs, the Marilyn two hands closely restrained the Jiaming arm. As if he may disappear anytime general. In the mouth muttered is saying: Sorry...... sorry......” 她挣扎着想要爬起来,随即又无力地软倒下去,家明摇了摇头:“待会吧,不急。”伸手将她抱了起来,此时地玛丽莲身上酒气弥漫,呕吐的点点秽物溅在睡裙之上,闻起来就像是在纽约某个暗巷里居住的乞丐或者酒鬼,抱着她上楼的时间里,玛丽莲两只手紧紧地勒住家明地手臂。仿佛他随时都有可能消失一般。口中喃喃地说着:“对不起……对不起……” You probably became heavy.” Jiaming cracks a joke. “你好像变重了。”家明开了个玩笑。 Enters to the Marilyn room, Jiaming enters the bathroom, put completely the hot water in the bathtub, in must she put down, Marilyn as if receives to frighten general shaking the head of: You need to take a hot bath, relax, I will not walk.” 进到玛丽莲的房间,家明走进浴室,在浴缸里放满了热水,只是在要将她放下时,玛丽莲仿佛受到惊吓一般的摇了摇头:“你需要洗个热水澡,放心,我不会走的。” Marilyn bind rounds his hand as before obstinately, looks at him to say in a soft voice: You help me wash.” 玛丽莲依旧执拗地箍住他的手,望着他轻声道:“你帮我洗。” Among two people, the matter of this not taboo, Jiaming admits in her the hot water, took off the resting skirt and underwear of soaking for her, takes up the bath towel to scour the body for her, when he said with a smile: Except for Heidi, I may not have group of people to handle this matter, you are not a child.” When Marilyn scours, but still made him accompany in the one side. 对于两人之间来说,这并非什么禁忌的事情,家明将她放进热水里,替她脱掉了湿透的睡裙与内衣,拿起浴巾为她擦洗着身体,当他笑着说道:“除了海蒂,我可从没帮人做过这种事情,你又不是小孩子。”时,玛丽莲才自己擦洗起来,只是仍旧让他在一旁陪着。 Her time is weak, in addition when is drunk, stands sways, steaming hot, the spirit somewhat is also absent-minded, takes a bath with great difficulty, Jiaming wraps her entire body with the big bath towel, held on the bed, rolled up well in his side long time, Marilyn asked weakly: „Do you also want me?” 她此时身体虚弱,加上酒醉,站起来时摇摇晃晃的,热气蒸腾中,精神也有些恍惚,好不容易洗完了澡,家明用大浴巾将她整个身体包裹起来,抱到了床上,蜷缩在他的身边好半晌,玛丽莲虚弱地问道:“你还要我吗?” Um, but also important place.” ,还要地。” This reply without hesitation made her relieved, was being wrapped the completely naked body by the spacious bath towel, she closely depended on Jiaming, rolled up in his side. Although the Jiaming appearance seems like a youngster, she is actually completely maturely independently the female, perhaps however rarely has the lens to be able, if the contrast displays timid young girl inspiring tenderness words and expressions the concept. Said on the bed several words, when speaking of Heidi, Jiaming waves toward the gate: Comes.” 这句毫不犹豫的回答令她安下心来,被宽大的浴巾包裹着完全赤裸的身体,她紧紧地靠着家明,蜷缩在他的身边。尽管家明的外貌看来还是个少年,她却已经是完全成熟独立地女子,然而或许很少有镜头能够如果反差地表现出小鸟依人这个词语的概念。在床上说了几句话,说到海蒂时,家明朝门边挥了挥手:“进来吧。” The door was opened gently, appears there, lowered the head, on face to fill flurried and thin and pale little girl, the finger is drawing the lower hem corner lightly, on the face seemed like the also has tear stains, must achieve the movement the gentleness is not detected, she has not put on shoes, exquisite barefoot is not handling is rubbing. 房门被轻轻地打开了,出现在那儿的,正是低着头、脸上充满了慌乱与憔悴的小女孩,手指轻拉着衣角,脸上似乎还有泪痕,或许是要做到动作的轻柔不被发觉,她没有穿鞋,小巧的赤足正无措地摩擦着。 The hesitant moment, she entered the room timidly. Marilyn sits the body subconsciously, drew on drawing bath towel, leaves a Jiaming point. However Heidi does not have to throw as usual toward Jiaming, but bypassed Jiaming, climbs up the bed, sits to mother side, Marilyn put out a hand to grasp her. 犹豫片刻,她怯生生地进了房间。玛丽莲下意识地坐正身体,拉了拉身上的浴巾,离开家明一点。不过海蒂却没有像往常一样朝家明扑过去,而是绕过了家明,爬上床,到了母亲身边坐着,玛丽莲伸手抱住了她。 Touches the head of Heidi gently, Jiaming smiled: My don’t dislike you, but something, you are too young, is not clear.” 轻轻摸了摸海蒂的头,家明笑了起来:“我没有不喜欢你,只不过有些事情,你还太小,不明白。” Sorry......” “对不起……” I said that my don’t dislike you.” “我说了,我没有不喜欢你。” You do not like me, you like Mama.” The girl honk gnawed in a soft voice, in the hidden bitterness tone, as if still has one to be unwilling, I could not snatch her......” “你不喜欢我,你喜欢妈妈。”女孩轻声嘟囓,幽怨语气之中,似乎仍旧有着一丝不甘,“我抢不过她……” Does not know how this words should reply, Marilyn can only hug the daughter speechless, the vision is looking flurriedly to Jiaming, Jiaming actually smiles: I did not say these to the child, on you are also dirty, washes a hot bath, my also has two hours, before then, first helps you make the point to eat.” 不知道这种话该怎么回答,玛丽莲只能无言地抱着女儿,目光慌乱地瞧向家明,家明却是一笑:“我不跟小孩子说这些,你身上也是脏兮兮的,去洗个热水澡吧,我还有两个小时的时间,在这之前,先帮你们弄点吃地。” He is saying getting out of bed, later had/left the corridor, backhands the door to draw , mother and daughter on bed look at the door of shutdown, Marilyn were saying in a soft voice: Takes a bath.” Heidi nods, from the bed, actually, in the Marilyn light call, she towed the big bath towel to run in the bathroom later fiercely, bang a door closed. 他说着下了床,随后出了走廊,反手将门拉上,床上的母女望着关掉的房门,玛丽莲轻声道:“去洗澡吧。”海蒂点了点头,从床上下来,随后却是猛地一拉,玛丽莲的轻呼声中,她拖着大浴巾跑进了浴室,砰的一声将门关上。 Is naked the body to sit on the bed, Marilyn does not know suddenly is smiles or angry, or is worried for the daughter, a moment later, has to get out of bed weakly, discovers the clothes to put on to the closet. In the bathroom, Little Heidi holds that bath towel, on the face has the smile after practical joke as ever, the tears actually already rustle, in a minute, her bit the thick bath towel, shivering, silent you are crying, the body depends on the wall, coasts slowly...... 赤裸着身体坐在床上,玛丽莲一时间也不知道是笑还是恼,又或是为了女儿而烦忧,片刻之后,也只好虚弱地下床,到衣柜里找出衣服穿上。浴室之中,小海蒂抱着那浴巾,脸上犹然带着恶作剧后的笑容,眼泪却已经簌簌而下,片刻,她一口咬住了厚厚的浴巾,颤抖着,无声地怮哭起来,身体靠着墙壁,缓缓滑下……
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