HA :: Volume #2

#158: Mentally confused

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Oneself covet for a long time female to push over on the bed, but also said the incomparable dim daylight, the response of Huang Haoyun spouts the nosebleed, what kind of fantasies from this is not perhaps difficult to guess him usually to some Yahan. 己觊觎已久的女子被人按倒在床上,还说出了无比暧,黄浩云的反应是喷出鼻血,由此恐怕便不难揣测他平日里对雅涵都有些怎样的幻想。 But on the other hand, when Yahan opened the eye blurry, first response is actually more intense struggling. Knows that some of her always hypotensions, when getting out of bed is very blurry, Jiaming holds down her both hands: „Hey, had a bad dream? That...... Teacher Yahan.” 而另一方面,当雅涵迷迷糊糊地睁开了眼睛,首先的反应却是更加激烈的挣扎。知道她一向有些低血压,起床时很迷糊,家明按住她的双手:“喂,做恶梦了吧？那个……雅涵老师。” „...... That...... you have not wanted...... me...... that...... I to ask you to forgive me...... to be possible and be possible you to pay no attention to me ashamed...... I and I............ that...... that...... Uh......” “没……没……那个……你一直都要……我……那个……我求你饶了我……可、可你不理我……我、我……羞耻……那个……那个……呃……” Off and on sound, because the train of thought of master is somewhat chaotic, majority do not listen clearly, but can identify several words and expressions probably , is not very definite. However even if guessed, these words obviously „Elder Brother Jiaming not want” to seem ambiguous compared with that a moment ago. Lets loose the hand of Yahan, Jiaming somewhat visits following Huang Haoyun awkwardly, but to at this time, Yahan slightly was also sober. 断断续续的声音,由于主人的思绪有些混乱,大多数也就听不清楚,只是大概能够辨认出几个词语,也是不很确定。不过纵然是猜测,这几个词显然要比刚才那句“家明哥哥不要”更显得暧昧。放开雅涵的手,家明有些尴尬地望望后面的黄浩云,而到得此时,雅涵也才稍微清醒了些。 „Uh...... that...... that...... how......” “呃……那个……那个……怎么了……” „...... Has not had, did you have the nightmare? I remember you consistently have the hypotension, getting out of bed time could not distinguish clearly the dream and reality......” sits on the sides of the bed shows smile calmly, Jiaming also puts out a hand to refer to the Yahan skirt, just now one struggled, the skirt suspended to shed at this time, can see the belt/bring lace lace indistinctly the black underpant, wants to come , was not only he, Huang Haoyun perhaps also in accidentally full fine sights, cannot help but somewhat regretted. “没……没,你做噩梦了吧？我记得你一向有低血压,起床的时候分不清梦和现实……”坐在床沿上露出若无其事的笑容,家明也伸手指了指雅涵的裙子,方才的一番挣扎,裙摆此时已然褪了上去,隐约可以见到带蕾丝花边的黑色内裤,想来不光是他,黄浩云恐怕也在无意中饱了眼福,不由得有些惋惜。 Lagged behind the skirt swayed hastily, Yahan took up big broadside glasses on nearby desk to put on, lowers the head, bends the leg to sit on the Jiaming bed. In the room 1 time is somewhat silent, this atmosphere seems somewhat seems like Yahan after Jiaming commits adultery by Huang Haoyun to be seized deceitfully at the scene of bed, in such atmosphere, Yahan was recalling the previous all, the complexion starts becomes red, to was just like spread ketchup finally. 连忙拉下了裙摆,雅涵拿起一旁书桌上的大宽边眼镜戴上,低着头,屈腿坐在家明的床上。房间里一时间有些寂静,这气氛看起来有些像是雅涵跟家明通奸后被黄浩云捉奸在床的情景,也是在这样的气氛中,雅涵回想着先前的一切,脸色开始变红,到最后俨如涂了一层番茄酱。 „Uh, that......” moment, Yahan first broke the deadlock, „I...... I set the example of nightmare, I...... I must go to bathroom.” Deeply inspires, she withstood/top the cheeks that the flushed has not been drawing back to get out of bed, puts on black high-heeled shoes, later smiles, walked toward out of the door. “呃,那个……”片刻,还是雅涵第一个打破了僵局,“我……我是做了个噩梦的样子,我……我要上个厕所。”深吸一口气,她顶着红潮未退的脸颊下床,穿好了黑色的高跟鞋,随后笑了笑,朝门外走了出去。 „Hey, ate meal.” “喂,吃饭了。” „Good, good, I pass immediately......” “好的、好的,我马上过去……” „My room has the restroom......” “我的房间就有厕所啊……” Jiaming wants to follow, but Yahan as if not plan he, bang bang several then run does not see the person's shadow. This side, Huang Haoyun has used the wicked vision to stare to tighten Jiaming, later to/clashes fiercely, seizes his collar. 家明想要跟着出去,不过雅涵似乎并不打算等他,砰砰几声便跑得不见人影。这一边,黄浩云已经用恶狠狠的目光盯紧了家明,随后猛地冲过来,一把揪住他的衣领。 „You spoke the truth! You with Yahan she......” “你老实说！你跟雅涵她……” Finishes barely the words, according to put out a hand one to move in behind to Jiaming of window directly, the window opens suddenly, Jiaming has poured outside lawn, tumbled several to crawl. 话音未落,被直接按向窗户的家明伸手在背后一动,窗户陡然打开,家明已经倒在了外面的草地里,翻滚几下爬了起来。 „Excuse me, sane, Boss, absolutely is not that appearance that you think.” “拜托,理智点,老大,绝对不是你想的那个样子。” „Otherwise can be what appearance, also has...... I have not closely examined you in the Xinning City hotel......” “不然会是什么样子,还有在新宁市的酒店里……我还没有追问过你……” „She had a nightmare......, moreover I am younger than seven years old her, we are only the friends, you know that intergenerational activity and intergenerational activity......” “她只是做了个噩梦啊……而且我比她小七岁多,我们只是朋友,你知道的,忘年交、忘年交……” „Hands over you a head! I butchered you......” “交你个头！我宰了你……” To pursue from the window, Jiaming has turned around to run does not see the person's shadow, in the home, he who cannot stir up can always hide, no one can pursue him. 想要从窗台追出去,家明已经转身跑得不见人影,在这个家里,惹不起的他一向躲得起,谁也追不到他。 ...... …… ...... …… After more than ten minutes, comes out Yahan that just now to appear from the restroom in the hall, has said the hello with some people of understanding, she arrives in the corner the Jiaming side to sit down directly. This table was Huang Family some young fellows presents, is similar, worships father later Xu Yiting to Jiaming and Huang Haobing, Yahan mixed, some were not quite immediately coordinated, but looked at her condition at this moment, as if simply has not noticed this point. 十多分钟后,从厕所里出来的雅涵方才出现在大厅之中,与一些认识的人打过了招呼,她径直走到角落里家明的身边坐下。这一桌都是黄家的一些少年人在座,类似于家明、黄浩兵、拜祭了父亲之后的许毅婷,雅涵掺和进来,顿时有些不太协调,不过看她此刻的状态,似乎根本没有注意到这一点。 This Yahan is a guest, is not lowly in the Zhang Family component, after a half minute, then has a Jiaming aunt to come, wants to arrange her to go to main meal seat nearby table, was seeing with own eyes some people must add the position to her, Yahan stand to reject hastily with a smile. 这一次雅涵算是客人,在张家的份量也算不上低,半分钟之后,便有家明的一位婶婶过来,想要安排她去主餐席旁边的桌子,眼见着有人要给她加位置,雅涵连忙站起来笑着拒绝了。 „Auntie did not need to trouble, everyone such was ripe, coming to here is not different to own, let alone is the official business that table of everyone discussed that my girl also said no on what words, happen to Yiting also in this table......, moreover I was when Teacher, taught was they......” “阿姨不用麻烦了,大家这么熟了,来这里还不跟自己家一样么,何况在那一桌大家谈的都是公事,我一个女孩子也说不上什么话,正好毅婷也在这桌……而且我是当老师的,教的就是他们这些人呢……” However, said that accompanies Yiting to sit together, the seat side Xu Yiting she had not actually passed, but was the choice sits in the Jiaming side, saw her to have no interest in sit goes to that side, opposite party also no longer reluctantly, but in not far away, in the heart suspected Huang Haoyun that reduced slightly to be full of the complaint the vision to look again. 不过,说是陪着毅婷一块坐,在许毅婷身边仍有一个座位她却没有过去,而是选择坐在了家明的身边,见她无心坐到那边去,对方也就不再勉强,而在不远处,心中怀疑稍减的黄浩云再次以饱含怨念的目光望了过来。 Then, since that camp cooking meets kidnapping the matter, Yahan has not come Huang Family again, loses heart also has nothing, when presents a Jiaming such comparison at present, really made him depressed, does not understand own actually lacked anything compared with Jiaming such fellow. 说起来,自从那次野炊遇上绑架的事情之后,雅涵就没有再来过黄家,就此死心倒也没什么,然而当眼前出现了家明这样的一个对照,就实在令他郁闷非常,不明白自己倒底比家明那样的家伙缺少些什么。 While his depressed, the Yahan mood as if is also in the middle of some type of contradiction, from sits, she then does not have Jiaming to speak, food, but eats the vegetable/dish in low spirits, occasionally 在他郁闷的同时,雅涵的情绪似乎也正处于某种矛盾当中,从一坐下来,她便没有家明说话,菜肴上来,只是闷头吃菜,偶 The known person came just now to greet with a smile. Hall inside and outside sounds of people cauldrons I often, but Jiaming always thought that has a cold air to circle circles, eats the quick half of time, Huang Bingxing also carried the wine glass to walk, exchanged greetings with Yahan. 识的人过来了方才笑着打个招呼。大厅内外人声鼎I常,不过家明始终觉得身边有股寒气在绕啊绕啊,吃到快一半的时候,黄柄兴也端着酒杯走了过来,与雅涵寒暄起来。 As Huang Haoyun father, Huang Bingxing has hoped actually Yahan can become the daughter-in-law of family/home, although Yahan and Huang Haoyun to do not glance, but always Huang Bingxing and Zhang Jing’an, are maintaining the good relations with Yahan and with Zhang Family, chatted a while probably, after drinking two glasses of liquor mutually, Huang Bingxing asked with a smile: „Heard that the relations of Yahan with our family/home Jiaming is good, right?” 作为黄浩云的父亲,黄柄兴其实一直都希望雅涵能够当自己家的儿媳妇,虽然雅涵与黄浩云对不上眼,但一直以来黄柄兴与张敬安、与雅涵、与张家都保持着不错的关系,大概聊了一会儿,互相喝了两杯酒之后,黄柄兴笑着问道:“听说雅涵跟我们家家明的关系不错啊,是吗？” „Hehe, naturally.” Listens to him to mention Jiaming, Yahan stares slightly, but along with, even if smiled brightly, „we look like the sister and brother to be the same, in Dojo I still am his Senior Sister, also has, Jiaming had also rescued my life before, Wú......” puts out a hand like patting the puppy is tapping the head of Jiaming, later a shoulder that holds in the arms Jiaming, kissed one on his cheeks layer on layer/heavily, although Jiaming at this time also 16 years old, but two people age has bad after all, in others opinion, such frank and upright sexually harassing instead is from sincere, Huang Bingxing laughed, but one side several. The Sir sees Jiaming to detest is scratching the cheeks, spoke to tease. “呵呵,当然啦。”听他说起家明,雅涵微微一愣,但随即便灿烂地笑了起来,“我们就像是姐弟一样,武馆里我也是他的师姐啊,还有,以前家明还救过我的命呢,唔啊……”伸手像拍小狗一样拍着家明的脑袋,随后一把搂住家明的肩膀,在他的脸颊上重重地亲了一口,虽然家明此时也已经十六岁,但两人毕竟年龄有差,在旁人看来,这样光明正大的调戏反而是发自诚挚,黄柄兴大笑了起来,而一旁的几个大人见家明嫌恶地擦着脸颊,纷纷都出言取笑起来。 Had asked after this issue, Huang Bingxing leaves with a smile, spoke several words in the distant place and Huang Haoyun, although separated being able to hear far, but Jiaming can still through reading the lip identifies the meaning, Huang Bingxing was saying probably: „Unpromising...... the age misses then to be many, she with Jiaming how possible......” 问过这个问题之后,黄柄兴笑着离开,在远处与黄浩云说了几句话,虽然隔得远了听不到,但家明仍旧可以通过读唇辨认出意思,黄柄兴大概是在说:“没出息……年龄差那么多,她跟家明怎么可能……” „Hey, do not scratch, on the face also does not have......” “喂,别擦啦,脸上又没有……” Is identifying this speech to the fathers and sons, Yahan holds on him with a smile the hand that wipes the face, Jiaming was showing the whites of the eyes: „How possibly not to have......” 正在辨认这对父子的说话,雅涵笑着拉住了他正在擦脸的手,家明翻了个白眼:“怎么可能没有……” „Snort, how you know to have, you have not looked in a mirror!” Yahan is raising head to refuse to admit being inferior said. “哼,你怎么知道有的,你又没照镜子！”雅涵仰着头不甘示弱地说道。 „.” Jiaming referred to her side white china bowl ill-humoredly, the bowl had contaminated several points lipstick traces in broken bits along above, „you sent sex-madly, on lipstick such thick......” “喏。”家明没好气地指了指她身边的白瓷碗,碗沿之上已经沾染了几点细碎的口红痕迹,“你发花痴啊,口红上这么厚……” „Snort...... starry eyed how......” “哼……花痴又怎么样……” When usually in two people live alone the atmosphere, perhaps Yahan will regard the game this matter, throws to leave behind a lipstick seal again, however in the present situation, she naturally does not dare to make anything again. But heard Jiaming saying that her lipstick was too thick, Yahan complexion cannot help but again red one red, the makeup was she makes up in the restroom, the mood somewhat was at that time chaotic...... 若是平日里两个人独处时的气氛,雅涵恐怕会将这种事情当成游戏,扑上去再留下一个口红印,然而现在的情况下,她自然不敢再做什么。而听见家明说她的口红太厚,雅涵的脸色不由得再红了一红,妆是她在厕所里补上的,当时心情有些乱…… Was recalling these things, looked at red seal on Jiaming face, Yahan were taking up the china bowl, made an effort to nip along with the lip in the bowl, later, there then left behind a crimson hickey, by the inside and outside, bright attractive...... 回想着那些事情,望着家明脸上的红印,雅涵拿起了瓷碗,在碗沿上用嘴唇用力一咬,随后,那儿便留下了一个彤红的唇印,内外两侧,鲜艳诱人…… Matter arrives now, even if in own sentiment slow like Jiaming, detected indistinctly was not right, in the reason had judged, but in the perception is actually not able to understand, in the heart also somewhat is suddenly puzzled. Yahan lowers the head to eat thing peacefully, occasionally raised the head with a smile, no longer talked with him, ended until the dinner party. 事情到得现在,纵然在自身的感情上迟钝如家明,也隐约察觉出了一丝不对,理智上早已有所判断,但感性上却始终无法理解,一时间心中也有些困惑。身边的雅涵安静地低头吃东西,偶尔笑着抬起头来,不再与他交谈,直到饭局结束。 Has eaten meal later rests, Yahan also sets out to say goodbye, has chatted several next day performances with Jiaming, actually is also only as far as possible the tone of formulation, affectionate of not too many. 吃过了饭之后休息一阵,雅涵也就起身告辞,与家明聊过几句第二天的表演,却也只是尽量公式化的语气,没有过多的亲昵。 ******************************************************** ******************************************************** Intersection, the red light shines, the car stops before the white line peacefully. 十字路口,红灯亮起来,小车在白线之前安静地停下。 Looks at light several seconds, Yahan deeply is inspiring, grasped the steering wheel gently, arrives at the forehead above. 望着灯光边的数秒,雅涵深吸了一口气,轻轻抱住了方向盘,将额头抵在上面。 When recalled to slip off the underpants situation in the restroom at that time, that mounted water stain that the hand and felt ashamed, she even can also feel that at this time icy coldness between both legs, the whole body was the soft mention strength. 回忆起当时在厕所里褪下内裤时的情形,那黏手而又羞人的水渍,她此时甚至还能感到双腿之间的冰凉,全身都是软软的提不起力气来。 Unexpectedly had the spring dream...... you dead you on the Jiaming bed...... Zhang Yahan...... 居然在家明的床上做了春梦……你死掉了你……张雅涵…… Jiaming did he...... know? Although on table all normal, but installs chastely is his strong point, keen such as he, likely knew, because actually does not want by oneself embarrassed, but has not said that what kind of idea in then his heart will have, how he will see himself from now on...... 家明他……知道了吗？虽然在餐桌上一切正常,但装纯洁本来就是他的强项,敏锐如他,很可能是知道了,却因为不想让自己难堪而没有说出来,那么他心中会有怎样的想法呢,他今后会怎样看自己呢…… also has that dream...... 还有那个梦…… Has felt oneself should be a very normal person, what however that dream did actually represent? Oneself were really likes Jiaming, liking being also good to like also well, however oneself is impossible saying that if Jiaming really can...... force itself like that dream, only for he himself forced to make this and that ashamed matter to come happily, how even if oneself sobbed to beg for mercy remains unmoved...... such not to need to face awkward and chose...... 一直觉得自己应该是个很正常的人,然而那个梦倒底代表了什么呢？自己是真的喜欢上家明了吧,爱也好喜欢也好,然而自己是不可能说出来的,假如家明真能像那个梦里一样……强迫自己,只为了他自己高兴而强制着自己做出这样那样羞耻的事情来,就算自己怎样哭泣求饶都不为所动……那样的话自己就不用去面临为难与选择了吧…… In the viewpoint according to psychology, the dream is manifestation that in the person heart longs, is it possible that oneself are anticipating the matter of that shape...... 按心理学上的观点,梦是人心中渴望的体现,自己莫非在期待着那形的事情吗…… It is not able to think clearly, is unable easily to acknowledge this point, a moment later, the green light shines, she steps on the accelerator, diligently spirit centralized in tomorrow's school anniversary. 无法想得清楚,也无法轻易承认这一点,片刻之后,绿灯亮起,她一脚踩下油门,努力将精神集中在明天的校庆活动上。 However...... Jiaming their performances...... 不过……家明他们的表演……
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